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I wandered into the Victoria electronic music festival and have decided one thing...that the rave scene is extremely social. I mean everyone knows everyone. Funny thing to is that i used to have thousands of friends and now i am somewhat of a social outcast. The party made me think about the things i despise in the rave scene and allowed me to go incognito to the party.

But essentially what i disliked about the rave scene is the isolation you felt even amongst the most social scene alive ...Then you throw in the advanced sciences of drug experimentation and people are literally left in a dejected and forgotten state.

Then throw in societal pressures and we have people that are partying that are on the edge of collapse literally. You have people in the scene taking so much drugs they hope to die because of all the pain.

I realised how much the scene has changed in ten years. Still propped up by the teen culture. But it is nice to see everyone alive and kicken...as far as my involvement in the scene goes I don’t think i will make a habit of going to parties alone. I need somebody to take me these days. It is likewise with the club. I remember going to one party and i dropped a hit of acid and sat in the corner for the whole party. People even came up to me and asked why I wasn’t partying. It was a low time in my life, i had just left home and was couch surfing. I guess the party is the last place i should have been at.

Many think the rave scene is all about parties and music but there is a sadistic world underneath ...backstabbing, drug induced rumours and the consequences of mixing drugs etc

Me I got involved with selling xtacy at some point and just finding an echelon within the rave scene...I guess in a way my karma is being laid out for giving all those other teens a 45 mg cap of xtacy

But people learn, they move on. They learn.

The series of handlers i met in the rave scene almost suckled on like octopus’s....I had people that would con caps of E from me and people that would take advantage of people that were high. But there is some positives of the scene

The dimensional calculation of the music

The actual soul friends you meet in the process

The triptoys

The candy

The outfits

The insanity

The lineups for things like washrooms and to get in and the patdowns

I also realised that the candy scene is almost dead. I saw one girl out of about a thousand that had actual candy on. Seemed that scene died out in early 2000

My time at the electronic music festival was awesome and splendid ...I don’t know if i am ready at this point to go into an all out pawty...only time will tell. If I find a supportive lover I think I could convince him to go to a few parties but other than that I am okay expressing my rave side through my own interpretation.

People are suffering all around. It is time to reconnect to your inherent humanity and support others in their struggle to live. We live in a very dangerous place to live. It is survival of the fittest amongst psychological operations, in depth

Which is why it is always smart to be sound about ur humanity and sound about compassion and love

Treat others with dignity and kindness and amazement at their creation and ignore all those that try and ruin it for others.

Matrix universalism fits right in with the techno scene. Nicely !

-          Shaun A. Delage   

VEMF

Taken a break at the VICTORIA ELECTRONIC MUSIC FESTIVAL today and tomorrow

duCK TaLK

I am so enveloped in a multitude of layers upon layers of virtual reality. It is pretty cool. I have the second life platform which is great unheard of like 10-15 years ago so why not. I have mui books which are virtual worlds in themselves no joke. Then I have the illusion of reality which is ever present around me. I went to see a palm reader who said i will excel in art, writing, law, and film. It was funny to be given the choice to have ones future read. For $35 I got a tape recorded reading on my palms.

When one is faced with a choice like this, like hmmm should I go see a psychic at a psychic circle.

This is something I have thought about for quite some time. She also said everyone will know who I am. Lol she did  make a nice comment about my silver thumb ring though. Virtuosity is peculiar because if you pick up that you are in a computer simulation you can also bend the rules a bit and pay people to see your future. I just have to find a cassette player to play her tape lol

So i guess this was her little way of telling me that my book will get picked up into a movie...although it will lose some of its form if that should happen. Somebody said I looked 17 today lol I could imagine what I did look like at 17 trying to pull off an adult look. This past week has been a crusade of sorts. In ascension. Which by its very nature is a difficult process.

I have begun to understand that everything can be construed into a conspiracy if given the chance. There is conspiracy everywhere one would imagine.  

Inclusion into virtual dynamics takes a skill but if you have a presence in virtual reality and the astral world the chances of your presence being omni present are in your favour. Most of our leaders and our figureheads in media and politics are very ugly people. They have dark souls. They get their faces chopped up to look more beautiful. These people are those that should be leading us. It would seem we live in a plastic surgery fetishists society. With these alien hybrid creatures being adored in all beauty, they could look farther from the truth. A fallen one so to speak. These are our newscasters and celebs.

A society built on trauma. Constant hidden pain, constant suffering in silence. Constant hatred, illusion, madness, bitterness, drama, pain. Then you come to terms with your own humanity contributing to this wasteland and you think twice of every action, living in poverty and swearing off all forms of illusion and simply welcoming performance art into ones life. It comes in all forms of art too from digital interface to virtual reality simulation to reality systems incorporated.

Enlightenment in a trauma state is unique because the magic would keep layering on as time went by making you believe that nothing is wrong until its too late...One can only trust that their animal guide brings them closer to the truth. Pray to whomever that you haven’t disgraced or offended your animal guide with your perversity or ignorance

I think with my latest financial enlightenment and being out of perpetual debt I am going to celebrate by making a portfolio of my art. Something I can take to galleries and have their imput. I think they would at the very least want each piece printed, signed, framed. And they would take half is what I think would happen.

I’ve always trusted and believed psychics. Give them the benefit of the doubt. To read into your future takes skill for random people. It helps them stay goal focused on their dreams and wishes and most of all themselves.  

- Shaun A. Delage

Male Artwerkz Galleria #18.6

universality

Time for a universal dispatch

In fusion of time we all see the world

Encouraging thoughtform

And extended bliss

In times of trying, endearing, survival.

Tempting to see one that resists

Amusing to see that one that exists

Possibilities are rare to the very being of nature

One animalistic guide to the next

One dimensional vortex to the next

Theories timed

Extended amusement

But a life of happiness

Prosperity

Wealth

Love

Guidance

Protection

To be healthy

To be safe

To be free from danger

One does not subscribe to as many gifts

The ones that do stick are the need for evolution

Figuring ways to defeat the matrix

Figuring methods virtually when your being is a virtuosity

Adoration of people in like mind

Encouraging one to go beyond themselves

Mostly one does not see that encouragement

Until way later

Idealism in a twist of future

And belief in higher yet more intoxicated powers that be

The writing followers

The writing bliss

The writing state

If you know how to write and write well anything is possible

But if you on the other hand can pick up on systemic glitches

U are one to be hunted

A bounty on your soul that far exceeds anything imaginable

Galaxies were lost to your name in other lives

That is what you are here for

Paradoxical decisions made

When u are in a temporary state of suspension in soul entrapment

Inclusion into a twisted future amidst so much chaos

One believes we are approaching 2012, in a state of perpetual 1990’s-1999 when in fact it is close to 3240, so the aliens have achieved a total hidden global domination

The systemic oversight knows exactly all to well who is in their domain- there are some countries you cannot find a foreigner for 1000 miles nor a person that acts like a werewolf or whatever

Systemic intoxication

It is a byproduct of the systems constant need to alter consciousness rendering all of its inhabitants in a total state of illusion of form. (Form) backed up by countless files of history and familiarity.

Not only this but the more satanic influence has hacked humanity entirely and does not want to reveal that you are in a sense trapped in its web for as long as is necessary for your recovery

This place, this reality we are all in mostly acts as a hospital of course. Your just kept alive enough...the rest is taken care of by your own motivation. There are some very injured souls all around.

There are people on such advanced calculations you would never have any idea including this Norway attacker the current monarch slave headline grabbing news story of the century yet people remain in a constant ignorant state to the actual memory of society just simply moving from day to day forgetting the past days incursions when in fact one should remain  with as much as the past as possible to never lose who you are

The Norway attacker it turns out is a genius monarch, this makes me think of the many people like me that just snap at some point lol who knows we will never know their story but they just believe that they can get away with killing 87 people or some unheavenly number

I mean god I killed a few hundred crickets at some point in a breeding operation and that killed me emotionally to have to put so many to death in the freezer lol now i save as many as i can ...

Anyways universal dispatch and flipside out

-          Shaun A. Delage

cheetah gold

I have such a multitude of things to do it is amazing

I mean for somebody that doesn’t have to slave my life is quite complex.

Could be here blogging universal dialogue or writing my novels or doing art, doing things i love like male art or researching worldly destinations, reading one of 10,000 esoteric books in my personal library or being an ever presence. I walk through the matrix and feel detached from it and I wonder how many people are attached to it in various forms. The level of attachments would be so profound almost mind inuring events.

My own personae promoting ideals such as art, beauty, ascension may seem like strange concepts in the new millennium where one is obsessively convinced they have to be in elevation rather than ascension

The differing two are quite vast where being elevated you are helped along by another where ascending you are on your own path on your own completely goal focused

Life does not become a complex drive for survival and you can almost feel it in 1000% percent of the people you meet that they are on a survivalist mode at this point but funny that the global domination forces have us strangled in an all out war on all ends of the spectrum with various factions vying for total global domination...and it is possible with quite a few minds at their disposal

Then we have the latest attacks on Norway and nobody wants to address that this is high level illuminatus at work with the same bloodline as the leading royal families and presidencies leading around the world. The Norway massacre is aligned with Charlie sheen and William and kate and London 2012 and the raper murderer hacking scandal (ruport Murdoch)

We are in a pharaonic legacy of the survival of the fittest but also the one that can make the most return on the original investment so are you just going to settle in with the rest of the goldfish or you going to strive to unmask who’s at the very top of the pyramid

Not many are willing to subscribe being an active virtual participant in one of the greatest games of survival known to man, one where there is unmistakable odds stacked against your humanity by other worlds inhabitants that rely on you being simply out of the loop of enlightenment out of the scope of ascension and out of the view of evolution.

It seems I am more well versed in my thirties than I was at twenty years, goals of ascending spiritually and being enlightened in universal dialogue helps the spirit essentially and to be well versed in universalism makes one wonder about the partial eccentricities to life.

I have been pondering the Buddhist monk thing some more...since I have lost kai forever I know cries god my effin life lol so brutal oh well furry rave tonight that my store is hosting so kai and the others will have to party on without meh

Ascension is not an easy path one with the most difficult of natures and desires almost animalistic in form take over the human side and bring about a new course in depth and the vivid recourse of nature.

Constantly techno is evolving. But technically the beats are stuck in perpetuism like the rest of reality. So of course there would be thousands of hours of techno playing out but it is all relative because the reality is superimposed in such a fashion that a feedback loop recites itself and over and over again the beats adapt to configure into an ever presence. How do you bring up that once in one building you actually met an interbred family ...if anybody had to physically meet somebody with webbed hands and feet their entire reality would come into focus likewise that with people with no limbs.

Being present on this virtual reality of sorts but operating without time, and to have your every desire taken care of is a paradox ...just simply being able to go pray then going and getting a slushie is illusion for obvious reasons but one wonders of the original intent of the matrix. Just vast amounts of marketable product to the elites in the form of human product (citizens) and things like timber and oil and diamonds etc which by their very nature has forced many in Canada to leave the realm of natural mining and timber etc and go into more criminal elements to forward their pocket books in the new millennium. Because everything is observed in this reality. Individual theories playing out all around...one wonders where all the madness begins and ends hahaha one of a few that figure out are never to be seen again their consciousness forever altered and forever configured into a new reality

No definitive end to reality except that with artistic endeavours ...truly an amazing state to be in !

-          Shaun A. Delage

tivvet lane

Feeling lately how detached from reality i always am is kind of a setback at times

I have people that are in adoration of reality and I think life would be somewhat easier

I try and believe in myself but when everything is dark it seems the concepts i attach to are divinity amidst the darkness, enlightenment and ascension and really in a sense trying to figure myself out spiritually which that very investigation would warrant deeper investigation as to ones spiritual nature

The world around is heavily masked in the nature of life, which is why i always attest that the closer to reality and the matrix you are that is a gift in a sense

I have fun in my altered reality ...going into a novel to type out a virtual reality where my characters play games and relate and it is amusing that I chose this avenue to go into

People it would seem are so far down a satanic web at times in their abilities they would never know what hit them when divinity finally makes a calling ...the realms of association on earth are so diverse that nobody would inherently be able to pick up on a divine nature until way too late

People it would seem as well are conforming to the time line and the events that are subscribed to it

Wandering any matrix alone and poor is not wise. Dejected, in darkness. But one where you wandering the matrix in this depth of feelings you finally figure out your own inherent divine nature

You discover your own talent, your own path, your own future.

Much of lifes challenges come up at no other time than the most difficult time, mostly everyone wants to be left alone in relative peace. The worlds events as you seek them out are becoming increasingly more difficult to handle

What i truly discover in isolation is this love for self. This love for ones talent and ones path ...then you have the body come into focus which is nice to adore and the challenges of life. Of course ones path should never be confused with another’s

This is a difficult process in life, the constant need to compare your life to others, media instils this with the wealth bracket of online personas, which by their very nature are alien lives or unattainable to most in the moment...

This adoration of one of only a few hundred in Hollywood playing their “skills” to set and working their magic with superagents to act in a movie that nobody wants to see. Ironically much of Hollywood is now a two tier system with just the super elites and then the cattle of Hollywood bringing the smaller budget films to focus

I have been really questioning my involvement in Vancouver with everyone connected to the Hollywood industrial complex in my own life. Not many people are introduced to these pawns per se and I had the fortunate world of meeting many.

Not only that but i was able to register them as a non human entity and move on with my life not wanting to attain this super status that everyone seeks, ironically they seek it with gross out flicks or whatever hahaha stardom is illusion

Then I have everything with the Murdoch stuff hitting and quite a  few weeks ago i sent my captivation piece to the wall street journal which is a murdoch owned paper so i am involved in the USA side of things at this point

I question why everyone i have sent the document to ignores it rather than investigates it further. It is the need to have those in our reality go unnoticed and i am afraid that the numbers of those involved in project monarchs western operation outnumber any basis to reality for actual human beings in our perception.

One can only work tirelessly to forward their own enlightenment, their own ascension, their own path and their own spirit further...that is the only goals in such a tough time to concern oneself with

You will find your enlightenment in the moment if you try

Just be at peace with oneself and it will all fall into place gracefully.

-          Shaun A. Delage  

"Like a mammoth vacuum cleaner in the sky, the National Security Agency echelon sucks it all up: home phone, office phone, cellular phone, email, fax, telex...satellite transmissions, fiber-optic communications traffic, microwave links, voice, text images (that are) captured by satellites continuously orbiting the earth and then processed by high-powered computers,"

Why did UK police declare death of News of the World whistleblower “not suspicious?”

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