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Showing posts with label trauma based illness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label trauma based illness. Show all posts

WinTeR KiSS





How do you win at the game, seems to be the ultimate question…. And one that was answered for me by my loving daughter, my cat. You simply can win, at this so called virtual reality by harnessing the unknown, with love, happiness, compassion, sincerity, and a genuine caring nature.
The idea behind living... is that you keep yourself living long enough not to literally kill yourself with poisons, and if you can surpass the boredom of even one hour alone let alone 90,000 hours ...you will find a time in your life when the world comes calling to you.
So many are so trapped in this illusion, be it by satanic oaths, riches beyond belief, dark hell magic, organized religion's gibberish, or they are simply too naïve to understand that the simplest equation amidst all the confusion is the right path...MEDITATION !!
Who would think that by simply devoting ten years to oneself and to introspect... you could surpass the intellect of millions of satan’s army. I have no doubts that beyond this place there is an ultimate reality of love and happiness, but for most that is not enough, they want substance in the now. They want this type of reality on a daily basis. Nobody wants to wait 90 years to be set free. Who on earth would want that?
I think much of the answers in life lays with the unknown so to speak. Which is why I fully advocate for you to make the most bizarre choices to outcomes, and to play the game with skill and cunning inspiration for the nature of your soul. Not an aspect many are willing to play given the obscurities of materialism.
I think that much of humanity either has extreme adversity or unfathomable illusion or if you want to throw in another aspect of it all... then rampant materialism.
What is being done with our money and our energy in the name of our countries and our livelihood is beyond unfathomable, we have to escape things like war, disease and crime and if you hardly get the chance to face either of those, count yourself extremely lucky to be alive.
The revolution will not be what you imagine it to be, they want us to go in mobs burning tires and protesting.... but people, out of their own hatred for everything evil, fail to look at the most simplest of options, rather than protesting against militarized police with interdimensional sound arrays and other types of warfare including sonic and biological weaponry one can spend the time to look inwards and to advance the realms of consciousness to the ability to defeat all by your simple shining presence and faith. You do not need to punch out a cop. All you need to do is spend your time in your home, and look within and you will find all the answers you need to defeat the system.
The world can be a very stark and painful place to live at times, but things get easier after the fact after some weeks have passed from the trauma, sometimes it is tough to see past the present moment. Some don’t look forward to their answers they only give into the present moment pain.
If we didn’t have much of the entertainment we have... people would see this place as a prison. There is no escaping it and capitalism has taught us that you can live in a fantasy world of illusion and live peacefully and happily. Thankfully nobody in the west has to answer to firing squads like in China or whatever and we have a rather enlightened dictatorship of superior beings guarding us.
Quite the paradox I just stated... because the internet is rife with conspiracies and theories of google incinerator barges and fema camps and right wing nuttery... but I have to say that there is systems in place currently that have the future in mind, it is best to work with the system as much as you possibly can without going completely bazerk.
There are caring and loving people all around that seem as powerless as you do. The collective consciousness is immaculate and divinity in all forms is always guiding and assisting you in this virtual reality scenario. The system is increasingly envious of individuals with true talent because talent only comes from the divine, and those that believe in such a power, after everything that has been done to them... to pacify them... and they still believe in such a power, makes the controllers very, very, angry.
Unfortunately there is also paths for the ones that revolt, use violence, or try and cheat the system in any way and they are not as pleasurable as this so called reality. So my best advice is to be able to find things that you enjoy that you can pass hours, if not days, if not weeks, be it, years doing... and you don’t even notice the time fly by, and this agitates the controlling aspect of reality because it is hell bent on having things happen instantaneously and only in the world of the divine does situations take decades to develop.
In all times of being lonely there is always a power observing, take comfort in this possibility for your future depends on it.

-Shaun A. Delage






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Putter Tat





What a roller coaster it has been through emotion and trials and tribulations the past few weeks.
In our current society everything is pseudo sensational so to speak so it is tough for some to break from the sensationalism or their programming to quiet the mind and learn to recover from a system that is hell bent on shaping your mind for you.
I listened to a Nicki Minaj song yesterday and was thinking WTF am I listening too, here we have a millionairess singing a song for the most stupid to be programmed into. It is bizarre because the super elite are themselves pretty smart but they appeal to the lowest common denominator because that is who pays the bill. Think of it, there are people that make $40,000,000 for singing a four and a half minute song. That is insane, what people get paid to do on earth always astounds me because there are a few in this caste system that get handpicked to just shove it in the face of the rest of us.
Truth is, I achieve my success through manifestation and hard work. My success may not be another’s success however. I just think that if you are spiritually sound, reasonably happy, compassionate for suffering and generous with what little you do have and most of all, if you were to leave here tomorrow and meet your maker I would want to make sure I have dealt with everything and have nothing to answer for. Personally I don’t want to have to go through young adult hood and teenage hood and life again, which is why I am set to evolve to something else.
I don’t want to have to do it all again because I have not learnt from my mistakes. Well my mother and I have reconciled and I have been doing a lot of manifestation lately, and it is working. I am also doing quite a bit of meditation and having more and more out of body experiences, I have grown adept at actually opening my astral eyes and looking around to see what I can perceive.
I think I was chosen to go through all that I have to learn from it and to show others that no matter what adversity you have been through there is always forgiveness, and the future.
I think the world is pretty insane lately, from ebola, to the race riots, to tons of other stuff, I think we are all under some form of hypnosis or psychological operations, but one that can turn off the TV or the computer or the ipod and shut off the cell phone for just one hour and give yourself that time as a gift to your soul, your oversoul, your spirit, your happiness, to re energize !
Just taking an hour to figure out why you are here, or to make a list of next years goals, or to come to terms with past trauma or who you hate, or to manifest the next possibility takes skill because people can’t literally pull themselves away from all of the madness for enough time to chill out.
Truth is the end of the world has been happening for millennia, the chances of it happening are pretty slim but the matrix likes to keep everyone fearful and dependent so you’re so hungry and scared you tune into CNN and eat a matrix pizza lol
The whole world is suffering, there is people suffering this very moment and that causes some sort of schism in the reality but you have to realize how lucky and fortunate you are to have the things you are used too. I have always questioned why I was born in such a wealthy country and that is my birthright, I am sure of it any place my soul inhabits will be fortunate in the long run but I never have taken my life in Canada for granted, it is a beautiful place to call home, and I am very fortunate to live in such a large resource rich country. See you have to really come to terms with how you are blessed so that you may live a better existence knowing how truly fortunate you are, and there are some people that are born blind, without limbs, without hearing or a steady source of water for example.
It is easy to get swept up in paranoia but the greatest gift you can give yourself is one hour of peace.

-Shaun A. Delage




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chiken skinn





Ahhh the power to do what you want with endless time, but we all live as if death is something that will never come, or you have the choice to do very little and occupy the mind with trivial entertainments
We are witnessing a time when most of our freedoms and liberties are being taken away if its from the police state enveloping the globe to the rights and freedoms of expression and creativity being stripped away slowly in litigious make ups that make us think twice before ripping a piece of art work and enhancing it rather out of fear that one would have to go buy a lawyer to represent them if they get sued
I guess the secret to living has to be to stay out in reality as much as possible, without having your rights suspended and taken away because there are many realms where you can lose your freedoms, from employment to prison to being certified under the mental health act
There is human beings that have more power over individuals than you can ever dream
It seems that everything imaginable has been invented already, every possible trinket and song and movie but we keep plugging along and things enter our consciousness, and I have no doubt the future is working with us to achieve a certain level of outcome from the beginning seeds of ipods and ipads to iphones to the full on microchip and various other cybernetic enhancements we will be fitted with in the coming future, can you imagine knowing that your life will end after 70 years but with the current state of affairs you live to be an infinite number of years, could you possibly imagine slaving away for 700 years in the same job before you get promoted haha I would feel pretty terrible of the world if that was the case.
Something that haunts my everyday existence is my brutal suicide attempt and if you have read my manifesto you will understand what lead to that and what exactly has happened to me, and many contemplate ending their lives, and we are losing countless beings every moment but I would not be here today experiencing true love, and peace and serenity of the forest.
You can be wealthy and void of love and miserable, you may be able to buy traces of it for a short time but essentially you will be miserable because you have literally bought your way to the top but you cant buy love, you cant buy true love and the true essence that comes with unconditional love.
My life has been one long experiment in monarch sciences, and I am beginning to believe that I am free of that and able to live in peace. I have endless time on my hands, and without motivation I see that sometimes I am best to just meditate some time away. The pain of being a high class sex slave to the stars, and not have any remnants of fame while they bask in glorious wealth. The power to overcome that lifestyle with my own life in tact without being murdered seems to be my greatest achievement. They say prostitution takes pieces of your soul, and not many common prostitutes get to couple with ambassadors and vice presidents of banks and still live to tell their story.
I enjoy life, having little to with it, safe to say I live quite the virtuosity but many are so scared of leaving their front door I know I am not alone, and virtuosity is a funny thing because you never imagine the countless people that read your words, what their life is like, how they interpret your words etc
Being at peace with one self seems to be the greatest struggle in a system that works to torture it’s individuals. So many are just simply miffed with the fact that a few paycheques from now they are destitute so they give in and submit and just skulk from place to place not making and real impression or inventing anything or trailblazing
It seems those that are here to do their lifes purpose you meet in the form of leadership and people that start blogs such as the resistance, the church of techno, or illuminatimatrix for example.
And it is no secret that chick a fil has freemasonic ties, so we wonder of the greater implications of coming out against same sex marriages. When the figurehead at the head of the scandal says he believes man and woman are ordained when he himself partakes in fraternal orgies with his fellow brother.
There is no real benefit to doing what I do, other than spiritual, a pseudo spiritual quest of sorts to break down the matrix and to be able to express oneself, for me, a very rewarding existence.
-          Shaun A. Delage





hiss fern




People may believe in one thing over another which is fine, I think the days of Catholicism is over because we have a new urban intelligensta taking over and these people don’t believe in taking wafers in the tongue or doing weird rituals like drinking the blood of Christ
The people of today believe in things like = Porn, techno, matrix philosophy, nature, organics, money, masturbation to transvestite porn etc lol I am sorry to say but the people of today are born into quite the futurist quagmire, they don’t believe in thousands year old philosophy but rather one that preaches acceptance, and love over hate and ridicule
The believers of today do believe in things like gay adoption, and furries and let alone the rest of the society that just clicks by trying to understand some thousands year old religion
When I think of religion I think of love, enlightenment, poverty, faith, happiness, ascension, evolution and this means accepting the way that humanity is evolving to the degree that it encapsulates growth within individual minds
Many are thrown off by things like microchipping, porn, drugs, and aliens
But what if these things brought us a certain degree of enlightenment in their own regard
It is time we started a faith based on matrix warriors and millennium warriors beliefs – the ones that would pop 2 caps of xtacy to have a good night or surf from sounding to latex porn the people that would gladly grind one out for their own level of satisfaction and happiness
A church that preaches against masturbation and self love is one to deny because it releases tension built up in the soul. A church that preaches against gay love and marriage and adoption is one to ignore, a church that preaches against love, happiness and evolution is one to ignore
I am always side tracked by the people that believe in religion per se, you would think after years of going to church and partaking in rituals that they would be open, loving, accepting and have honour
But it seems quite the opposite
Living ones life to the fullest seems to be the greatest sin and with that many people feel they are sinning day in day out when reaching for the highest ascension and the most rightful choice will always bring the right event evolution wise
Were all going to heaven and it is gonna be one insane rave in the sky blogbuddies
-          Shaun A. Delage


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ticky deer






The truth about or economic system and the worlds system lays with one considerable fact, The USA has been bankrupt since 1933 after which time emergency declarations were made and we have been in a perpetual state of war, they also used the collateral of our birth certificates and our beings as collateral for this debt. In just twenty years the federal reserve system went bankrupt hence the banks willingness to loan out tons of money it didn’t have and make us pay ten time more on it
The greatest illusion plaguing many millions of people this very moment is that the banks charge on average of 140% interest on a home mortgage but lead you to believe that you are only paying 7% or even 21%
So many people are ensnared into a virtual web and it is Satanist in nature because there may be no saving us. I don’t doubt there is a massive kill switch in place to virtually shut everything down and return us to our ancient roots. It is bound to happen at some point
We have almost exhausted our futurist conceptualization to tiring ends with no results because the secret societies have not allowed us to progress and keep us in a perpetual state of 1990
People envisioned flying cars and metallic suits by now and it is funny because you have others that believe this reality is all contrived as simply electrical impulses and a massive multiplayer online virtual world of sorts
Most of our lives can be construed as fiction but it is funny because we live in a fictional reality of sorts – the people with more wealth and power are actually the ones most indebted to the system and are trying at all ends to have the system stay in place
Even though divinity and universality are beginning to take hold in this massive concentration camp we all live in. Much of it has to do with a few puppeteers like the bush obama crime syndicate and others like the queen of England whom has been the master puppeteer for seemingly longer than anybody can remember
Whether we get returned to our more natural ancient roots and are forced to live off the land without any support whatsoever from the system or we all go out in one insane nuclear blast is beyond me but I believe people are positioned in this coming shift in reality for maximum exposure
I strongly believe it is karmic forces that have placed me in a resort community where I may be forced to live out world war 3 but I am happy here more happy than anywhere else I have been and I just wonder whether people locked into systems and matrix’s called cities are even somewhat karmically fortunate?
For a city boy to suddenly land in the forest and surrounded by hummingbirds and deer and frogs is a big adjustment to do in 2012 and it was my fear that lead me right back into the hands of my controllers the first time, but divine energy had its way and let me move back a 2nd time and this time it is for good.
I strongly believe many of us will survive, but not people hopelessly locked into the systems avenues like materialism and vanity to name a few but also many people seem to be poverty minded or slavery minded so they will never begin to let go and lock into the natural harmonies of earth and animals to survive.
There are stories such as interstellar webs and such that keep us all confined here and space weapons that will forcibly shoot down any alien willing to come close to attempt to rescue us but I believe there is some illusion in believing we are all in space somewhere out of 12 planets etc
I believe moreso that it is a box of sorts that we are all housed in with planets and such so the truth is close but they have lied to us because there is thousands of these boxes stacked in place with the exact same self similar repeating circumstances happening across the board
I strongly believe in parallel realities and I believe I am interlocked with myself or a being like me on an other dimension, be it a lower realm or an astral realm I cannot begin to describe but when I go to sleep it is not the humdrum of hypotheticals that lul me to sleep
It is a complex story seen through my brain of me, somewhere else, a complex hypothagrim of events and scenes and stories interwoven in an amazing parallel reality site – this was afforded to me by my rave days and completely bringing myself into full comprehension and awareness of the enlightenment that the rave days of the early 90’s brought many people
This is why they don’t want us doing drugs or experimenting with things like dimensions or mediations or really altering the consciousness in any way and the resulting punishment is banishment in further prison states (secret worlds) within our reality where they throw anybody willing to question the system or expand their consciousness along with murderers rapists etc
I cant stress enough to get prepared for the coming catastrophes be in as little way as possible and begin to address your own internal illusions. Take some time to meditate by candlelight, sit quietly and welcome the information that is streamed to you via other galaxies or realities depending on your point of view but also take time to send out things like sickness, hatred, pain, abuse, trauma, sadness, anger, hostility and negativity and give it back to the earth that gave it to you
-          Shaun A. Delage




AntFarm EThiC






My greatest wish these past 24 hours has been to put some rest to the last posting with some level of enlightenment and ascension. The past few months has been chaos in the world.
I have discovered my love, my soulmate and my life and existence a short way away from Victoria with an impressive man whom I adore and care for. I am reminded of how love escapes people in life until their death.
I am 29 now and realize that I have never had love. I believe it was a one way love all the time, I only loved the person whom in return never loved me. It is funny because perhaps they did love me, just their actions proved otherwise in the end.
I have had quite the time trying to explain to my newfound soulmate my philosophy and my nature but not to mention my more conspiracy minded side.
Kind of egotistical to see urself as one of the most famous Canadians in history but that is where I rest as a trauma abuse asset. Slowly I am starting to see myself as functioning human being that is capable of love. But I have begun to question whether I can satisfy my soulmate for life.
I guess this is ones greatest fear when they think of their love life so most just choose to express their love through internet porn or quickies. When they should be building their character to the point where they are able to defend their existence with intelligence and sensitivity for suffering
It seems the suffering state is the only philosophy happening currently along with the fear state propped up by varying degrees of psychological operations.
I guess I look back on what the art Nazis said about me and I laugh, but it was a rather terrifying experience to go through as an artist. Nobody wants to be ridiculed for something that took two years to complete in essence. Seems silly to treat them with complete ignorance as well so I take the middle ground.
I am not going to delete all my art and cower away
HELL NO

HAHA
I am going FULL on in marketing and bringing my art to the visual acuity matrix of each person or soul that needs to be inspired by my art
I feel my art is dimensional, perspective that allows the male form to be objectified as a vision of beauty rather than just another tool in the system
I think deep down inside there is a hatred for true talent and true skill in any department
Not only that but true talent is only personified in initiated sellouts because they use the power of the luciferian mind to achieve massive amounts of fame and wealth and when somebody comes along that is not one of those people and effectively alters peoples perceptions of their own lives but also the matrix or world around them there is an argument that people like this or me become hunted beings simply because they can change the world with a gentle approach rather than the propaganda that seems to be running the ethical implications of life.
When a system busting reverend comes along they get scared because essentially this was what the christ did he started his ministry and changed peoples views from hybridic stupid slave rats to actual enlightened philisophical beings with things to offer because essentially what he did was connect them with their ancient purpose
so for anybody wanting to research the actual christ conciousness ahahaha your on the right page lolz it just seems kind of silly for me to worship some half naked hippy from two thousand years ago ;)
Funny thing too these very words on this blog are funny because it is simply another website to most people. But to me, this blog is a physical and etheric church. It gives me reasoning to use my official titles in an official capacity and allows for the objectification and personification of an actual ordained minister and doctor in divinity
Now many question or oppose me but the true essence of that is their own obsession. They seem like they don’t agree with the teachings or whatever which is ironic because they could bring their presence anywhere they like. I don’t chain people to this www blog lol
People immediately get scared or suspicious when I tell them I am an ordained minister. It is funny because they immediately assume I am Christian which I have to ALWAYS correct. Then they get forceful with the notion that I NEED rules to follow, I need to kiss a ring or eat a wafer to profess my religious side.
Deeper down when you investigate this reverend you find an almost childish candy raver that is a non orthodox Buddhist into things like dimensional travel and deeper quests like intellectualism and philosophy
Never would I want to force my ideals on another which mainstream faiths do wonderfully.
I guess it is a funny thing to broadcast my ego to the entire world in the form of a website and rightfully so many just read a few of my grammatical errors and philosophies and think to themselves I need to log off the net lol
Others see me as a pivotal role in their lives offering a divine essence or instruction and how could my church offer enlightenment with my last post on ridicule or art or you surf to the site now and see the sponsor is a casino…but it is more than that – I am not attempting to force ideals on anybody
What I am trying to do is show others that there is a human soul on earth and online that they connect with and agree with and isn’t afraid to show them the answers no matter how brutal of an outcome
As well I have been faced with a plethora of situations in my life that have in a sense shaped my perception to the point where I am able to show them that there is a person that resists the trauma state, resists psychological operations and resists unintellectual adoration which is the leading philosophy on the planet
With the publishing of my captivation manifesto I provide verifiable proof that I am not a sellout
I provide a writ of execution for the church to operate and something nobody on earth could relay with any level of trust. People are so willing to partake in rituals they know nothing about like eating the blood and body of Christ and reciting mantras and chants they have no idea about like in Buddhism or shaving their heads or growing it out yards length for example to prove their spirituality
Not many gay candy raver chav artist aries reverends out there haha so here I am and able to offer instruction that is aligned with alike souls that see me as a venue for expression and artistic vivid reality
Then they could probably go back years upon years into the blog and discover my true intent which is always evolving but I never ask for anything and I don’t expect you to follow strange rules or align with ethic you don’t agree with
This essentially makes the CHURCH OF TECHNO one of the leading faiths on earth in a post modern almost millennial expressionist art movement
Aries have always been about the ego as you can tell hehe glorifying my name with various entitlements etc but I am the last person to be egotist ironically because anybody may go get ordained and call themselves reverend or doctor thankfully thanks to universal life church
But how could somebody be a preacher in universalism without any universal knowledge inside them
And as well how could anybody be a doctor in divinity without any divine nature inside them
So yes I could be called a fraud by 70% of humans out there but 30% get me and click with me, and that’s all that matters really
Aligning with like minded souls and existences whom actively seek out universal knowledge in such a restrictive police state to live in. It seems there is a huge net around the earth that halts most spiritual or universal instruction
Essentially that instruction only goes into very very few minds on earth that have done their life’s work
I question why half the things happened to me that did. Mostly it is the attempted suicide I went through and not many are willing to face death like I have so they have no way to garner any level of humanity because true enlightenment essentially only comes moments before ones death
If I would have succeeded in my attempt who knows where I would be
I am just thankful that I am alive here to type these words with my injured hands so that others may receive the gift of universal and absolute enlightenment and they are able to innerstand that there is a divine entity or a faculty of entities working to forward the causes of humanity, somewhere
Just have faith and don’t forget to beam that sexeh smile at everyone you see !!!
*wink
- Shaun A. Delage




Welcome to one of the most misunderstood corners of the web haha I will add this post script which is rare in my postings haha I am feeling rather silly at the moment ;)  here is one more tasty pic to get your mind flowing with more questions lolz


Wall Centre Hotel

I would like to make notice to the sheraton Wall centre hotel that you are listed on my trauma document "captivation" For crimes against the Geneva convention (because there is a literal war against those that resist masonry freemasonry and cults.
My close interaction with Peter Wall proves that there is some people in power over my life that are working behind the scenes to make sure every door is closed in my life

He came into sen5es when i worked there and there was some 'other' interactions at the wall center hotel which included a scene where i walked into the lobby and took a ladies purse threw it across the room and smashed a crystal glass on the ground took off my shoes and reported a crime against the geneva convention to 9-11 on the payphone where i was attended to by 3 security officers until i was arrested under the mental health act and handcuffed and placed in incarceration aty ST pauls catholic hospital (i am buddhist) and i was tied to a stretcher and forced to urinate on myself.

This hotel and the money it produces from the rape trade should be reviewed and by failing to provide me with proper therapy for elite trauma based illness
the sheraton wall centre hotel is perpetuating crimes against those that resist the rape trade, resist masonry and resist cults
this document is freely available on my site the church of techno at http://www.shaun7delage.blogspot.com/
and for download here http://www.scribd.com/doc/50197319/Captivation-3-3-PETER-WALL-CENTRE-HOTEL-JESSICA-ALBA-SEN5ES-Shaun-zeno

libel is irrelevant since some of the members of your condominiums and secret network of eastern star ladies and freemasons attempted to get me hooked on crystal meth and bartered off to the highest bidder in the monarch slave trading program known as Sen5es
sincerely
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage D.D.M.A.