My greatest wish these past 24 hours has been to put some
rest to the last posting with some level of enlightenment and ascension. The
past few months has been chaos in the world.
I have discovered my love, my soulmate and my life and
existence a short way away from Victoria with an impressive man whom I adore
and care for. I am reminded of how love escapes people in life until their
death.
I am 29 now and realize that I have never had love. I
believe it was a one way love all the time, I only loved the person whom in
return never loved me. It is funny because perhaps they did love me, just their
actions proved otherwise in the end.
I have had quite the time trying to explain to my newfound
soulmate my philosophy and my nature but not to mention my more conspiracy
minded side.
Kind of egotistical to see urself as one of the most famous Canadians
in history but that is where I rest as a trauma abuse asset. Slowly I am
starting to see myself as functioning human being that is capable of love. But
I have begun to question whether I can satisfy my soulmate for life.
I guess this is ones greatest fear when they think of their
love life so most just choose to express their love through internet porn or
quickies. When they should be building their character to the point where they
are able to defend their existence with intelligence and sensitivity for
suffering
It seems the suffering state is the only philosophy happening
currently along with the fear state propped up by varying degrees of
psychological operations.
I guess I look back on what the art Nazis said about me and
I laugh, but it was a rather terrifying experience to go through as an artist. Nobody
wants to be ridiculed for something that took two years to complete in essence.
Seems silly to treat them with complete ignorance as well so I take the middle
ground.
I am not going to delete all my art and cower away
HELL NO
HAHA
I am going FULL on in marketing and bringing my art to the
visual acuity matrix of each person or soul that needs to be inspired by my art
I feel my art is dimensional, perspective that allows the
male form to be objectified as a vision of beauty rather than just another tool
in the system
I think deep down inside there is a hatred for true talent
and true skill in any department
Not only that but true talent is only personified in
initiated sellouts because they use the power of the luciferian mind to achieve
massive amounts of fame and wealth and when somebody comes along that is not
one of those people and effectively alters peoples perceptions of their own
lives but also the matrix or world around them there is an argument that people like this or me become hunted beings simply because they can change the world with a gentle approach rather than the propaganda that seems to be running the ethical implications of life.
When a system busting reverend comes along they get scared because essentially this was what the christ did he started his ministry and changed peoples views from hybridic stupid slave rats to actual enlightened philisophical beings with things to offer because essentially what he did was connect them with their ancient purpose
so for anybody wanting to research the actual christ conciousness ahahaha your on the right page lolz it just seems kind of silly for me to worship some half naked hippy from two thousand years ago ;)
When a system busting reverend comes along they get scared because essentially this was what the christ did he started his ministry and changed peoples views from hybridic stupid slave rats to actual enlightened philisophical beings with things to offer because essentially what he did was connect them with their ancient purpose
so for anybody wanting to research the actual christ conciousness ahahaha your on the right page lolz it just seems kind of silly for me to worship some half naked hippy from two thousand years ago ;)
Funny thing too these very words on this blog are funny
because it is simply another website to most people. But to me, this blog is a
physical and etheric church. It gives me reasoning to use my official titles in
an official capacity and allows for the objectification and personification of
an actual ordained minister and doctor in divinity
Now many question or oppose me but the true essence of that
is their own obsession. They seem like they don’t agree with the teachings or
whatever which is ironic because they could bring their presence anywhere they
like. I don’t chain people to this www blog lol
People immediately get scared or suspicious when I tell them
I am an ordained minister. It is funny because they immediately assume I am Christian
which I have to ALWAYS correct. Then they get forceful with the notion that I
NEED rules to follow, I need to kiss a ring or eat a wafer to profess my
religious side.
Deeper down when you investigate this reverend you find an
almost childish candy raver that is a non orthodox Buddhist into things like
dimensional travel and deeper quests like intellectualism and philosophy
Never would I want to force my ideals on another which
mainstream faiths do wonderfully.
I guess it is a funny thing to broadcast my ego to the
entire world in the form of a website and rightfully so many just read a few of
my grammatical errors and philosophies and think to themselves I need to log
off the net lol
Others see me as a pivotal role in their lives offering a
divine essence or instruction and how could my church offer enlightenment with
my last post on ridicule or art or you surf to the site now and see the sponsor
is a casino…but it is more than that – I am not attempting to force ideals on
anybody
What I am trying to do is show others that there is a human
soul on earth and online that they connect with and agree with and isn’t afraid
to show them the answers no matter how brutal of an outcome
As well I have been faced with a plethora of situations in
my life that have in a sense shaped my perception to the point where I am able
to show them that there is a person that resists the trauma state, resists
psychological operations and resists unintellectual adoration which is the
leading philosophy on the planet
With the publishing of my captivation manifesto I provide
verifiable proof that I am not a sellout
I provide a writ of execution for the church to operate and
something nobody on earth could relay with any level of trust. People are so
willing to partake in rituals they know nothing about like eating the blood and
body of Christ and reciting mantras and chants they have no idea about like in Buddhism
or shaving their heads or growing it out yards length for example to prove
their spirituality
Not many gay candy raver chav artist aries reverends out
there haha so here I am and able to offer instruction that is aligned with
alike souls that see me as a venue for expression and artistic vivid reality
Then they could probably go back years upon years into the
blog and discover my true intent which is always evolving but I never ask for
anything and I don’t expect you to follow strange rules or align with ethic you
don’t agree with
This essentially makes the CHURCH OF TECHNO one of the
leading faiths on earth in a post modern almost millennial expressionist art
movement
Aries have always been about the ego as you can tell hehe
glorifying my name with various entitlements etc but I am the last person to be
egotist ironically because anybody may go get ordained and call themselves
reverend or doctor thankfully thanks to universal life church
But how could somebody be a preacher in universalism without
any universal knowledge inside them
And as well how could anybody be a doctor in divinity
without any divine nature inside them
So yes I could be called a fraud by 70% of humans out there
but 30% get me and click with me, and that’s all that matters really
Aligning with like minded souls and existences whom actively
seek out universal knowledge in such a restrictive police state to live in. It
seems there is a huge net around the earth that halts most spiritual or
universal instruction
Essentially that instruction only goes into very very few
minds on earth that have done their life’s work
I question why half the things happened to me that did.
Mostly it is the attempted suicide I went through and not many are willing to
face death like I have so they have no way to garner any level of humanity
because true enlightenment essentially only comes moments before ones death
If I would have succeeded in my attempt who knows where I
would be
I am just thankful that I am alive here to type these words
with my injured hands so that others may receive the gift of universal and absolute
enlightenment and they are able to innerstand that there is a divine entity or
a faculty of entities working to forward the causes of humanity, somewhere
Just have faith and don’t forget to beam that sexeh smile at
everyone you see !!!
*wink
Welcome to one of the most misunderstood corners of the web haha I will add this post script which is rare in my postings haha I am feeling rather silly at the moment ;) here is one more tasty pic to get your mind flowing with more questions lolz