The path of suffering right now is immense to some and it is
true that things like alcohol and drugs can add to the problems, but for some
they need to escape from the confines of boredom
What most don’t realize is that the matrix keeps adding
new paradigms layering on and on for us
to understand…the future matrix’s are being developed as we see in front of us
Many older generations understand that the world is definitely
not what it used to be.
For real divinity to work you need to understand what
divinity is, that is why I advocate everyone sitting still for about 15 minutes
and just having an awareness of breath, awareness of breath is divine nature at
work
It is helping you breathe every moment, and quadrillions of
other species, for more advanced meditators they are aware of more advanced
sensations through the body
Like tingling in the scalp after you think of something or
pain around the body or shifting and flowing sensations etc or for some, waves
of sensations that are unexplainable
Most go through life committing atrocities and are not aware
of their own divine state, they may be satanic or whatever but it is divine
nature that keeps them alive, of course I always am in tune with the more
hidden realms, being a night owl, and there is probably countless beings in
charge of watching over you, recording your crimes and sins but also working to
avert disaster
Suicide itself is something that is hitting us all around,
and if you must give up well that is your choice, it isn’t easy to give up I can
tell you that, me personally I am happy I didn’t lose my life at 15 because I
would most likely be in a hell realm for committing murder
Essentially the body is not you. You are consciousness,
count yourself lucky that you were not born an animal without real free range
but your body is never your property, material wise it belongs to Satanism but
spiritually, well that is up to you in each choice, most people are inherently
divine but some can be very evil and you hear of this evil all the time, in a
matrix that glorifies evil
One may think they are reasonably intelligent as well but
truth is there are vast numbers of people that are far superior intelligence
wise, when I begin each discourse I never have it mapped, but this is the skill
of the writer and priest, my words may be common stock to most but to the
cattle of society they would easily dismiss my discourses as the rantings of a
paranoid lunatic
To some I speak with I far supercede them in intelligence,
compassion and mystery
To others that have a masters in business in mathematics
they have thought about what I have to say a dozen times already. I have worked
to understand my writing talent and why would I have a blog up and write
endless discourses with no payment or foreseeable benefits
For me, it is merit making, much of the reason why I wanted
to keep one sole manifesto up on the church because I believe it will help some
younger naïve soul to achieve their own level of quantifiable enlightenment
They are better to understand the nature of suffering and
conspiracy and begin to work within the confines of their own life to make
magic, many of us are trying to recover after centuries left in the hidden
worlds and astral worlds and to actually obtain a human body far outnumbers any
lottery or jackpot considering the human body is worth 55 billion dollars
You may laugh making $22 an hour at your job or $10 for some
haha but that is the true essence of the human birth is you have learnt your
lessons and worked to understand the nature of your life in a birth
To many the days, are boring and monotonous and there is no
level of magic or existentialism
Others have to walk down powerful levels of suffering like I
have and be able to wait out our prison sentence here, and it is not a bad
place to be in prison
Prison can be internal as well, or for some it is simpler
than that, like not having a sexual partner for longer than a week or not
getting as much on your cheque
The true old souls so to speak are so damn exhausted in
reality they may seem like they are on a whole other level and it seems the
newer incarnates are willing to submit their being for the easiest path to
material wealth which happens to be selling your soul in blood oaths
I cant tell you I have all the answers but to me the essence
of life seems to be to be able to chart your souls future beyond here, and this
is where the traps lay in life, they have hacked every sound and angle in the
psyche and there remains very little that has not been discovered by some
advanced etheric warrior from centuries ago
Problem is, there is no way to find out who we really are,
after thousands of these births and multi millions of worlds almost exactly
like this one, and this is the most commonly recurring curse on humanity is
familiarity
For some the excel at math, others are masters in labour,
countless beings thrive writing and some are sexual adepts or material barons.
There is no way to say, I am better than you but society it seems has been
easily lead astray with the notion you are how successful you are and how much
material wealth you obtain
My bank is royal bank of Canada, and I was looking at the
website the other day and they have branches all over the USA and the
Caribbean. Just imagine the life that the common teller lives, being able to
handle all the secrets as a literal priestess of finance then be able to save
up and transfer to the bank on the beach
Most are living in a reality so detached from purpose that
they don’t get it, we idolize these unhuman qualities in life like fame,
materialism and sexuality when it could be argued that most of these qualities
could be contrived as illusion
And the ones that you get a glimpse of, in wealth brackets
far beyond anything standard in society are literally not human by that point. My
reality doesn’t make for reptiles or invisibles controlling me like a puppet
because I have cast away all of that. Hence why I am a poor chav from british Columbia
instead of what some would be a vice president of a bank by now, but it is true
that the most that ‘make it’ have been helped along phenomenally by those that
they are close too, so the university and condo and car paid for but truth is
not everyone gets these types of benefits, strong argument is that it is karmic
For most with motivational issues they just plug along
keeping themselves alive but what is the purpose of being a director for some
wealthy foundation if you just go home and drink your liver to death and hire
the next young thing that needs $120
So to say it simply those that have the most have very
little in essence because they were never challenged, they were simply
fortunate enough to be born under wealthy parents or whatever
People that have abusive backgrounds, and then perpetuate
that abuse, then feel so overcome with grief of the two intermingling that most
do choose to take their own life, what life throws at us is not this utopian
futuristic paradise that everyone sees around them but a level where most
people are literally living in the 1900’s still, with a few benefits, and
powers that be are hard to overcome
Most people are so caught up with what god thinks or what
sins others have committed and most are literally possessed by religions like Christianity,
Buddhism, being muslim etc that they have lost all sense of reality
This is why I enjoy the church as it is, I have dreams of
one day founding a meditation center specializing in nocturnal techno
meditation in the forest or city or whatever but a loosely construed chav faith
is easy for people to understand and begin to comprehend
For those that wonder the church on this site (church of
techno-in case your wondering where you are lol) averages about 80 people a
week and of those 80 aprox. 30 or so are repeat blogbuddies
I have never really made much money off this site and the
meaning of it all escapes me, a pseudo journal and performance art reinvented
with a glorious title and graphic and a manifesto to show you how I came to
this point. What is my purpose?
That’s for you to decide
-
Shaun A. Delage
