HSBC ON THE BRINK OF COLLAPSE

Western Banks In Turmoil As British Banking Giant HSBC Nears Total Collapse

By: Sorcha Faal, and as reported to her Western Subscribers

The Ministry of Finance (MoF) is reporting today that British banking giant HSBC is nearing a total collapse after its having lost a staggering nearly $1 trillion due to the ongoing Great 2015 Global Market Crash and earlier today it completely ran out of cash to pay its obligations and depositors.

According to this report, HSBC is a multinational banking and financial services company headquartered in London, United Kingdom and is the world’s fourth largest bank by total assets worth $2.67 trillion.

Not known to many Westerners, this report continues, HSBC was established in its present form in London in 1991 by the Hong Kong and Shanghai Banking Corporation Limited to act as a new group holding company and the origins of this banking giant mainly lies in Hong Kong, and also to a lesser extent Shanghai, where branches were first opened in 1865.

Due to the staggering crash of the Shanghai Composite index that has shed 38% of its value since 12 June, this report explains, HSBC lost nearly $700 billion of its value in China while a further estimated $300 billion has been lost due to the Dow’s collapse of over 1,800 points since its high for the year was reached on 27 May.

To the consequences of this massive $1 trillion HSBC loss, this report says, began hours ago when reports began to surface in the UK that hundreds-of-thousands of people were not being paid their salaries, which this British banking giant first tried to deny, but a few hours later blamed their failure to pay on a “computer glitch”.

10,000 nutz

I think living in a time of non-belief is the same as living in a time of complete unquestionable belief in god. So I have found a place of serenity in the middle way. Placing my belief system in that of good and evil. See I lived a paradoxical life that was a mish mash of half good half evil.

When you come from this, you tend not to view a choice as wrong, or criminal per se, but a learning experience. Which places you in a very precarious position within the karmic wheel. If I had not been blessed enough karmically to not find meditation and peace, I would have been locked up most of my adult life. I think of the countless people behind bars sometimes in my meditation, those that don’t have freedom, and then I think of how insanely criminal a government such as HARPERS government or the USA under bush or whatever and I can see how they have pretty much locked up most people that question the system and that alter their consciousness or market the idea of altering consciousness.

I think of how evil the system is locking up the freedom fighters and matrix warriors constantly because I believe there is many millions that should not be confined behind bars this very moment, where we live in a world where choice is governed by karma, and may I say it, another more evil and dark force.

Simply saying that some people can be sent into a rage, or packing across the country with simple neuro linguistics from an initiated person. I believe that the people that are locked up behind bars this very moment and have their freedom taken away is a complete travesty on humanity, the system has failed.

Why, they would want to come out here, and pay rent, taxes, and have to commute etc and deal with real life pressures is beyond me. But these people are locked inside a system that promotes gang culture, rape, survival of the fittest. I am sure there are other equations I am not thinking of when it comes to people behind bars, like the people that definitely deserve to be there like serial murderers and rapists and molesters etc but that is not what I think of when I write this. What I think of is the pot smokers, LSD dealers, mushroom ravers, Guantanamo Bay prisoners, locked inside a prison that is not even in any sort of countries legal system. I think of the US and Canadian soldiers raping on afghani’s and urinating on dead corpses.

You begin to understand that you are right in the middle of something that could totally implode because the people running the show only look out for their own. We have people starving and dying because this system is so cruel and unfair everyday.

These people in prison, these young men, are told there is nothing the authorities can do if they are raped. Excuse me, if you did your job properly and watched these people like you are supposed to do then there would be no prison rape. There would be no horror, people don’t go to prison to be brutalized.

So when I contemplate my government, my continent, the freedoms of western society and what I am involved in, I think of these things. And then my thoughts go to the super elite, to the ones that have it all, an 18,000 square foot mansion, 4 cars, and $16,000,000 in the bank. But what they have to go through to keep or attain that wealth is horror beyond belief-interdimensional magic, and oaths, fraternal hazing, twisted orgies, weird pharmaceuticals…..

Just a painful and incredible insane society we live in all spectrums, so why somebody would want to attain massive wealth is something I know of, but why they would want to attain it the way they do is beyond me. To tell you the truth they are damn desperate to attain wealth and fame they will do anything they can.

When I compare myself to anybody I think it’s wise to research and compare yourself to a Buddhist monk rather than celebrity worship. A Buddhist monk lives simply and without money, a good book to start is the monastic code, a guide to living as a monk or nun, and start listening to one of three thousand discourses listed at the bottom of this ministry.

I think real wealth should come within, it should not be any external force. It may not even happen this lifetime, and that is something nobody wants to hear, so they get increasingly desperate. Especially in a society run by money where people work 5 hours just to afford a scarf.

Anyways I have been on a path of bettering myself, I have remastered and listed quite a few of affirmations and hypnosis and stuff in the audio discourse section of this blog in my links and I have provided quite a treasure trove of stuff you can use in your meditations to achieve real peace.

I have been pondering doing a few more doctorates with the Universal Life Church.

I have quit smoking, on day 5 now, and it is a breeze – I am motivated by money and a long life.

I have been organising my home and living a pretty awesome life out here in the furest

So somewhere karma has rewarded me with a beautiful home and life out here.

If you ever need help with your own life, my best advice is to ALWAYS look within. And not be fearful of yourself or solitude. Enjoy the blessings that come with life, because there are few and they are rare.

-Shaun A. Delage

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There is no doubt in my mind I am given the ability of extra sensory perception

Lately I have been going through a flood of emotions some of them suicidal and depression but nothing I cant handle. It is a combination of marijuana withdrawl and stress and yea ah well

The funny thing is I cant talk to anybody about it because if you say to anybody that your having suicidal thoughts you will be certified and your rights taken away for a minimum of one month

I strongly feel that much of my emotional state is being influenced by forces I have no idea exist

I am isolated, introspective, meditative, and I have undergone rituals that provided me with initiation into the mystical Gnostic cult of vipassana so hence my meditation has been hacked in a sense as well

So I have no doubt in my mind I am being literally flooded with this energy by my enemies which number in the millions of freemasonic initiated beings.

I feel I am the only human being because of my isolation but in my searches online yes there are people and yes I see people all around when I walk into the matrix but technically I am the only one with my inherent qualities of happiness, compassion, love, sincerity and adoration of spirituality and intellectualism

I wont begin to understand half of what has happened to me and yet people may never know either. I just know I have alot of powerful people that I have pointed the finger at for my own trauma state and this is ironic because they don’t like to be named, people kill for this amount of power that I speak of in my writ of the church ‘captivation’ But I have done the impossible and named those responsible and I resist all attempts to literally hack my mind and have me labelled as insane and locked away almost indefinitely

I have a pending case with the college of BC physicians and surgeons for my mistreatment and their failure to provide me with therapy for trauma based illness and advanced monarch programming but not only that I told them that their unwillingness to provide Qualified professionals to treat me for trauma based illness is a crime against the geneva convention, the articles of torture and the articles governing war crimes.

Because it can be proven that project monarch exists and is in full operation around the globe with approximately 2 billion or so under the control of the luciferian demonic entity

The only psychiatrist I met here met me and told me to go become a monk and be with god then gave me a lengthy freemasonic and scary handshake to let me know that he was one of them and that they are watching me and waiting until the moment comes when they win

So hence my fear of psychiatry and medicine

I am left to battle my own thoughts and my own world and this is ironic because I have pointed the finger at the highest levels of governance in the country of Canada HER MAJESTY QUEEN ELIZIBETH the second as being responsible for my torture and essentially for ensnaring my soul into a mystical solar sun cult

Then I have my time in sex work meeting the entire grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and then I have had a few sexual assaults never mind the self inflicted wounds I suffer from and yet I don’t need any therapy it seems

My correction is that I am the leading person that would require therapy in Canada.

The way they have mistreated me is cause for grave breaches of the geneva convention and I remain a political prisoner in Canada under self induced house arrest because I am unable to do anything because I am locked away into the urban poor.

Thankfully I didn’t sell out

Thankfully I am literally starving while my enemies dine on prawns and rare steaks and the finest red wines

Thankfully I can chart my souls future and this is what they have a hatred for.

I am continuously under the psychological operations of project monarch and my every action remains under the luciferian control but I still have some understanding in a creative realm yet I remain restricted financially for various reasons but still I am proud that I am alive, proud that I didn’t become a sellout and essentially lose the keys to my soul nature and what I hold true to myself is the fact that I am able to travel past the earth when this dimension collapses

Those that are my enemies are trapped here in this nuclear wasteland forever while me, the poor and dejected writer from BC gets to go and travel to some of the most divine and pure places in the universe while everyone that has attempted to ensnare the soul of the one gets to live in filth and misery and violence not to mention hatred

I have discovered a new energy and that is my own enlightenment

The fact that I feel I am imprisoned by forces I cannot control including within my own mind leaves me perplexed but I am not fearful of this state because I know my life as it is

IS NOT PERMANENT

I believe that I am being controlled by this alien race much like in the matrix movies and my next moves are all being dictated by this intelligence. So I remain in isolation and under a pseudo house arrest

I only know that there is somebody out there that can assist me to discover myself but really the only one that can do that is myself. I may chill here and wonder am  I just a waste of time

But I am penning my 2^nd novel and am a success art wise that surpasses the talent and mystery of many of the worlds uber famous great artists

I have succeeded in creating a post modern expressionist and resistant art movement

Then I also have this venue of expression which many don’t understand, some feel I am something to be studied, but enlightened beings go through the same struggles that everyone else goes through

I struggle with my life, because we are teetering on complete annihilation and this is not a state anybody needs to be in. We have new threats from abroad (mysterious desert turban wearing closet cases) yeah right our WAR is internal

They are so busy pointing the finger at arab spring to cast the attention away from the ADVANCED PSYCHOLOGICAL OPERATIONS happening at home, that keeps us all imprisoned in our various thought and form structures and they have achieved total global domination

I have really begun to breakdown the matrix movies and have come to an understanding that these movies are a prophecy of divinity because there have been many lost on the other side that have been able to relay this information and energy to help others see that the world around them is an elusive illusion

They knock it off as some silly sci-fi flick

Hahaha well it has spurred cults, religions, philosophy, songs, and most of all the movies have saved lives. But the movies themselves provided a time where everything shifted

Where everyone knew there was illusion

I wholeheartedly believe I am THE ONE, there is nobody that can tell me otherwise. My document and the discourses of the church prove it beyond a doubt. But what proves it even more is those that are seemingly supposed to be close to me with a tender embrace have a hostility or a hatred for my being and it is not just because of my past. It is because they have bartered my soul in the hell realms and the hell realms are here to collect and they are pissed that I am the only one left that resists having the very nature of my soul ensnared and used...

This nature is growing increasingly desperate to trap my soul because I am in its perception or pod or region I am the only one that resists - this is funny because whatever is bound to happen in 2012 will mean the liberation of all beings that have resisted. the illusion will lift.

It is funny to note how desperate the initiated members in my life are becoming at broadcasting their hatred for my being...those that should be the closest most tender embrace have a pent up hostility and anger that the person they promised to the luciferian mind is resisting at all costs even to the detriment of his human body perplexes an increasingly imaptient overlord lol 

Because trillions of dollars will be spent to harness the power of a single soul

But you wont see a dime of it

-          Shaun A. Delage 

I just ask one question why does my generational abuse bloodline share almost the exact same coat of arms birds as the 33rd degree freemasonry crest .....maybe the answers are too secretive to be found

trust is earned ;)

timing sought

Matrix universalism is a funny concept because many don’t even know how to define a matrix ideology let alone universal life church ....ULC people assume is a mainly Christian organization. Simply because of the fact it has church in its name. The mainstream Church’s per se are devious and predatory

Predatory on the vulnerable, associated with evil and associated with the financing of torture of all Christ consciousness on earth. This is ironic. Because you have literal “christian right wing nutballs” going around preaching that they are the embodiment of god inherent to their neuro linguistic programming. While being used as a common pawn to defeat all forms of Christ consciousness on earth. The irony of it all amazes even me. But if you view the Christ as being on the cross with a small loin cloth your sadly mistaken. The consciousness pervades all beings and all planetary distinction

This ideology has been sold and marketed on thousands of these earth programs and 100% of all “Christian hybridic alien” programs attest to this ideology. While attacking those that look for alternative methods of intellectualism. The irony of it all is that the Christ consciousness rests with me, a gay man. This is something that people that are indoctrinated into these faiths are supposed to adore and respect yet they try their hardest to defeat the personae at all costs.

The irony is pleasing to me. And how harsh it is to be apart of the Christ consciousness because at some point the system will chuck you out of the meat grinder in the form of hamburger meat ok another bad visualization but i wanted to compare the Christ consciousness to something unappealing rather than the gold trim and pontificate laced theory we are all used too.

The Christ consciousness does not need a virgin birth nor a million dollars to be recognized

Despite the neuro torture people are going through on the subject and believe me there are countless other illusions meant as backups or safety nets so to speak like Buddhism, Judaism, Hinduism etc and we have a war of the faiths

Essentially the greatest struggle we are facing amidst society completely vanishing in an instant in nuclear melt down is the war of sexuality

We have the greatest seeming sinning ‘relationships’ being heterosexual relationships being propped up by the media and slave lords and the entire structure because it not only breeds more people into the matrix but also provides untold amounts of magic in an otherwise incestuous relationship.

Still with me lol those that adhere to their original programming of the male homeworld and male sexuality and female homeworld and female sexuality not the genetically enhanced by product of sexuality that we see today propped up the highest degrees of luciferianism Christendom and masonry pyramid structure are inherent to their original DNA code of sexuality

Where society would constantly neurolinguistically barrage us with references to sexuality to back up the ideals of society and the furthering of the luciferian consciousness to full submission by the populace. Without consciousness and the inherent sexualities being marketed and sold we would have no existence so we have the formation of life...something to be regarded as beautiful and shining and loving and smiling...something to be adored and thankfully as a by product of our adoration we have the highest levels of creation watching over each and every one of us and providing the inner mind with intellectual pursuits, inventions, ideas, and dreams. While we may all be harnessed and controlled essentially our own philosophy and our dreams and mind are freeform and have the ability to be tamed, but also given growth and nurtured to the point of enlightenment.

This is why people literally flock to gurus and priests etc is because enlightenment is rare...but more so enlightenment in uninitiated members of society is even more of a rarity

It would seem those inherent to being a spiritual leader are targeted and ensnared into sub cults literally putting several dozen initiated humans to control the person to tiring end neuro linguistically.

For example you only need to look at how the guru sai baba operated or perhaps like Keanu from the matrix with his “team” surrounding him ...u just begin to wonder who surrounds enlightened beings and the funny thing is usually they stay silent about their inherent torture of the being because they literally operate as agents of illusion literally forcing the person through language to achieve ultimate goals seemingly on their own doing

Because those hybrids that surround them are knowing fully of how susceptible the person is to suggestive language but also have the most advanced degrees of luciferianism at their disposal which ironically as well in the moment most have no idea they are dealing with an initiated member of luciferianism... Only after the fact sometimes literal decades after the fact does one begin to question a lovers or friends involvement in their life. To say it lightly people literally infest the surroundings of Christ consciousness and spiritual programs and monarchs because they have such a far reaching consciousness that is not of this world unlike their initiated self (what a perfect energy source to feed off and suckle off of) Mostly a by product of their own talent and their own interpretation of life being literally stolen from them for all of eternity so they finally bring their hatred for that event to petty criminals that these cults-and cult members hunt tirelessely So that they too can return the hatred for their own dissatisfaction with their initiated life to the ones that are seemingly guilty of petty earthbound sins. They move around like locusts with a full bank account appearing magically in peoples lives not even fully understanding of their earthbound luciferian sims like ruler controlling every movement and action they inhibit in the matrix

People with actual human qualities of love, happiness, compassion, sincerity, and intelligence are rare forms of humanity these days simply because conciouness is infinite

There are people being born here with fetish’s so deeply entrenched in the hell worlds you would never even guess but likewise there are some that are born with varying degrees of divinity

They literally can put a face to divinity and words to the actual divine spirit which by universal legality like luciferianism must remain invisible and undetectable. Moreso each side is constantly keeping the other in check reporting sins, and good deeds. Really putting each human in a paradoxical literal mess with divinity and the satanic mind equally.

Essentially it is up to you which side you rest on. How much you support those that are suffering. How long your willing to wait patiently for your turn to come up on the game of life wheel and essentially it is your choice with every small action whether you want an eternal nature or simply want to appease a pyramid structure in place...the only place you will progress is farther up the pyramid and it does end at the tip. Beyond that which you could define as eternity are un reachable through this scheme

Essentially if it has been deemed correct that you have attacked all of your lessons head on. Dealt fully with things like suffering and compassion. Treated others kindly and with love. Looked upon people with enlightenment rather than suspicion and gave what little you do have in the form of talent and guidance, will judge where you go after this catastrophe experiment known as earth...Of course there is a fear of exploding to death who wouldn’t fear being blown to bits in a nuclear disaster but death is something to never fear. There is countless other earths and dimensions to visit after this one. They are growing increasingly desperate to corral as many souls as possible into the satanic illusion with each and every single action and choice.

I have a belief and have been told advanced information that I personally will have a VERY long life.

That is simply why i don’t give into collective paranoia and fear based weaponry

I have confidence in divine instruction. I have confidence in life.  I realised this long ago when i was a twink and almost lost my life...which is why I live as a by product of the 1990’s clubkids

You never really realise your true inherent nature or placement in the world sadly until trauma takes over and almost rips it from you...then you have no basis for confronting enlightened beings with unintellectual theories

Trauma it seems is enlightenment, sadly enough ...the Nazis did tests on how much trauma one person can take and believe me...we can take alot of trauma. Alot of pain, alot of abuse.

It saddens me that they would have done market research on this subject but it also saddens me that this is an active participation in our governments and corporations here in north America and Europe

Seemingly those willing to attack illusions are getting attacked themselves

Do you want to exist as a person that stood up and said this is enough or do you want to be known as somebody that is perpetuating the trauma state ?

Essentially the choice is up to you

Believe me the rewards as mysterious and evasive as they are

Outweigh the latter.

-          Shaun A. Delage

ALiEn NeuRo LinguisTic ProGraMMinG

trapped while

I understand the need to explain my letters below this posting as they seem a bit out there lol

I have made official notice to as many parties as i possibly could about the trauma they have instituted on me as an individual sovereign being and this is my right as afforded by the charter of rights and freedoms.

It places me now in a position for assassination but believe me it is worth it to bring this information out and into the public avenue because this torture cannot continue anymore.

I will not be controlled by a system that inherently is cruel and produces luciferian torture on the citizens of earth and by making notice to these institutions publically it helps those understand that what i speak of this luciferian conspiracy to entrap yet another of the Christ consciousness into total slavery has not produced any results and this angers them

It angers them because there is one single being on earth that opposes this system of control

In my eyes everyone on earth has submitted to the luciferian faith and there are no verifiable beings in my presence that can attest to qualities of humanity including compassion, intellectualism, faith, love and happiness.

I have had enough time to work on the final instalment of captivation and i am proud to bring it fully into the public forum. While not picked up by mainstream media for various reasons which are pretty infantile one being that most of those i list are above the law.

But this is not so

Rightfully so when i make a complaint to the serious crimes unit of the RCMP and they ignore me. I know that document persists as the truth and it will continue to exist even after i have left the earth

While i may be vilified in the press if this ever does come out publically i will have chosen that route for myself knowing the end result is a lifetime with prosperity and power and authority over the domain of earth as one of millions of vicars of Christ.

People do not understand their inherent nature as a program and this is where i see the illusion of humanity all around me, is that their human self is not intertwined with that of a microchip or processer but i ask this what gives you life, and provides you with a vessel to walk around in and how exactly does your consciousness depart and leave it’s vessel nightly

This is proof that you are a computer program

Advanced sciences provide the basis to spirituality but that is all irrelevant when you know and understand that all the faiths of earth have been meticulously provided for you by the elite cults that attest to have a history going back to the 1700’s

This is ironic because if you analyze the situation in regard to quantum physics i state that there are countless imaginable earths with the exact history being regurgitated by the elites because that is the processor code needed for the specific earth to function and technically the 1920’s the 60’s even the Before Christ era etc is being played out currently

Then i have noticed that all those around me that attest to being a human don’t display any verifiable characteristics of humanity and it makes me to further believe they are illusion

So watch out lol i am warning you know there are two routes which will make themselves known due to the mass email notices i sent out

1.       I will be ignored

2.       I will be arrested under the mental health act

The irony of this is funny because i have made a complaint to the dept of Indian affairs regarding their ignorance of my application. Once they receive this email they most likely will forward it to the RCMP whom may decide to place me under arrest under the mental health act and confined. Or they may arrest me under the terrorism laws.

Of course this is my greatest fear but not one to be feared out right

Most likely only #1 will apply and my life goes on hence a few more twisted handshakes on the way lol

I hope i have helped you to come to terms with me a bit more and understand the need to publically declare to these monsters that their time is up..

Rev. Shaun A. Delage

VGH MASONIC HOSP

I would like to make a complaint against my treatment at VGH psychiatric unit
I was admitted a few years back and tried to throw a chair through the window after i was given a mysterious elixr by dr. freezin

after i threw my hospital bracelet at a nurse weighing .3 grams she accused me of assault and called 3 security officers to tie me down while she injected my knee with an advanced robotic agent that swims around in my legs now (i never felt this before this forcible injection)

VGH is perpetuating a crime against humanity and essentially a crime against the geneva convention when i tried to report this to 9-11 the phone was shut off and i was escorted to a locked room

this is why i have listed vancouver coastal health on my trauma document captivation for perpetuating trauma rather than providing me therapy by qualified professionals for advanced psychological trauma (MK ultra program)

this document is listed on my site www.shaun7delage.blogspot.com

or for download here http://www.scribd.com/doc/50196951/Captivation-3-3-Shaun-delage-monarch-sex-slave-R-Larry-mason-DAN-GOODLEAF

I would like your information regarding the double injection i was given in the left knee while forcibly tied to the stretcher including information from the pharmecutical compant attesting that it is A. not a living being B. not nanotechnology C. Not robotic

I would also like to be removed from canada for my mistreatment here as afforded by the geneva convention

sincerely


Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage

captivation 3.6 WHY LET YOUR striking looks be a state secret ?? >:/

CAPTIVATION

ONLY READ IF YOU CAN PERCEIVE HUMAN SUFFERING

Rev. Dr. SHAUN ALLEN DELAGE D.D.

Under the threat of perjury and libel

And a brutal and torturous jail sentence

Why let your good looks be a state secret?

Dedicated to the immediate release of COLTON HARRIS-MOORE

Vancouver/US/Canada conspiracy-monarch slave mind control victim

Ritualistic and glorified incest magic and magic that is never spoken about only hinted @

My thoughts on this are rather mixed but i also know that libel is only true if the situation is proved to be false. I have the very nature for my soul i am looking for and obtaining a higher being. A higher path. Not one involved in ritual magic and dark arts instituted by the ladies of the eastern star and the grand lodges of various places. The only real way i can end this sickened state is to bring into view. I don’t subscribe to secrets. My life is public domain. I am a recovering C.I.A./csis sex slave. Psychiatry survivor

I am willing to undergo a polygraph test and further psychological analysis to determine the validity of my concerns in the trauma state happening in the minds of our beautiful earthbound selves. i am in no way responsible for the lives of international citizens it is not my wish for an attainment of self. Under the threat of perjury.

Robert Larry Mason- was programming me into eating soup and having me eat soup i guess for my future cannibal soup eating who knows kinda gross– said i had to be double wrapped if i was to have sex with lomax( – see below) basically was trying to have me have sex with somebody who is
HIV + that looked exactly like me and was a bit more beautiful lol one day woke up and caught him chanting next to a candle over my sleeping self, would do things with his gut, burnt his cats face.  Master at sublimination techniques. Picture of him with former prime minister mulrouney. I was reading a book on masonry when a paragraph was taken out of the book and posted in xtra west Vancouver gay magazine. Where i met mr.mason initially. Then he introduced me to my replicated self. I packed and moved every item i had into his house then quickly packed up and moved back out a few days later. I said if it was anybody under any other name i wouldn’t have done this. Made comments about only having a half a brain while having his head operated on and his back operated on as well.  Talked in riddles. Scotiabank Vice Prez, chairman> gizeh- under the current state of Islamic law above many others. The spot condominiums the white round circular building in DT van –previous prime ministers- Level 36 shriner. Mirror programmer. A sex mason. Baphomet hybrid. The spot penthouse loft, 666 in postal code. I was shown the movie “total eclipse” http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Total_Eclipse_(film) where it is implied that i would suffer the loss of my own leg if i did not convert and essentially release my soul to masonry where the initiation is depicted as having one leg shown and tied at the knee and undergoing a figurative death. Since then i have undergone many handshakes with people resulting in physical pain for days after followed by sadistic dreams. As well, shortly after meeting this man in his tower i was hospitalized and confined with no rights under the law as far as my own treatment was concerned and was injected in the knee which vibrates on a daily basis (see VGH below) by a nurse from a union on the same street as the grand lodge of the BC and the Yukon (nurses union) (w8th ave Vancouver) very well , i like very many few people do not give into this subliminated notion that i will lose my leg, and will gladly lose my leg and die on this planet than to give my soul over to some secretive fraternity/cult that has been masterminding the eventual occurrences in my supposed timespan of a lifetime. I do not subscribe to being fed human meat either. At their orgies of lust and literally eating your fellow man. He had one way mirrors all over his loft, made sure i knew of it. When i underwent a psychiatric examination at VGH there was this room with a one way mirror. I was basically hospitalized for having a burn on my temple (forehead) with no understanding of how it got there. I do know i was in a state of mind that would make me aware if any trauma happened. It was all hidden magic. I was due to have a threesome when i stepped back and hit my head on some steps. And lomax said “see he hit his head” “he hit his head” It is odd that they would say this because my real grandfather committed suicide by shooting himself in the head. He displayed his affiliation with eli lilly in the form of lillys and attempting to have me bartered in my arranged marriage scheme witha  girl from the pharmaceutical company arranging an MBA presentation at the Hotel Vancouver – had two brother Siamese cats that were having sex all the time. I guess this would make me the temple prostitute i am struggling with the fact that my own brother could hate me to some degree but my brother would be two years older than i and was given up for adoption. This would make this the greatest conspiracy in canadian history. That my brother was infected with HIV and somehow the papers got mixed up and i was given another brother in his place with schizophrenia.  Although visually i know what is the truth and my identity confirmed the natural route would have been to sanctify the initiation because i don’t know what the answers are i don’t know what has been done to me but if i did have sexual relations with my own father (however he looked nothing like me)  i am prepared to accept that. That even now the family i inhabit is illusion on my supposed fathers side. I believe i am a hybrid entity from another galaxy a divine birth entity so to speak.  It is tough to see past the illusion the envelopes every being that comes into contact with me. My brother lomax was into transvestite worlds. Said he was the godfather to prince William and harry and that his sword was haunted next to the stairs and showed me a picture of a guy standing three levels up on the staircase. He hinted at being in the know of some of my crimes including stolen laptops and told me he knew some people in the Vancouver police dept and showed me their business cards. His daughter is ‘kelly mason’ he lived in the penthouse of the spot where i was subliminated into having unprotected sex with this alien being weirdo which was painful considering how small of a penis he had because it was sex with a devil reptile father. Pretty sick kellys biz card had the Egypt eye and he said he came from Toronto and his wife was Islamic and he had to leave because of a conspiracy involving rentboys and he said he would personally make sure George bush put me in jail if i left him. Said he would put bullet proof glass on the parking lot same as milligan below – also the entire building has video recording that recorded me around the premisis. A level 36 shriner is considered the devil incarnate

- Jason Lomax [ja-s son] hmmm, cute but was attempting to infect me with HIV. Hint: Devils advocate movie. My exact replica twin introduced via larry mason. Was trying to get me to have sex with this guy my brother, most give in. I did not. Dogwood monarchist. Said it was larrys way or the highway and i chose the highway. Ironically i met this twin when my great grandmother died and she in fact did kill a child when she was younger so i am not surprised that this being showed up and tried to have me have sex with it and possibly get infected with hiv in the process. Illuminate the illuminated it would be no secret that she was trying to have me bartered for her soul and have me trapped with my own soul vs hers and to set herself free with a man that had childlike characteristics. This individual will always be paradoxical in my mind, most likely a raised secret demonic entity but i am willing to give him the benefit of the doubt of being an actual displayable human being. He was a drag queen apparently. So he would be aquainted with joanie and the dogwood monarchy of Vancouver. He was featured on the modelling show ‘ how far would you go’ Looked exactly like meh, this torture still messes with me to this day has family up in prince george

Sandra Macmillan Xtra west and pink triangle press . E star, hunts and pimps out assets. Stock must be up there. I am not speaking of corporate stock, since i believe the press is somewhat privately held by private interests. By private individuals. Basically you sign up for an ad and then you are graded on your looks and skill and pimped out to the highest bidder by people that are seemingly “all about the community” What sort of community sells people sexually? The illusion is that it is all the persons choice to be a billionaire escort when it is heavy mind programming and a host of other complex issues but the easiest formulae is being young, gay, & broke not to mention defeated by the system. And the whole community thrives on this it is really sickening. Xtra west works with freemasons and the police to target vulnerable people and sell them off for healthy renumeration

Dan Goodleaf- nunavut territory architect- Canadian costa rica ambassador... Kahnawake Mohawk Territory kitsalano beachfront embassy-3 govt distinctions on wall. Rough Hybrid creature. Ironic how he believes women selling themselves outside of reserves is “ab.hor.rent” i escaped my forcible confinement and walked barefoot to his kits house in yellow robes that i was forced to wear. Stripped of my clothing and identification. I was followed by police detectives where i eventually ended up at UBC. Yes here on paper and digitally I had unprotected sexual  relations for pay with one of the highest echelons of governance in the country of Canada. One of the highest ranking public officials in office. Not many people have any idea what “Nunavut” is or what it means. It is the newest body of land in Canada a territory was split and from two three were created so Canada has another territory versus a province. Where is my proof? i know exactly where he resides embassy wise. Which will always remain a secret. Who else would know that?  I know the layout of his house and the 3 government distinctions on his wall are etched into my mind. Also all the interactions are traceable via the phone and ad records of xtra west. He also had a mole on his huge penis. 3 women that lived below the ambassador watched me enter the property of the kitsalano beachfront embassy

 Sen5es bakery...metropolitan hotel..crowne plaza hotel Georgia- i was introduced to the wife of a billionaire whom led me to the vuitton store in hotel Vancouver people were arguing and it later subliminated my eventual capitalist vuitton rape that i met this guy vuitton across from masons loft and he took me back to his place and lulled me into another unprotected sex rape after this sexual assault i went to st. Pauls hospital asking for a rape kit test and they said i should be admitted to psychiatric and i ran out of there in tears. Was paraded in a welfare to work scheme and many gay men were trying to buy me. Some came in with hot guys there to tempt me. Gay sex washroom downstairs. Human d.n.a in the food. Introduced me to evil weirdo who later became the goatee vampire in the matrix that got shot in the head.  Tried to sell me on the open market to rich men and also Jessica alba came in quite a few times and as well peter wall simply having this being in your presence is enough for pre programmed assault basically humans can be programmed like crystals. Owned by Chinese freemasons from Toronto. After i split tea on an asian girls crotch resulting an ambulance riding up on the sidewalk and was dismissed for stealing a chefs shoes lol the whole bakery vanished. Was on the grounds of the former crowne plaza hotel Georgia on the corner and sent there via ‘destinations’

S.U.C.C.E.S.S. was involved in a business plan scheme which evidently was a pimping front for several well to do business men including a tobacco daddy who was very affectionate. I got accepted on my idea for edible insects/incest

Sun Wah Centre Vancouver Chinatown aprox 270 Keefer st. Scotia bank in mall – Chinese freemasons own this mall- i went in and picked a silver briefcase and walked out attempting a mindless theft on the way down the escalator a brother of the owner punched me in the head and forced me back to a security area where an African American was security i was on probation at the time and this one incident would have sent me to jail so i grabbed a razor from my pocket and cut the compass and square into both wrists while the security was talking with the guy and it was over my actual cuts from my serious attempt bleeding on the ground they came in and freaked out and told me to return the case downstairs to the shop with blood soaked on it and they let me go. Otherwise i would have been thrown in prison. I walked to the tinseltown food court greek restaurant and let the girl call me an ambulance where i was brought to st. Pauls hospital and released after not saying a word. All on camera and all with a witness as the guard. Secretive beings controlling your every choice like a character in the sims but when it comes to mutilation there is some hardcore lessons to be learned about individual choice and the sadness of the most detested yet most beautiful evolving soul on the planet. The notion that i brought it on myself is an easy argument i however beg to differ that i was lead there by unseen magic to be placed into protective rape custody where i would have spent several hours or weeks or months in prison by these lunatics running the show i however changed the plans a bit didn’t i? Because here i am 8 years crime free in 2010 it would have been easy and perfect punishment to put somebody like me in the prison system to not only be raped by prisoners and guards but also given brutal infections in the process. We live in a sickened society that will lock up any individualism yet wont provide any care for people that need it in the form of therapy. It is much simpler to throw the animal away and drug it up to cover the pain of their illusion of a life.

“Destinations” contractual United States job finding firm for the intelligence agencies and BC gov’t was responsible for sending me to sen5es for employment

Vancouver Police Dept. Witnessed a beating of a homeless man behind my 6 bedroom apartment at hastings and main the same block as the police station and ovaltine cafe. Where they film movies all the time. They beat him while he was shouting that he is trash and left his puppy for the SPCA and his shopping cart for just anybody to take looking around paranoid the officers did their civic duty on society as they would say “this job changes people” those aware of this notion would never think twice about offering somebody up for rendering. Who is watching the watchers. But doing drugs with police officers and dressing up in womens clothes gives ya  abit of confidence in being able to please a man.

Vuitton guy-people were killed on his bathroom floor-transexual islamic princess as his girlfriend,worked at hotel Vancouver same place i went to an mba presentation via the sex mason where i was introduced to my arranged marriage setup.

David/dave MILLIGAN owner of the iron knight yacht that i stayed in the wedgewood with and also north shore hotel. He raped a friend of mine. Also threatened to shoot me in the back –was fleeing Canada on child porn charges was worth 12 million. Met his son at a rave who introduced us. Took every item i owned for investigation by Panamanians and costa Ricans to establish a realistic curse on me based on his given talents. Said i would be shot in the back, this would make one assume that lomax whom was infected was done so by my own mistakes so therefore the sex mason and him would have a bounty on my soul so to speak but i do not subscribe to time in a sense so i do not take fault in this being my fault ,... follow me lol the devil would be the supreme deceiver sure but at least pick something a bit smarter to entrap my very soul man.  I had to find my passport in my stuff they were throwing off the ship..when they wern’t looking in less than 20 seconds.... This all when i was 15 years old. He was a transvestite and a bad one too into heroin and coke and i had to leave the yacht bound for costa rica with my passport because i had been busted after the fact after i took aprox $30,000 US from the 400LB first mate of the yacht what a blessing in disguise thank you to my angels for that one ! they woke me on the last day with a handcuff and a flashing tazer gun/stun gun at a marina on the yacht in new west minister.  And forced me to confess to my crimes on videotape under duress. Then i was released with $3 and a passport... he said he had ties to the RCMP and that they would find me and hunt me down as well. Said there was going to be bullet proof glass on the yacht-mason said the same. I met with a member of security for the wedgewood hotel where milligan stayed and he hinted that i was a celebrity while staying at the penthouse where my friend Jessica was raped by this cokehead. I identified myself as a member of security for mr. Milligan and was videotaped. While they instituted no investigation as to my presence, if i am 28 now and look 17 can you imagine what i looked like when i was 15? lol

USS abe Lincoln- brought onboard a foreign nuclear aircraft carrier under no jurisdiction from our own country. Was given a super secret tour.  At age 12 and brought around areas where there were many nude sailors

·         Vipassana meditation CENTRE – dhamma surabhi    BLUE meditation cult- although the technique cured my insatiable lust for criminality the actual centre and people drawn to the centre are not. Eastern star ladies affiliation (no secret) PINE LAKE saw a girl drown to death as a youth (ritual drowning.) and sacrifice for my own royal intrigue to take place.  Dhamma surabhi = sweet smelling aroma of pine. Teacher called me transsexual and had a pin at the end of the course displaying his affiliation with the lions club international. Interdimensional Mindgames telepathic warefare magic and Indian curses taking place, under the guise of metta and free love when in fact they starve you and subliminate things to only telepathic beings put there by the elite ones a mystery school so to speak. The Victoria chapter dhamma modana is holding day sits at the eastern star hall in colwood. They don’t allow you to speak either or pleasure yourself. The dining room curtains are Masonic blue. The doors are Masonic blue. Surrounded by an electric fence. Of course any willing being would say, they are great they are beautiful.

On one level on a surface level the meditation is very nice and beautiful, other things are happening that we are unaware of. This meditation sticks with me to this day, calms and heals me. but also cured me of my greatest curse alive the one that would have had me thrown in jail. The need to break the law. The rush of being in trouble. The torture of being cursed to be THE most detested personality type on the planet. I was not supposed to act out or speak out how dare i. Nobody that takes the course ever speaks ill of it. They use a method that is all to familiar like posting a sign that says “please do not point your feet at the teachers” without explaining it it created an imprint so that whenever you point your feet at somebody you think of vipassana  and the confusing linguistics. It is a modern day Masonic CULT of people but it is widely accepted and is taking over the world. Which is paradoxical in itself. The followers empathetically protect the values of the meditation while it is helpful to some degree it allows you to disassociate with your human wisdom state of being actually in the moment.

Was telepathically assaulted while on the course and subliminated to do sexual things with illuminated light With another guy. I was followed here by somebody from the hippy gypsy cult that was trying to trap me into a child sex scheme and was made fun of in meditation and had energy vampirism and assault done on me while on this course by a weird eunich related to shahee warner

Nextel -i was introduced to a central intelligence agency person from a pride party at the downtown library in Vancouver. I was given a behind the scenes tour of Nextel in Portland and given a toxic DMT substance at a rave in Portland where i felt instantaneously murderous in my thoughts, it took alot to resist the vibration. I only introduced myself as seven or 7 and people mistook me for seven of nine this was in the year 2001 aprox.

CBC NEWS  that while my 1994 outfront interview was broadcast after my serious suicide attempt Canada wide they refuse to publicize this document

British Columbia government and there is a solid and verifiable paper trail in my case as well with many cases of abuse that the government has kept secret and never attempted to intervene.... while applying for a $5000 grant for school i walked into a ministry for children and families office and discovered several files containing abuse records which were never acted upon but conveniently logged sitting on a computer screen in front of me, and while there was a few investigations involving police and counselling in Sydney BC for having a black eye nothing came out of it thank you to the RCMP Many many cases of abuse that were never logged yet when something was brought on me regarding something sexually devious everyone jumped on me beat me an harassed me for flat out lies

Kingdom of the Netherlands The Hague War crimes Court- articulating that if a person is being tortured in their home country for their political views they essentially have ignored my requests for political asylum in the Netherlands so far..including grave breaches of the geneva convention by having biological experimentation done on me at VGH

Queen Elizebeth the 2nd. Cretien, and prince phillip . The HMCS quadra mindcamp. R. C. S. C. C. Rainbow.  My abuse there was a human rights investigation shunned by the admirality of the pacific coast- Despite the mind torture that ensued in the system and the drugs given and the collective thought process that was instituted there is no war yet a war on ourselves. Abused by a female officer and assaulted at age 15 put to sleep  @ camp Quadra.

UBC – i was introduced to a mysterious Japanese psychiatrist through my xtra west billionaire escort ad that had me read newspapers for him on the grounds of uBc and it instituted my breakdown involving my psychotic episode where i was getting messages in newspapers then went to the embassy and stripped naked and was certified i also have sex with him but couldn’t have sex with him cause he is asian, his records of identity are confirmed at F212 bathhouse in vancouver

Peter Andrachuck- the start of it all. Victoria regional royalty. Made me touch 2000 year old books. With hide for paperback. Had furry legs. He raped other guys in hotel rooms. Father leading advisor on Hispanic artefacts. mother is a medical doctor Darlene hammel. Masonry . referral done by above. Met him through the VYPS VICTORIA YOUTH PRIDE SOCIETY where he was co chair where many men up to age 35 where preying on vulnerable gay youth as young as 14

Shahee/craig Warner – setup a child sex scheme to try and lure me into a “hippy cult” took parts of my name like others and is generally a fucked up individual. Introduced me to a satanic hippy cult that had sexually abused girls by a girl named ‘estarte’ and they tried to neuro program me to sexually assault the girls , of course it never happened lol but they were trying their hardest including feeding me visionary herbs was instilling the notion of vipassana on me and also the forceful encounter with the ambassador to costa rica through subliminals of costa rica.

Joico salon products for making me strip to my underwear at Canada place for a hair show at age 17

The empress hotel/Banff springs hotel-proscout/wedgewood/pinnacle hotel-hotel vancouver-theft/sex/death/chemical/blood magic. Mrs. QUEEN  Elizebeth cursed me with the thieves curse to steal thousands upon thousands from the empress and police officers. As a youth. Then later continuing my curse with the chemical neuro programming. I hopped the security rope and walked down the same path as her royal majesty put on display for all to see. During the commonwealth games. Inside and outside the Emperess hotel, ironically.  Anybody that did this these days would have been tackled and shot but i did it because a few other intelligence agents did it. Many other people present at her walkabout there received the same dimensional curse. It is done through neuro linguistics mind altering phrases and words flashes of cameras and pre cognitive rituals and then they do the walkabouts. I was at the time of a youth going into The emperess hotel (same as the walkabout) and greedily stole over $200,000 from a pool locker room ....all before being able to be charged legally. Why would they never question me and permit me access even under video and security surveillance but there was a hot security guy who is blonde that happily watched me on camera in the hot tub. This was all around 14 years old.. Of course a newly minted senator was a victim larry Campbell the corner, i know because i almost took his badge.... i’m sorry but those that at this point that are thinking.ineed.jesus i think you should just stop reading lol no charges no investigation other than that by secret entities i would spend hours and days semi nude at age 15 in that place all under the watchful eye of the people that work there. PROSCOUT was a cover for Monarch slave trading where i was auctioned off in front of people from ford agency and others like willhemnia and etc etc in the Banff springs hotel which is ironically owned by the same people as the emperess Where i committed many crimes just to get to Banff where i was literally sold off under the guise of modelling

Jessica alba – was on her movie dark angel in the pilot ...then later checked up on me at sen5es a few times with peter wall (sen5es vanished but is currently in Toronto) daddy wall finances her and cash warren. She did not like that i was apparently involved in a crime on her movie set and wanted to see and make sure i was put to death. She is an eastern star affiliated freemasonic entity

-tourism BC and Corporatel. Intrawest. Staffing of the movies higher ground and dark angel. Hayley wagner: star. on dk angel the scene about the pilot scene where i am in (candy raver clown courier with beads all over doing tarot with super huge cards is an interesting scene indeed) he was a witchdoctor, playing us all....so it would seem. The witchdoctors curse would entail much secret litigation and intrigue. Those cards were about a ½ a foot with. simple symbols on them. Northshore studios and Hollywood north extras. Corperatel is a Masonic corporation that was charged with my death while employed at corperatel i was given lots of crystal meth and a free trip to whistler where i attempted suicide and was literally possessed in the pinnacle hotel

Thomas haas and renata borak my boss at sen5es and the head pastry chef  (incestuous nazi’s)- Austrian nazis that work for mr.wall ....live in his place at the wall center.

Peter wall – Wall Center Hotel – Vancouver Architect.... i went into his hotel after being fired at sen5es for not accepting my pimping scheme and crystal meth addiction...i grabbed a crystal glass and smashed it grabbed a ladies purse and didn’t steal it but just threw it across the room took off my shoes, threw them, walked up the escalator and went to the phone to report a crime against the geneva convention.

I traced pyramids in the blood soaked floor. Now one would wonder how could he do all of this. Well the simple pleasure of being graced with this sauris royalties presence is enough to be whispered in your ear on other levels. They commissioned a hair dresser just below the metropolitan hotel to cut my hair to take it to continue this magic and curse. The hair dresser was beyond hot so i seductivated to their obsession by my own love for men ironically this hair dresser lived in the wall center as well. If you view the wall center from above it it directly in the center of the city and is an eye. Reported a crime via 9-11 against the geneva convention. I was arrested under the mental health act from this hotel incident and brought by ambulance across the street where i spent the night at st. Pauls hospital before being released.

Vancouver General Hospital For injecting my knee with a Masonic non human entity by forcible injection... Called 4 security officers tied me down to  a stretcher and like i said injected me with a secret alien being. All against my will. Against any convention on human rights in the country of Canada and against the treatment of prisoners of WAR. placing me in an oxygen deprived room and making me wear blood soaked robes. Introducing me to another twin of mine but more muscular. Traced the injury in my wrist. Reptile CIA mindcamp. Torture studio. Ugliy hybrid creatures that are charged with your mindcare and neuro programmings. He said his name was Dr. Freezin but i suspect that is the name he gave because i was found naked in front of a Buddhist temple freezing. Reported a crime against the geneva convention via 9-11and the phone was shut off and i was locked up further. During one of my certifications i was forced to strip and then a police officer came up and harassed me about a little metal tin case with crystal meth he found supposedly around me and was treating me with hostility when a nurse spoke up and said that it could have been left by somebody the night prior. Dr freezing said i was “low on potassium” and to drink his elixr after he gave me this mystery drink.... i tried to throw a chair through the window of VGH and was given a lethal injection of this alien being in my knee against my will and being forcibly confined while tortured. This potassium mystery drink was also given to another guy when he as well acted out and punched a nurse and was transferred to a locked mental institution while somebody was shouting that the entire nursing staff should be charged with treason. They locked me in a room and took out all the oxygen so i would pass out ...

 Vancouver Police told me none of my sexual assaults were “real” in their opinion. Had sex with a  cocaine smoking cop that looked like me that made me dress in womens panties and bras

and saanich police -> whom falsely accused me of a serious sexual assault at age 14 and tried to lure me to “steal” a wallet that was “mysteriously” left on the table by the detective. To this day people still assume that i did it and well let them because i know the truth.

R.C.M.P -i’ll simply leave it at this for the moment

University of British Columbia. The elite ones so to speak. Later forcibly confined there as well with no rights under the law. Reported a crime against the geneva convention i caused ten thousand dollars in damage to the hospital flooded the room, set fire to my bed and escaped their mindcamp. Reported a crime against the Geneva convention via 9-11 and the phone was shut off.  I was eventually released after being paraded around naked at starbucks and having the RCMP clothe me with their jacket and hauled back for further incarceration.  And confined by the national security act in UBC

SimonFraserUniversity – Gave blow jobs to the swim team at age 15 in the locker room and also favours for the blue shirt student security team. While servicing the official swim team in the locker room,  i was told that i was their little ‘loony toon’

Kitsalano mental health team - when i brought up the issue of being injured in my hands their reply was you don’t think you would be feeling things so long after your injury do you ? and they said all i was looking for was to be taken care of. What mean things for people to say that are charged with your care and the quacks just babble on while telling me not to relate any of my psychotic outbursts when in fact when you put them all on paper here they seem to flow together...however he did relay at my last appointment with him that my life has a level of surrealism to it

Derek Van Cleve – Olympia Washington –suicide/blood brother-EVERGREEN state college(mindcamp)-mushrooms –masonic elite death ford family  (van cleve ford, morton Washington-family biz) (shauns restaurant Atlanta , Mason world usa. Currently employed) Formerly of neworleans via the hurricane. After doing mushrooms with this guy when i was 15/16 on foreign soil i attempted suicide brutally at evergreen state college neuro CIA torture. My first introduction to the men i so love the most. I was tied to a chair with my wrists slashed and put in hospital where i was flown back to the country under my guardian the minister for children and families. It is simply a crime against the patriot act to incite terrorism against a united states citizen.  At a point after my suicide attempt i was driven from port angeles to Olympia to the doorstep of Derek in an official united states coast guard vehicle from a  Chinese man that counted the beads on a rosary. While i stuck my thumb out to hitchhike to Olympia this man picked me up.

Gold Buddha Monastery – Indonesian Embassy- stripped naked arrested and confined by methods of unseen magic and told i was the insane one. At the Indonesian embassy i was technically on Indonesian soil completely naked and bathing in running water when my old crystal meth dealer magically appeared and said “i will give you the clothes off my back”

Interactive male phone line submitting me for handwriting analysis and voice identification under the guise of a job search when in fact they were collecting voice and evidence.

Delage cars – all but vanished around the turn of the century igniting an occultic war with the ford people.

Terry toivannen abusive administrator introduced me (grade 5) at an early age to the lions club –sex cult- drugged food and urine in the food.  Where i dressed as Michael Jackson, and teased and started a massive sex investigation ironically at ‘macaulay elementary’

The former eaton’s in The former eaton’s centre Victoria B.c. i was hired on as a school liason retail sales associate and was fired for stealing chocolates on valentines day for above peter andruchuck i was also walked on in the perfume cabinet where over two million dollars in colognes and perfumes were kept and spied on by a Victoria Reserve Police officer after being given a secret key that nobody knew about. Well i stole the bitches badge so she will always remember me.   i was hired by the same school where matthew lillard and sherry oterri were filming a movie that i got to give a ride on kabuki cabs. Matthew gave me a $20 tip. While i drove them to ocean point resort with a bodyguard in tow. Sherri said she wished she was having sex on the back of the kabuki cab.

Alberta government foster care physical and sexual abuse as young as 4 also thru the 1988 calgary Olympics ritual sexual abuse while in their care from a house where there was a hockey player as my foster parents also was taking showers with strange men at this time too because i remember asking what their adult penis’s were...still with meh??

Vancouver island health authority Doctor Zsigmundson – contractual psychiatrist – told me that my schizophrenia may have been mistaken for clairvoyance and then rid himself of me and my file and then gave me a lengthy and confusing freemasonic handshake after our only meeting which resulted in physical pain for a few days . It would seem a bit odd that somebody with my history would be refused psychiatric/psychological care.  It is impossible to resist handshakes in todays societies if you are male. Furthermore all i am being offered is medication monitoring given my situation psychological care and further therapy are essential so in effect this health authority and the province of BC and the Government of Canada are perpetuating a war crime. Their answer to my issues is to raise my meds more and more and offer nor real solace to my concerns than to call me paranoid. I told him i was off to a monastery and he said go be with god and he said at some point i may want to have my diagnosis reviewed when it is a hereditary and neurochemical imbalance

Victoria public library and BC forestry ministry – ritualistically tortured in the square of this building underneath the ‘trippy art metal piece’ i was grabbed and thrown into a  concrete stair with blood flowing head injury by a violinist. No charges were laid by Victoria police because they believed i was stealing money from a pan handler when in fact i was putting yellow pellets from a toy gun in his case.

canadiana hostel in dt toronto involving stolen id's posted notices and a staff that was all for the justice dept of ontario where my passport was seized and i was auctioned off to the highest bidder in toronto (see R Larry mason) sex scheme it would seem that if the situation plays out to the exact trademarked script so to speak than the court of your peers would essentially play out in legal jargon that is why they need high level justice people monitoring the situation my second trial by jury was at sen5es (based out of Toronto)

ROYAL JUBILEE hospital in Victoria – i was refused medical and psychiatric care even while producing this document as a basis to wanting help. The receptionist said to sit on the blue bench when there was no blue bench only beige and brown benches when you enter these facilities it is not really how you see it, they actually arrange for actors and other slaves to be present to continue the illusion that it is a medical facility.  The doctor said i was a ‘loner’ and also that my manuscript will never be looked at (cruelly) what strange people to be healing others, and cruel humans

St. John ambulance . Cadet sex troupe . pedophile ring. More drugged food, introduced me to the rave scene initially which was not all that bad, just the series of handlers that i met in the process that would continue this cycle..... St. John Ambulance is no secret that it has secret affiliations.  I was neuro programmed with a very graphic detail of how a man attempted suicide by injuring himself on city hall property extremely graphic details. One half year later i almost died. After this programming took place i was fired for giving somebody oxygen at a rave. Supposedly because i was not trained. Was pedophile ambulance officers in charge. That would always pick their ears to simulate an orgasm

St. Pauls hospital for releasing me when i had hundreds of scratch marks on my arms from a possession and a drug induced episode at the pinnacle hotel in whistler c/o corperatel.  and for saying i deserved to be in the psychiatric ward for saying i was sexually assaulted and that i wanted a test done, yet the doctor was hesitant on examining my anus while saying that as well... so i had to walk out almost naked and scared.

Being forcibly confined there with rights suspended after my wall center incident. I did get to baptize myself in orange juice *total raver style* lol J

Joanie obese Vancouver Drag queen- dogwood monarchist. Sexual assault in the odyssey night club. If it wasn’t for her touch the curse would have never evolved. It needed to go thru a court of my own peers. The sexual assault was a brutal finger in my ass by this demonic dogwood monarchist in the middle of the dancefloor of the odyssey nightclub. I have never been back there since. This sexual assault occurred after she saw me at the club with milligan as a bad transvestite im sorry but that tranny did not look passable, too much heroin !

these are just the localized players the illusion is continued in a methodical way via media and familiarity and everyone i know involved in this madness wants out but cannot. If i am to subscribe to this given estate i will no longer have rights to my story and my life. I will no longer be a man. They have the art and science of sickened torture down to an art. Replacing peoples hearts with dog hearts.

If i fall, all will fall. If i give in, my entire lineage will suffer and i will reward myself with the royal intrigue.

If i give in to this, everyone on earth will be lost forever. I have before but not this time. It is the illusion that it is not happening the illusion that none of this relates to you- everything was random. Everything was incredibly shaded in mystery. No really i know of what i know. When you say continuously you are raped by people thru sublimination the collective mind laughs-not only because they can read your every thought and action-but also because they themselves get raped and medically tortured on a weekly basis-laughing it off as a bad date with consent given. The Nazis contributed to a dark hell magic that would have been instituted into the world masked in invisibility – as if it doesn’t even exist. We are still hunted and taken care of methodically. Plz look at those in ur life- don’t freak out justunderstand that sometimes they have over fifty shades of a self. But also this person u see is usually a first response implant sent to investigate your emotional response and familiarity. Quite possibly the EVIL twin of whom u will come to know later. Most don’t understand the sickening state they are under nor can they remember the sexual and physical abuse from a young age. I know they are  not the only one to blame for this. People are simply pawns, i mean my thiefs/sex slave curse would entail me taking things from ritzy places, locker rooms, eastern star ladies, freemasons, rich men, powerful men, a man who became a senator that was a coroner, universities, foreign spies, poor people, handicapped people, satanic people, drug dealers, a few of royal decent, much of this will never be found out. It is untraceable. I feel i have friends in high places that were able to protect and seal my records. Of course i am unaware of the more larger implications of my actions. I just know that if certain doors were not opened i would not be here to this day to be writing about this. Much of this mindset was fuelled by a drug or sexual based mindset. Of course i am here to learn my lessons as you are. Some paths are not as wicked as others. I have almost paid for my path with the cutting of my tendons in both arms. Because i believe in myself.

I wanted to unlock the doors that keep us all chained up and i believe in you. Although there is forgiveness in peoples hearts. There is no forgiveness in the matrix we live in. Zero.

As a youth i was witness to many many crimes and forced to testify at these crimes, some sex crimes and others which brought the gangwarfare to light, the more hidden elements of occultic magik i was also jacking off with an adult member of the john howard society at age 12 where i was made to do community service as a youth.

I also committed so many crimes ( i cant even count)  straight from the Freemasons and easter star people selling tickets for cars directly. These witches and weirdos have made me into their demolay prince and i am something of marked meat these days. I would find things like business cards that said like how to greet a mason “are you a turtle?” “why you bet your sweet ass i am” and I look out to the north to the east to the south to the west type rhymes etc  i also hear this sweet ass thing in many movies and tv shows as well ....

I am a perpetual late teen, and everything is being done to make me believe i am sick for thinking as such when this is my core self. Mainly due to my upbringing but also being given many many drugs at age 15-18 which stopped myself from aging so to speak. Kinda hot but some would make me believe i am an oddity when all i really want are what any average 17 yr old wants. Most people in power find it incredibly hot to sleep with a 17 year old well me being in the mentality otherwise they could be in trouble for being seen with the guy :P~~~

These words are ordained by god and protected at the most highest level. For the progression of my own soul and not the elevation of half human hybrid animal rapists.  The entire world is illusion my world is illusion. I doubt yours is far from normal. My whole self is quite peculiar as a being where they would replace all of my relatives with hybrids and such :P once you are on their blacklist you get no help whatsoever from anybody involved in the system that they have instituted over all of us. The ones that ignore this fate are outcasts or exiles and get no financial benefits or any status within the system that they finance through various means that i will not get into right now.  What are my goals ? why bring this info out. I cannot keep it secret- if i do i will be easily snuffed out. What do i want ? i am unsure. That is not for me only to decide. It is up to a faculty to decide. But i do not want the country i live in to be controlled by these sex cult psychos anymore. Or a country run on sexual abuse, human trafficking. I would gladly take control of the entire country myself. I believe i have the reasoning. And it does actually belong to my people. This would make Kanata the only sole republic on the planet. Not influenced by the collective. But it would be tough to run a nation with only one compassionate Buddha and the rest in my region as hybrid digital entities that have no compassion, no talent, no sincerity, no love, no feelings, no enlightenment. They simply rely on the intellectual status quo of the collective hybrid thoughtform. That to me is an undesirable life. On one hand they have everything yet lack what i am wealthy in character of. On the other hand it is the other way around with the people that are wholeheartedly against me for some reason. There are many things. I cant pinpoint exactly what it is but there are about a hundred thousand incursions that were mainly against my own choice more of a subliminated ideology that would force me to do things to people which to this day i don’t regret because i know now i have a full faculty of perception of right and wrong. Unfortunately in my hay day from age 12 or so to about 22 years old i was not aware of this perceptive skill paradoxically the universal echelons of the vipassis allowed me to completely release every painful experience i held inside my soul. Allowed me to completely understand what i have done to others and allowed me to move on and ask for their forgiveness. It is all i can do. But not something that people on a monthly basis can threaten you subliminally with codewords that freak the hell out of you. I come from a family of torture and abuse and suicides. People allaying that they are apart of the KKK and also that my life is under the laws of the national security act and that i have no jurisdiction in Canada as a sovereign being due to the terrorism legislation enacted after the 9-11 stuff ...The only perceptive abilities you can rely on is what is in your field of vision in the moment. Everything else is illusion.

For those not familiar with the Geneva convention it is an articulation of the rights of prisoners of war. Those that resist this cult mindset will be treated with respect, dignity and all the rights afforded to a singular human consciousness.

They simply cannot take care of me through official channels so they send the earthbased sinbased justice league (mason wizards) to ‘take care of me’

Shaun A. Delage