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Dog Bunion





You can always garner some sense of your path by your mental state, how much good qualities you possess. Qualities such as love, compassion, sincerity, kindness, affection, forgiveness, happiness, generosity, beauty, humbleness etc
I strongly believe in the power of meditation to achieve enlightenment, and if you are not shown meditation in your life, by going to a retreat or even undertaking the goal of learning through CD’s mp3’s and/or (guided courses) it is a very unfortunate thing, because it means you have good karma in your life if you are shown an ancient method of introspection.
I think the longer you devote to the mind, the better, you can work on your body your whole life but you can’t take it with you, all you take is your spirit and your soul, so anything to work on those things will forward you for eternity.
This past couple decades has been quite a massive shift in the evolution of souls, what we have is quite a few soul’s that are irreparably damaging the nature of their souls through the use of massive amounts of drugs and such with some going into absolute genius and enlightenment like ravers, and others going into vast, dark hell corridors like heroin addicts.
The notion of impermanence can be one of the greatest lessons of all time, nothing is permanent here, we are spinning through a galaxy beyond comprehension that will ultimately change over time, and none of us are given a set time on the planet, we live in an illusion of permanence sometimes with days pitter pattering by with nothing but time. But you and I will die at some point, a lesson from the changing seasons.
For anybody to understand a solid teaching that I can relay soundly proves a challenge because I have been typing away for years here with no real ability to ascertain any sort of communication except what I put out there, I hope to god I have changed somebody for the better, it is almost like an apocalypse for me at times because I don’t really live in the real world much, mostly in the virtual, but I think the greatest lesson that I can relay right now is, to make as much money as ethically possible, you don’t know where things are heading in ten or twenty years, if you dislike the price of food now, imagine what it will be like in 2024. So try your best to make sound decisions with your cash flow, however small or large. Wealth comes in many forms, from residual income to earned, to spiritual cash and karma that is bestowed on people that give to sick animals for example.
Me, I have attacked this money thing full on with very little, and I get almost no help from others, while most have family they can rely on or friends to push them forward, I have relied on myself mostly for quite some time, I still get gifts once and awhile but I feel the pain of the drug addict that has nobody to aid them in distress only themselves and the -$4 they have in their bank account.
Another reason why I see some of my meagre income going towards an array of lotteries is going to help my situation I almost live in this reality full spectrum, I have my virtual world residual income which taught me about residual income and I had the courage to start my writing, then now I am making sales on Amazon so that is pretty damn cool, more possible residual income, then the hospital lotteries drawn from a barrel, then the national lotteries for 10-50 million dollars, then the house lotteries to possibly win a house and rent it out, then the spiritual aspect of reversing my karma through good deeds done on this virtual ministry and through my art, then my contesting-which I do religiously every day. Then you have the meditation, affirmations, manifestation aspect of my life –which I believe are building up for something and I am selling stuff on eBay, etsy, Fiverr etc so all in all I have attacked this reality full on and full spectrum with an array of my individuality
Most people online wish they could just live in a cabin in the woods with wi-fi
Well I get to live that cept wi-fi is bad for you, but we will all eventually be using wi-fi solely
Keep the future in mind while living in the present and begin to ask interesting questions of yourself, you never know where it could lead!

-Shaun A. Delage




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Well the attracting wealth meditation is working, this past year I have won in contests, $1200 for a grocery store, ski passes which I sold for $120, an ipad mini sold that for $260, wallpaper worth $400 sold for $60, another ipad, and the year before that $1200 at a sporting store. I have won quite a bit contesting including an all expenses paid trip to Montreal, and a year of phone service and it’s nice to get the random present of a stuffed panda, Korean fan, cordless phone, moonshoes, spice grinders, etc
When you contest and play the lottery you have to think out of the box, what can I do that nobody else is doing to attract this type of good karma, and it is superbly funny to be a Buddhist yet strive for untold amounts of wealth. I think it has to do with my upbringing and my criminal life, in my childhood there wasn’t much money to go around, so I would sneak into movie theatres and started my life of crime as early as about 7 years old, I was always a kid to take risks, and I received countless pocketfulls of hundred dollar bills when most kids are just aiming to pass midterms.
I think that stuff combined along with having what you know nothing about makes me want this type of karma, because I believe I have learnt my lessons with karma and negativity like crime.
If vipassana meditation had not found me when it did, I would have been in jail by now. It makes me think of the countless people locked up right now, or locked into a prison structure, they have no ability to forward their goals because they are in a never ending cycle of negativity.
I strongly believe that vipassana should find itself in the hearts of criminals, drug dealers, prostitutes, addicts, abuse victims, and even up to the executive branches of government.
I had a paradoxical experience with Vipassana, and it will forever guide me because that is where I learned the essence to my being, and freedom of choice, the freedom to choose differently and it started a process of meditation that I was able to foster into my complex meditation these days.
For many people, playing the lottery is a waste of time and money, but for some people they have no choice, they see no other way out of their prison structure than to dream, and to dream can take you far.
I think many people would look at what I do, I enter contests every day for 45 minutes and maybe win something every few months when they could work for 2 or 3 days to buy the same item, but essentially the item that they bought does not matter as much as the item I have won, because I work very hard to win these things.
My life has been a pleasant array of change lately, with getting a credit card again, and getting my book published, I have been working to get my book out there as an ebook while shopping it to various literary agencies, I think going into places where nobody else would think of going, nor has the time for is essential to an aries guy like me.
But most of my life has quite a bit of blockage, being disabled I don’t have much open to me as far as employment so I have gone and followed my dreams, and also have quite a bit of time to live in pure bliss, meditating my life away, you could ask me if I want something different for myself, when I think of that, I think I have all that I need.
So, I think the attraction meditation is working, and constantly working through parts of my mind that need to be fixed through quiet contemplation. Because we are hardly this physical being that is present, there is much more to each soul than that.
I think it is a difficult time to contest, manifest or dream, because our energy is constantly being sapped into the war horse, or through a working life or spending your life in perpetual schooling.
I think one of the greatest feats of my life has been to spend the last 3,650 Days in relative solitude, meditating and working on my projects, and not feel bored or go absolutely bonkers haha
The past year I have been without a television, mind you I stream stuff from the net, Netflix and a few other shows like amazing race and real housewives, but for the most part feel quite content not giving my energy over to the television. Creatively finding other avenues for your entertainment is the greatest gift you can give yourself.
Just the past few days I downloaded some ‘hemisync’ meditations from 4 shared, it is pretty unusual and pretty cool to listen too, I am only in the first meditation but already have both halves of my brain synced hehe
I have been trying to reverse some negative qualities in myself, like quitting smoking, and stop gambling, but gambling is apart of my nature, I enjoy it. I think I am going to have to speed along with temperance however.
I have quit smoking marijuana completely for about the past year and a half, and it is nice, it easily aggravates my mental illness, even though they are talking about legalization lately, I think if it was easily available I would consider smoking it once and awhile, just this whole prohibition thing lately has been vicious.
We are at a level too that all forms of marijuana can be cultivated by medical patients everything from 420 butter to chapstick to drinks. So I think we are at a pinnacle, and the government will stop torturing us at some point. I strongly believe too that the dimension will be very shaken up by most of the inhabitants smoking pot, because time will slow down and speed up all around us, people will be more reclusive and wont even come out of the apartment in a fire, and there will be more obesity with people feeding their munchies constantly.
I think though that they should legalize, marijuana, mushrooms, xtacy, acid, DMT, and other tribal hallucinogens.
For most people it does not make one ounce of sense that you can go buy three thousand types of liquor and smokes yet cant enjoy a weed or a mushroom cap. It is by far one of the greatest travesties of our age.
Anyways I will head out now, but wanted to send an update and wish all my blogbuddies a good morning, day or night depending on where you are on the globe.

-Shaun A. Delage




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arc angel reading

We are overjoyed on the Heavenly plane for our connection with you this day. We have Heavenly
messages to share with you about your life at this time.
The Archangel Michael steps forward this morning to confirm that you have a natural psychic ability that can
be further developed and expanded if you so choose. In order to develop this beautiful gift, Michael asks you
to pay greater attention to your intuition. This can come in many forms such as an unusual or unexpected
thought, a gut feeling, or a subtle or silent whisper that seems to flow from your heart. You are asked to close
your eyes and be aware of all that you feel around you when time permits. The universe is alive, the earth and
nature are living energies. Michael indicates that whether you know it or not, there is an aspect of you that is
in constant communion with all of creation and therefore also in constant communication with everyone and
everything. It is confirmed that all you need to expand this wonderful ability is already within you. Simply
start to listen to your inner voice and trust your vibes and natural instincts. Archangel Michael will show you
the way and you will be discovering a whole new way of being.
This is also a time of wonderful healing, creativity and love. It is said that love conquers all and the Angels
say this is especially true for you at the moment. Something in your life is being resolved and healed through
love. What was previously barren now becomes fertile. A seed is planted and you are the co-creator. The
Angels want you to know that the conditions are favorable and the timing is right in which a new creation
awaits you. The birth of something new will bring joy and excitement to your life. The forever changing
seasons of eternity turn their invisible wheel and a new cycle now begins in your life and a new image is now
born.
The Angels and Spirit indicate that you radiate much love and wisdom, yet you stand firmly in your own truth
as well. From this standpoint, you are able to see beyond the veil of illusion. The Angels share with you this
message today to reflect these qualities within yourself. You are advised to stand your ground with regards to
a particular person or issue in your life at this time. The Angels ask you to stand within your own truth and do
not be swayed by another person's beliefs, opinions, or views. If something does not feel right to you, then it
is truly not. The Angels ask for you to trust your intuition and gut feeling this time. Be true to yourself. You
can respect another person's views without having to change your own value system. If it does not align with
your values, then the Angels ask you to not take it on.Spirit brings this last message directly from the Heavens indicating that positive news and a positive outcome
is near. The anxious await is nearly over and a time of celebration is coming. You will soon receive good
news, as this may come from a land far away or it may come from someone close to you. In any case, an issue
of major importance will have a positive outcome in the near future. This may relate to you personally or
someone dear to you. Either way, you will feel a great relief and you will now rest easy in the knowledge that
all was well. The Angels ask you to thank the Heavens for this blessing and give thanks to the earth and stars
as well. Remember that your life is forever held in their eternal embrace. Whether you know it or not, you are
always surrounded by unconditional love and they send you this confirmation now.
The angels indicate that you've been dreaming about something of importance to you and they ask you to keep
focused on your dream at this time. They confirm with me that you will soon achieve a goal that you have set
out for yourself. Your hard work and persistence is about to pay off. They ask you to realize that you deserve
all of the success that is coming your way and ask you to acknowledge this to yourself as you celebrate your
achievements. The Angels ask you to thank the universe including Creator and your Guardian Angels for this
blessing in the knowledge that all you do is a co-creation with the higher powers that be. They confirm that
you need to refocus your attention back to the task at hand and do not lose sight of your original purpose and
intention. This is only the beginning; much more can be accomplished provided you keep focused on your
dream at this time.
Your hard work and persistence is about to pay off. They ask you to realize that you deserve all of the success
that is coming your way and ask you to acknowledge this to yourself as you celebrate your achievements. The
Angels ask you to thank the universe including Creator and your Guardian Angels for this blessing in the
knowledge that all you do is a co-creation with the higher powers that be. They confirm that you need to
refocus your attention back to the task at hand and do not lose sight of your original purpose and intention.
This is only the beginning; much more can be accomplished provided you keep focused on your dream at this
time. You are asked to remember what is truly important to you. It may be helpful to set a new goal as well
and this could be bigger and more fulfilling than you have ever imagined!
Divine Blessings

and another =

I focused about your question. I feel you are on the
right way. I feel you are only at the beginning in fact.
I feel you will have spiritual journey in 2014.
It will be a physical trip too as a pilgrimage.
I feel it will be a key for your future well-being.
I feel you a have a special connection with the spirits.
“God is gracious” is your name!
This is not a coincidence (in former Hebrew).
I feel you have in you the spirit to be a leader, to help.
I feel your career must be in this way. I see people
listen to you as a teacher.
You will success. I feel a meeting, a spiritual meeting in
2014. Your sense of art will help you to create links.
Be confident.
I hope I helped you


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Belief in anything other than mystery and the supernatural seems to be illusion
Thinking back to my astral travels I can tell they are quite involved epic sagas
Most aren’t aligned with the astral worlds, which is sad
I don’t know what it is but some have far more superior blood than the rest or ancient bloodline, or better power animals that they haven’t offended in the process
I like to say I have a full astral body and not just a telescope per se because after the fact I remember having relations with many men
And most just have either a smaller sight realm or simply the telescope
I find it brutal to know that I cannot control my travels
I like to equate my astral sight to the multitudes of rave drugs I consumed rendering me fully aware astrally but I did walk a dangerous path
Which is why I advocate the use of herbs tonics and substances which will alter your consciousness and perception
Not going out to a street corner to buy smack god no, research the many herbs that are there to assist your astral sight
And I believe strongly that things like marijuana should be legalized along with 90% of liberal society
The biggest issue I see with that in the mainstream is that time would in effect slow down or alter or speed up at whim
Currently because it is illegal there is only traces of that confounding dilemma available
Smoke it when you’ve got it and smoke it till you’re a hundred
I don’t think big/pig pharma is to blame, I believe that the labs could offer some strains of marijuana that don’t give you tons of munchies and also the paranoia
Most people when they smoke, relate that it gives off a lot of paranoia
But…if you simply look at it as such then you are paranoid haha
It also gives kudos to realms of creativity, tantric psychic expression and the ultimate power – to be aligned with universal consciousness
And I don’t doubt it will be legalized in our lifetime
I just don’t want to be 75 yrs old before I can go buy a pack of herb at the gas/grass station lolz
Many people have their thing, like drinking wine, or smoking coke on the weekends or clubbing/energy vampirism, rave drugs or whatever or some are sex addicts some are food addicts so it is funny to be able to relay any sense of official standing on 420 if you just reach for the double vodka and juice.
We live in a very confusing time to be alive and much of the world is setup like this – like a dimensional playground and it seems the only ones able to enjoy the dimension to the fullest degree are the ones that sell pieces of their soul continuously or go right out and sell the soul and not many people know what it takes to sell a soul, my guess is it involves secret societies, blood, orgies and sacrifice along with some level of mutilation
But when you sell the soul your financed for life
Nobody gets this when they walk around, the system is setup for these hybridic rich people and not the actual human beings levels of your phone company or medical records or banking information on an official level are funny because there is levels to society that we don’t understand and there are levels that are untouchable
And there is untouchable or people above the law, thanks to politics people that get a 50 car motorcade when they go into another country and this is meant to dissuade the regular people into serving these initiated sellouts
We see fragments of universalism in our waking lives with major events and other gossip
The universe has a weird way of making amends to the greater populace
Definitely not a time to give up however
Keep going strong and don’t furget to smile at that cutie checking you out !
-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage 



ticking life






Well I cant help but feel somewhat nomadic lately, leaving home, moving into a mysterious and enchanted forest cabin in the woods, surrounded by birds singing, deer feeding,
Now I am off to Vancouver with a backpack and gonna stay there for 2 weeks or so
I really like catsitting because cats make me think about the nature of souls, I question why I wasn’t born a cat but I probably was, haha
Without cats and dogs humans would die (I am serious- we would lose many people if we didn’t have these loyal pets as our friends)
They are the soulmate you don’t have to win over, or the daughter or son you never could have, a shoulder to cry on, something to nuzzle into and something that loves you unconditionally
Part of me wonders if they are aware of exactly how expansive the world is, I bet when they walk outside they seem a bit schizophrenic. Humans humans everywhere they must wonder
I walk my cat in the forest and it seems like the three souls that needed to unite through a chaotic millennium shift did happen and needed to happen
I strongly believe my new man has the forecast to be long term, while I am throwing out titles like roomie and room mate I understand deep in my heart that he has the qualities I have been longing for and searching for in a man
Everyone has things they are dealing with but my out of the blue bursts of schizophrenic and imaginative dialogue has him on his toes, I see an equal exchange of enlightenment between us and an equal level of communication and I see him as equal and he sees me
I am going to miss my forest nook, my barn cat/stew cat and my new mysterious aquarian
He almost gets to witness the madness of an aries world
Welcome to ARIES 2012 haha on top of it all I turn 30 tomorrow
Kind of an epic bday
My last living situation was stable and materialistic
Now I give it more stability more serenity and more spirituality
I only believe in love above all else, and that makes me an oddity in the world, I have seen the evils of wealth and it isn’t really much I want to obtain in that department
It would be nice to be wealthy don’t get me wrong but I think you have to learn some serious life lessons to effectively handle wealth and do well with it otherwise you end up some sellout old hybrid reptilian
It is tough to go through the world being out of touch with reality but I only have searched for things that would bring me enlightenment
Part of me moving to a forest cabin with a beautiful man is the work of the divine in my opinion
It is the manifestation of my hopes, goals, dreams and survival in case society goes nuts….but I am not in it for the survival although having a serene mountain man as my guide would be fortunate
Somebody that knows how to cut down a tree, trap a rabbit, caulk a gun, plant veggies, pull weeds
Somebody that has made their life as serene as possible is the most fortunate circumstance
But that is not what I was hoping for. What I have been longing for is a man to love and respect me that is kind, sincere, honest, happy, caring, sensitive, and skilled in his own regard
I have no idea how to paint a bathroom or fix a shelf likewise he may get a few chapters penned the wrong way in his novella but we each bring enlightenment to each other
My greatest fear it seems is being loved, I have been loved at times but it was always a different love, a material love, a forgotten love, a painful love, a strictly sexual love, a poor love
But to find an impressive smile and an immaculate being was my only goal, honest eyes, caring nature
This is what people sing about
Now I am in Vancouver and I will be here for a few weeks
Expect some more discourses because I will have time on my hands
Happy spring blogbuddies
-Shaun A. Delage


Beaky wing




Many don’t ponder what it is like to be different, sure the possibilities are endless in society much like a virtual world where anything could happen.
For me personally second life is an avenue that people have been dreaming about for centuries, to hop into an avatar and be somebody else, and be a character in a video game
But what if life were different – What if I was blind perhaps, and could only see darkness around me, or perhaps being born into a body of a cow only to be slaughtered while still alive
Many should be thankful for what they do have
Me my relationship with divinity is bittersweet because I view divine nature as somewhat bitter in it’s reasoning. How could an all loving god make millions suffer while the folks here in the west can get anything they wish to eat if they have ten dollars on them
So to be thankful for what you do have is the ultimate lesson
Many are not gifted with an old soul either, nor spirituality that isn’t jaded with gods to worship and frocks to wear
Ultimately conspiracy may be my religion but I have faith in divine essence
That power that gives me the beauty of sight, the choice to walk down the street with my legs in tact
The power to have an orgasm and the power to smile.
I have come to terms with the earthbound devils in full comprehension and while the luciferian mind is perplexed that it has not won over my soul in entirety
I am very patient
Awaiting the enlightenment of the entire human race.
If it means the destruction of the matrix so that the illuminists will all run into their bunkers and hide then so be it
I don’t want to say my life is entirely illusion
I do believe there is a supreme being but I believe more so that there is a faculty of divine beings charting the course of the cosmos and this being one of millions of the exact same self similar repeating realities
There is not much to lose in apocalypse
Being gifted with not only astral vision but an astral body to have sex with bodybuilders proves wonderful
It not only teaches me that there is much more to reality and my current reality doesn’t really exist as much, some furniture, a few identification cards, a human male body with an enormous penis no I am just kidding haha humble me lol
Um to go on …a few computers and some blankets, no debt thankfully But essentially this and things like my hair and teeth are definitely mine but in losing all touch with this reality there is not much of any of can lose
Being gifted with astral sight also teaches me that there is an expansive journey to be had, and my being confined in this reality Imprisoned like most by lack of money because I haven’t sold my soul proves challenging
Somehow I ended up with the three poorest professions money wise, writer, priest and artist haha
Too funny – But I am incredibly wealthy in spirituality and character
Many don’t thank the divine essence for what they do have and many are oblivious as to what exactly they are gifted with, while it is forcefed down our throats that there is seven billion people here currently that number is illusion when you think of it because really in your individual perception there is only one.
That one, is the nature of the satanic mind trying to encapsulate your soul into its realm
Mind you the hell realms are not so bad, there is still cruise ships and shopping and cities and transport etc but imagine going on a north Korean cruise ship with open pots for toilets or you go to an asian mall and walk by clothing only to find that open pot in the middle of the room and this is where you do not want to reside
Thankfully due to my lifes work I will not be harnessed into these lower realms when the time comes and I can face the supreme deceiver in the face and tell that individual or faculty of satanic individuals how little they mean to me because I am confident that I have done my lifes work tirelessly so that I will attain evolution into the vast buddhic or heavenly dimensions rather than digress because I made a contract in blood oath to sell the nature of my soul
Karma in a way cheated me, so I have that going for me, initiating great suffering in the form of my self inflicted suicide attempt before I went into criminality so in a sense I was robbed of my humanity and my dignity
So angry me, at the force that initiated my almost death through an initiated bloodline hybrid that I went on a years long crime spree then you add in the solar ritual involving the queen and her walkabout and I am left with way more questions than answers about my life, but I am realizing that at the time of that walkabout (and it is all in my trauma manifesto) pope john paul 2 was pope and the world was fruitful and loving
Then everything started to digress into the all out fascist corporate dictatorship we see now in our very presence and many of us are scared right now because nobody knows what is going to happen this year so people are on edge
Psychological operations are in full force and we may never know what exactly is happening overseas or whatever for quite some time, homebound slaves we are being fed state media and there is no avenue for creativity, adoration, expression etc
I feel cursed, not only my choices but my entire life. I am in prison without actually being locked up
In an internal prison only given a few more dollars than I have and this is what most people are going through just trying to keep their head above water because who wants to be eating pie out of the garbage can when you can sit in your ritzy 22nd floor condo eating lobster
But the western culture is severely flawed because we do not recognize poverty as an art
Poor people are wealthy in character and make very sound decisions with their money
The wealthy are careless and addicted with theirs and they only support fellow wealthy businesses and people in achieving their goals
Just when you are living in a world filled with hatred and a new nazi pope, child sex scandals, monarch slavery, the Satanist mind carefully watching you through millions of sets of eyes including your own, a world riddled with poverty and sickness, racism, class war, and world war three including the end of the world paranoia we have quite the quagmire to ponder and most people just have given up and don’t explore their own mind enough to feel confident
Me the thought hit me….ONE MORE YEAR here
One more year
If this 2012 stuff does happen
My prison sentence is one more year.
I will not be confined further by a fictitious elusive and satanic natured currency, I will not have to answer to anybody but my creator, I will be able to look death square in the eye and say thankfully due to my visions you don’t matter
I will not be stocking up on pales of rice and stuff because I believe if it is my time to go then it is my time to go, I know I will be greeted by thousands on the other side that I have helped, including some handsome astral bodybuilders *wink* I will be welcomed into the real reality because I have gained a sense of composure regarding my soul’s purpose
It would be nice to be wealthy and to have millions of dollars yes but what good is that if you just waste it all on heroin lol
Maybe my life is that of a poor techno monk so be it – I couldn’t ask for anything more supreme because I own my soul, I don’t have to submit myself to insane hazing rituals to get more cash flow or jack one out with a group of old pervs in the lodge to finance my existence or drink blood out of a skull or eat a cake of blood and menstrual fluid
God lol
I am happy living on my rations and being a conduit, (perhaps the only one in my region or awareness) of matrix techno universalism
It almost feels like it is me against the world at this point in my confined reality under virtual house arrest with the seeming freedom to walk the concrete jungle but when I go out on my walks some people can be very mean or nasty with their eyes or for example the other day a guy purposefully set out to scare me by lunging at me while walking
This teaches me that there is no heaven here
We are in a paradoxical purgatory of sorts, perhaps most of us are already dead I don’t know
Perhaps you needed to murder somebody to get into this dimension, hence the almost bitterness of divinity in handing out rations lol
I don’t pretend to have all the answers but I do have faith
Faith in the future, in my essence being transported to a much more enlightened society than this sick and twisted playspace for elites
Would be nice to belong to a culture that resonates with creativity, intellectualism, love, happiness, evolution, ascension, and enlightenment.
Our culture is very much like an orgasm, could you imagine if we had a perpetual orgasm oh my lord life would be fucked haha but no the orgasm is literally 10 seconds long if you’re lucky and laced with that is the possibility of HIV or pregnancy or whatever so paradoxical
Just would be nice to belong to a society that is profoundly in tune with the universal nature rather than just how much material wares you own or how much Tupperware is in ur cupboard
I have faith that the countdown is taking place and my soul will be retrieved and brought back home.
-          Shaun A. Delage   




intelligent infusion



I kind of feel bad in a way for making people that read my words question their reality
In essence what is reality but a carefully hacked illusion of continuous pain
It is in a sense material prosperity and seeming freedoms to go in a restricted reality anywhere you wish
But we deal with complexities such as debt and Satanism and illusion playing out all around
I have been pondering god in totality lately and in a sense I wonder if god itself is an all great entity such as the luciferian consciousness or perhaps they are closely intermingled in one being
I have been pondering my actions as the Canadian super thief and temple prostitute
While my actions in the moment may have proved abhorrent later on after ten years I am able to say wow that was not me, but that luciferian consciousness working through me to achieve what exactly
Well in essence I wanted enlightenment but not just for me, for my readers, my devotees and my friends and relations.
These days I don’t think of snatching somebody’s purse and running or jacking one out with some old goof
Actually I think to myself the karma I carry is quite paradoxical and I can be brought in at any moment to be imprisoned for my multitudes of crimes but somehow I stay free and able to go where I please
Now those concerned about my safety I only say this
I am carefully observed, my cell phone has tracking enabled , every email and phone conversation is carefully logged and tracked and my whereabouts are tracked via infared 3-D imaging from satellites
Why? and well i am not too worried about the people on my manifesto as they were most likely put under surveillence long ago when I first published my manifesto, watching me is a cheap endeavour since I barely leave the house and only operate at night 
What makes me so special
Well I am anomalous and I threatened the destruction of the matrix which was detailed by my fraternal brother Keanu Reeves
But as well I am not the end
Far greater and more powerful entities will be incarnated as we speak to replace me in instructing the masses, thankfully because of my struggles I am set free from a life of slavery so as to not bring further injury to my hands, tendons, and motor function
What am I but the incarnated Christ consciousness which is basically just solar energy and there are various methods to understand this nature out there but what really it comes down to is your own interpretation of the Christ
Many would say …how could a christ be in a quarter native gay poor man from Victoria BC
Well there are many incarnations like me, but technically in my own perception I am the only one on earth. The earth has been waiting thousands of years for my divine instruction and likewise there are hundreds if not thousands of the same nature operating on earth
Oh he needs a divine birth and three wise men and a star
Haha I wish it was that easy
ALL births are equal to my divinity and to my nature
Except some choose to stray away from the ultimate power and go into the ultimate pits of filth and despair and addiction........................................
Where if you remain in absolute beauty, love, happiness, compassion, enlightenment, honesty and friendliness
This is the ultimate power of divinity my friends
Not materialism, hatred, suspicion, negativity, mean-ness, pain, trauma, abuse, sadism, and neglect
The most ultimate and impressive creation is around you this very moment since you are blessed to read these words by somebody with such injuries sustained learning the truth and thankfully I will be able to type for decades more since my injuries at this point only include nerve damage not tendon or whatever
This is the Christ consciousness and you are blessed with it this very moment
He is damaged, and sad and abused but he continues on and keeps going
He is loving, happy, beautiful and compassionate to suffering because unlike his own enemies he has received the ultimate lessons of creation in the form of torture and trauma
Essentially I brought it on myself to become an enlightened being but only because I am sick and tired of incarnating into one of countless dimensions that are the exact self similar repeating circumstance for all of time
Time for evolution, ascension, enlightenment….
-          Shaun A. Delage


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Two beings in love is what the world despises in a sense well better to say the system rather than the world because the world itself would work against the system to bring two souls together to unite.
I was questing after love and frustrated not finding it I came to my own sense of self on the subject
I came to my absolute end point and was so effin sad I could not find a union that connected me with my souls purpose….mind you most people unite to achieve sexual or financial harmony but on my own side of things I connect with my mate and become fixated on achieving our highest potential.
I have begun to realize exactly how flawed I am and how damaged I am and what exactly I bring to the table. It is tough to be me, many may realize that by now. I have always strived after enlightenment and ascension
I guess in ways I want to be a fix all and in ways this blog or church relays my greatest flaw, that I cannot be a fix all to everyone perhaps not even myself
I realize there is a faculty of divine beings running the show but the quest for love leaves me with more questions. In ways I always felt a resonance take over with love, almost telepathically uniting with my lover.
I see myself as not having much to offer but exactly that, my presence may be just enough for the person to come to their own enlightenment
And my husband will be struggling and damaged as well Like I am
I find Love can unite two souls together but essentially isn’t love the greatest struggle that people quest over.
I think for the most part many people are looking for the system we have to all out collapse
In ways it would make things a lot easier on all of us.
Everyone around me in a sense will be suffering and all I can do is stay at the highest possible pinnacle so that I may offer my smile to those that need it.
I have undergone great changes in my life recently, almost this unspoken telepathic bond.
I find my man to be impressive in his nature, kind, loving, caring and beautiful
I just know that I face some difficult challenges considering all the drug use and dimensional sex magic I have been involved in which most would run the other way but I sense my inherent struggles to be enlightenment in this mans eyes which intrigues me
Almost as if nothing phases my soulmate
Two souls uniting and being in love scares the system because anything can be achieved.
Perhaps my lifes purpose is being fulfilled
In a sense you have to be very very careful what you do in the current state of affairs, being in world war three and the 2012 scenario unfolding
Essentially this is the endtimes.
Why would I want to be with those that care nothing for the progression of my soul in a time such as this
Fortunately now my greatest wishes have been answered
To live in a stress free environment in the middle of the forest with a shy and sensitive and intelligent man that cares about me
Not categorized in some concrete shoebox only another number or dollar sign to most
Essentially what anybody figures out, (and many are trapped this very second in situations that are unhealthy)  is that you have to be very very careful where you place your chess piece these days
With the odds stacked up against me, being an enemy of masonry there was an unspoken bond between me and my kindred soul and I was free to go where I please in his arms and feel sheltered and protected by him.
The system itself would be against your union of course because anybody that protects and shields anomalous nature (me) that nature that is hated and despised , brings great consequences
It takes a very strong and admirable character to say – you know what I don’t care if you’re an enemy of mystery …I love you and that’s all that matters
I strongly feel this is the end times, and I have been positioned through divine intervention with people that care for the progression of my soul
To animals we have lost the world long ago
In a sense I am very perceptive to this end times state because I have been in such an isolated state for many years
But humans have ancient purpose and ancient skills awaiting to be found and discovered
You are not what the system relays you are.
You have many many skills that may get overlooked by those around you but I have felt divine essence working mysteriously through my skull to position me in a place where I am almost guaranteed survival
Karmically anybody wants to be free and given the illusions of life to mask the apocalypse state
Me I have been operating as the bishop of the church of techno for many years
What I offer is a complex argument
But unlike what the system relays I have an ancient need to be recognized and valued above all else
I strongly feel that people should look into the current environment for clues about how they are being positioned for this end times.
I don’t see it as some flash in the sky either
But I do see it as a war
A war between the populace versus individuality and the true beings against the illusion
I strongly felt my life didn’t include being in the middle of a shoebox with people that care little of me
But for me to be here with a loving man and his friends to connect and undergo the trials of apocalypse with , and if we die trying believe me it was all worth it because I never took the easy route.
Technically in life I have taken the most difficult route.
I also partook in isolation to achieve enlightenment- not many are willing to go that route
And I was never really that isolated haha being pulled from it to take a cruise on a ship or go to another city or fly across two countries
Kind of ironic that karmically I get rewarded in such a fashion in one of the worst financial collapses in history
And well I just won an ipad so things are looking up for me haha (had to gloat there a bit- but entering contests for years upon years should pay off at some point)
Fulfillment of wishes
I guess in a way I wanted a strong and beautiful understanding man who simply ‘got’ my struggles. A guy that really took the time to get to know me.
Here Love begins.
And anything is possible
-          Shaun A.Delage