Feeling lately how detached from reality i always am is kind of a setback at times
I have people that are in adoration of reality and I think life would be somewhat easier
I try and believe in myself but when everything is dark it seems the concepts i attach to are divinity amidst the darkness, enlightenment and ascension and really in a sense trying to figure myself out spiritually which that very investigation would warrant deeper investigation as to ones spiritual nature
The world around is heavily masked in the nature of life, which is why i always attest that the closer to reality and the matrix you are that is a gift in a sense
I have fun in my altered reality ...going into a novel to type out a virtual reality where my characters play games and relate and it is amusing that I chose this avenue to go into
People it would seem are so far down a satanic web at times in their abilities they would never know what hit them when divinity finally makes a calling ...the realms of association on earth are so diverse that nobody would inherently be able to pick up on a divine nature until way too late
People it would seem as well are conforming to the time line and the events that are subscribed to it
Wandering any matrix alone and poor is not wise. Dejected, in darkness. But one where you wandering the matrix in this depth of feelings you finally figure out your own inherent divine nature
You discover your own talent, your own path, your own future.
Much of lifes challenges come up at no other time than the most difficult time, mostly everyone wants to be left alone in relative peace. The worlds events as you seek them out are becoming increasingly more difficult to handle
What i truly discover in isolation is this love for self. This love for ones talent and ones path ...then you have the body come into focus which is nice to adore and the challenges of life. Of course ones path should never be confused with another’s
This is a difficult process in life, the constant need to compare your life to others, media instils this with the wealth bracket of online personas, which by their very nature are alien lives or unattainable to most in the moment...
This adoration of one of only a few hundred in Hollywood playing their “skills” to set and working their magic with superagents to act in a movie that nobody wants to see. Ironically much of Hollywood is now a two tier system with just the super elites and then the cattle of Hollywood bringing the smaller budget films to focus
I have been really questioning my involvement in Vancouver with everyone connected to the Hollywood industrial complex in my own life. Not many people are introduced to these pawns per se and I had the fortunate world of meeting many.
Not only that but i was able to register them as a non human entity and move on with my life not wanting to attain this super status that everyone seeks, ironically they seek it with gross out flicks or whatever hahaha stardom is illusion
Then I have everything with the Murdoch stuff hitting and quite a few weeks ago i sent my captivation piece to the wall street journal which is a murdoch owned paper so i am involved in the USA side of things at this point
I question why everyone i have sent the document to ignores it rather than investigates it further. It is the need to have those in our reality go unnoticed and i am afraid that the numbers of those involved in project monarchs western operation outnumber any basis to reality for actual human beings in our perception.
One can only work tirelessly to forward their own enlightenment, their own ascension, their own path and their own spirit further...that is the only goals in such a tough time to concern oneself with
You will find your enlightenment in the moment if you try
Just be at peace with oneself and it will all fall into place gracefully.
- Shaun A. Delage
