I wholeheartedly believe there are many suffering in the
present, not only psychically but physically and emotionally as well, and I am
sure this has much to do with the present economic climate, and it is
unfortunate that we go through a great depression and such but things have been
quite apocalyptic for me personally for quite some time, only waking at 4am and
going to bed around 7am so I feel maybe the true isolation of the world and the
world in its truth, its most truthful state, as it is so to speak.
Many live in the daylight haha 99% of you, and this is
somewhat illusion in itself, I guess I will never know if my incarnation was
meant to be, or if I was a mistake being here or what but it seems that
everywhere I go everything seems to be deleted- I mean I get almost zero
interaction with the world even though I advertise my art to 40,000 people, and
get no hits or whatever
I believe people live in illusion in the day light because
they are not taught to relieve boredom through their own creativity but that
which the system dictates, only when you begin to isolate yourself you begin to
understand the exact nature of illusion, the exact nature of your incarnation
and the fact that you have nothing to do with reality makes you feel even more
of an outcast
I guess I feel like an exile and it is funny because my art
vids on youtube are at around 100,000 views total and about the same in my
documents in scribd but I don’t really garner any sort of reality from hits.
It almost feels like I put 300% and get back perhaps 1% and
I offered my art for sale and tried that route and not even one hit but now I
have decided to go another route to possibly raise money in the name of the
Church of Techno, I now offer 1700 ebooks for sale for $50 the descriptions and
catagories are listed at the top of this page, it is worth it to expand your
horizons and garner levels of enlightenment from many avenues, and I believe
that you open gates to your soul when you expand your horizons more and welcome
enlightening yourself, surely 1700 ebooks would keep you pretty busy for awhile
and outnumbers the library of Alexandria or the Egyptian tombs
It is worth it to look into buying an ebook reader and microsd
chip to hold them all on, definitely something you get your money’s worth my
calculations, I think it would take about 25 years to read most of those books,
and I was thankful to receive the download link from an idigo elder in the
resistance but there is nothing on the net that offers the ease and safety that
I have to download 1700ebooks
I have always wanted to ask sevan at the resistance site for
his terabyte of info that he holds, but in a sense I have quite the library it
seems and it covers all avenues of fringe-esoteric and occult studies. Surely a
library of self and a million dollar education without being indoctrinated
It is funny to be detached from reality yet understand more
about its workings than most people within the confines of reality understand,
like the entire atlantic ocean used to be the continent of atlantis and it was
far more superior of a society than we claim to have and live in, with
atlantians that were able to navigate the cosmos because they had far greater
rocket propulsion than we have currently
Or to understand the horrors of initiated sellouts, even
when they don’t understand they are being used as mind control assets
Prolly one of the reasons why I now reside in the forest
tucked away not having any part in society whatsoever, I just completed the
test for the doctorate in philosophy of religion (Ph.d) I am excited to send it
off and was stressed writing it and was stressed enough to find that one of the
questions was leading to the affirmative that man if lie with another man like
a woman will burn in fire
I answered in the affirmative because that is what was
written in the holy bible, but this makes me believe that the bible was written
by powerful clerics that are aligned with darker forces than we can possibly
imagine, but I did not let my personal beliefs get in the way, because I am a
priest and saint of the Church of Techno not the mother church, they happened
to be my ordination centre but I do not have to follow their beliefs 100% so I
felt a bit set back that I was almost forced to answer in the affirmative on
that test question but as I was reading the old testament it also said that
when you sin you have to kill a bull by cutting its neck and burning the liver
and sprinkling the liver ashes on yourself 7 times in the name of the lord
One would say because I love another man that I am sinning,
but I have obtained an absolution of sins, and sainthood and the highest
degrees available religiously so I am not too scared of where I am going after
this place, I surely know I will not be burned for all of eternity because I
choose to kiss a handsome man under the twinkling stars.
I wouldn’t put to much credibility with organized faith or
books of dialogue and this stuff has been forced on us for thousands of years,
finally the chavs and chavettes are waking up and taking off the chains and
discovering there is more fringe avenues to explore, and much of the world can
be construed online in the bible of the internet so that you may form a better
understanding of your belief system rather than have the sole entertainment
being the bible every night after your hard days work
We are living in a time when most are becoming so far
evolved the powers that be are scared and trying to force a system reset and
global apocalypse because they would lose less than letting us all evolve and
become so powerful of a society there is no stopping anybody because each
person is ordained as their own god rather than look to some powerful invisible
entity to solve their problems.
If you ask me the fringe and esoteric has more answers than
anything in the mainstream with these operated on face masks of people on CNN
and CBC and BBC that tell us what to believe, we live in a society where in the
mainstream there is not one fat person or chav or freak or raver telling us
what we should believe they are all these robotoid automatons that have had
their faces carved up and sliced up so they look more trustworthy
What I would give to listen to the news from a guy with a
sideways cap and a few piercings shirtless, man I would listen haha but no I
have to garner my news from people in synthetic elite billion dollar slacks and
carefully crafted hybridic look rather than get my information from a source
that is realistic I am faced with having my reality dictated by these things of
illusion
But, the system is in a total chaos state with the current
wearchange journalists, anonymous collective fighting these globalist
freemasons that tell us we can’t smoke a joint simply because they cannot
profit from a weed
It is almost a curse and a blessing to be born here in
Canada, to be in the most enlightened society and a landmass that has about 26
million for a mass that could easily fit 1.5 billion so technically by the very
nature that exists Canadians are amongst the richest and most powerful people
and nation in the world. It just so happens as well that we have bilderburg
freemasons that dictate every possible legality to Canadian life.
What I would give to be back in 1999 when I was popping 8
caps of xtacy and going to party my night away in a yellow jumpsuit chasing
water with GHB and loving every moment of the rave, but like in the matrix I
cant go back, the rave scene is much more dark and threatening to me now with a
social anxiety and I wouldn’t touch drugs if my life depended on it.
So I get to evolve and take the church of techno with me,
what a beautiful evolution and one I will carry with me my entire life, so
thanks for being apart of it.
-
Shaun A. Delage
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