Time to welcome divinity, most don’t get a taste of
divinity, they are hopelessly surrounded by evil and I am sad for most souls
out there that don’t get to feel and proclaim inner divinity
The reverend behind this blog is one of the closest beings
to divine nature or god as most put it.
Only because I have faced death and life in totality and
have surpassed all karmic obstacles to be a living breathing proof that divine
nature exists
I think about how close I came to death on a daily basis
My self inflicted wounds about 15 years ago resemble the tau
cross cut into both arms
A sad existence I have to say,
Most would say I would be deserving of my treatment given my
karmic history
Mainly I broadcast that I have met divine nature and satanic
nature in form on earth and nobody can say that especially any common blogger
If I was left to attempt harm on myself for I swear like 30
seconds longer I would be dead to the world at fifteen years old, much of my
karma enveloped around this time but only came forefront after this attempt, I
think I was mad at the world for inflicting so much trauma on me
Karma in a way cheated me, by being given out before I was
able to commit personal sins
I have vague recollections in my life of stealing purses,
going through a handicapped guys wheelchair for a few hundred dollars, going
into locker rooms, taking things from people in libraries and universities
Hard to believe that karma would inflict so much harm on me
before the fact
In a way cheated
I almost wanted to end my life, although I never had the
visual choice to end my life, and maybe this is the illusion of society that
your death is never forecasted but up to forces you cannot understand
I despise who I was, and am guilt ridden for my past, nobody
can really recover from guilt or a life of crime that was not of your own
intent
To tell you the truth it almost felt like I was a character
in the sims
Maybe this is the vibe of the world, those that succumb to
sublimination get lead everywhere by forces they cannot control and maybe this
is the purpose of the matrix
To include everyone in the illusion without them knowing
about it
I feel this sometimes, but also feel what everyone else
feels, that you are left hopelessly alone to suffer in abject poverty and void
of any realm of reality or divinity
It almost feels as if god or whatever has forgotten us to
learn our lessons
Thankfully I was saved last minute by the guy I blame for my
own choice to end my life
I don’t even know where I would be right now, probably
floating around the astral world but that world doesn’t offer the same
satisfaction as this world
So to be a divine being takes skill because in a
schizophrenic type mind, it lays with each choice and how you deal with others
and your kindness level
I only advocate for the future progression of your soul
Beyond this place
-
Shaun A. Delage
