AppLe LollYpoP

My path is vastly different from every other persons on earth, but my ability to relay some of my lessons better help and aid others I feel. Lately I have had the fortune of reuniting with some of my rave family from 18 years ago, and I think to myself, god that was eighteen years ago, and I think of the illusions of time and I have been flooded with memories of that time recently.

I was in a time of ignorance at that point, I was only selfishly driven through teenage ignorance and pretty damn vain, and the greatest lesson we all learn is that we all lose some of our youth as time goes on. So we can’t always rely on what we see in the mirror.

The greatest Buddhist lessons include that everything is in the mind. This would seem silly to a teenager whom is trying solely to alter their reality.

Well that time ago was chaos, and quite a bit of mystery in life, while some circumstances were solely related to the mysteries of life. I can say now that my future is a bit more predictable now that I am working with the mind to train it and to guide it in the direction I feel is best for me and my family.

When you are that young you don’t worry about things like retirement, vet bills or even your credit rating. You go about life burning bridges and laughing it off, and only begin to reflect on the harm you caused decades later.

One of the greatest manifestations I live by these days in reflection of my teenagehood and young adult hood is the process of asking for forgiveness. I don’t ask people to forgive me, unless it is needed but I ask the universe for forgiveness and I also ask the universe that I may begin to forgive myself. I think this is a very strong process and I feel there were quite a few dozen times where I needed to BEG for forgiveness, and only one of those times will need a lifetime of asking for forgiveness for the harm I have done.

I strongly believe I wasn’t bad per se but I needed to go through the process of crime or addiction to better understand the process of forgiving myself, and ultimately letting the universe dictate whom I will receive ultimate forgiveness from. I don’t want to go heavily into my stories and such but some of it was just pure insanity like stuffing 10k in my pocket that didn’t belong to me x5 or selling drugs at raves or hurting a friend and even kissing a girl while I was so fucking high I didn’t have a clue what I was doing lol but when you work with the mind you begin to understand that life is not paying for your mistakes but what you can learn from them.

My path of crime leaves me battered and torn and ashamed because I was so good at it, and I wanted desperately what I was void of, that being wealth and prestige. So the harm I inflicted on others was shared in the same sense because the universe was very very cunning to allow me an equal dose directed my way probably times a thousand (x1000) so I was not equipped to face some of the challenges that came my way at times because of how naïve I was.

I swear some of these old pensioners living on $800 a month must chuckle as a hybrid 19 year old walks by with a 20k credit limit on their visa cards sitting in their back pocket, with a designer $400 dye job and Vuitton sidebag.

Thankfully Buddhism found me when I was most suffering, and it allowed me to calm my racing thoughts, take care and control of my destiny and allow me an ultimately free and ever reaching tool to enlightenment being meditation, because I have probably spent countless lifetimes dealing with all this nonsense and no tools to stop it. What used to amuse me when I was 19 was a $400 buffet breakfast with 4 hot guys (two being twins) lol and now the funny things amuse me the most like finding out an old friend is doing well and is in a fortunate existence away from harm, or taking care of a cat and feeding it medicine, or giving squirrels some seeds and cranberries.

To say that I have come 360 degrees is an understatement because it involves a fractalized sacred geometrical 4-D shift in thought and grace. A life void of illusion is a beautiful life indeed.

18 years seems like a long time, but when you think of it, the memories and events are virtually timeless and I only want to shape the next 18 years into something woven into a gay fairytale

-Shaun A. Delage

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Until I find him.
This whole illusion will fall, and I don’t mind taking the karmic tow.
My own internal illusion will fall.
The external 3-D illusion.
Nothing will ever progress.
With so much sadness.
In the most sacred of beings heart.
Solace for the future.
The love is traumatic, until you find the right soul.
For me it is a guy, a beautiful one in spirit.
I know he would know me instantly.
It is a funny notion to arrange to meet.
After all of this time.
He would love me instantly.
I would not have to stress or worry.
In ways I wouldn’t need much.
Just to be able to meet his lips and kiss.
Something he has been training for.
I guess in a way he would have everything taken care of.
Even if he doesn’t it would be fun to try together.
Laying in his arms and figuring out a path together.
Subliminated ideology goes out the window.
When you speak in the language of love.
I just hope he enjoys every bite of divinity...
In its truest and most complete immaculate form.
Because that is what I am here for.
My most supreme and highest love.

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Tigger station -


To be in renunciation, to train in the depths of poverty.
Yet remain in a self that has evolved class wise above most others.
Yet not much to relay in speech.
Comfort in written word.
Timeless nature of self.
The future looks upon me with orgasmic love.
Finality to a being yet substance without safety.
Song of the heart.
Whispers of the soul.
Thoughts of the most evolved.
The most passionate bold love that would hit this dimension,
Would take over by the blazen figurative ideology of both beings.
The dark hair unites and the smiles just can’t stop.
A force that is unstoppable.
Being kept apart for so long would have both alone and literally dying inside.
An illusory world filled with so much hate.
Our kiss would make each other feel complete
And would vibrate into every force of our beings.
But not just that – a kiss with the tongue.
Surrounded by a hundred candles, some fresh flowers and some oils in warm water.
To massage his gleaming back.
To feel every bit of him under my hands.
To kiss him, and help him understand that this took a lot of effort.
But the first meeting and most nerve racking interaction would happen once and be a bliss moment.
But there is always the notion that it can happen every single day of our lives together.
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2 more VocAb -

Anything is possible.
However the suffering without each other is immense.
The radiated eyes of belief.
The soul of passion.
The force of self.
The being of life.
I want to see him.
I want to unite.
I want to taste his bicep, if he doesn’t have one a lick will suffice.
Timeless theories of self.
Thoughts of more beings on earth.
Feelings of only the few.
Thoughts of many.
Timeless sense of being.
Thoughts of one.
Feelings of desire.
Thoughts of chaos.
Timeless desire of independence.
Thoughts if intrigue.
feelings of elusive reality.
Theorizing of inclusion of mind.
Tranced into belief of spectrum.
Yet mindful of the process of protection.
Those that see you and I are nothing in a sense.
Until I look at them and fully see their soul.
The elemental is never beyond touch.
But more-so those that govern have only... One shaded self.
No spectrum.
No elemental.
My world is run on mystery.
Yet revealing the greater war on humanity, and independent thought.
Why my beautiful soul remains here to witness this.
Is made apparent each day I live.
Only to live a life with purpose.
A life of humane treatment and dignity.
A life of calm thought-form.
A life of solitude and bliss.
In the eternal wisdom of the enlightened ones.
May you attach yourself.
Feel their living energy for the natural and loving progression, of your beautiful and meaningful soul. Amazing most
splendid theory.
Of corrupted self amidst theory.
Or self inclined to theory, or being of natural symbiance to theory.
Self amidst trauma yet trauma exists only within.
Having faith in a higher power which only comes from within.
Being gracious amidst the people that will gladly see you fall.
I find many others have faithful interludes with independence.
Beauty and love. Amidst madness and chaos

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Comparitive interests -

She wonders why I am so akin to her.
When the only thing I want is to feel her emotions
The intergenerational love affair
Before this old lady was my inherent need for a desire so strong
And with that I felt love but it was nothing.
Until I found the young woman of my dreams
Whom I love to this day
And she loves me with complete and utter ambivalence

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Waking earth -

Obsessive love to natural theory.
Quite insanity when somebody proposes a new idea.
Articulating speculation.
Foresight into oblivion.
Against all natural bound law.
Obsessive theory of natural existence.
While many sit strangely looking for nothing.
Waking in a world of sleeping people.
Awakening bright eyed after thousands of years in slumber.
Time only as an essence.
But a more figurative philosophy.
Beauty only to those with infusion of ideals.
The actual obsession with growth and the ideology of growth.
Encouraging free thought in others,
Amidst societal intrigue to the opposite.
Power thoughts.
Infused organisation.
Opulent desire.
Quagmire of belief systems.
Paradoxical never ending humanity.
Many selves ago I was defeated.
Many selves in the future I desperately tried to hold on.
But the need to come back and save my soul.
Save my soul from what I did wrong.
So here I sit.
With the encouraging need to direct your focus.
I hope you stay with me

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working werld -

Inclusion into hyper space reality.
Infusion of belief for ideals.
A safer bet to say you are elite.
When others are more-so than you could ever be.
Can you theory the masses.
Or can you splendour the individual.
Amazing eccentric view.
But theory in tune with a thought of equanimity.
Affection for a spacial love.
Effective for the time of faith.
Direction amused for countless futures.
My own shadow.
Is looking and proud of me and proud enough to smile.
The shadow self infused with ideals.
Protective energy amused within.
Occasional spiteful dialogue.
But sticking to a theory at its best is the ultimate in enlightenment.
Figuring out soul theory
Yet a blind face to it all.
Inclusion into a sub base thought form that is here.
Direction into a formidable solution based focus.
Crazed ideology into a sub aero infusion of energy.
Directive stare into thought-form glare and in-like flare.
Beauty amassed to full inclination of thought-field taste the theory...
For the theory is tasting you.
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Brown Cow -

Loving the way I used to be.
I sell my soul to myself every day,
and realise how fortunate I am each hour that Click’s by.
Simply to say that life is useful is one thing.
Another to say life is boring at times.
When the future is all around us.
The future is beyond me and you
and working with you.
Of course you cannot ignore your own dreams and impulse, so be you.
Theory abounds of night-less day’s theory abound of day-less nights.
The only duality of the soul is within your own split self.
The duality of the being, takes over to shine brighter.
Because without duality.
There would be nothing.

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NuM Num'z -

Incredible bliss of encouragement of the masses.
Many countries love to be in tune with you.
Yet you try and travel and quick to say get out.
Safer to say you are illusion.
but better to be illusion than solidity.
In a world of illusion.
If both were real than you could be whole.
There would be no reason for secrets.
No lies.
No pain.
No hurt.
You would be whole,
and like a tasty vitamin.
Yum yum.
So slick.
Need some water.
Wash that pill with twenty four essentials down my slick ass throat.
Yum yum.
Wondering where the stars take me next.
Yet I evolve so casually abound in a time.
The time is not my own and has no relevance.
Yet I have an obsession with it.
But not so much so.
Because if I did like everyone else.
I would age like everyone else.
So better to not keep track of the day or month or year.
I don’t get old like the rest for the common style.
Make sure I live to be two hundred and eight years old.
Yum yum.

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uno one numero 1 -

Awareness of self.
But needing awareness of others.
Meanwhile attaining to be you, and thinking of many selves prior.
Thinking slowly and surely.
Of your most awesome being.
In other places, and wanting to discover the highest point you can achieve.
Your most high, your highest self, your supreme entity.
The one that has dominion over all omni-presences.
The one that can affect change and theorize to your future.
The one that matters.
The one that is like you.
The one that understands you



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Well here is the first blog post/discourse of 2015

It has been a great year, when I hear the sound of fireworks and shotguns at midnight on new years eve I couldn’t help but be overcome with emotion, emotion because I have lived another year and because I personally have made it this far, we have lost countless people in the past year and for each and every one of us to make it another one marks a beautiful renewal that touches each and every one of us even for just a millisecond when the clock strikes midnight

Many of us are slowly making our way in this structure to keep ourselves alive, well and healthy. But there are people that do not need to work so that they can live to survive. I have been taken care of relatively well the past decade and I am fortunate to be able to be a monk in real life and follow my spiritual pursuits out in the forest and after a decade of practice I can say that there is not one set methodology to enlightenment because it is different for each and every one of us, while I may be striving for wealth another may be striving to excel in magic or another as a pillar of their community while another just wants their family to be okay or another wants to excel in education.

So for any religion to teach a set path to absolute enlightenment would be an illusion, essentially a religion that can provide the path to a way of thinking proves to be the most just cause, and I have heard countless times that ALL RELIGION IS EVIL and just imagine hearing this when you call yourself a reverend, hahaha it makes you ashamed at that title. I think the issue with people saying all religion is pointless and not valid to current times, have simply said that out of ignorance because there is many many paths one can take, and heck if you can’t find the right one, then take pieces of it and form your own faith if this is what you think the world needs, for heaven’s sake don’t waste your life away in ignorance when there is thousands of Buddhist discourses waiting to be heard or millions of wiccan ebooks waiting to be studied or masters in meditation or reiki just waiting to teach !

Scientifically all religion may sound like an illusion per se, but you must ask yourself, where can I find the power to release myself from countless mindless rebirths, where can I ultimately place my trust to lead me to absolute and full enlightenment, and where can I spend decades practicing and not get bored.

For me, these questions found me in my early twenties, I was at a really difficult time in my life – I was facing 7 criminal charges including assault on another being with a weapon and I was addicted to various substances and living a karmically unfortunate existence where one day I was simply walking down a path in Vancouver and came across a discourse being taught by S.N. Goenka and that is how the enlightenment, Buddhism, and meditation found me.

I was finally able to unite with my soul, I was able to see that I was inflicting harm on others, and I also saw what I was doing to myself, and had the ability to see what would have happened should I have stayed on my path and there were two ends, prison or death.

So I faced everything head on and battled my demons and kept up with the practice and it found me when I needed it the most, now these days my meditation has evolved into a new level of meditation – of course a waking awareness type with no distracting thoughts which I find absolutely wonderful- only because I see people in real life so to speak that just race from one thought to another

And my meditation has evolved into directed and various different types I have invented or discovered and it is only unique to me, what I have discovered however I still laugh at the thought that if I won say $50,000,000 in the lottery –I think people would want to ‘understand’ my meditation technique lol

We need distractions yes to operate but when your whole life is set up with distractions what kind of life are you leading? You come home after ten hours at work –working for somebody else’s goals, turn on the television and watch another 4 or 5 hours of illuminated programming and go on the computer for an hour and then go to bed off to another dimension….where do you find YOU?

I have always thought that of course you need to zone out and give yourself a rest but at least give yourself an hour of meditation and then way later in the day another hour when you have forgotten about the first hour, then some affirmations then some books to help you on your path then you will be able to figure out your true path, why you are here and where you are going after

I definitely want to have control over where I go after this place, that is my #1 task

Happy New Year Blogbuddies

Have a good start to 2015

-          Shaun A. Delage

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tempura prawn

I think half the world is going to be let down when nothing happens in 2012

They have been using apocalypse against us for centuries so that people don’t explore anything but the safest, being the status quo

We have the future we are gearing up for and it is going to be advanced and beautiful

However we have a lil notion of ww3 to get over, quite the hurdle, and we have the entire Arabian world against the west, I felt it when I was in sanfran and they tested their air raid sirens oh man I was like wtf is going on, is north korea bombing us while I am here on vacation lol

Even if some regime changes happened we would still be better off but the governments need to start getting more in line with the people by legalizing marijuana and stripping away the litigious nature of our society

One can only operate so long with thousands of rules to follow

People involved in the system have a criteria to follow being hundreds of corporate rules and it seems even if you are employed in a mom and pop operation their 79% partner seems to be a mega corp. lol

Just gearing up for 2012 is enough for most people, but to the people that have stocked their basement with canned beans and powdered milk to feed an army they will be the most to suffer when we all awake on dec 22 and the world is exactly the same, same rules, same deal same world.

People are fearful only because their governments tell them nothing, not to worry not to be weary not to prepare, me being in the most enlightened country on the planet I can say that you only need to study the provincial or state system and how they operated in the 1900’s for example to come to terms with how your government would operate in a collapse

The internet itself is too big to collapse and the billions of bytes of info on servers everywhere would be restored in some time, but society is pretty fragile when you think of it

Needless to say the future looks beautiful, just the lil hurdle of ww3 to get over and it will be smaller than the other world wars and the stew has been brewing

The church of techno will continue, we will all be able to live to old age and we will all understand the nature of our suffering.

-Shaun A. Delage

70,000 word memoir from 1999-2005

70,000 Word Memoir rough draft @ Shaun Delage

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Pride flag

This past week has been insane travels on this realm, based in a reality that is entirely schizophrenic

See when people are labeled as insane it provides the enigmatic nature of the individual either ur a genius or ur locked up.

To be within the confines of several disabilities proves challenging and my reality has many comforts and vices which are nice but working within the realms of addiction and saying no to 4:20 and moving to all out wine fests prove to be fun

Contacting JK rowling proved to be the wrong approach since her agents said they would like her creative process to remain guarded in a sense and I understand completely as she is a millionairess now dining on prawns for breakfast

In a way it is nice to have somebody to look up too and compare myself too in the writing process which proves to be a completely defeating process but I have faith that the proper outcome will be achieved if I pour my heart and talent into my novels so that one day I too can travel the world as a rich author dining on lox and eggs for breakfast on my 140 day cruise around the world.

The biggest issue I have at the moment is not really the cost of editing, that is beyond me, but it would have been nice to have somebody that is a superior writer read my works

Not something to be taken personally

That and I have been in a flame war with EBAY over my millions ads, and technically one of them is a many billions ad and they have acted all out maliciously to abuse me for my artistic performance art, something that makes me laugh but is rather stressful at the moment having SUSPENDED written in Huge letters that take up most of the page in my email

Challenging the meaning of art in essence and challenging the restrictive litigious corporate fascist society we live in

Then I was going through the human meat cult and pig farm roasted prostitute drama and youtube videos relating everyone from the RCMP to the fraternities of UBC and SFU and the worshipful group of skinners and meat cutters and the world I inhabit is technically pretty insane

I mean my reality

When you also contact the national enquirer and David Icke about your life story and I know I will be ignored further because essentially every single domain imaginable is owned by sellouts

The church of techno sits on googles servers where it cannot be removed

So in essence I lead an existence outside of reality and in reality I struggle quite a bit but in the astral worlds I go places and am constantly going places

In this reality my greatest possessions are some candy raver buddhas and my certifications in universal ethic

I see myself as the next prime minister of Kanata the sole new republic after we make notice to the crown that they have been ousted for crimes against humanity against the native population to literally exterminate them through avenues such as the residential schools concentration camps and things like shoving the natives onto reserves where they are forced to live in abject poverty

I have sent my detailed 83 page manifesto to the hiddenfromhistory.org site owners so that I may better serve their campaign to formerly expel the country of Canada as we know it and replace it with a sole republic built on creativity, expression, protection and guidance by the natives whom are the sole owners of the land we occupy

Hiddenfromhistory and Kevin Annet are participating in Geneva convention proceedings against the Freemasonic Canadian government and the hopes are in the directives of the manifesto placing me as an individual that can testify under oath over my participation in the Elite MK ULTRA program and the fact that I was tortured in a foreign country and are continuously under psychological operations including sexual relations with some very powerful entities in the country

This places me in a position of power in a sense and also if it was one hundred years ago I would be hanged alongside Louis Riel whom was hung by the RCMP

Then you have allegations of abuse by all levels of governance and policing and you have a country rife with psychological operations and sex abuse, a trauma state, and a police state including a welfare state and we have a huge mess that needs to be addressed and not lead farther into illusion

By myself providing testimony to allegations of geneva convention violations in Canada including forcible biological experimentation at the hospital, sexual services to one of the highest ranking native leaders, a conspiracy involving twins and 36 degree masons that is a vice president of the largest bank in Canada. The countries health system continuously denying me the proper therapy for extreme torture and rape by the elites and other events and in no way to I want to bring vengeance but rather shine light on this state of affairs and work to reverse it in my own little ways

While my life may be in danger, I am relatively safe. I am surrounded by people involved in the illusion but I can sense that they essentially do care for me, which is something that lacked in my perception in the years prior

To some I am a loner, schizophrenic, Indian, thief, a conspiracy nutter

To others I am a spiritual leader, the next prime minister, sai baba or rich author, essentially an enlightened being because I have undergone the path of suffering to better understand how to aid others

To some I matter and have affected severe change in their conciousness

To hybrids; they want nothing to do with me or my energy

Me personally I think I would be the leading person for a level of protection and guidance but essentially I am left alone to rest and rejuvenate which is good in itself

The timing has to be right for me to break out, while it is taxing knowing that I have a novel written but can do nothing to bring it to the world at this point I just simply am working on finishing the sequel

So not an average week in a singular slaves life, my life is abnormal – that of an anomaly

The existence is a tough role in society and I feel strongly that there are people around me that care about the progression of my soul which helps me live each day understanding that one day I will be liberated completely and this is glorious

It is the work of the divine, not some old koot with a beard and a big bible but universal consciousness and universal power

Rather than do what everyone else is doing

I go my own path and don’t need the approval of others at all

I am working to elevate my soul to another level all together and this takes time and effort or you can be like everyone else and slave endlessly away at a paradigm you don’t fully understand

Or you can work to take on sometimes decades long, lonely quests of creative drive and personal development and guidance

I have always been a believer in residual income over employment but I am realizing if I put my mind to it that I too can be a part time slave and in essence the greatest wish of my being is to slave away for 3 days a week in the middle of the night cleaning floors so I too can work from beginning to finish and take the steps needed to break free from the system itself which is a police state, apocalypse, and world war three involving the regional royalty western caste system

It is ironic to be fortunate to be born into the place I am and the vessel I am inhabited inside

Only to do that which is right seems the best advice so we all keep going

In less than a few weeks it will be 2012

Don’t fret the world is not going to end until dec 21^st 2012 (almost 2013) so don’t give up

I strongly believe universal consciousness will return and take revenge on such a restrictive Masonic and secret society ridden world, the land will return to the native peoples and the world will be changed and altered for good again, not just simply a world for initiated sellouts to enjoy

But for each individual to enjoy the world to the fullest realms possible for their entire lives, not just once or twice in their lifetime.

-          Shaun A. Delage  

cat people

I have been pondering a lot lately given the amount of a healing time I personally am in and the state of the world in a sense forces me to question but also make amends with my reality

Really pondering in depth the force against me, and this is the path of enlightenment

I strongly question why I have such a force against me of the initiated sellouts

Essentially one of the greatest and most vivid Masonic conspiracies in modern times and I am reminded of the oracles words “you will have A LOT of power and authority”

With that I assume comes a lot of wealth

It is a complex issue as well and I question the basis to my reality when my reality points the finger solely at me for being responsible for my Siamese and Masonic twin lomax catching HIV because of me in some case of seeming mistaken identity

Well

Something comes to mind, if the force was willing to mistake identity and solely go on looks alone then well it is the forces fault for bringing that harm onto another innocent being and maybe I should have been the one to get shot in the back with HIV as they call it but I am like FUCK everyone what a mindfuck

This places me within the confines of the Christ consciousness and this is inherently twisted because I realize the full realms of that consciousness

While I am fully angry at myself for what I have done to others in the form of criminality and now I have the old pig farmer going around in my head saying that he chopped women up in a rendering plant and my reality it seems is severely twisted

But then I think of the sai baba and the Christ and the masons alike my story involves great power and illusion and many crimes and mistaken identity far more powerful than colton harris moores imprisonment but in a sense I am shielded.

I will always be a target because I have most likely caused great dimensional intrigue and altered the matrix itself to its current state and why would I blame myself for the iran war or the pig farm massacre because in a sense I had a part in it all because I am a human dimensional being of one being and we are all alike and people may detest the masons or a pig farmer but essentially these and things like the vagueness of my soul are apart of you essentially

Then I think that I am not criminally responsible at the moment and I have paid for my crimes karmically with almost the cutting of both tendons and I will never ever be able to work a day in my life other than creatively and I am sad, I am sad because I want to use my story to effectively alter this dimension for good and I am happy that I am able to go into some shy twinks life on the other end or whomever is shown my words by the actions of our great creator to bring earthbound enlightenment to their impressive nature so that they may too think twice before they think about bringing harm to another being or trauma

Life is a healing process and we are in a world riddled with sellouts that don’t have to lift a finger for their money and perhaps my life is an induction into this cult but I am prepared to accept wealth and I have pondered the fact that I may need a protective service at some point and the complexities that go along with that but other than that I do pretty fine on my own in abject poverty

I feel like I have lived 12 going on 13 lives now haha

My only wish is to forward the causes of enlightenment and ascension in society and effectively alter consciousness as the sole prophet and guru of the church of techno and nobody in essence could even begin to comprehend nor could they fathom my existence nor could they copy it and believe me people are envious 

as well pretty much everything after my dimensional royalty ritual is illusion that I was under severe psychological operations which I have detailed in my manifesto to the fullest realms possible without incriminating myself ...

Essentially my pursuits have never been about the ego but rather to traverse the dimensions while on earth

All of those in relation to me are cursed in essence but I see it as a paradoxical curse that you may have been punched or something after reading captivation but maybe you needed it to alter you into another causality

My existence is that of advocacy, ascension, creativity, beauty, love, happiness, forgiveness and a bit of paradox thrown in

Please accept these virtues into your life for they are the only thing left.

-          Shaun A. Delage

Dedicated to COLTON HARRIS-MOORE

Tiger Paw

 

This past week has been a tad stressfull and when you’re an insomniac schizophrenic life couldn’t really get any worse emotionally for the most part. But I am reminded why I am here, and it is to become a fully enlightened being in one life. I believe I am on that path but enlightened beings suffer alongside the rest of us. I mean look at me, how possibly could I be enlightened – I would be shuttled from castle to mansion in a sleek sedan and have teams of bodyguards watching over me.

Enlightened beings suffer through things like poverty, disease and trauma

Essentially you could never become enlightened without first discovering trauma and the path of suffering. One would proclaim themselves a Buddha to the masses but the masses would most likely sneer at them and throw rocks saying you’re too ugly, fat or poor or weird to be a Buddha lol

But the Buddha or the enlightened one would say that he would never join an ism or cult or faith to proclaim his inherent enlightened state

Likewise I struggle with my enlightenment in a social sense, literary wise I can write anything and affect the masses and it is all in the works with my books and I believe in the projects only because I know what I have written in two years, two books and finally done the rough draft of the first novella and almost done the second ones rough draft

People would say, how could you be a writer without knowing proper grammar or even how to spell grammar for that matter and I simply say that I work with what I have and what I know

I can finance the book to the point of being edited by teams of ivy league advisors and editors and haha I know I will be laughing when I am signing inside the front page on both books my signature

And I envision it

I believe in it, the world is threatened by me. And is doing everything in its power to make sure I stay in abject poverty riddled with my own emotions.

I believe in the future and believe in myself I believe in the story of JK ROWLING

I believe in the projects

I have faith in divinity and I know invisible beings have read the book over my shoulder while I write it, offering suggestions in the form of a whisper in my ear and this is just effin beautiful isn’t it

Because I will be liberated essentially and isn’t this the path of the one

To experience complete liberation of suffering

I have never been in a trauma based mindset, never really bothered by my own difficulties and surely don’t obsess about the captivation manifesto much but I have no doubts I have affected change in the minds of singular initiated sell outs and isn’t this the purpose of the supposed Christ consciousness on earth

Very egotistical to relate to such a consciousness but not based out of ego at all nobody even has any idea what it is like to live one moment in my life but I have attempted to share it with the masses in the form of this blog lovingly adopted as a virtual ministry in matrix techno universalism

I have never worried about how much I share online because this essentially is not me but an artistic representation of my character and experiences to better aid others in their path of life.

I innerstand that there are many people that do not like me, nor do they agree with my viewpoint but the funny thing is they keep reading so who knows about them and if they can ever be saved per se but I know that my life is meticulously observed by the trauma state because I have an energy and very strong receptivity to beauty and intrigue

I have been threatened with my leg being eaten, I have been raped violently countless times, almost given HIV, been tortured in foreign countries by initiated sellouts, I have committed countless thefts from disadvantaged people and wealthy alike, I have altered consciousness and essentially remade the matrix in my favor, I have been given neurolinguistic programming to the point of complete exhaustion

But I have also become a stronger person, somebody that is happy, and influential, I never have to work a day in my life now with my projects and thankfully I am on government benefits from my three disabilities and if that is ever threatened I can cite human rights violations and win the battle but essentially I will be able to tell them, I don’t require benefits anymore because I have become a success

I am never sad about what has happened to me, because that only brings more sadness

I am only sad at the concept of how many people we have lost in the struggle to the torture state and the number keeps growing every moment and I continue to be a beacon for these lost souls that wish to be surrounded in the essence of enlightened energy which is why I only operate at night and mostly in the astral and virtual worlds

Haha I struggle with any concept of ‘reality’

I feel it when I deal with people associated with the matrix in some forms, they immediately get envious that I have a male feline look and then they get jealous that I exist in some form of hatred broadcasted to me in the simplest of interactions which essentially makes me laugh at all the hostility broadcasted my way

It is almost a powerful Masonic curse has been cast on me, and I am sure of it. I cant nail down who did it because it is probably dozens of beings and essentially as well those beings continue to haunt me in thoughtform or as well they have crossed over to the other side the hell realms and told those astral entities about me and have received advice of how to give retribution

Paradoxically I am not the same crazy teen I was in the 1990’s rave days but my mistakes there haunt me to this day in the form of the earth based sin based justice league whom is unforgiving

These days I live a quiet existence supported by those that base themselves in reality , essentially protected by people involved in the system if that makes any sense

I live with very very little material wise, and financially

But I am happy, content, kind, smiling, loving, generous, skillfull, adept and powerful in my own regard

I only welcome beauty into my life and sometimes it is tough to filter out all the madness broadcasted in my reality because I remain asexual as such in the waking or dream world as I like to call it and have tons of gay sex with men in the astral or real world as I like to call it

They don’t have really much currency in the astral other than sex and love, I mean there is money and stuff and I have tons but the main currency like here is sex and love

So I find a man, and make out with him and he cries in my shoulder that he has lived countless lives in many worlds and never able to project his true nature simply because the truth of his existence is being shielded by powerful entities everywhere including the dream worlds

I like to set men free like this every night and I keep travelling deeper into these realms, always getting transported and guided further through the cosmos and I am in a way angry that my body is imprisoned on earth in the year 2012 but perhaps I am needed here most of all, to guide others in the church of techno and those closest to me

I don’t have faith that I can heal babies with cancer or the ability to see individuals future but I have a knack at performance art and virtuosity and writing not to mention astral travel lolz

So the waking world versus my reality always intermixes and what is people and countries and this illusion but advanced interdimensional sciences

Having faith in oneself requires great skill and adaptability

Not relying on others but in essence I am very reliant on the system and its inhabitants to survive and stay alive.

Reality it would seem could be contrived as a self defeating prophecy but I only say this

Keep your heads up tigers, it’s the only thing we have left

-          Shaun A. Delage

simple exposure

The militancy of the cultural youth is astounding

Most of the youth these days have no real directive and are as a by-product of capitalism operating in modes of advanced psychological operations.

They have no idea their role or their future and the prospects of getting a job with a lifetime of security escapes most urban chavs and most youth as of this point

so many are willing to indoctrinate themselves with the ideology of fascist militarism to bring about this new wave of what ?

what exactly are we proposing 

were almost better off to go back to tribal rule lol 

What has been proposed is a movement based on the opposite of what our society holds true

So anti capitalism and anti materialism

When in fact if you look at society the corporate structure is all we have in a formation to society

By product of your birth you are a maritime admirality product so technically a sub corporation

To attack this nature in society seems almost defeating considering we live in a completely corporate dominated society. I would also argue that earth itself is a hacked illusion and that most likely the planet earth is technically a corporation making each person a by product of the corporation or a product in a sense under the supreme authority of one ruler (better to run the masses that way)
it uses earth as a dimensional prison to enslave the masses into this prison structure of thought and ritual that is needing to be changed because the past few generations have seriously messed things up
the illusion is starting to lift.
When one singular blogger points the finger directly to the queen and has evidence of initiation into supreme mystical solar sun cults or knighthoods
everyone it seems will be studied in this military and masonic  state safe to assume once the levels of security clearance are stripped away you could find out that you were under psychological operations for your existence and you begin to address the anomalous nature but seemingly get nowhere lol 

A society built on the adoration of how many alien objects you own, and how far you can step away from your inherent human nature. your compassionate,. loving, happy, beautiful, shining, impressive side.

How far can you go to dress yourself in clothing that does not make you look human. How far can you go to make your face look appealing like butchering it for example to achieve beauty (this is what we adore in the west) People With butchered faces. or to educate yourself so when you speak to others you are not of this world, in hybridic code-because language and linguistics is ever expanding dimensionally. How far can you go to eat things that will further this hybridic state, gets you so far down the nutrition sphere taking advanced calculations to achieve enlightenment when the most enlightenment is not in how many vitamin supplements you take or what $70 cream you put on your fingernails. 

The closest thing we have to freedom in the world of course is America and then Canada and the United kingdom. Slowly these places are degenerating into fascist corporate masonic dictatorships.

While luckily all three have the illusion of freedom, you still cant choose, not to have a life of slavery, or you cannot even wear a hoody in the UK without being branded a terrorist

Slowly the north American continent is degenerating into this fascist global superpower but I was just reading on my bank website that they are introducing interac flash which allows you to simply tap your bankcard to a reader for smaller purchases.

They have added this technology to further allow one to get used to this idea. And essentially preparing us for the microchip.
WE ARE GOING TO BE CHIPPED !!!!

The microchip is already being implanted in cats and dogs via a needle in the neck

The time is now.

Global apocalypse

Those resisting the microchip will be alienated, a sub race and pushed so far out of ‘humanity’ they are on the level of a common gypsy

The truth is nobody would willingly accept the microchip

It needs to be forced under military rule

With Julian assange taking the reigns as the leader of the protest movement currently I see this fascism spreading throughout the world and you can see it with the occupy protests essentially started the revolution. Or civil war. This is organized and methodical because it is this problem reaction solution that icke talks about a lot.

Corporate structure the problem, let a revolutionary movement take over, once in power institute fascism and other traumatic events to further the movement

It just seems to be here at quite the opportune time, the simplest explanation is always the easiest So we have engineered global chaos

Mainstream media has picked up on this movement in totality while ignoring the greatest issues

When the world trade center towers exploded it took hundreds of trillions with it in the xplosion never to be found again almost vanish

There is nobody on earth willing to relay that earth acts as a depository for universal wealth

The illusion is that our economies are localized or regional when in fact the greater wealth is celestial or universal and yes there are other planets that are being used like concentration camps and all of their wealth hoarded here under the various decrees of many city states.

When the urban poor like me have to live on less than $500 a month

Meanwhile some of the same type of mindset, just bloodline initiated sell outs get an allowance minimum of $1500 per day

This is the royal stature afforded those that sell out.

The fact that while everyone else suffers while you dine on the finest things available and wear the finest clothes available.

This hybridic mindset is something I have been observing in those closest to me

Too good to eat a bowl of slop, too dumb to comprehend my theories, too slave minded to be able to grasp my visions, too locked in the matrix to want out, too lost in illusion to even want to save

The only one I am after saving is my own soul through things like enlightenment.

I just know love is important to me, because if I find somebody kindred than we have a placement that is afforded above that of weirdo family members or initiated friends. We have an argument for tenderness

I am not expecting my lover to embrace every part of me, I know I don’t embrace every part of me.

I am not a good lover.

I believe this, this is the sad thing

But what else do we have without love, usually only slavery

The powers that be have me crushing on a beautiful man lately, part of me feels sorry for people that aren’t able to experience this elated nature.

Part of me knows many people cannot find somebody simply because of how they look.

Part of knows people are so defeated and fearful of love they never attempt to look

I have been in observation mode about this coming era of chaos.

I have come to terms with the fact that the world needs my art

Time to explode

So many people willing to wear the mask of an ideology that escapes one essential fact.

The mask is not their own mask.
but on the other hand......guess whom will be asked to lead anonymous?

-          Shaun A. Delage  

kaiak swift

The silent retreat has been pretty good. I like to mix in a bit of 420 too makes it a nice experience

I couldn’t really quit marijuana with good faith so I will now be a marijuana priest as well as a matrix techno universalist

What an exciting time to be alive. What a chaotic time to be alive. Quite the time with illusions involved. See people imagine the world as expansive with many countries but I like to view the countries as separate dimensions literally sewn together into a dimensional vortex known as earth

I was recently reading a book on hollow earth which hypothesized that there is about 800 million living inside the earth with an internal sun which the Nazis originated from and came out of then snuck back into. Apparently the hitler force retreated back into the earth after the war and their defeat to continue the race.

While it makes sense that there is no UFOS as we see them per se that the race under the earth is an advanced species that has thousands of years ahead of us. What I cant make the correlation is between hitler the Aryans and middle earth so to speak

If they were such an enlightened race why would they allow events to happen without intervention

Apparently the last time they came up to the surface was after the Hiroshima bomb

So I feel this book found me at the right time.

Just before we are lead to believe that aliens have landed in their UFOS but UFOS themselves are not of other worlds they are from within our expansive planet.

They see surface dwellers as barbarians.

I have never really given too much paranoia to 2012 or apocalypse or anything like that

When you see yourself as a universal being you don’t really get swept up in the chaos of earth affairs

That is why I have been preparing for the inevitable

The system wide reset.

I don’t think it will be as horrific as we are lead to believe. Some would say just a digital flicker and others would say the nuclear blast

It all depends on region and locale because currently the arab world is going through COMPLETE APOCALYPSE When it starts to happen in your awareness this is when you turn on survival mode, people start to shake, get uncontrollable nervousness, and hunger.

They begin to panic.

This is when the enlightened being, (instead of going out into the street with a knife and a bag for looting ) sits calm with a candle and meditates.

We seemingly are in a utopian paradise with no disasters. But that could all change.

I don’t agree with my countries supporting bloodshed but when I look around the world I question whether we want to open the doors to some of the ideologies that surround the earth.

In my travels in conspiracy circles I have noticed a lack of compassion and lack of class levels throughout the entire left

This made me question my role in society opposing this in society but that is one reason I started the church of techno. I wanted to provide an avenue digitally and virtually where I could preach universal dialogue fitting with my character.

My character outshines entire countries, people, rich people, elites, masons, actors, ambassadors, presidents, enemies, lovers ah the list goes on

This is why I felt it was essential to provide this place virtually

To provide an alternative viewpoint yes but also show people that you can have an active war with psychological operations and a one man war with lucifers army (that numbers in the trillions/quadrillions of souls power) against ONE

Life is very difficult for everyone I can sense this. One thing about living where I am is we are relatively sheltered   

I also live on a huge island so I am sheltered from the mainlands problems like Australia

So if biogenic war broke out or terrorism or whatever I am pretty safe here

There is so much fear mechanism out there to make you believe that you are in danger

I always say when it happens that is when you deal with it. Of course it is wise to be prepared in case chaos hits but not overtly paranoid so paranoid you go out and literally commit grave breaches of your code of humanity against others.

This is where the illusion has been won currently

Is people are so given into this fear mechanism they genuinely believe that they don’t need things like compassion or happiness or love in their future.

This 2012 time may be a complete disaster yes. A flash of light and the whole planet is incinerated but death is nothing to be feared, more feared should be your waking state because it is pretty much 100% illusion and an illusion of form of sorts because it is all so familiar and responsive.

A literal reality hacked from the dream state.

The only thing that matters is your soul. But souls are far more impressive than ever imagined. Some souls are scattered in multitudes across countless dimensions co existing and cohabitating alongside the various and meticulous illusions.

CANADA and USA governance is not of this world.

Why do I say this? Because Countries as you are lead to believe do not exist. Power structures as your made aware are not as they are made out to be. People are far from any meaning. And the world that is pulled over your eyes is simply illusion. There is no other word that can describe it

Not to say go and end your life, there is nothing else to see. Far from it

Death should never be of your own choosing. See I cheated death I know this.

Many people read my words and don’t understand how I come into their lives. I am simply a spiritual leader.  But I leave it at that. I don’t ask for anything in return. Its kind of a karmic thing. I could sit here and watch startrek reruns all night or I could affect change in singular lives.

This is my purpose. I am here to guide people through a VERY difficult time, (at least those that can afford a computer. )

The vulnerability of the last remaining humans is key because there are not many remaining humans. I don’t know if you can count them on one hand or two or you would need a few people hands but I don’t think the actual last remaining humans would even fill a room full of hands

Funny because you see hundreds of people a day if not thousands, but like I said ….illusion. or better described as hybrids or even moreso, digitalized hybrids.

All you would need in a sense is alchemy of humanity really. The ability to make things appear as human or fleshlike and you have an illusion of society.

You could have 10 people born into earth in separate countries and literally infest their surroundings with thousands and thousands of digitalized hybrids to make them believe they are unimportant

I like to be a renunciate and not many people know what it is like to live in renunciation

It is a calm existence. But I only nourish myself just enough to live another day or a few hours at best. I don’t really get to indulge much because I don’t have to reward myself for the trauma of slavery nor the injuries sustained physically or emotionally.

I have tried looking for employment but I feel I am so institutionalized that there is no saving me. What a difficult life.

Men even, I try and look there. I think they think I am too human, or insane, or whatever not hybrid enough. Our world is very hybrid to live in. All forms of education, policy, law, philosophy, and entertainment are HYBRID INTELLIGENCE. Those that don’t subscribe to this intelligence are killed off, labeled as insane, pushed into poverty or the underground or take their own lives or for example live a life solely of addiction or alcoholism

All I simply say is don’t believe the world that is being fed to you at all times, question your reality. Question earth. Don’t feed responses back to the mechanism. Only give your happiness, compassion and love outward.

-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage