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My own core belief system is vastly different from many of my readers, I bet.

I believe strongly in the unknown, and I believe wholeheartedly in the power of meditation to aid in enlightenment. I have thought about people I have encountered over the time, and how in line with satanic energy they must have been.

Even to this day, as I write this I am completely mystified as to some encounters I personally have been involved with. Now I am able to live my life in relative peace, in line with nature and the natural realm, fatty squirrels, deer and frogs…gardens and wildflowers.

I never really pictured myself living in the country a short time ago. Actually an almost unfathomable outcome for me. Truth is the fact that I am liberated enough to live out here without any of the issues that a city boy would go through is my own testament to the power of god.

But why stop at one god.

Embrace the huge Buddha who is happy you have stepped into his realm for a piece of sweetcake.

Or say hello to the wiccan high priestess that is happy that you have come to her for advice.

Or shyly walk by baphomet whom you have encountered many times in your life, and said quietly…no thanks.

Or walk by a rich woman with diamonds on getting out of her rolls, and attain that power.

Or embrace the simplicity of a prophet.

God and divinity comes in many forms, and it is up to you to find it and unite with that power so that you too can take control over your life and its path.

I sometimes think about the obstacles in my way….

I am cursed to walk the night, maybe a week or two in normal schedule but for the most part wake at such a strange hour, dinner time.

I am sad to think of my own hinderances sometimes when I think of the dexterity issues I face with my hands, and this is one reason why I went into writing and graphic art over being a barista or a painter.

I think of how aware I am of each moment and think it is almost too aware for the common soul.

I think of how bizarre I feel the world is, how we are all being herded and categorized and numbered

Perhaps it is the artist or the Buddha or the reverend in me, being able to recognize the intense value of my own soul, yet walk around amidst a sea of mostly people probably thinking the same thing.

I think the unknown is too scary for some people to delve into.

Not many people choose my route of meditating for decades on end for power, authority, wealth, liberation, happiness, success, to be healthy, to be safe, to become enlightened.

And also to affirm to myself, I am happy, healthy, successful, honorable, rich, powerful, free, loving, kind, and tender.

I believe there is much more to this reality than is being let on, and I tend to wonder how invested the other dimensions are in observing us. In keeping up with us. I tend to wonder what I would be like on another dimension. Wanting to get to know a facet of myself or being insanely envious of the infancy of my other beings path lol

I tend to think in rather shaded spectrums.

It just pains me to think of what a squirrel lives like, and they have no choice in the matter, they could almost be the most famous squirrel on earth but they simply are almost imprisoned by their own reality.

I read long ago in a dimensional book – imagine, if you lifted a koi fish out of a pond and let it look around for a few moments then put it back amongst the other fish, it would be like “wow, what a crazy thing I saw, it was this place without water, and there were these strange things walking around, another world.” The other koi fish would brand that one the village nut lol

I tend to wonder about some experiences in my life, whether I had any sanity or sense of control and the ultimate question of whether I personally chose to act in that circumstance or not.

I think back to the times when I was an unmedicated schizophrenic and my manifesto is testament to the insane travels I have been on including being introduced to some very powerful people.

But finally I am able to live my life with an ounce of control. It pains me sometimes to read through DAVID ICKE site and he has a bizarre outlook concerning prescription medications.

My own medication has helped and alleviates every known symptom of my condition.

And because I fried my brain totally in my rave days I have to take a pill to sleep, otherwise I just stay up for days on end, and some of us are so fried we need things like this, when all the herbs and teas and advice don’t add up and don’t offer us any solutions, I think telling an insomniac to listen to whale sounds for 6 hours before bed is the wrong approach.

I am simply a microcosm of what other people are going through as well.

I am still living the life of somebody that chose to inhale drugs through my lungs leaving me with a life long nausea to deal with, apparently somewhere in my past I chose this route for myself.

It just strikes a cord with me when I try and define my own existence, how close I flirted with death so many times, and danger.

It just helps me these days to look what I do have, a beautiful, courageous, and kind gentle kindred soul to share my life with and two daughter felines, to pet and show my unending affection for, and a serene mountain ashram in the forest, a truly remarkable finality to my manifesto and my story, haha but I don’t want it to end there, that is why I am so involved in meditation, introspection, creative thought, and imagination…I want to shape my next thirty years to look nothing like the last.

I think life is mainly meant to scatter you to the fucking nine, so that everything seems like one bizarre circus of events, be it a simple day in some people’s lives or work life. Mainly to help you miss that $10.95 banking fee charge and not dispute it, or overlook a nasty comment by a family member or not even really begin to have a moment to think and feel and be one with the world. And question it.

I only hope that the next thirty years is as slow as possible, drags on – minute by minute hour by hour day by day, I would like to be in the schedule of a tree for heavens sake because I was dashing through life like it was a racetrack on steroids in my youth.

Happy 2013 blogbuddies and happy valentines day coming up

Peace

-          Shaun A. Delage

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I wholeheartedly believe there are many suffering in the present, not only psychically but physically and emotionally as well, and I am sure this has much to do with the present economic climate, and it is unfortunate that we go through a great depression and such but things have been quite apocalyptic for me personally for quite some time, only waking at 4am and going to bed around 7am so I feel maybe the true isolation of the world and the world in its truth, its most truthful state, as it is so to speak.

Many live in the daylight haha 99% of you, and this is somewhat illusion in itself, I guess I will never know if my incarnation was meant to be, or if I was a mistake being here or what but it seems that everywhere I go everything seems to be deleted- I mean I get almost zero interaction with the world even though I advertise my art to 40,000 people, and get no hits or whatever

I believe people live in illusion in the day light because they are not taught to relieve boredom through their own creativity but that which the system dictates, only when you begin to isolate yourself you begin to understand the exact nature of illusion, the exact nature of your incarnation and the fact that you have nothing to do with reality makes you feel even more of an outcast

I guess I feel like an exile and it is funny because my art vids on youtube are at around 100,000 views total and about the same in my documents in scribd but I don’t really garner any sort of reality from hits.

It almost feels like I put 300% and get back perhaps 1% and I offered my art for sale and tried that route and not even one hit but now I have decided to go another route to possibly raise money in the name of the Church of Techno, I now offer 1700 ebooks for sale for $50 the descriptions and catagories are listed at the top of this page, it is worth it to expand your horizons and garner levels of enlightenment from many avenues, and I believe that you open gates to your soul when you expand your horizons more and welcome enlightening yourself, surely 1700 ebooks would keep you pretty busy for awhile and outnumbers the library of Alexandria or the Egyptian tombs

It is worth it to look into buying an ebook reader and microsd chip to hold them all on, definitely something you get your money’s worth my calculations, I think it would take about 25 years to read most of those books, and I was thankful to receive the download link from an idigo elder in the resistance but there is nothing on the net that offers the ease and safety that I have to download 1700ebooks

I have always wanted to ask sevan at the resistance site for his terabyte of info that he holds, but in a sense I have quite the library it seems and it covers all avenues of fringe-esoteric and occult studies. Surely a library of self and a million dollar education without being indoctrinated

It is funny to be detached from reality yet understand more about its workings than most people within the confines of reality understand, like the entire atlantic ocean used to be the continent of atlantis and it was far more superior of a society than we claim to have and live in, with atlantians that were able to navigate the cosmos because they had far greater rocket propulsion than we have currently

Or to understand the horrors of initiated sellouts, even when they don’t understand they are being used as mind control assets

Prolly one of the reasons why I now reside in the forest tucked away not having any part in society whatsoever, I just completed the test for the doctorate in philosophy of religion (Ph.d) I am excited to send it off and was stressed writing it and was stressed enough to find that one of the questions was leading to the affirmative that man if lie with another man like a woman will burn in fire

I answered in the affirmative because that is what was written in the holy bible, but this makes me believe that the bible was written by powerful clerics that are aligned with darker forces than we can possibly imagine, but I did not let my personal beliefs get in the way, because I am a priest and saint of the Church of Techno not the mother church, they happened to be my ordination centre but I do not have to follow their beliefs 100% so I felt a bit set back that I was almost forced to answer in the affirmative on that test question but as I was reading the old testament it also said that when you sin you have to kill a bull by cutting its neck and burning the liver and sprinkling the liver ashes on yourself 7 times in the name of the lord

One would say because I love another man that I am sinning, but I have obtained an absolution of sins, and sainthood and the highest degrees available religiously so I am not too scared of where I am going after this place, I surely know I will not be burned for all of eternity because I choose to kiss a handsome man under the twinkling stars.

I wouldn’t put to much credibility with organized faith or books of dialogue and this stuff has been forced on us for thousands of years, finally the chavs and chavettes are waking up and taking off the chains and discovering there is more fringe avenues to explore, and much of the world can be construed online in the bible of the internet so that you may form a better understanding of your belief system rather than have the sole entertainment being the bible every night after your hard days work

We are living in a time when most are becoming so far evolved the powers that be are scared and trying to force a system reset and global apocalypse because they would lose less than letting us all evolve and become so powerful of a society there is no stopping anybody because each person is ordained as their own god rather than look to some powerful invisible entity to solve their problems.

If you ask me the fringe and esoteric has more answers than anything in the mainstream with these operated on face masks of people on CNN and CBC and BBC that tell us what to believe, we live in a society where in the mainstream there is not one fat person or chav or freak or raver telling us what we should believe they are all these robotoid automatons that have had their faces carved up and sliced up so they look more trustworthy

What I would give to listen to the news from a guy with a sideways cap and a few piercings shirtless, man I would listen haha but no I have to garner my news from people in synthetic elite billion dollar slacks and carefully crafted hybridic look rather than get my information from a source that is realistic I am faced with having my reality dictated by these things of illusion

But, the system is in a total chaos state with the current wearchange journalists, anonymous collective fighting these globalist freemasons that tell us we can’t smoke a joint simply because they cannot profit from a weed

It is almost a curse and a blessing to be born here in Canada, to be in the most enlightened society and a landmass that has about 26 million for a mass that could easily fit 1.5 billion so technically by the very nature that exists Canadians are amongst the richest and most powerful people and nation in the world. It just so happens as well that we have bilderburg freemasons that dictate every possible legality to Canadian life.

What I would give to be back in 1999 when I was popping 8 caps of xtacy and going to party my night away in a yellow jumpsuit chasing water with GHB and loving every moment of the rave, but like in the matrix I cant go back, the rave scene is much more dark and threatening to me now with a social anxiety and I wouldn’t touch drugs if my life depended on it.

So I get to evolve and take the church of techno with me, what a beautiful evolution and one I will carry with me my entire life, so thanks for being apart of it.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Dimensional travel update ;)

I wanted to write my insane dimensional travels here on digital form, since i mass record my travels then type them out - I used to include them in each post but got many emails saying people believe i am delusional =delugeinal lol delageinal
 I believe wholeheartedly that what I experience is not simple hypothetical situations like the common mortal but have essentially fried many receptors allowing me to see into the lower hell and astral dimensions

I ask my guide to show me the way and what I get is a nice surprise I get a baby mole, now these are cute and fattened animals almost looking like an ant eater or platypus

It took me first to a strange city and I came across a business where you pay eight dollars to go pee in a couture bathroom and it was owned by Chinese people well worth the money I mean but you just place your penis in a contraption like a carpeted marble slab in the wall …a ritzy washroom business

Then I went to the bar and a guy asked me if aliens have taken over and I said I guess and he said believe it they are every where

I was wandering around and was lost looking at the map and that didn’t really help so I was in a pretty seedy part of town so I kept wandering and was quite the experience these strange cities, I love adventure and to travel hahaha

Next the cute fuzzy mole took me to a bunch of a huge shipping containers in the furest that were propped up by bars and stanchions, there was a war on between people and they were forced to live in homes that were shipping containers and they were stationary on tracks and elevated on the sky I was in awe lol

Then I went to a casino with many slot machines, and it was in a bigger mall and it was huge and I had gone away exploring from my minders the slot machines were in the food court and I was betting on a two penny one and you could bet like five thousand quarters and I was playing some dollar ones etc

I walked into the restaurant and there was gelatins and alien legs and insect legs and I looked at it and was like ew sick and so I went into a restaurant with more couture food hehe to get to the bonus round on some machines you had to bet ten dollars and I only had like eight Canadian loonies on me and I didn’t have enough so I just pumped out a bunch of quarters so I went and played with those in a two cent machine, it was funny to see the slot machines in the middle of a food court and not under the layers of security like in our dimension I love slots haha

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Then I went to the mall part and threw a water bottle at a girls head apparently it hurts to get a water bottle in the head the dream itself was pretty trippy wandering around this mall lol

Next I went to some cities and it was basically like a movie playing out about 50 scenes and I was involved and for example I would land in some spot and would just explore a house or a different scene in the dimension and just countless malls and houses and places and people I was visiting mostly navigating people and there was some great sex haha wow with bodybuilders yum some crazy scenes I basically followed a twink around (a hot guy) the movie was a parady on real life and it all came together to form this dimensional travel show for example one show was this restaurant and he went in and ordered the food and he gets it and it is this paste and he is like yum and I am like ugh that is disgusting he scarfed it down and I declined and we continued travelling and we will go to a house and he broke in and we would look around haha or we would be downtown somewhere and we would be travelling by yachts and stuff and we would stop and relax and jack each other off

In ways I think it is far too complex for my mind to comprehend in totality just the amount of travelling and there were many scenes like fifty scenes which some involved forcible rape etc

Next the beautiful mole took me to travelling around in like a van in japan just asian faces everywhere and the dilapidated housing and just the apcalypse nature of communist asian society

I was trying to make it by older car and they were like oh yeah you can get there and I was crammed into this really old car and met this guy and had an orgasm too in the car which was pretty weird because all the people were watching me lol but was just travelling a very strange city and far off land and strange people I was meeting along the way it is hard to describe because it is so complex and vivid and real I just cant even fathom the lucidity like I am an actor in a movie and it is playing out just constantly switching vehicles etc

Intense sex magic and sex dream mystical astral sex which is beautiful and never straight oriented always with lovely looking men I am not complaining at all just some of their penis’s are pretty huge lol a lot to look at lol
this one scene I was in the middle of a warehouse like shared living there was pits of filth and I could recognize asian faces and I was trying to escape and this guy ended up showing me the way and I finally got into this blue van and did sex and dream magic and I begin to question my reality and question my reality and who I am and these travels make me question my entire existence that I am not simply some pawn in a pyramid scheme that I am a dimensional traveler that my dreams are not normal, that I can see into hell and astral worlds and not many are afforded this right because they have not partaken on decades long quests of spirituality and in a sense they do not have powerful occult blood like me but it is not that I have talked to family and they don’t really remember their dreams in vivid detail like I do

I seriously think I fried most of the receptors in my brain including psnapses from the sometimes 12 day long highs with no sleep or food and the sometimes up to a dozen drug cocktails I would consume at raves as a teen when my brain was still developing because I am almost thirty and have not aged a day since I was fifteen and even get a stray white hair here and there lol

Next the mole took me to a competition where a raver was matching a guy he was making fool of the owner and he was wanting to win there was this long drawn out drama and the guy made a mess of a teevee show or a rave or something too complex for me to understand and there was a production in a movie and the guy did his work to ruin the entire thing and they both had a sexual seductive love for each other and it turned into a total porn video far too weird for me to comprehend

Next I went to a health club it was setup near the emperess hotel it was a concrete little hut and it was across the street and there was a metal grate and you could sneak into the health club like a mason club they had soup on and hot tubs for daddies and stuff and I had the idea to look around and eat and chill out with some rich old kooks oh well lol they enjoyed my twink ass ahaha

Then I went to a group home setting and was sleeping in shelter and a lady said she was being abused by the people running it and making her doing things for money and I said you should fill out a police report and a human rights investigation the shelter itself was kinda cool but a strange way to spend the night

Next the fuzzy mole took me to a place with strong lucidity for over an hour in full control of my dream state and was in a huge run down artists flat with warehouse windows smoking weed with guys and they were in a bed and we just chilled and we had sex but I am not sure haha I guess it was fun they put out some weed and it was a bit wet so I micrwaved it and we rolled some more and I rolled a whole bunch and I told them I was off to go explore some more and I had full control and I had full comprehension for quite some hours and had full moter control and was my first lucidity experience in a long time where usually there is like a movie playing out but I was shocked to find I could control my actions and have some reasoning of time playing and I was there for like a whole day too was so fun those guys were hot chavs too

Next I went to on a foldable scooter roaming around and I had to arm myself because there was threats against me in the dream world and they were going to take me into pseudo protective custody for some reason and was with a bunch of cops and the guy said are you okay and I said well I don’t know if you guys are impersonating cops or whatever so I don’t really know what to believe at this point lol

Then the mole took me to a massive class in a school  and jumped into the water in my tuxedo and I got a bunch of lizards in my pants and it sucked there was bees too and I had to get them out of my pants which was embarrassing and I had to get them out of my pants because it was pretty grosss apparently I was not allowed to jump into the water because of all of the lizards in the pool oh well found out the hard way lol

Next I went to this expansive city and wandered througha rough edge of town and was going to pay my room rate and there was nowhere I could cash some Canadian bills and she said oh you can go to cheers for that and I was walking through this city and there was ruffians and chavs and I was going to cash my multicoloured bills to this bank and the city was amazing the police pulled up and I was worried because I had a bunch of weed on me, it was an American dimension but not America per se the police were not concerned with me even though I was dressed like a chav with skullcandy headphones on

Basically it was pretty crazy I had a ratty hotel room but the lady was really happy to see me and I was counting out my bills and they were the same colour as normal paper  I had a ton of these coloured bills from Canada and I was going to change them for the one tone bill and I passed through these people and this dad and kid were like standing there and a Chinese kid came up and said you want mo money I give you mo money and the kid gave him $5 and the Chinese boy gave him like a few fifty dollar bills and said I treat you vewy well and the dad was like do you have gold bullion and he started cashing out some money and the kid was like dad you cant buy that much the Chinese boy was like I treat you vewy well

Before that there was a crowd of people protesting and I was in a chauffeurs cap and I was with a  group of dimensional guides protesting the system

Some pretty insane travels

420 just clouds my mind man I am never smoking the herb again lol

-          Shaun A. Delage

JC777 - The resistance and featured poet on the Church of techno

a poem I wrote for you, my brothers and sisters of the Resistance...

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even if they hit the reset button
on all existing memories,
just because you wipe the slate
that doesnt mean the slate is clean
do you know who you are?
or even more who we are together?
as it always was
as it always is
as it will always be forever
souls on seperate journeys
yet together through space & time
a successful blend of dynamics
creating a force whenever combined
as we swim in seas of deception
and oceans of lies
knowledge is the key
to why they are drowning
while we survive

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jc lucero 2010
there's no greater power than the power of love
with that being said I send you all my deepest love,
my highest respects and greatest appreciation. .
may we kill them with kindness, defeat them with love
and destroy them with forgiveness

JC777 C/o The resistance-  featured aura on the 10-10-10 enlightenment -

with kindness

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