Chicken Tumor

Much of the hidden world operates with the seen world, and things that happen to you in the hidden world depend on your visible reality. This is why neighbourhoods are segregated and income levels stay the way they are because it is done by highly adept planners of society. They make ‘affordable’ housing in it’s own jurisdiction which is why many people never come out of their situation – they are literally surrounded by the energies that keep them weighted to the ocean floor so to speak. This is why ‘rich’ neighbourhoods are all surrounded by likeminded people. There is some exceptions to the rule like islands where super rich and super poor hippies mix but it is a rarity. Another reason why gay people have their own ghettos and why much of what may be acceptable in a gay ghetto is highly frowned upon in a rougher or different place of abode.

If you are surrounded by people with money, you will make money, if you are surrounded by people with a needle in their arm waiting to cut somebodies throat for a dollar… this is the place that will surround you.

Much of what you input into your reality becomes your reality. So even the slightest fray into vampires or horror movies, violent video games or bizarre gore will leave your psyche wanting more of this and have you obsessing over this type of stimuli

So if you watch shows of rich people and the mistakes they make, listen to classical or worldly music, inhale a cigar, and go on a weekend cruise up the coast on a cruise ship –you will only welcome such a class level into your future.

If you eat pizza pockets. Live in a cut throat ghetto with dealers on the street, and live in filth-can’t clean up after yourself and talk like a miscreant –suffice to say that there may be no relative evolution.

There is always room for people and souls whom want to evolve and ascend, and there is always things around the corner for these types –new things to discover, new things to help you evolve.

It’s almost like as if, you eat the same thing everyday –day in, day out and you just stay the same but if you expand your horizons and move away from the pizza pockets and make a halibut with dill sauce or learn how to make gyoza from scratch or if you even have the slightest clue what cilantro is all the power to you lol

I think rich people are very skilled at adaptation, the true wealthy people, because you can have a ton of money and have zero class likewise you can be very poor and have more class than somebody with ten million.

Nature is a very unforgiving place to live, and myself I have been contemplating my existence in my meditations, a life of extreme adversity and pain and sadness but I was able to turn it around and embrace boredom with all encompassing creativity.

It is tough being introverted because chances are there will be no friend to help you out, there will be no opportunity just waiting to be found, there will be no obstacle that a best friend can help you out with, there will be nobody to cheer you on, there will be nobody to tell you about your weaknesses.

I have learnt to embrace my reclusiveness and summon the energy I need from a spiritual level, and learn things that most people couldn’t invest a decade learning, I seek a path of spiritual gain and spiritual power and enlightenment. Of course we all need to make money and exist – but with that out of the way, the fact that I will most likely never be given the opportunity to work again because of my disabilities it is in a way defeating but also empowering in a sense and not many people in my situation could walk out of it all sane, because who wants to be told that the 3650 nights that you are up you will spend it alone with your thoughts with very little human interaction.

Most people would literally go insane, it is almost like a prison cell -4 walls and a ceiling but thankfully I have dipped into my un ending creativity and I have some feline souls to help me through this.

I am doing ok though – I just imagine another person trying to live my life lol it could not be done.

Yet I have very little time in my night to achieve all I need too.

We haven’t even unlocked the secrets of why cats are here, why we sneeze and what happens after this place so my night seems like a triviality

Stay sane in an insane world blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Beet Bunneh

The video below got me thinking about my role, and this blog and everything it embodies.

A few reasons why I left the internet clique “the Resistance” is because I felt the whole asking for donations thing was pretty bizarre, them telling you what to eat and think, and the enigmatic leader was preaching these qualities while eluding to superhuman qualities.

I do thank the resistance in the moment for helping me question my life, being able to download 2000 ebooks, and I have met a few cool friends whom I stay friends with to this day.

I think of myself, as an ordained minister preaching from the pulpit what I think should be said, in a pseudo dhamma/dharma discourse, because it is the enlightenment speaking through me in the moment. I have never strived for the all mighty dollar because to put it honestly, all my needs are taken care of, I have no worries there.

I have been as honest as I could be, with a bit of humour and people have checked out my story and find that it all matches up, honestly nobody cares about monarch slaves, because you are seen as a defilement of society that needs to be corrected, demolay prince so to speak.

While at some points in my life I have exuded sociopathic and psychopathic qualities. I have worked tirelessly to rid myself of those qualities and to attain higher qualities, I tend to look at this whole world as a videogame, a massive multiplayer online virtual world.

I like to burn sai baba incense, and meditate about 10 times a day, I am nocturnal, I identify with being Buddhist, I LOVE techno and listen to it about 7 hours a day, I enjoy contesting, and do things like drink bentonite clay and take green veggie pills, but I strongly believe eating what you wish is up to the individual as we are all different, there is no blanket approach to enlightenment sadly, it is something that each person needs to figure out for themselves, I do believe in a heaven and hell along with reincarnation, I am not really set in my beliefs in those departments because truthfully nobody really knows what the hell is going on until you die.

I believe there has to be a place for people that inflict harm, hatred, abuse, negativity, and pain on others to go, while holding the idea that perhaps they get reborn as a shark or a rock.

I strongly believe that one day I will become enlightened and liberated, because that is what I attain to accomplish, but with that comes, wealth, power, prestige, success, happiness, fruitfulness, and serenity.

I have never attained to push my beliefs on anybody, just make them known, I tend to look at this blog as a place I can record a piece of my inherent humanity for some time to help others on their path.

I don’t hide the fact that this is a church in a blog and churches have options open to them if they take in countless donations, but everyone is striving for your last dollar, I don’t want to be THAT place either.

Most monarch sciences scenarios tend to sell you their book or their life story, and I have done the opposite, I have put myself out there in the hopes that some people have the investigative skills to ascertain what I say is the truth or not, and one of my friends did her work and fully investigated my manifesto, and she not only gave me validation, but also some new tips surrounding the people involved.

Not many people are wanting enlightenment or to be released from the cycle of birth and rebirth, most people are vaguely aware of the concept of karma, Just because I use the title of Reverend or Doctor does not mean that I view myself higher than anybody else, It just helps me with the entitlement needed to run a virtual ministry properly, and looks mighty fine on my bank cards and bills lol

I feel proud for what I have done here, perhaps stopped somebody in their tracks from inflicting harm, or helped somebody connect to an enigmatic recluse, or helped somebody find healing in the form of an audio Buddhist discourse, or helped an individual understand to appreciate the unknown or smaller animals etc

Thank you for being apart of this virtual ministry

-Shaun A. Delage   

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Feline Lick

I pretty much wholeheartedly believe that gambling is one of my vices that needs to be conquered and money won’t flow until I meet this head on. We all have our vices, I just love the cartoonish slots and the mini wins, but online casinos are such a rip off. I put up an affiliate link on the church a few days ago for one of the best ones online, but after some meditation on how much I struggle with it, I don’t want to hand over the same struggle to one of my readers, so recently I closed my account with a payment service called entropay. I think it takes much more than self-control with something like this, it is a true addiction and something that has ruined many people ten fold.

I am happy though because I am able to address this in me, the craving for more money. And I have surpassed challenges before, my biggest one was marijuana- I love that stuff way too much. In my rave days I could consume copious amounts of party drugs but was never really addicted. Later on I succumbed to 420 because it is just too damn good.

I think I would revisit the issue if it was legalized and perhaps genetically modified to take away the munchies and paranoia. There was a time I was smoking it 12 times in one day and it was definitely a sad time in my life because it really made me quite isolated, and this is something I enjoy a lot lately, living in the country away from people. Anyways I am just glad that more deeper addictions didn’t find me, because I was going through about $60 in one or two nights of 420 and that is just not sustainable lol

Don’t get me wrong, this virtual ministry and the reverend behind it fully argue for the legalization of all substances but there has to be safe guards in place, how isolated the heroin addict must feel having to shy away in an alley to shoot up in their arm with a needle, like that is just purely disgusting in my opinion but there has to be a level of compassion for suffering when you think of people such as this and their struggle, what choices they have made, what abuse they have suffered at the angry hands of their parents, siblings, spouses or bad dates.

I look at my challenges and what I am here to face, and I can say full on that most of my observations come to me after some meditation or after drinking a 6 pack of beer lol, but also they come to me in this acute ability to observe ones own actions and be able to critique them later, most people live oblivious to this concept and blindly go about afflicting harm on others and have no ability to rethink things and think to themselves another course of action.

Internet gambling is sketchy at best too, most online casinos are licensed out of shady Caribbean islands or through the kahnawake mowhawk reserve so good luck getting the $8500 they owe you lol anywayss it was just this that made me think, I was logging into one of my recently favourite casinos called red flush casino and made my deposit and then suddenly I noticed they automatically doubled my deposit in some weird automatic bonus scheme, anyways I played for a bit and won about $130 and went to withdraw and it said I needed to play the bonus which only comes as the last bit of the $130, so essentially you have to play to zero to cash out again, I talked to the customer service who confirmed this for me, and she said “some of our players like this bonus” I was like are you effin kidding me? Who on earth would ‘like’ this scheme. So I told her she lost a loyal player.

Anyways one group of casinos was left the jetbingo,bingoliner, bingocafe, setups. And I observed the amount I put in and found that I end up spending more if I do a withdrawl thinking I will win, anyways the whole thing just stressed me out and I decided with the help of the gods to end this part of me.

I will resume moderate lottery ticket buying with my local government casino which does online gambling but I will set limits for myself, there is a much more easier process going through a legit and regulated scenario rather than something setup in the Netherlands Antilles lol There are people that never question their habits or vices, and it kills them!

I think this is something I personally have to work on, and cannot remain ignorant to it for long, I mean what if my novels hit it big, what if I win in excess of a million dollars, I don’t want to be the person you have heard about that has spent it all in two years and is living in a slum what a travesty

It is sad that some people are born into massive amounts of wealth and don’t have to deal with some of the obstacles the rest of us have to deal with but most really rich people are cokeheads or Satanists anyway so it would just be fortuitous for somebody like me to win or be published or my art to hit mainstream.

I am proud of the fact that I have a loving and supportive partner who understands me, and doesn’t criticize me, I am happy that I have distanced myself and isolated myself in a beautiful forest ashram away from my family and the madness of an insane world and that I get to lead my dream faith to absolute serenity.

-Shaun A. Delage 

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MuTT HeaVen

We are at a great time of awakening, a time of intelligence, magnificence, and beauty.

But there is also a dark side to the future, one which goes unseen, and unheard of, mainly because you have to seek out answers in the farthest corners of the world or the internet to find the answers you seek.

It is true that there are people that are far more developed than some of the famous people or celebrities you see, people far more enlightened and that could offer the world more than you can imagine which is why the world is setup to ignore these types so people can focus on what they want you to hear, and by ‘they’ I mean the secret societies running earth, better not to just focus on one like the freemasons, but there is such a vast array of them networked and most of them probably don’t even have a name theoretically.

The system is very scared of giving people that are relatively enlightened or intelligent any sort of renumeration or fame, because they know if they gave the people with true quantities of enlightenment or intelligence it could destabilize the dimension completely and that is just with one being let alone fifty beings of relative enlightened intelligence and spiritual qualities.

This is why we have trivial matters such as the bible, gender issues, sexuality, race, wars, and food to occupy our minds, but they go even further by making people work painstakingly long hours so the mind never has a chance to go into unchartered waters and begin to unravel the mystery.

I have no doubt there is some black magic taking place in reality and am very in tune with this type of observance, because it usually stays one step ahead of all of us. Simply by being more quick, more efficient at bringing over souls, more enlightened dare I say, but it is not of the good kind.

The real true freedom fighters and intelligentsia if given the keys could in effect guide the entire human race to complete liberation but there is so many of these initiated unintelligent beings that hold the keys and furthermore these beings simply gave over the nature and future of their soul to the dark arts.

I have been surprised that even at age 15 I was more intelligent and more eloquent in my English and more cunning than somebody that had 12 million in their bank, and the question has always come up in my mind, why am I not even given $1000 in cash, how about $2000, how about $1,000,000

And why do these people that have zero compassion and zero interest in enlightenment seem to hold all the keys? And the answer goes invariably back to the black magic quotient.

So growing from that and working with my very modest Buddhist monks wage I can make $100 go one thousand times faster than their $1,000,000 because I have had to be very smart playing my role in this reality, and for the most part, especially digitally I think I am superior to most of the characters I have encountered in life given the fact that I live in relative poverty and with nothing comes absolute creativity.

In essence there has to be room for everyone in society or we will keep seeing this negativity prevail, because we tend to ignore the conciousnesses that are forgotten, those scruffy former MBA graduates that you see on the street harvesting trash for their next lunch.

You would think that with limitless money and wealth and creativity we could do things to forward the human race and quite so, the USA could have solved most of their problems with hunger, poverty and crime had they not partook in the wars that have indebted their society, but essentially on other dimensions the USA is very enlightened and yet on others probably the most poor as well, imagine 1000 dimensions operating concurrently where we reside on the one most realistic yet two dimensions over the names are all mixed up with the elite holding all the slave jobs and the slaves on this dimension holding all the status. This is the ultimate game, and they travel well and work to understand whom is who on some places and where they reside on others and observe this game.

I think on many other dimensions, I may have come into this chaos, and have submitted to the dark arts, ironically the war may be with me fighting myself to wage war to become a failure.

What evidence do you have that this is a supreme reality that you exist?

What evidence do you have that this is heaven or hell?

Do you believe the nonsense they regurgitate in the media to us?

Can you believe that we are not permitted to smoke marijuana legally as this is the most enlightened plant in the universe, meanwhile we are ‘permitted’ to ingest copious amounts of pharmaceuticals, alcohol, cigarettes, MSG, Aspartame and poisonous interdimensional cocktails known as coke and pepsi

 Why does every type of enlightenment tend to be from initiated secret society members?

The truth is, things are starting to unravel and it may be a world war that will completely enlighten us and the funny thing is from the office of the PRIME minister of Canada to the office of President of the USA to chancellor of Germany to the royal households of the U.K. to the Netherlands to Quatar are all controlled by alien beings from other planets and other dimensions.

We see people like Stephen Harper and Obama and merkel and Elizabeth but we do not see them all the time, that is the key, we are not permitted too, the fact is they could be spending 10 months out of the year travelling dimensions and only inhabit this dimension 2 months out of the year per se or work with their dimensional initiate doppelganger to further the illusion, meanwhile they are systematically and methodically locking up the last remaining human beings into prisons or infecting them with sickness to make sure this dimension falls.

I am not really content with this so called reality as you can tell, and things that have opened my eyes I have listed in my manifesto so no need to parrot them here but that is one reason I chose a spiritual existence because at one point in this so called history the Church was higher than the state.

 Sometimes it takes a being that is detached from it all to be able to awaken and enlighten others which is why I have also embarked on a decade long quest of inner sight, finding answers, manifestation etc

I strongly believe everything you seek rests within the mind, so wise to welcome things like –wealth, love, success, liberation ( and specify what you want to be liberated from be it, poverty, debt, sickness, ignorance, anger, abusive past, negativity, illusion etc) happiness, luck, wealth, power, adoration, authority, beauty, uniqueness, good health, spituality, universal mind, courage etc

But be sure to send things out the other end of the body such as anger, sickness, poverty, abuse, negativity, cancer, ignorance, hatred, illusion etc, and give it back to the world that gave it to you.

The world needs many more enlightened beings, are you up for the task?

-          Shaun A. Delage

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AnT RaVe

What a wonderful past few weeks – I know I haven’t written as much but all a reader need to is look back on my discourses to get a dose of the rave reverend

Some phenomenal things have happened the past while –it is spring, a time of renewal and new paths and ideas

I was meditating and the thought occurred to me to check into the audio book aspect of the literary world and found a publisher that records them and you pay a one time fee and they take care of the distribution aspect of the whole thing

What an awesome idea, I think my books are not geared toward the literary side but new ideas and many people prefer to listen to a book rather than sit for ten hours to read it. I am not putting the idea of a written works out of the question, I just have to be smart not being a grammar nut etc

It has come to me in meditation which is why I stress the power of meditation and being able to calmly and compassionately reflect on ones life

I believe also you have a chance to finally commune with the spirits guiding your life

I also believe you need techno haha because it helps put the mind in a pseudo trance so you can fulfill endless monotonous tasks with ease

Quite a bit of stuff has been in the news lately, I won’t touch on it because this isn’t a news site

It is funny, when I did my Ph.D the question on it alluded that gay men will go to hell if they lay with another man

I have never advocated debasing sexuality and am happy to say that I am one of only a handful of faiths that accept all sexualities

I don’t think being gay is about asking for forgiveness for your sins either

But I do strongly believe that you must constantly ask for forgiveness, from speaking about somebody negatively to killing hundreds of ants that invade your home, you must constantly ask for forgiveness as much as enlightenment and many people won’t so their karma keeps adding on

It is unfortunate too that most people you encounter on a daily basis are in karmically unfortunate employment from bankers to food prep to lawyers to hybrids of the system

Don’t get me wrong, you must provide for your family but it should be in something that is not a karmic hinderance like constantly killing animals all day

One of the Buddhist principals in right way or right employment

It is funny to be an introvert writer because I am basically starting with nothing and have zero capabilities at networking or anything extroverts do to forward themselves

I can only imagine how many introverts there are that choose to sit at home and be with their cat and a glass of wine than hit the clubs and forward themselves socially

It is okay whatever you are doing but you can also work on yourself constantly

One of the greatest teachings of Buddhism is evolution, and constant evolving

To be fully enlightened isn’t easy, but to keep your enlightenment seems the going task.

Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage

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Without the orgasm state many of us would be left in an abysmal place to live, likewise without any real material wealth much of us would give up and not want to continue in this reality

Likewise the food state is much of what keeps us plugging along without any real hinderance to our spiritual being. Truth is, without these three things, many people would choose to give up

I wrote years back that the lotteries are practically the only thing keeping many of us going, the thought of a being being liberated from suffering financially is too massive for any one being to comprehend, for many of the newer incarnates they are hopelessly addicted to the orgasm state, mind you orgasms are beautiful but also some evil can be construed and some may wonder of the karmic consequences of an orgasm. Being associated with child sex, and rape, and pain etc

I am not advocating for my disciples to be asexual hell no. I mean when your so filled with lust and feelings of sex it is always wise to release that tension however you see fit, if it means watching a group sex porn video or a sneaker porn or ball stretching than so be it you need it

I am advocating as well to use that sexual tension for other projects like creativity

Pleasing a partner seems to be my greatest fear, maybe being single is in my forecast for the rest of my life …since the common quip seems to be put out or get out lol

There is many avenues in life to cycle your sexual tension into

Thankfully thanks to the internet we live in a time of complete sexual liberation, thanks to google and some creativity any fantasy can be lived from sailor porn to transvestite anal fetish lol

What a major time to be alive before the advent of internet sexuality, have we come to a time when people are solely in love with their laptop, I don’t know, but we live in a period of existence when any fantasy can be lived out visually thankfully and this is due to the divine intellect.

The divine intellect saw many of the enhancements we see today to alleviate much of our suffering because thankfully we live in a time where our sexualities are not restricted in a sense

Still, most chavs and millennium warriors or secret closet case millennium warriors are seen as mental;ly dysfunctional, lying, obsessed lunatics when in fact most that come to full fruitition after the year 2000 are involved in something so unbelievable they cant grasp

So being an asexual gay is a setback but one where I don’t need to abuse a partner to be satisfied, one life where I may recognize them for their intelligence, talents, compassion, sincerity and happiness

Most cant grasp an asexual, I mean I am hot, nice tool to work with, young, pretty effin kewl if you ask me, compassionate loving, sincere, crazy, intelligent yet it seems that most aren’t willing to recognize those qualities in a person, just simply how they act in the bedroom

Mind you if you were blessed with 12 inches and a prowress sexually that is unbeatable than you are meant for the life you live, but for those striving for enlightenment…the sexual state doesn’t really matter to them, many are addicted to working for example, but to work you have to prove your worth and testify literally to your ability to be sadistic and this is a rather fundamentalist view but  I am detached from the working state and liberated from that state but I too have to deal with the consequences of not having any money for entertainment or pleasure.

Much of work is sadist and this may offend people but each day you are literally giving away 10 hours of your day and another four hours in thoughtform that you cant get back….rightfully so you should be compensated for such a sacrifice but as well not take advantage of that state and most wealthy people are so beyond any level of saving

It seems most people with human qualities are the ones asking you for spare change then spending that money on pot or heroin

Some of my projects to gain enlightenment include putting myself etherically in the dark dingy alley shooting up heroin or the scruffy bearded weirdo eating pie out of the garbage because if you don’t challenge yourself emotionally or enlightenment wise you will get nowhere

Unless you know and understand what is at stake you will never fully comprehend, it is nice for those that go to university prep then excel in their reptilian education program then stare at the window in their elite 70K a year school at the labourers working on the pavement below to understand how lucky they are and mind you much of intellect can be hacked in a sense that intellect can be nurtured with enough money of course

I have always strived for enlightenment above all other qualities – to say goodbye to credit in all forms near age 30 seems silly when some 17 year olds qualify for the gold card and are happily spending it on Chinese made jackets with the fur trim for $1500 a [pop]

Enlightenment it seems escapes 99.99% of society

Will you take the path that is most difficult or the one that offers the most return?

-          Shaun A. Delage

cat soul

I battle my own demons daily and as a victim of project monarch I sometimes question whether I am on the right path or not, whether I should just delete my manifesto and move on.

I am almost too deep into the conspiracy to look back, meanwhile in my real life I have many obstacles and challenges and it is tough to see the positive when you can so rightfully lash out the entire system and its inhabitants around you for being flawed

Essentially what project monarch is, is advanced luciferian sciences and it pervades our entire globe, so recognizing that thoughtform sometimes takes decades to catch up on you

Some may wonder why I haven’t been hauled in by now, I mean I wonder too, I am left alone in relative peace to do my writing these days, I think the system doesn’t know what to do with me

I am pondering several courses of action for the future, I know I don’t want to be a sellout so I just chill out amidst my world, although I have been left behind to do my own thing I cant help but ponder all the names in my reality

The damage has been done, I cant turn back now...The people on my manifesto have been tagged and described...Now I find it difficult to move on but I try

Project monarch is tough to describe because not many people are willing to discuss it in detail nor could they comprehend but I am constantly under the direction of this program and essentially will never escape it, who doesn’t want to be swept away by some wealthy sugardaddy that can solve all my problems haha but part of me doesn’t want to go that route

I mean if the person was willing to accept my inherent asexuality and thinking out of the box and the ability to navigate the cosmos then we would make a good match but other than that I am okay on my own really in abject poverty

I feel I have gone through the route of suffering to better aid my decisions but part of me wonders how a god or Buddha that is watching over me could be so cruel and I am leaning on the belief that there is divinity but that divinity doesn’t get personally involved in the struggles of man, They don’t have jurisdiction over the domain like the luciferian consciousness so were left in the wild west to achieve our total outcome

Part of me wonders how divinity could be so rigid, with millions upon millions suffering this very moment through things like hunger, poverty, sickness

And this world seems like a pseudo repository of sorts

A sick twisted game of choice and illusion, favouring the wealthy

But I only need to look into my own creativity and what I have worked with in the moment and I only need to look at what I have achieved and done to understand the workings of divinity

There are millions that are gods creations yes but they make choices that are inherently evil natured so it throws in a twist of karma

Then I am left with pondering a pig farm massacre and I believe that there could not be a divinity that allows this all to happen.

So the luciferian consciousness must have total global domination over all actions and choices and our reality while divinity works through the mind.

I only need to look at my own life to be reminded that there is divine nature, I mean I don’t have to work ever in my life, I have schizophrenia, nausea, insomnia and nerve damage in my hands

Taking me off of this benefits would essentially be a human rights violation

But in my investigations I can see the seeds being sewn by our governments for the north American union and technically everything can be shifted over to this new paradigm but it would just be an all out devastation if things were to proceed

That is why I have offered my being to testify under oath for this trauma state existentially.

Almost it seems the way we are going cannot exist as it is but what a terrifying time to be alive man oh man we have 2012 looming over the horizon, project monarch things like Satanism and murder, rape, sickness, extreme poverty, lower astral beings being harnessed enmasse and thrown back into the pits of suffering again while on earth, we have this North American union thing, we have countries rife with sex trafficking, welfare states, snuff films, people with nowhere to go and governances that care little about their residents. We have whole continents that are suffering, people without front teeth, those that are envious of beauty, only two tiers of classes now with only the poor to the very wealthy and its almost time to say wow what the fuck do we do now, if you can afford it pass the wine lolz

Things like addictions to soothe our worries, as long as the electrical impulse subsides however so mostly everything is temporary

Some would think being born into North America was a divine birth so to speak but given the challenges we face lately with people literally sleeping in squares in tents and we have a very very sad state of affairs

Luckily some have family or friends that they can live with...luckily some can find solace working labour jobs to achieve a nice paycheque

But what about those that have nothing, that are faced with unmentionable trauma under project monarch that are unable to exert their trauma in the form of a world famous manifesto

What about the cat people that just care about going to the bathroom, eating kibbles, and sleeping
and chavs that care little about selling their souls for material rewards 

What about the nature of the galaxy saying were almost here just be patient and don’t give into the trauma state

We need to start protecting the vulnerable because were losing people every minute of this existence to things like suicide, addictions and sickness

We need to say enough of this reality and ascend to much higher universal realms of thought

We need to look around and thank divinity for what we do have, and not take advantage of it but welcome the blessings of our life with open arms and say goodbye to materialism and greed and start opening your heart to people that need it

We need to welcome things like compassion for suffering, complete happiness, love for things we don’t understand, courage to go places we never dreamed of and the ability to guide and protect others

We need to be open to divinity in all forms rather than suspicious of its nature, for loving sake ur life depends on it 

^.^

-          Shaun A. Delage 

forest rodent

Two beings in love is what the world despises in a sense well better to say the system rather than the world because the world itself would work against the system to bring two souls together to unite.

I was questing after love and frustrated not finding it I came to my own sense of self on the subject

I came to my absolute end point and was so effin sad I could not find a union that connected me with my souls purpose….mind you most people unite to achieve sexual or financial harmony but on my own side of things I connect with my mate and become fixated on achieving our highest potential.

I have begun to realize exactly how flawed I am and how damaged I am and what exactly I bring to the table. It is tough to be me, many may realize that by now. I have always strived after enlightenment and ascension

I guess in ways I want to be a fix all and in ways this blog or church relays my greatest flaw, that I cannot be a fix all to everyone perhaps not even myself

I realize there is a faculty of divine beings running the show but the quest for love leaves me with more questions. In ways I always felt a resonance take over with love, almost telepathically uniting with my lover.

I see myself as not having much to offer but exactly that, my presence may be just enough for the person to come to their own enlightenment

And my husband will be struggling and damaged as well Like I am

I find Love can unite two souls together but essentially isn’t love the greatest struggle that people quest over.

I think for the most part many people are looking for the system we have to all out collapse

In ways it would make things a lot easier on all of us.

Everyone around me in a sense will be suffering and all I can do is stay at the highest possible pinnacle so that I may offer my smile to those that need it.

I have undergone great changes in my life recently, almost this unspoken telepathic bond.

I find my man to be impressive in his nature, kind, loving, caring and beautiful

I just know that I face some difficult challenges considering all the drug use and dimensional sex magic I have been involved in which most would run the other way but I sense my inherent struggles to be enlightenment in this mans eyes which intrigues me

Almost as if nothing phases my soulmate

Two souls uniting and being in love scares the system because anything can be achieved.

Perhaps my lifes purpose is being fulfilled

In a sense you have to be very very careful what you do in the current state of affairs, being in world war three and the 2012 scenario unfolding

Essentially this is the endtimes.

Why would I want to be with those that care nothing for the progression of my soul in a time such as this

Fortunately now my greatest wishes have been answered

To live in a stress free environment in the middle of the forest with a shy and sensitive and intelligent man that cares about me

Not categorized in some concrete shoebox only another number or dollar sign to most

Essentially what anybody figures out, (and many are trapped this very second in situations that are unhealthy)  is that you have to be very very careful where you place your chess piece these days

With the odds stacked up against me, being an enemy of masonry there was an unspoken bond between me and my kindred soul and I was free to go where I please in his arms and feel sheltered and protected by him.

The system itself would be against your union of course because anybody that protects and shields anomalous nature (me) that nature that is hated and despised , brings great consequences

It takes a very strong and admirable character to say – you know what I don’t care if you’re an enemy of mystery …I love you and that’s all that matters

I strongly feel this is the end times, and I have been positioned through divine intervention with people that care for the progression of my soul

To animals we have lost the world long ago

In a sense I am very perceptive to this end times state because I have been in such an isolated state for many years

But humans have ancient purpose and ancient skills awaiting to be found and discovered

You are not what the system relays you are.

You have many many skills that may get overlooked by those around you but I have felt divine essence working mysteriously through my skull to position me in a place where I am almost guaranteed survival

Karmically anybody wants to be free and given the illusions of life to mask the apocalypse state

Me I have been operating as the bishop of the church of techno for many years

What I offer is a complex argument

But unlike what the system relays I have an ancient need to be recognized and valued above all else

I strongly feel that people should look into the current environment for clues about how they are being positioned for this end times.

I don’t see it as some flash in the sky either

But I do see it as a war

A war between the populace versus individuality and the true beings against the illusion

I strongly felt my life didn’t include being in the middle of a shoebox with people that care little of me

But for me to be here with a loving man and his friends to connect and undergo the trials of apocalypse with , and if we die trying believe me it was all worth it because I never took the easy route.

Technically in life I have taken the most difficult route.

I also partook in isolation to achieve enlightenment- not many are willing to go that route

And I was never really that isolated haha being pulled from it to take a cruise on a ship or go to another city or fly across two countries

Kind of ironic that karmically I get rewarded in such a fashion in one of the worst financial collapses in history

And well I just won an ipad so things are looking up for me haha (had to gloat there a bit- but entering contests for years upon years should pay off at some point)

Fulfillment of wishes

I guess in a way I wanted a strong and beautiful understanding man who simply ‘got’ my struggles. A guy that really took the time to get to know me.

Here Love begins.

And anything is possible

-          Shaun A.Delage 

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