Ahhh the power to do what you want with endless time, but we
all live as if death is something that will never come, or you have the choice
to do very little and occupy the mind with trivial entertainments
We are witnessing a time when most of our freedoms and
liberties are being taken away if its from the police state enveloping the
globe to the rights and freedoms of expression and creativity being stripped
away slowly in litigious make ups that make us think twice before ripping a
piece of art work and enhancing it rather out of fear that one would have to go
buy a lawyer to represent them if they get sued
I guess the secret to living has to be to stay out in
reality as much as possible, without having your rights suspended and taken
away because there are many realms where you can lose your freedoms, from
employment to prison to being certified under the mental health act
There is human beings that have more power over individuals
than you can ever dream
It seems that everything imaginable has been invented
already, every possible trinket and song and movie but we keep plugging along
and things enter our consciousness, and I have no doubt the future is working
with us to achieve a certain level of outcome from the beginning seeds of ipods
and ipads to iphones to the full on microchip and various other cybernetic
enhancements we will be fitted with in the coming future, can you imagine
knowing that your life will end after 70 years but with the current state of
affairs you live to be an infinite number of years, could you possibly imagine
slaving away for 700 years in the same job before you get promoted haha I would
feel pretty terrible of the world if that was the case.
Something that haunts my everyday existence is my brutal
suicide attempt and if you have read my manifesto you will understand what lead
to that and what exactly has happened to me, and many contemplate ending their
lives, and we are losing countless beings every moment but I would not be here
today experiencing true love, and peace and serenity of the forest.
You can be wealthy and void of love and miserable, you may
be able to buy traces of it for a short time but essentially you will be
miserable because you have literally bought your way to the top but you cant
buy love, you cant buy true love and the true essence that comes with
unconditional love.
My life has been one long experiment in monarch sciences,
and I am beginning to believe that I am free of that and able to live in peace.
I have endless time on my hands, and without motivation I see that sometimes I
am best to just meditate some time away. The pain of being a high class sex
slave to the stars, and not have any remnants of fame while they bask in
glorious wealth. The power to overcome that lifestyle with my own life in tact
without being murdered seems to be my greatest achievement. They say
prostitution takes pieces of your soul, and not many common prostitutes get to
couple with ambassadors and vice presidents of banks and still live to tell
their story.
I enjoy life, having little to with it, safe to say I live
quite the virtuosity but many are so scared of leaving their front door I know
I am not alone, and virtuosity is a funny thing because you never imagine the
countless people that read your words, what their life is like, how they
interpret your words etc
Being at peace with one self seems to be the greatest
struggle in a system that works to torture it’s individuals. So many are just
simply miffed with the fact that a few paycheques from now they are destitute
so they give in and submit and just skulk from place to place not making and
real impression or inventing anything or trailblazing
It seems those that are here to do their lifes purpose you
meet in the form of leadership and people that start blogs such as the
resistance, the church of techno, or illuminatimatrix for example.
And it is no secret that chick a fil has freemasonic ties,
so we wonder of the greater implications of coming out against same sex
marriages. When the figurehead at the head of the scandal says he believes man
and woman are ordained when he himself partakes in fraternal orgies with his
fellow brother.
There is no real benefit to doing what I do, other than spiritual,
a pseudo spiritual quest of sorts to break down the matrix and to be able to
express oneself, for me, a very rewarding existence.
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Shaun A. Delage
