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Showing posts with label matrix illusion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label matrix illusion. Show all posts

BaTTLe MoTh







All that matters is the present moment, how much beauty, compassion and eloquence you exude not only to others but to yourself, many people feel they are not worthy of special attention given the cattle like programming we are all under daily.
Much of my own personal salvation came being humiliated and being an outcast within the gay community. Puss boys laughing at my originality or my 'walk' and I only found my future within the rave scene, which was way more welcoming than the gay scene, I find the gay scene to be extremely narcissistic and psychopathic. I remember going into gay clubs only to be humiliated by drag queens a few times, and people just acting like everyone they meet is strictly a sex toy.
In the rave scene I found, peace, love, unity and respect! I found a community where I could express my inner child, my animal side, my carnal nature being and most of all use the auditory sounds to achieve a certain level of evolution. I strongly believe that techno is a route to profound enlightenment. But to each their own, I like to fill my day with compassionate discourses on the way of life, techno, contesting, meditation, obscure conspiracy or esoteric teachings, reading, blogging, writing, forwarding my empire etc hehe
I have not been employed for over a decade but have never really been bored, you would think somebody in my position would be staring at the walls. I have found a certain level of comfort with my existence. The ability to forward projects such as my books and other philisophical paths.
I observe people out in the world and feel nothing but compassion for others paths, Most of us have it pretty tough. For me personally, I think somebody would have major issues just jumping into my existence for a week without the nature of my being present - what I mean is that the person would have to have the intellectual capacity to take on some of my endeavours, and I find my existence very challenging at times, part of me feels loss over not being able to mesh with society more but in a way I am society, I belong and I am here, which is what I think of...I may be alone in the forest with a beautiful man and two cats and not see a soul for a month but that is what I enjoy, my solitary reclusive nature, and rightfully so, I do not need other peoples energy to keep me going, this is the strongest thing in society -people need others for their own sanity, however I live strictly on the energy of the buddhic or the energy of nature and the spiritual hidden worlds. This many people would never understand.
We are in a very energy sucking inclusive environment and most people are being indoctrinated into alien forms of living, it seems we have lost our inherent humanity, our more deeper spiritual nature, our true selves, our ancient purpose. But nothing to fear, I just can't relay in a single teaching how important it is to sit calmly in the middle of the night and focus on bringing your desires to you, otherwise your inherent humanity will be dictated by forces you cannot control.
So the only thing that matters is the present moment, where you reside right now, where you are going is coming but does not have to worry you. I have always feared my past, so many questions...and my future oh man nothing more fearful than that. But I have always felt that the present moment scenario holds a certain level of magnanimity because hours can fly by, days fly by, weeks fly by and you don't even notice it.
I think the biggest illusion in society is the time illusion, we are imbedded to constantly be aware of time itself and the illusion of constant ritual.
Anyways, enough of my speech for today, blessings

-          Shaun A. Delage



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Moroccan Clam









A truly spiritual person is hard to come by these days and I can definitely see why, you have the uber religious born again Christians that are in a pseudo cult and then you have the grotesque Catholics whom are responsible for much of the chaos in the world. Then you have Jewish and islam faiths that only offer different types of segregation, and I have learnt to distrust anything new age so quite a paradox lol
This is one of the reasons why I started the CHURCH OF TECHNO, I wanted to at least get the roots formed for a new millennium faith. Now the key is to get the roots formed within the energy of an ordained minister to provide the theory behind the religion.
Now one can say, my so called faith is only a blog or a website, and rightfully so to many so be it.
The only reasons it is not a physical structure, is one, I don’t have the money to put down for land, and two the land would have to be in operation in my country for 15 years to be recognized as a true religion. Quite the extreme set of circumstances, just like my religious credentials south of the border would be fully recognized to perform weddings and funerals but not here in my own country because of decades upon decades of legalities to unwind.
Fine, my church just exists virtually, and this is the future of everything, including ourselves could be in a virtual world of sorts.
But it just doesn’t take reading the blog every week to belong, and what exactly do I require? Well I will list here because to date I probably have zero true disciples lol

To evade and recognize ignorance in all dealings
To meditate at least three and half hours per week 30 min. per day
To read the manifesto, to understand the rave reverend
To look into forwarding your own enlightenment- be it by downloading esoteric books or dhamma talks and to chart or navigate, or begin to chart or navigate and take responsibility for the path of your soul
To attain the qualities of enlightenment without ignorance, hatred, illusion, negativity etc
To listen to techno -one hour per day -7 hours per week
To bring something to the world, be it art, music, write a book, create things.
To question their very nature in this existence every moment until the answers are given
To be a guiding light for others
To not become a new ager and get sucked into some of these ridiculous ritualistic cults, meaning only eating raw food to become enlightened, reciting mantras that you have no idea what you are evoking or to be a follower and not a leader, how glorious it would be to have a hundred new gurus leading their own faith with beliefs and life lessons for the world to come to understand
To not completely implode their entire reality and to try and mesh with this reality as much as they possibly can without revolting
 To live in passive resistance to the whole programming and cult hype of society
To take time to be in this reality somewhat by watching TV or buying a new gadget,
-to observe per se

Me personally I have embarked on a decade long quest of isolation, introversion, creativity, solitude and meditation to achieve what I want to achieve but I don’t expect this of people that quest after the goals of the church of techno, nor do I quest after money or donations… like other faiths.
Rightfully so I should be rewarded for my hard work, but it is also given to me in other forms of payment like energy and ideas, creativity, and honours. I strongly believe that if you have a goal in mind, say leading a church of techno and you put years upon years of work into it, with a few hours per week you are bound to be rewarded in ways that I can’t even really fathom.
Working with that and manifestation meditation I can honestly say that it will all fall into place for me one day I believe, and if it doesn’t – I have sewn some incredible energy and power into my next life or lives.
Every day I feel the world is ever so cruel to me, personally. The world is not very nice to a spiritual person that lives as a renunciate of the greater things that most of us take for granted. Even seeing $1000 is a blessing haha but that is not what I am here to do, I believe strongly that those with massive amounts of money are cursed. But, not all, you can see the truly enlightened beings with loads of cash, how they operate and where they put their money –and there probably isn’t many.
It is funny because say 90% of the world is NOT permitted to travel, mainly they can’t get appropriate permissions from the state, due to Islamic or communist law. But for even people in Canada and the USA the money simply isn’t there. It is easy to get swept up in a decade of the same old ritual and never getting to feel the wind in your hair in Quatar or being on a tour bus in New Zealand.
A world cruise is mostly out of the question for most of us, and people just tend to operate within their own quasi structure, never knowing there is a gigantic world with many interdimensional portals out there and the portals being the people you would meet, the people in Pakistan, Nigeria, or the UAE, these beings that their soul would reside on a dimension 4000 star systems over.
Everything is being very tightly controlled, including every dollar and cent and to whom it should go to and when and how it will be spent, but this is essentially the luciferian mind at work over this dimension.
I have been strongly focused on one simple trivial fact lately and it has been that they are preparing individuals for the eventual premier of the microchip. I see it strongly being programmed into our psyche, Most bank cards and credit cards in Canada have a “chip” on it read by a “chip” reader. There are signs at every reader reminding you it is a “chip” reader. All old bankcards pre chip days have been slowly phased out in the name of protecting consumer’s security and PIN
Also there is an advent that I personally see nobody has touched online and it is the introduction and assimilation of the ‘smart phone’ and ‘apps’ and now google glasses.
The truth is we probably have dozens of microchips all around us this very moment, I wonder if they are ultimately gearing up for individual control, but how they will tie it all together I don’t know, maybe calling it a ‘smart-chip’ or a ‘chip app’ or they will give each microchip implant holder $10,000?/$50,000/$100,000? As a signing bonus, initially wiping most inductees debt in an instant, but most people will just spend their savings away and they will make it easy to accrue massive debt load I mean c’mon food has just jumped like 400% in the past few years here because of their whole idea that it costs more to transport via oil and relating it to wars and such which essentially one little tidbit they left out is every major grocery line was bought up at the turn of the century by secret societies allowing them to tweak the price of food to an almost unaffordable amount and then you throw in the quotient that out of hundreds of thousands of cookies, crackers, soda, cereal, bread, cheese, meat, boxed fish, and everything else is all owned by the same 4-12 corporations.

As well I believe that the microchip scenario will be voluntary so as to not invoke clauses in dimensional and universal law, to see how many people will be chipped just look at how many people own and use smartphones in society and the cult that has started it's roots in the minds of our young, me personally I don't operate with any sort of cell phone anymore, nor credit card, and I have seen how alienated I am from society and even those that choose not to have any form of credit are refused quite a bit in society from renting things to hotel stays, even to meals on flights.
They have began this process, all but slightly, it will be interesting to see if there are islands of people who refuse the microchip the true human beings.

I strongly believe the whole societal structure going on currently is an advanced beta test – they are seeing how many people flock to the smartphones, how many people flock to the websites, what emails they send, what they buy on credit cards, who they talk to and what they say because they are gearing up for a friendly and smart new world order, one that most can live in fluently with no real hinderance.
Not saying close down your accounts and live in a mud hut lol no far from it, but this stuff has been happening for longer than we can all fathom perhaps a decade perhaps two perhaps everything from time of inception is controlled and mapped I have no idea, I just know that my own circumstance would have liked me either thrown in jail, infected with HIV, thrown of a yacht in the carribean, or eaten in a secret society ritual. So we’re not playing a ‘game’ here –far from it.
Even though media will force you to see that this is all just a funny little entertaining happy place to live when it is a world controlled by only a few, that control all facets of human interaction.
Another thing that they have found to have worked is tiring repetition even the basic structure of society is set up to repeat and reinforce every single incursion into your psyche from the commercials on TV –the same four that repeat through your favorite show to the monthly bill with the friendly logo on it, to the people you see every day all day at work, to the signs you see everywhere, people are almost excited to the nine when they see something different, something unfamiliar, something unique.
Anyways enough of my rant for today lol I hope this has helped and thank you for your time.
-Shaun  A. Delage




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Pickle Finch







The illusions cast on sexuality astound me sometimes, from conspiracy circles to enlightenment to every organized faith it seems that the Church of Techno would be the only all encompassing and accepting faith on the planet, preaching to simply do that which is right, if you are gay, lesbian, bisexual, sado, emo, furry, asexual etc just find yourself and accept who you are and what you are and don’t listen to the BS half the people on earth cant even grasp.
It is mostly due to the biggest religions on earth saying something is inherently wrong like gay or lesbian love and this is crazy because most of the millennium warriors of today go between sexualities like the hours in their day.
It would seem funny to sit down with somebody into the Christ and tell them that eden is based in the fourth dimension rather than some old tale from thousands years ago in evolution. Those people also believe that reincarnation is a sin, so there is probably no saving them.
I am always mystified that we still cant get over sexuality as we are a decade into the new millennium, it seems we are still stuck at a hundred years ago or a thousand where there is death by firing squad for kissing another man lol but it is all relative because in greek and roman and atlantian mayan societies etc gay and lesbian love was accepted.
It is only because they fear the entire world turning gay or lesbian allowing the oversight over those beings to take leadership over our domain that they spread hate and fear because we all know deep down inside who is running this dimension and it is a combination of freemasonry/oddfellows/eastern star/lions club/rotary, the Windsor/bush bloodline, bilderburg/bohemian grove, and aliens.
So if every soul on earth is gay or lesbian which has happened on other realms the people guiding them naturally would become leaders over these people per se using a calculation of one oversight being per 10,000 souls.
I have always thought that the presidency/prime minister/king-queen should not lay with one person, but a faculty of enlightened beings that can guide and protect each realm, when one person gets the power they let their sickened ego take over and use it to their own means, one only need look at Russian politics for example where the wife of a Moscow mayor became the richest in all of Russia.
It seems that leaders are chosen, and I have always stated that leaders are not voted in but groomed, and they also have sadist qualities, besides you cannot become prime minister or president with less than 200 million dollars in your account
People actually still believe four years has passed since Obama was elected, the biggest illusion of time, and also 12 years since bush came into office.
When you are somebody like me and you don’t live within the realms of time, it seems but an illusion only because there is no basis for quantification of time itself with an exiled nocturnal.
Believe me, I have tried to meld with society but no luck there, I have even tried to make it as an artist and writer and make no effort to follow it through because I am hit with so many road blocks, at least I have my art and my books if I need them however.
I am not looking forward to 60 more years here which is why I hope something happens with 2012 so that I can return to the astral and ascend to more divine realms, and begin the process of ascension rather than descending from an angelic state.
On a totally off topic did you know that your nostrils are connected to your sexual glands by two nervous cords this is why when you sneeze you feel the anti 1/8th of an orgasm
Anyways lol
It is cool to be proclaimed a saint these days religiously and I dreaded doing the test for the ph.d in religion but that will mean, and I have already obtained the highest degrees in universalism but also attain higher ones and the highest being the ph.d
In a sense I use Gnostic meditation to achieve my own enlightenment and theory when the divine self creates all the words and they are given through chosen initiates of the highest realms of spirituality
What some may see as a simple blog, inhabits that of a divine vortex of learning, a church.
And what some see a church as a simple building, to others it encapsulates much more than that.
-          Shaun A. Delage







CaKe WaLk






“Making it” or so to speak in such a time is endearing to say the least but troublesome for a fair number of people… many just hopelessly plug the pyramid scheme along which is fine but others with the qualities leadership currently despises is having a difficult time nevertheless
In an all out fascist Masonic quasi political dictatorship rife with corruption and criminality…agriculture that is almost non existent, Hollywood that is overflowing with sellout souls, art galleries that aren’t buying, restaurants that are struggling to keep their tables at even half capacity, unseen and hidden world war 3 soon to encapsulate the entire globe, 2012 on the horizon, schools that seem like prison camps, music that is just programming you, movies that are baseless formless and void of any real entertainment, structured financial meltdown, monarch sciences operating full on, lower beings being harnessed enmasse into our realm, a prison planet that is guarded by a celestial spider web, leaders and VIPS engaging in things like murder and cannibalism who would want to really become something in this state of affairs
I have always advocated for a residual income over employment and to not do what everyone else is doing, but so many are struggling to hold onto their jobs and their income, my advice may not resonate
Some, cannot even fathom a residual income, nor can they devote a ten year long quest to writing their first novel…it seems when you start on your quest the system and its inhabitants try their best to stop you early on…not like I am left with any choice in my own personal quest…writing novels and doing art seems better than staring at bugs or a wall all night lol
Me, I am struggling to define myself artistically and this I find a challenge in such a litigious nazi like brethren look out for brethren society…seems the dictatorship doesn’t even have to rule the masses, we have grown adept at policing each other’s actions to the point of nausea
I have discovered this in my art, which I admit are images taken from the net and believed to be public domain since there is no watermark or anything and I alter them more than 30% and use only about 10% of the image and create art with it- it seems we have exhausted all avenues of art to tiring ends
When somebody comes along and trailblazes I am met with hostility everywhere I go about it and I don’t care, it is funny when somebody says “according to the terms of service of the site were on you cant upload that art” I only laugh because I would love to get sued for my art- it is the publicity I need haha
They don’t understand that collage is an art form and that I as an aries have invented my very own perpetual rave art movement and that I challenge the meaning of art…the thing is nobody really knows how I can do my art and simply debase it as childish cut and paste
My method will remain a secret but art is in the eye of the beholder not in the status quo, currently I am listed in two newspapers for my art site Canada wide, another condo owners newspaper is in the works and I am working with a press release software to come out with an official announcement of my virtual gallery opening, I think now is the time to do the art and bring it in the open, when the newspapers aren’t rife with classified after classified to ponder only about 30 or so and bam there is a raver art link – perfect!
I am also in the like god knows what edit of my first book and a creative edit of my 2nd – I have found a way to express myself and it is a mighty retirement fund, meanwhile I scrape by with a modest monks pension and I am thinking how fortunate I am to be alive and kicking to witness this time in our age the time of reawakening, perhaps the time when we put all the sellouts to death who knows haha but I am not waging a war, I happen to enjoy the systems we have in place, I just can’t stand sellouts using them for their own deeds to make themselves richer than beyond imagination while the rest of us scrape by so some reclusive billionaire could have another million or so tacked onto his fortune, it doesn’t make sense to me, this system we are all housed in will never make sense, but the struggle we all go through does.
Not many people have 300 pieces of art they can market on a website but I do and it is glorious, not that I have much sales but it is fun to at least try !!
So I guess the point to my discourse is to follow your dreams even though it may seem like they will go nowhere, you never know where you will end up, perhaps the same as yesterday or perhaps you could have 2.2 million in publishers royalties in your savings account
At least start your first chapter, invent a new method of doing art, start your first blog posting, do a video, sing a song, paint a picture, meditate on fortune or love and at last of all – don’t do what everyone else is doing, watching, saying, or believing.
Challenge authority and hold it accountable and be shining YOU
-          Shaun A. Delage


Interdimensional astral travel 4.0





Interdimensional astral travel =
In the middle of the farm with sheep one of the sheep bit of a kids tongue and there was this other part of the mansion that had these sea creatures and I got to operate the sound system and some women got super mad at me, and it was all done by a camera or something then I talked to a guy without an eye he gave me two joints and he was talking about going on a screen (his face) a massive complex this party farm
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I could fly by flapping my arms and jumping off cliffs and nobody else could going by expansive valleys and ocean front and I would cast off in a crowd of people and watch them all point to me flying like a rubber chicken !
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Saved 4 kids from abuse by their father and took guardianship over them, it was all done in an opera and told them they would never have to live a life like that again. The dad punched them right in the face and I said that is unacceptable so I called 9-11 and contacted the fire dept and told them I was willing to go to court for the kidz
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Feasting because I reported the abuse and we went on a tram and had a feast in every location. It was an awards ceremony of sorts for me and the kids.
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Travelled really far and ended up in a small town and met a family with one kid and the kid was an adult and the whole family was into the bible and jesus and we went into a big city and tried to pawn 6 or 7 gold items and two watches didn’t pass the litmus test but a few necklaces did, and we were off to Toronto with this blonde haired guy.
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I was chasing after this guy with other worldly powers and I had a steak knife on me to get him and chased him he was weird had deathly powers he could strangle people with a switch in his brain and I chased him thru the mall and he died his hair blue and finally caught him and triple cuffed him and we were celebrating then he jumped out of the building to his death.
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It seemed I could jump into the future while I was in the future my mom was going through a tough time it seemed like an alternate future where she had aids. I was in a  dingy version of her apartment and I discovered this piece of copper on me that could alter reality. I put the copper on a card and it could decorate the house with anything imaginable wallpaper, cupboards flooring furniture etc and I would take the copper off the card and it would go back to normal, same ol dingy
I was walking through the future Victoria BC a hundred years from now and I came across an old factory so I used the copper and blew into a horses mouth and it came alive and started galloping the factory people were shocked. I guess the horse died. I walked through this bioethics section and people were having sex and then I saw this hot boy and said wanna suck me and he said no I need something bigger and I used the copper and materialized a body builder with 15 inch x 15 inch and I said is this big enough haha and they went at it
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I was at a skool living in portables and shuttled from class to class people were pretty nice a huge disaster happened somebody was bbq’ing in the ground and it caused a fire over pride day lol I went to the hospital and hundreds of people were affected, code orange. I was just cold, so no injuries.
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I went to an awesome rave festival in a fancy hotel and I abandoned a cat for catsitting and I was trying to get to where she was in this old hotel and I saw a statue and I activated systems designed to protect the hotel anyways got back to my room and I used somebody elses credit card – the rave was awesome soother kids, sesame street ravers and total rubber ducky candy ravers.
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I made friends with some ravers – and ended up going and partying at their place and escaped military arrest via special ops on an island and drove on their atv to their home and the leader kid who was really friendly with me …I said how am I going to get home, the skytrains are closed and then the friendly guy said meanly fags can go their own way and I just said whatever and walked to an open atrium where there was some kids and a lady in a helicopter and I said hey can I catch a ride with you guys and she said sure and I shouted as we were taking off I said looks like fags are flying out in a copter anyways we took off and I noticed a van pull up and Vietnamese men jumped out and stabbed people with needles containing poison and I had a bunch of knives on me so I gave them to the copter people and we cut the mean men and the ravers came to help afterward and we took off in the van for the city because I was pretty weak.
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I was at a talk by a young queen elizabeth and I friended her nephews and we were smoking pot and listening to her give an xmas talk we took a break walked out to a dock and I almost slipped and we smoked more pot !!
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I went to a hotel with a guy and ended up exploring a city for awhile and went back to the hotel and got the bill for the room and it was ten times more than I expected and I was quoted 250 a night and had some cash on me the bill came to 450 a night plus tons of room service so I said I will pay you 400 now and the rest later and he said that was unacceptable so I went to my room, cleaned it of all the 420 cause I was in an American dimension and would have been put in prison and went downstairs and the police arrived and told them they were trying to stiff me and a guy said oh there is marijuana in the room and I said SHUT UP AND SIT DOWN they had my bags and stuff in a back room and they sicked this weird escort girl after me and walked out and flipped them the bird on the way out.
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Got kidnapped from a bus ride and was punched 20 times in the face having trouble walking …I would collapse while walking and was brought to a cult and hospital ward-I was going to go clean up and somebody had burnt or something on my ward. There was this figurehead the doctor elite and everyone else was under the influence of weird drugs in the food and human meat hot dogs. The food was good but was all drugged and human ick just so bizarre to be on this ward basically kidnapped and locked on a ward tucked away in the forest and could see Vancouver in the horizon and I tried to call 9-11 but didn’t have any luck people were blitzed and indoctrinated they gave us lashings (I got 30 lashings) one part this guy had a fishing hook on his mouth trying to hook it into another guys mouth and they showed a movie about how we were all kidnapped and brought to this ward. There was this restaurant before the bus then I ended up here – lame
This concludes my dimensional and astral travels for the month
Shaun A. Delage




kitten hug


Well it is a full moon, i can tell  What an incredible day thanks to esoterickitty deception Hollywood...She does a ton of videos on youtube about monarch slaves. And ironically they have been able to meet one that has not been indoctrinated into Hollywood or the cults and I am able to tell my story without the fear of death. I have started to come out fully in the public realm with my captivation piece and this was essentially one of my greatest fears. Was that some of my closest friends and family would find out my secrets when it is ironic that i place my faith in total strangers on the net above this interaction with family, maybe a by product of an abusive upbringing or my fears of total abandonment.
It is funny because last night i got a flood of satanic energy for about 2 hours and this happens directly before something big happening where i think the only route is to submit myself for hospitalization and i am slowly realizing that i have a place out here in the world.
So it is a tough thing to battle that focused intent so i have ordered some orgonite to help me along with my great power aminals and guardian angels which i thank for most of my trials for guarding over me through the tough times because my guardian angels have been witness to the satanic conspiracy on earth. What also I have been dealing with in the resistance is ascension but i see it as this. The resistance i feel is attempting to make its members walk away from all modes of thought and all modes of faith and trust. Ie. Religions, Buddhism, david icke. It seems that when i attach to stuff like this in my core self. Somebody comes along and gives me a reason to distrust it. So I am left in a world where the only thing is the resistance in a sense which i see as a paradoxical twist of fate.
Something makes me distrust these things but something keeps calling me back to my Buddhist nature and my seeking alternative media imputs. But then i hear that all the conspiracy media is placed within the highest realms of the grand orient temples of masonry. So I am left to wonder where to look next and what to do. SO I look within for answers. That constant hunt for the answers i seek.
Then I am reminded that what i am accusing people of is the kind of power that people kill over. I am slowly reminded that life isn’t the game or the cartoon it’s made out to be. So i simply hide away in my virtuosity and await the millions of people that want to hear my story. It will be told. There is no stopping it, because i feel like i am the only monarch slave that has escaped the brutality of a sadistic system alive. There is nobody like me on the net ....believe me i have looked.
SO in this i find the very nature of my spiritual existence. To bring these monsters to the public forefront and throw them into abject subjective world where they can rot for all i care for the next millennia.
Unfortunately because they have helped further the cause of placing me in harms way they have been rewarded like the Saudi royal family rewards its members.
The kind of power that people kill over.
Yes but if i was killed this would bring the whole thing into scope placing me as one of the most famous canadian metis warriors in existence so there is literal warfare to keep my story a secret and keep me in a dejected state of submission.
I just simply work with what I have and this means forming the entire scope of the Shaun zeno art movement. Somebody recently asked me why i call myself SHAUNDELAGE SHAUNZENO
It is kind of an acronym from my other virtual personae RAVER XENO and the name JAMES ST JAMES from the clubkids. So I just kind renamed myself Shaun Zeno because of the generational bloodline i am in and i wish to be a more of an artistic representation of my name rather than a name that i was not given a choice over.
I have been actively searching for a guy and have an internet ad up and somebody had the nerve to write YOU DONT EVEN DESERVE TO CALL YOURSELF HUMAN
And i am reminded that possibly in my region, my province, my country or a 100Km radius that there are no people with human characteristics....That they are all somewhat hybridic in mind and soul. It would seem that with a lifetime of slavery one gets defeated to the point where they lose the very nature of their soul. Maybe i am a bit too perceptive. LoL
I feel the full moons energy all around. The mass emails i sent out a few days ago seem like months ago and i continue on in my enlightenment.
So, Thank you esoterickitten deceptionhollywood it must be the divinity working through our souls to meet up with each other once again in a system that has been repeating for the exact same self similar experience for all of time.
Her blog is available in my links in the bottom of this page.
Once again thanks and thanks for the half dozen or so people that have become friends with me because they simply believe in my struggle.
-          Shaun A. Delage