Where I meant to leave off on the last audio discourse was
that I am not envious of people passing me by so to speak in life, just because
I choose to live a slower existence than most.
I have a tremendous responsibility out here in the forest co-sharing the
responsibilities of a household, and caring for small animals, making sure they
are fed, and staying sane given my own history of adversity seems to be a path
that I can live with.
I always wanted to be a Buddhist monk my whole life since
Vipassana and truth is, I cannot become a monk given my own challenges, like
medication and insomnia, but on the other hand I see it is a faith that perhaps
is ever evolving but is unwilling to make changes that go against the buddhas
word.
I always have a sparkle in my eye for something that I could
create, in time…being the actual physical Church of Techno where people could
come and live my life for a weekend and have meditation, techno, and various
other things like candy bead making and crystal therapy
It would be a true godsend where people could do a retreat
and just be themselves and have a rave with 3 meals a day and nocturnalism take
over.
It is funny how goals can change and adapt in life. People
with any ounce of education that have spoken with me on a therapeutic level
didn’t really get me as a person, which is why I think I am intrinsically
unique and have much to offer those in my life.
I figure unless the Buddha or the Christ is in your life in
your presence personally guiding you then what else do you have left, nothing
but yourself, and others.
This is why I think that in each of us is the divine, the
divine energy and the divine spark, and in each of us holds another piece of
the puzzle waiting to be unravelled –answers, theories, stories, knowledge,
guidance, advice, and love.
I think one of the greatest pieces of advice I can give for
living is to be adaptable and be comfortable with this very moment as it
exists, no matter how plain it may seem. So many are wanting to change
themselves by altering their diet or doing a cleanse, or whatever, when the
best thing you can do is be alone and discover the answers you need, because
the divine works in silence and sometimes darkness.
It is okay to be conflicted with your own life yet be so
comfortable with it that you just –live.
Having a human body is troubling at times, and needs a lot
of work to keep it up and stay healthy. Life is suffering all around, and loss,
and if you haven’t discovered those things count yourself lucky but also in a
sense start preparing yourself for the time when you do discover those things.
I can’t stress how conflicted I am with my own life and my
society that I see, I see individuals with vast amounts of enlightenment and
intelligence suffering yet there is a chosen few in the world that have in a
sense used cheatcodes on their income to really live above and beyond and in
another dimension all together.
This I am conflicted with because everyone should be able to
feel nourished, and cared for, and have guidance.
This is a funny concept because a society that simply doesn’t
‘guide’ it’s citizens into new avenues or help them financially or otherwise to
attain new skillsets is a pointless society. One that only cares about who can
muster up the last few remaining fiat currency bills for a better existence is
an illusion.
We may be in the end times, but I don’t believe it, I think
essentially this dimension has many years left, but also that we have been
fractalized so there is countless dimensions and persona’s to explore after
this so called life.
When things like schooling or travel or delicacies are
forbidden to most of the populace you know you have an illusion.
I think one has to be concerned with adaptability because
you never know when things like war are going to break out or a continent could
fall, or a country could take over yours.
I think many put their blind faith in mainstream religions ‘gods’
but fail to realize that you are god, for goodness sake, look at you, you are
the finest replica of god there is, the magnificence of your human self, the
complexity of your human body, that heals, that dreams, that explores, you are
worth 55 billion dollars to today’s standards, start demanding your share of
your birthright.
-Shaun A. Delage
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