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Zenomancer
What a crazy time the past few weeks and they say it had
something to do with Uranus in retrograde or something but I don’t follow
astrology very much. Interestingly enough to keep up with regular stuff in
mainstream society takes real skill since there is such an unfathomable amount
of things going on at the moment, from the ebola outbreak, to Ukraine, to Russia,
to undocumented immigrants on the US border, the possibility of forced
vaccinations, Putin refusing to allow western products into Russia, meanwhile
we are still in the literal dark ages and the largest financial collapse in
modern history, but things toil on because there is still iphones and Cheetos on
the shelves lol
It is fine to keep up with stuff in a sense and I advocate
getting your news and updates from many sources hence a diverse range of input
from alternative media to a spectrum of news outlets, rather than just either
solely mainstream or just solely alternative media.
It is easy to get led down the path of paranoia or ignorance
depending where you look for your information. And some of the things happening
are downright scary. It seems present moment awareness is the optimal solution
and if you are just going to work and coming home and playing xbox all night
then there isn’t really a present moment awareness !
Part of my thought process included the possibility of
continuing my book series with a third book and if need be I could leave it at
two books but I read through the first few chapters of the 3rd book and thought
to myself, wow I have something here.
I think many writers want to give up but thanks to this blog rightfully named
my virtual ministry, I have been given a transferrable skill from something
that is free, and that is the fact that I have refined my writing skill quite a
bit, and I know I am not the best at grammar and punctuation but I am a super
keen story teller and I think that is a good quality of a writer.
Everything in the world is based in words, everything
devised pretty much has a writer behind it, I mean it would be nice to be a
millionaire and such but that is so unreachable to a person that is just
beginning in story-telling. Part of my inclinations for writing this never
ending blog include the above mentioned refining my writing craft but another
part is karmic reversal, I hope to better serve people that may come across my
words in whatever little way that I can, and also to be the first ever creator
of the CHURCH OF TECHNO in which nothing is comparable. I used to tie my
manifesto to it all in some whacked out conspiracy theory but I figured
recently that everyone has a past and the sooner I can let go of mine the
better and not to hang on or obsess about negativity seems to be the wisest
solution.
Basically instead of complaining about all those that have
wronged me, I can turn that negativity into extreme positivity by going into
the creative aspect of my personality that turns adversity into a rainbow hehe
Personally I don’t think you really have to be a grammar
nazi to make it as a writer, I think you just have to be able to create
believable characters and an epic storyline for people to be entertained by and
in writing my first book I realised after reading Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. That you don’t even need to focus
on a plot hahaha imagine that! If it is entertaining and unique I think the
world wants to see it –eventually- Not
many people have the means to write for a profession, some people can barely
even keep a working computer let alone the $200 in costs in word software and
printing costs for your rough draft and the cost of an editor and anything else
that may come up including keeping yourself sane and supported through the
process.
I have come across countless people that talk about being a
writer but haven’t written a word or they are in school taking a course about
how to write a novel and have not even written the first chapter.
I can say it is a defeating process but once you start
battling the hurdles it becomes easier to deal with any sort of negativity.
It is with great pride that Zenophobic has recently made a
submission to the Zeno Literary Agency, (my fifth) -3 I haven’t heard from
since I submitted and a couple have declined so I find the process to be
interesting to say the least hehe perhaps if they want to be very wealthy they
will choose me hehe it is a long shot since it is gay fiction but you never
know !
-Shaun A. Delage
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CLaM SoUL
Well the opposite of what I thought would happen with the
letter to my mother, in it I corrected many misconceptions of my youth and was
able to finally and fully tell my story, which I think is an empowering
process. She has left all communication with me, but what did I have to begin
with in a sense, she doesn’t make any sort of effort to keep up a relationship
with me.
She pretty much just left me on facebook and banned my name
and I guess she is too ashamed to accept my version of the truth.
One thing I came to terms with in writing a letter to bring
peace and hopefully evolve our relationship is the fact that she did too abuse
me as a youngster, she chose the man that would inflict untold amounts of
physical and psychological trauma on me. She says she was never there or that
she never saw anything so it seems like a cop out and an easy one at best.
Part of the letter included the fact that I forgave her, and
she chose to end all ties with me which is her choice.
I can now feel what it feels like for the many people that
have had parents fail them. There are countless people in society that their
parents have cause irreparable harm to them and this is why many people are
addicted and in pain, or in jail. People aren’t as eloquent in describing their
pain in a five page letter, but I am a very good writer hehe
I keep my mind on the path, it is heartbreaking to not
include somebody that should be so close on it and I am convinced that
sometimes the greatest people you can trust are strangers rather than your own
family.
I think my cats passing has taught me a tremendous amount
about life and the path I want to lead. At such a sad time I was willing to
express myself to my mother and she just basically cowered rather than deal
with it like an adult.
I keep my mind on positivity however, I have a very
beautiful life out here in the forest in my cabin/kuti and I have become a
lacto-ovo vegetarian again and I am picking up my writing where I last left off
in the third book, I think it will be an epic story to bring to the world, part
of me wants to finish this story and it’s sequels harmoniously so that I can
start working on other projects, the next book, my fourth- I want to do a
sci-fi type book :::)
I strongly believe that techno has the power to heal along
with time, and that you can overcome any obstacle with a varying spectrum of
techno-meditation-time scenario
The best station I listen to is techno station on DI.FM it
is awesome haha
Part of me in writing the letter was to bring closure to an
otherwise chaotic childhood, and to be able to finally tell my side of the story-in
which nobody has asked for, and my mother chose to close the door to our life
and that is not my fault, that is something she needs to come to terms with and
if she never does than most likely she will hold onto that pain and her side of
events for countless decades. The process however painful and anxiety inducing
has allowed me to get my side of the story told and to put closure to the
events that surrounded my life and in seeing her cower away most likely because
she is ashamed –now I know my route or path in life does not include those that
are supposedly so close to me.
I see people close with their family and my heart aches in a
sense because I never had that tenderness or affection. But it has not stopped
me from being trusting and loving to other people, exactly quite the opposite
most likely has happened instead of creating an indebted, cruel, angry person
the matrix essentially has created a bright shining indigo Buddha scavenged out
of the tears and pain from an abusive past.
The whole world is suffering in one way or another, many
people don’t have any idea why they are here, how they could choose this place
or what is going to transpire. Essentially you can wait for the answers to come
to you or you can make your own reality.
-Shaun A. Delage
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EnLighTeniNG PaiN
I have been in a time of profound and complete change and
ascension. With my Cat’s passing I have found a new way of life, a life that is
incredibly short and meaningful so I am going to carve a canoe out of my own
life, and it is going to be beautiful.
Part of it is going back into the vegetarian world, I think
I have the ability to make it a life long happy decision, and I have been a
week without meat and I am still alive lol before this place I live in now I
only had a grasp of basic culinary knowledge. One of the gifts my partner has
bestowed on me is a love of food, and making things from recipes and from
scratch. So I also like renunciated eating so to speak, just have some rice and
lentils instead of an elaborate meal. So I am aligning all my foodie nature and
just experimenting with various styles the next few weeks. I am looking forward
to a slow cooker slow roasted vegetable stew or soup, in it I am putting
potato, celery, kale, spinach, Portobello, tomato, and probably cut up a tofu
sausage along with barley and lentils.
So when you begin to believe that what goes between your
teeth is medicine you can have a more solid understanding of yourself.
I have been addicted to freshly squeezed lemonaides too, so
yummy and manna bread hehe
Apart of my whole thing lately is a path of ascension and I
sent off a sincere and forgiving letter to my mom correcting everything that
has been wrong in my life and apologizing for some things I did as a teen. I
think most people don’t know how to communicate ‘everything’ in a letter but I
have done a good job, I also think that much of society is unable to say I am
sorry, and unable to articulate their pain so they continue without ever
putting closure, and most people would say ‘oh just forget the past’ but that
is not how you do it, this is why there is so many addicts out there and people
suffering.
My whole take on the honesty letter is that it is my side of
the story, and nobody has cared to ask me what my side is, and in our country
there is presumed innocence and some of it involved chargeable offences in
which I was branded a deviant and that is wrong, and most of all it is wrong
for a mother to have this sickened view of her own son.
So needless to say I have been brought up in one of the two
million monarch sciences families in the west and this is how I have been
identifying myself for the past few years, a monarch slave.
Now I have a new definition of myself that is more
empowering, I am an indigo child.
Indigo’s choose to incarnate into difficult families because
they have no families most likely after they have gone through childhood they
become disowned or move on spiritually and indigos have incarnated to lay the
seed for the crystal children to do their work next.
Nobody knows where indigo’s come from, some speculate
another dimension entirely
Which brings me to my next thoughts, I am now experiencing
total OOBE (out of body experiences)
It began with old hag sleep paralysis then started
developing into a total separation of soul/spirit/astral from physical. From what
I can understand it is a rare thing to have happen to people, and most people
only discover this type of sensation when they have a near death experience or
going through surgery etc and only may happen about five or six times in their
life.
I have had 5 total experiences this month, mostly just
floating around the room but it has evolved into going into a sort of void and
then having a sexual experience lol and also I have started actually opening my
astral eyes and when I do I tend to see a different house where I am currently
and last night I saw a hand with about 20 fingers on each hand, which I tried
to kiss, I know yuck right lol
I have approached this part of me with no fear, and ultimate
happiness as it must be spiritual evolution and what most occultists aim to
achieve, I don’t know if it is a by product of my rave days drug use, my
meditation or the fact that I am the present temporal leader of the Virtual
Church of Techno, I have no idea but It may be a combination of a multitude of
things, one which I would like to develop.
I also take herbs to aid in dreaming including dream herb
and mugwort –I buy them in loose bulk form and cap them myself in clear gelatin
capsules
So who knows, perhaps the path of the rave reverend
PEACE LOVE UNITY AND RESPECT
-Shaun A. Delage
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BrEAd CrUsT
Seeing a pet go through the process of death again has given
me a new sense of responsibility and quite a bit more compassion for suffering,
from the smallest of insect to the largest animal we are all struggling to
survive any way we can.
I am at peace with my beloved daughter cats passing but I
just hold dear to me that I have given my animals a good home, waited on their
needs head and foot and totally gave my service to them so they may feel better
and be at ease with their life.
All I need to take me through this is the fact that I gave
them all the love I could and served them endlessly and with loss, you discover
compassion. It was extremely tough a week prior learning we had to put her
down, essentially starting the grieving process early.
I have no doubts she is the techno party in the sky, able to
escape physicality.
Being a physical being isn’t easy, we always have the threat
of death or sickness, and most people do things to make themselves sick but we
do it anyway because it comforts us, like smoking or drugs or food for example.
All I wanted years ago was to become a Buddhist monk, and
here I am, ordained as such living in my forest kuti and studying the esoteric and
the dhamma and studying the philosophy behind the thai forest tradition.
I wrote my mom a letter the other day and told her
everything that pisses me off about her lol I think people process things
differently like death and grieving and anyways I wrote it and wanted to set
the record straight on a few subjects and was a bit mean in the process while
leaving the word bitch out.
Instead of giving her the letter I am going to have a
closure ceremony, and bury it. The important part of my whole writing the
letter was the truth coming out, but to me personally the most important part
is that I KNOW the truth, I cannot advocate for her soul or anybody else’s.
What I am here to do is to work on my own issues and escape the endless cycle
of rebirth and countless past lives mistakes. So I wrote her a 4 page letter
setting everything right but I feared that it may break her in a sense so I
have the respect for her to let it all go and understand that it is in the past
and to go through the process I need, to bring closure. **update, I have decided to send the letter and am letting it sit for a few days, really we don't have much of a relationship anyway except with gifts on holidays so I have nothing to lose at this point, it has some negativity but it is written with love and sent with the truth in mind, if she can't accept the truth than that is not my problem**Essentially this is
what I have been doing of late because I took my manifesto down and I am
beginning to let go. It is a tough process and some people can’t let go, forget
or release the past hence why we have so many people addicted to things, or
doing crime (or in jail) or sad and depressed.
They simply were not taught nor look for ways to release
their anger and negativity.
Believe me when I am done here, I don’t want to go through
the process of birth and youth again and sickness and death. I would love to
ascend to much higher realms of beauty, intelligence and love
And perhaps reincarnate in a few hundred centuries when we’ve
actually made it lol
I have a new respect for the simple mom, that doesn’t see
herself as much but a sandwich maker and house cleaner and maid, because essentially
people that keep the house going, make nutritious meals, and provide emotional
support not to mention the only one that will actually clean the toilet......I see them in a
new light because they offer a stable outlook, love and sensibility.
I believe my beloved cat is up there helping us out down
here by putting in a good word to the powers that be, and that she is happy and
well fed, she will always be in our hearts and she will always be in our lives,
we have loved her unconditionally- If only a few people suffering could feel
that for just one hour.
Keep your heads up, it’s a tough world out there but
thankfully the powers that be gave us techno and meditation and wine and 420
and nice happy pills that make us smile hehe
Take care blogbuddies
-Shaun A. Delage
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Unconditional Love !
It was time to say goodbye to Misstivitz and it was a beautiful ceremony to bring closure, some may see their pets as 'just a cat' for us, she was our baby daughter we couldn't have as a gay couple, she had a soul. We laid her to rest under a huge magnificent cedar tree and dug a deep grave and tucked her in wrapped in a nepalese buddhist robes doused in holy water from the wailing wall and wrote eulogies and scattered tumbled quarts over her and buried her with an amethyst and a clear beautiful John of God blessed quartz we had ohm Shanti mantra playing while the process was under way. We also placed a small 10 inch gold buddha to guide and protect her resting place, it was a time of profound loss and sadness we lost not just a pet but a beautiful member of our family that only inhabited the realms of love, sincerity, compassion, kindness and beauty that is indescribable. Rest forever in peace and now you are flying around the stars guiding and protecting us MissTivitz :)
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Misstivitz
It has been a time of great sadness and profound distress in
my household as we are saying goodbye to a member of our family, misstivitz the
Buddha cat, she reflected qualities that I know will take her far in the
afterlife or beyond.
Caring for an aged and dying feline has brought a new level
of compassion in my life as I offer her a level of being that is beautiful. I have
planned for her passing to be wrapped in Nepalese Buddhist robes sprinkled with
holy water from the wailing wall and my tears, and a crystal from john of god,
and an amethyst, we are going to send her off with a eulogy and sprinkling
quartz crystals on her grave complete with a Buddha to adorn her resting place.
She deserves this send off… a time of beauty and passing,
and I never really discovered my true calling in my reverend nature than to be
able to care for a dying soul. It has brought new depths to my being and my
purpose here. There is nothing but compassion for her passing as she held
qualities of love, adoration, beauty, and a tender nature that is rare to most
cats, she had a true beautiful soul, one that never felt the need to hunt, one
of her only pleasures in life was to take a walk around the cabin and eat
grass. We introduced her to cat pate which she lacked in her previous life with
her mother human.
She was there for countless meditations, in my lap, with a
crystal in each hand, I think I actually united her with her serene Buddha nature,
and it is so incredibly sad to see her go-words can’t describe.
She represents a time in my life when I was escaping a
horrible living situation filled with anger, sadness, and addiction. She will
have kitty my ex-cat greet her on the other side, She doesn’t deserve to suffer
any longer which is one of the toughest choices a pet owner can decide, when
their beloved friend should take the courage to explore the other realms.
So if your wondering why there isn’t a multitude of blog
postings in the next bit, it is because I am going through the stages of
grieving and loss, a rather profound experience.
Rest forever in Peace MissTivitz
-Shaun A. Delage
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Black-Tailed FaWn
We are in a time of great and profound upheaval with wars
looming on the horizon and a corrupt power structure, we have things like
cities going bankrupt in America while they send billions in ‘aid’ to Isreal
and for the price of the F-35’s they could give every homeless person a
$600,000 house.
If you don’t think the system is corrupt just do a little
soul searching. We have a nuclear power plant still in distress and a media
blackout, they haven’t even reported anything about acid rain in two decades.
We have the situation in the Ukraine and with Russia and we
have China becoming the sole manufacturing mecca on the planet where the US
used to be, it seems they are gearing up for a welfare state in the west.
We have planes being shot down, planes vanishing.
The truth is, death could come at any moment for any one of
us, when you meditate and come to terms with that, it is a whole new world, you
see the world of suffering and you see the world with compassion from the
tiniest insect just struggling to survive, to the largest mammal fighting to
maintain survival.
The best piece of advice I can give you is to be kind in all
dealings. Live your life with compassion and sincerity and all will be fine,
all will be well and fruitful.
I think most people in the west are a bit disillusioned
because they won’t believe anything is happening unless ISIS is in their
backyard beheading people or the plane gets shot down at their kids school
We have a weird society currently with the snooping and
surveillance and I have no idea when any of us will feel any sense of freedom
and relief. I think things like occupy and other events such as double agents
crossing sides have left the system increasingly paranoid
What does any of us have to hide? I mean come on, there is
only so much snooping can do to the individual I laugh when I see articles
about ‘gmail privacy’ and ‘facebook psyops’ I don’t really think the NSA CIA
FBI CSIS etc is really gonna care about the 800th cat picture I have posted, or
my 2490th email in my gmail that is contest spam.
I think only those that have things to hide are pretty
paranoid, they aren’t gonna come after you unless you are a true threat,
believe me they haven’t come after me yet and I have stroked the highest levels
of conspiracy out there, they simply don’t care about the average folk
They are only harvesting countless amounts of energy into
brands and codeworded situations to give themselves more power. I have felt
pretty comfortable with society as it is going because it has treated me with
dignity and respect and has been there when I needed it the most.
I don’t know how they do it in parts of the world with no
social welfare structure out there, must be pretty greedy governments to take
and take and not give back to their own people, including governments that are
willing to have a billion people yet offer no social welfare structure.
I think if you are in a richer country so to speak and you
don’t see how lucky you truly are this is a travesty because ignorance only
brings despair in a sense that if you take this richness for granted there will
be a run in a less fortunate country.
I think this structure is going to teeter along for at least
the next 50 years in it’s present structure so I wouldn’t put much faith in
doomsday scenarios or whatever but learn to embrace your time here and learn to
live with and work with the structure as much as you physically and mentally
can, since it doesn’t look like anything drastic or lifechanging is going to happen
to our societies in the next while.
A rich person has as much time in their day as you do, they
can’t buy more time. We are all afforded an equal amount of time here as
everyone else and for heaven’s sake don’t waste your life away on triviality
like the matrix will assume
-Shaun A. Delage
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DeerFace PeLT
Kindness and compassion should prevail always in all your
dealings, especially online.
In the real world and online there is a mish mash of super
nice people to really insane, and I met all types in the rave scene, I am
fortunate enough now to be able to live the life of a forest monk, with some
mega bonus’s like internet, my hair, holding money, eating after noon.
To tell you the truth I don’t know what kind of Buddhist monk
I would be, being nocturnal and such, which is why I think thousands year old
systems are bound to go through change, and I have adopted a sense of
responsibility out here in my forest cabin, I have a lot to work for, finally I
have a purpose.
Animals tend to follow me around, I could never care for one
on my own, too expensive but they find me in partnership forming a family and
union that is an unfathomable responsibility and tenderness that I hope some of
my readers are going through right now or will in the future.
If I ever came into bucketloads of money, I think I would
form a Church of Techno complex like the one listed below in the graphic where people
could unite and party till sunrise, it would hold some Buddhist philosophy
including a full range of activities from discourses to art to fun little meal
times at all hours of the day, I think it would be great to host this type of
place and make a religion out of techno because I think it is long overdue, the
techno beats have been playing since Egyptian times non stop and beyond that.
The schedule would be in line with my own philosophy and I
would be a guru in a sense but I would be careful not to turn it into a cult or
commune per se but an all encompassing party place where people all over the
world could come and party for a week out of every month.
Can’t forget the cat refuge lol
Techno kitties !!!
I have moved from really compacted urban environments into
the superb rural life and I have to say that feeding 3 deer out your front door
beats living in an apartment anytime haha
I think you really begin to understand your roots and have
time to heal when you are out in the forest and things like the elements do
their work to help heal you and help you progress, another reason why the thai
forest tradition of Buddhism only lives in the forest.
However I can’t live without the internet and things are
progressing insanely technologically and soon virtual worlds will have ocular
head pieces and such that would be so awesome
In second life I am doing pretty well I have my ebook
marketing platform, a psychic biz, an art gallery, a communal living space and
online residual income from SL website it is so fun but they just announced
they are making a new virtual world to run parallel to SL so that gives me some
anxiety because I am so heavily invested in the virtual world, but I have made
money so I am not too worried
I feel extra powerful since it’s been a couple years since I
stopped smoking 420, it is not the right thing for my illness, and I can blow
through like $60 of weed in a couple days, but it does have a selling factor
being that amidst the paranoia you can really tune out distractions and focus
on mind numbingly boring tasks for hours on end and you get pings that ring in
your mind that you should do this or that essentially… epiphanies.
I won’t lie, I created all my art and wrote most of my books
while high on the stuff, and I would consider smoking again if it was
legalized, but just having to get it from a dealer and you never really know what
you are smoking anyway so now I get to join the rest of society and alter my consciousness
through alcohol lol and well I cheat I go through varying levels of meditation
and astral travel so its all relative.
I found when I smoked weed I couldn’t dream and this was a
big thing for me because I am a vivid ultimate reality dreamer and
wholeheartedly believe that we exist on other realms concurrently along side
this waking reality.
Anyways that’s my blurb for the night so hope you are all
well on your corner of the globe.
PEACE LOVE UNITY AND RESPECT
-
Shaun A. Delage
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Carry on...
I have now started on a path of renewal and moving on. Of
course my history is jaded and bizarre but I can’t for the life of me, move on
without well forgiving and letting go of the last 32 years, I want to look
forward to the NEXT 32 Years, moving on and well moving on lol
I figure I am doing no good holding onto the past while
preaching ascension, and it is time to look on to the future. The past is not
you. Although I have been desperately trying to figure it all out and why me,
what have I done to attract such obscure characters into my life. I guess the
answers may never come to me except that I was put here to live a life of
compassion and forgiveness.
I look at all the bad, but it is easy to try and quantify it
all as some insane concocted plan to enslave me or perhaps an epic story in
monarch slavery but my current life is what is leading me on this path. Life is
so awesome that I have to let go, and begin to forget it all.
Quite a bit of bad things happened, but I look at all the
good, I am working on my third book, I am in a stable and successful beautiful
union to a hard working man that believes in me, I am a father to two daughter
cats, I have a very successful virtual world enterprise, a virtual ministry, I
have awesome hobbies that include meditation and contesting, and a stable and
secure income as a lifeline.
Not many people enslaved by the system are afforded the
luxuries I have but I don’t feel bad being on disability per se, I just
understand that the working life is not for me, with persistent barriers to employment
and life long obstacles so I embrace my life for what it is, embrace the power
of nature and the universe, and to move on and forgive and see others roles in
my life as compassion.
I just know there is quite a bit planned for my life and
without moving on from all this obscurity and beginning, with baby steps to let
go, I will never move on. But it’s one hell of a movie when they decide to
unearth my zip chip from the nuclear waste 400 years from now !! hahaha I am
j/k
Thank you to those that have read the manifesto I created,
it is no longer a public document, if you got to read it, all the power to help
you, I have also deleted incriminating links from the web and am beginning my
path of moving on, essentially the path of the Church of Techno
-Shaun A. Delage
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