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To constantly nourish ones soul remains the highest priority, there is so much distraction that people with any skill in meditation can sometimes skip a week or two before they get the chance to meditate.

All I have is time, I am one of the lucky few that has been able to find a calling amidst a life of seeming failure, I have embraced being a funded Buddhist lay monk, I am able to pay all my bills while having copious amounts of time at my disposal, something people that are involved in this whole apparatus lack essentially is time.

I have been taking baby steps to better my intuition because I believe it is a calling for me to be somewhat psychic or intuitive and to be genuine about it. I think many people out here on earth are naturally intuitive but fail to see the characteristics simply because they can’t guess the winning lottery numbers, and it is true that you can be obscenely intuitive with seeming strangers over your own world because if we could simply guess our own lottery numbers nobody would be working as a psychic they would be sitting on a yacht in Monaco sipping Moet.

So I have been taking baby steps and it is tough to rely solely on intuition but when I lack the confidence I simply remind myself of my history and the fact that I have had an extremely bizarre life which affords me the gift of psychic powers, the ability to tell somebody their future and whether their next steps are the right path. So I have opened a mini presence online in the virtual world of SL and in a few places online. Just taking baby steps, what it took me to get to this level is many synchronicities that play out in real life like somebody mentioning something a week prior and it plays out exactly as mentioned or I will think of a song and an hour later I will hear it on CNN of all places lol just when stuff like that adds up it really makes you question whether you have these abilities or not, and I have had precognitive dreams and such and things will automatically pop into my head twenty minutes beforehand.

So syncs…. But I also use quite some many crystals and herbs to help with that development and most psychics find out in their early thirties.

I come from a life of challenge, almost losing it beyond my control, from a life of crime and intrigue to almost taking off on a yacht around the world, meeting a twin of mine in a penthouse that tried to give me HIV, Being taunted on movie sets by satanists related to some powerful actors/aliens to being ‘involved’ with a Canadian ambassador, stuffing thousands of dollars into my pockets and staying up for sometimes weeks on end without food. I have been to hell and back literally, I know what is at stake, and it is our souls, and redemption. So when I doubt my abilities I think of these things and my path and the path of the obscure and enchantment, I think of what great powers I must have picked up along the way, now to only use them.

The simple causality that I have lived through it all and now get to live a life of fortunate circumstances lead me to believe that I have a purpose and a reason why exactly I am here rather than that of a simply anomaly.

People must get mad when they read my writing, all the brazen stuff I did, and most of it illegal, but what helped me is finding an eastern meditation technique that reversed all ignorance.

I feel lucky, lucky to be alive after all of that and yes I think about things that have happened quite a bit, I also think about how many of the multi millionaires I have met have probably died or lost it all in some way and no doubt my presence in this world has affected quite some many people from all walks of life.

Essentially the path of the Buddhist monk, too unfit to be ordained, too crazy to be in a sangha, too many disabilities to become a regular Buddhist monk so I am forced to create my own method to living, a philosophical presence that challenges belief systems and people in authority with a poetic lick.

When I wake I sit on the porch surrounded by tree’s and deer and songbirds and think to myself, wow I have made it, I am finally in my piece of heaven, the meditation has worked, now I can move to the next steps –the next levels, and my meditation will constantly change and define itself.

I give you this discourse so that it may better your day.

-Shaun A. Delage  

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It’s pretty hot here in BC lately, It is beyond me how people in more third world countries survive with + 40 Celsius weather, but I guess when you are born into it –you never know any different.

I am grateful that I personally exude qualities such as happiness, compassion, love, enlightenment, renunciation, friendliness, and a caring composition. I have met many people in my 31 years and I can say the qualities I speak of are rare in a human being given the nature of the programming we are all under.

We have a plethora of programs out there to shape minds, and our youth are a reflection of where we are headed, and they watch shows that teach them to hate women, gays, other races, and poor people. This is a travesty because if the billions that went into entertainment could be used to really change people’s attitudes and help them enlighten themselves then we would be all set as a world.

It seems the days of the comfy job, pension, picket fence, and two dogs and three kids are over. These days both parents have to work, people are living in condos, watching reality TV etc

But the scenario that I think of now, is the fact that the checkerboard floor is the most marketed concept to the keener, they see it in about 96% of media, and think to themselves that this floor and it’s secret society are the only way to wealth, and I am beginning to think in the affirmative on the subject, if you don’t want to join a secret society then you can suffer along with the rest of them, because they support their own, only.

It is true that many people have tried to decode what this checkerboard floor means, and the truth is nobody will ever know unless you become initiated, my guess is it involves some level of humiliation, sacrifice, incest, hazing scenario or something grotesque of the sort to tie the two to the movie, I can say I have watched thousands of shows and movies and everything and can say with full confidence that the white and black floor is in EVERYTHING, but if you are not aware you will never pick up.

I have heard people try and define it as a loose interpretation of the dualistic forces that are in control or humanities struggle between good and evil, but I believe it is more than that, much more.

I will never know, because I am unitiated and oppose secret societies.

It just makes me wonder how you will watch a movie and then in the last few scenes or whatever they show somebody standing on the black and white floor, idiots try and play it off as a ‘diner floor’ or a widely used concept.

I think it is much more than that, something much more evil and sinister, and they flash it to either invoke something, use it as a hiring mechanism, or use it to remind initiates of their place and everytime they see it, it would open up something, and if it is being played in 600,000 places on earth every moment... then there would be some level of magic, and with a secret society that relies on subliminals and symbology it is very odd everytime I see it because you think if you can go watch a movie without it, you are wrong because it is in at least one scene on every movie, even in commercials and music videos.

And 100% of all media is owned by a few puppeteers so the only way you are going to get a shot at fame by being in a movie or show or anything is by having the right lineage in apostolic succession of initiated freemasons. I was pondering how many con men operate and I wondered how somebody could deceive wealthy people out of millions, it is because they knew the right handshake and codes to allow the person to give them their full trust and hand over millions.

The only media I find that are void of this floor scenario are independent movies and documentaries.

Anyways I am on the right path lately, my copyright has been approved for my novel, the novel itself will be ready in a couple weeks from it’s editing stage.

I am obtaining my 3^rd and 4^th doctorates from the mother church, the Doctor of Metaphysics, and the Doctor of the Universe. So I am quite happy to be learning and forwarding myself in this regard, and the Universal Life Church HQ ordains anybody for life and without cost.

Peace Love Unity and Respect

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Interdimensional/astral travel/ parallel realities travels 3.2

Interdimensional / Astral TRAVEL UPDATE

I ask my guides to show me the way and what I get is a nice goldfish it took me to a boat with 18 members of a Chinese gang and had over $100,000 dollars on me and they picked us up and brought us to a hotel and I looked in the mirror and I was wearing makeup and piercings and I had full control over my travels…next I went on a cruiseship and walked around the massive complex and I was in a wheel chair then I got out of the wheel chair and asked a bartender something and he told me to go be with somebody sitting alone and I said okay and the police came after me because after me because I went through a wrong door and I just floated above them through the walls and I even ate a sprout burger and the lady at the counter said to me I saw you last night and you were in ladies underwear and I laughed and quipped, I love to wear ladies underwear then I left the ship on the embarkation and at the customs counter they gave me the wrong ID back so I took the wrong ID and pocketed thousands of dollars of cash and rode my bike into the city and walked into a pizza place and brought my bike in there but it was packed so I walked into another restaurant and it was also –packed, it was raining heavily. Next I was in a contest for the best fritter like a pie and a girl put cat food in mine and cat food in another persons and I was getting a ride home with two hot guys in maple ridge and he showed his cock so I showed mine, and he had to go to work and he worked at wal mart and I was going to buy stuff and the money I had turned into weird documents and was trying to search through that for awhile anyways because of the cat food fritter I lost the contest. Next I met this guy in a café he was kinda weird giving his bro a few gifts and he thought I was a dream guardian and he was so hot oh man ! well I went to a barber and ended up kissing him on the street and it was faux pas around his friends and there was some people moving into a building next door and I tried to say some of the stuff was mine. Then I went to a seventies church and there was a restaurant and conference and a guy came up and professed his love for me and he said I hate who I live with and I said yes I live with a crazy woman he was completely naked and left me for somebody else within 5 minutes, it was the shortest relationship I have ever had. Next I was going through the grieving process and on a tour of a different country and I developed a relationship with this cat over my travels and I also had a kitten and the kitten jumped in the water where there was dolphins and the other cat jumped into save it and the first cat I saved and the kitten died, very sad, anyways most of the dream was spent grieving over the kitty. Next I went on a cruise ship and took part in a special drill because I was known for being bad and security was following me everywhere and I walked off the ship before it docked and I had to get back to the ship because it had my cat on board and it took off and I was extremely sad …I was walking near a food court and there was chavs buying munchies and I wandered intoa  church of sorts and it had lots of seats and they were all full so I just walked in and out they were serving fine food and a lady commented that it was for rich people…next the goldfish took me to a store in a mall and I woke up heaving a revolting travel I went to this store and stepped in feces and there was shit everywhere and you would walk more and you would dive into a pool of it and you would taste it and it would taste sugary but still like feces and I told a lady I would file a police report and she said it would be taken care of as quick as this conversation and I said yeah right this is the most disgusting store I have ever been into you crazy old broad. Next I went to a tiger sanctuary and a girl went up and pet one, and it didn’t bite her or anything and it was some weird family gathering with tigers tigers everywhere ! landed in Toronto and  driving into a place called landerson and Mitchell and trying to hop into a cab and was going to all these random places and people wrote reports on me and apparently I harassed a bunch of sugar daddies and shot a few people and rode a mountain bike through the mall but it was strange I ended up crawling through a window over a BBQ and I was like whatever my mom had a new baby and the baby asked me if we were boyfriends and I said no we are brothers and this was funny coming from a lil tyke…next I went to a rave in a  club and getting stuff in coat check and I had a talking elmo with a penis and she made a comment about that I had a big hard shell case filled with trinkets and toys and leaving stuff for coatcheck I had a hardshell case the party itself was packed and amazing ! before I arrived at the party, the parking lot was full and I arrived in a red rolls Royce with a Chinese girl and a blonde girl and they were offering people $70 for a parking spot – I took a caffeine pill and the military security said what are you taking and I replied people take meds and other stuff and you shouldn’t be suspicious and she said ok …the red rolls, was massive and I was guessing the others were my attendants because where they were sitting. Next I was in high school in a nice school and my first class was this weird bingo and I was trying to hand draw my bingo and this guy with a purple shirt kept hitting on me and putting his foot on mine, wandered the halls next and a lady brought me for a spaghetti cookie and they gave me like 9 cookies they were so good and she took me to a theatre and there was nine gay men performing then I talked to a guy and asked is physical education mandatory and he said yeah 30 hours a week and I said yeah I would probably do well in the arts and then I walked down a whole mountain of cookies lol next I went to a ritzy house and there was pork ribs everywhere and this little girl kept biting my finger off and she was my daughter or something and so I forcefed her marijuana and told her I was divorcing her mother cause she was such a bitch

Next I went to a water boat and had to catch a lil waterboat to a ferry and caught it with a skater kid and I said yeah I have the flu and then a bunch of skater kids sat around and they asked where I was from and I said Vancouver island they asked how was that and I said oh like the Truman show haha they all laughed the water way itself as they were ferrying us there was carcasses and a huge shipping container with the Masonic emblem that said thank you brother

Next I went to Vancouver to housesit and there was porn on across the way there would be a telescope hooked up and a skater orgy across the street was fun to look at then I was watching a cat too and I had cheated on my art site and it caused the whole website to crash and while I was out and about the ploice were ordered to apprehend me and I was standing there in cuffs and all of a sudden this black family runs by in cuffs behind their back and the police were too busy on their own so I ran too and they said what are you doing come with us and I said I am in cuffs and they said run anyway and I ran with em and escaped custody haha and was running with the family and ended up finding a car that was meeting them at a drop point and I helped the family scale rocks and mountains and I got in the car early with somebody else and we were driving around and found a woman eating a sandwich out of the garbage so whom I was with gave her $10 and said yeah we support people around here and it was lonliness and desperation when I realized I was a convicted felon and everything came crashing down around me with the flick of a switch in an instant I was walking with the black people and one guy with them a Russian hottie with red hair and twink face looks at me and said “are you shaun delage off youtube” and I said “yeah they banned me though I am like a felon now” and he said I want you so bad. I want to be with you so I just chose to walk away with him because the family was in a fight with some others so I just walked on and I walked to his apartment and amazing building slabs diagonal and protruding and we played slots in his hallway and he won $9 and then some people tried to make us watch a weird horror movie on a screen in front of us with horrific images like murder scenes and the Russian said I thinkw e should go and we rode up the elevator 9 floors. We went to his apartment – the rest is too racy for this blog well I was outside another guys building a cute guy and he came with a  girl and I came with a group of people and a guy tried to push his shin into my teeth and I shouted call the police and they surrounded us and I was on the run for 4 weeks the police said there was an over award on my account and said I was + 38K !!! I had an old tix for air Canada in my bag for Toronto and I took off and flew away !! I was riding a bus into the city trying to speak with an operator and she said will you promise me one thing if I connect you will you carry it through and I said sure bla la lolz

Next I went to an oceanfront cabin before a storm and it was chaos there was a hurricane and there was this tabby cat that could eat your foot in an instant because it was a crazed astral tabby and a guy was chasing it

Next I went on a trip to the USA and ended up having 420 on me at the border and I brought a huge entertainment case filled with stuff and a cat ran away from the bus and they caught it and I said can I keep it and I said I had marijuana and they said you can keep the cat in ur cell and they searched my stuff and found it and ended up going to prison and sat at a table with a girl eating a puke cake it was disgusting the guards were abusing their authority and being violent and everywhere I went I shouted out revolt revolt against the establishment and I started a violent revolt and would pee on officers and would kick them and punch them back and they were pretty scared everywhere I went I showed this skill of revolution I was the leader of the church of techno there like on every dimension and none of the guards wanted to do anything to me so I kept going and I never did get the cat though they made you eat that rancid puke bar and the women of the prison loved me and I put thumbs up everywhere and the guards said they would do biological testing on us. I wrestled a gun away and shot many people and ended up escaping on a boat to the mainland and ended up catching a ship to Australia and I had a six shooter on the boat I was never to be seen again

Next there was this androgynous female who would steal and went from place to place and had adventures the first place she went to was this old ladies apartment and she used the bathroom there and then she went to a fancy café and stole a hat and wallet on the way out and she walked in without shoes so she tried to get up to the roof and a Chinese man wouldn’t let her so she found a fancy lunch room where she ate and I talked to her but followed her like an orb some men tried to rape her and she said she was a transsexual and exposed her breasts and found she was a real woman so they left her alone.

Next I was catching a skytrain in Vancouver middle of nowhere I was waiting for the train, the very last night train and I had ran and ran with another girl to make it and we were going to hop in on the other side of it and I had a full transit pass and I was up on a ramp and hopped up there and a chief of security and said where is your pass and looked for it for 20 min and he said you don’t have it and I said I have the fucking pass and he looked at it and said the numbers are blurry it had my pic on it too and he started to get violent and I was like whatever and there was lots of witnesses and finally I called 9-11 and he said oh are you going to charge me and I said yeah with theft and harassment and a contingent of officers showed up and I talked to a hot guy and he helped me and they said we would need to do a news broadcast from the station while they were questioning witnesses. Everyone was freezing cold because they canx the train and some people spoke up and asked what happened to that asshole security and I was like oh he is probably going to be charged with harassment and theft because he kept my pass and one guy spoke up and said whats your name it says your shaun zeno on the pass and some lil kid about 10 yrs said I use the name zeno as well and I said yeah buddy hahaha the two zenos and we were shaking hands doing a thug shake and meeting our palms and snapping our fingers was totally fun

This concludes the last month and a half of dimensional astral travels

Thank you for reading

-          Shaun A. Delage

polar dragon

In such a paradigm to exist in the world is slowly coming to the full realms of realization  now we are officially in the end times, but what most don’t understand is that we should be looking for 2013 and 2014 and beyond not just halting all thoughtform at 2012 and perhaps this is the goal of the establishment

For me personally to make notice of project monarch in full effect has been a defeating process because most people I implicate don’t have any idea of their role in the grand scheme of things they were most likely under possession of sorts but that is only because their inner nature was subservient to the luciferian mind

While I don’t try and relay I have all the answers life is extremely complex to deal with and to navigate

I have just finished my 2^nd novel and what an accomplishment literary wise, to write two novels in 3 years

I see the world going back to a regional rule over the internationalist rule we have been under and things will be closer knit

This is relative to 2012 of course but the ego maniacs running the show could flip a switch and all our comforts will have been replaced, this is a terrifying concept to most considering nobody is really in tune with their creative process nor are they in tune with their ancient purpose

Let alone people are under spells really

We live in such an illusion of society that glorifies initiated sellouts and they are going to bring us to the brink of holocaust if we don’t stay true to our ancient goals.

Really coming to terms with your ancient power, intellect and reasoning is the smartest advice but as well living on very little and not demanding of your world material wise is more keys to success because once you succumb to the material state it will slowly envelope you in riches

Materialism itself is a key point because the entire western culture is built on materialism and capitalism

The countries with more ancient souls and purpose have been left alone and behind and the newer incarnated countries of earth are flaunting their material wealth to those that have very little and no wonder we have the society we do

But when you leave people in a world that is solely materialist you open your society to various forms of intrigue including people literally going bazerk with boredom because their material nature doesn’t satisfy the boredom of being in prison

Coming to terms with the fact that you are imprisoned this very moment in your reality and cannot escape brings great power. When you sleep, if you are united with your astral vehicle you are able to escape this prison state and that is why much of the herbs and tonics used for dimensional travel and uniting you with your soul vehicle have all but been outlawed

While I go through times where I quit marijuana then become fundamentalist about my views then smoke another bowl and I am in heaven

Marijuana is one of the only things on earth that can bring the entire world into a global enlightenment, not only trying it, but FULL legalization of the herb, seeds, oils etc

What a travesty on the population that alcohol and tobacco remain full legal alternatives to the slave state but essentially people need the distraction and the evolution that marijuana provides

Sadly once this is realized we will get nowhere and as well people like marc emery, colton harris moore, Julian assange, Bradley manning  deserve full legal protection and guidance and once these people that are unaware of their impulse state or their own humanity should be afforded freedom or therapy not to be locked up in solitary confinement or having to be imprisoned into a venue that promotes ideology like rape and violence it seems that we live in a two tier prison planet

Those out in freedom are still imprisoned in this reality and those in prison have their bodies behind bars but essentially the same thing really and this knowledge gives one a lot of power in their daily world and their daily interactions, being able to look at oneself objectively, as being confined in this reality with almost no hope of escape

But I have seen worse in the astral worlds, like whole cities surrounded by a room and walls, or places where murder and violence prevail as forms of communication

With 2012 now in full focus it is time to stop thinking of 2012 and start thinking of 2013 and 2014

Perhaps after the end of the world, much like y2k passes and we all realize there is nothing to worry about maybe we will be satisfied with our prison state until we die who knows, but it would be nice for divine entities to land and all beings who wish to leave this dimension for others that are more enlightened would be a god send

It is always wise to prepare for unrest with food stocks, candles, lighters, lots of rice, camping stoves, incense and whatever else you need if all hell breaks loose and we loose things like societal functioning and electricity

It is always nice to be prepared so you’re not looking at your neighbor like they are a freshly seasoned to perfection roasted turkey haha

But don’t get swept up in the paranoia, hype, and mystery

Believe it is all illusion much like your very own existence and you will be fine

can you exist with ur ancient purpose, void of capitalism and materialism, without the system and its structure in place? 

that remains the greatest paradigm for each soul as we enter a new era 

-          Shaun A. Delage

ode to the Chav

Dimensional travel update

I asked my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight is a giraffe it took me first to a mall and a confusing school where people were doing their jobs experiencing enlightenment and some people hated me and some people supported me and wanted my art to be displayable and I was a hesitant because of the cruelty of the people so I just ate a depressing lunch of chicken strips and you had to work really hard for your money some people were lil Nazis so I didn’t like them at all just pointing and laughing, most likely because I was naked at the time lol

Next I was rolling a joint and all the stuff fell behind a dresser and moved it and then moved in and reached in behind the box and a spider bit my hand with a mandible then used its web to withdraw the mandible it was pretty gross !

Next I was pulling at my teeth but they were diamonds and diamond earings were in my teeth interwoven and there was this guy that had a scheme going where he was murdering children and then this mandarin lady would yell at him and some artists would gather and she said don’t go near my store.

Next the giraffe took me  to a beach in costa rica and was pondering moving with reverend kai but the beach was a graph of sorts and the beach was really small it was like a Palestinian border between it and another country , apparently if you brought a sleeping bag they would make you sleep you in the street but if you were all ritzy of course they would welcome you with open arms

Then I went to a school and made pizzas and they were smaller than the ones you see in the store and I was trying to figure that out and living on a train constantly travelling the cosmos

Then the giraffe took me to a skool camp and they were trying to find me a bed and they couldn’t and they said there was a rule that I could sleep with girls and they were like what are you doing and I said there is a rule that I can sleep with the chicks and they all laughed, it was a two week camp where they flew us in by floatplane was pretty sweet and ritzy haha the camp was an old freemason hall with the floors painted over and i told one guy this is a freemason floor and he was like really? And I showed him

It was an intricate camp and skool and then somebody dropped a paper and everyone shouted out that is shaun delage shaun, shaun omg and I was like oh lord I have been spotted lol

Then I went on a massive cruise ship and I was wearing roller blades and could just glide through the ship through stores and looking for food and I was like oooo aburger would be cool

It was a normal cruise ship not one based in hell worlds. A girl in a pub said I am soooo drunk and I said wow maybe this food isn’t for me there was a weird asian restaurant that had livers and entrails and I thought that was pretty gross then there was some couture and fast food and some tasty Chinese food and they said they were hiring too haha I was like oh maybe I should apply for a job

I was gliding through the ship trying to figure out what room I was in and what exactly was happening although I could sense the ship was moving it was massive and I was just exploring and watched a guy in a washroom jack off through a peephole and watched him for a bit was a mix mash of experiences I love these ships !!

Next the giraffe took me to I was outside and looked into a store window and there was a cat staring at me and I was like wow thats a nice cat and it was big and old and beautiful so I waved at it and was gliding through the hallways and I went into a door and there was a big canine sitting there so I ran away from it lol not a dawg person per se.

Then I went to a dimensional bridge and walked around chilling out with a guy in a hotel room and talking about the many layers of depth shielding us and I said yeah I am in 2013 and the guy said his friend went out and did something and got sick and I was talking to him whether he could hold a human body or not outside of the astral world and he said he couldn’t and his mother this old broad came up and I poked her in the hand with a wooden stick and drew blood and spent time with the guy romantically and trying to gauge what he is and he was a lower astral entity and I sensed he did truly care about me and our time together it was just, to be able to ask questions in English proved to be a deep experience asking him over and over about super imposed reality and whether he could exist in reality and he was like no no I cant exist that way and he really appreciated me and our time together ...I am almost speechless because he was so beautiful

I didn’t sense anything sketchy about him like men that try and make me lick their eyes

But it is funny because I only sensed love with him and some in the astral world are very cruel but he proved to be kind compassionate and he cared for me, I told him I was from 2013 and that was a weird number to pick he said that is a really tough time to exist in and I was eating ice on sticks and shared romance time and a bond and together ness and we were able to trust each other

I did have sleep paralysis and the day prior had the same but three times couldn’t actually get into my body efficiently which proved challenging then I wandered around and had lunch in the future in the past as well if that makes any sense in a gay area and was talking to somebody over some floss I got and he said jeeze you look like somebody up the block and he said you look cuter and I said thank you I am not a rich drag queen and actor and he said look at you your adorable and I said haha I am just me. He was like talking to some people and I was looking around at stuff to buy it was amazing went into a cruising area which was musky and from the seventies and weird so tried to use the washroom but was being cruised lol then I saw a sign that said fraternities were aligned with Satanism, money and power, and hazing and blood ritual which contravenes universal ethic

This concludes what the giraffe showed me and the world famous church of techno occultist Shaun Zeno

quarry talk

The past month has been a whirlwind romance in the woods with a mountain man

I find the life of rural living to be intriguing but after living the life for a month I realized that it is not for me.

The isolation really got to me, not having my own comforts I am used too

I also strongly believe I am asexual at this point which affects 1% of the populace

I believe I have a lot to offer somebody other than a sexual life but in a sense I felt it was unfair to bring this to the table when he deserved somebody that is more able to satisfy his needs

I find sexuality to be stifling and complex and being proudly gay and then leaning on asexual has me mystified as to the realms of sexuality

I appreciate being able to come into his life and likewise him with me
I was able to put some rest to my binge marijuana smoking

While I am tempted to smoke it again

I realize that marijuana wont bring me the enlightenment I require

And when your smoking $80 in one night and get nowhere

What is the purpose

I have actually grown to enjoy my enlightened state

While in my mountain cabin in the woods I discovered what we take for granted in the cities

I discovered that there are calmer more gentler souls out there that are not focus so solely on materialism and chasing after the things that media instills on us

I don’t view me moving out of my home and into a cabin and then moving out and back home as a falure per se

I am also able to dimensionally travel more when I am off of marijuana

The kindness and hospitality shown to me has been immense and I thank this man from the bottom of my heart for helping me discover and put to rest my monastic desire

I have realized that perhaps being tucked away in the forest in the middle of nowhere will bring me no enlightenment

My purpose is out here

Anyways I am going to hop offline now but wanted to write my thoughts on my adventures for my blogbuddies

-          Shaun A. Delage

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