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Showing posts with label perpetual male. Show all posts
Showing posts with label perpetual male. Show all posts

Feline Eating Waffles








Some of the greatest lessons taught to me were from the unseen, from the hidden, from the obscure. Safe to say that one of the greatest gifts you can give yourself, is ten or twenty minutes (with yourself)
We are in a society that is on overdrive with distraction, from the news with 700 things going on, on the screen, to ipods that can hold 16,000 songs and ebook readers that essentially can hold 20,000 books.
I recently subscribed to Netflix, awesome service but being a meditator I find I enjoy meditation more than the shows on there, sometimes though it is nice to zone out and watch a movie or a show and just take a break, believe me if I meditated longer than an hour at a time I would go insane.
But I have discovered the best gift is to start to get to know yourself, what rests behind the eyes, what is it that travels to other worlds once you sleep, what is it that gives you power, the power to breathe the power to think, and to get to know the way YOU work.
With all these distractions people go their entire lives without ever questioning their inner nature or the world around them. People don’t begin until their 60’s to getting to know themselves.
I also think that the most intelligent beings out there, the most supreme beings that are incarnated as regular people exude qualities such as compassion for suffering, disabilities, homelessness, animals etc and LOVE and kindness, they know how to genuinely smile, and have grace and class.
But these people are VERY rare, and essentially if you are looking for a mate, start there with qualities while most look simply at physical attributes –what essentially matters is how their soul reflects on this plane.
One should be very weary of their partner, friend or family member that shows qualities such as negativity, crass, gossip, anger, slander, hatred, racism, sexism, hatred of gay and lesbian people, or cannot stop talking your face off.
This quality too I have experienced in other people and essentially what each social interaction comprises of is either communication or energy vampirism.
Energy vampires, I pick up on easily, and sometimes it is VERY difficult to escape their clutches, they can come in the form of a coffee server-simply because they see so many people a day and are literally hooked on energy to your dental hygienist whom causes about a dozen people insane amounts of pain and suffering and sits atop you like a crow sucking it up, or a mother, sister, brother etc whom just natters away about trivial subjects.
You really pick up on things like this being introverted, and most people are comfortable with a healthy interaction but most introverts skulk away when things cross into vampirism.
This is the leading drug on the planet in my belief, because we have so many jobs and such that require communication and energy exchange that the workers in customer service or whatever that answer 400 calls a day never realise is that they may be an energy vampire.
I see it in gay culture as well, people go work their tiring 8 hour shift at Le chateau then go have dinner out with somebody and then go out to the club to soak up even MORE energy.
Most of society is built up on this energy exchange pyramid, with Hollywood actors and such acting as crystals or conduits and things like clubs and restaurants that literally store clouds of this stuff inside its walls.
What differs from an introvert as opposed to an extrovert is that the introverts obtain their energy privately and through unseen methods while the extrovert willingly partakes in this flood of vampirism nightly or daily and constantly has to feed.
And feeding energy is simple, by shouting at somebody you can get a burst of fear or making a nasty look to somebody with get tons, or sports games has immense amounts of sexual and male energy, concerts are simply a form of ritual magic, people can literally do it without even thinking but the coy ones open up their head or their heart and suck in the energy like a spout.
I believe strongly that the introvert can survive on little bits of energy but they get it from the universe because they have opened up their mind to the awesome power of what is beyond this little virtual world, or they get it through crystals, whom have thousands of shards all over the globe, or they get it through juicing or food or plants or nature.
I saw this energy vortex quite a bit in raves you would be dancing and some chick high as a kite would come up and shout something at you and walk away and you would be sad all night because you thought she mocked you lol or the energy of thousands of people high as a kite in an arena dancing away to MHZ binaural beats designed to perform a pseudo ritual where peoples chakras are opened to realms beyond our own perception.
So, guard your energy, guard your spiritual nature from all beings, and take care to discover new ways of discovering yourself. Happy New Year.

-Shaun A. Delage




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Paws 4 a MoMenT







I think one of the secrets to life is to live it as sanely as possible amidst an insane world. Everyone is allowed to make mistakes and get swept up in hype, I figure when common sense hits that is when you can begin to right the wrong.
Me personally I have a hard time not going insane with the process of writing a book, it is funny because a good book needs time to develop, if I am to be quick and feisty about it, it would be poorly put together, kind of a funny notion to an impulsive aries.
Much of the world is happening at a million miles a minute and the chances you get to slow down and calm down and put it to rest you begin to understand true enlightenment. Everyone else is caught up in four or five reality shows and asks you what you think of them and you quietly state, oh I don’t have cable TV –just to see their look would be priceless because they would look at you like you’re an alien.
I tend to think of the structure of this reality quite a bit, and not only can you begin to ponder it when you are out of touch with reality, but better yet place yourself outside of the scope of reality on your own doing.
Much of society resembles a prison structure, if you think about it, chow, gym, work, bars shut-tv and sleep
It is funny because no prisoner would be accepting of a prison structure if they did not put themselves there, which is why me personally, I would like to attain the knowledge that the average person overlooks, in their speedy life.
I tend to ponder the diversity of the universe constantly, with things like slugs going a few inches a minute to a leopard that can dash that in .4 of a second.
Which means there are parts of the universe that are operating so slowly you would need to pull up a chair and wait in line to get any sort of acceptance.
I have always adhered to the old adage- slow and steady wins the race.
I think about humanity constantly, I think about how much each of us has to suffer while alive, but most don’t think about things like this, they are simply too busy.
The going philosophy is to suffer constantly and you either do it with some wealth or without, haha have to be more resourceful without wealth. I think about how things are vastly different between us in Canada and our neighbours down south America, we differ vastly in realms of population and health care, crime, race, class, power, things like that.
And that’s just looking at my neighbor, try looking one thousand miles away at a vastly different continent for example to see what you take for granted, like going to the doctor, having access to clean, fresh and pure drinking water, having your meds paid for by the government, a system of welfare for its citizens, dentistry, education, a food store that you can walk into and buy anything imaginable with $20
It almost is a curse to not really ponder how lucky in effect each and every one of us are to live in such a wealthy and positive home and country. I think stuff like this just plain could stifle the mind of a Buddhist monk for a decade and still not come to any conclusions.
I ponder how quick I get access to information, information online, and it brings great many hours invested if  the information is not grounded in a sense, much like my investigation into the one peoples public trust. There are a great number, unfathomable amounts of things online that one can subscribe too, literary cults of sorts just waiting for your eyes to come onto the information, much like what has made you come here, the ultimate question, how did you come to read these words, how do you perceive them, can you use the information.
I have always strived to be somewhat grounded and intelligent in my approach, literary wise I can be perceived as a spiritual leader, but that is just with a few rounds of intense editing process.
Essentially all spiritual leaders are human, we make mistakes, and essentially those that can admit their mistakes are the ones that can lead others, those that cannot admit any wrong doing therefore not learning from that wrong doing in my opinion should not be trusted. But not everyone is attaining to be a spiritual leader. Essentially what anybody is looking for is answers, to abide by universal laws governing their actions, to waste an hour away in what seems like millions upon millions of hours here.
So many are trapped by the materialist, it is shocking to ponder but that is why these souls keep returning over and over again to a materialist structure, and there is a war on between more ancient cultures with beliefs so complex there hasn’t been any English words invented that could describe it.
Snuff out those ancient cultures, they are babbling on and on and replace that jungle with a strip mall lol
I think there is a great war on also between most of the people and the people that hold the keys to this reality, there is a war on between people that are opposed wholeheartedly to this structure and the confines in which they reside. Those that make all the choices for them and the magic is almost to unfathomable to explain, and nobody can really wrap their heads around the magnanimity of the situation we are all involved in so we just continue, a pseudo lazy resistance.
It is funny because if you were to tear away the veil that is holding us all it would be far more simpler than one could imagine, the fact is nobody really is aware of their ancient or tribal roots, we have lost our celestial purpose amongst decades upon decades and layers upon layers or multi tiered programming.
We wouldn’t know what to do if everything fell, most of us would jump off a bridge because there isn’t signs everywhere and people dictating policy what to do next where to go what to say.
Which leads me to believe that everything is happening as it should, we are being lead slowly to the future, and when we get there, the beauty of it will be far more than is explainable.
Try to belong and involve yourself as much as possible, the world needs you to make an impression and heal, you matter-even if you are simply meditating on ultimate reality.
-          Shaun A. Delage





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Pickle Calico





What a creative time to be alive, and the reality is manifesting itself as quite a peculiarity lately
Mostly in the news we have things like bodyparts killers, cannibals, austerity and Greece collapsing
For the most part there seems to be a sexuality war on with straights pitted against gays, the religious against the non etc.  I truly believe that we are given many freedoms here and an almost trickery of the gods that run this realm is that if one individual is given many freedoms their mind goes nutz and soon enough you have things like molestation, and murder running rampant
Which is why I theorize that this is a pseudo repository or purgatory of sorts where you are judged and sent off to the lower hell realms or the very very few that are lucky and have divine natured souls, compassion, happiness, etc and have done their lives work get to ascend into the more divine realms
I always question how a god or divinity could allow such atrocities to take place which is why I think that this matrix we are all housed in is this pseudo judging station where everything you do is watched be it by interdimensional orbs or aliens or angels, and you are critiqued based on your actions whether you are fit to ascend or like most who have sold out and contributed trauma and abuse on loved ones and strangers you get to descend to lower more vulgar realms where you belong
Not saying that everyone is going because some youth and teens and kids etc do some pretty stupid things but there comes a time when you are pretty much meant to learn your lessons and move on and if you don’t and continue trauma then of course your soul will not gain entrance into more divine realms where like minded souls exist to perpetuate enlightenment in their existence
It must be brutal to be the one that says descend/ascend but without that authority there would be dimensional chaos and the whole reality or realities would be cast into the hell realms forever more
And most people dream of heaven and a better place where you have a castle and endless money and jewels and love and futurist trains to visit your loved ones
I have no doubt the future is watching us in the present to be able to choose who gets to join them in their enlightened realms but as well the more shady realms and vulgar realms also requisite the nasties into their realms as well which is why we have the spectrum of the black and white squares on the checkerboard floor
Me, I have made mistakes but also around 2005 worked to attain absolution of my sins for perpetuity so that I may feel more content with my existence and this is the glorious work of the divine
Much of life is learning from your mistakes and many of those surrounding me don’t get me, I am pretty simple minded and simple things please me, definitely not materialism
Mind you if I had one hundred million in my savings account I think I would go pretty nuts but most people have to do disgusting things to get that amount of blood money
I strongly feel that I am doing my life’s work by marketing my art movement, however bizarre male art with collage impressions may seem in the moment and writing my novels etc and I know god or divinity laughs at my silly attempts at stardom but at some point the negativity is going to have to lift and I am able to ascend into full liberation
In meditation I always strongly focus on the following words to aid my growth
I ask for power, authority, happiness, wealth, liberation, enlightenment, intelligence, art and love for all beings
I tend to repeat that as a mantra while welcoming those words energy then stop to cycle the earth a few times then move onto metta meditation which is sending your energy out and I do two things,
I send energy to all my relations, no matter whom then close my aura and protect it
Then I also send out things like, negativity, hatred, sickness, anger, suffering, trauma and abuse back to the earth that gave it to me in a grounding cord of sorts to the middle of the earth so that it may utilize that energy for good and to reverse some of the negativity in my being, since I am imprisoned here by gravity and forces I cannot control I feel in essence it is a smart thing to do – to return that negativity to the source that gave it to me and say, no thanks
I am just thankful that my own psychosis manifested itself in the form of nudist Buddhism and not complete grizzly murderous rage and this is a rare thing to be diagnosed with schizophrenia it only affects about 1% of the population of earth but it also carries a scary stigma associated with it. I was horrified when I found out that the greyhound bus head eating murderer was diagnosed with schizophrenia – I was like fuck I would never do that that is disgusting but there are many forms of schizophrenia and there is no cure
I strongly believe that each individual forwards their own enlightenment if they should so choose, if they watch horrors, play disgusting video games and just work as a slave there is no saving them
Thankfully I am stable and sound and have learnt from my mistakes, received proper therapy and catscans and time to reflect in a hospital several times, to me taking my clothes off at an embassy or a Buddhist nunnery seemed normal at the time but it took several hospitalizations and very awesome Canadian care to help me to understand that I have a life long condition and that awareness is sublime
Not to mention I get a lifelong pension for it haha but that is a whole other story all together – but it isn’t easy living on what I live on, it may be a free income but I am left with very little choices or entertainments which is why I take on projects like art or novels or meditation because creativity and expression are free
I am doing things I enjoy and living life on my terms, not having to submit myself for endless indoctrination or exams or whatever and am living in an enlightened state now with no stress and a kind and loving gentle man that loves me as much as I adore him
Peace and beauty seems to be my driving force
-          Shaun A. Delage




divine talk


Time to welcome divinity, most don’t get a taste of divinity, they are hopelessly surrounded by evil and I am sad for most souls out there that don’t get to feel and proclaim inner divinity
The reverend behind this blog is one of the closest beings to divine nature or god as most put it.
Only because I have faced death and life in totality and have surpassed all karmic obstacles to be a living breathing proof that divine nature exists
I think about how close I came to death on a daily basis
My self inflicted wounds about 15 years ago resemble the tau cross cut into both arms
A sad existence I have to say,
Most would say I would be deserving of my treatment given my karmic history
Mainly I broadcast that I have met divine nature and satanic nature in form on earth and nobody can say that especially any common blogger
If I was left to attempt harm on myself for I swear like 30 seconds longer I would be dead to the world at fifteen years old, much of my karma enveloped around this time but only came forefront after this attempt, I think I was mad at the world for inflicting so much trauma on me
Karma in a way cheated me, by being given out before I was able to commit personal sins
I have vague recollections in my life of stealing purses, going through a handicapped guys wheelchair for a few hundred dollars, going into locker rooms, taking things from people in libraries and universities
Hard to believe that karma would inflict so much harm on me before the fact
In a way cheated
I almost wanted to end my life, although I never had the visual choice to end my life, and maybe this is the illusion of society that your death is never forecasted but up to forces you cannot understand
I despise who I was, and am guilt ridden for my past, nobody can really recover from guilt or a life of crime that was not of your own intent
To tell you the truth it almost felt like I was a character in the sims
Maybe this is the vibe of the world, those that succumb to sublimination get lead everywhere by forces they cannot control and maybe this is the purpose of the matrix
To include everyone in the illusion without them knowing about it
I feel this sometimes, but also feel what everyone else feels, that you are left hopelessly alone to suffer in abject poverty and void of any realm of reality or divinity
It almost feels as if god or whatever has forgotten us to learn our lessons
Thankfully I was saved last minute by the guy I blame for my own choice to end my life
I don’t even know where I would be right now, probably floating around the astral world but that world doesn’t offer the same satisfaction as this world
So to be a divine being takes skill because in a schizophrenic type mind, it lays with each choice and how you deal with others and your kindness level
I only advocate for the future progression of your soul
Beyond this place
-          Shaun A. Delage


jUsT DucKy


I don’t know why i bought $400 worth of pony beads on ebay when i last went to Vancouver on the zandaam cruise but i have given out 30 bracelets and now just dozens sit around all my buddhas necks in my room so 5 buddhas with about 4 or 5 bead bracelets per neck
I remember i had 85 total gave 30 out to people yay and now i have quite a few left over with about 300 bracelets left in beads, but i don’t think bracelets are my calling
I mean what the heck am i supposed to do with 300 bracelets man i would need very long arms, i seem to think i have long arms though so maybe i could wear 150 bracelets on each arm, although people would really wonder about meh
On halloween i tend to be a bit like blah over the people with bloodmarks on their faces and fangs
So i wanted to be a good vibration, although the vibe seems to take over alot of people i tend to think of myself as a balancing force. People are either drunk out of their minds or they are sugar fiending or rushing or the person is satanic lol
I have been really drained lately i know what it is too it is my art, i just came out with 40 pieces in the past few days and it is not only conceptualizing art pieces that nobody could copy, (even if they wanted too.) But also making art that hundreds of thousands are going to view....i had a precognitive dream about a characters name from a movie i recently watched about a guy that works at a diner that photographs things and a gallery saw his work and picked him up and gave him a cheque for $78,000 then he got super famous in the art scene, anyway the name i picked up was ‘richard holbrek’ and funny if you look far enough back in my pieces you will find the name in my poetry piece about people that went to an Arabian country and talked to a general named Richard holbrek about a guy that stole an elephant...anyways when the name came up in the show a few months later i thought fuckin hawt the stud in the show was a perpetual teen he was hot omglike imagine justin bieber but with like very late teen to early adult hood present, actually a datable guy haha
Not only that but now since my ebay ad has been up selling the rights to perpetual male pop art for $1,480,000 eye now view my computer and my mind as a trade secret
Which is always nice
Another thing i have been listening to is one of sai’s mantras on youtube it makes me think of the guru fondly rather than what the psychological operations of the west coast is broadcasting on us about the omni present guru. An embodiment of god on earth. He is not the only one, however there are many more if you look...i guess the point i am trying to make that if one of these godly type spirit entities enter your life, it is best to be appreciative of the lessons you learn, that will continue to layer on for years and years of evolution...something no government/givernment, establishment, society or faith can promise..In that is the true meaning of omni presence. So cbc and ‘seducing sai’ what are we gonna talk about next?
The melodic trance pervades me, not only because he has opposition, which might i add is reason to enjoy his presence even more. It is the reactionary state to a super ego. There are many that are against him and i understand that fully given the cultist mind that opposes me as a being. Yet when i venture out i am reminded of the class war and the war on the people wanting to attain the real human qualities that everyone inherently desires but it is being withheld continuously from those that want it
Much like a snapping turtle with a nasty jaw that would crush a knuckle or perhaps a stone.
So much of the world is here in the now... Much of the characteristic of those i oppose are present in even me, how could they not be...i need to know what i am talking about, don’t eye?
I have been on a romantic poet thing for ages, and i love it because i know he is out there and exactly what he feels, i guess being a blogger i feel him every half hour with every set of male eyes that lays their insight on my own hack3dvoyance.
I am in no rush to settle down with anybody. I have to be able to meet the supreme male, the one that has been better than all the last combined...Let me tell ya that takes one of the most powerful beings in Canada if not the world. Or their own country.
That is appealing?
Wouldn’t it not be
They not only look at my art and try and figure out who is behind it and youthfully scan my being with no insight into my own psychic abilities of perception but it is still the adoration of admiration
I can only imagine when my art goes viral or my writing goes postal.
From my understanding the average artist comes out with maybe a few groups of a few dozen pieces because painting and sculpting etc take so long in a sense my art has taken about 7 years of solid graphics inspiration to take effect so really each piece technically took about 2 months to finish so far, depending on your outlook, artistically.
One could say you come up with about 20 pieces in about 24 hours or about one per hour. But the way each piece drains me when i picture 90,000 sets of raver and perpetual youth’s eyes on my art that gets me and gets each piece and is damn hungry for more often pondering each piece obsessively
Without art there is no artist and without an artist there is no life

I ask my guides to find me and what i get is a nice delight i get a beaver, i love these things not only cause i used to have a beaver damn in back of one of my houses but also the slang terms  so lovingly attached to this animal out of ritual magic
(Much like the magic being broadcasted onto the crystal with it being two ends of the spectrum. Paradoxically it is appealing yet dissatisfying at the same time)
Somebody was a threat or something and sniper had to assemble on rooftops in a plaza and they were aiming at somebody in a car being driven and my car swung beside it and i shot the person in the neck as i drove by and they walked up to a building and went into a school and died in a corner where people were pulling the persons hair out
Of course the whole situation made me grief stricken it was ok though i can deal
Occasional walking
Theorizing in one
Individual obsess
Amazing style
Yet kicken degrees
And living a fourth life
Let alone dozenth to the triple
Forecasted indolence
Encouraging a stopped watch
But not only that but encouragement to intuition
-          Shaun A. Delage