Tiger Paw

 

This past week has been a tad stressfull and when you’re an insomniac schizophrenic life couldn’t really get any worse emotionally for the most part. But I am reminded why I am here, and it is to become a fully enlightened being in one life. I believe I am on that path but enlightened beings suffer alongside the rest of us. I mean look at me, how possibly could I be enlightened – I would be shuttled from castle to mansion in a sleek sedan and have teams of bodyguards watching over me.

Enlightened beings suffer through things like poverty, disease and trauma

Essentially you could never become enlightened without first discovering trauma and the path of suffering. One would proclaim themselves a Buddha to the masses but the masses would most likely sneer at them and throw rocks saying you’re too ugly, fat or poor or weird to be a Buddha lol

But the Buddha or the enlightened one would say that he would never join an ism or cult or faith to proclaim his inherent enlightened state

Likewise I struggle with my enlightenment in a social sense, literary wise I can write anything and affect the masses and it is all in the works with my books and I believe in the projects only because I know what I have written in two years, two books and finally done the rough draft of the first novella and almost done the second ones rough draft

People would say, how could you be a writer without knowing proper grammar or even how to spell grammar for that matter and I simply say that I work with what I have and what I know

I can finance the book to the point of being edited by teams of ivy league advisors and editors and haha I know I will be laughing when I am signing inside the front page on both books my signature

And I envision it

I believe in it, the world is threatened by me. And is doing everything in its power to make sure I stay in abject poverty riddled with my own emotions.

I believe in the future and believe in myself I believe in the story of JK ROWLING

I believe in the projects

I have faith in divinity and I know invisible beings have read the book over my shoulder while I write it, offering suggestions in the form of a whisper in my ear and this is just effin beautiful isn’t it

Because I will be liberated essentially and isn’t this the path of the one

To experience complete liberation of suffering

I have never been in a trauma based mindset, never really bothered by my own difficulties and surely don’t obsess about the captivation manifesto much but I have no doubts I have affected change in the minds of singular initiated sell outs and isn’t this the purpose of the supposed Christ consciousness on earth

Very egotistical to relate to such a consciousness but not based out of ego at all nobody even has any idea what it is like to live one moment in my life but I have attempted to share it with the masses in the form of this blog lovingly adopted as a virtual ministry in matrix techno universalism

I have never worried about how much I share online because this essentially is not me but an artistic representation of my character and experiences to better aid others in their path of life.

I innerstand that there are many people that do not like me, nor do they agree with my viewpoint but the funny thing is they keep reading so who knows about them and if they can ever be saved per se but I know that my life is meticulously observed by the trauma state because I have an energy and very strong receptivity to beauty and intrigue

I have been threatened with my leg being eaten, I have been raped violently countless times, almost given HIV, been tortured in foreign countries by initiated sellouts, I have committed countless thefts from disadvantaged people and wealthy alike, I have altered consciousness and essentially remade the matrix in my favor, I have been given neurolinguistic programming to the point of complete exhaustion

But I have also become a stronger person, somebody that is happy, and influential, I never have to work a day in my life now with my projects and thankfully I am on government benefits from my three disabilities and if that is ever threatened I can cite human rights violations and win the battle but essentially I will be able to tell them, I don’t require benefits anymore because I have become a success

I am never sad about what has happened to me, because that only brings more sadness

I am only sad at the concept of how many people we have lost in the struggle to the torture state and the number keeps growing every moment and I continue to be a beacon for these lost souls that wish to be surrounded in the essence of enlightened energy which is why I only operate at night and mostly in the astral and virtual worlds

Haha I struggle with any concept of ‘reality’

I feel it when I deal with people associated with the matrix in some forms, they immediately get envious that I have a male feline look and then they get jealous that I exist in some form of hatred broadcasted to me in the simplest of interactions which essentially makes me laugh at all the hostility broadcasted my way

It is almost a powerful Masonic curse has been cast on me, and I am sure of it. I cant nail down who did it because it is probably dozens of beings and essentially as well those beings continue to haunt me in thoughtform or as well they have crossed over to the other side the hell realms and told those astral entities about me and have received advice of how to give retribution

Paradoxically I am not the same crazy teen I was in the 1990’s rave days but my mistakes there haunt me to this day in the form of the earth based sin based justice league whom is unforgiving

These days I live a quiet existence supported by those that base themselves in reality , essentially protected by people involved in the system if that makes any sense

I live with very very little material wise, and financially

But I am happy, content, kind, smiling, loving, generous, skillfull, adept and powerful in my own regard

I only welcome beauty into my life and sometimes it is tough to filter out all the madness broadcasted in my reality because I remain asexual as such in the waking or dream world as I like to call it and have tons of gay sex with men in the astral or real world as I like to call it

They don’t have really much currency in the astral other than sex and love, I mean there is money and stuff and I have tons but the main currency like here is sex and love

So I find a man, and make out with him and he cries in my shoulder that he has lived countless lives in many worlds and never able to project his true nature simply because the truth of his existence is being shielded by powerful entities everywhere including the dream worlds

I like to set men free like this every night and I keep travelling deeper into these realms, always getting transported and guided further through the cosmos and I am in a way angry that my body is imprisoned on earth in the year 2012 but perhaps I am needed here most of all, to guide others in the church of techno and those closest to me

I don’t have faith that I can heal babies with cancer or the ability to see individuals future but I have a knack at performance art and virtuosity and writing not to mention astral travel lolz

So the waking world versus my reality always intermixes and what is people and countries and this illusion but advanced interdimensional sciences

Having faith in oneself requires great skill and adaptability

Not relying on others but in essence I am very reliant on the system and its inhabitants to survive and stay alive.

Reality it would seem could be contrived as a self defeating prophecy but I only say this

Keep your heads up tigers, it’s the only thing we have left

-          Shaun A. Delage

EBAY is threatening to remove MY $1,500,000 Listing After three years listed SHAUN DELAGE SHAUN ZENO RAVER XENO

The nazi like corporation told me this listing will be removed simply because it is a digital and not a physical product and I told them that it was a malicious move by Ebay whom also lowered this listing buy it now price from $20,000,000 to $1,500,000 
I only say this ebay - what about psychic readings via email ?the infiltration of thousands of these ads that do not provide a physical product but a digital email reading?


We are living in a decripid police state - awaken and realize you can discover your fullest potential in a world that was lost sometime around the 1990's to these monsters


It's time we start arresting these nazis as ordained peace officers in a sovereign state not a brutal fascist corporate masonic dictatorship
They did however tell me that my dimensional dream journal can remain on the site listed for $1,500,000 so there it will stay in a love hate relationship.



they will gladly take fifty cents a month from me and not offer a refund for a product that was originally apparently against company policy


Ebay has lovingly earned themselves a posting on my captivation manifesto for continuing the trauma state on individual minds, the question is who is going to be the first to sue me for libel lolz 
my common stock must be through the roof (maritime corporation, formerly known as SHAUN ALLEN DELAGE) if you wanna invest lolz


Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA
****UPDATE - since they decide to harrass me like a skool kid argument they have essentially decided to keep the listing up - who knows - I think they are debating the ethics and politics of the situation with their teams of lawyers so we'll see. lol
the link to my ebay page is at the bttm of this blog

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Recently pondering my last purchase in great depth, spending one hundred dollars on a ticket for a hospital lottery in todays economic climate seems silly to most but to me it is all encompassing

I welcome wealth into my life and material possessions and have grown very used to having the bare minimums, using Buddhist monastic life as a key to living I find is essential to a persons growth

I view monastics as complete lunatics now for forcing themselves into a subservience of sorts but I can relate being obsessed about the idea of monastic life to the point of me becoming a forest monk boyfriend

I laugh that the introduction to my forest monastery was complete opulence and it was, not many Buddhist monks get to make croutons and pet felines and drink wine and talk of far off lands or surf the net tucked away in the middle of a loft in the furest

Part of me came to realizations in the furest that it was a manifestation of my reality in a sense but as well it was a manifestation of my greatest needs, to be loved, to be cared for and to live in solitude

I was literally obsessed with the ideas of monastic living to the point of exhaustion saying well if only I become a forest monk everything will change.

Tapping into my inner nature I discovered that isolation to that degree and enlightenment like in that regard did not necessarily agree with me and I know I embrace my inherent citizenship in the matrix

I believe you can oppose the system and still be apart of it, making conscious decisions to affect change

So when I think of people literally laughing at me for spending my last $100 on a lottery ticket I only say that it is a fragmented investment in my ultimate reality because unlike the 6/49 or lottomax numbers- which everyone dreams they can win the 50 million I can visualize my lottery win in the form of me living in the house with the suite, essentially creating a reference point

I am able to go inside the house thanks to the virtual tours and visualize myself living there not something you can imagine with the mainstream lotteries and besides the odds in a hospital lottery are 1 in 118,000 when the odds of 6/49 are 1 in 14,000,000 and lottomax are 1 in 28,000,000

Not saying people don’t win, people win every week but it is by fluke essentially and I figure since my odds are greater, I don’t smoke pot anymore, I have no children or responsibilities and I have been entering these things non stop for about 10 years, matched with the fact that I can visualize the win, and my inherent degree of luck – I barely walk out of the casinos a loser usually with $1000 or greater in my pocket but also we have very very short lives here dictated by forces we cannot control and me in part I want to affect change in my reality and one of the ways I can do that is by using something I am sure can affect change in my life such as this

While everyone is fiendishly paying $100 a month at $2 or $5 a pop on 6/49 or lotto max here in Canada

I am spending that amount on my ticket for the hospital lottery which makes sense and in a sense it is a genius idea being regulated in its own regard but not every country has hospital lotteries nor do united states hospitals require any fundraising efforts with the state of health care there...

While it is nice to dream of my win in a house on main street with a suite and a garage I can turn into a coach house and $200,000 I wholeheartedly believe me winning $50,000,000 would be dangerous

I need to have something to show for my money in the form of an investment or whatever to make sure I don’t succumb to the temptations of wealth and I have been introduced to those temptations in my reality in the form of observing heroin addicted millionaires on yachts abusing fifteen year olds or for example vice presidents of banks that attempt to give some dirty little thief HIV through infected initiates or hostile ambassadors that take their angst out on twinks

I have seen and observed the trauma state of wealth and to tell you the truth I don’t really want any part in it but I know I am destined to come into many many millions in my lifetime with what I have been shown and what I have observed and essentially what has happened to me

But I want it to be on my terms, not dictated by an evil mysterious cult or selling my soul in a blood oath or having to submit to some gross old koot as a sugar daddy lol sense my frustration haha

So I am happy living with very little and since I don’t succumb to the slave state and the solar sun cult I have no visible distinction in reality

My reality is formed through creative will and the amount of untold karmic balance I have as a world famous occultist of the church of techno and essentially that is what I am because my experiences are unexplainable and lay within the realms of mystery and esoteric natural harmony

Then I lovingly explain to people that my former incarnation was female and involved within the highest realms of the eastern star cult but I lost my life in a horrific sense and vowed to right the wrongs of my ways of inflicting harm on others and work to affect true change and true enlightenment on the world in entirety   

My goals are not that of fame or wealth but to invariably enter singular conciousnesses  and affect true change and in a way I do that but I also welcome a lot of pain and hurt and hatred into my life so it takes great skill to release that negativity from my soul when in effect it latches on like a gelatinous alien and just sucks energy

I just had somebody with the first name mason talk to me in second life and I have to say this is a funny notion because I have always crushed on this guy who was another avatar and he has since contacted me again and I have pondered the fact that my soulmate may be an initiated sellout in a sense but why would I hate what I have no idea of.

While I may wholeheartedly oppose secrecy I am not closed to the idea of being matched with somebody involved in their own mystery of life on their end of the spectrum two opposites may attract and in a sense be a union of opposites but essentially isn’t this what love is

While I may oppose freemasonry I am not opposed to the idea of loving a freemason in a sense and I know it sounds funny and ironic given my own interactions with most of the grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and I have no doubts in my mind I am in a sense probably one of the only honorary masons in my region that far supersedes any of their grand worshipful masters based on a quotient for incarnations and incarnated souls and soul swapping and soul harnessing and the fact that I remain dimensional royalty

Ah the ego of the aries and ah the ego of the priest and prophet of the church of techno

Now can you see why they are so desperate to keep me poor in abject poverty and addicted to things like marijuana? This post serves as a reminder of my inherent natural wisdom state without clouded thoughts and the ability to traverse the astral realms and have romantic encounters with very very powerful astral entities

 – Shaun A. Delage

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