The world and its pains, I cant help but ponder Michael
Alig’s release date, sometime in 2016 and the striking similarities between his
murder case and that of Magnotta’s…they both cut somebody to pieces and this is
the desperation of the system around us and its pressures, essentially one
cannot be fully blamed for their actions when most of us are lead around by
unseen forces for sometimes decades at a time or be it with luciferian forces
or whatever …mainly most of us are lead around by ritual, because we have too,
we have families that need us, debts that need to be paid, people to feed, and
nobody wants to be homeless
It is true that the United states has the most poverty for
being the wealthiest nation and by far the most racist and bigoted nation by
far, of course we have things being rumored like a total systemic collapse in
about 5 months and nobody knows what will happen, if there are kind old
thousands years old greys landing to take care of us and nurture us, or if the
kill switch will be hit rendering technology useless or if the time will just
tick by and nada nothing, same old vibe same old sphere
In a way I don’t want to believe in a systemic collapse, but
it would be almost divine if it did happen and we were returned to our ancient
roots, and I wonder about divinity constantly and where was divinity in the
case of these two gay men, or perhaps the young girl that was left to fend for
herself in the rainforest her entire life…Perhaps divinity is an illusion of
sorts or a plethora of illusion instituted by the worlds faiths but I only need
to look at what I type here for example, or the force that keeps me breathing
or my heart beating to understand the true nature of the possibility of god(s)
Or you look around at the material nature of our planet or
the infrastructure and understand that we may be in a luciferian domain, if
there was a god, they would never make us slave endlessly just to survive and
make it. In more ancient cultures doing nothing meant you were living, this
tiring need to be doing something with your life… out here in rural life I am
left alone in peace and just meditate like a monk and maybe that is my purpose
in life…I have accomplished quite a bit in the last few years, enough to last a
lifetime…done 1500 pieces of art – have 334 for sale, wrote two novels, done a
masters degree, became ordained.
It is only in western society that we have the need to judge
others to tiring ends, those that don’t fit the mould and are not propping up
the luciferian ethic in any way are judged quite harshly, and how I feel
sometimes, when a 20 year old has a $10,000 credit limit and I am 30 and don’t
even have a credit card.
This is by choice however, when I paid it off I handed it
back-I was pleased to be rid of it in entirety and people look at me like I am
an elephant for wanting a $500 credit limit. Now since I handed it back nobody
will even grant me that amount in credit so it seems like I am somewhat of an
exile.
I am just thankful that I don’t have to be in prison for my
actions, because the luciferian master had its hold over my life for almost a
decade after some crimes, sex work and a sort of ritual with her majesty but
really living life in freedom without having your freedom taken away brutally
seems to be the only thing going at the moment.
So many are suffering around the world this very moment and
so many beings are trapped here and imprisoned by gravity in this dimension. I
believe strongly in parallel realities given my interdimensional travel and
dream state so I know that the waking world is somewhat of an illusion and the
dreamworld can be construed as somewhat of a reality or vice versa depending on
how you see it.
The world can be pain after pain and most are so hopelessly
dependent on the system to survive they are almost taxed wondering what will
happen in 5 months, here we have older people so dependent on medications, when
they see the sites online devoted to 2012, many want to commit suicide, or the
obese 700 lb person that is frightened because they cant even walk around the
block, or the people so needing employment they are one cheque away from being
on the street, or the countless people so traumatized by the system that they
need to really muster up enough courage to live day by day
It is a rather unkind system that plays tricks on us and
promotes this cruelty in our daily lives, by forcing us to work tiring and
exhausting slavery just to survive while the super rich ride around in 12 car
motorcades, or just simply waving the possibility of a total systemic collapse
in our face has enough people in tears and in fear, just the disregard for
poverty and those that lack motivation, it almost seems like its bound to
happen and bound not to happen so were at an impasse
I can tell you with one of the only Canadian political
manifestos published I may be the first to go, but also may be the first to get
a commodore position in the new world order, because I had guts to name the
people responsible for my trauma state
We have the future were
gearing up for, and nobody can really tell what the future looks like or
holds, it may be a one world government with freedoms, it may be restrictive
policies amidst a utopian paradise, it may be to have you work in a communist
or socialist environment where people are picked up from the homes and driven
to work duty but maybe that is what we need
Part of me being so accepting with the future is basically
my dependence on alternative media for a well founded viewpoint of the world.
David Icke and Alex Jones, illuminatimatrix are perhaps some of the most racist
and homophobic sites I have encountered and this troubles me, because if they
are the enlightenment that they broadcast- being able to pronounce the queen a
reptoid or reptis or being able to bullhorn the sauris bilderburgers then why
cant they have the guts to accept shining sexuality as a gift from the divine,
no matter where you look straight people hate gay people and vice versa and
this has been going on since the last reset
They will never eradicate sexuality because even animals are
gay and lesbian and bisexual
So for some beings to openly preach enlightenment and not
even hold enlightenment in their souls is a paradox. Truth is most people
without power don’t hate each other, they accept their neighbours and loved
ones as just living it out with them side by side in the fight
It must be terrifying to be living in this time, and I know
because I am here, the astral world is rife with horrors and there are beings
so dark and disgusting that is where they rest torturing us while we sleep and
we have literally no control over it, depending if you’re on the god of dreams
good side or bad, it seems like I have literally proven myself as an astral
warrior in thousands of scenarios laid out before my brain while I sleep yet
somehow I cant get it right, I am in line with being an astral thief still, and
I have not been able to eradicate this side of me, which makes me think that I
have been hardwired to be in my current existence as is, as a karmically
unfortunate being that has killed a whole village in my roman or greek time
life.
I am changing my life for the better and am happy that I am
not able to carry pain or sickness from the astral nature, but in a way when
you dive into a pool of moss and mildew and you wake up almost heaving it has
transferred itself into your reality
I am changing my being for the better and this divine nature
has inspired me because it is very shy and never wants to be seen, but it is in
forms of sexuality or a good meal, or some kindness, or a smile somebody gives
you. The satanist forces want to be noticed and are in everywhere you can
possibly imagine in egotist pursuit. I am not here to play a game so to speak
but to keep surviving until the very end, when that will be in 2070 when I pass
away or in 2012 from nuclear radiation or 2012 or whatever that is not up to me
to decide or perhaps I did choose when I depart, I may never know the answers
or it may never be comprehensible until that day when I take my last breath but
until then I am going to stay on divinity’s side as an ordained minister of god
and divine creativity, the power that keeps you seeing, breathing, thinking and
being creative. For what else is there? Evil? I think not, !!
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An enlightened beings purpose is to help others
that are in bondage and suffering and to also give energy and tools to
alleviate suffering rather than putting the person down more paths of
suffering.
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Shaun A. Delage
