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Red Ant





I have been thinking and pondering quite a bit lately on the bodyparts killer and I cant really help it the media is everywhere on the subject and you cant really escape the madness when it is in your face
I have been pondering what exactly would trigger somebody to murder another being but our culture promotes this behavior with the amount of EXTREMELY DISGUSTING movies and games out there
With full mutilations, murders and other disgusting apparently fictional scenes play out
I strongly believe that much of what we see can be construed as real and I believe strongly that some of the gore we see has some depths of reality in it however it may be displayed in film
When one is triggered by these scenes their mind wanders and they get obsessed with such phenom
Which is why I advocate to get rid of as much of this influence as possible in ones life
An enlightened being would not watch such horrors why should you ?
I also think quite a bit of it has to do with the distaste for society and its inklings and everything about living in a capitalist society would make one want to give up and murder and get a life sentence
In this country you can get 15 years in jail for robbing a store and 10 months for murder
It also has some depth to do with the monarch sciences and promoting trauma and having people bred for the purpose of committing such atrocities in real life
When people are so hatefully abused and forgotten by a system that only cares about its own material progression there is no saving them because they are literally a trauma abuse asset and everything they can and do can be attributed to trauma
Enlightened beings only surround themselves with beauty and love and happiness
When you begin to mix in forays of neglect hatred and sadness there is no saving the route you go under
But as well humanity as it is is quite disgusting of an existence so hard to stop the mind from thinking how almost disgusting it is to be a human being with sickness and bodily functions
The pressures of society also take hold to be purely materialist and forward oneself in that regard seems to be our only goal and this is not the goal of more spiritual ancient cultures
I also beg to differ that murder etc are man made sins and the ancient cultures of native culture and tribal culture actually promote things like murder decapitation and cannibalism
It is only the status elites that have grown used to making us pay for our crimes
I strongly feel though that anybody with enlightened qualities would never attain to hurt another living being, would never take part in that sort of horror and would never want to broadcast things like pain, hatred or sadness on another
Me much of my sadness comes from a life of crime and a life of sex work and I was not left with many other options in my life within this cold dark matrix we are living in
I relate to sex workers claims that people can be violent etc and am thankful that that is not my life anymore and am set free from that existence with a life of happiness and love now and have learnt my lessons and have attained to never hurt another being or inflict pain on another so hard for me to delve into the mind of a killer but I cant help but relate in some ways
What a painful existence with many pressures we live under
I was saddened to see my other conspiracy site illuminatimatrix has not been updated in quite some months and I am happy to say the church of techno will continue to offer enlightened discourse well into the future so be loyal and be happy because it is the work of the divine that I may type this for your enjoyment
PLUR
-          Shaun A. Delage