Church of Techno, Buddhism and Addiction

Addiction is a far ranging subject, much more pronounced than can be discussed in a discourse, basically without addiction there would be no pleasure in the world, people suffer from all sorts of addictions that you don’t even think about like coffee and television for example and there is more far reaching addictions such as drugs, sex, and gambling.

Truth is, we live in a free will quadrant of the galaxy, and truth is there is some worlds where everything is thought up for you, and even more perplexing such as in the animal worlds there is not many addictions to worry about.

In a free will universe you are given the tools to make it, but it is funny because without food constantly entering our sphere we would not be nourished and therefore could not operate soundly. So it is up to each person to figure out there own world in a world that literally feeds off addiction.

It is weird cause what is happening here, happens on a level universally as well, it just seems like it is magnified in the universe and somebody would be perplexed to think about the kind of highs you can find universally rather than on our own planet hehe

Addiction is quite a quagmire because once addicted unless you feed that craving there is nothing in the world that matters, and there is suffering on the planet when people are using needles to get high, but these issues it seems do not reflect the greater populace as a whole.

A world that is relatively enlightened would have legalized most forms of addiction way sooner so that people can have their supply regulated and ensured it is safe rather than getting it from gangs and crime lords, it is ironic that in the past century the same people that make drugs and such illegal in parliaments around the world are the ones that are secretly supplying it to us through the black market.

The richest in the world deal in things like heroin and other harder drugs, and then supply the police departments with enough money to combat crime, quite an irony when the richest people in the world make their billions off of black tar heroin then are seen at the opera via Rolls Royce.

The Buddha would have chosen the middle ground, and he would have never put a needle in his arm to attain enlightenment so to speak because these states of altered perception can be achieved naturally or through the dream state for example. I don’t think an enlightened being would refuse a few tokes off of a joint if it was offered to him, but he would not go steal and hurt people to seek it out.

Things like addictions and crime can be easily solved with an enlightened person leading a country or the world and you could instead of providing welfare to people, instead provide a living wage and legalize softer drugs so people don’t need to hurt others to obtain it, this practice of the government dolling out the funds as it sees fit is a travesty because these people that rule over us are detached from reality they live in an illusion of grandeur so to speak of ivy league educated initiated sell out that has no clue what the bottom or middle class is up too nor do they care what challenges they face.

Truth is addiction affects all parts of society I mean some of the elite are addicted and cannot live without their millions, billions, diamonds, and roasted quail eggs.

In a society that feeds all sorts of addictions rampantly one would wonder if there is a certain duality that runs the place, unlike the belief that this is a hell world solely or a prison planet, because if you look around you can see hints of a loving duality that rule over our domain, the power that heals you when you are sick or injured, the beauty of flowers or stars or the ocean.

There is beauty in the world if you seek it, and if you are addicted choose the middleground, do not get carried away in suffering it is all in the mind, and of course able through free will.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Zenomancer

What a crazy time the past few weeks and they say it had something to do with Uranus in retrograde or something but I don’t follow astrology very much. Interestingly enough to keep up with regular stuff in mainstream society takes real skill since there is such an unfathomable amount of things going on at the moment, from the ebola outbreak, to Ukraine, to Russia, to undocumented immigrants on the US border, the possibility of forced vaccinations, Putin refusing to allow western products into Russia, meanwhile we are still in the literal dark ages and the largest financial collapse in modern history, but things toil on because there is still iphones and Cheetos on the shelves lol

It is fine to keep up with stuff in a sense and I advocate getting your news and updates from many sources hence a diverse range of input from alternative media to a spectrum of news outlets, rather than just either solely mainstream or just solely alternative media.

It is easy to get led down the path of paranoia or ignorance depending where you look for your information. And some of the things happening are downright scary. It seems present moment awareness is the optimal solution and if you are just going to work and coming home and playing xbox all night then there isn’t really a present moment awareness !

Part of my thought process included the possibility of continuing my book series with a third book and if need be I could leave it at two books but I read through the first few chapters of the 3rd book and thought to myself, wow I have something here. I think many writers want to give up but thanks to this blog rightfully named my virtual ministry, I have been given a transferrable skill from something that is free, and that is the fact that I have refined my writing skill quite a bit, and I know I am not the best at grammar and punctuation but I am a super keen story teller and I think that is a good quality of a writer.

Everything in the world is based in words, everything devised pretty much has a writer behind it, I mean it would be nice to be a millionaire and such but that is so unreachable to a person that is just beginning in story-telling. Part of my inclinations for writing this never ending blog include the above mentioned refining my writing craft but another part is karmic reversal, I hope to better serve people that may come across my words in whatever little way that I can, and also to be the first ever creator of the CHURCH OF TECHNO in which nothing is comparable. I used to tie my manifesto to it all in some whacked out conspiracy theory but I figured recently that everyone has a past and the sooner I can let go of mine the better and not to hang on or obsess about negativity seems to be the wisest solution.

Basically instead of complaining about all those that have wronged me, I can turn that negativity into extreme positivity by going into the creative aspect of my personality that turns adversity into a rainbow hehe

Personally I don’t think you really have to be a grammar nazi to make it as a writer, I think you just have to be able to create believable characters and an epic storyline for people to be entertained by and in writing my first book I realised after reading Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. That you don’t even need to focus on a plot hahaha imagine that! If it is entertaining and unique I think the world wants to see it   –eventually- Not many people have the means to write for a profession, some people can barely even keep a working computer let alone the $200 in costs in word software and printing costs for your rough draft and the cost of an editor and anything else that may come up including keeping yourself sane and supported through the process.

I have come across countless people that talk about being a writer but haven’t written a word or they are in school taking a course about how to write a novel and have not even written the first chapter.

I can say it is a defeating process but once you start battling the hurdles it becomes easier to deal with any sort of negativity.

It is with great pride that Zenophobic has recently made a submission to the Zeno Literary Agency, (my fifth) -3 I haven’t heard from since I submitted and a couple have declined so I find the process to be interesting to say the least hehe perhaps if they want to be very wealthy they will choose me hehe it is a long shot since it is gay fiction but you never know !

-Shaun A. Delage 

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DuCk TaLk

What you choose to do here is up to you, but for some of us it remains that this is a pseudo prison sentence or net that we are all involved in and forced to objectify things like celebrities and money.

A cheese farmer may not sound like a better job than a banker, if you think about it, but to a spiritually adept individual they may see the cheese farmer as providing nourishment to people and feeding people where a banker may just cause pain and suffering to people.

You look around at how society is setup and you realize that there are many people that are going to come back again and again rebirth after rebirth until they get it.

Me personally, I understand suffering immensely but I just don’t understand how exactly some people are dealt a swifter hand in it all. I think though a way to alleviate suffering is to be completely aware of every action you do from work to recreation.

Countless people I see in the world that treat people brutally at work, and argue and make nasty comments and inflict harm in business but don’t understand why their personal life is so conflicted.

I think much of it has to do with the fact that we are not an ancient society, we are only a society that concerns itself with money obligations where in Buddhist countries they have things like monasteries to attract people that are interested in the spiritual life and are tuned to this frequency rather than work an entire life for a mortgage and such

And most people in Canada and the USA are unaware of this type of existence unless they visit places like China or Thailand or India

I think we would be a better suited economy if we had safeguards like this in place in our society where people that are not suited to the working life nor have the motivation to make money can find respite

Plus it is a small world when you get to the top of the ladder and it is never crowded, but most people choose to use things like secret societies as avenues for fame and riches.

I think this is the nastiest course of action, to join something you don’t understand, and something like a society that keeps secrets even from its own members is honestly the weirdest thing I can conceptualize.  For most people this form of life is a wise course of action, who wants abject poverty and homelessness.

I have never been one to preach to belong to freemasonry or Catholicism or anything like that simply because I would not want to be doing rituals and oaths I have no idea what I am invoking or adoring.

But to simply believe in nothing, doesn’t seem the wisest course of action either, which is why some people simply view intellectualism as a faith and most in society won’t belong to such a loosely construed faith such as Buddhism but that is ok, because people tend to mix with their own kind, which is why I believe things like meditation and discourses and incense and nocturnalism can be entwined in a beautiful ancient dialogue.

Mostly the mainstream faiths have just ensnared souls for countless generations, and there is no telling how many people they have ensnared but you only begin to realize what is a right course of action unfortunately years into your practice.

Perhaps I was born as a Buddhist who knows, but it seems to fit in with my ideals, a highly introspective and intelligent design and something that makes sense, having enlightened beings chart the very nature of your soul, if you allow them, seems to be the wisest course of action for me personally because I am shattered and like I said don’t want to waste my life learning thousands of pages of a bible I have no idea what the hell they are talking about lol or spreading hatred or illusion to those that I come into contact with.

I tend to view myself being nocturnal as being apart of the dark side sometimes, when you don’t see any daylight it is easy to view oneself as this, but my Buddhist nature has taught me that when I am the only one up for miles and there are thousands of people asleep all around me, that I am actually in a world of illusion, I am basking in sunlight.

I have strived to find my purpose in this life but nothing really stands out except for my projects that I involve myself in and philosophy, conspiracy, virtuosity and being a house husband so maybe I have found my purpose however difficult it may be. I just wish sometimes I wasn’t so conflicted like all last month I was going from being an admin assistant to a counsellor, but these things would force me to live against my night time life, when I feel most content.

Perhaps I belong two galaxies over lol

Finding ones purpose remains the most difficult task, for those that have found theirs I highly commend you !!

-Shaun A. Delage

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Pink Tail

I have been listening to a lot of material lately that makes one think we are in a ‘prison planet’ Hence the Alex Jones site that takes the same namesake, but I have learnt after many years immersed in virtual reality that the world is more of a Virtual World.

People think because we have such a complex paradigm to think about and much of it evil, I have come to the conclusion that the world does have a certain degree of love and compassion involved in it. And my Buddhist nature has taught me that you, yourself arrange for all of the events in your life so that you may better understand humanity.

It’s not a fair world when you have things that happen in the moment like beatings and murders but that has left me with an unsolvable equation…Why would an all present omnipotent being that knows all allow things like serial killers to run rampant. But the other side of me thinks that it has to do with a dualistic nature of earth where there are equally evil forces and good natured forces to balance the negativity. This is why the Buddhist natured side of me believes that there may in fact be no god or Christ or messiah but rather in each and every person lies god and the divine.

When I look at other magnificently wealthy faiths I tend to see quite a traumatic amount of illusion in all of them, where I have found the most answers lays in the Buddhist discourses of dozens of monks in the thai tradition, hence the godhead being present in each of these individuals and able to speak through them, where the more organized religions have a sole priest dictating what is correct or you simply go to hell and burn for all of eternity.

For me personally that doesn’t make sense, and I have found some catholics in my own life to have gone to church every Sunday and listen to this garbage and after 50 years they still remain full of hatred, ignorance, sadness, and anger. Also void of any sort of compassion.

Only in Buddhism can you practice on your own in solitude for years, never needing to be programmed, only in Buddhism can you practice with several faiths or beliefs and only in Buddhism does it permit one being to look inside themselves for the answers rather than outward towards the sky.

I am aware of things like the astral world, parallel dimensions, hell, heaven, earth, buddhic planes, alien worlds and the lower realms. I feel honoured that I get to live here in the present in a world where nothing is permanent. So my virtual world theory proves to be the most comforting scenario.

I looked on several TV websites and saw if any clicked with me, like GlobalTV, CTV etc and 99% of the stuff on there was pretty lame, I don’t know why the whole world is sucked into this, season-by-season phenomena. It keeps us involved in a day to day ritual which is against humanity, because to achieve true greatness you need to work at something for several years and not many people are willing to work at something for longer than an hour. This is why corporations break down the day into modules like work for two hours then meeting, then work another hour, then team meeting then lunch then work three hours then break then meet the boss then work another half hour and day is done. If they sat us in front of a sewing machine for 8 hours on end like in the undeveloped countries people would literally go insane.

In my eventual occurrence of a life I have had some great adversity but I have also had some profound karmic rewards, and not many people can be as lucky as I am, therefore grow with a greater hatred for their own life and what they have chosen for themselves, how the coal miner must feel when he sees a hot young twink make 180 million more than him last year, and this system is by far very, very unfair with it’s rituals and makeup but things could be far worse.

My meditation is pretty advanced to explain it here in text without showing it in person is a travesty would be hard to do, but I am going to lay it out for some people that are even minor meditators will be able to adapt to this scenario to bring them wealth and luck and prosperity or love or calm or happiness, whatever you seek. It also helps to have somebody you trust explain it a bit rather than a 33 degree freemason lol

Start by sitting calmly, and please use aids such as various crystal balls, stones, wands, or charms, and other things like mandelas and graphs, or incense…. whatever you need to help with this process, because crystals can be charged and were most likely put here by aliens, and they were here for hundreds of thousands of years before you and will be here for many more after you. Crystals appreciate being cleansed when you get them and love warmth and to listen to your thoughts and meditate with you. They can help you achieve the greatest possible outcome in the shortest amount of time, if you’re unsure of what to get.... start with quartz and research the other stones and their properties.

Ok back to meditation lol sitting still with a shawl in silence, to techno, to yoga music, in the dark, dim, candlelight is all up to you. And just relax yourself. This is where most people don’t advance past, now I tend to draw a connection between the crystal and I, and then use it to circumnavigate the globe a few times and then draw in all the wealth, power, authority that I can like a vortex into my head, then I repeat “all the worlds power, all the worlds authority, all the worlds wealth into my crown”

Then I tend to repeat some power words like “wealth, power, authority, love, liberation, calm, prosperity, happiness, enlightenment, money” etc for quite some time

Then I focus the energy downwards through my bottom and send the negativity downwards through the earth and focus on sending all traces of negativity, hate, poverty, adversity, abuse, sadness, sickness, disease, negative karma, trauma-Back to the earth that gave it to me so it can use the energy for good.

Then I visualize what I want, the life I want, the material things I need for quite some time and this is the hardest part to do........ sometimes I go back to the other things above and then when I remember my mind has drifted I go back to visualization. Usually fall somewhat unconscious by this point nodding off unless I have banging techno lol

Ever since I have meditated and contested- I have been profoundly lucky –to list the things I have won =

• $3000 trip across Canada, to Montreal –flights, spending money, shopping spree, and hotel
• $1200 at sport check – a chav store here in Canada
• $1200 Presidents Choice Grocery giftcards
• 3 ipads
• Two skipasses for whistler
• $500 Visas and $500 in toys
• A Beauty and the Beast theatre trip to the interior including hotel, dinner, and theatre
• 2 xboxes – 2nd generation and first generation
• Stuffed panda
• Korean fan
• Mens shave kit
• Skull Candy $300 headphones
• Spice mill
• A Year of phone service and new cordless phones and plane travel across Canada
• Kobo Ebook reader x2 and $300 in Chapters bookstore giftcards
• Wallpaper worth $600
• & a box of steaks !!

May fortunate luck find you as well in the new year, thanks for reading.

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Dark Green Newt

Ask any person, are they happy? Most times they need more of something, more money, more love, more belongings, more happiness.

I have to say that I am pretty happy, and most of all thankful for what I do have.

Thankful that I am not in prison, because that’s where my life was leading about 10 years ago, thankfully that I have lived to this point, because my life would have ended 15 years ago if it were up to me.

I am proud of all I have accomplished, I mean writing a book isn’t easy, inventing a new art style isn’t easy, eradicating parts of my ego, learning to love, learning to forgive. I mean not just anybody can complete the degrees of my church with flying colours.

I feel a bit out of touch with reality mostly because I am nocturnal and a virtuosity but I have learnt to adapt and now we have a new world to take care of, this age after 2012, and most of us thought we wouldn’t live to this point.

I am thankful that Buddhism and meditation found me, because some of the things I speak of, people don’t discover until they are 70 years old.

As a writer I have discovered that the small things matter, that the smallest detail matters, that I matter.

It wasn’t until I moved to the country that I discovered serenity and focus, it is nice not to have the energy of other people and the constant electromagnetics permeating my being. I can watch a spider and feel love for it, I can observe a deer and feel companionship.

I think my meditation has improved out here in the forest, surrounded by trees instead of people. I have lived in shoe box homes all my life just stacked around countless other peoples, negativity, hopes, dreams, chaos, and psychic energy.

I think many people choose ignorance and not to evolve as a personal mode of life.

I think for those that constantly choose enlightenment there is never ending growth, forgiveness, happiness, success and positive energy.

I have just attained my 4th doctorate from the mother church, I am pretty proud of what I have accomplished, and the tests aren’t easy, but relatively easier than a regular post-secondary institution.

I have to say that after years invested in the Universal Life Church and countless tests and books later I am very proud to call it my religion, it is a human beings church, a place where you can obtain the proper credentials and invent your ministry.

The beliefs are solid and grounded in non denominational multi faithness and I appreciate this Church for having found me, and providing me with the initial steps I required to start my ministry. Now the Church of Techno rests in the hearts and minds of a few people that follow this ministry and I continue to type and not suffer from blogger burnout because this place has tremendous meaning and potential for me and the readers of this space.

I think that one of the main routes to enlightenment is to listen to LOTS of techno, it is music that is without words so that you are not programmed, hence the war on techno at the turn of the century. It was a music form that people couldn’t program others with endless hypnotic lyrics.

Also to forward oneself intellectually as to eradicate all forms of ignorance in the soul. I think much of society is setup to make people scared of thinking for themselves with bosses and family to dictate what to think and do, it is funny that we would have an ounce of time to think for oneself.

And also an appreciation for what you do have, not buying into the latest pyramid scheme and Fad, and appreciating what you could do with $600 rather than sending it to an already wealthy  masonic or illuminati corporation to forward wars and other things like monarch sciences

Think of the possibilities that by rather buying the fancy new iphone you can get a lower end or used phone and use the rest of the money to buy your first paint brushes to start your art hobby, or send a few bucks to forward peoples dreams on gofundme or send some money to a cat rescue society or small animal rescue in your area $50 can go a long way to a rodent haha that is like a 6 month supply of feed or bedding lol

It all matters how you think in this world, and the most obscure are labelled insane, when it is the most creative that make it!

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Power Magnet

When I think of god and the divine I tend to think about my own path. When I think of how much adversity I have had in my life, I also think about how fortunate I am to be alive.

To be a suicide survivor is a massive thing to think about, because I almost left the planet prematurely.

The disabilities I face are pretty stressful at times, but they are a rarity for now. Being a suicide survivor nobody really wants to talk about nor face that part in your life.

I have extreme shaking in my hands sometimes, and most people have ‘their thing’ but when I look at a server serving a nice brunch and they have no problems handing me the plate I tend to be envious.

Envious because they have what I have not. Dexterity.

When my hands shake, I can think of nothing else but my future, I also have serious nerve damage in my wrists, along with scars and dexterity issues. I wonder whether it will get worse, at times I almost feel what somebody with parkinson’s disease has. And when your disability involves something so close to a person such as their hands, their livelihood, it strikes home to me.

I feel fortunate that my attempt on my life wasn’t successful, It was Very serious however I was flown back to the country and had to go right into a code red unit in a childrens hospital.

Part of me wonders – why me, why so young, why so deep, why so serious, why didn’t I leave, why am I so lucky.

Then I think of my other disability, that involves the mind, my mental illness, and when your disabilities include the mind and hands it does strike home.

You tend to grasp suffering in all conceptualization. You tend to be compassionate towards others, you tend to feel lucky in life, and you tend to do not what everyone else is doing.

I feel almost like I have invisible illnesses

90% of the time I am okay but I realize now, I will never, count that, NEVER have a working life.

Perhaps something on my own terms like my books or whatever

But for these things that people take for granted I also feel very fortunate to be living and breathing this very moment and how fortunate I feel to share my suffering and my life with you my readers, disciples and friends.

Get well soon Paris Jackson

-        Shaun A. Delage

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FroG TaCo

Living each day as if its your last seems to be wise advice, and this method to live is pretty sound advice as well. We are never contracted to a certain allotment of time here, and it is great illusion the present time. We are told to believe fundamentals of society, like its 2012 and we are supposed to despise islam etc we are supposed to eat this and work this way and do this.

Greater still, everything is illusion from the date we are living in, to organized religion to food, and the capitalist structure has greatly failed us, everything that makes up ones daily life can be construed as illusion.

I only need to look at my own life to come to terms with the illusion present, the path I have chosen for myself, the life I choose to live, and the people around me that I have come to love have failed me continuously yet I carry on as if nothing is wrong, and maybe this is how we all operate. I have always surmised to forgive and move on with things, but sometimes things envelope your being and attach themselves cruelly to your core self

We are in a state of war, and the only thing we have to garner any sort of reality is a complex web of psychological operations, and things are happening so far away there is no way we will ever know the truth of the matters at play perhaps, twenty years down the road we will be able to garner some sense of reality of the matters at hand in the present but it is true that much is being shielded from us in north America simply so that we continue to appease the system and not revolt.

What is happening in our reality is only a small percentile of what is happening universally and there is greater universal wars taking place and if you look at us on this ball out of 12 planets in a vast expanse as being the truth there may be no saving you

When I tell people that things have not happened as we are lead to believe I am met with notions such as well you’re a holocaust denier etc and a whack.

But the holocaust could have happened 12 dimensions over and technically this is more in line with the truth since the 1940s was so long ago and there has been like 10 matrix resets since so definitely not the same illusion but we only need to look at the very very old people for example to come to terms with reality, a lady, wrinkled and breathing out of a mask to bring us back into reality, perhaps she was alive back then to tell her story presently but people like that tend to shield themselves away until they die, never sharing their mistakes or adventures just simply living to die.

I look around and wholeheartedly believe this place is a paradox, we have beautiful flowers growing wild under the heavy droplets of rain falling down with nuclear radiation, we have beautiful reverends preaching the way to the truth to a murderer amongst his disciples we have delicious food that is killing us and we have a reality that seems masked from us continuously.

We have figureheads over us that need to be initiated sellout millionaires to get where they are and involved in rituals so dark yet they appear like they have the brain to lead a populace to enlightenment.

We have a financial system that could be best described as an internal hell because simply we will be paying off our debts for several hundred years, and if you don’t see the apocalypse because you are too busy wrapped in illusion buying your iphone 5 I am sorry to say that you are on a different path than me, and many people that are fighting for…… for what exactly?

Well liberation, liberation from suffering, liberation from this reality as a prison state, liberation from sickness, pain, skin conditions, surgery, hatred, illusion and poverty.

It seems there may be only a few dozen people on earth that have become masters of the system and were able to hoard trillions of dollars to themselves while the rest of us have to work an agonizing 9 hour day just to make $100

At some point this is all bound to collapse, and there are people that have educated themselves in the system and have poked around where eyes should not have seen and they know literally the secrets of the system and its structure over us, any seeming person in reality is in disbelief that their milk is giving them cancer or whatever when it is the nuclear rain from Chernobyl that is responsible for most misgivings out there let alone what has just happened at fukishima

It wouldn’t really matter if you eat organics and only non GMO and all that and take supplements it only makes you more susceptible to harm because you are not building up a resistance to the stuff layering out there.

Truth is, most people are not fearful of dying, old souls anyway and most people don’t exactly get why they are here and how their soul has been corralled in this so called reality, they would welcome a global pandemic where you get the flu and die and then you get to meet the figureheads of the system who tell you either you can digress to lower more vulgar prison states and remain in prison based on your karma or you can progress to more divine and enlightened realms because of your karma and good deeds, and it is true that we have died thousands of times over even brutal and disgusting deaths like being crushed to death, poisoned, mutilated, tortured and drowned.

Most people are aware of this on some level but they just tiptoe through life avoiding that causality.

But to an old soul, they are almost welcome of a world war or nuclear catastrophe because it means they won’t have to suffer through old age.

Truth is, our society should be more welcoming to its inhabitants, by legalizing all forms of drugs, providing free education and not a global student debt system, providing legalized suicide options- so that people that wish to move on, may. Or those that are suffering continuously through a brutal existence of sickness and pain may have the option of peacefully ending their lives.

But also to make a pseudo capitalist-communist-socialist-everything inclusive society so that everyone may have things to contribute.

Providing rent free housing globally to end the greed structure and the pyramid scheme and to sort of say goodbye to an elitist capitalist structure where the more you hoard and the more pain you inflict on more vulnerable people are the people or individuals that are rewarded in society.

We glorify evil news as well, and celebritize abuse and pain in society thanks to this evil structure in place.

It seems that we are a thousands year old society stuck in a two year old earth at times, and this is funny because like I said, if you believe everything you are told about your roots, the global structure, religion, history, and knowledge there is no saving you.

Only when you begin to look outside of reality, as a pseudo schizophrenic may you be able to come to terms with the truth and to not believe anything you see hear or read and begin to question everything that comes into your presence.

Only now, are the true warriors of the matrix branded terrorists, and those that are spreading the truth are hunted by the darker beings continuously. Safe to say the world is somewhat cartoon in nature, and this may change as the reality changes form, but everything on the internet is pixilated and cartoonish and when somebody spends 90% of their waking existence in a cartoon they tend to distort their own reality of sorts, when the internet is going to be immersed in a vivid virtual reality is beyond me, but it would change everybody’s existence, because nobody would want to have anything to do with reality of sorts. The galaxy it seems is coming for us, and when it finds us, there is no turning back…those that want to continue travelling beyond the seeming familiarity of their own internal prison structure will be welcome and challenged.

It seems there has been some of the Nazis that have made it out of this reality and outside of its structure of sorts and are working as time differentiators to achieve an ultimate outcome in the present time and would like to change earth as we know it for their ends, but there are people that are fighting this outcome and these people are being plucked away one by one.

They are imprisoned this very moment by bars and gates because they kept an ounce of weed on them, they are dead and in between realities, they are mothers imprisoned by their own reality, professors spewing lies to people, animals as imprisoned and silent beings, but nevertheless they are being harnessed and their consciousness is being used for an ultimate purpose.

What is your purpose? To get to the future of course.

-          Shaun A. Delage

p.s. I have decided to take the donation button off each post to alleviate a reader feeling guilty that they could not contribute a fictitious currency for the gift of enlightenment, after this post I will post each posting free, and without charge for life and without cost. my whole feeling was that this is like a real life church and it is run off donations. My goals as a saint, prophet and doctor of the Church of techno are not toamass wealth but to create merit and positive karma by working with my true nature to achieve enlightenment, not put a dollar value to the faith but to work with energies and obtain spiritual  glorification, safe to say I work with energies continuously..and. Money itself is very hard to come by these days, and everyone is asking you for money here and there but where does it all add up, my gift is of a spiritual nature and not a capitalist one, modelled like most christian faiths with the priest or reverend riding around in a bently with a white suit and cane with diamonds.

Thank you for reading and anyways keep coming blogbuddies:) and most of all THANKS for your support :)

dog pelt

I am beginning to feel the worlds energies opening up to me, given my last living situation was pretty stressful but funny thing is, I could have changed it if I wanted too, I must have been a masochist to live there haha

Now I am with one of my best friends, we talked about it and although I struggle and want to find love I cant help but treat him like I would a boyfriend…we talked things through and I know sex is a strong pivotal key in his life and I don’t hold that against him, at least I am in a safe and comfortable forest nook

But I cant help but wonder of the world opening up to me

It is pretty taxing to see the world abnormally as a nocturnal person and this is what I struggle with the most, almost like a curse to walk the night. I feel with the right person I could shine and fly

The novels are near completion – there is almost nothing else I can do to them without going insane haha the art movement is retired and second life just banned my account for 7 days for featuring obama, Monroe, and Warhol in my tags – so fuck em, Nazis

I will not put a cent into the virtual world now

Editing the novels seems beyond me at the moment with the guy I approached to edit has quoted me $3600 – I don’t think I have ever had thirty six hundred ever in my life lol

So I just continue to refine them and I know they are bestsellers – part of me has wished I would find somebody that believes in me, that has a few hours in their day to read them and tell me what they they think of them or what I need to improve on –but funny to be an aries NOTHING needs improvement lolz

My 30^th bday is approaching in a few days – I am excited but I cant help but ponder breaking free from an abusive living situation and being around people that aren’t constantly programming me with their life. Luckily I had my good bestie friend I am staying with that was able to help me become more assertive and told me that I was not being treated right

And rightfully so, I was with an energy vampire.

It is almost strange to not have somebody constantly feeding off you energy wise, because I hold great spiritual power, funny though to her, my celestial power didn’t matter very much…only how much energy she could sap from me.

Things like my manifesto, my blog, my novels, my art were a nono in her mind so I didn’t even go there

Now the world is beginning to open up to me finally

It almost felt like a prison sentence but most of it was personally induced

Anyways

Gonna go plug away at my novel

Catch ya later blogbuddies

       Shaun A. Delage

captivation 3.6 WHY LET YOUR striking looks be a state secret ?? >:/

CAPTIVATION

ONLY READ IF YOU CAN PERCEIVE HUMAN SUFFERING

Rev. Dr. SHAUN ALLEN DELAGE D.D.

Under the threat of perjury and libel

And a brutal and torturous jail sentence

Why let your good looks be a state secret?

Dedicated to the immediate release of COLTON HARRIS-MOORE

Vancouver/US/Canada conspiracy-monarch slave mind control victim

Ritualistic and glorified incest magic and magic that is never spoken about only hinted @

My thoughts on this are rather mixed but i also know that libel is only true if the situation is proved to be false. I have the very nature for my soul i am looking for and obtaining a higher being. A higher path. Not one involved in ritual magic and dark arts instituted by the ladies of the eastern star and the grand lodges of various places. The only real way i can end this sickened state is to bring into view. I don’t subscribe to secrets. My life is public domain. I am a recovering C.I.A./csis sex slave. Psychiatry survivor

I am willing to undergo a polygraph test and further psychological analysis to determine the validity of my concerns in the trauma state happening in the minds of our beautiful earthbound selves. i am in no way responsible for the lives of international citizens it is not my wish for an attainment of self. Under the threat of perjury.

Robert Larry Mason- was programming me into eating soup and having me eat soup i guess for my future cannibal soup eating who knows kinda gross– said i had to be double wrapped if i was to have sex with lomax( – see below) basically was trying to have me have sex with somebody who is
HIV + that looked exactly like me and was a bit more beautiful lol one day woke up and caught him chanting next to a candle over my sleeping self, would do things with his gut, burnt his cats face.  Master at sublimination techniques. Picture of him with former prime minister mulrouney. I was reading a book on masonry when a paragraph was taken out of the book and posted in xtra west Vancouver gay magazine. Where i met mr.mason initially. Then he introduced me to my replicated self. I packed and moved every item i had into his house then quickly packed up and moved back out a few days later. I said if it was anybody under any other name i wouldn’t have done this. Made comments about only having a half a brain while having his head operated on and his back operated on as well.  Talked in riddles. Scotiabank Vice Prez, chairman> gizeh- under the current state of Islamic law above many others. The spot condominiums the white round circular building in DT van –previous prime ministers- Level 36 shriner. Mirror programmer. A sex mason. Baphomet hybrid. The spot penthouse loft, 666 in postal code. I was shown the movie “total eclipse” http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Total_Eclipse_(film) where it is implied that i would suffer the loss of my own leg if i did not convert and essentially release my soul to masonry where the initiation is depicted as having one leg shown and tied at the knee and undergoing a figurative death. Since then i have undergone many handshakes with people resulting in physical pain for days after followed by sadistic dreams. As well, shortly after meeting this man in his tower i was hospitalized and confined with no rights under the law as far as my own treatment was concerned and was injected in the knee which vibrates on a daily basis (see VGH below) by a nurse from a union on the same street as the grand lodge of the BC and the Yukon (nurses union) (w8th ave Vancouver) very well , i like very many few people do not give into this subliminated notion that i will lose my leg, and will gladly lose my leg and die on this planet than to give my soul over to some secretive fraternity/cult that has been masterminding the eventual occurrences in my supposed timespan of a lifetime. I do not subscribe to being fed human meat either. At their orgies of lust and literally eating your fellow man. He had one way mirrors all over his loft, made sure i knew of it. When i underwent a psychiatric examination at VGH there was this room with a one way mirror. I was basically hospitalized for having a burn on my temple (forehead) with no understanding of how it got there. I do know i was in a state of mind that would make me aware if any trauma happened. It was all hidden magic. I was due to have a threesome when i stepped back and hit my head on some steps. And lomax said “see he hit his head” “he hit his head” It is odd that they would say this because my real grandfather committed suicide by shooting himself in the head. He displayed his affiliation with eli lilly in the form of lillys and attempting to have me bartered in my arranged marriage scheme witha  girl from the pharmaceutical company arranging an MBA presentation at the Hotel Vancouver – had two brother Siamese cats that were having sex all the time. I guess this would make me the temple prostitute i am struggling with the fact that my own brother could hate me to some degree but my brother would be two years older than i and was given up for adoption. This would make this the greatest conspiracy in canadian history. That my brother was infected with HIV and somehow the papers got mixed up and i was given another brother in his place with schizophrenia.  Although visually i know what is the truth and my identity confirmed the natural route would have been to sanctify the initiation because i don’t know what the answers are i don’t know what has been done to me but if i did have sexual relations with my own father (however he looked nothing like me)  i am prepared to accept that. That even now the family i inhabit is illusion on my supposed fathers side. I believe i am a hybrid entity from another galaxy a divine birth entity so to speak.  It is tough to see past the illusion the envelopes every being that comes into contact with me. My brother lomax was into transvestite worlds. Said he was the godfather to prince William and harry and that his sword was haunted next to the stairs and showed me a picture of a guy standing three levels up on the staircase. He hinted at being in the know of some of my crimes including stolen laptops and told me he knew some people in the Vancouver police dept and showed me their business cards. His daughter is ‘kelly mason’ he lived in the penthouse of the spot where i was subliminated into having unprotected sex with this alien being weirdo which was painful considering how small of a penis he had because it was sex with a devil reptile father. Pretty sick kellys biz card had the Egypt eye and he said he came from Toronto and his wife was Islamic and he had to leave because of a conspiracy involving rentboys and he said he would personally make sure George bush put me in jail if i left him. Said he would put bullet proof glass on the parking lot same as milligan below – also the entire building has video recording that recorded me around the premisis. A level 36 shriner is considered the devil incarnate

- Jason Lomax [ja-s son] hmmm, cute but was attempting to infect me with HIV. Hint: Devils advocate movie. My exact replica twin introduced via larry mason. Was trying to get me to have sex with this guy my brother, most give in. I did not. Dogwood monarchist. Said it was larrys way or the highway and i chose the highway. Ironically i met this twin when my great grandmother died and she in fact did kill a child when she was younger so i am not surprised that this being showed up and tried to have me have sex with it and possibly get infected with hiv in the process. Illuminate the illuminated it would be no secret that she was trying to have me bartered for her soul and have me trapped with my own soul vs hers and to set herself free with a man that had childlike characteristics. This individual will always be paradoxical in my mind, most likely a raised secret demonic entity but i am willing to give him the benefit of the doubt of being an actual displayable human being. He was a drag queen apparently. So he would be aquainted with joanie and the dogwood monarchy of Vancouver. He was featured on the modelling show ‘ how far would you go’ Looked exactly like meh, this torture still messes with me to this day has family up in prince george

Sandra Macmillan Xtra west and pink triangle press . E star, hunts and pimps out assets. Stock must be up there. I am not speaking of corporate stock, since i believe the press is somewhat privately held by private interests. By private individuals. Basically you sign up for an ad and then you are graded on your looks and skill and pimped out to the highest bidder by people that are seemingly “all about the community” What sort of community sells people sexually? The illusion is that it is all the persons choice to be a billionaire escort when it is heavy mind programming and a host of other complex issues but the easiest formulae is being young, gay, & broke not to mention defeated by the system. And the whole community thrives on this it is really sickening. Xtra west works with freemasons and the police to target vulnerable people and sell them off for healthy renumeration

Dan Goodleaf- nunavut territory architect- Canadian costa rica ambassador... Kahnawake Mohawk Territory kitsalano beachfront embassy-3 govt distinctions on wall. Rough Hybrid creature. Ironic how he believes women selling themselves outside of reserves is “ab.hor.rent” i escaped my forcible confinement and walked barefoot to his kits house in yellow robes that i was forced to wear. Stripped of my clothing and identification. I was followed by police detectives where i eventually ended up at UBC. Yes here on paper and digitally I had unprotected sexual  relations for pay with one of the highest echelons of governance in the country of Canada. One of the highest ranking public officials in office. Not many people have any idea what “Nunavut” is or what it means. It is the newest body of land in Canada a territory was split and from two three were created so Canada has another territory versus a province. Where is my proof? i know exactly where he resides embassy wise. Which will always remain a secret. Who else would know that?  I know the layout of his house and the 3 government distinctions on his wall are etched into my mind. Also all the interactions are traceable via the phone and ad records of xtra west. He also had a mole on his huge penis. 3 women that lived below the ambassador watched me enter the property of the kitsalano beachfront embassy

 Sen5es bakery...metropolitan hotel..crowne plaza hotel Georgia- i was introduced to the wife of a billionaire whom led me to the vuitton store in hotel Vancouver people were arguing and it later subliminated my eventual capitalist vuitton rape that i met this guy vuitton across from masons loft and he took me back to his place and lulled me into another unprotected sex rape after this sexual assault i went to st. Pauls hospital asking for a rape kit test and they said i should be admitted to psychiatric and i ran out of there in tears. Was paraded in a welfare to work scheme and many gay men were trying to buy me. Some came in with hot guys there to tempt me. Gay sex washroom downstairs. Human d.n.a in the food. Introduced me to evil weirdo who later became the goatee vampire in the matrix that got shot in the head.  Tried to sell me on the open market to rich men and also Jessica alba came in quite a few times and as well peter wall simply having this being in your presence is enough for pre programmed assault basically humans can be programmed like crystals. Owned by Chinese freemasons from Toronto. After i split tea on an asian girls crotch resulting an ambulance riding up on the sidewalk and was dismissed for stealing a chefs shoes lol the whole bakery vanished. Was on the grounds of the former crowne plaza hotel Georgia on the corner and sent there via ‘destinations’

S.U.C.C.E.S.S. was involved in a business plan scheme which evidently was a pimping front for several well to do business men including a tobacco daddy who was very affectionate. I got accepted on my idea for edible insects/incest

Sun Wah Centre Vancouver Chinatown aprox 270 Keefer st. Scotia bank in mall – Chinese freemasons own this mall- i went in and picked a silver briefcase and walked out attempting a mindless theft on the way down the escalator a brother of the owner punched me in the head and forced me back to a security area where an African American was security i was on probation at the time and this one incident would have sent me to jail so i grabbed a razor from my pocket and cut the compass and square into both wrists while the security was talking with the guy and it was over my actual cuts from my serious attempt bleeding on the ground they came in and freaked out and told me to return the case downstairs to the shop with blood soaked on it and they let me go. Otherwise i would have been thrown in prison. I walked to the tinseltown food court greek restaurant and let the girl call me an ambulance where i was brought to st. Pauls hospital and released after not saying a word. All on camera and all with a witness as the guard. Secretive beings controlling your every choice like a character in the sims but when it comes to mutilation there is some hardcore lessons to be learned about individual choice and the sadness of the most detested yet most beautiful evolving soul on the planet. The notion that i brought it on myself is an easy argument i however beg to differ that i was lead there by unseen magic to be placed into protective rape custody where i would have spent several hours or weeks or months in prison by these lunatics running the show i however changed the plans a bit didn’t i? Because here i am 8 years crime free in 2010 it would have been easy and perfect punishment to put somebody like me in the prison system to not only be raped by prisoners and guards but also given brutal infections in the process. We live in a sickened society that will lock up any individualism yet wont provide any care for people that need it in the form of therapy. It is much simpler to throw the animal away and drug it up to cover the pain of their illusion of a life.

“Destinations” contractual United States job finding firm for the intelligence agencies and BC gov’t was responsible for sending me to sen5es for employment

Vancouver Police Dept. Witnessed a beating of a homeless man behind my 6 bedroom apartment at hastings and main the same block as the police station and ovaltine cafe. Where they film movies all the time. They beat him while he was shouting that he is trash and left his puppy for the SPCA and his shopping cart for just anybody to take looking around paranoid the officers did their civic duty on society as they would say “this job changes people” those aware of this notion would never think twice about offering somebody up for rendering. Who is watching the watchers. But doing drugs with police officers and dressing up in womens clothes gives ya  abit of confidence in being able to please a man.

Vuitton guy-people were killed on his bathroom floor-transexual islamic princess as his girlfriend,worked at hotel Vancouver same place i went to an mba presentation via the sex mason where i was introduced to my arranged marriage setup.

David/dave MILLIGAN owner of the iron knight yacht that i stayed in the wedgewood with and also north shore hotel. He raped a friend of mine. Also threatened to shoot me in the back –was fleeing Canada on child porn charges was worth 12 million. Met his son at a rave who introduced us. Took every item i owned for investigation by Panamanians and costa Ricans to establish a realistic curse on me based on his given talents. Said i would be shot in the back, this would make one assume that lomax whom was infected was done so by my own mistakes so therefore the sex mason and him would have a bounty on my soul so to speak but i do not subscribe to time in a sense so i do not take fault in this being my fault ,... follow me lol the devil would be the supreme deceiver sure but at least pick something a bit smarter to entrap my very soul man.  I had to find my passport in my stuff they were throwing off the ship..when they wern’t looking in less than 20 seconds.... This all when i was 15 years old. He was a transvestite and a bad one too into heroin and coke and i had to leave the yacht bound for costa rica with my passport because i had been busted after the fact after i took aprox $30,000 US from the 400LB first mate of the yacht what a blessing in disguise thank you to my angels for that one ! they woke me on the last day with a handcuff and a flashing tazer gun/stun gun at a marina on the yacht in new west minister.  And forced me to confess to my crimes on videotape under duress. Then i was released with $3 and a passport... he said he had ties to the RCMP and that they would find me and hunt me down as well. Said there was going to be bullet proof glass on the yacht-mason said the same. I met with a member of security for the wedgewood hotel where milligan stayed and he hinted that i was a celebrity while staying at the penthouse where my friend Jessica was raped by this cokehead. I identified myself as a member of security for mr. Milligan and was videotaped. While they instituted no investigation as to my presence, if i am 28 now and look 17 can you imagine what i looked like when i was 15? lol

USS abe Lincoln- brought onboard a foreign nuclear aircraft carrier under no jurisdiction from our own country. Was given a super secret tour.  At age 12 and brought around areas where there were many nude sailors

·         Vipassana meditation CENTRE – dhamma surabhi    BLUE meditation cult- although the technique cured my insatiable lust for criminality the actual centre and people drawn to the centre are not. Eastern star ladies affiliation (no secret) PINE LAKE saw a girl drown to death as a youth (ritual drowning.) and sacrifice for my own royal intrigue to take place.  Dhamma surabhi = sweet smelling aroma of pine. Teacher called me transsexual and had a pin at the end of the course displaying his affiliation with the lions club international. Interdimensional Mindgames telepathic warefare magic and Indian curses taking place, under the guise of metta and free love when in fact they starve you and subliminate things to only telepathic beings put there by the elite ones a mystery school so to speak. The Victoria chapter dhamma modana is holding day sits at the eastern star hall in colwood. They don’t allow you to speak either or pleasure yourself. The dining room curtains are Masonic blue. The doors are Masonic blue. Surrounded by an electric fence. Of course any willing being would say, they are great they are beautiful.

On one level on a surface level the meditation is very nice and beautiful, other things are happening that we are unaware of. This meditation sticks with me to this day, calms and heals me. but also cured me of my greatest curse alive the one that would have had me thrown in jail. The need to break the law. The rush of being in trouble. The torture of being cursed to be THE most detested personality type on the planet. I was not supposed to act out or speak out how dare i. Nobody that takes the course ever speaks ill of it. They use a method that is all to familiar like posting a sign that says “please do not point your feet at the teachers” without explaining it it created an imprint so that whenever you point your feet at somebody you think of vipassana  and the confusing linguistics. It is a modern day Masonic CULT of people but it is widely accepted and is taking over the world. Which is paradoxical in itself. The followers empathetically protect the values of the meditation while it is helpful to some degree it allows you to disassociate with your human wisdom state of being actually in the moment.

Was telepathically assaulted while on the course and subliminated to do sexual things with illuminated light With another guy. I was followed here by somebody from the hippy gypsy cult that was trying to trap me into a child sex scheme and was made fun of in meditation and had energy vampirism and assault done on me while on this course by a weird eunich related to shahee warner

Nextel -i was introduced to a central intelligence agency person from a pride party at the downtown library in Vancouver. I was given a behind the scenes tour of Nextel in Portland and given a toxic DMT substance at a rave in Portland where i felt instantaneously murderous in my thoughts, it took alot to resist the vibration. I only introduced myself as seven or 7 and people mistook me for seven of nine this was in the year 2001 aprox.

CBC NEWS  that while my 1994 outfront interview was broadcast after my serious suicide attempt Canada wide they refuse to publicize this document

British Columbia government and there is a solid and verifiable paper trail in my case as well with many cases of abuse that the government has kept secret and never attempted to intervene.... while applying for a $5000 grant for school i walked into a ministry for children and families office and discovered several files containing abuse records which were never acted upon but conveniently logged sitting on a computer screen in front of me, and while there was a few investigations involving police and counselling in Sydney BC for having a black eye nothing came out of it thank you to the RCMP Many many cases of abuse that were never logged yet when something was brought on me regarding something sexually devious everyone jumped on me beat me an harassed me for flat out lies

Kingdom of the Netherlands The Hague War crimes Court- articulating that if a person is being tortured in their home country for their political views they essentially have ignored my requests for political asylum in the Netherlands so far..including grave breaches of the geneva convention by having biological experimentation done on me at VGH

Queen Elizebeth the 2nd. Cretien, and prince phillip . The HMCS quadra mindcamp. R. C. S. C. C. Rainbow.  My abuse there was a human rights investigation shunned by the admirality of the pacific coast- Despite the mind torture that ensued in the system and the drugs given and the collective thought process that was instituted there is no war yet a war on ourselves. Abused by a female officer and assaulted at age 15 put to sleep  @ camp Quadra.

UBC – i was introduced to a mysterious Japanese psychiatrist through my xtra west billionaire escort ad that had me read newspapers for him on the grounds of uBc and it instituted my breakdown involving my psychotic episode where i was getting messages in newspapers then went to the embassy and stripped naked and was certified i also have sex with him but couldn’t have sex with him cause he is asian, his records of identity are confirmed at F212 bathhouse in vancouver

Peter Andrachuck- the start of it all. Victoria regional royalty. Made me touch 2000 year old books. With hide for paperback. Had furry legs. He raped other guys in hotel rooms. Father leading advisor on Hispanic artefacts. mother is a medical doctor Darlene hammel. Masonry . referral done by above. Met him through the VYPS VICTORIA YOUTH PRIDE SOCIETY where he was co chair where many men up to age 35 where preying on vulnerable gay youth as young as 14

Shahee/craig Warner – setup a child sex scheme to try and lure me into a “hippy cult” took parts of my name like others and is generally a fucked up individual. Introduced me to a satanic hippy cult that had sexually abused girls by a girl named ‘estarte’ and they tried to neuro program me to sexually assault the girls , of course it never happened lol but they were trying their hardest including feeding me visionary herbs was instilling the notion of vipassana on me and also the forceful encounter with the ambassador to costa rica through subliminals of costa rica.

Joico salon products for making me strip to my underwear at Canada place for a hair show at age 17

The empress hotel/Banff springs hotel-proscout/wedgewood/pinnacle hotel-hotel vancouver-theft/sex/death/chemical/blood magic. Mrs. QUEEN  Elizebeth cursed me with the thieves curse to steal thousands upon thousands from the empress and police officers. As a youth. Then later continuing my curse with the chemical neuro programming. I hopped the security rope and walked down the same path as her royal majesty put on display for all to see. During the commonwealth games. Inside and outside the Emperess hotel, ironically.  Anybody that did this these days would have been tackled and shot but i did it because a few other intelligence agents did it. Many other people present at her walkabout there received the same dimensional curse. It is done through neuro linguistics mind altering phrases and words flashes of cameras and pre cognitive rituals and then they do the walkabouts. I was at the time of a youth going into The emperess hotel (same as the walkabout) and greedily stole over $200,000 from a pool locker room ....all before being able to be charged legally. Why would they never question me and permit me access even under video and security surveillance but there was a hot security guy who is blonde that happily watched me on camera in the hot tub. This was all around 14 years old.. Of course a newly minted senator was a victim larry Campbell the corner, i know because i almost took his badge.... i’m sorry but those that at this point that are thinking.ineed.jesus i think you should just stop reading lol no charges no investigation other than that by secret entities i would spend hours and days semi nude at age 15 in that place all under the watchful eye of the people that work there. PROSCOUT was a cover for Monarch slave trading where i was auctioned off in front of people from ford agency and others like willhemnia and etc etc in the Banff springs hotel which is ironically owned by the same people as the emperess Where i committed many crimes just to get to Banff where i was literally sold off under the guise of modelling

Jessica alba – was on her movie dark angel in the pilot ...then later checked up on me at sen5es a few times with peter wall (sen5es vanished but is currently in Toronto) daddy wall finances her and cash warren. She did not like that i was apparently involved in a crime on her movie set and wanted to see and make sure i was put to death. She is an eastern star affiliated freemasonic entity

-tourism BC and Corporatel. Intrawest. Staffing of the movies higher ground and dark angel. Hayley wagner: star. on dk angel the scene about the pilot scene where i am in (candy raver clown courier with beads all over doing tarot with super huge cards is an interesting scene indeed) he was a witchdoctor, playing us all....so it would seem. The witchdoctors curse would entail much secret litigation and intrigue. Those cards were about a ½ a foot with. simple symbols on them. Northshore studios and Hollywood north extras. Corperatel is a Masonic corporation that was charged with my death while employed at corperatel i was given lots of crystal meth and a free trip to whistler where i attempted suicide and was literally possessed in the pinnacle hotel

Thomas haas and renata borak my boss at sen5es and the head pastry chef  (incestuous nazi’s)- Austrian nazis that work for mr.wall ....live in his place at the wall center.

Peter wall – Wall Center Hotel – Vancouver Architect.... i went into his hotel after being fired at sen5es for not accepting my pimping scheme and crystal meth addiction...i grabbed a crystal glass and smashed it grabbed a ladies purse and didn’t steal it but just threw it across the room took off my shoes, threw them, walked up the escalator and went to the phone to report a crime against the geneva convention.

I traced pyramids in the blood soaked floor. Now one would wonder how could he do all of this. Well the simple pleasure of being graced with this sauris royalties presence is enough to be whispered in your ear on other levels. They commissioned a hair dresser just below the metropolitan hotel to cut my hair to take it to continue this magic and curse. The hair dresser was beyond hot so i seductivated to their obsession by my own love for men ironically this hair dresser lived in the wall center as well. If you view the wall center from above it it directly in the center of the city and is an eye. Reported a crime via 9-11 against the geneva convention. I was arrested under the mental health act from this hotel incident and brought by ambulance across the street where i spent the night at st. Pauls hospital before being released.

Vancouver General Hospital For injecting my knee with a Masonic non human entity by forcible injection... Called 4 security officers tied me down to  a stretcher and like i said injected me with a secret alien being. All against my will. Against any convention on human rights in the country of Canada and against the treatment of prisoners of WAR. placing me in an oxygen deprived room and making me wear blood soaked robes. Introducing me to another twin of mine but more muscular. Traced the injury in my wrist. Reptile CIA mindcamp. Torture studio. Ugliy hybrid creatures that are charged with your mindcare and neuro programmings. He said his name was Dr. Freezin but i suspect that is the name he gave because i was found naked in front of a Buddhist temple freezing. Reported a crime against the geneva convention via 9-11and the phone was shut off and i was locked up further. During one of my certifications i was forced to strip and then a police officer came up and harassed me about a little metal tin case with crystal meth he found supposedly around me and was treating me with hostility when a nurse spoke up and said that it could have been left by somebody the night prior. Dr freezing said i was “low on potassium” and to drink his elixr after he gave me this mystery drink.... i tried to throw a chair through the window of VGH and was given a lethal injection of this alien being in my knee against my will and being forcibly confined while tortured. This potassium mystery drink was also given to another guy when he as well acted out and punched a nurse and was transferred to a locked mental institution while somebody was shouting that the entire nursing staff should be charged with treason. They locked me in a room and took out all the oxygen so i would pass out ...

 Vancouver Police told me none of my sexual assaults were “real” in their opinion. Had sex with a  cocaine smoking cop that looked like me that made me dress in womens panties and bras

and saanich police -> whom falsely accused me of a serious sexual assault at age 14 and tried to lure me to “steal” a wallet that was “mysteriously” left on the table by the detective. To this day people still assume that i did it and well let them because i know the truth.

R.C.M.P -i’ll simply leave it at this for the moment

University of British Columbia. The elite ones so to speak. Later forcibly confined there as well with no rights under the law. Reported a crime against the geneva convention i caused ten thousand dollars in damage to the hospital flooded the room, set fire to my bed and escaped their mindcamp. Reported a crime against the Geneva convention via 9-11 and the phone was shut off.  I was eventually released after being paraded around naked at starbucks and having the RCMP clothe me with their jacket and hauled back for further incarceration.  And confined by the national security act in UBC

SimonFraserUniversity – Gave blow jobs to the swim team at age 15 in the locker room and also favours for the blue shirt student security team. While servicing the official swim team in the locker room,  i was told that i was their little ‘loony toon’

Kitsalano mental health team - when i brought up the issue of being injured in my hands their reply was you don’t think you would be feeling things so long after your injury do you ? and they said all i was looking for was to be taken care of. What mean things for people to say that are charged with your care and the quacks just babble on while telling me not to relate any of my psychotic outbursts when in fact when you put them all on paper here they seem to flow together...however he did relay at my last appointment with him that my life has a level of surrealism to it

Derek Van Cleve – Olympia Washington –suicide/blood brother-EVERGREEN state college(mindcamp)-mushrooms –masonic elite death ford family  (van cleve ford, morton Washington-family biz) (shauns restaurant Atlanta , Mason world usa. Currently employed) Formerly of neworleans via the hurricane. After doing mushrooms with this guy when i was 15/16 on foreign soil i attempted suicide brutally at evergreen state college neuro CIA torture. My first introduction to the men i so love the most. I was tied to a chair with my wrists slashed and put in hospital where i was flown back to the country under my guardian the minister for children and families. It is simply a crime against the patriot act to incite terrorism against a united states citizen.  At a point after my suicide attempt i was driven from port angeles to Olympia to the doorstep of Derek in an official united states coast guard vehicle from a  Chinese man that counted the beads on a rosary. While i stuck my thumb out to hitchhike to Olympia this man picked me up.

Gold Buddha Monastery – Indonesian Embassy- stripped naked arrested and confined by methods of unseen magic and told i was the insane one. At the Indonesian embassy i was technically on Indonesian soil completely naked and bathing in running water when my old crystal meth dealer magically appeared and said “i will give you the clothes off my back”

Interactive male phone line submitting me for handwriting analysis and voice identification under the guise of a job search when in fact they were collecting voice and evidence.

Delage cars – all but vanished around the turn of the century igniting an occultic war with the ford people.

Terry toivannen abusive administrator introduced me (grade 5) at an early age to the lions club –sex cult- drugged food and urine in the food.  Where i dressed as Michael Jackson, and teased and started a massive sex investigation ironically at ‘macaulay elementary’

The former eaton’s in The former eaton’s centre Victoria B.c. i was hired on as a school liason retail sales associate and was fired for stealing chocolates on valentines day for above peter andruchuck i was also walked on in the perfume cabinet where over two million dollars in colognes and perfumes were kept and spied on by a Victoria Reserve Police officer after being given a secret key that nobody knew about. Well i stole the bitches badge so she will always remember me.   i was hired by the same school where matthew lillard and sherry oterri were filming a movie that i got to give a ride on kabuki cabs. Matthew gave me a $20 tip. While i drove them to ocean point resort with a bodyguard in tow. Sherri said she wished she was having sex on the back of the kabuki cab.

Alberta government foster care physical and sexual abuse as young as 4 also thru the 1988 calgary Olympics ritual sexual abuse while in their care from a house where there was a hockey player as my foster parents also was taking showers with strange men at this time too because i remember asking what their adult penis’s were...still with meh??

Vancouver island health authority Doctor Zsigmundson – contractual psychiatrist – told me that my schizophrenia may have been mistaken for clairvoyance and then rid himself of me and my file and then gave me a lengthy and confusing freemasonic handshake after our only meeting which resulted in physical pain for a few days . It would seem a bit odd that somebody with my history would be refused psychiatric/psychological care.  It is impossible to resist handshakes in todays societies if you are male. Furthermore all i am being offered is medication monitoring given my situation psychological care and further therapy are essential so in effect this health authority and the province of BC and the Government of Canada are perpetuating a war crime. Their answer to my issues is to raise my meds more and more and offer nor real solace to my concerns than to call me paranoid. I told him i was off to a monastery and he said go be with god and he said at some point i may want to have my diagnosis reviewed when it is a hereditary and neurochemical imbalance

Victoria public library and BC forestry ministry – ritualistically tortured in the square of this building underneath the ‘trippy art metal piece’ i was grabbed and thrown into a  concrete stair with blood flowing head injury by a violinist. No charges were laid by Victoria police because they believed i was stealing money from a pan handler when in fact i was putting yellow pellets from a toy gun in his case.

canadiana hostel in dt toronto involving stolen id's posted notices and a staff that was all for the justice dept of ontario where my passport was seized and i was auctioned off to the highest bidder in toronto (see R Larry mason) sex scheme it would seem that if the situation plays out to the exact trademarked script so to speak than the court of your peers would essentially play out in legal jargon that is why they need high level justice people monitoring the situation my second trial by jury was at sen5es (based out of Toronto)

ROYAL JUBILEE hospital in Victoria – i was refused medical and psychiatric care even while producing this document as a basis to wanting help. The receptionist said to sit on the blue bench when there was no blue bench only beige and brown benches when you enter these facilities it is not really how you see it, they actually arrange for actors and other slaves to be present to continue the illusion that it is a medical facility.  The doctor said i was a ‘loner’ and also that my manuscript will never be looked at (cruelly) what strange people to be healing others, and cruel humans

St. John ambulance . Cadet sex troupe . pedophile ring. More drugged food, introduced me to the rave scene initially which was not all that bad, just the series of handlers that i met in the process that would continue this cycle..... St. John Ambulance is no secret that it has secret affiliations.  I was neuro programmed with a very graphic detail of how a man attempted suicide by injuring himself on city hall property extremely graphic details. One half year later i almost died. After this programming took place i was fired for giving somebody oxygen at a rave. Supposedly because i was not trained. Was pedophile ambulance officers in charge. That would always pick their ears to simulate an orgasm

St. Pauls hospital for releasing me when i had hundreds of scratch marks on my arms from a possession and a drug induced episode at the pinnacle hotel in whistler c/o corperatel.  and for saying i deserved to be in the psychiatric ward for saying i was sexually assaulted and that i wanted a test done, yet the doctor was hesitant on examining my anus while saying that as well... so i had to walk out almost naked and scared.

Being forcibly confined there with rights suspended after my wall center incident. I did get to baptize myself in orange juice *total raver style* lol J

Joanie obese Vancouver Drag queen- dogwood monarchist. Sexual assault in the odyssey night club. If it wasn’t for her touch the curse would have never evolved. It needed to go thru a court of my own peers. The sexual assault was a brutal finger in my ass by this demonic dogwood monarchist in the middle of the dancefloor of the odyssey nightclub. I have never been back there since. This sexual assault occurred after she saw me at the club with milligan as a bad transvestite im sorry but that tranny did not look passable, too much heroin !

these are just the localized players the illusion is continued in a methodical way via media and familiarity and everyone i know involved in this madness wants out but cannot. If i am to subscribe to this given estate i will no longer have rights to my story and my life. I will no longer be a man. They have the art and science of sickened torture down to an art. Replacing peoples hearts with dog hearts.

If i fall, all will fall. If i give in, my entire lineage will suffer and i will reward myself with the royal intrigue.

If i give in to this, everyone on earth will be lost forever. I have before but not this time. It is the illusion that it is not happening the illusion that none of this relates to you- everything was random. Everything was incredibly shaded in mystery. No really i know of what i know. When you say continuously you are raped by people thru sublimination the collective mind laughs-not only because they can read your every thought and action-but also because they themselves get raped and medically tortured on a weekly basis-laughing it off as a bad date with consent given. The Nazis contributed to a dark hell magic that would have been instituted into the world masked in invisibility – as if it doesn’t even exist. We are still hunted and taken care of methodically. Plz look at those in ur life- don’t freak out justunderstand that sometimes they have over fifty shades of a self. But also this person u see is usually a first response implant sent to investigate your emotional response and familiarity. Quite possibly the EVIL twin of whom u will come to know later. Most don’t understand the sickening state they are under nor can they remember the sexual and physical abuse from a young age. I know they are  not the only one to blame for this. People are simply pawns, i mean my thiefs/sex slave curse would entail me taking things from ritzy places, locker rooms, eastern star ladies, freemasons, rich men, powerful men, a man who became a senator that was a coroner, universities, foreign spies, poor people, handicapped people, satanic people, drug dealers, a few of royal decent, much of this will never be found out. It is untraceable. I feel i have friends in high places that were able to protect and seal my records. Of course i am unaware of the more larger implications of my actions. I just know that if certain doors were not opened i would not be here to this day to be writing about this. Much of this mindset was fuelled by a drug or sexual based mindset. Of course i am here to learn my lessons as you are. Some paths are not as wicked as others. I have almost paid for my path with the cutting of my tendons in both arms. Because i believe in myself.

I wanted to unlock the doors that keep us all chained up and i believe in you. Although there is forgiveness in peoples hearts. There is no forgiveness in the matrix we live in. Zero.

As a youth i was witness to many many crimes and forced to testify at these crimes, some sex crimes and others which brought the gangwarfare to light, the more hidden elements of occultic magik i was also jacking off with an adult member of the john howard society at age 12 where i was made to do community service as a youth.

I also committed so many crimes ( i cant even count)  straight from the Freemasons and easter star people selling tickets for cars directly. These witches and weirdos have made me into their demolay prince and i am something of marked meat these days. I would find things like business cards that said like how to greet a mason “are you a turtle?” “why you bet your sweet ass i am” and I look out to the north to the east to the south to the west type rhymes etc  i also hear this sweet ass thing in many movies and tv shows as well ....

I am a perpetual late teen, and everything is being done to make me believe i am sick for thinking as such when this is my core self. Mainly due to my upbringing but also being given many many drugs at age 15-18 which stopped myself from aging so to speak. Kinda hot but some would make me believe i am an oddity when all i really want are what any average 17 yr old wants. Most people in power find it incredibly hot to sleep with a 17 year old well me being in the mentality otherwise they could be in trouble for being seen with the guy :P~~~

These words are ordained by god and protected at the most highest level. For the progression of my own soul and not the elevation of half human hybrid animal rapists.  The entire world is illusion my world is illusion. I doubt yours is far from normal. My whole self is quite peculiar as a being where they would replace all of my relatives with hybrids and such :P once you are on their blacklist you get no help whatsoever from anybody involved in the system that they have instituted over all of us. The ones that ignore this fate are outcasts or exiles and get no financial benefits or any status within the system that they finance through various means that i will not get into right now.  What are my goals ? why bring this info out. I cannot keep it secret- if i do i will be easily snuffed out. What do i want ? i am unsure. That is not for me only to decide. It is up to a faculty to decide. But i do not want the country i live in to be controlled by these sex cult psychos anymore. Or a country run on sexual abuse, human trafficking. I would gladly take control of the entire country myself. I believe i have the reasoning. And it does actually belong to my people. This would make Kanata the only sole republic on the planet. Not influenced by the collective. But it would be tough to run a nation with only one compassionate Buddha and the rest in my region as hybrid digital entities that have no compassion, no talent, no sincerity, no love, no feelings, no enlightenment. They simply rely on the intellectual status quo of the collective hybrid thoughtform. That to me is an undesirable life. On one hand they have everything yet lack what i am wealthy in character of. On the other hand it is the other way around with the people that are wholeheartedly against me for some reason. There are many things. I cant pinpoint exactly what it is but there are about a hundred thousand incursions that were mainly against my own choice more of a subliminated ideology that would force me to do things to people which to this day i don’t regret because i know now i have a full faculty of perception of right and wrong. Unfortunately in my hay day from age 12 or so to about 22 years old i was not aware of this perceptive skill paradoxically the universal echelons of the vipassis allowed me to completely release every painful experience i held inside my soul. Allowed me to completely understand what i have done to others and allowed me to move on and ask for their forgiveness. It is all i can do. But not something that people on a monthly basis can threaten you subliminally with codewords that freak the hell out of you. I come from a family of torture and abuse and suicides. People allaying that they are apart of the KKK and also that my life is under the laws of the national security act and that i have no jurisdiction in Canada as a sovereign being due to the terrorism legislation enacted after the 9-11 stuff ...The only perceptive abilities you can rely on is what is in your field of vision in the moment. Everything else is illusion.

For those not familiar with the Geneva convention it is an articulation of the rights of prisoners of war. Those that resist this cult mindset will be treated with respect, dignity and all the rights afforded to a singular human consciousness.

They simply cannot take care of me through official channels so they send the earthbased sinbased justice league (mason wizards) to ‘take care of me’

Shaun A. Delage