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Church of Techno, Buddhism and Addiction




Addiction is a far ranging subject, much more pronounced than can be discussed in a discourse, basically without addiction there would be no pleasure in the world, people suffer from all sorts of addictions that you don’t even think about like coffee and television for example and there is more far reaching addictions such as drugs, sex, and gambling.
Truth is, we live in a free will quadrant of the galaxy, and truth is there is some worlds where everything is thought up for you, and even more perplexing such as in the animal worlds there is not many addictions to worry about.
In a free will universe you are given the tools to make it, but it is funny because without food constantly entering our sphere we would not be nourished and therefore could not operate soundly. So it is up to each person to figure out there own world in a world that literally feeds off addiction.
It is weird cause what is happening here, happens on a level universally as well, it just seems like it is magnified in the universe and somebody would be perplexed to think about the kind of highs you can find universally rather than on our own planet hehe
Addiction is quite a quagmire because once addicted unless you feed that craving there is nothing in the world that matters, and there is suffering on the planet when people are using needles to get high, but these issues it seems do not reflect the greater populace as a whole.
A world that is relatively enlightened would have legalized most forms of addiction way sooner so that people can have their supply regulated and ensured it is safe rather than getting it from gangs and crime lords, it is ironic that in the past century the same people that make drugs and such illegal in parliaments around the world are the ones that are secretly supplying it to us through the black market.
The richest in the world deal in things like heroin and other harder drugs, and then supply the police departments with enough money to combat crime, quite an irony when the richest people in the world make their billions off of black tar heroin then are seen at the opera via Rolls Royce.
The Buddha would have chosen the middle ground, and he would have never put a needle in his arm to attain enlightenment so to speak because these states of altered perception can be achieved naturally or through the dream state for example. I don’t think an enlightened being would refuse a few tokes off of a joint if it was offered to him, but he would not go steal and hurt people to seek it out.
Things like addictions and crime can be easily solved with an enlightened person leading a country or the world and you could instead of providing welfare to people, instead provide a living wage and legalize softer drugs so people don’t need to hurt others to obtain it, this practice of the government dolling out the funds as it sees fit is a travesty because these people that rule over us are detached from reality they live in an illusion of grandeur so to speak of ivy league educated initiated sell out that has no clue what the bottom or middle class is up too nor do they care what challenges they face.
Truth is addiction affects all parts of society I mean some of the elite are addicted and cannot live without their millions, billions, diamonds, and roasted quail eggs.
In a society that feeds all sorts of addictions rampantly one would wonder if there is a certain duality that runs the place, unlike the belief that this is a hell world solely or a prison planet, because if you look around you can see hints of a loving duality that rule over our domain, the power that heals you when you are sick or injured, the beauty of flowers or stars or the ocean.
There is beauty in the world if you seek it, and if you are addicted choose the middleground, do not get carried away in suffering it is all in the mind, and of course able through free will.

-Shaun A. Delage




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We’re taught, actually engrained into our psyche’s that everything happens in an instant. Instant gratification, instant purchase, instant download, instant showtime, instant pleasure, instant instant lol if you want to see real results in your life, which some very successful people know, is to work on something for years upon years, like a book, or honing your art skills, or meditating your reality.
Truth is, there is a maddening amount of information out there, and I mean all aspects of every scenario, and you have viewpoints and opinions of people from all walks of life on conspiracies and the esoteric.
I want to write that everything will be okay, but deep down in the back of my mind I know that everything is not okay. There is just a mind numbing amount of illusion out there, and there is a vast conspiracy over our minds playing out, in a sense this hidden world plays with your mind, feeding you gore and horror and shapes it in the form of alien looking people on the news telling you what to think and believe. I know from my research that if people were to embark on a decade long quest (even online) to find answers to this reality it would take eons. Just the amount of information out there is just completely nutz.
One reason why I became a spiritual leader, is so that I could embark on my own path of redemption and solitude and show others that there is a world that is yours and it rests with the mind. This war on the mind is so vastly complex that nobody has been able to collect a shred of evidence of its existence. But only when you live with nature, in the forest and are able to live in solitude and quietly shape your own awareness and not be tempted with millions of TV shows and endless pages of the newspapers can you fully come to terms with the fact that our world is a pretty damn complex illusion.
But….we are gifted, we are more intelligent than the matrix makes us believe.
Only when you begin to actually find the answers yourself and experience them in this waking reality will you ever discover the true answers. Quite some many billions are living out there lives in complete and factual illusion. And it’s true that our spiritual guides pick up on this and only the most intelligent complex old souls are regarded as wise but also given spiritual guides that are wise, if not wiser than the person they are protecting. So many new souls in this prison planet and so many will never discover the facts that this is all an illusion. But, to make it, and live out your time here you must be comfortable with living in the said illusion and work with it as much as possible to achieve your enlightenment.
If faced with the prospect of coming back another round to learn it all again, eat delish foods, experience money and life and love or ascending to a realm of pure energy, love and beauty…sadly most choose to return to this place, or one of countless dimensions like it happening concurrently.
The path of the spiritual leader isn’t easy, either you're ripping people off, or feeding them illusion, or you have gone through untold amounts of trauma and adversity and have lived through it enough to be able to lead others out of this maze, and people will call you crazy or weird because of some of the experiences you have been though... but the funny thing is, that the trauma does not just ‘go away’ every day is a constant reminder of how close you came, to the end, to the absolute end, and if you had not lived the last ten years of adult hood and died at age 16 what an unfortunate circumstance that would have been simply because you are contracted to come back and learn it all again, until you get the lessons.
I think faced with the prospect of this materialist and sense based world sadly most people aren’t enlightened enough in the astral or spiritual to understand that this place has a hold over people or we wouldn’t keep coming back. Our senses are so limited, we cannot grasp what it is like to be a gelatinous being ten dimensions over sleeping in some muck and seaweed... so we have no clue what a diverse universe is actually out there and the fact that all of us old souls have been literally kidnapped and soul trapped in this place with a bunch of new souls and hell based souls flaunting wealth in our faces while we simply revolted against the prison systems in place in our homes.
Only when you begin to look past the cheap microwave dinner, and the pain in your arm or whatever and begin to wake up and realize that cells and all you are worth $55,000,000,000 (billion)
Only in the past while have we been engrained in our minds that none of us are special, that none of us matter, and you see it in lines every where you go in public, endless cattle.
You are something VERY BEAUTIFUL. I hope you take the time to discover that in the coming years.

-Shaun A. Delage




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When I think of god and the divine I tend to think about my own path. When I think of how much adversity I have had in my life, I also think about how fortunate I am to be alive.
To be a suicide survivor is a massive thing to think about, because I almost left the planet prematurely.
The disabilities I face are pretty stressful at times, but they are a rarity for now. Being a suicide survivor nobody really wants to talk about nor face that part in your life.
I have extreme shaking in my hands sometimes, and most people have ‘their thing’ but when I look at a server serving a nice brunch and they have no problems handing me the plate I tend to be envious.
Envious because they have what I have not. Dexterity.
When my hands shake, I can think of nothing else but my future, I also have serious nerve damage in my wrists, along with scars and dexterity issues. I wonder whether it will get worse, at times I almost feel what somebody with parkinson’s disease has. And when your disability involves something so close to a person such as their hands, their livelihood, it strikes home to me.
I feel fortunate that my attempt on my life wasn’t successful, It was Very serious however I was flown back to the country and had to go right into a code red unit in a childrens hospital.
Part of me wonders – why me, why so young, why so deep, why so serious, why didn’t I leave, why am I so lucky.
Then I think of my other disability, that involves the mind, my mental illness, and when your disabilities include the mind and hands it does strike home.
You tend to grasp suffering in all conceptualization. You tend to be compassionate towards others, you tend to feel lucky in life, and you tend to do not what everyone else is doing.
I feel almost like I have invisible illnesses
90% of the time I am okay but I realize now, I will never, count that, NEVER have a working life.
Perhaps something on my own terms like my books or whatever
But for these things that people take for granted I also feel very fortunate to be living and breathing this very moment and how fortunate I feel to share my suffering and my life with you my readers, disciples and friends.

Get well soon Paris Jackson

-        Shaun A. Delage




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ST. John Ambulance = Order of malta

I would like to make notice that ST. John Ambulance and the order of malta are listed on my trauma document captivation here
(safe links)
http://www.scribd.com/doc/50196951/Captivation-3-3-Shaun-delage-monarch-sex-slave-R-Larry-mason-DAN-GOODLEAF

or alternatively on my site at

www.shaun7delage.blogspot.com

for crimes against humanity . I was a corporal with the cadet troupe where i was programmed via officers to attempt suicide and one year later i almost died.

Why is an organization such as yours that is charged with saving lives responsible for me almost losing mine? The officers told me in graphic detail how a guy attempted suicide by cutting his wrists ironically i almost lost my life one year later for the same reason.
I also had sexual relations as a cadet with one mike dusault whom was my superior This order of malta is perpetuating crimes against the geneva convention  which is an articulation of prisoners of war those that resist masonry and cults will be treated with dignity and respect.

sincerely

Rev. Dr. Shaun Delage D.D. M.A.