Dark Green Newt

Ask any person, are they happy? Most times they need more of something, more money, more love, more belongings, more happiness.

I have to say that I am pretty happy, and most of all thankful for what I do have.

Thankful that I am not in prison, because that’s where my life was leading about 10 years ago, thankfully that I have lived to this point, because my life would have ended 15 years ago if it were up to me.

I am proud of all I have accomplished, I mean writing a book isn’t easy, inventing a new art style isn’t easy, eradicating parts of my ego, learning to love, learning to forgive. I mean not just anybody can complete the degrees of my church with flying colours.

I feel a bit out of touch with reality mostly because I am nocturnal and a virtuosity but I have learnt to adapt and now we have a new world to take care of, this age after 2012, and most of us thought we wouldn’t live to this point.

I am thankful that Buddhism and meditation found me, because some of the things I speak of, people don’t discover until they are 70 years old.

As a writer I have discovered that the small things matter, that the smallest detail matters, that I matter.

It wasn’t until I moved to the country that I discovered serenity and focus, it is nice not to have the energy of other people and the constant electromagnetics permeating my being. I can watch a spider and feel love for it, I can observe a deer and feel companionship.

I think my meditation has improved out here in the forest, surrounded by trees instead of people. I have lived in shoe box homes all my life just stacked around countless other peoples, negativity, hopes, dreams, chaos, and psychic energy.

I think many people choose ignorance and not to evolve as a personal mode of life.

I think for those that constantly choose enlightenment there is never ending growth, forgiveness, happiness, success and positive energy.

I have just attained my 4th doctorate from the mother church, I am pretty proud of what I have accomplished, and the tests aren’t easy, but relatively easier than a regular post-secondary institution.

I have to say that after years invested in the Universal Life Church and countless tests and books later I am very proud to call it my religion, it is a human beings church, a place where you can obtain the proper credentials and invent your ministry.

The beliefs are solid and grounded in non denominational multi faithness and I appreciate this Church for having found me, and providing me with the initial steps I required to start my ministry. Now the Church of Techno rests in the hearts and minds of a few people that follow this ministry and I continue to type and not suffer from blogger burnout because this place has tremendous meaning and potential for me and the readers of this space.

I think that one of the main routes to enlightenment is to listen to LOTS of techno, it is music that is without words so that you are not programmed, hence the war on techno at the turn of the century. It was a music form that people couldn’t program others with endless hypnotic lyrics.

Also to forward oneself intellectually as to eradicate all forms of ignorance in the soul. I think much of society is setup to make people scared of thinking for themselves with bosses and family to dictate what to think and do, it is funny that we would have an ounce of time to think for oneself.

And also an appreciation for what you do have, not buying into the latest pyramid scheme and Fad, and appreciating what you could do with $600 rather than sending it to an already wealthy  masonic or illuminati corporation to forward wars and other things like monarch sciences

Think of the possibilities that by rather buying the fancy new iphone you can get a lower end or used phone and use the rest of the money to buy your first paint brushes to start your art hobby, or send a few bucks to forward peoples dreams on gofundme or send some money to a cat rescue society or small animal rescue in your area $50 can go a long way to a rodent haha that is like a 6 month supply of feed or bedding lol

It all matters how you think in this world, and the most obscure are labelled insane, when it is the most creative that make it!

-          Shaun A. Delage

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I wholeheartedly believe there are many suffering in the present, not only psychically but physically and emotionally as well, and I am sure this has much to do with the present economic climate, and it is unfortunate that we go through a great depression and such but things have been quite apocalyptic for me personally for quite some time, only waking at 4am and going to bed around 7am so I feel maybe the true isolation of the world and the world in its truth, its most truthful state, as it is so to speak.

Many live in the daylight haha 99% of you, and this is somewhat illusion in itself, I guess I will never know if my incarnation was meant to be, or if I was a mistake being here or what but it seems that everywhere I go everything seems to be deleted- I mean I get almost zero interaction with the world even though I advertise my art to 40,000 people, and get no hits or whatever

I believe people live in illusion in the day light because they are not taught to relieve boredom through their own creativity but that which the system dictates, only when you begin to isolate yourself you begin to understand the exact nature of illusion, the exact nature of your incarnation and the fact that you have nothing to do with reality makes you feel even more of an outcast

I guess I feel like an exile and it is funny because my art vids on youtube are at around 100,000 views total and about the same in my documents in scribd but I don’t really garner any sort of reality from hits.

It almost feels like I put 300% and get back perhaps 1% and I offered my art for sale and tried that route and not even one hit but now I have decided to go another route to possibly raise money in the name of the Church of Techno, I now offer 1700 ebooks for sale for $50 the descriptions and catagories are listed at the top of this page, it is worth it to expand your horizons and garner levels of enlightenment from many avenues, and I believe that you open gates to your soul when you expand your horizons more and welcome enlightening yourself, surely 1700 ebooks would keep you pretty busy for awhile and outnumbers the library of Alexandria or the Egyptian tombs

It is worth it to look into buying an ebook reader and microsd chip to hold them all on, definitely something you get your money’s worth my calculations, I think it would take about 25 years to read most of those books, and I was thankful to receive the download link from an idigo elder in the resistance but there is nothing on the net that offers the ease and safety that I have to download 1700ebooks

I have always wanted to ask sevan at the resistance site for his terabyte of info that he holds, but in a sense I have quite the library it seems and it covers all avenues of fringe-esoteric and occult studies. Surely a library of self and a million dollar education without being indoctrinated

It is funny to be detached from reality yet understand more about its workings than most people within the confines of reality understand, like the entire atlantic ocean used to be the continent of atlantis and it was far more superior of a society than we claim to have and live in, with atlantians that were able to navigate the cosmos because they had far greater rocket propulsion than we have currently

Or to understand the horrors of initiated sellouts, even when they don’t understand they are being used as mind control assets

Prolly one of the reasons why I now reside in the forest tucked away not having any part in society whatsoever, I just completed the test for the doctorate in philosophy of religion (Ph.d) I am excited to send it off and was stressed writing it and was stressed enough to find that one of the questions was leading to the affirmative that man if lie with another man like a woman will burn in fire

I answered in the affirmative because that is what was written in the holy bible, but this makes me believe that the bible was written by powerful clerics that are aligned with darker forces than we can possibly imagine, but I did not let my personal beliefs get in the way, because I am a priest and saint of the Church of Techno not the mother church, they happened to be my ordination centre but I do not have to follow their beliefs 100% so I felt a bit set back that I was almost forced to answer in the affirmative on that test question but as I was reading the old testament it also said that when you sin you have to kill a bull by cutting its neck and burning the liver and sprinkling the liver ashes on yourself 7 times in the name of the lord

One would say because I love another man that I am sinning, but I have obtained an absolution of sins, and sainthood and the highest degrees available religiously so I am not too scared of where I am going after this place, I surely know I will not be burned for all of eternity because I choose to kiss a handsome man under the twinkling stars.

I wouldn’t put to much credibility with organized faith or books of dialogue and this stuff has been forced on us for thousands of years, finally the chavs and chavettes are waking up and taking off the chains and discovering there is more fringe avenues to explore, and much of the world can be construed online in the bible of the internet so that you may form a better understanding of your belief system rather than have the sole entertainment being the bible every night after your hard days work

We are living in a time when most are becoming so far evolved the powers that be are scared and trying to force a system reset and global apocalypse because they would lose less than letting us all evolve and become so powerful of a society there is no stopping anybody because each person is ordained as their own god rather than look to some powerful invisible entity to solve their problems.

If you ask me the fringe and esoteric has more answers than anything in the mainstream with these operated on face masks of people on CNN and CBC and BBC that tell us what to believe, we live in a society where in the mainstream there is not one fat person or chav or freak or raver telling us what we should believe they are all these robotoid automatons that have had their faces carved up and sliced up so they look more trustworthy

What I would give to listen to the news from a guy with a sideways cap and a few piercings shirtless, man I would listen haha but no I have to garner my news from people in synthetic elite billion dollar slacks and carefully crafted hybridic look rather than get my information from a source that is realistic I am faced with having my reality dictated by these things of illusion

But, the system is in a total chaos state with the current wearchange journalists, anonymous collective fighting these globalist freemasons that tell us we can’t smoke a joint simply because they cannot profit from a weed

It is almost a curse and a blessing to be born here in Canada, to be in the most enlightened society and a landmass that has about 26 million for a mass that could easily fit 1.5 billion so technically by the very nature that exists Canadians are amongst the richest and most powerful people and nation in the world. It just so happens as well that we have bilderburg freemasons that dictate every possible legality to Canadian life.

What I would give to be back in 1999 when I was popping 8 caps of xtacy and going to party my night away in a yellow jumpsuit chasing water with GHB and loving every moment of the rave, but like in the matrix I cant go back, the rave scene is much more dark and threatening to me now with a social anxiety and I wouldn’t touch drugs if my life depended on it.

So I get to evolve and take the church of techno with me, what a beautiful evolution and one I will carry with me my entire life, so thanks for being apart of it.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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My life lately has been a sad evolution, after living with my mother for almost 4 years after a breakup of 9 years I have decided to leave home and move to a lake beside Victoria named Shawnigan lake hehe named after meh.

Evolution and change it seems are very hard to do, somebody told me after venting some frustrations of living with family –you can move, were all given the same chance in life.

Sadly because of finances and such I felt trapped. Most youth these days are living at home as well and the ones that are not are living in a painful plethora and confusing array of slavery, social obligations and servicing debt

While I view moving in with a trusted and amazing friend a beautiful miracle, that I am permitted to live a rural existence, I am pained by my last attempt to move to the lake, I wanted out but when I got here the isolation and everything got to me

While I also identify as being non sexual with a partner it is easier to say hey bud lets just be roomies hehe

I am rather defeated by love it seems, not being able to identify into a sexual role per se but a technological sexuality

My life it seems must go through stages of letting go for me to move onto enlightenment

My end goals are a Buddhist hermitage on Denman island at the moment and it is a glorious miracle as well that I am able to handle money even as a monk, the kagyu lineage is not particularily conservative and it is a monastery that I will be working to build from the ground up- they have a yurt for meditations an RV and some cabin style accommodations

It has been my focus to ordain as a Buddhist monk since taking two 10 day retreats in the Vipassana meditation centres and while those doors are shut to me there is the ability to possibly ordain in an ancient tibetian lineage rather than the conservative thai therevada lineage

I would have to save up money to go to Nepal to be ordained but would eventually come back as a full fledged Buddhist monk and this remains my focus and my goal

While Buddhism is a rather odd faith to believe in, it is also rather reclusive and  offers things like shaving hair, celibacy, no eating after noon etc which to the common laity seems a bit of an extreme measure but one many nuns, monks and llamas undertake

It has been painful the past couple days almost severing ties to my old life and welcoming and adapting to change, this was my greatest fear- 2012 seems to be a time of not undertaking grave adventures or making undue risks but maybe this is the propaganda at work who knows, just sit back and watch the world go by because it is going to end haha

What I find most appealing about monastic living is being around beings of my own kind, evolved, smart, happy, compassionate, sincere, sensitive old souls striving for enlightenment and it is a life long commitment

The lord Buddha instituted the monastic order to alleviate the suffering of the householding life.

While I also identify with being a lay hermit it seems that this hermitage would fit considering I would have a lifelong income afforded to me due to my illness but I understand it would be a lot for the monastery to take on, a medicated insomniac schizophrenic gay guy but monks and nuns are never perfect

Mostly nobody sees any shreds of mental illness in me, thanks to my medication I am on and it is prevalent in times of stress

It is very terrifying to make rash choices in life and deal with the outcome

But I believe I am being protected and guided by forces none of us can understand

My life was an internal prison structure and I need an evolved step to bring me to my most ultimate purpose. Life deals out choices like this

Most likely if I am refused in the denman island place I will look at moving back to Vancouver or choose to stay here in shaunigan lake hehe

Hold onto enlightenment, it acts swift

    Shaun A. Delage

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