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Where I meant to leave off on the last audio discourse was that I am not envious of people passing me by so to speak in life, just because I choose to live a slower existence than most.  I have a tremendous responsibility out here in the forest co-sharing the responsibilities of a household, and caring for small animals, making sure they are fed, and staying sane given my own history of adversity seems to be a path that I can live with.

I always wanted to be a Buddhist monk my whole life since Vipassana and truth is, I cannot become a monk given my own challenges, like medication and insomnia, but on the other hand I see it is a faith that perhaps is ever evolving but is unwilling to make changes that go against the buddhas word.

I always have a sparkle in my eye for something that I could create, in time…being the actual physical Church of Techno where people could come and live my life for a weekend and have meditation, techno, and various other things like candy bead making and crystal therapy

It would be a true godsend where people could do a retreat and just be themselves and have a rave with 3 meals a day and nocturnalism take over.

It is funny how goals can change and adapt in life. People with any ounce of education that have spoken with me on a therapeutic level didn’t really get me as a person, which is why I think I am intrinsically unique and have much to offer those in my life.

I figure unless the Buddha or the Christ is in your life in your presence personally guiding you then what else do you have left, nothing but yourself, and others.

This is why I think that in each of us is the divine, the divine energy and the divine spark, and in each of us holds another piece of the puzzle waiting to be unravelled –answers, theories, stories, knowledge, guidance, advice, and love.

I think one of the greatest pieces of advice I can give for living is to be adaptable and be comfortable with this very moment as it exists, no matter how plain it may seem. So many are wanting to change themselves by altering their diet or doing a cleanse, or whatever, when the best thing you can do is be alone and discover the answers you need, because the divine works in silence and sometimes darkness.

It is okay to be conflicted with your own life yet be so comfortable with it that you just –live.

Having a human body is troubling at times, and needs a lot of work to keep it up and stay healthy. Life is suffering all around, and loss, and if you haven’t discovered those things count yourself lucky but also in a sense start preparing yourself for the time when you do discover those things.

I can’t stress how conflicted I am with my own life and my society that I see, I see individuals with vast amounts of enlightenment and intelligence suffering yet there is a chosen few in the world that have in a sense used cheatcodes on their income to really live above and beyond and in another dimension all together.

This I am conflicted with because everyone should be able to feel nourished, and cared for, and have guidance.

This is a funny concept because a society that simply doesn’t ‘guide’ it’s citizens into new avenues or help them financially or otherwise to attain new skillsets is a pointless society. One that only cares about who can muster up the last few remaining fiat currency bills for a better existence is an illusion.

We may be in the end times, but I don’t believe it, I think essentially this dimension has many years left, but also that we have been fractalized so there is countless dimensions and persona’s to explore after this so called life.

When things like schooling or travel or delicacies are forbidden to most of the populace you know you have an illusion.

I think one has to be concerned with adaptability because you never know when things like war are going to break out or a continent could fall, or a country could take over yours.

I think many put their blind faith in mainstream religions ‘gods’ but fail to realize that you are god, for goodness sake, look at you, you are the finest replica of god there is, the magnificence of your human self, the complexity of your human body, that heals, that dreams, that explores, you are worth 55 billion dollars to today’s standards, start demanding your share of your birthright.

-Shaun A. Delage

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How to spot a sociopath cult leader

aka 'The Resistance' ;)

This guy reading the newspaper on the subway is Keanu Reeves.

He is from a problematic family. His father was arrested when he was 12 for drug dealing and his mother was a stripper. His family moved to Canada and there he had several step dads.

He watched his girlfriend die. They were about to get married, and she died in a car accident. And also before that she had lost her baby. Since then Keanu avoids serious relationships and having kids.

He's one of the only Hollywood stars without a Mansion. He said: 'I live in a flat, I have everything that I need at anytime, why choose an empty house?'

One of his best friends died by overdose, he was River Phoenix (Joaquin Phoenix's brother). Almost in the same year Keanu's father was arrested again.

His younger sister had leukemia. Today she is cured, and he donated 70% of his gains from the movie Matrix to Hospitals that treat leukemia.

In one of his birthdays, he got to a little candy shop and bought him a cake, and started eating alone. If a fan walked by he would talk to them and offer some of the cake.

He doesn't have bodyguards, and he doesn't wear fancy clothes.

When they asked him about 'Sad Keanu', he replied: 'You need to be happy to live, I don't.'"

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MATRIX DECODED

AWOL FELINE

There is no doubt in my mind I am given the ability of extra sensory perception

Lately I have been going through a flood of emotions some of them suicidal and depression but nothing I cant handle. It is a combination of marijuana withdrawl and stress and yea ah well

The funny thing is I cant talk to anybody about it because if you say to anybody that your having suicidal thoughts you will be certified and your rights taken away for a minimum of one month

I strongly feel that much of my emotional state is being influenced by forces I have no idea exist

I am isolated, introspective, meditative, and I have undergone rituals that provided me with initiation into the mystical Gnostic cult of vipassana so hence my meditation has been hacked in a sense as well

So I have no doubt in my mind I am being literally flooded with this energy by my enemies which number in the millions of freemasonic initiated beings.

I feel I am the only human being because of my isolation but in my searches online yes there are people and yes I see people all around when I walk into the matrix but technically I am the only one with my inherent qualities of happiness, compassion, love, sincerity and adoration of spirituality and intellectualism

I wont begin to understand half of what has happened to me and yet people may never know either. I just know I have alot of powerful people that I have pointed the finger at for my own trauma state and this is ironic because they don’t like to be named, people kill for this amount of power that I speak of in my writ of the church ‘captivation’ But I have done the impossible and named those responsible and I resist all attempts to literally hack my mind and have me labelled as insane and locked away almost indefinitely

I have a pending case with the college of BC physicians and surgeons for my mistreatment and their failure to provide me with therapy for trauma based illness and advanced monarch programming but not only that I told them that their unwillingness to provide Qualified professionals to treat me for trauma based illness is a crime against the geneva convention, the articles of torture and the articles governing war crimes.

Because it can be proven that project monarch exists and is in full operation around the globe with approximately 2 billion or so under the control of the luciferian demonic entity

The only psychiatrist I met here met me and told me to go become a monk and be with god then gave me a lengthy freemasonic and scary handshake to let me know that he was one of them and that they are watching me and waiting until the moment comes when they win

So hence my fear of psychiatry and medicine

I am left to battle my own thoughts and my own world and this is ironic because I have pointed the finger at the highest levels of governance in the country of Canada HER MAJESTY QUEEN ELIZIBETH the second as being responsible for my torture and essentially for ensnaring my soul into a mystical solar sun cult

Then I have my time in sex work meeting the entire grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and then I have had a few sexual assaults never mind the self inflicted wounds I suffer from and yet I don’t need any therapy it seems

My correction is that I am the leading person that would require therapy in Canada.

The way they have mistreated me is cause for grave breaches of the geneva convention and I remain a political prisoner in Canada under self induced house arrest because I am unable to do anything because I am locked away into the urban poor.

Thankfully I didn’t sell out

Thankfully I am literally starving while my enemies dine on prawns and rare steaks and the finest red wines

Thankfully I can chart my souls future and this is what they have a hatred for.

I am continuously under the psychological operations of project monarch and my every action remains under the luciferian control but I still have some understanding in a creative realm yet I remain restricted financially for various reasons but still I am proud that I am alive, proud that I didn’t become a sellout and essentially lose the keys to my soul nature and what I hold true to myself is the fact that I am able to travel past the earth when this dimension collapses

Those that are my enemies are trapped here in this nuclear wasteland forever while me, the poor and dejected writer from BC gets to go and travel to some of the most divine and pure places in the universe while everyone that has attempted to ensnare the soul of the one gets to live in filth and misery and violence not to mention hatred

I have discovered a new energy and that is my own enlightenment

The fact that I feel I am imprisoned by forces I cannot control including within my own mind leaves me perplexed but I am not fearful of this state because I know my life as it is

IS NOT PERMANENT

I believe that I am being controlled by this alien race much like in the matrix movies and my next moves are all being dictated by this intelligence. So I remain in isolation and under a pseudo house arrest

I only know that there is somebody out there that can assist me to discover myself but really the only one that can do that is myself. I may chill here and wonder am  I just a waste of time

But I am penning my 2^nd novel and am a success art wise that surpasses the talent and mystery of many of the worlds uber famous great artists

I have succeeded in creating a post modern expressionist and resistant art movement

Then I also have this venue of expression which many don’t understand, some feel I am something to be studied, but enlightened beings go through the same struggles that everyone else goes through

I struggle with my life, because we are teetering on complete annihilation and this is not a state anybody needs to be in. We have new threats from abroad (mysterious desert turban wearing closet cases) yeah right our WAR is internal

They are so busy pointing the finger at arab spring to cast the attention away from the ADVANCED PSYCHOLOGICAL OPERATIONS happening at home, that keeps us all imprisoned in our various thought and form structures and they have achieved total global domination

I have really begun to breakdown the matrix movies and have come to an understanding that these movies are a prophecy of divinity because there have been many lost on the other side that have been able to relay this information and energy to help others see that the world around them is an elusive illusion

They knock it off as some silly sci-fi flick

Hahaha well it has spurred cults, religions, philosophy, songs, and most of all the movies have saved lives. But the movies themselves provided a time where everything shifted

Where everyone knew there was illusion

I wholeheartedly believe I am THE ONE, there is nobody that can tell me otherwise. My document and the discourses of the church prove it beyond a doubt. But what proves it even more is those that are seemingly supposed to be close to me with a tender embrace have a hostility or a hatred for my being and it is not just because of my past. It is because they have bartered my soul in the hell realms and the hell realms are here to collect and they are pissed that I am the only one left that resists having the very nature of my soul ensnared and used...

This nature is growing increasingly desperate to trap my soul because I am in its perception or pod or region I am the only one that resists - this is funny because whatever is bound to happen in 2012 will mean the liberation of all beings that have resisted. the illusion will lift.

It is funny to note how desperate the initiated members in my life are becoming at broadcasting their hatred for my being...those that should be the closest most tender embrace have a pent up hostility and anger that the person they promised to the luciferian mind is resisting at all costs even to the detriment of his human body perplexes an increasingly imaptient overlord lol 

Because trillions of dollars will be spent to harness the power of a single soul

But you wont see a dime of it

-          Shaun A. Delage 

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The silent retreat has been pretty good. I like to mix in a bit of 420 too makes it a nice experience

I couldn’t really quit marijuana with good faith so I will now be a marijuana priest as well as a matrix techno universalist

What an exciting time to be alive. What a chaotic time to be alive. Quite the time with illusions involved. See people imagine the world as expansive with many countries but I like to view the countries as separate dimensions literally sewn together into a dimensional vortex known as earth

I was recently reading a book on hollow earth which hypothesized that there is about 800 million living inside the earth with an internal sun which the Nazis originated from and came out of then snuck back into. Apparently the hitler force retreated back into the earth after the war and their defeat to continue the race.

While it makes sense that there is no UFOS as we see them per se that the race under the earth is an advanced species that has thousands of years ahead of us. What I cant make the correlation is between hitler the Aryans and middle earth so to speak

If they were such an enlightened race why would they allow events to happen without intervention

Apparently the last time they came up to the surface was after the Hiroshima bomb

So I feel this book found me at the right time.

Just before we are lead to believe that aliens have landed in their UFOS but UFOS themselves are not of other worlds they are from within our expansive planet.

They see surface dwellers as barbarians.

I have never really given too much paranoia to 2012 or apocalypse or anything like that

When you see yourself as a universal being you don’t really get swept up in the chaos of earth affairs

That is why I have been preparing for the inevitable

The system wide reset.

I don’t think it will be as horrific as we are lead to believe. Some would say just a digital flicker and others would say the nuclear blast

It all depends on region and locale because currently the arab world is going through COMPLETE APOCALYPSE When it starts to happen in your awareness this is when you turn on survival mode, people start to shake, get uncontrollable nervousness, and hunger.

They begin to panic.

This is when the enlightened being, (instead of going out into the street with a knife and a bag for looting ) sits calm with a candle and meditates.

We seemingly are in a utopian paradise with no disasters. But that could all change.

I don’t agree with my countries supporting bloodshed but when I look around the world I question whether we want to open the doors to some of the ideologies that surround the earth.

In my travels in conspiracy circles I have noticed a lack of compassion and lack of class levels throughout the entire left

This made me question my role in society opposing this in society but that is one reason I started the church of techno. I wanted to provide an avenue digitally and virtually where I could preach universal dialogue fitting with my character.

My character outshines entire countries, people, rich people, elites, masons, actors, ambassadors, presidents, enemies, lovers ah the list goes on

This is why I felt it was essential to provide this place virtually

To provide an alternative viewpoint yes but also show people that you can have an active war with psychological operations and a one man war with lucifers army (that numbers in the trillions/quadrillions of souls power) against ONE

Life is very difficult for everyone I can sense this. One thing about living where I am is we are relatively sheltered   

I also live on a huge island so I am sheltered from the mainlands problems like Australia

So if biogenic war broke out or terrorism or whatever I am pretty safe here

There is so much fear mechanism out there to make you believe that you are in danger

I always say when it happens that is when you deal with it. Of course it is wise to be prepared in case chaos hits but not overtly paranoid so paranoid you go out and literally commit grave breaches of your code of humanity against others.

This is where the illusion has been won currently

Is people are so given into this fear mechanism they genuinely believe that they don’t need things like compassion or happiness or love in their future.

This 2012 time may be a complete disaster yes. A flash of light and the whole planet is incinerated but death is nothing to be feared, more feared should be your waking state because it is pretty much 100% illusion and an illusion of form of sorts because it is all so familiar and responsive.

A literal reality hacked from the dream state.

The only thing that matters is your soul. But souls are far more impressive than ever imagined. Some souls are scattered in multitudes across countless dimensions co existing and cohabitating alongside the various and meticulous illusions.

CANADA and USA governance is not of this world.

Why do I say this? Because Countries as you are lead to believe do not exist. Power structures as your made aware are not as they are made out to be. People are far from any meaning. And the world that is pulled over your eyes is simply illusion. There is no other word that can describe it

Not to say go and end your life, there is nothing else to see. Far from it

Death should never be of your own choosing. See I cheated death I know this.

Many people read my words and don’t understand how I come into their lives. I am simply a spiritual leader.  But I leave it at that. I don’t ask for anything in return. Its kind of a karmic thing. I could sit here and watch startrek reruns all night or I could affect change in singular lives.

This is my purpose. I am here to guide people through a VERY difficult time, (at least those that can afford a computer. )

The vulnerability of the last remaining humans is key because there are not many remaining humans. I don’t know if you can count them on one hand or two or you would need a few people hands but I don’t think the actual last remaining humans would even fill a room full of hands

Funny because you see hundreds of people a day if not thousands, but like I said ….illusion. or better described as hybrids or even moreso, digitalized hybrids.

All you would need in a sense is alchemy of humanity really. The ability to make things appear as human or fleshlike and you have an illusion of society.

You could have 10 people born into earth in separate countries and literally infest their surroundings with thousands and thousands of digitalized hybrids to make them believe they are unimportant

I like to be a renunciate and not many people know what it is like to live in renunciation

It is a calm existence. But I only nourish myself just enough to live another day or a few hours at best. I don’t really get to indulge much because I don’t have to reward myself for the trauma of slavery nor the injuries sustained physically or emotionally.

I have tried looking for employment but I feel I am so institutionalized that there is no saving me. What a difficult life.

Men even, I try and look there. I think they think I am too human, or insane, or whatever not hybrid enough. Our world is very hybrid to live in. All forms of education, policy, law, philosophy, and entertainment are HYBRID INTELLIGENCE. Those that don’t subscribe to this intelligence are killed off, labeled as insane, pushed into poverty or the underground or take their own lives or for example live a life solely of addiction or alcoholism

All I simply say is don’t believe the world that is being fed to you at all times, question your reality. Question earth. Don’t feed responses back to the mechanism. Only give your happiness, compassion and love outward.

-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage

Holland America Cruise Ships - Virtual gallery/performance art

The pictures were like 20,000 x 20,000 pixels or something each so hopeless on getting the originals up on the site but no fear they are made into two seperate YOUTUBES so saves space and you get tunes...These ships are going at about ten per day out my window So there is a world that is passing you by amidst so much inherent satanism going on all around including in ur very own thought process...so to step away from all that I created a pictoral slideshow of my trips on the Oosterdam and Zandam cruiseships from Holland America. Enjoy !

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Wow today has been a test in ascension from looking for a job with some of the leading corporations and places in my area, i have become serious about finding a job

But also the other side of me wants to renounce this all in a way and become a freeman on the land

I have been looking into the world freeman society some more and there was a youtube video making light of the world freeman societies links with the templars or hidden societies

Something keeps drawing me back

Their membership is about $250 so a bit out of my reach at the moment

Only time will tell what will happen. If i stay on this ascension track It will be no problem finding myself

I have been on a path of extreme ascension

I have even gone to the depths of trying to figure out my stock value on my bond/birth certificate

But no luck I did find a registration number on another site that matches my RED NUMBERS on my birth certificate and it was taken out on my bday on a $5000 bond and it got approximately $23,000 in interest on that single bond now I don’t even have the slightest clue what I am trying to decipher in stock quotes and mutual funds but the mainstream quote is being hidden i believe for matters of national security

I don’t know if it is me personally or all Canadians etc or because of terrorism laws enacted but essentially you are a maritime admirality product that can have your destiny mapped for you by hidden magic but essentially in claiming that you are not the person they make you out to be they have a hold over you with so much legalities and procedure, acts, laws, statutes etc There are literally quintillions of words that justify the legal grounds for your inherent slavery by these hidden electors.

I am going to meditate on this one for a bit....just with the mounting crisis’s and the sadistic impulses of our minders have lead me onto this path one where you as a canadian citizen can be ordered to take medications, can be ordered into a mental health facility against your will, can be imprisoned for crimes you didn’t commit, can be locked up indefinitely under terrorism laws, can be beaten and harassed for simply smoking pot or living your life.

I feel it is essential to back up my name with certifications attesting that I am not this being to be controlled ...that I am a sovereign being with royal blood and ultimate powers

What made me seriously think about this was some interactions with strangers of the luciferian mind that go out of their way to attack me , shoot hateful looks at me or verbally assault me for no apparent reason...it is because I am hated in the luciferian mind. This mindset uses all of its powers of perception in others to scare me, threaten me and essentially harm me.

It would be nice to say um, you just assaulted a diplomat or a king lol

Anyways coming to terms with this social paranoia has lead me to believe in this luciferian power in people, it is broadcast with the use of nutrition and psychological operations and through younger dumber more naive souls that don’t know they are being used

I see the cops here like Nazis busting teens for smoking pot, biking in an out of perception secretly and harassing people. I am just wondering when my time will be next. I want to back up my name and my titles and my being with profound amounts of protection

This is one of the reasons i am a social outcast ....my being causes people to act out, harass, assault, and become mean for no apparent reason

I have been elbowed walking down the street for no reason at all

Usually I am lost in my own thoughts so I just stare out the window on the bus while the murderous people that killed the Christ plot my murder or plot my downfall

But I don’t care

I really don’t at this point lol

It is funny because so many are living oblivious to these concepts and the truth may never ever find people....I was surprised to find one of my ex bf’s was searching me on linked in ...he was an ivy school guy and one of my first introductions to project monarch/elite Satanist families and masonry ...I was surprised to find out that he was a director of something...the prep school and university level education must have been nice, mba too? Here I am and I am almost 30 looking for a job in produce or at mcdonalds or something i don’t even care i only want/need/have to work 2 days a week lol So funny how we are operating on a two tier society ...the elites and their offspring and the rest of us.

The elites are taken care of because they initiate their kin into the hidden mysteries of workplace ethic/post secondary and not to mention can afford to send their incestuous offspring to university prep/university/college/pricey MBA programs

So funny

Because i was given insider information by the Vancouver oracle.

Despite my steps I am going through with lack of motivation/drive/acceptance etc That I will overcome these obstacles and be given profound amounts of wealth/power/ and authority

Many look at me at where I am now and i have to say I tend to think the same way. I wonder how it all can be done. When the timing is right everyone will know who I am and what I stand for.

That belief carries me through my days that I need to progress from

The long arduous prison sentence here and the path of knowledge that comes from researching the divine.

Like i said , not many are enlightened to the true workings of your name, let alone the legal ramifications of the red lettering on your birth certificate

But they left one thing out

There is another hidden cult

The trading of souls with baptismal records and ritual ...usually these people are taken care of and enter into ritual every Sunday because their soul is owned. Then you have somebody like me that is not baptized so I am seen as something not spiritually inclined yet funny I could legally hold the title of bishop

The only thing one can do is meditate on answers and belief and bring your ultimate power into focus

I love ascension !

-          Shaun A. Delage 

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I wandered into the Victoria electronic music festival and have decided one thing...that the rave scene is extremely social. I mean everyone knows everyone. Funny thing to is that i used to have thousands of friends and now i am somewhat of a social outcast. The party made me think about the things i despise in the rave scene and allowed me to go incognito to the party.

But essentially what i disliked about the rave scene is the isolation you felt even amongst the most social scene alive ...Then you throw in the advanced sciences of drug experimentation and people are literally left in a dejected and forgotten state.

Then throw in societal pressures and we have people that are partying that are on the edge of collapse literally. You have people in the scene taking so much drugs they hope to die because of all the pain.

I realised how much the scene has changed in ten years. Still propped up by the teen culture. But it is nice to see everyone alive and kicken...as far as my involvement in the scene goes I don’t think i will make a habit of going to parties alone. I need somebody to take me these days. It is likewise with the club. I remember going to one party and i dropped a hit of acid and sat in the corner for the whole party. People even came up to me and asked why I wasn’t partying. It was a low time in my life, i had just left home and was couch surfing. I guess the party is the last place i should have been at.

Many think the rave scene is all about parties and music but there is a sadistic world underneath ...backstabbing, drug induced rumours and the consequences of mixing drugs etc

Me I got involved with selling xtacy at some point and just finding an echelon within the rave scene...I guess in a way my karma is being laid out for giving all those other teens a 45 mg cap of xtacy

But people learn, they move on. They learn.

The series of handlers i met in the rave scene almost suckled on like octopus’s....I had people that would con caps of E from me and people that would take advantage of people that were high. But there is some positives of the scene

The dimensional calculation of the music

The actual soul friends you meet in the process

The triptoys

The candy

The outfits

The insanity

The lineups for things like washrooms and to get in and the patdowns

I also realised that the candy scene is almost dead. I saw one girl out of about a thousand that had actual candy on. Seemed that scene died out in early 2000

My time at the electronic music festival was awesome and splendid ...I don’t know if i am ready at this point to go into an all out pawty...only time will tell. If I find a supportive lover I think I could convince him to go to a few parties but other than that I am okay expressing my rave side through my own interpretation.

People are suffering all around. It is time to reconnect to your inherent humanity and support others in their struggle to live. We live in a very dangerous place to live. It is survival of the fittest amongst psychological operations, in depth

Which is why it is always smart to be sound about ur humanity and sound about compassion and love

Treat others with dignity and kindness and amazement at their creation and ignore all those that try and ruin it for others.

Matrix universalism fits right in with the techno scene. Nicely !

-          Shaun A. Delage   

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I am so enveloped in a multitude of layers upon layers of virtual reality. It is pretty cool. I have the second life platform which is great unheard of like 10-15 years ago so why not. I have mui books which are virtual worlds in themselves no joke. Then I have the illusion of reality which is ever present around me. I went to see a palm reader who said i will excel in art, writing, law, and film. It was funny to be given the choice to have ones future read. For $35 I got a tape recorded reading on my palms.

When one is faced with a choice like this, like hmmm should I go see a psychic at a psychic circle.

This is something I have thought about for quite some time. She also said everyone will know who I am. Lol she did  make a nice comment about my silver thumb ring though. Virtuosity is peculiar because if you pick up that you are in a computer simulation you can also bend the rules a bit and pay people to see your future. I just have to find a cassette player to play her tape lol

So i guess this was her little way of telling me that my book will get picked up into a movie...although it will lose some of its form if that should happen. Somebody said I looked 17 today lol I could imagine what I did look like at 17 trying to pull off an adult look. This past week has been a crusade of sorts. In ascension. Which by its very nature is a difficult process.

I have begun to understand that everything can be construed into a conspiracy if given the chance. There is conspiracy everywhere one would imagine.  

Inclusion into virtual dynamics takes a skill but if you have a presence in virtual reality and the astral world the chances of your presence being omni present are in your favour. Most of our leaders and our figureheads in media and politics are very ugly people. They have dark souls. They get their faces chopped up to look more beautiful. These people are those that should be leading us. It would seem we live in a plastic surgery fetishists society. With these alien hybrid creatures being adored in all beauty, they could look farther from the truth. A fallen one so to speak. These are our newscasters and celebs.

A society built on trauma. Constant hidden pain, constant suffering in silence. Constant hatred, illusion, madness, bitterness, drama, pain. Then you come to terms with your own humanity contributing to this wasteland and you think twice of every action, living in poverty and swearing off all forms of illusion and simply welcoming performance art into ones life. It comes in all forms of art too from digital interface to virtual reality simulation to reality systems incorporated.

Enlightenment in a trauma state is unique because the magic would keep layering on as time went by making you believe that nothing is wrong until its too late...One can only trust that their animal guide brings them closer to the truth. Pray to whomever that you haven’t disgraced or offended your animal guide with your perversity or ignorance

I think with my latest financial enlightenment and being out of perpetual debt I am going to celebrate by making a portfolio of my art. Something I can take to galleries and have their imput. I think they would at the very least want each piece printed, signed, framed. And they would take half is what I think would happen.

I’ve always trusted and believed psychics. Give them the benefit of the doubt. To read into your future takes skill for random people. It helps them stay goal focused on their dreams and wishes and most of all themselves.  

- Shaun A. Delage

cheetah gold

I have such a multitude of things to do it is amazing

I mean for somebody that doesn’t have to slave my life is quite complex.

Could be here blogging universal dialogue or writing my novels or doing art, doing things i love like male art or researching worldly destinations, reading one of 10,000 esoteric books in my personal library or being an ever presence. I walk through the matrix and feel detached from it and I wonder how many people are attached to it in various forms. The level of attachments would be so profound almost mind inuring events.

My own personae promoting ideals such as art, beauty, ascension may seem like strange concepts in the new millennium where one is obsessively convinced they have to be in elevation rather than ascension

The differing two are quite vast where being elevated you are helped along by another where ascending you are on your own path on your own completely goal focused

Life does not become a complex drive for survival and you can almost feel it in 1000% percent of the people you meet that they are on a survivalist mode at this point but funny that the global domination forces have us strangled in an all out war on all ends of the spectrum with various factions vying for total global domination...and it is possible with quite a few minds at their disposal

Then we have the latest attacks on Norway and nobody wants to address that this is high level illuminatus at work with the same bloodline as the leading royal families and presidencies leading around the world. The Norway massacre is aligned with Charlie sheen and William and kate and London 2012 and the raper murderer hacking scandal (ruport Murdoch)

We are in a pharaonic legacy of the survival of the fittest but also the one that can make the most return on the original investment so are you just going to settle in with the rest of the goldfish or you going to strive to unmask who’s at the very top of the pyramid

Not many are willing to subscribe being an active virtual participant in one of the greatest games of survival known to man, one where there is unmistakable odds stacked against your humanity by other worlds inhabitants that rely on you being simply out of the loop of enlightenment out of the scope of ascension and out of the view of evolution.

It seems I am more well versed in my thirties than I was at twenty years, goals of ascending spiritually and being enlightened in universal dialogue helps the spirit essentially and to be well versed in universalism makes one wonder about the partial eccentricities to life.

I have been pondering the Buddhist monk thing some more...since I have lost kai forever I know cries god my effin life lol so brutal oh well furry rave tonight that my store is hosting so kai and the others will have to party on without meh

Ascension is not an easy path one with the most difficult of natures and desires almost animalistic in form take over the human side and bring about a new course in depth and the vivid recourse of nature.

Constantly techno is evolving. But technically the beats are stuck in perpetuism like the rest of reality. So of course there would be thousands of hours of techno playing out but it is all relative because the reality is superimposed in such a fashion that a feedback loop recites itself and over and over again the beats adapt to configure into an ever presence. How do you bring up that once in one building you actually met an interbred family ...if anybody had to physically meet somebody with webbed hands and feet their entire reality would come into focus likewise that with people with no limbs.

Being present on this virtual reality of sorts but operating without time, and to have your every desire taken care of is a paradox ...just simply being able to go pray then going and getting a slushie is illusion for obvious reasons but one wonders of the original intent of the matrix. Just vast amounts of marketable product to the elites in the form of human product (citizens) and things like timber and oil and diamonds etc which by their very nature has forced many in Canada to leave the realm of natural mining and timber etc and go into more criminal elements to forward their pocket books in the new millennium. Because everything is observed in this reality. Individual theories playing out all around...one wonders where all the madness begins and ends hahaha one of a few that figure out are never to be seen again their consciousness forever altered and forever configured into a new reality

No definitive end to reality except that with artistic endeavours ...truly an amazing state to be in !

-          Shaun A. Delage