Church of Techno, Buddhism, Suffering

Each day that goes by, each one of us gets closer to the truth, and truth is there is immense suffering on the planet, but each individual is apart of a complex matrix of suffering designed to illicit the greatest amount of energy to the system.

My own struggle has been one of immense suffering amidst a world of chaos, and the truth is now that I am able to reflect on things I understand that suffering is universal and suffering is personal and the world we live in is made of many many choices which bring an ultimate world of causalities

No matter what mindfuck the world or its residents puts you under you always have the present to take refuge in, that you are happy, that you are healthy and that you are alive, and each day that goes by you are getting closer to enlightenment and the truth, and ultimately your ascension!

Ascension in a world of secrets seems futile but some of us are granted this on a spiritual level because this is our path. My world has developed from a world of abuse and trauma and I could have the choice to stay in that world, or I could evolve and not let any of it bother me.

Truth is, most of us are under a massive level of psychological operations but nobody wants to talk about it, the same rulers exhibiting their power over us for millennia, choices, challenges, heartache.

Some of us, that are within the realms of monarch sciences will never escape it, but you can give yourself the power to overcome it with your decision making skills. A society that is ever so cruel and all it cares about is money, bosses that are psychopaths, friends and family leading us further in illusion but the thing is that each of us has to find in a world of illusion is a way out, and for some that way out is in intellect, or music, or through marijuana or through actual human beings that are willing to help those around them out of this mess.

I used to think that I would be set free from sharing so much online in the form of my manifesto or my blog but it has only led me down more paths in my own mind that I find tough to visit, but essentially any type of creative will is a gift from the divine, and many may wonder why I keep typing and this is my main belief is that I am uniquely helping others in little ways, and this is all apart of my own path of enlightenment and forgiveness, and a path that is unique and to be studied lol

How I escaped suffering is very simple, I found somebody that believes in me, and that loves me unconditionally and I can say the same for him, and with that I have found that I can overcome any obstacle or any part of my past that seems unfathomable. Having somebody as a soulmate has helped me counsel myself into a world of sanity and beauty.

Because it is beautiful being a forest monk with all the trappings of a regular person, not having to give up holding money or giving up eating after noon or give up media and internet and music, because essentially these things are important for me, but I have learned that I too like the Buddha can become enlightened on my own terms, any path of suffering I have left behind me or that this matrix of sorts has contrived is up to that system to figure out and not my own self, I have surpassed individual suffering to the point where things don’t really get to me as much as they used to, for example the mysteries and paradigms that I personally have gone through, people can spend decades trying to figure out a coded sentence from an illuminati master and it will literally drive them nuts.

I think the best advice for suffering in modern times remains with two essential keys, live in the present, and choose the middleground.

These things can be meditated on for decades with no solution, but one of grace. A world of choices comes about when you think very little of the past, or what you are not doing, or whether you should go to one extreme or another, I think people are more willing to save homeless in Bhutan than to help themselves in the moment and in the present lol

Keep evolving blogbuddies, it’s the only thing we have left, so many are so hurt by the past or fearful of the future that they never evolve, the world is filled with these types, and to be the one out of billions that made it so to speak seems to be the wisest option.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Carry on...

I have now started on a path of renewal and moving on. Of course my history is jaded and bizarre but I can’t for the life of me, move on without well forgiving and letting go of the last 32 years, I want to look forward to the NEXT 32 Years, moving on and well moving on lol

I figure I am doing no good holding onto the past while preaching ascension, and it is time to look on to the future. The past is not you. Although I have been desperately trying to figure it all out and why me, what have I done to attract such obscure characters into my life. I guess the answers may never come to me except that I was put here to live a life of compassion and forgiveness.

I look at all the bad, but it is easy to try and quantify it all as some insane concocted plan to enslave me or perhaps an epic story in monarch slavery but my current life is what is leading me on this path. Life is so awesome that I have to let go, and begin to forget it all.

Quite a bit of bad things happened, but I look at all the good, I am working on my third book, I am in a stable and successful beautiful union to a hard working man that believes in me, I am a father to two daughter cats, I have a very successful virtual world enterprise, a virtual ministry, I have awesome hobbies that include meditation and contesting, and a stable and secure income as a lifeline.

Not many people enslaved by the system are afforded the luxuries I have but I don’t feel bad being on disability per se, I just understand that the working life is not for me, with persistent barriers to employment and life long obstacles so I embrace my life for what it is, embrace the power of nature and the universe, and to move on and forgive and see others roles in my life as compassion.

I just know there is quite a bit planned for my life and without moving on from all this obscurity and beginning, with baby steps to let go, I will never move on. But it’s one hell of a movie when they decide to unearth my zip chip from the nuclear waste 400 years from now !! hahaha I am j/k

Thank you to those that have read the manifesto I created, it is no longer a public document, if you got to read it, all the power to help you, I have also deleted incriminating links from the web and am beginning my path of moving on, essentially the path of the Church of Techno

-Shaun A. Delage  

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CranBerry Paw

Religion and sexuality are touchy subjects for most lol and it is funny how many people I come across online that profess a belief in the bible and jesus and exemplify their hatred of gay and lesbian people.

This is funny, because I want to say “Even the pope doesn’t have a problem with gays, why should you” haha another reason I found Buddhism, and believe in it. And another reason why yours truly started his own virtual ministry.

I wanted this ministry because of the power to tell you the truth, the power to shove it in their face that I have a virtual ministry and am gay myself.

Especially in conspiracy circles people tend to be really closed minded, which astounds me, because if you are seeking answers and enlightenment and secrets to be unravelled you have to have the right disposition. The ability to overcome prejudice and hatred.

See many people would think I hate the people on my manifesto, but I don’t. I simply believe that by naming and picturing them I can provide a record for all of time of the issues that an individual has gone through, and I have tried to seek help only to come across quackery.

It is funny because people in my situation would feel pretty defeated and many give in and take their lives, but I feel I have much much more to offer every single minute I am alive longer.

I have found a unique healing concept, a virtual ministry, a virtual world, my novels, TECHNO, meditation and of course living in the furest.

I have gone down my own path without going into wiccanism which is tempting, because of the acceptance but I don’t believe people should be invoking things like deities or gods or whatever without fully comprehending what they are doing. Also I don’t think people should essentially do rituals they have no understanding or grasp of. Issue is people are so hungry to bend reality they will do whatever they can first and foremost to do it.

I am here to say that it takes a VERY long time, but whatever you will to do, it will happen.

I get small psychic incursions kind of like a pre cognition and it is small things like a few days before something I will say some key words or explain a concept and then I will see those words, the scenario or concept materialize in the form of a movie or webpage in reality.

This leads me to believe that my manifestation is working, that I can bring whatever  I need to myself and it is funny because there are still people that believe if you look within you are a Satanist or whatever –no saving them I guess, they are under the direction of forces beyond me.

I have always wanted to be in control of my destiny and my own future and my fate. Not left up to some powerful magical entity that requires your constant adoration for your future success.

Truth is, 90% of the world has no fucking clue!

They believe in 2000 year old books, old men in the sky, and that all gay men want operations to become women lol

I have seen and battled the illusions from all end of the spectrum, including from within my own community, having relations with men and having them try and barter my soul or having drag queens sexually assault you. Having parents beat you or having friends try and kill you.

The illusion and the magic is so far reaching I don’t even know where to begin. I just know, I am a proud gay guy, a Buddhist, I love techno, I love the net, I love cats and chillen in the forest, I love virtual stuff and reading and am very fond of meditation.

So as long as I can embrace that core belief and not self destruct in anyway I personally have a tool to get me through endless weeks and months in this matrix.

Then I am at the other end of the spectrum and the nuclear plant and radiation leaking and I am in a sense in a rush to get my words to the eyes of the people that need them the most.

So in a sense I have all the time in the world, yet may not have another day lol

It is a very confusing time to be alive, and only the intellects question everything, one can figure out a lot in isolation.

But the essential key is to know your core self and nurture those qualities to absolute success. Because we’re all born differently. 

-Shaun A. Delage  

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I'm just to old?

Look at me, all wet in the rain,

My parents dumped me, yet again!

Left behind, out in the cold,

Just because, i am old!!

I,ve a tear in my eye, i am in pain,

Sitting here, on my own in the rain!

Although i'm old, i do not smell,

I'm not any trouble, i do not yell!

I'm a little stiff, and my fur is coarse,

But being dumped, it all looks worse!

Every night i spend alone,

Soaking wet, chilled to the bone!

Oh save me someone, take me home,

Don't leave me here, all alone!

This is my story, and now it is told,

No-one loves me, because i am old!! 
(G.Lamb 9/7/2013)

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Salisbury Cowboy

It’s pretty hot here in BC lately, It is beyond me how people in more third world countries survive with + 40 Celsius weather, but I guess when you are born into it –you never know any different.

I am grateful that I personally exude qualities such as happiness, compassion, love, enlightenment, renunciation, friendliness, and a caring composition. I have met many people in my 31 years and I can say the qualities I speak of are rare in a human being given the nature of the programming we are all under.

We have a plethora of programs out there to shape minds, and our youth are a reflection of where we are headed, and they watch shows that teach them to hate women, gays, other races, and poor people. This is a travesty because if the billions that went into entertainment could be used to really change people’s attitudes and help them enlighten themselves then we would be all set as a world.

It seems the days of the comfy job, pension, picket fence, and two dogs and three kids are over. These days both parents have to work, people are living in condos, watching reality TV etc

But the scenario that I think of now, is the fact that the checkerboard floor is the most marketed concept to the keener, they see it in about 96% of media, and think to themselves that this floor and it’s secret society are the only way to wealth, and I am beginning to think in the affirmative on the subject, if you don’t want to join a secret society then you can suffer along with the rest of them, because they support their own, only.

It is true that many people have tried to decode what this checkerboard floor means, and the truth is nobody will ever know unless you become initiated, my guess is it involves some level of humiliation, sacrifice, incest, hazing scenario or something grotesque of the sort to tie the two to the movie, I can say I have watched thousands of shows and movies and everything and can say with full confidence that the white and black floor is in EVERYTHING, but if you are not aware you will never pick up.

I have heard people try and define it as a loose interpretation of the dualistic forces that are in control or humanities struggle between good and evil, but I believe it is more than that, much more.

I will never know, because I am unitiated and oppose secret societies.

It just makes me wonder how you will watch a movie and then in the last few scenes or whatever they show somebody standing on the black and white floor, idiots try and play it off as a ‘diner floor’ or a widely used concept.

I think it is much more than that, something much more evil and sinister, and they flash it to either invoke something, use it as a hiring mechanism, or use it to remind initiates of their place and everytime they see it, it would open up something, and if it is being played in 600,000 places on earth every moment... then there would be some level of magic, and with a secret society that relies on subliminals and symbology it is very odd everytime I see it because you think if you can go watch a movie without it, you are wrong because it is in at least one scene on every movie, even in commercials and music videos.

And 100% of all media is owned by a few puppeteers so the only way you are going to get a shot at fame by being in a movie or show or anything is by having the right lineage in apostolic succession of initiated freemasons. I was pondering how many con men operate and I wondered how somebody could deceive wealthy people out of millions, it is because they knew the right handshake and codes to allow the person to give them their full trust and hand over millions.

The only media I find that are void of this floor scenario are independent movies and documentaries.

Anyways I am on the right path lately, my copyright has been approved for my novel, the novel itself will be ready in a couple weeks from it’s editing stage.

I am obtaining my 3^rd and 4^th doctorates from the mother church, the Doctor of Metaphysics, and the Doctor of the Universe. So I am quite happy to be learning and forwarding myself in this regard, and the Universal Life Church HQ ordains anybody for life and without cost.

Peace Love Unity and Respect

-          Shaun A. Delage

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My current CaTs

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One more 'Rest in Peace' Picture of "kitteh" My ex-cat, Merry Xmas 'kitty' R.I.P.

Rest in Peace "Kitty"

You changed many people for the better

You deserved a more peaceful exit from this realm.

May your soul be elevated to the highest possible plane.

Stork talk

The timing for a church of techno dispatch couldn’t come sooner.....

I will start tonights discourse with some psychic readings that I have done recently and paid for on behalf of some good merits provided from my second life virtual income, it is a blessing to be able to dispatch this advanced information to my disciples

The second half will be my interdimensional/astral dream state travel which I will outline in the second half !

Psychic readings :

1)     What am I to do about my books I wrote about dimensional travel do you see me becoming something fabulous of a writer or will I be editing these things for years lol

Answer= Your books will eventually gain a following. Don't let the slow start discourage you. The time and effort that you have exerted will pay off. The most effective thing that you can do is to just focus on the writing. People will begin to become very interested in the subject, and you have the potential to become a great writer. I offer a talent spell in my EBay store that can help you. I can customize this spell to help you develop your writing skills even further. Here is a link to the spell, if you are interested:


http://www.ebay.com/itm/110493028386?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649


For maximum results, I recommend a triple or quadruple cast. These are the strongest spells that I have and will help you to see the most effective changes.

2) Should I keep entering hospital lotteries? a previous psychic said I will have a lot of power and authority was she just some weird gypsy?

Answer= I do believe that you have energy that could develop into psychic powers. This energy is somewhat similar to what helps you with your writing abilities. I don't believe that you will have much success with hospital lotteries, but you do have potential to develop psychic abilities.

3) Should I become a buddhist monk, I mean is there any future in the above two things if not then I am willing to move on and renounce this material world for a monastic existence. I mean can I really be what it takes to be a buddhist monk or am I just obsessed about monasticism, I wonder if they can admit me being on medication and having insomnia. is this an unreasonable goal for myself ?

answer= This is an important decision for you. You can succeed in this material world. However, you would more easily fall into a life like a Buddhist monk. You would become happier with this type of life. You would do better here as your nature makes a spiritual existence more suited to you.

my 3 questions=
1) 2012 and canada is anything going to happen? I can see the seeds being sewn for chaos and world war 3 ....

answer= The seeds of a World War are coming, but over the last decade I have seen the timing pushed back repeatedly. As it stands right now, it will happen in 2014 and will actually be smaller than the WWI or WWII. Part of the reason that it keeps getting pushed back is the primary focus keeps changing...The Middle East, Africa, Orient, Gays verses Religious Right, Middle East again, now it seems to be an economic starter and it feels more like a Civil War that crosses boarders.


The US, Canada and Mexico will form some sort of military agreement and the border areas will all three change, the changes seem to be mostly symbolic, Canada will loose so many acres on one side of the country and gain about the same number on the opposite side. There is a small area around Texas that the US will loose but will gain the Baji area. A rather large difference going to the US. Also there seems to be a large but controlled migration North.

2) where will I get the money for editing my book? will this be a long drawn out process?

Answer= The money for editing the book will take time and actually come from more than one source. The greater share will come from information you find in a book. I unfortunately do not get a name of the book, but you either already know about it or will very soon. Yes it will be a drawn out and annoyingly tedious process. Add six months to your present expectations and you will not be far off on the timing. The rest of the money will come only after you receive the majority from the books information.

3) anything in my future?

Answer= As things are now, you are pushing too hard in general and are soon going to learn how to gain patience and wait for things to come when needed and in the proper time, not when you think they should. The next six to eight months are going to annoy you to no end as everything you touch will be dealing with delays,,,Including you being on time. About 4-6 months from now your romantic life will blossom and take some unexpected turns, part of this time is to help you focus elsewhere.

Astral travel=

I arrived at a school thanks to my ferret power animal and a black guy and me met up and clicked, and fell in love we were supposed to meet again in the theatre anyway I go into the theatre and ended up going with a girl and she was going to do something brutal to me, so I hopped out of the car in winter. And I was miles from the school so I bartered with some strange man to give me a ride and also spied on 3 strange older people in a house, eventually I found myself back at the school  met up with the guy and snuggled.

Next I went to a cafe and stole some guys wallet and went between levels and saw a cat and had to pinch it to come close

Next I was riding bikes with flight through a river ravine doing flips

I was a bit apprehensive about my skill to ride, and a guy scattered some candy on a couch like suckers and stuff a blonde stud lol

Next thx to the ferret I went to a weird house in the middle of the country where I was staying with my friend and two brothers and some girl and a mom and dad and a hot dog, dog.

I said it was 4:20 I told the kid I was nocturnal and he didn’t get it. I was doing something and water ended up all over the kid he got pretty mad

Next I got a ride through the country and the guy drove me to a wal mart type place anyways I started to flip out cause we were taking so long so I went to the store and played video games then I took the bus up with 3 mexicans up the mountain.

Next I went to a grocery store with my ex and we were filling a  suitcase full of food anyways I go away and he was hooking up with somebody in the washroom and then I noticed he was wearing a jockstrap lol

Then I met a hot guy that was a libra and he was in his room which overlooked an underground garage of sorts I noticed several gold rings and a jewellery case and as I was leaving he was showering in the next room

Next I was riding a kids bike through town when I ditched it from a flat tire and started walking and I saw a kid trying to break into cars, as I was walking I noticed some police talking about the kid. Spying on him then I caught a ride posing as a paramedic some guy gave me a mini sun which i put into my pocket and then later wore, and walked through a store in an open mall and some fat kid spit stuff on me and so I told the store person who said to lick her pussy which I found gross and then in horror I backed into a bear daddy holding a fetus and he smelled really bad

Next I rescued a stray cat and fed it and gave it water and a home and a bed outside of its cage where it was being abused , it ate a bit

Then I took some kids wallet whom knew who I was and he told the casino people and they ended up beating him up – kinda a shady casino anyways I used the thousands of dollars to catch a ride across town to another casino

-          Shaun A. Delage

cat paw massage

Well I am glad to see the church is continuing

I have never viewed my spending years upon years offering the discourses in enlightenment and ascension mixed with a little bit of craziness as a setback or a waste of time
exactly quite the opposite
I have had countless emails telling me to keep going, me so amazing hehe
just funny to be an online personality lolz

So I am at a fence in the road, I can continue my writing or simply let go and ordain as a Buddhist monk

The monk thing has been in my life for quite some time since taking Vipassana meditation courses – I adore monastic life, what I need to discover if this includes me, right now or shall I wait till I am 40 and have exhausted every avenue in the material matrix

Tough choice

But ordaining seems like the right choice for me, spiritually – To involve myself in the most reclusive and enlightened faith on the planet

A psychic recently said I can still do well in the material world, and if I should so choose, my books will gain quite the following but she also said about the monk thing…

This is an important decision for you. You can succeed in this material world. However, you would more easily fall into a life like a Buddhist monk. You would become happier with this type of life. You would do better here as your nature makes a spiritual existence more suited to you.

 The prospect of love and the idea of becoming a world famous author and artist keep me going in this reality but none of the material world gives me any sense of satisfaction

I have searched for love countless times, almost to lose my life- this is what people sing about

The paradoxes of love so how could I search this out, I even tend to wonder about my thinking process

The world has a lot of beauty and love in it, none of which I believe I have found, only materialism, hatred and illusion-nothing I want any part in, I strive to be around those of my own kind, uber intelligence, striving for enlightenment, ascension and evolution – some peace and quiet, assisting others through suffering is my greatest need considering the magnanimity of my own suffering

I believe I would make a great Buddhist monk hehe just I would miss things like, dinner, my hair and eyebrows, orgasms, shaving pubes, voting, clothes, luxurious beds lol (I know big one haha) television, techno, the internet among a few things

It would be tough to be around a bunch of other men in robes in the middle of the furest without thinking a sexual thought haha

Part of me wants to go the route that is the toughest but I can stick it out – to achieve enlightenment and be released from being reborn into constant suffering

I have always been anti religion which is ironic because I have held the titles of Reverend and Doctor for about 9 years – I don’t pretend to know it all or want to go into spirituality for egotist pursuits

I just think the eastern cultures has nailed down the paradoxes of enlightenment in a religion to the nine while the western religions lack any level of evolution

Only lost in a sea of riddles and wafers and baptisms god give my head a shake

So for me to ordain would be a big step, one in which I have been pondering my existence as such for about a decade and I imagine myself with robes on and no hair and no eyebrows god what a hot mess but I think I would make a sexy hairless monk

It would take a lot of courage to walk away from this blog, my novels, my virtual world of second life, the prospect of love and materialism in totality but a step in life I am willing to do, because I live with very little and it almost seems like a blessing to release holding money all together

To some people religion is poison

Just imagine trying to tell your mostly catholic family you want to be a Buddhist monk haha

Blessings

Just wanted to give my blogbuddies an update

-          Shaun A. Delage

Deer Monk

My thoughts of ordaining as a Buddhist monk are mixed, and rather human at this point, first and foremost I would like to be released from my own internal prison structure of karma and psychological operations.  Next I would like to become more versed in a reclusive and enlightened faith. Next the ideals seem to mix with that of a middle aged mandarin female which I probably was in my last life lol

I have decided to post the manifesto for public view but only have this one copy visible through the Church so in a sense my own lil gateway and portal

I am beginning to let go because frankly I think I have the qualities needed of a Buddhist monk and I see Vipassana as kindergarden for monks and I got a taste and rebelled and now I seem to be blacklisted on vipassanas rosters but that is what happens when you accuse a way centre of warcrimes lol

I have learnt from my experiences  enough to warrant me changing my life drastically....while I still seem to be caught on

 the level of a teen or whatever I just cant escape my life and I don’t want it to hit me at middle age that I have done nothing

I want to shine, and give discourses in enlightenment, train under an evolved religion and release myself from the confines of the material world and the matrix and finally make sure I don’t get born into the next vessel as another chav or whatever having to suffer

Maybe my path includes that of being able to preach enlightenment and guide others through suffering

I as well will be suffering, with no hair, nor eyebrows or dinner or snacks or coffee or for example the ability to shave my pubic hair bald lol (it is against the monastic code lolz)

I believe I have the spiritual centre needed to be a monk, living as a lay hermit for like 4 years with barely enough

I wanted so much to be a writer in the world and travel cruise ships but I think I would be a 500 pound writer in no time lol

So in april the Church of Techno may close, and I may move on, but it has been a blast regardless. I have made quite a few friends and even more enemies (lala )

I think it would be cool to be a monk, kind of ironic for me to choose a lineage that concerns itself with Buddhist conservatism haha but I think it will be good for me considering how much of an unstructured and undisciplined life has lead me and look where I am now, lol

Part of me wishes that the internet or my books or second life for example could lead me to a level of happiness. Part of me wishes I could just win a hospital lottery and sit in my lottery house smoking 420 and eating muffins ...part of me wishes by now I have found the right man, a shining prince in beautiful clothing that could say to me one day “you never have to work a day in your life”

Much of me has realized that my power and authority will not take place as a handout but rather a learning experience

That I can hold power and authority without wealth

This is the greatest epiphany to hit recently

Me personally I think I have tested all the other gods to their limits lol the lord Buddha remains the only one standing and smiling back at me

While I have had fun delving into conspiracy, MK ultra and other fascinations

I don’t believe these avenues will offer any level of enlightenment

While part of me wanted to release captivation in totality and get rid of it in my life completely

I honestly believe it can help others

I believe my place in 2012 is to be a forest monk and to retreat to a forest community where I will be accepted and respected. I could think of no other place other than birken forest monastery to live out my days

-          Shaun A. Delage 

one question.....

WTF?

Pride flag

This past week has been insane travels on this realm, based in a reality that is entirely schizophrenic

See when people are labeled as insane it provides the enigmatic nature of the individual either ur a genius or ur locked up.

To be within the confines of several disabilities proves challenging and my reality has many comforts and vices which are nice but working within the realms of addiction and saying no to 4:20 and moving to all out wine fests prove to be fun

Contacting JK rowling proved to be the wrong approach since her agents said they would like her creative process to remain guarded in a sense and I understand completely as she is a millionairess now dining on prawns for breakfast

In a way it is nice to have somebody to look up too and compare myself too in the writing process which proves to be a completely defeating process but I have faith that the proper outcome will be achieved if I pour my heart and talent into my novels so that one day I too can travel the world as a rich author dining on lox and eggs for breakfast on my 140 day cruise around the world.

The biggest issue I have at the moment is not really the cost of editing, that is beyond me, but it would have been nice to have somebody that is a superior writer read my works

Not something to be taken personally

That and I have been in a flame war with EBAY over my millions ads, and technically one of them is a many billions ad and they have acted all out maliciously to abuse me for my artistic performance art, something that makes me laugh but is rather stressful at the moment having SUSPENDED written in Huge letters that take up most of the page in my email

Challenging the meaning of art in essence and challenging the restrictive litigious corporate fascist society we live in

Then I was going through the human meat cult and pig farm roasted prostitute drama and youtube videos relating everyone from the RCMP to the fraternities of UBC and SFU and the worshipful group of skinners and meat cutters and the world I inhabit is technically pretty insane

I mean my reality

When you also contact the national enquirer and David Icke about your life story and I know I will be ignored further because essentially every single domain imaginable is owned by sellouts

The church of techno sits on googles servers where it cannot be removed

So in essence I lead an existence outside of reality and in reality I struggle quite a bit but in the astral worlds I go places and am constantly going places

In this reality my greatest possessions are some candy raver buddhas and my certifications in universal ethic

I see myself as the next prime minister of Kanata the sole new republic after we make notice to the crown that they have been ousted for crimes against humanity against the native population to literally exterminate them through avenues such as the residential schools concentration camps and things like shoving the natives onto reserves where they are forced to live in abject poverty

I have sent my detailed 83 page manifesto to the hiddenfromhistory.org site owners so that I may better serve their campaign to formerly expel the country of Canada as we know it and replace it with a sole republic built on creativity, expression, protection and guidance by the natives whom are the sole owners of the land we occupy

Hiddenfromhistory and Kevin Annet are participating in Geneva convention proceedings against the Freemasonic Canadian government and the hopes are in the directives of the manifesto placing me as an individual that can testify under oath over my participation in the Elite MK ULTRA program and the fact that I was tortured in a foreign country and are continuously under psychological operations including sexual relations with some very powerful entities in the country

This places me in a position of power in a sense and also if it was one hundred years ago I would be hanged alongside Louis Riel whom was hung by the RCMP

Then you have allegations of abuse by all levels of governance and policing and you have a country rife with psychological operations and sex abuse, a trauma state, and a police state including a welfare state and we have a huge mess that needs to be addressed and not lead farther into illusion

By myself providing testimony to allegations of geneva convention violations in Canada including forcible biological experimentation at the hospital, sexual services to one of the highest ranking native leaders, a conspiracy involving twins and 36 degree masons that is a vice president of the largest bank in Canada. The countries health system continuously denying me the proper therapy for extreme torture and rape by the elites and other events and in no way to I want to bring vengeance but rather shine light on this state of affairs and work to reverse it in my own little ways

While my life may be in danger, I am relatively safe. I am surrounded by people involved in the illusion but I can sense that they essentially do care for me, which is something that lacked in my perception in the years prior

To some I am a loner, schizophrenic, Indian, thief, a conspiracy nutter

To others I am a spiritual leader, the next prime minister, sai baba or rich author, essentially an enlightened being because I have undergone the path of suffering to better understand how to aid others

To some I matter and have affected severe change in their conciousness

To hybrids; they want nothing to do with me or my energy

Me personally I think I would be the leading person for a level of protection and guidance but essentially I am left alone to rest and rejuvenate which is good in itself

The timing has to be right for me to break out, while it is taxing knowing that I have a novel written but can do nothing to bring it to the world at this point I just simply am working on finishing the sequel

So not an average week in a singular slaves life, my life is abnormal – that of an anomaly

The existence is a tough role in society and I feel strongly that there are people around me that care about the progression of my soul which helps me live each day understanding that one day I will be liberated completely and this is glorious

It is the work of the divine, not some old koot with a beard and a big bible but universal consciousness and universal power

Rather than do what everyone else is doing

I go my own path and don’t need the approval of others at all

I am working to elevate my soul to another level all together and this takes time and effort or you can be like everyone else and slave endlessly away at a paradigm you don’t fully understand

Or you can work to take on sometimes decades long, lonely quests of creative drive and personal development and guidance

I have always been a believer in residual income over employment but I am realizing if I put my mind to it that I too can be a part time slave and in essence the greatest wish of my being is to slave away for 3 days a week in the middle of the night cleaning floors so I too can work from beginning to finish and take the steps needed to break free from the system itself which is a police state, apocalypse, and world war three involving the regional royalty western caste system

It is ironic to be fortunate to be born into the place I am and the vessel I am inhabited inside

Only to do that which is right seems the best advice so we all keep going

In less than a few weeks it will be 2012

Don’t fret the world is not going to end until dec 21^st 2012 (almost 2013) so don’t give up

I strongly believe universal consciousness will return and take revenge on such a restrictive Masonic and secret society ridden world, the land will return to the native peoples and the world will be changed and altered for good again, not just simply a world for initiated sellouts to enjoy

But for each individual to enjoy the world to the fullest realms possible for their entire lives, not just once or twice in their lifetime.

-          Shaun A. Delage  

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