I wanted to talk about a few things today, first and
foremost I am working to attain the highest degrees available in universalism
this month with the coursework for the Doctor of Philosophy in Religion (Ph.D)
from universal life church.
This is an amazing degree available and most have to spend
40,000 times what I have to, to obtain the same degree and this places us
within the confines of what is a doctor, and there are many types. Mostly I
have to explain myself to mainly ignorant folk my attainments and usually just
give up in the process.
Another thing that I have encountered recently is people
such as DAVID ICKE, ALEX JONES, or Henry Makow that are attempting to alter
individuals thought forms in illusion and for the life of me I cannot get by
the fact that they cannot grasp the simple dynamics of sexuality so how are
they able to alter somebody’s conciouness to enlightenment if they cannot even
promote healthy diversity in sexuality such as bisexuality, gay and lesbian
love, families and adoption even going so far as to relate it to pedophilia and
other shady areas of society
I have always been a reclusive gay, and neither feminine nor
masculine, somewhere in the middle and living life as a straight guy in a gay
guys body and I am sure there are many that live the same way
I don’t pretend to agree with all my gay culture promotes
such as transvestitism and gender bending, leather and pain and masochism etc
but I tend to just roll over laughing when somebody that is pretending to allay
they are enlightened while holding a harsh viewpoint of sexuality
It doesn’t make sense, even in Buddhist culture the more
orthodox routes they tend to frown upon diversity and with the most seeming enlightened
religion on earth pretending to be enlightened yet cannot grasp the ideals of
diversity in sexuality when animals and plants can be bisexual and gay or
lesbian, of course with claws and teeth it may make things tough which makes me
think that sexuality is almost forced on the animal kingdom, but there is some
gay animals and there is some gay humans of course, and people kill themselves
over societies impressions of their sexuality and this is unfortunate
A church or an enlightened person should be welcome of all
forms of sexuality and expression. There is some shady areas yes like sex with
children but what society forgets to mention is that most parents are
considered pedophiles for the close contact with children that ensues which
makes one wonder about the greater implications of the sex with children
scenario and most parents choose a healthy distance but yes some do cross the
line out of perversion and severely mess with the young child
I have never really come to terms with my own upbringing,
feeling like an outcast amongst a bunch of weirdos that call themselves my
family and such but I am sure I am not alone, and this is the matrix warriors
view of the world, feeling alienated and abnormal
I am free to do as I please these days being liberated from
a financial slavery existence so it leaves me open to a vast array of creative
pursuits, lately I have been hung up on becoming a published author and I
talked with an editor and I would need a ghost writer and editor to complete my
book so this would take about $5000 something that is a bit beyond me at the
moment
At least I have been able to express myself in the form of a
novel and an art movement I feel as if I keep attaining my lifes purpose over
and over but cannot for the life of me complete the things
Mind you I do it to the best of my abilities but cannot
conform to what is needed of me as a writer or an artist and just live each day
Living each day is a code to live by, and lately I have come
to understandings of 2012 and such by understanding that our society is simply
to vulnerable to collapse, the amount of people on pharmaceuticals to keep them
sane is massive, the amount of people that rely on the system for food and the
elderly for example whom cannot even wash themselves
OUR SOCIETY IS TOO VULNERABLE to COLLAPSE
So keep this in mind when you are swayed by programming of
the 2012 scenario and are pondering spending $5000 on disaster supplies many of
us are vulnerable to the programming, actually 100% of us, the only ones that
cannot succumb to programming are the ones doing the programming or alien
beings
It is funny to view oneself of a noble birth by a mother
that does not display sincere or compassionate qualities or in a society where
people are void of intellect and class
Even if society collapsed what are you going to do with a
basement of food, it is bound to run out at some point and you will have to
begin to understand how to survive without the system and its inklings
You would have to return to your ancient roots and your
ancient purpose and there are healers + medics, chefs, counsellors, mothers,
protectors, hunters, fishermen, leaders, musicians, spiritualist, and animal
oriented beings
Just most of our ancient purpose has been misguided by
capitalist nature and survival that we are so dependent on the system for
survival we would lose 3 billion people in the first twelve months of 2012 to
suicide, war, starvation, mental illness, and loss of purpose.
I have always questioned my own role in society being
somewhat of an exile and I do support others that are involved in the system
and allow them to live their lives easier, I feed hungry cats and write this
blog of course because what is needed is a true spiritual person to lead a
matrix universalist church of techno but I am far from enlightened, I have
needs, and go through sickness and death like you do and pain and sadness and
am strayed by emotions as some more long term readers will understand
What somebody from Sri Lanka or Russia or Africa must wonder
when they read these words, but I have always attained for enlightenment
through meditation and techno and forwarding my own being in those avenues and
I simply live to serve others other than myself, and this seems to be an
honorable path.
Does anybody know what exactly is going on and how to get
there? Maybe perhaps but also perhaps not. Most of us are simply trying to
survive another month or through another cheque and this is the meaning of life
is to simply forward oneself enough to make the next right choice, to expand
your consciousness and permeate the universe with your energy and to expand
your vocabulary enough so that you can express yourself to anybody that wishes
to hear your words.
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Shaun A. Delage
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