Dark Green Newt

Ask any person, are they happy? Most times they need more of something, more money, more love, more belongings, more happiness.

I have to say that I am pretty happy, and most of all thankful for what I do have.

Thankful that I am not in prison, because that’s where my life was leading about 10 years ago, thankfully that I have lived to this point, because my life would have ended 15 years ago if it were up to me.

I am proud of all I have accomplished, I mean writing a book isn’t easy, inventing a new art style isn’t easy, eradicating parts of my ego, learning to love, learning to forgive. I mean not just anybody can complete the degrees of my church with flying colours.

I feel a bit out of touch with reality mostly because I am nocturnal and a virtuosity but I have learnt to adapt and now we have a new world to take care of, this age after 2012, and most of us thought we wouldn’t live to this point.

I am thankful that Buddhism and meditation found me, because some of the things I speak of, people don’t discover until they are 70 years old.

As a writer I have discovered that the small things matter, that the smallest detail matters, that I matter.

It wasn’t until I moved to the country that I discovered serenity and focus, it is nice not to have the energy of other people and the constant electromagnetics permeating my being. I can watch a spider and feel love for it, I can observe a deer and feel companionship.

I think my meditation has improved out here in the forest, surrounded by trees instead of people. I have lived in shoe box homes all my life just stacked around countless other peoples, negativity, hopes, dreams, chaos, and psychic energy.

I think many people choose ignorance and not to evolve as a personal mode of life.

I think for those that constantly choose enlightenment there is never ending growth, forgiveness, happiness, success and positive energy.

I have just attained my 4th doctorate from the mother church, I am pretty proud of what I have accomplished, and the tests aren’t easy, but relatively easier than a regular post-secondary institution.

I have to say that after years invested in the Universal Life Church and countless tests and books later I am very proud to call it my religion, it is a human beings church, a place where you can obtain the proper credentials and invent your ministry.

The beliefs are solid and grounded in non denominational multi faithness and I appreciate this Church for having found me, and providing me with the initial steps I required to start my ministry. Now the Church of Techno rests in the hearts and minds of a few people that follow this ministry and I continue to type and not suffer from blogger burnout because this place has tremendous meaning and potential for me and the readers of this space.

I think that one of the main routes to enlightenment is to listen to LOTS of techno, it is music that is without words so that you are not programmed, hence the war on techno at the turn of the century. It was a music form that people couldn’t program others with endless hypnotic lyrics.

Also to forward oneself intellectually as to eradicate all forms of ignorance in the soul. I think much of society is setup to make people scared of thinking for themselves with bosses and family to dictate what to think and do, it is funny that we would have an ounce of time to think for oneself.

And also an appreciation for what you do have, not buying into the latest pyramid scheme and Fad, and appreciating what you could do with $600 rather than sending it to an already wealthy  masonic or illuminati corporation to forward wars and other things like monarch sciences

Think of the possibilities that by rather buying the fancy new iphone you can get a lower end or used phone and use the rest of the money to buy your first paint brushes to start your art hobby, or send a few bucks to forward peoples dreams on gofundme or send some money to a cat rescue society or small animal rescue in your area $50 can go a long way to a rodent haha that is like a 6 month supply of feed or bedding lol

It all matters how you think in this world, and the most obscure are labelled insane, when it is the most creative that make it!

-          Shaun A. Delage

☮❤【ツ♬★☢ ♬★☢•✰ You can spread merit by sharing this post- ●♫♪

Power Magnet

When I think of god and the divine I tend to think about my own path. When I think of how much adversity I have had in my life, I also think about how fortunate I am to be alive.

To be a suicide survivor is a massive thing to think about, because I almost left the planet prematurely.

The disabilities I face are pretty stressful at times, but they are a rarity for now. Being a suicide survivor nobody really wants to talk about nor face that part in your life.

I have extreme shaking in my hands sometimes, and most people have ‘their thing’ but when I look at a server serving a nice brunch and they have no problems handing me the plate I tend to be envious.

Envious because they have what I have not. Dexterity.

When my hands shake, I can think of nothing else but my future, I also have serious nerve damage in my wrists, along with scars and dexterity issues. I wonder whether it will get worse, at times I almost feel what somebody with parkinson’s disease has. And when your disability involves something so close to a person such as their hands, their livelihood, it strikes home to me.

I feel fortunate that my attempt on my life wasn’t successful, It was Very serious however I was flown back to the country and had to go right into a code red unit in a childrens hospital.

Part of me wonders – why me, why so young, why so deep, why so serious, why didn’t I leave, why am I so lucky.

Then I think of my other disability, that involves the mind, my mental illness, and when your disabilities include the mind and hands it does strike home.

You tend to grasp suffering in all conceptualization. You tend to be compassionate towards others, you tend to feel lucky in life, and you tend to do not what everyone else is doing.

I feel almost like I have invisible illnesses

90% of the time I am okay but I realize now, I will never, count that, NEVER have a working life.

Perhaps something on my own terms like my books or whatever

But for these things that people take for granted I also feel very fortunate to be living and breathing this very moment and how fortunate I feel to share my suffering and my life with you my readers, disciples and friends.

Get well soon Paris Jackson

-        Shaun A. Delage

☮❤【ツ♬★☢ ♬★☢•✰ You can spread merit by sharing this post- ●♫♪

☮❤【ツ♬★☢ ♬★☢•✰ You can spread merit by sharing this post- ●♫♪

FroG TaCo

Living each day as if its your last seems to be wise advice, and this method to live is pretty sound advice as well. We are never contracted to a certain allotment of time here, and it is great illusion the present time. We are told to believe fundamentals of society, like its 2012 and we are supposed to despise islam etc we are supposed to eat this and work this way and do this.

Greater still, everything is illusion from the date we are living in, to organized religion to food, and the capitalist structure has greatly failed us, everything that makes up ones daily life can be construed as illusion.

I only need to look at my own life to come to terms with the illusion present, the path I have chosen for myself, the life I choose to live, and the people around me that I have come to love have failed me continuously yet I carry on as if nothing is wrong, and maybe this is how we all operate. I have always surmised to forgive and move on with things, but sometimes things envelope your being and attach themselves cruelly to your core self

We are in a state of war, and the only thing we have to garner any sort of reality is a complex web of psychological operations, and things are happening so far away there is no way we will ever know the truth of the matters at play perhaps, twenty years down the road we will be able to garner some sense of reality of the matters at hand in the present but it is true that much is being shielded from us in north America simply so that we continue to appease the system and not revolt.

What is happening in our reality is only a small percentile of what is happening universally and there is greater universal wars taking place and if you look at us on this ball out of 12 planets in a vast expanse as being the truth there may be no saving you

When I tell people that things have not happened as we are lead to believe I am met with notions such as well you’re a holocaust denier etc and a whack.

But the holocaust could have happened 12 dimensions over and technically this is more in line with the truth since the 1940s was so long ago and there has been like 10 matrix resets since so definitely not the same illusion but we only need to look at the very very old people for example to come to terms with reality, a lady, wrinkled and breathing out of a mask to bring us back into reality, perhaps she was alive back then to tell her story presently but people like that tend to shield themselves away until they die, never sharing their mistakes or adventures just simply living to die.

I look around and wholeheartedly believe this place is a paradox, we have beautiful flowers growing wild under the heavy droplets of rain falling down with nuclear radiation, we have beautiful reverends preaching the way to the truth to a murderer amongst his disciples we have delicious food that is killing us and we have a reality that seems masked from us continuously.

We have figureheads over us that need to be initiated sellout millionaires to get where they are and involved in rituals so dark yet they appear like they have the brain to lead a populace to enlightenment.

We have a financial system that could be best described as an internal hell because simply we will be paying off our debts for several hundred years, and if you don’t see the apocalypse because you are too busy wrapped in illusion buying your iphone 5 I am sorry to say that you are on a different path than me, and many people that are fighting for…… for what exactly?

Well liberation, liberation from suffering, liberation from this reality as a prison state, liberation from sickness, pain, skin conditions, surgery, hatred, illusion and poverty.

It seems there may be only a few dozen people on earth that have become masters of the system and were able to hoard trillions of dollars to themselves while the rest of us have to work an agonizing 9 hour day just to make $100

At some point this is all bound to collapse, and there are people that have educated themselves in the system and have poked around where eyes should not have seen and they know literally the secrets of the system and its structure over us, any seeming person in reality is in disbelief that their milk is giving them cancer or whatever when it is the nuclear rain from Chernobyl that is responsible for most misgivings out there let alone what has just happened at fukishima

It wouldn’t really matter if you eat organics and only non GMO and all that and take supplements it only makes you more susceptible to harm because you are not building up a resistance to the stuff layering out there.

Truth is, most people are not fearful of dying, old souls anyway and most people don’t exactly get why they are here and how their soul has been corralled in this so called reality, they would welcome a global pandemic where you get the flu and die and then you get to meet the figureheads of the system who tell you either you can digress to lower more vulgar prison states and remain in prison based on your karma or you can progress to more divine and enlightened realms because of your karma and good deeds, and it is true that we have died thousands of times over even brutal and disgusting deaths like being crushed to death, poisoned, mutilated, tortured and drowned.

Most people are aware of this on some level but they just tiptoe through life avoiding that causality.

But to an old soul, they are almost welcome of a world war or nuclear catastrophe because it means they won’t have to suffer through old age.

Truth is, our society should be more welcoming to its inhabitants, by legalizing all forms of drugs, providing free education and not a global student debt system, providing legalized suicide options- so that people that wish to move on, may. Or those that are suffering continuously through a brutal existence of sickness and pain may have the option of peacefully ending their lives.

But also to make a pseudo capitalist-communist-socialist-everything inclusive society so that everyone may have things to contribute.

Providing rent free housing globally to end the greed structure and the pyramid scheme and to sort of say goodbye to an elitist capitalist structure where the more you hoard and the more pain you inflict on more vulnerable people are the people or individuals that are rewarded in society.

We glorify evil news as well, and celebritize abuse and pain in society thanks to this evil structure in place.

It seems that we are a thousands year old society stuck in a two year old earth at times, and this is funny because like I said, if you believe everything you are told about your roots, the global structure, religion, history, and knowledge there is no saving you.

Only when you begin to look outside of reality, as a pseudo schizophrenic may you be able to come to terms with the truth and to not believe anything you see hear or read and begin to question everything that comes into your presence.

Only now, are the true warriors of the matrix branded terrorists, and those that are spreading the truth are hunted by the darker beings continuously. Safe to say the world is somewhat cartoon in nature, and this may change as the reality changes form, but everything on the internet is pixilated and cartoonish and when somebody spends 90% of their waking existence in a cartoon they tend to distort their own reality of sorts, when the internet is going to be immersed in a vivid virtual reality is beyond me, but it would change everybody’s existence, because nobody would want to have anything to do with reality of sorts. The galaxy it seems is coming for us, and when it finds us, there is no turning back…those that want to continue travelling beyond the seeming familiarity of their own internal prison structure will be welcome and challenged.

It seems there has been some of the Nazis that have made it out of this reality and outside of its structure of sorts and are working as time differentiators to achieve an ultimate outcome in the present time and would like to change earth as we know it for their ends, but there are people that are fighting this outcome and these people are being plucked away one by one.

They are imprisoned this very moment by bars and gates because they kept an ounce of weed on them, they are dead and in between realities, they are mothers imprisoned by their own reality, professors spewing lies to people, animals as imprisoned and silent beings, but nevertheless they are being harnessed and their consciousness is being used for an ultimate purpose.

What is your purpose? To get to the future of course.

-          Shaun A. Delage

p.s. I have decided to take the donation button off each post to alleviate a reader feeling guilty that they could not contribute a fictitious currency for the gift of enlightenment, after this post I will post each posting free, and without charge for life and without cost. my whole feeling was that this is like a real life church and it is run off donations. My goals as a saint, prophet and doctor of the Church of techno are not toamass wealth but to create merit and positive karma by working with my true nature to achieve enlightenment, not put a dollar value to the faith but to work with energies and obtain spiritual  glorification, safe to say I work with energies continuously..and. Money itself is very hard to come by these days, and everyone is asking you for money here and there but where does it all add up, my gift is of a spiritual nature and not a capitalist one, modelled like most christian faiths with the priest or reverend riding around in a bently with a white suit and cane with diamonds.

Thank you for reading and anyways keep coming blogbuddies:) and most of all THANKS for your support :)

nuthatch lurv

The biggest thing to understand in times of great suffering is the need to unplug and detach from the matrix in ways and find time to cycle your stress and your energy into something creative or centered

The matrix finds itself in your structure continuously and hardly a time to get swept up in the chaos then to use that energy to forward your own being to selfish ends

The masters are keen at cycling our negativity and using it to create wars, famines, atrocities etc but when the energy stops at singular you you begin to take notice of your creature and it is okay to be selfish with oneself – you have to be selfish with your creative process and your intellectual growth because you will keep coming back time and time again to reincarnate until you actually do something

Me, I like to update myself with the happenings of the world, and it is complete chaos right now with the entire Arabian world in chaos against the civilized world but I also like to unwind and meditate and bring things like power, health, love, prosperity, happiness, freedom from suffering, liberation of poverty, liberation from disease and sickness and also send my energy out to the world that desperately needs healing energy

It seems we have grown adept at stealing and recycling much energies in the world but have not grown used to giving your own singular souls worth to heal the world which you and I and everyone can do.

Much of the world operates on paradox, what may seem odd in the present usually works out in the end in some paradox and twist of fate.

I don’t think there is any key to personal enlightenment like only being a vegetarian or taking specific herbs because meditation itself is one of the most ancient practices and it is free and it brings the littlest reward in the present so it operates in the hidden or esoteric or more fringe realms of magic and energy

It may take a decade of manifestation to bring to you what you truly desire, like ten million dollars or a new outlook, a virtue or to end a flaw in your character but if you never get started attracting that energy to yourself then there is no saving you haha you will just do what the system wants of your being.

It is true that the soul works through visionary means as well other than linguistic means so best to attract visions to yourself rather than words or numbers but for me personally I find words easier to work with but I also want to use my subconscious to do work for me in the waking world so that is why it is wise to use visual means of attraction.

The broader realms that will take more time in attracting things to you include asking for things like wealth or money as in words, they may take quite some time to develop rather than by imagining yourself on a world cruise with a bodyguard and a few million dollars, so I cant say which one works better since when each new incarnation takes up meditation it opens up a whole new vivid reality of imagination for the soul, many around you wont understand the gift of meditation until it hits, and for many they don’t take the time to chart into unchartered waters and the hidden and mystery of life, to tell you the truth it hasn’t worked for me yet, I have been meditating for about just shy of a decade and it may not even happen in this life but you also have to position yourself in the best steps necessary to make sure you get to where you want to be.

If you want ten million dollars, and believe in the unknown, then consider a weekly debit option in lottery tickets or invest a few dollars in the stock market

If you want to be a published author at least start your novel and stop dreaming about it, if you want good health then be sure for a struggle but imbue your being with as much knowledge on the subjects as you can.

The powers of manifestation work, and it is wise to use them wisely, and tread carefully but also work within what you have around you this very moment is the wisest advice I can see giving

Me personally, I have dreams of wealth and success, and I enter contests daily online and enter 75x a day x2 for me and my partner so I am continuously plugging away typing through captcha codes and skill testing questions but I don’t stop there I also enter hospital lotteries that are $100 a ticket

So positioning and then manifestation may work in my case but it is different for each soul depending on what they want to attract so who knows if it will even work in my life which is why I am careful to attract these things IN THIS LIFE not the next or you will be tiring slavishly to better your next life in this one.

So maybe typing endlessly at $419,000 worth of contests in the present won’t bring me much in the present but add up typing for thousands of times and over a decade I have done enough work to bring me a million or ten

The matrix is suffering and is hungry for attention but please learn to unwind and reflect and keep your energies with you creating things and beautifying things so that the world is a much more serene place tomorrow when all the dust settles.

-          Shaun A. Delage

dog pelt

I am beginning to feel the worlds energies opening up to me, given my last living situation was pretty stressful but funny thing is, I could have changed it if I wanted too, I must have been a masochist to live there haha

Now I am with one of my best friends, we talked about it and although I struggle and want to find love I cant help but treat him like I would a boyfriend…we talked things through and I know sex is a strong pivotal key in his life and I don’t hold that against him, at least I am in a safe and comfortable forest nook

But I cant help but wonder of the world opening up to me

It is pretty taxing to see the world abnormally as a nocturnal person and this is what I struggle with the most, almost like a curse to walk the night. I feel with the right person I could shine and fly

The novels are near completion – there is almost nothing else I can do to them without going insane haha the art movement is retired and second life just banned my account for 7 days for featuring obama, Monroe, and Warhol in my tags – so fuck em, Nazis

I will not put a cent into the virtual world now

Editing the novels seems beyond me at the moment with the guy I approached to edit has quoted me $3600 – I don’t think I have ever had thirty six hundred ever in my life lol

So I just continue to refine them and I know they are bestsellers – part of me has wished I would find somebody that believes in me, that has a few hours in their day to read them and tell me what they they think of them or what I need to improve on –but funny to be an aries NOTHING needs improvement lolz

My 30^th bday is approaching in a few days – I am excited but I cant help but ponder breaking free from an abusive living situation and being around people that aren’t constantly programming me with their life. Luckily I had my good bestie friend I am staying with that was able to help me become more assertive and told me that I was not being treated right

And rightfully so, I was with an energy vampire.

It is almost strange to not have somebody constantly feeding off you energy wise, because I hold great spiritual power, funny though to her, my celestial power didn’t matter very much…only how much energy she could sap from me.

Things like my manifesto, my blog, my novels, my art were a nono in her mind so I didn’t even go there

Now the world is beginning to open up to me finally

It almost felt like a prison sentence but most of it was personally induced

Anyways

Gonna go plug away at my novel

Catch ya later blogbuddies

       Shaun A. Delage

issue 9 & 10

 issue 10

issue 9

necronim issue 2