I have been in a time of profound and complete change and
ascension. With my Cat’s passing I have found a new way of life, a life that is
incredibly short and meaningful so I am going to carve a canoe out of my own
life, and it is going to be beautiful.
Part of it is going back into the vegetarian world, I think
I have the ability to make it a life long happy decision, and I have been a
week without meat and I am still alive lol before this place I live in now I
only had a grasp of basic culinary knowledge. One of the gifts my partner has
bestowed on me is a love of food, and making things from recipes and from
scratch. So I also like renunciated eating so to speak, just have some rice and
lentils instead of an elaborate meal. So I am aligning all my foodie nature and
just experimenting with various styles the next few weeks. I am looking forward
to a slow cooker slow roasted vegetable stew or soup, in it I am putting
potato, celery, kale, spinach, Portobello, tomato, and probably cut up a tofu
sausage along with barley and lentils.
So when you begin to believe that what goes between your
teeth is medicine you can have a more solid understanding of yourself.
I have been addicted to freshly squeezed lemonaides too, so
yummy and manna bread hehe
Apart of my whole thing lately is a path of ascension and I
sent off a sincere and forgiving letter to my mom correcting everything that
has been wrong in my life and apologizing for some things I did as a teen. I
think most people don’t know how to communicate ‘everything’ in a letter but I
have done a good job, I also think that much of society is unable to say I am
sorry, and unable to articulate their pain so they continue without ever
putting closure, and most people would say ‘oh just forget the past’ but that
is not how you do it, this is why there is so many addicts out there and people
suffering.
My whole take on the honesty letter is that it is my side of
the story, and nobody has cared to ask me what my side is, and in our country
there is presumed innocence and some of it involved chargeable offences in
which I was branded a deviant and that is wrong, and most of all it is wrong
for a mother to have this sickened view of her own son.
So needless to say I have been brought up in one of the two
million monarch sciences families in the west and this is how I have been
identifying myself for the past few years, a monarch slave.
Now I have a new definition of myself that is more
empowering, I am an indigo child.
Indigo’s choose to incarnate into difficult families because
they have no families most likely after they have gone through childhood they
become disowned or move on spiritually and indigos have incarnated to lay the
seed for the crystal children to do their work next.
Nobody knows where indigo’s come from, some speculate
another dimension entirely
Which brings me to my next thoughts, I am now experiencing
total OOBE (out of body experiences)
It began with old hag sleep paralysis then started
developing into a total separation of soul/spirit/astral from physical. From what
I can understand it is a rare thing to have happen to people, and most people
only discover this type of sensation when they have a near death experience or
going through surgery etc and only may happen about five or six times in their
life.
I have had 5 total experiences this month, mostly just
floating around the room but it has evolved into going into a sort of void and
then having a sexual experience lol and also I have started actually opening my
astral eyes and when I do I tend to see a different house where I am currently
and last night I saw a hand with about 20 fingers on each hand, which I tried
to kiss, I know yuck right lol
I have approached this part of me with no fear, and ultimate
happiness as it must be spiritual evolution and what most occultists aim to
achieve, I don’t know if it is a by product of my rave days drug use, my
meditation or the fact that I am the present temporal leader of the Virtual
Church of Techno, I have no idea but It may be a combination of a multitude of
things, one which I would like to develop.
I also take herbs to aid in dreaming including dream herb
and mugwort –I buy them in loose bulk form and cap them myself in clear gelatin
capsules
So who knows, perhaps the path of the rave reverend
PEACE LOVE UNITY AND RESPECT
-Shaun A. Delage
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