Putter Tat

What a roller coaster it has been through emotion and trials and tribulations the past few weeks.

In our current society everything is pseudo sensational so to speak so it is tough for some to break from the sensationalism or their programming to quiet the mind and learn to recover from a system that is hell bent on shaping your mind for you.

I listened to a Nicki Minaj song yesterday and was thinking WTF am I listening too, here we have a millionairess singing a song for the most stupid to be programmed into. It is bizarre because the super elite are themselves pretty smart but they appeal to the lowest common denominator because that is who pays the bill. Think of it, there are people that make $40,000,000 for singing a four and a half minute song. That is insane, what people get paid to do on earth always astounds me because there are a few in this caste system that get handpicked to just shove it in the face of the rest of us.

Truth is, I achieve my success through manifestation and hard work. My success may not be another’s success however. I just think that if you are spiritually sound, reasonably happy, compassionate for suffering and generous with what little you do have and most of all, if you were to leave here tomorrow and meet your maker I would want to make sure I have dealt with everything and have nothing to answer for. Personally I don’t want to have to go through young adult hood and teenage hood and life again, which is why I am set to evolve to something else.

I don’t want to have to do it all again because I have not learnt from my mistakes. Well my mother and I have reconciled and I have been doing a lot of manifestation lately, and it is working. I am also doing quite a bit of meditation and having more and more out of body experiences, I have grown adept at actually opening my astral eyes and looking around to see what I can perceive.

I think I was chosen to go through all that I have to learn from it and to show others that no matter what adversity you have been through there is always forgiveness, and the future.

I think the world is pretty insane lately, from ebola, to the race riots, to tons of other stuff, I think we are all under some form of hypnosis or psychological operations, but one that can turn off the TV or the computer or the ipod and shut off the cell phone for just one hour and give yourself that time as a gift to your soul, your oversoul, your spirit, your happiness, to re energize !

Just taking an hour to figure out why you are here, or to make a list of next years goals, or to come to terms with past trauma or who you hate, or to manifest the next possibility takes skill because people can’t literally pull themselves away from all of the madness for enough time to chill out.

Truth is the end of the world has been happening for millennia, the chances of it happening are pretty slim but the matrix likes to keep everyone fearful and dependent so you’re so hungry and scared you tune into CNN and eat a matrix pizza lol

The whole world is suffering, there is people suffering this very moment and that causes some sort of schism in the reality but you have to realize how lucky and fortunate you are to have the things you are used too. I have always questioned why I was born in such a wealthy country and that is my birthright, I am sure of it any place my soul inhabits will be fortunate in the long run but I never have taken my life in Canada for granted, it is a beautiful place to call home, and I am very fortunate to live in such a large resource rich country. See you have to really come to terms with how you are blessed so that you may live a better existence knowing how truly fortunate you are, and there are some people that are born blind, without limbs, without hearing or a steady source of water for example.

It is easy to get swept up in paranoia but the greatest gift you can give yourself is one hour of peace.

-Shaun A. Delage

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PeSTo PaW

We are all undergoing multiple layering of hypnosis and programming, and it seems to jump from level to level from the airplane mystery, to heartbleed, to the ferry capsizing, to the racist NBA owner.

Truth is, if it’s any level of programming of a nefarious sort we may never know, but it sure is all spectacular to observe, and for those that don’t follow the news or whatever I feel sorry for you because it is sensational to watch.  It is all doing a pretty good job at distracting us from what we need to see, like the rising cost of food, the brutal brutal homelessness issue, people dropping left right and centre from disease, chemtrails, and depleted uranium in the air. There are also issues that we are ignoring like the continued use of GITMO prison where there are dozens upon dozens of people racially classified and being held under no countries laws indefinitely, we have countries that are under austerity and collapsing and the fact is we are so used to distraction every single being just floats from hype to hype, and it catches on like Miley Cyrus gyrating on an old man. It is all meant as a strategic apparatus to keep the people from revolting or simply questioning things like Palestine or people killing themselves in the United Kingdom because their welfare or disability was cut.

Truth is, we are in a brutally corrupt prison structure, My country of Canada has the most insane dictatorship in power, I mean to lay it all on one thing is just funny, almost daily there is a barrage of news stories about how our country is altered indefinitely, same from what I can understand of the United Kingdom, where there is a brutal and evil government in power much like Canada. Like I even heard just a couple days ago they took the sperm whale or humpback whale off a certain classification so that there will be speedy approval for a pipeline.

It is happening on a local level as well, in my village they want to put a toxic waste dump over a watershed it is just insanity and where does one go for comfort or comprehension of it all? Well if you are smart you have an avenue that helps you unwind like art or cooking, or a little gem that keeps you believing like a child or mother or father. But sadly enough most people just go to their work for their comfort and then come home and turn on the television for some additional neuro programming.

I think most of us would be pretty bored with the world I envision as comfortable, but it would be serene and quiet.

I even can’t stand being awake during the day, hence the solar sun cult that 99% of people HAVE to be involved in, It’s almost like plopping somebody that works 9-5 and ask them to work from 10pm-6am

When I am up against my nocturnal schedule, I feel out of place, scattered, depressed, and restless.

So in beautiful moonlight I will walk with the mysterious night folk hehe but I am not too worried about my schedule, my family seems to be weary of it all but I see nocturnal animals, so not too worried about that part of me, at night I feel I have a lot to do, time flows smoothly, and I am productive and happy.

Where if I am up during the day, time ticks by in the millisecond and I am in a pretty nasty mood.

I have always felt different per se, all of us are, but it is tough to be a recluse in society – You wonder in a sense if you truly belong in our culture, you don’t have to rely on human interaction to get your fix of energy –you get it from a mysterious hidden source, and when people can’t lock on a massive energy drain from you they shoot you a very nasty look or they just simply call you bizarre or weird or a loner.

Heck even dark haired people can be discriminated against lol

I think the greatest advice I can give to be able to live in this paradigm is 1) to keep looking for answers, everywhere. And 2) seek the silence frequently

We are so used to be being blitzed with advertisements and interruptions, it actually takes a very strong, willing and capable soul to say- enough, I need to find my heart!

-Shaun A. Delage

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ChEshire KaT

A long time ago I realized I was on my own per se, and this is terrifying to an individual.

I mean, most people have a family member or friend they can depend on, financially or otherwise

But when you are truly alone, only then can you come to terms with reality.

I have seen others operate, most of their houses are furnished by a rich family member, $700 to save you when you accidentally sent the cell phone company money twice, a new car when you turn 16, help with your first down-payment on a house, money for the new baby room, $2000 to help with the student loan underpayment. I realized I was on my own every single dollar, nobody to help with college, nobody to help me edit my book, nobody that would even care and this is a deafening reality to some while growing up some of my boyfriends were getting their private school paid for and were beaking off about how their servants serving their meal did it from the wrong shoulder, or they were getting a new car thanks to rich pop, our society is extremely unfair in it's setup, and most chav families out there you realize you are on your own from an early age, no wonder there is so much crime and adversity. These rich kids and their families gifting was beyond my own interpretation of reality, in a sense comes with more pressure but incredible to think about.

People don’t even know how much they rely on being helped along by their friends or family.

I can say that I have not been helped along other than a relationship. Just to be completely alone in your prospects is almost painful to most they try not to dwell on it too much. 

When you partner with somebody it is wise to be as kind, fair and just as possible.

The level of people that are suffering alone, is most likely immense, and you see these people scattering away in the sidelines, riding their bike down a highway filled with luxury cars, people still wonder why there is crime, and I observed an aged native man recently asking people for a dollar while they fill their luxury cars with food, and every single one was almost programmed to say NO. probably laughing off the old indian with a liquor store bag in his hands. It is just funny to me that we will gladly pay $8 for a box of cereal and can’t even afford to give somebody a dollar. How we are engrained to just shuffle along the streets passing by a dirty person lying with their hand out tears falling to the street. Technically it amounts to what have we become? Of course there has always been much poverty in the ages.  We have an incredible amount of people that are so broken by this structure and have no motivation to keep it going and very few that actually do in effect keep it moving. Being a part of 3 minorities I have a keen understanding of what people go through in life, myself being part native, disabled, and a gay man- I know in my heart what it is like to suffer and to have empathy and compassion. Karmically we live in a very unfortunate set of circumstances, and it is only enveloping as we go farther into strife with the entire world, safe to say about half the world is poverty stricken living in filth soaked slums, while we in the west live in an illusion of wealth.

We live in this illusion of wealth from little things like running, clean, healthy mountain water, to working toilets, food stores where you can buy any sort of munchies, working power and lights, every gadget one could imagine. How vastly different from India or Africa or S. America

Safe to say that somebody that does not recognize and have appreciation for these luxuries will end up living in something they never thought possible.

How easy it is, for a beautiful city to get plummeted with depleted uranium, for the forces that be to attack the water and sewage systems, and essentially collapse and entire city or country in a matter of minutes to hours.

We are surrounded by million dollar buildings and highways, stores that sell $800 jackets and $40 scarves. Yet we have people that are so sad they must shoot up heroin all over their bodies to achieve any sort of happiness.

It’s almost as if this world was built for the naïve and the ignorant materialist to bask in and not even think twice, about the untold suffering and horrible abuses that some of the citizens of earth must endure to live another day.

They say it is a gift from the Christ or the god that you can have this meal, or live in such opulence.

Where is this power present when somebody gets brutally murdered, raped, robbed, beaten.

Where is this power when one chooses to shoot themself, or jump off a cruise ship, or when a stray animal is dirty and wet huddling under a dumpster, where is this god when a prostitute is working the corner in 6 inch heels, where is this god, when abuse happens, and nobody cares, where is this god when the shelters are full and people are turned away –yet on sub zero cold nights we have the compassion to open more. Where is this power when the governments are passing laws that are downright criminally insane, where is the Christ when 12 police officers are beating somebody almost to death, if this god can see all, then why does it let countless masonic temples and fraternities do what they do, and allow nuclear armed submarines to scour the earth.

I am afraid the only divine, that you will find is within, they have long forgotten about this place.

Imprisoned within the body like a pearl, we all await our fate, whatever it may be.

I just am saying, not everyone here, has arranged to be here, nor wants to be here, This structure by far is the most terrifying design I can conceive of, a magnificent superMAX prison for those that have the most money. And literally those that don’t have the motivation to keep this illusion in place suffer with horrible health conditions and extreme poverty, suffering, and abuse.

The point of this discourse is not scare one away or harass their belief system

The point of this teaching is to make you aware of what you do have, the people in your life that guide and assist, the animals that look up to you for every meal, the plants that need your attention and those that you pass in the street, If you truly want lavish miracles to take place, it is imperative that you start performing a few.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Nog Antler

I think deep down inside that this system we all inhabit is controlled by love and compassion in some ways, but there is also some very evil elements to balance the karmic aspect. Of course there are people that are detached from all of the struggles that you and I have to endear.

So this makes me think that there are people that control most of the worlds events and their subordinates lives, because if we did not have this massive media installation we would all be bored half to death and not want to fight on to be alive for the next hype.

The holidays are coming and I tend to reflect at this time because there is animals in nature that have to live in the very frigid cold, and part of me wonders why our overlords would have placed nature this way, to force penguins, deer, and squirrels to live in sub zero cold and struggle to stay warm, part of it is karma, but also some are wanting to be detached from humanity to live a more feral existence because their inherent humanity was marked with adversity. But then I also imagine the homeless people, almost lost in society that have liver problems or cancer and are sleeping on the sidewalk and what a heartless dimension we live in, this capitalist system. A system that prefers people that make the most capital for it and those mostly come from fraternities and sororities and they learn early on in their maturation process that the only way to massive amounts of wealth and freedom are through secret arts and to get your soul signed off so you can sell out.

They first get indoctrinated through simple hazing scenarios and there is hot porn videos of guys naked and hazed but the thing they are not told is that the higher you want to go there is a higher price to pay.

The politicians, military, intelligence, police, fire, universities, etc are all involved and we live in a  hazing culture, or a rape culture per se, or whatever but they are not told when they are blowing off 12 guys that later on they will have to do it with a dog or goat, or drink blood, or eat feces or perform incest or go through extreme mutilation and pain by beings that feed off the fear and vibration.

So safe to say that human beings are inherently mostly good, but the ones with any ounce of power know exactly how they got that power and will do anything to climb higher. I think one of my main mistakes around the turn of adult hood was my own sense of entitlement and my need for some wealth.

The sooner you attain a sort of happiness with your circumstances however they may be the easier it is to want to grow slightly but not anyone will go from street hustler to Saudi oil billionaire in a matter of years unless they go through these types of initiation.

Everything was gearing up for me to ascend deeper down a satanic path but I chose my path I am currently on, that of a rave reverend on a pension. When I could have had it all –BMW’s, penthouses, fraternal brothers, $7,000,000 in my chequing account.

But something stopped it several times, perhaps I was too naïve back then but knowing what I know now about most of these mystical rites, I would have chosen the simple route for myself spiritually.

It’s almost as if wealth is a double edged sword, you get wealth but have to sell your soul, you want to be an actor but sell away all individuality, you want to be a CEO but have to merge the company and fire 25,000 workers. It is insane lol

I think one thing that should not be overlooked is the fact that many of our young and such are not taught levels of spirituality, and I am not talking the constant stream of filth from our Christian society but taught the full spectrum, including meditation and karma, eastern western faiths etc We are simply not taught in this society to choose for ourselves, everything is almost done for us from the moment we are born, take circumcision for example.

So this holiday season you can be drunk and happy, and well fed but remember the beings that are not given this right and do whatever you can to forward your own growth be it buying a beginner meditation CD or reading a book on conspiracy or meditating with various types of crystals, or serve your family a nice well cooked meal, leave some seeds out for neighbourhood animals, give a $20 bill to somebody huddled in a doorway in the cold, and be thankful that you are safe, well fed, taken care of, have the luxuries of life and that all is safe, and fight for those things !

-Shaun A. Delage

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Macabre Bunneh

Much of life is a test, in a sense… A test of how much you have solved the issue of ignorance.

The divine powers rest you in a realm where pretty much anything is available to assimilate and test you to see if you will advance yourself.

Many people read one or two books here and there and give up. It is funny, because there are so many methods to input information, be it Buddhist discourses to audiobooks to videos

But one must be careful too, not to distract solely

I have never looked at my time here as an amusement, and many people do.

I have never wasted a day, perhaps a few hours in the day to lounge or rest but for the most part most of my days on earth have been very successful in ridding myself of ignorance.

It is amusing to think of how I was when I was 20, and many of my current goals would have seemed pretty trivial in a sense

Most people all they do is work and look forward to the weekends when they can booze and chill

I have been in a state of a spiritual life for more than a decade now, and it is amusing because I can’t find enough time in the day to do all I need to forward myself and I have no idea how somebody with more normal concepts operate, and I am sad thinking of it because the people involved in the usual ritual of life can maybe muster up an hour or two a day to forward themselves in the manner that I speak of.

Some days, I am like oh man, another ten hours to muddle about but it’s not like there is any sort of choice on my behalf, I am not fit for the usual ritual and fail miserably and have long since retired at age 31

I just ordered my Doctor in Metaphysics course and Doctor of the Universe

It will be an interesting time in the next few months to prepare for these enhancements.

It is funny to observe all realms of entertainment from the conspiracy far left to the more global far right and get my pseudo dose of information from a mish mash of between the two- I also like to keep up with pop culture, and celebrity culture along with some really bizarre blogs that I couldn’t even classify if I tried.

I have never wanted to compete with other blogs or be a blitz in your face news site with 1000 news stories a day to keep up with, I have always felt that I personally offer a unique perspective and much like the Buddhist monk discourses –I don’t prepare anything ahead of time, I just type

I believe strongly in a godly power or divinity but not counting out gender or sexuality I tend to imagine them as a female or intersexed feline hybrid from a few galaxies over that has inherited our galaxies

But to think in the extreme vague opens one up to the possibility of the universe

Also to extend your aura beyond that of our cosmos is a tough thing to grasp because where to put it…it is never ending when you work with energy.

Recently a cat male named fecklar has come to me in the form of a spirit protector tribal necklace

His main/mane goal is to protect it’s owner and I am thankful

I am also thankful to my readers who follow me where they place their faith in something quite vague a sort of spirituality one lacking in biblical concepts and loosely construed of Buddhism as the path along with endless techno to perform mundane tasks-even meditation!

But one not agree with my entire thoughtform to be expressive spiritually I just think I provide a safe space online intellectually and spiritually to grow and I have provided many links to aid you in your growth an almost xtacy pill of enlightenment when you first encounter the church of techno

The blog and ministry is a reflection of myself so I always write or provide information as if I happened to stumble on these words and try and imagine the reverend saint behind the blog or the person that has offered 1700 ebooks for sale or the person behind the youtube vids

But essentially it isn’t all me, it is also inclusive of you.

You are the Church of Techno *smile*

-          Rev. Shaun A. Delage

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Tempura Tempura

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I went through a bit of the 2012 paranoia myself, a while back, and I meditated on it and thought basically two things, society is too vulnerable to collapse and we are too indebted to the masters for this all to end.

Many civilizations had the threat of apocalypse thrown at them and the mayans were a very cunning society because they did solar rituals when they knew there would be an eclipse and told their followers that only they knew how to bring the sun back.

Much like why trust a culture from thousands of years ago, why trust religions that carry the same lineage, personally I think somebody in the present would have most of the answers rather than somebody that supposedly lived thousands of years ago.

We are at a stage now of awakening and growth and time to tap into your creative centers and live life to the fullest, we have lived through the end of the world a few times since 1990 and we have lived through y2k etc.

It will be an eventful year and now Hillary Clinton wants to run for president in 2016 and she wants to be the first woman president, just the same old lineage of people that are propped up by the culture of finance, and this is characteristic of a society that has failed drastically, for a country with trillions of debt there would be no way to pay off the trillions because there is only billions in circulation so a constant debt slavery. There are a few people on the planet with enough wealth to solve the worlds problems, but they sit on top of their piles of cash and do nothing.

I don’t think the monarchy of England will be worth much in the future the way they are going, they sit atop vast continents of wealth only to further enchain their society more, with things like cutbacks and a surveillance society. If I was king I would have used 75% of the income I have to alleviate my countries suffering and be known as the greatest king to have ever lived, I would setup bread lines and meal carts everywhere in the city, become full partner in hundreds of thousands of businesses, give money upfront for startup costs of small businesses, allow my subjects to smoke marijuana and live a free life, support people by providing training in the trades and sciences if that is the persons faculty. If only.

Now we are at xmas and soon to be 2013 so we are at a beginning of a new adventure, time to clear out the last millennia of heartache and move onto the next millennia, with self driving cars, internet glasses, robotic superhumans…

Just wanted to offer a small discourse and wish everyone a happy holidays

Thanks for your support

Shaun A. Delage

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EGG RoLio

What a strange time energy wise, I have always lived through adversity in a rather spectacular sense. Sometimes I feel defeated, not successful enough, non materialist, non conformer, and yes sometimes I do wish I was able to ‘belong’ to the system more.

I guess when you exile yourself for a decade you tend to really understand what you have missed, not a pseudo prison sentence per se but a time of introspection and restriction. You observe in others what qualities you despise and what qualities you admire.

When I feel like this, I like to think of the path of enlightenment but more so what would the path of an enlightened being look like, and I only need to replay a few years at a time in my head of my own life to come to terms with enlightenment and the nature of a very powerful entity on earth, that has nothing.

True at this point I could pack up and leave for another continent with a bag and a few Buddhist statues lol there is also a sense of success with having very little, and people with me are simply shocked that I do not amass material treasures and hold down a stable life.

I find it easier to have a partner, and in finding my compadre in the forest I didn’t want to settle for a man with simple qualities, I knew he would have to be of a strong nature to understand me, and highly intelligent, psychic powers, and a character that can best only be described as somebody you would find on a rainy street in the apocalypse with a smile on his face.

We found each other and then two cats found us, so surrounded by felinis energy.

It helps that he has a life and a place and a home, I was rather lost. By understanding that perhaps I do need somebody brings great power because you can start to manifest what you seek.

I try and come to terms with what kind of a being I am everyday, but everyday that passes by brings new evolution and progress. The loss of a pet recently made me think about the process of grieving, loss, and evolution even more.

Many young people live very fearful of getting old, and wasting away. And being alone.

I think of an enlightened being constantly, are they able to regurgitate information on cue, do they have loads of money, are they beautiful with abs and pecs, do they live in a castle or penthouse condo.

I think of myself when I think of this type, and everyone should, although not many strive for enlightenment in life. It may be a rather egotist pursuit to dream of being enlightened or to see oneself as enlightened, I just think of how close I came to being a Buddhist monk yet have every door shut in my face, truth is I am a pseudo new millennia monk

Inventing ones own faith does bring a sense of satisfaction in life haha I only need to dream of how it would evolve if given the material means to evolve and I am in a world of amazing lucidity

We are in a time of great upheaval, and spiritual awakening, spiritual progression and growth

We have dictatorships all around guiding us in legality and we have a place to live that to some can only be construed as 4 walls and a roof painted white shining so bright it’s hard to close your eyes… jacked into the interhuman superhighway of digitalis, reading other peoples impressions of the world so that you too can garner some sense of reality

That....and the,  inquisitive nature that is guiding us all to the answers, who am I and why the hell am I here now, for this and for what?

We almost feel cheated that santa isn’t being driven around in a motorcade surrounded by bodyguards, almost cheated that we were lied to for most of our infant life of the nature of our most treasured holiday or someone thinks that I cannot for the life of me remember who I was in my past few lives, I have no idea where I am going, or what happened 14 days ago, I have no idea what the next year is going to be like.

Some of us can go to psychics and palm readers and only come out with a multitude of more questions.

Many people feel cheated in a way of what they see and idolize as success isn’t happening to them. These people are almost willing to do anything to have a lil adoration or a camera lense focus on them for some time. Truth is we are losing people every hour to that darkness and the people that cannot live with restraint and that need that constant adoration are being whisked away into dark rituals and things so unfathomable we cannot really speak of them with any light shining on us, it just doesn’t belong.

I figure the way to real truth and real evolution and happiness is to guard the nature of your soul at all times from walking away from it. To truly assist others in their struggle for life as much as sanely possible with no expectation of reward. To live a little haha eat a marinated steak once and while and either despise the process of death for bringing this hunk of meat to your lips or relish in the delight of pure satisfaction that you won’t starve to death, not today. But also to meditate on the nature of your soul, where are you going, and to attach to some people so much that they will remember to advocate on your behalf when they cross over to the other side or be there when you do, to welcome you to another reality.

This is something I struggle with on a daily basis, lol not for the faint of heart but I believe in things like alter realities, other universes, parallel dimensions, heaven and hell, astral, and divine.

It is funny to be a matrix warrior about it all, I mean I have a sense of right and wrong and god and devil but almost guard my attachment to those with my life, so many are putting their blind faith in two words, god or jesus. It fucking mystifies me, that 7 billion people or so believe in this in one form or another, and I feel like shaking people like your effin religion was created by a super secret all male fraternity to hoard wealth under the auspices of black magic and incest.

LoL

I have discovered that even orthodox Buddhism has flaws, and what a strange religion to belong too, but I have tried to belong, and have not gotten anywhere, so out of my own frustration and need for expression I created the church of techno, which might I add is difficult to define with no god, no Buddha, no jesus, no bible, only a pseudo Gnostic meditation rave schizophrenic male art church of virtuosity.

I am thankful that I am able to live in this time of awakening, this time of the pinnacle of humanity, a time to walk into the future and be greeted by some who have been waiting for you this whole time.

Welcome to 2012, but onwards to 2013

-          Shaun A. Delage

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bird vs cat

I think back to the pain of my rave days continuosly, from going from drug den to drug den to selling caps of E for $45 to teen girls. Mind you it was good E lol my stint as a drug dealer didn’t last very long however. I am thankful that my drug binges only lasted on weekends. Resulting from my rave days was some pretty dark and some pretty profound experiences, enough to warrant a virtual ministry lol

I think back to the horrors of my rave times, from doing so much drugs in one night I thought I would die, to passing out completely a few times, being kicked out of raves, seeing the brutality of the scene envelope people turn them ghost like and stick thin only thinking about their next drug

Being so high on crystal meth I was roaming around town with dealers and 14 year old girls and just being so high I forgot who I was, got pretty depressed about my future and didn’t really know where I fell in the whole scheme of things.

Thankfully I am glad I survived the rave scene, much like I am grateful I survived my criminality side and my sex work side and lived to tell about it, fortunately I never caught a sexual disease, fortunately I never got murdered, fortunately all I live with these days is insomnia, nausea, and manageable schizophrenia.

I feel as if I was dealt perhaps a tougher card in life, and many of us are, there are not many people that are brought up ivy league that get afforded a good college education university prep school and get to be a director of a society this is only by fluke that these people get these benefits and they fail to see the illusion in it all.

It is almost like by fluke I was born here in the richest most powerful country on earth, one that affords its citizens human rights, welfare and disability and takes care of its people rather than make them burn circuit boards for a living with no teeth or whatever. It is funny because there are people that are so confined in their reality they have no idea what it is like to be outside of it.

Imagine a Saudi prince surrounded by oil wealth and yachts gold, diamonds and wealth, bodyguards, palaces and nobody on the other end of the globe would know what it would be like, which is why this world is a pseudo alter reality of sorts, a dimensional travel mechanism

One of my greatest obsessions this decade was wanting to be a Buddhist monk, by the virtues of the Buddha, ironically for a religion that teaches that this is a sort of refuge from the working life I found it to be a very closed and restrictive society to belong too, a pseudo cult of sorts that only chosen people are welcome to live and not one that requests it like the Buddha taught

I must have been a Buddhist monk or nun in my last life lol because the obsession has taken me almost across the province several times in relapses but imagine what they would say when a medicated schizophrenic asks to become a monk.

There are people that believe the end of the world is coming shortly, almost 75% of the internet community, it may be the end of the world as we know it, or it could be a time of great awakening, it is troubling to think of because it is in the dead of winter and for everything to all of a sudden shut down would be catastrophic.

I don’t think anything like this would be planned but the whole nature of the conspiracy has me wondering. This xmas we could all be sent back to the stone age, but to tell you the truth so many of us are indebted they would like to collect for the rest of time on our debts.

Just given the last events of the past year, the hurricane and two massive earthquakes near my home I wouldn’t be surprised if something did happen it is just funny because many people will either be let down or they will have their mortgages to keep paying.

You can stock a whole basement of food and live off of it for what say 6 months, then what are you going to do?

I think if something was to truly happen we would all feel a sense of impending doom and we are possibly going to lose hundreds of thousands of people to suicides in the next few months because they fear the end of the world is coming.

I almost feel cheated to belong in the present at times, because I have no recollection of where I have come from or where I am going, I just know I am not really interested in doing what everyone else is doing.

It would be a shock to wake up in the new world order microchipping, forced vaccinations, police state, beatings, public executions, tyranny, sickness, abuse, hatred for individualism, etc but we have been slowly going down this route for almost a decade.

I always thought of what I would do if the NWO hit, I would probably have a more structured life, doing what the state has told me to do. Not a free for all like I have been living detached from it all lately.

I am afforded a small stipend, a government pension and I am only 30 so I get to live a comfortable and financially restricted life but I am happy in a sense, the working life never appealed to me, raves never really sunk in with me, school never really fit well, its almost like I was never meant to be here, like I got here by fluke per se or perhaps I was corralled interdimensionally and imprisoned here much like many of those around me. My true essence resides 14 star systems over where I have a more elite existence.

I have always opposed the structure around me, and who doesn’t want full liberation?

Mostly those that are liberated this very moment, liberated from poverty, sickness, disease, pain, suffering, abuse, ignorance, illusion and hatred.

I think that would be a rewarding existence

It’s almost like this is one huge super prison structure with material benefits

When one should be financed to their fullest potential leading humanity to its greatest discoveries rather than locked up, and told to live in a box and be indebted to education and a hungry stomach and to slave away continuously

We should all be on starships travelling the galaxy by now which makes me think that our whole mega reality is somewhat of an illusion, a pseudo hell world confined in this seeming reality with freedoms.

Everywhere you look there are rules, and lineups and authoritarian Nazis willing to dictate so called policy to you every where you go. This was not the case in my youth, there was some level of freedom and free roaming I remember scheming my way all around town pretty much getting enough money for limousine tours and pizza parties with friends with lots of marijuana haha but I was more daring back then, these days money and crime and altering consciousness doesn’t guide me.

I was almost taught the horrors of living in the system right around 15 years old when I met millionaires, cocaine, raves, money, 10k here 20k there, escorting for $400 an hour, suicide attempt, the list goes on.

Now I just want to carve my life out energetically as much as possible, live with restraint, and not have a sort of passion about materialist existence.

Its almost like the devil lead me around for about 6 years and whispered in my ear you should go here and do this and I would listen and would get $8000 in US dollar bills in my pocket or go off here and do that and I would find $1000 in hundreds and then a few years later almost pay for it with my life.

But I am not sitting here completely regretful, I have lived like 20 lives in my teenage hood alone, and have thankfully learned from my experiences and have grown from them. Otherwise I would be sitting in another alter reality currently playing out called prison where our oversight allows things like sexual assault/slavery, drugs, and gangs to run rampant.

Its almost like we are in a ten tier prison structure.

But we can build our future in our mind, we can work with and heal the system around us through paradox and love, and we can recognize our potential and learn from our mistakes in this system.

Peace Love Unity and Respect blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage 

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finchy meat

I received some good news today from the mother church, that I have passed the highest degree in universalism with flying colours, and now the challenge seems to be getting the actual certificate to me haha but that is just the postal service.

I am met with a mixed array of responses, some congratulatory some jealousy, for I have embarked on a path of study that does not require dissertations or thesis’s so some may see it as something that is trivial or just of the net but I am happy that I can forward my credentials to the highest possible point because it gives me a personal sense of satisfaction

I have always tried to strive for the betterment of my disciples, and that is what you are if you are reading these words, some critique my grammar and say well he doesn’t have proper style so whatever and I have some enemies no doubt that read my words but I also have devotees because I write on text what they need to hear at the right time to validate their standing in life, and to prove that you don’t have to do what everyone else is doing to succeed, no doubt I have people of all races, sexualities and faiths that read my blog which I lovingly title the church of techno virtual ministry.

No real worship to follow, just some simple text to put to rest some of the madness, and allowing some beings to continue without haste to their truest most ultimate position but it doesn’t stop there – I know there is some sort of energy exchange at times when people read and idolize my writing and it was proven in the case of Michael Jackson, the poor guy couldn’t sleep because his songs were being played to tiring depths continuously, allowing people to lock onto the very nature of his soul and in a pseudo magic spire a constant barrage of images and scenarios must have fed his astral world, like mine and it is tough to move on, but me personally sleep escapes me most of the time, in the present I am blessed to be on a day schedule but most of the time I am on a night schedule, totally nocturnal !!

And I do need powerful meds to knock me out otherwise I just stay up continuously thanks to my rave days of tons of mind altering substances and banging techno for the entire night

So I am at a pretty good place in life, tucked away in a mountain resort community meditating and giving my disciples the hidden energy and paradoxes they need to continue but also providing enlightened discourse in the made up faith of techno as a church

I don’t view myself as wholly enlightened however, my writing doesn’t pass the grade on a grade 12 english exam but that hasn’t stopped me from getting my word out, and I do reread all discourses to make sure they are at least readable

The point to life is not to hoard everything imaginable like most people are doing but to live to serve others continuously, it may not be your life but this is my own personal enlightenment. Being that being that serves a squirrel a months worth of peanuts or being the being that helps others live their life easier in the form of partnership or being the being that changes cats litter without anger

I am blessed with a life of zero stress, more time imaginable for meditation and creativity and I do enjoy forwarding my own personal growth through enlightenment podcasts and of course I have the church of techno library at my disposal with an ebook reader that I touch to scroll through the pages

I have never been one to regurgitate information and just spew out dialogue I have learnt, I think this is the wrong approach. I think it is easier to relay what you know from your own mind in your own thoughts with your own vocabulary and it is okay to mess things up sometimes.

I seem to be the only faith and religion on the planet that is accepting of all sexualities and fringe esoteric and occult studies and subjects, hence a matrix techno universalist faith

I have placed a donation button on each post, not saying you need to donate to read my words I just look at this as a church and a church runs on donations, hopefully recovering some of the money I have spent on education and other things to forward the look of the virtual ministry, there are some wealthy internet surfers however and the donation button states that I must tell paypal of what I will spend the money on if I get over 10k so I would operate within my own personal structure if I did receive a large donation and possibly feed poor and low income families, if the donation was huge say two million lol I would actually look at the possibility of a physical structure that people could meditate and listen to techno all night for retreats or something while I give some discourses in enlightenment from the records of this virtual ministry or my own pseudo Gnostic ability to just chatter away at this stuff on a dias lol

Anyways it was good to find out I passed the test and will be posting the certificate as soon as I can

Thanks for reading blogbuddies

Take care

Shaun A. Delage

ManGo MaNgo

Ahhh the millions of years it takes to get a body on any given celestial system with a sense of familiarity it is crazy all the effort needed to get you to this place, living and breathing presently

The question is what are you going to do with your time?

Many people when they read books or whatever get sidetracked with the fact that they cannot remember the book in entirety and this remains the greatest mystery to learned people, but the wisdom is not in how much you can assimilate........... it lies in with what chemical precurser’s are triggered at what time, essentially what dimensional gates are opened in the path of reading

Many of the newest incarnations are able to freely assimilate wisdom, and pay for it through student loans incurred giving themselves a false sense of prestige, however they did not read what they wanted to read, the read what they were told to read and through the pain of their sacrifice of time, much like the pain incurred through slavery you are rewarded for that sacrifice of time.

When going through school, the individual is forced to read discourses which further their credientials in specializations but they fail to take on what I have for example and fail to incur millions of dollars worth of university education through their own prestigious university, the university of self.

And I don’t blame them, because what reward would one get by forwarding their own advancement with no path given.

My book collection has just maxed out at about 2300 ebooks thanks in part to some people that I have met through the resistance website and the countless other sources for hidden information. I continue my search however and probably won’t stop until I hit a million books.

Then I load them into my ebook reader and I am set for life with degrees in conspiracy and philosophy of my own choosing, to me that is much more rewarding than listening to some mad old turtle with a Ph.D that tells me where to go and what to read.

I don’t even know the full path needed to to quantify oneself with the degrees needed to operate as a functional human being within the system but that is because you must pay $30,000 and attend daily indoctrination to attain that level so a pseudo hidden sciences or secret society, however you look at it but there is many people vying for your spot in life, and I have never been the competitive sort

Even still, I lack in the basics of life like resume, job interview, and the general competitiveness of society and its minions

It is alien to have to compete for your place in life because it gives you a false sense of over achievement, I don’t even think I will have any reasoning or faculty in this department rendering me incapable to blend with reality for my life, one of the reasons I am on a government pension due to my illness of seeing things out of reality, I can barely bring myself to walk out the door, but when it comes to divulging the secrets of the matrix and giving out higher knowledge I excel

It is true that philosophers went out the door as an employable profession 1000 years ago hahaha so who knows, maybe no saving me, but I have managed, now I just need to get through an infinite amount of time....and life, if they have their way with us, we will not die any longer, we will be cauterized with robotic elements and they will be able to grow us in quarters to replace aging self.

I guess the secret to life is being comfortable with the time you have, I watch many breezing by on their Harleys at 100km an hour and I wonder what goes on in their mind to want to drive a motorbike out in the open that fast. Most cannot find ways out other than through slavery or whatever to occupy themselves and they are just damned pissed off that their ancient purpose and their path before and after is being shielded beyond their comprehension, almost as if we are all just aware of the present concurrently in a state of perpetual 1990’s

It’s almost as if nothing is able to change, just new tiny little tweaks of the system here and there and we should all be in flying cars and have robot arms by now, but it seems we may need quite a bit more work before that happens.

It’s almost as if people are engrained to be employees of anarchism of sorts, we belong to the system, we must for heavens sake or we starve or go poor, but we secretly loathe it and hate all it encompasses for it truly restricts us by keeping things like marijuana, reincarnation, and the truth from us

And it is true that about 95% of the world believes marijuana should be legalized

Actually all forms of drugs should be legalized, we would have lesser problems that we do now, it is almost as if aliens are secretly dictating policy and directives to forward the human race to a total enslavement camp and a capitalist prison

I said capitalist prison because that is what we are housed in, you are in a prison but it has many freedoms and things unlock as you go up the levels and there are many levels to this prison, you can digress into further lower prison structures etherically and physically but you can also progress as well

People based in reality have no sense of reality it seems, and the working nature of the universe, they are too earthbound to figure out laws of universality versus their own global dominion.

They don’t want us figuring out complexities of universalism – they want us stuck here in gravity trapped by our own cravings and emotions, unable to elevate oneself higher but to keep perpetually digressing of sorts.

People that think in the highest realms possible, make mistakes yes and are generally human, youthful funny, but they also base themselves within the highest realms of compassion, love, happiness, appreciation for the hard work it took for their one soul to incarnate, they are generally friendly, beautiful, courageous, and impressive beings while those involved in cult worship and religions of earth tend to be quite the opposite

Kind of funny to be the Church of Techno occultist

Many would be fright of that title debasing occultist as a purely satanic term when in fact it just means to explore what is hidden, what is being kept from us. This is a great achievement for me personally because I don’t do spells, or sceances, or do herbs or recite any sort of mantra, belong to any ism or dogma or belief other than exploring what is being kept from me, unlocking my soul to the universe and complete liberating meditation

One day the world will open her arms to me, like you.

If this all collapses, let it, at least we tried, and we tried hard to achieve the end goal.

-          Shaun A. Delage

Interdimensional astral travel 4.0

Interdimensional astral travel =

In the middle of the farm with sheep one of the sheep bit of a kids tongue and there was this other part of the mansion that had these sea creatures and I got to operate the sound system and some women got super mad at me, and it was all done by a camera or something then I talked to a guy without an eye he gave me two joints and he was talking about going on a screen (his face) a massive complex this party farm

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I could fly by flapping my arms and jumping off cliffs and nobody else could going by expansive valleys and ocean front and I would cast off in a crowd of people and watch them all point to me flying like a rubber chicken !

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Saved 4 kids from abuse by their father and took guardianship over them, it was all done in an opera and told them they would never have to live a life like that again. The dad punched them right in the face and I said that is unacceptable so I called 9-11 and contacted the fire dept and told them I was willing to go to court for the kidz

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Feasting because I reported the abuse and we went on a tram and had a feast in every location. It was an awards ceremony of sorts for me and the kids.

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Travelled really far and ended up in a small town and met a family with one kid and the kid was an adult and the whole family was into the bible and jesus and we went into a big city and tried to pawn 6 or 7 gold items and two watches didn’t pass the litmus test but a few necklaces did, and we were off to Toronto with this blonde haired guy.

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I was chasing after this guy with other worldly powers and I had a steak knife on me to get him and chased him he was weird had deathly powers he could strangle people with a switch in his brain and I chased him thru the mall and he died his hair blue and finally caught him and triple cuffed him and we were celebrating then he jumped out of the building to his death.

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It seemed I could jump into the future while I was in the future my mom was going through a tough time it seemed like an alternate future where she had aids. I was in a  dingy version of her apartment and I discovered this piece of copper on me that could alter reality. I put the copper on a card and it could decorate the house with anything imaginable wallpaper, cupboards flooring furniture etc and I would take the copper off the card and it would go back to normal, same ol dingy

I was walking through the future Victoria BC a hundred years from now and I came across an old factory so I used the copper and blew into a horses mouth and it came alive and started galloping the factory people were shocked. I guess the horse died. I walked through this bioethics section and people were having sex and then I saw this hot boy and said wanna suck me and he said no I need something bigger and I used the copper and materialized a body builder with 15 inch x 15 inch and I said is this big enough haha and they went at it

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I was at a skool living in portables and shuttled from class to class people were pretty nice a huge disaster happened somebody was bbq’ing in the ground and it caused a fire over pride day lol I went to the hospital and hundreds of people were affected, code orange. I was just cold, so no injuries.

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I went to an awesome rave festival in a fancy hotel and I abandoned a cat for catsitting and I was trying to get to where she was in this old hotel and I saw a statue and I activated systems designed to protect the hotel anyways got back to my room and I used somebody elses credit card – the rave was awesome soother kids, sesame street ravers and total rubber ducky candy ravers.

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I made friends with some ravers – and ended up going and partying at their place and escaped military arrest via special ops on an island and drove on their atv to their home and the leader kid who was really friendly with me …I said how am I going to get home, the skytrains are closed and then the friendly guy said meanly fags can go their own way and I just said whatever and walked to an open atrium where there was some kids and a lady in a helicopter and I said hey can I catch a ride with you guys and she said sure and I shouted as we were taking off I said looks like fags are flying out in a copter anyways we took off and I noticed a van pull up and Vietnamese men jumped out and stabbed people with needles containing poison and I had a bunch of knives on me so I gave them to the copter people and we cut the mean men and the ravers came to help afterward and we took off in the van for the city because I was pretty weak.

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I was at a talk by a young queen elizabeth and I friended her nephews and we were smoking pot and listening to her give an xmas talk we took a break walked out to a dock and I almost slipped and we smoked more pot !!

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I went to a hotel with a guy and ended up exploring a city for awhile and went back to the hotel and got the bill for the room and it was ten times more than I expected and I was quoted 250 a night and had some cash on me the bill came to 450 a night plus tons of room service so I said I will pay you 400 now and the rest later and he said that was unacceptable so I went to my room, cleaned it of all the 420 cause I was in an American dimension and would have been put in prison and went downstairs and the police arrived and told them they were trying to stiff me and a guy said oh there is marijuana in the room and I said SHUT UP AND SIT DOWN they had my bags and stuff in a back room and they sicked this weird escort girl after me and walked out and flipped them the bird on the way out.

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Got kidnapped from a bus ride and was punched 20 times in the face having trouble walking …I would collapse while walking and was brought to a cult and hospital ward-I was going to go clean up and somebody had burnt or something on my ward. There was this figurehead the doctor elite and everyone else was under the influence of weird drugs in the food and human meat hot dogs. The food was good but was all drugged and human ick just so bizarre to be on this ward basically kidnapped and locked on a ward tucked away in the forest and could see Vancouver in the horizon and I tried to call 9-11 but didn’t have any luck people were blitzed and indoctrinated they gave us lashings (I got 30 lashings) one part this guy had a fishing hook on his mouth trying to hook it into another guys mouth and they showed a movie about how we were all kidnapped and brought to this ward. There was this restaurant before the bus then I ended up here – lame

This concludes my dimensional and astral travels for the month

Shaun A. Delage