What people are saying about my novel...Amazon eBook Reviews :)

This book is a journey. The point of this book is to go on that journey, and it doesn't matter where you end up (spoiler alert, you end up in a very nice and warm place), but you get to see two worlds, and sometimes you're not sure which one of them is real. And this book feels like real life, with so many details.

Many of us are familiar with the virtual reality, whether those are video games or online multiplayer RPGs, and Zenophobic feels real whenever Click enters it, as if it was just another life of his, or maybe a dream life.

But he has a real life too, and sometimes it seems even more surreal than Zenophobic. But even though he is very involved in this virtual reality, his real life is still rich and full of surprises

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I didn't know what to think of Zenophobic when I read the blurb. I really got this book for my nephew that's gay, but I ended up reading it first and it was really great. I didn't expect to get sucked into it like I was. My nephew is finishing it right now and I can't wait for him to get done, so we can discuss it! All I can really say about Zenophobic is that it was awesome and had me turning pages at lightning speed. I'd really love to read more by this author. 5 Stars!

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The book cover drew me in immediately and I would have bought it simply to have the cover in my possession as I think it is very cool.

I found out the author is multi -talented as not only did he write this book but also did the cover.

In this debut novel by author Shaun Delage, we find out that maybe in many ways life does mirror the futuristic online virtual world “Zenophobic” that our main character so enjoys.

Click was a well thought out character and the attention to even the smallest details by the author brought this story together quite well. The other characters were also well created which resulted in great character interaction throughout.

This is truly a cool read and I like the way the author’s brain works.

Could online reality games such as this be the wave of the future? Check this book out and see what you think.

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I really commend Delage for creating characters that have such depth. The novel is layered, beautifully written, has an incredible setting, contains rich prose, has emotionally charged characters, and explores deep relationships. I'm not sure too many writers could pull this off. By far, this will be a novel I'll be thinking about for a long time. It’s revealing and eye opening, painful and heartbreaking and swoony! WOW!

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Zenophobic by Shaun Delage was just a beautiful read! There wasn’t anything about this book that I didn’t enjoy, and the way the writer weaves real life and a virtual world really engages you and sucks you in! Anytime a writer can make you feel things and stir emotions inside of you, you know they are talented, and that is exactly what Shaun Delage did in this beautifully written masterpiece! I could not put this book down as I helplessly fell in love with the characters and the story! If you want something deep and wonderful to escape to, then I highly recommend this book! You’re going to love it!

It is about time I formally announce the end to my manifesto, the names on it, the people involved and the situations do not really reflect my current life. I am on a path of forgiveness, and healing.

I think it is a pretty epic story told in a document but I am moving onto other things now.

The craziness that enveloped my rave days will no longer be a public document.

Time to move on, time to heal, time to forgive.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Duck Wing

We are living in a current age of awakening and the time is ripe for involving oneself in projects that enlighten your nature and your resolve.

To look at the inherent nature of society one only need look at the opposite, so we look at the time from 9pm -6am when all people should be asleep, but thankfully there are a few that operate in the opposite like yours truly, we should have a 24 hour society like Toronto or new york, but we are left to slumber away most of our lives and wake to forward an ideology that only operates within the systems structure.

Truth is many of the enlightened ones would have wanted you to evolve. Evolve past 2000 year old systems and structures, and there is no doubt in my mind that we currently have secret alien intervention with the inventions such as ipads, ebook readers and many other complex electronic components that are alien in themselves

So we awaken in a structure that is in debt, and collapsing, and we have things like war and chaos looming, but I have never doubted the good intentions of the universe, but one only need look at a chemical company or the tar sands for example of proof of evil.

Truth is nobody has any time to manifest things, or gain enlightenment, so that route is done for you.

I wish most of all that the most enlightened realms of society would take over but we have a superpower like china that is taking over most of the worlds affairs, and buying up debt.

To live in a time when America goes downhill and china goes on the upswing is a rather profound time to be alive

In a sense we have all been in an uravelling conspiracy since the inception of our countries but sometimes ‘they’ are very patient and can wait for decades, but in a sense lately there has been a tremendous amount of information pouring through ultimate reality…why? Because we have it all figured out just truth is that we are powerless against the powers that be to stop it.

Simply because in the 90’s and early 2000’s while we were focused on our mortgage and promotion the powers that be invested in psychological operations and sound weapons to control rioters and we are simply too powerless against alien technologies to stop the current evolution

It seems to be a time when protests are met with strong brute force and any sort of dissent is met with arrest or humiliation.

If you are fighting for the better good of society you are numbered in the rarity

Countless sites on the net attribute the way to enlightenment is through organics, vegetarianism, tantra and positive vibes. But I beg to differ, you can be a person that commits 2000 crimes and on your 2001’st you realize the inherent nature of your good will and work to better humanity in a good way.

I think the people that have gone down the road of adversity are the ones to preach enlightenment because they have learnt through their wrong doing and that of others and work to better their intention for the right recourse of humanity.

-Shaun A. Delage

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awesomenezz of trial

I think many of the best questions go unanswered like how are we able to leave this physical being every night and return encapsulated into a body, it is a magic and awareness that goes unanswered because on some level each and every one of us has opted to live in this body for a set amount of time. So nobody begins to question how their inherent nature can reside in such a vehicle that is unexplainable.

For a person that can travel the astral every night or surround the globe in healing energy every meditation the answers are far reaching.

Just such a complex mechanism that remains organic and alive brings questions such as the other organisms on earth, why are we not more advanced and moreso why have we not discovered more about ourselves or know more information that remains hidden.

I think to swear it all off and live in nature is unassuming, because we have advanced so well into our homes and our lives, to de evolve in a sense would be a brutal hit to the psyche

Most people as well don’t have the ability to record their lives so they have no idea of sync’s that happen, which is why I have formulated in my experiences that I am a pseudo victim of mind control or at least a key player in some sort of ritual illusion, but my experiences in the present make me believe that I am in a present day fairy tale and ultimate reality

While meeting masons, and being shuttled around in jaguars and limousines does not inhabit my reality in the present I tend to think back on my experiences and not think of them as trivial matters, I tend to view it as my life or future in a sense being at stake, but somehow my guardian angels or other energies allowed me to continue unharmed because I was a bit naïve or premature in my growth

An untold amount of magic was released thanks to the chemical combinations I was under, but I think to myself with a few experiences it was rather a life and death situation, one thing differently and that’s it, game over.

With a life of crime, you tend to feel ashamed, I was thinking back to one experience I was in a closed mall and hopped over the counter of an establishment only to be caught by security taken back to the office and then brought outside to wait for police, but we were standing outside and some chavs came up to distract the guard and I took off running at a hundred miles an hour and he was chasing me for most of it but when the border of the mall and parking lot hit he called off his pursuit and I casually walked across the street only to pass the RCMP car that was destined to pick me up, I walked like an unassuming person across a mega highway and unloaded several false identifications I had on me and break in tools, hardly fitting of the Church of Techno reverend but it is my experiences that I have lived through them that allow me to write my experiences today, People would usually choose not to listen to somebody that has committed crimes, and done drugs and have been diagnosed with various illnesses but to others I am a person that has lived through tremendous adversity only to be saved last minute by an eastern meditation cult, to fully actualize and awaken as a person that matters, that has dignity, that has a future, that has a life.

I am not here promoting crime, I think far from it, the more people stay in a wonderful path the better but I also feel that by offering my experiences as a guide I can better serve the readers of the Church of Techno

Tremendous amounts of conspiracy, hidden sciences, fraternal mystery, and weirdness surrounded me at times, not anymore blogbuddies, not anymore.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Dark Green Newt

Ask any person, are they happy? Most times they need more of something, more money, more love, more belongings, more happiness.

I have to say that I am pretty happy, and most of all thankful for what I do have.

Thankful that I am not in prison, because that’s where my life was leading about 10 years ago, thankfully that I have lived to this point, because my life would have ended 15 years ago if it were up to me.

I am proud of all I have accomplished, I mean writing a book isn’t easy, inventing a new art style isn’t easy, eradicating parts of my ego, learning to love, learning to forgive. I mean not just anybody can complete the degrees of my church with flying colours.

I feel a bit out of touch with reality mostly because I am nocturnal and a virtuosity but I have learnt to adapt and now we have a new world to take care of, this age after 2012, and most of us thought we wouldn’t live to this point.

I am thankful that Buddhism and meditation found me, because some of the things I speak of, people don’t discover until they are 70 years old.

As a writer I have discovered that the small things matter, that the smallest detail matters, that I matter.

It wasn’t until I moved to the country that I discovered serenity and focus, it is nice not to have the energy of other people and the constant electromagnetics permeating my being. I can watch a spider and feel love for it, I can observe a deer and feel companionship.

I think my meditation has improved out here in the forest, surrounded by trees instead of people. I have lived in shoe box homes all my life just stacked around countless other peoples, negativity, hopes, dreams, chaos, and psychic energy.

I think many people choose ignorance and not to evolve as a personal mode of life.

I think for those that constantly choose enlightenment there is never ending growth, forgiveness, happiness, success and positive energy.

I have just attained my 4th doctorate from the mother church, I am pretty proud of what I have accomplished, and the tests aren’t easy, but relatively easier than a regular post-secondary institution.

I have to say that after years invested in the Universal Life Church and countless tests and books later I am very proud to call it my religion, it is a human beings church, a place where you can obtain the proper credentials and invent your ministry.

The beliefs are solid and grounded in non denominational multi faithness and I appreciate this Church for having found me, and providing me with the initial steps I required to start my ministry. Now the Church of Techno rests in the hearts and minds of a few people that follow this ministry and I continue to type and not suffer from blogger burnout because this place has tremendous meaning and potential for me and the readers of this space.

I think that one of the main routes to enlightenment is to listen to LOTS of techno, it is music that is without words so that you are not programmed, hence the war on techno at the turn of the century. It was a music form that people couldn’t program others with endless hypnotic lyrics.

Also to forward oneself intellectually as to eradicate all forms of ignorance in the soul. I think much of society is setup to make people scared of thinking for themselves with bosses and family to dictate what to think and do, it is funny that we would have an ounce of time to think for oneself.

And also an appreciation for what you do have, not buying into the latest pyramid scheme and Fad, and appreciating what you could do with $600 rather than sending it to an already wealthy  masonic or illuminati corporation to forward wars and other things like monarch sciences

Think of the possibilities that by rather buying the fancy new iphone you can get a lower end or used phone and use the rest of the money to buy your first paint brushes to start your art hobby, or send a few bucks to forward peoples dreams on gofundme or send some money to a cat rescue society or small animal rescue in your area $50 can go a long way to a rodent haha that is like a 6 month supply of feed or bedding lol

It all matters how you think in this world, and the most obscure are labelled insane, when it is the most creative that make it!

-          Shaun A. Delage

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20k views special Dispatch - Psychic readings from oracle of destiny

(current feb 28th reading)

1)       Is there a curse on me? If there is how could I get rid of it, I know it is just negative intent, I have brought some insane energy my way over the years, just wondering if I have worked to sever the ties?

Yes there is, there are a number of ways to get rid of it, the easiest is to have an Uncrossing or Unhexing and either a Banishing Negativity or a Cleansing spell cast for you by someone you trust. To save from it happening again a Protection also would not be remiss either.

2)      Where is ‘kitty’ now –the maine coon that died by coyote attack just before Dec 21st 2012 that I cared for, for 7 years?

Apparently from what I have been told, animals are reborn very quickly after their death, I am told that “Kitty” has actually been born twice since then and is now a kitten in Anne Arbor Maine (if that is spelled correctly).

3)      Is there any specific warnings for my future?

There is a woman who is either new to your life or soon will be new to your life that will feel like an old soul, she will have a smile that does not reach her eyes. Be wary of her, she is an energy leach and does not know it, she takes without knowing and does not know when to quit or her own limits.

4)      What exactly was the experience with my HIV+ twin and level 36 mason in the penthouse – mirror programming by an insane weird old koot? Because he said stuff that had codewords in it from my weird millionaire yacht experience, these people have really messed me up, I still have not come up with any conclusions after ten years of meditation and thinking.

Magical energies and other physical energies were shared, in an attempt to change the HIV purpose and structure, it failed badly. Now more people share HIV than should have.

5)      Will my book be a movie one day

An independent movie yes, a large budget mainstream movie, no

6)      Am I correct in creating, publishing and tying all the people involved in my manifesto

Not all of them but most of them, if you go back and review the list of people you will feel a slight tug and know which ones should not be included.

7)      Where is my father and is my family on his side telling me the truth about him

For the most part yes, there were a few things that they fudged, but what they did, were only important to them.

8)      Am I a monarch slave?

Being that you can ask that question the answer is no, if you were, just asking it would cause you to self-destruct. Yes, there was similar work done on you, but it did not set/hold and they allowed you to live because you were not far enough along to be considered a threat.

9)      When will I experience (full) liberation?

January 31^st, 2019 in the middle of the night during a OBE

10)   Do I have any (many) guardian spirits, are they there all the time, and can I speak with them?

Yes you have an average of six, occasionally there are more, rarely are there less. They have various jobs, think of teachers in school, each with a different class. You also have family that has passed on that visit occasionally.

2013

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1)       A psychic/gypsy/oracle I went to in Vancouver with leprosy hands
said I would have A LOT of power and authority. Could you explain this a bit more. I have had quite the history and believe it and affirm this path for me. Thank you. It relates partly to my next question…

The reading that they gave you was their reading. I cannot tap into that reading’s energy. What I can tell you is what I see. The authority I see is financial and amplified by your internal energies. The power I see is created by training, experience and tapping into the creative power of the universe. If you ever tap into the destructive power, you will loose what you have gained.

2)      A lot of people enter lotteries, and with my luck I believe I can
win, along with my meditations and wealth attraction, isochronic/theta/subliminals/hypnosis etc and I enter national lotteries and hospital lotteries, will I win if I keep pouring in 70% of my energy into this prospect. Is it in my future. Do I have the power to attract this, as I have had a very abnormal history

Yes, though at that power level there is a chance that you will also alter someone else’s future by taking it from them. With your abnormal history in effect you would need to make sure to invest a good portion of the money (25% or more) and donate between 5 and 10% to a variety of different helping charities (cancer, diabetes etc).

3)      Should I play the national lotteries, quick pick or pick my own
numbers psychically or stay with the same numbers?

Continue as you have been for the next three weeks, then add quick picks every other week.

4)      What exactly have I been through, being a sex slave to the super
rich, meeting my twin-doppleganger, almost losing my life, getting a Ph.D, writing books, doing art. Is it preparing me for something as I feel it has not been coincidence

You are right it is not a coincidence, you will start to see the reasons by the end of this summer.

5)      What exactly is my sleep/astral experiences. They are so BIZARRE
that I have not been able to define them, an alter reality, parallel dimension, astral reality, too much rave drugs, seeing through a twin eyes, myself on other worlds or dimensions?

When I read this question the response I received was yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes and an extra yes. It is all of that and more. There is more going on as well, but my guardian shushed me and refused to give me the information. She then explained that you would know by the end of June.

. 2012/2011

1) The seeds of a World War are coming, but over the last decade I have seen the timing pushed back repeatedly. As it stands right now, it will happen ins 2014 and will actually be smaller than the WWI or WWII. Part of the reason that it keeps getting pushed back is the primary focus keeps changing...The Middle East, Africa, Orient, Gays verses Religious Right, Middle East again, now it seems to be an economic starter and it feels more like a Civil War that crosses boarders.

The US, Canada and Mexico will form some sort of military agreement and the border areas will all three change, the changes seem to be mostly symbolic, Canada will loose so many acres on one side of the country and gain about the same number on the opposite side. There is a small area around Texas that the US will loose but will gain the Baji area. A rather large difference going to the US. Also there seems to be a large but controlled migration North.

2) The money for editing the book will take time and actually come from more than one source. The greater share will come from information you find in a book. I unfortunately do not get a name of the book, but you either already know about it or will very soon. Yes it will be a drawn out and annoyingly tedious process. Add six months to your present expectations and you will not be far off on the timing. The rest of the money will come only after you receive the majority from the books information.

3) As things are now, you are pushing too hard in general and are soon going to learn how to gain patience and wait for things to come when needed and in the proper time, not when you think they should. The next six to eight months are going to annoy you to no end as everything you touch will be dealing with delays,,,Including you being on time. About 4-6 months from now your romantic life will blossom and take some unexpected turns, part of this time is to help you focus elsewhere.



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cat pelt

I must apologize for not giving a discourse in the past while, I have been adjusting to the fact that we have a 2013 lol, in ways as well I have been bothered by the impermanent nature of life.

Just near the end of 2012 I lost a dear friend, it happened to be a feline, I adored her, and now some time has passed where I am able to think of the good times, and how much I helped her in life.

True is, furthermore that I will leave this earth. I hope I am old and wrinkled before that happens, but for the life of me can’t imagine that happening to any of my current kin, whom I adore vastly.

Kind of unfair to ask the creator to go perpetually and to allow everyone a permanent place here haha

I think being human is a rather complex undertaking, one many of us never fully think out before we incarnate. It involves a painful complexity per se, we live with things like surgery, rashes, childbirth, cancers, toothache, hunger, abuse, poverty, filth, horror, and pain.

Essentially life is what you make it, and instead of thinking of catastrophe, one can think of how much love, happiness, adoration, beauty, winnings, reward, amazement, courage, trust, and harmony, we have been blessed to encounter in this life, along with everything that comes with the 5 senses.

I think back to my manifesto daily, trying to understand it all, trying to make sense of the cast of characters…trying to define it into one word, conspiracy/illusion/paradox/insanity haha

Me personally I have not had a life blessed with any level of routine or normalcy. It is tough to see the world from my eyes, I wake whenever I can, sleep whenever I can. Lately it has been a bit of both worlds-some daylight some night. So wake at 10 pm go to bed at 11am sorta deal. It is more fortunate than my old schedule of wake at 6pm and go to bed at 7am –I did feel pretty detached from the world then only seeing darkness.

I believe much of my life has been a curse in a sense, but for almost 11 years unemployed with no set routine or schedule and endless hours – I think I could safely say that I have not had one dull moment.

My schedule is a pseudo mish mash of meditation, reading, virtuosity, guided meditation, cooking, cleaning, cat sitting, cat discipline, techno, news, gambling, incense, crystals, isolation, movies, and nature.

I guess what I really wanted to achieve in this life is enlightenment. That I am unsure of whether I am enlightened or not. But at least I have the time, to discover this in myself and the time and essence of a modern day Buddhist monk, without any religious indoctrination or affiliation.

One would think I would be a very lonely person. I would need a catalogue to count my virtual friends. My real life friends however I can count on one hand. – mostly being distant acquaintances but that is the life of a recluse, and an isolationist.

I strongly believe once you get a taste of social energy – you are hooked, almost like heroin. And 99% of society is built to appease this mechanism to the nine, but very very subtle in appearance

Most of our interactions are in public venues, on busses, at work, at lunch, at family dinners, on the street, in squares, in gyms, in restaurants, in malls, in the harbor, at the arcade etc

For a singular consciousness to be permitted some time alone, is a rarity and once a person feels this they begin to alleviate it as much as possible, never allowing themselves to come to term with their spiritual nature, their passions, their essence, their future, or their path.

It is safe to say that most people are comfortable with their path being lead for them, never working with the greater energies to allow their own consciousness to act as a mechanism to guide their way through this dimension or reality.

I can tell you this, I will spend every waking moment I can to assure I know where I am going next, to have an idea of how to lock onto my path and to guide myself to my greatest outcome.

I am right damned scared of letting one minute or one hour waste by not being able to guide my own future or possibility. I am fearful that I haven’t discovered the true answers to all my own inherent questions and this is after a decade of meditations quite a few hours a day.

Truth is, I am most comfortable alone, and in the dark with a candle, I can achieve quite a bit. But I am me, I am not you or your neighbor, or a celebrity. I am just an introvert rave reverend lol

Being surrounded by nature, trees, swamp, rivers, rocks, moss, deer, dogs, grass, rain, snow, mist, fog, sunlight, quiet, peace. It leads me to believe that I am right where I need to be, and however slow the process has been, and however patient I have been in my own path, slow and steady wins the race I figure.

While some 18 year old just got approved for a 10k mastercard, I sit creditless, but starting my savings. Because for once in my life saving a few bucks is important to me, and I want too.

Not going to hoard every dollar I have which is why I am going to give out at least $4-$8 of my money a month in one dollar increments to charities that can use it. If my dollar isn’t important to them then so be it, maybe they will find more worth in somebody that has a thousand to give.

While people are pushing and shoving to get the latest iphone3 (3- I think lol, when will we ever stop caring? - @ iphone 7? How about iphone14? iphone35? Lulz) I have just ended the need to go mobile, and this may seem a bit odd to a telecommunications sales agent, considering they probably haven’t heard somebody say this in months- I don’t need a cell phone, thanks, a landline is enough.

While somebody making $7200 a month would laugh at my $1k budget, simply stating that I am unworthy of their attention, how could somebody live on that little, they must not be trustworthy or fortunate. I only say this, what does a Buddhist monk rake in monthly-weekly-yearly and are you seen as having more worth because you spend $295 on a plate of dinner and wine?

God itself is in the mind, in your own mindset, in your creativity, ur patience, ur giving nature, your love, your compassion, your generosity, and your faith. Most likely working 12,000 x million dimensions over, so it would be tough to assume a physical form of a grandpa with a beard on a cloud.

I have always thought of it as the energy of a quintillion minds or a faculty of divine beings leading the futures of all of us. Exactly what god is to you, is what you are here to discover- most of us cannot, unless we meet somebody with a lil faith. - Faith in the unknown, if you don't discover where your attributes, and your endless qualities are resonant from, who is in charge, and what is guiding all of us to complete enlightenment, you are doing yourself a great dis-service to your path.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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novel #2 is published

Zenophobic Reunited .-. - A GAY FICTION - DIMENSIONAL and astral TRAVEL .-. RAVE SEQUEL :) by:-  Shaun A. D...



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Presidents Mice

I wanted to talk about a few things today, first and foremost I am working to attain the highest degrees available in universalism this month with the coursework for the Doctor of Philosophy in Religion (Ph.D) from universal life church.

This is an amazing degree available and most have to spend 40,000 times what I have to, to obtain the same degree and this places us within the confines of what is a doctor, and there are many types. Mostly I have to explain myself to mainly ignorant folk my attainments and usually just give up in the process.

Another thing that I have encountered recently is people such as DAVID ICKE, ALEX JONES, or Henry Makow that are attempting to alter individuals thought forms in illusion and for the life of me I cannot get by the fact that they cannot grasp the simple dynamics of sexuality so how are they able to alter somebody’s conciouness to enlightenment if they cannot even promote healthy diversity in sexuality such as bisexuality, gay and lesbian love, families and adoption even going so far as to relate it to pedophilia and other shady areas of society

I have always been a reclusive gay, and neither feminine nor masculine, somewhere in the middle and living life as a straight guy in a gay guys body and I am sure there are many that live the same way

I don’t pretend to agree with all my gay culture promotes such as transvestitism and gender bending, leather and pain and masochism etc but I tend to just roll over laughing when somebody that is pretending to allay they are enlightened while holding a harsh viewpoint of sexuality

It doesn’t make sense, even in Buddhist culture the more orthodox routes they tend to frown upon diversity and with the most seeming enlightened religion on earth pretending to be enlightened yet cannot grasp the ideals of diversity in sexuality when animals and plants can be bisexual and gay or lesbian, of course with claws and teeth it may make things tough which makes me think that sexuality is almost forced on the animal kingdom, but there is some gay animals and there is some gay humans of course, and people kill themselves over societies impressions of their sexuality and this is unfortunate

A church or an enlightened person should be welcome of all forms of sexuality and expression. There is some shady areas yes like sex with children but what society forgets to mention is that most parents are considered pedophiles for the close contact with children that ensues which makes one wonder about the greater implications of the sex with children scenario and most parents choose a healthy distance but yes some do cross the line out of perversion and severely mess with the young child

I have never really come to terms with my own upbringing, feeling like an outcast amongst a bunch of weirdos that call themselves my family and such but I am sure I am not alone, and this is the matrix warriors view of the world, feeling alienated and abnormal

I am free to do as I please these days being liberated from a financial slavery existence so it leaves me open to a vast array of creative pursuits, lately I have been hung up on becoming a published author and I talked with an editor and I would need a ghost writer and editor to complete my book so this would take about $5000 something that is a bit beyond me at the moment

At least I have been able to express myself in the form of a novel and an art movement I feel as if I keep attaining my lifes purpose over and over but cannot for the life of me complete the things

Mind you I do it to the best of my abilities but cannot conform to what is needed of me as a writer or an artist and just live each day

Living each day is a code to live by, and lately I have come to understandings of 2012 and such by understanding that our society is simply to vulnerable to collapse, the amount of people on pharmaceuticals to keep them sane is massive, the amount of people that rely on the system for food and the elderly for example whom cannot even wash themselves

OUR SOCIETY IS TOO VULNERABLE to COLLAPSE

So keep this in mind when you are swayed by programming of the 2012 scenario and are pondering spending $5000 on disaster supplies many of us are vulnerable to the programming, actually 100% of us, the only ones that cannot succumb to programming are the ones doing the programming or alien beings

It is funny to view oneself of a noble birth by a mother that does not display sincere or compassionate qualities or in a society where people are void of intellect and class

Even if society collapsed what are you going to do with a basement of food, it is bound to run out at some point and you will have to begin to understand how to survive without the system and its inklings

You would have to return to your ancient roots and your ancient purpose and there are healers + medics, chefs, counsellors, mothers, protectors, hunters, fishermen, leaders, musicians, spiritualist, and animal oriented beings

Just most of our ancient purpose has been misguided by capitalist nature and survival that we are so dependent on the system for survival we would lose 3 billion people in the first twelve months of 2012 to suicide, war, starvation, mental illness, and loss of purpose.

I have always questioned my own role in society being somewhat of an exile and I do support others that are involved in the system and allow them to live their lives easier, I feed hungry cats and write this blog of course because what is needed is a true spiritual person to lead a matrix universalist church of techno but I am far from enlightened, I have needs, and go through sickness and death like you do and pain and sadness and am strayed by emotions as some more long term readers will understand

What somebody from Sri Lanka or Russia or Africa must wonder when they read these words, but I have always attained for enlightenment through meditation and techno and forwarding my own being in those avenues and I simply live to serve others other than myself, and this seems to be an honorable path.

Does anybody know what exactly is going on and how to get there? Maybe perhaps but also perhaps not. Most of us are simply trying to survive another month or through another cheque and this is the meaning of life is to simply forward oneself enough to make the next right choice, to expand your consciousness and permeate the universe with your energy and to expand your vocabulary enough so that you can express yourself to anybody that wishes to hear your words.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Without the orgasm state many of us would be left in an abysmal place to live, likewise without any real material wealth much of us would give up and not want to continue in this reality

Likewise the food state is much of what keeps us plugging along without any real hinderance to our spiritual being. Truth is, without these three things, many people would choose to give up

I wrote years back that the lotteries are practically the only thing keeping many of us going, the thought of a being being liberated from suffering financially is too massive for any one being to comprehend, for many of the newer incarnates they are hopelessly addicted to the orgasm state, mind you orgasms are beautiful but also some evil can be construed and some may wonder of the karmic consequences of an orgasm. Being associated with child sex, and rape, and pain etc

I am not advocating for my disciples to be asexual hell no. I mean when your so filled with lust and feelings of sex it is always wise to release that tension however you see fit, if it means watching a group sex porn video or a sneaker porn or ball stretching than so be it you need it

I am advocating as well to use that sexual tension for other projects like creativity

Pleasing a partner seems to be my greatest fear, maybe being single is in my forecast for the rest of my life …since the common quip seems to be put out or get out lol

There is many avenues in life to cycle your sexual tension into

Thankfully thanks to the internet we live in a time of complete sexual liberation, thanks to google and some creativity any fantasy can be lived from sailor porn to transvestite anal fetish lol

What a major time to be alive before the advent of internet sexuality, have we come to a time when people are solely in love with their laptop, I don’t know, but we live in a period of existence when any fantasy can be lived out visually thankfully and this is due to the divine intellect.

The divine intellect saw many of the enhancements we see today to alleviate much of our suffering because thankfully we live in a time where our sexualities are not restricted in a sense

Still, most chavs and millennium warriors or secret closet case millennium warriors are seen as mental;ly dysfunctional, lying, obsessed lunatics when in fact most that come to full fruitition after the year 2000 are involved in something so unbelievable they cant grasp

So being an asexual gay is a setback but one where I don’t need to abuse a partner to be satisfied, one life where I may recognize them for their intelligence, talents, compassion, sincerity and happiness

Most cant grasp an asexual, I mean I am hot, nice tool to work with, young, pretty effin kewl if you ask me, compassionate loving, sincere, crazy, intelligent yet it seems that most aren’t willing to recognize those qualities in a person, just simply how they act in the bedroom

Mind you if you were blessed with 12 inches and a prowress sexually that is unbeatable than you are meant for the life you live, but for those striving for enlightenment…the sexual state doesn’t really matter to them, many are addicted to working for example, but to work you have to prove your worth and testify literally to your ability to be sadistic and this is a rather fundamentalist view but  I am detached from the working state and liberated from that state but I too have to deal with the consequences of not having any money for entertainment or pleasure.

Much of work is sadist and this may offend people but each day you are literally giving away 10 hours of your day and another four hours in thoughtform that you cant get back….rightfully so you should be compensated for such a sacrifice but as well not take advantage of that state and most wealthy people are so beyond any level of saving

It seems most people with human qualities are the ones asking you for spare change then spending that money on pot or heroin

Some of my projects to gain enlightenment include putting myself etherically in the dark dingy alley shooting up heroin or the scruffy bearded weirdo eating pie out of the garbage because if you don’t challenge yourself emotionally or enlightenment wise you will get nowhere

Unless you know and understand what is at stake you will never fully comprehend, it is nice for those that go to university prep then excel in their reptilian education program then stare at the window in their elite 70K a year school at the labourers working on the pavement below to understand how lucky they are and mind you much of intellect can be hacked in a sense that intellect can be nurtured with enough money of course

I have always strived for enlightenment above all other qualities – to say goodbye to credit in all forms near age 30 seems silly when some 17 year olds qualify for the gold card and are happily spending it on Chinese made jackets with the fur trim for $1500 a [pop]

Enlightenment it seems escapes 99.99% of society

Will you take the path that is most difficult or the one that offers the most return?

-          Shaun A. Delage