Church of Techno @nd th3 Pitfalls of the R@ve Scen3

With the rave scene there is beauty and there is some great suffering involved, in a scene that involves one sole key and that being music, in my time in the rave scene I met some very interesting people that wouldn’t do any sort of drug but what I fell into was a world rife with not only using one drug but a dozen and parties that consisted solely of dealers.

In a music scene that promotes drug use there will always be suffering of course, but essentially it is a greater reflection of society when you are stuck doing drugs when nobody else is looking. A truly free and open society would have decriminalized and legalized drug use long ago.

When people are doing massive amounts of drugs at a party and multiply it by ten parties and you have people that can only do drugs to listen to music, socialize and have sex etc. You meet them at a regular time and you don’t even recognize them.

People are so blitzed they can be depressed as hell one minute and then grinding with several muscle boys by the speakers the next. I never really got to see many pitfalls of the rave scene but these things take decades to notice.

What I mean is that you don’t notice the negative aspects of doing massive amounts of drugs until ten years later when you are arrested under the mental health act for having a fried brain, or you begin to realize that you are permafried or you have issues such as severe nausea for having inhaled quite a bit of  party drugs.

What you do notice is people constantly fiending for more drugs, gangs that take over the distribution, relationships torn apart because one person was just caught making out with several people while the other was getting water.

Truth is I have no idea where I would be without the rave scene, I tend to think I would have a regular job, not be nocturnal, not live with serious disabilities and worry about things like mortgages and a condo or something

But my path is my own, and I have to say if I had another go around, I would do it just not doing meth, shrooms, xtacy, GHB, coke, acid etc thousands of times. In reality my drug use started a few years before I was going to raves wandering around town on a hit of acid sorta deal, and when your brain is still developing at about age 13-15 and you are feeding it tons of stuff that flood the brain with various types of responses being dopamine, serotonin, synaptic function and misfire etc it either makes you into a bizarre sort of genius or you get totally permafried and can’t even really function in the most basic of forms in society.

But these things have been plaguing us since we found psychadellics as cave people hahaha so to point the finger at the rave scene solely would be a travesty because the music is one of very few that doesn’t program you endlessly with codes from the illuminati and to be able to forget your life for one night seems to be the greatest benefit.

However I remember staring out at thousands of people in an all loving all powerful scene and thinking how inherently lonely and broken I was, not knowing where I was going to go the next day, not knowing how I will afford the next party and keeping up with all the madness was tiring

Only now when I have retired from the scene am I able to reflect on all the strongpoints and pitfalls of it all, I am generally considered a raver still, being nocturnal and listening to tekno at least 6 hours a night and being happy all the time, truth is, I didn’t get to see many pitfalls of the rave scene, the scene took care of me, and forgave me when I made mistakes, it put me on a path of PLUR and put me on a path of techno and for that I am eternally grateful !

-Shaun A. Delage

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Chewing Gum for Felines

So many distractions, a world rife with illusion, and to elude you from what? Well the fact that you are here for an unfathomable amount of time, even a day to some is almost insurmountable. As well, for each and every one of us, death looms. How any sort of joviality can be construed with such a reality is beyond me, but thankfully we have alcohol, drugs, music, pets, food, love, beauty, nature, travel, etc to keep our minds off our impending doom.

And truth is, death is not a finality, we keep living on and on for millennia after this life, what escapes me is why we don’t have a conscious understanding of the process of rebirth and existence as a whole. If we had such an understanding we would dare not make the same mistakes and only grow infinitely.

The process of life includes living with suffering, illusion, mystery, and to live through the process of old age hence losing our youth-which most of us use to our benefit, to land a rich and powerful mate and those that don’t make the cut actually have to make it on our own.

I have always seen my inherent humanity as an alien existence, it is one thing to look at oneself as gender confusion but to look at oneself as being an alien being in a human body and thinking to yourself, jeeze I guess I have facial worms like 98% of humanity lol

I think that those that aren’t living their life in service to another in some way or some fashion is definitely missing out on the true pleasure of existence, serving somebody continuously, serving some disciples in spiritual direction, helping others, helping a loved one live their life a hell of a lot easier is one of the most honorable existences.

So many take, and take, and just chart their way through life.

I would like to be an example for somebody that makes 150k a year and they get to their endpoint and they say “look at this guy, Shaun- he made 90% less than you and he gave to countless charities whenever he could. You have bought nothing but gold bars and platinum rings, you get another go around”

I have always served animals in the past decade or so and many do, and you feel such a sense of pride it almost carries over to your inherent humanity. Just knowing that without you, the animal would starve and die. It brings with it profound touching tenderness and love for the creature that needs you in ways.

Many people that have departed would probably relay that the one lesson in life is to understand the divine, to understand what kind of a being it takes to take charge of other beings, because for the most highly evolved and adept meditation masters this will be your new job when you cross over.

To serve others.

We are all involved in such a serious pursuit, being existence, and to waste it away on the trivialities of life is such a waste. I think it was ordained long ago that there would be countless resources directed at alleviating boredom, but essentially the simplest lesson, being meditation proves to be the wisest pursuit to gain enlightenment.

However I can only meditate a few times a day or I would go nuts, a life should be more diverse than that! And truth is… we need mindless entertainment once and awhile, like REAL HOUSEWIVES lol :)

Anyways blogbuddies have a good day or week and catch ya on the flipside !!

-Shaun A. Delage

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Squirrel Supplies

In times such as this, it is easy to give into hype and paranoia but if you can imagine this for a second and think to yourself if you are worried about the collapse of the USA or the dollar for example, think of where the city states are, there are no city states in Russia or China. The power ultimately will rest with these jurisdictions for quite some time in the foreseeable future, most likely the world would have to undergo nuclear war before they can decimate the financial system in entirety.

It seems ebola has taken a back burner for awhile and other things are coming into the forefront.

I have never feared death, and some may totally despise the thought of death because their entire value system would have to be rebuilt and one the world is heavily invested in making you in subservience too. That being materialism, can you imagine, you pass over from this world into the other side and materialism and money are a completely different form, or you have just been jet propelled 1000 years into the astral future, you wouldn’t quite get the complexity of how much things change.

Some of my older readers are aware I almost lost my life to suicide, and rightfully so the experience has helped make me the person I am today, with untold amounts of compassion, sincerity and a spiritual and intellectual side that is powerful and unique. I am pained by that experience my whole waking life because of how close I came, and how much I would have lost in the last 15 years that I am fortunately still alive. Everything I have learnt, the lessons involved in crime and adversity and the power within my smile to keep going are really an un-measurable amount of courage involved.

It is my belief that these things and quite a bit of what I have tried to articulate the past five years in this virtual ministry have lead me into a world of growth in solitude. Techno has healed me to the point of normalcy and the ability to express myself so openly in a world filled with secrets and passwords has left me with an understanding of spirituality and love.

To say I felt discomfort with every religion is an understatement. I strongly believe there has to be a faith for the techno savvy hepcats in solitude with nothing but the safety of being behind a closed door and the internet to be able to shape their belief system. This is a strong quality, the wanting to evolve endlessly. Most faiths out there regurgitate things that you don’t understand and also aim to have you as their agents, try and lure in as much people as you can with the word of Christ or whatever.

The religion I hold close to myself more than any other organized faith is Buddhism, specifically thai Theravada Buddhism. There is some talks that you can listen to in your own home for the next two decades in the link section but it is a search for more that has lead me on my current path, being able to listen to affirmations without boredom and to want attainment of financial freedom, to things like trying various herbs like oil of oregano and searching out things to better my environment like meteorite’s and orgonite, so to say there is a recipe for enlightenment is an understatement, most people will try and attach to a soul group or a genre of society and some may find comfort in that but what if you feel comfortable alone, on the internet drinking tea and listening to techno –surely there has to be a faith that aligns to your belief system in some way and does not discriminate against, gays, the poor, women etc and some of my earlier musings were pretty critical of groups like the freemasons, but in a sense everyone here is learning about themselves and working through karmic issues and more complex issues as well, even freemasons, I just hold close to me that they have lost the direction of their soul by giving into a weird ancient cult.

so I wish you a good week discovering what you need, and finding yourself, you never know when the world will come knocking at your door.

-Shaun A. Delage

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KaT ResCue

To come from a life of unimaginable horror, into a new existence that is slowly enveloping into the divine places my being in a confusing array of emotions. To simply live from my own childhood is a rarity, most people like me end up unbelievably traumatized, enough to end their own life or get into more dark realms of society.

Thankfully I have found the divine, and I see myself as a representative of the infinite. A student of the Buddha. And I know deep down inside the depths of my being that anything I have done wrong while in a state of abuse, sadness and trauma, is all but forgiven.

I believe society is setup to harness as many of these by products as possible and work them into being slave lords, abusers, people with power, drug addicts, prostitutes, abusive parents, and people that continue in their own little way to work the dark arts into every millisecond of life.

Only when you find the divine, infinite power, then none of this has any hold over you, forever, you may be in a prison planet, surrounded by hell galaxies and dimensions, perhaps nobody will hear your cries, but eventually you find a simple way out of it all, and it is to look within, and eradicate all forms of negativity, hatred, anger, sadness, abuse, pain, suffering and sickness.

While only working individually for the greater good, which isn’t wealthy by what we understand, it is a completely new universe, imagine us in this 3-D world, and try and imagine a 4-D or 5-D world with a whole new plethora of substance and form, equation, desperately trying to right the wrongs of the dimension underneath with whatever power it can muster.

Notice I don’t put any faith in G-O-D as they are formerly known, because the infinite and the all knowing and all powerful would not choose an anagram for dog, when a dog is simply a lower species on earth that is subservient to human beings.

The infinite would be thousands upon quintillions of minds trying to work through the dreamstate and other hidden realms to work positivity, this is one reason why we have things like hospitals, police, airplanes, political asylum, internal affairs, ocean creatures, beautiful people, and love.

Sadly billions are putting their faith in illusion and until they find the real truth, the ultimate power, and experience the ultimate divine, they will continue illusion until they have their last breath. It takes people like me to explain it in complexity or show it, or experience it to better serve those I seek to help.

I have always liked the idea of being an all knowing and all powerful Buddha or Guru but they would never presume that people call themselves that, while my religious degrees may seem egotist in nature, I only use them for official reasons, and have left an enormous paper trail of who I may be, or whom I call myself, or whom I presume to be, but essentially what I am is a representative of the divine, the ultimate infinite source, the highest being in existence. Essentially what any guru see’s in people coming to them for advice is a fractalized version of the same equanimity. And you do nothing but smile and laugh and simply remind them that they are the most pure, the divine in form, and awaken that being to whom it is.

This essentially is the role of a faith healer, or spiritual leader and while the evil ones forces may label us insane, a sexual deviant, criminal, weird, bizarre, or abnormal.

The work has already been done, in the most simple sense, and nothing can be done to change the very nature of ultimate reality and enlightenment but to keep looking within for answers, to keep evolving, to keep smiling even in the face of threats, subliminal or otherwise.

This is the power that has shown me to forgive, and let go of my manifesto and the people on it, I have discovered a new age, a new world, of enlightenment and possibility.

A place is reserved for me, beyond this place, I know it, but for heaven sakes I am going to at least try and make sure I don’t have to ‘go anywhere’ first to experience true liberation.

-Shaun A. Delage

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CaT WiNG

I have been working to better myself this past 6 months, on a path of cleaning up the stuff that I have been ignoring and it has worked to be addressing issues in oneself.

I am at a month of quitting smoking, have stopped gambling, about a year quit marijuana- have started my third novel, and I am proud of being able to be a writer, I think a lot of people talk about being a writer without even doing what is needed- writing !

I have just signed up for my 5th doctorate, and looking to get a 6th in the next few months, all the while juggling a busy home with hungry felines to feed, litter to be emptied, and a hardworking and beautiful man to share my life with.

I am almost honoured to be a home maker of sorts, and do not feel like a failure per se. I just follow a path that I feel I am good at, and I excel in keeping these hungry felines fed and loved and my life in order.

How I manage to listen to non stop techno and write a blog and contest, well time has allowed me just that, lots of time, so I am able to do dozens of things a night to forward my own path and I do feel a sense of accomplishment.

I don’t want somebody to read my last post and think I am a poverty stricken individual, actually quite the opposite, my better half works very hard so that I can live the life I do, and I definitely try and make sure this household runs smoothly. anything under 30 million in my bank account I tend to look at as poverty stricken lol Seriously though I think we're engrained in our brain wave to spend money as soon as we get it, thanks to the programming in media or spend money that we don't have...

I get to live in a resort community surrounded by private schools and tucked away from the craziness of city life, but still have some cities close by, being Duncan – a high native and cultural population with all the comforts of Victoria, including fried chicken and Calamari lol

And if I need the super city I just take a car trip down the crazy Malahat highway to Victoria

I have been pretty happy and have to say living in nature as opposed to a city is superb, you are more in line with natural harmonies and a beautiful landscape. It has allowed me to personally heal and calm down a scattered consciousness from living in the city surrounded by electromagnetics and I am VERY fortunate to live here, not confined to a singular bedroom in a shoe box home but surrounded by old growth forest in a loft cabin tucked away in this resort community that parallels whistler.

Here, without TV I am able to go far, I still watch amazing race and real housewives and Netflix on the computer but not tuning in every single time I am bored offers me a chance to work on my own projects and fine tune my path and work on evolving and enhancing my abilities.

I have been listening to quite a few of these affirmations and chakra balancing sounds, and theta and binaural waves, you talk to somebody about them in the mainstream and they have no idea lol, but to me, I have to be in a certain mood for each and can sometimes listen to a few a night and I go to wonderful depths spiritually and intellectually

Part of me wants an entertainment avenue where I can be challenged and yet learn some wisdom which is why I am listening to audiobooks from itunes on my ipod, there is some cool podcasts from booksshouldbefree and they have about a hundred downloadable classics and such I guess I will have to graduate to actually paying for audiobooks lol

I am on a path of bettering myself every day and I feel it is essential to living a harmonious life, if you are with somebody that never changes then there is no hope. I personally have my own goals and aspirations and have developed a method to life that works for me. But each person is different of course.

So yeah 5th doctorate is on its way, I will share here when I get it and I am going to be getting the copyrights to my two other sequels soon and working on obtaining the funds for my audiobook studio time and putting my first book zenophobic in a pool for book to movie ideas, I am working on this through contesting since crowdfunding isn’t working very well lol

Anyways hope this valentines is sparkly for ya blogbuddies, if not, you can always manifest the next one to be magnificence and the ideal

-Shaun A. Delage  

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Spotted Elven

We’re indoctrinated to live as little like the divine as possible, even calling oneself divine will get you a 72 hour hold in a psychiatric ward, shows a little about the society we live in.

I think the key to living successfully is to find out who exactly you are.

You are a dimension of the divine, and they are living as you to experience this reality, they know what will come of you once they use your life and lessons to grow, but do you know what will come of you.

People that think are rewarded with long lives, people that can think themselves out of a predicament, people that know that they are in danger, people that can think for themselves what to do.

I like the Hindu aspect that teaches that we are all divinity in disguise.

It is just ironic that the most fatalistic culture to belong too, is also the richest on earth.

It is further irony that the Christian society we all live under also inhabits secret societies and this is why we are all so wealthy in the North Amercian continent.

There are probably only a few people in each city that are true thinkers, true millennium warriors.

Then there are hundreds of thousands in the same city all as hybridic entities

These hybrids are the ones you see in the fancy cars, living in the penthouses, eating at hybrid restaurants, buying hybrid things. Because only in the realm of the very poor, those that choose not to inflict harm on others is where the divine rests, where free choice rests.

The people coming out of their 28th floor condo in a fancy car, are under the evil ones control and we are taught to idolize this type of life, when it is unfathomably unreachable to most.  There would be no way to quantify the lives of these hybrids because there is so many, a fallen angel would be the only one able to control so many people at once. But in a sense they must be pretty easy to control considering they are all just shells of the evil one.

Truth is many of us have probably sold our souls ten times over just simply accepting the hundred page terms of service for most software or downloadable material lol

I like to see myself lately as some sort of elven type being, in my nature reserve. I just was two feet away from a deer feeding watching it out my living room window, and I thought, there is god!

God living as a deer munching grass and leaves, experiencing life as this precious animal. I watched it for ten really long minutes until a smaller spotted baby deer came up and the parent nudged it away with it's antlers,

Then I watched it out another window just lay in a spot and sit still, A complex array of thoughts entered my mind, How could people be so cruel and devilish as to shoot and kill these animals? How can a god create such a beautiful creature and leave it to fend so long on it’s own? How can they live with no roof, money, toilet, soap, computers etc? Why was I born to experience life as me, and not this deer?

Are they ever bored? What happens to them when they get injured-either they heal or die!

I think that nature itself is a very cruel place to exist in, and we are detached from all of that thought process living as humans, the superior race, with all of our comforts.

How are we so evolved?  Well the answer is simple, the universe as we know it has been fractalized into an infinite amount of dimensions, so technically thousands or infinite amounts of ourselves on the exact same self similar reapeating circumstance, and alien involvement via secret societies to achieve this level of evolution, because on some level there is a deer world, with billions of deer that are the superior race.

So hence the need to question your own reality, your existence, your future, and for you to take hold of your own path, not just for the near future but for the vast expanse of all of eternity.

Quite a bit at stake, sure beats fox news?

-Shaun A. Delage

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SnoW CoNe

I would say an apocalypse is pretty individual in terms, for many people it hit when the trade towers came down, or when princess Diana was killed, or when the greatest financial collapse in history occurred a short time ago, for many they may be catching up so to speak when everything comes into finality in a few days for the mayan prediction, chances are not much will happen.

For me, I have been in a self induced exile for quite some time, imagine being able to find love while you never leave the house, but it found me.

I try and stay quite busy and cant keep still for long but I have been doing a lot in the virtual world of second life quite a bit and the recession has hit in the virtual world. When I first started in SL the average people online were about 65k now is around 32k at any given time, but when I started.... gambling, banking, and pretty much everything was legal and then as the USA adopted more laws to put onto us they had to clamp down on banking and gambling then also child avatars being with adults per se.... you get my drift....however relations with animal humanoids and humans remain legal lol...same with escorting and beastsex fetishes, stripping  and rapeshacks....They just let teens in although they are restricted to PG parcels and PG ethic. They also got rid of people using corporate logos and anything trademarked ....So a set of unpopular moves has caused an exodus of sorts from the virtual world.... everything was pretty free for all in 2007 when I joined and I was able to pay my way through some pretty insane slot machines. I am glad it found me though I have met some cool people in SL and have had some great times, now my rave store and mens store are paid up till june 2013 and I just keep reaping a residual income. It is funny they still have slot machines but they have to be skill based so you have to nudge your way to a win not much skill needed however.

I have always looked upon this time in the past as a time of renewal, change, enlightenment, energy, fixation, love, happiness. There have been times when I look at 2012 as a rather impending force but here it is a few days away. All you have to do is look around at the police state, legal prison, prison state, pharmaceutical society, slave race, our youth have been herded into prison like environments for almost a century, we have new laws being enacted that restrict our mode of life, we have police roaming the streets in military fatigues carrying assault rifles, we have people so desperate for any sort of money the prostitution underground is running on full force for the rich to take advantage of the souls of the young and pretty, we have people that are losing homes, countless homeless people with masters degrees, we have youth racking up 100k in debt for student loans to get degrees that mean nothing, banks charging us fifty cents per cheque and one fifty to simply look at a digitized copy of a transaction online, people are going nuts and I don’t doubt the shooters recently had been going through some sort of hardship, but I am not going to dribble on about the ethics of a mass shooting, I will only say this, we are desensitized to death and suffering, it is the latest media hype, we have project monarch running rampant with simple random linguistics operating within the fullest confines of this satanic and super secret program.

No doubt there will be much more suffering in the years ahead including a world war, nobody really understands what they have until they have to ration and be drafted etc

I feel kind of sad when I wake up sometimes, not for my own life, it is pretty beautiful and calm, just sad for all the suffering and hatred taking place around the world. People are not born with qualities to properly express their anger or are literally abused every waking moment of their living lives. If only that elusive god program would do more work in individual lives even the most karmically unfortunate we would not be living in this imperfect society.

There are so many things wrong with the world people are having issues even accepting the reality as their reality, they go about their lives almost detached from everything and come home and just breathe a sigh of relief that they lived another day.

This church is only a religion if it guides others through difficult times, and offers a methodology to life, heals people, and functions as a spirituality that is all encompassing and all knowing.

Most of the wealthy religions have HELL  all over them, from deaths, to burnings, being caressed by secret societies, and just simply hypnotizing their followers, accepting endless donations to an already supremely wealthy faith. I have never pushed money on my readers, I leave a donation button but it has never been used, I figure everyone is asking you for money these days, my only inclination is not amassing wealth but rather offering philosophical dialogue for free, without cost and without any expectation of reward.

But the funny thing is that the world operates on energy, and I no doubt have hundreds of readers per week thousands more in various other online realms, and I am solely dealing with energy as it is, and what will I do with it? Well part of me needs to really prep myself for each discourse…. takes about a week or a few days, and many bloggers don’t know what to do with their blog after many months let alone years, I have always operated within the confines of a virtual ministry.

This may be a blog to you or a site or whatever but to me it is a house of god, spirituality, techno, philosophy and faith that encompasses the almost shattered souls of people that were experimented on during the clubkid days of the early 1990’s with massive amounts of chemicals given to us by the dark world to literally download entire lives into the maker of the concoction.

Some of my readers are beyond repair, and that is why I continue to write, to be able to offer solitude and guidance as I see myself like this most times. Some aren’t able to operate within the confines of society and are very bored lol and others are very deep people that need their thirst for knowledge satisfied eloquently

I am going to leave it at that,

I am also going to write after Dec 21^st my impressions of this aeonic shift

Keeps your heads up tigers, onto the future

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Heaven Maine Coon

Faith is something you have to believe in. I am always in heaven when I hear people speak about atheism or non belief in spirituality, then you have the other end of the spectrum the people that are blindly devoted to their faith willing to leave their gay and lesbian brothers and sisters alone to die in the fight.

I believe we are all tested on our faith through choice and through thought. Even those that cannot find it within themselves to believe are welcomed into higher realms of existence.

I have always believed in a few gods, a faculty per se of divine beings much like the council in the matrix charged with charting the course of humanity. I have always believed in heaven, a higher power and I have met countless people that are so entwined with satanic instruction I believe in that power too.

A life is a complex array of Satanism and god mixed together.

We live on a beautiful planet only to have things sprayed on us, nuclear plants blow up, people with a detonation switch at their whim, only to be surrounded by a bed of wildflowers with deer feeding on grass just close by.

We have the future of our souls worth to fight for and if you give up halfway through there is no point to fighting if you don’t see any reward. How silly of those that have given up in the struggle because you have to chart your souls future through millennia in the present time. A very difficult process in astrophysics if you think about it haha

I feel sorry for those without any devotion and willing to strike down any religion even if it is something like my faith the church of techno, which is all encompassing and all loving all accepting just simply because I use the title of reverend before my name

On the other end of the spectrum I feel ashamed to call myself reverend with the abuse scandals and the reverend fred phelps of the godhatesfags church.

Which is why I have strived to be as encompassing with my readers because I have no idea who is reading my words, I just want them to know they are accepted and loved, you don’t need to hate to belong to my faith and technically you don’t even need to really belong per se, a blog vs. a church, a man vs. a boy, conspiracy vs. religion, techno vs. preaching

I cant begin to relay my devotion because one has to find that for themselves, if I could relay it, it would be a powerful mix of the best techno possible, 12 caps of xtacy, a huge cigar sized joint, a chocolate covered strawberry, a cigarette, a burger, a suicide attempt, and abusive life, teased, mocked, abused, male art, Warhol, a soulmate, a cello, a few laptops, some men with their shirts off, having $10,000 in cash on you, being able to fly, kissing a cat and rubbing your face on it like a motherkat, a glass of wine, an orgasm, a Ph.D, being basked in sunlight, radiance, rainbow, virtual clothing, first love, a prawn dipped in seafood sauce, and most of all creativity. Happiness amongst a prison structure.

I am not too fearful of what is going to happen in a few weeks, its almost as if it is facing death head on, like putting your mouth up to the barrel and it either goes off in one big bang or you take your mouth away and smile and walk away, a pseudo game of Russian roulette.

I am in a good place, have found my soulmate, get to be a forest hermit with a family of two young daughter cats, get to see deer and frogs and finches. We have a generator in case everything goes dark.

But most of all I have the faith that I have tried my best in this existence and worked with what I have to achieve my souls worth and purpose. I have the devotion to a mysterious array of beings I will never understand. I have touched many peoples lives with my words and my story, my manifesto and my thoughts. No doubt getting a few laughs in the process but I feel ready to face this lil thing called the end of the world head on, because if we all wake up in a light filled room somewhere two galaxies over and somebody saying, no, no everything is free, and this motorcade will take you to your palace. I wont complain haha

This attachment to this vulgar realm is what is so wrong, why are people attached to this place, it mystifies me, mainly because of the materialist nature of this place, and the ability to cast power over others, I believe. In more heavenly realms there would be no debt, no slavery, no rent, no authority, no rules.

Now how could one live without laws and rules, hahaha funny question because only those welcomed into more divine realms, KNOW all the rules, and only instruct their nature to the highest possible outcome, chances are you would be surrounded by the highest evolved beings able to instruct you to make the best possible choice as well, but most of all understand your wrongs.

I only need to look at my own scars on my wrists or the symptoms of old hag syndrome when I am between realities to understand the true nature of where I am housed, but to miss the divine, is seriously missing out. To miss petting my cats beautiful face or crying over a touching movie or laugh about the fact that you found a bone in your chicken pot pie.

It is almost as if life was out of our hands as a choice, much like death, so if the entire world was going to collapse I don’t think they would let any sort of insect in the hive try and alter the outcome.

People imagine it as some scary humanoid octopi things with fangs coming out of the fourteenth dimension and eating everyone alive, I guess that would be the true nature of the rapture.

But it is hell on earth every waking day we are enslaved by things we don’t understand like slavery, children, wives or husbands, business, debt, poverty, wealth, sickness, addiction, etc

Only when one begins to chart their nature and their choices to the most divine outcome can we see real results of our action, only making choices based in the highest possible realm of love, compassion, beauty, happiness, courage, and enlightenment are we truly doing where our soul wants us to go, and if your soul is not leading you there, something could be construed of your souls nature.

If 2012 does happen, I want to say thank you for reading, thank you for listening, thanks for your devotion, I hope I have helped you somewhat, I hope I have guided you through right and wrong and the dimensions of a mentally unstable rave reverend lol I will be there to welcome your battered soul into a more enlightened dimension with my rave robes on.

If it doesn’t happen, I will still be here till my ripe old age typing away, it is my purpose.
- Shaun A. Delage

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This past week has been a busy foray adjusting to my new life in the forest, I am now a resident of Shaunigan Lake BC it is a beautiful community about an hours drive from Victoria and about 20 minutes from Duncan

I cant help feel like Cathy Obrien whom wrote ‘Tranceformation of America’

Escaping a monarch programming scenario and once you begin to challenge the powers that be, they hit you with all sorts of crazy punishments like disowning, financial obligations and having your home life ripped from under you and this is the main thing that most monarchs fear is being put into the homeless life with no teeth eating pie out of the garbage when you have made $400 an hour as a billionaire escort 

I originally moved here with the intent that I would become a Buddhist monk but have started to understand that I am the last person that could become a monk just no eating after noon (I wouldn’t be able to sleep, my tummy would be eating itself) and no sex, no eyebrows or whatever and a hundred other rules to follow

I have begun to innerstand that my story is not normal and everytime I go to sleep it is a heavily involved process in the astral worlds, and I will have an update to my interdimensional and astral travels after this post

Almost like I don’t get any sleep, some have called me delusional, while others insist I am insane others think I embellish my experiences a bit more for attention when all I have delved into has been insanity

But I look around  at the world and it is clinically insane with a touch of adhd and schizophrenia in the daily news, mix in a tad bit of 2012 scenario and we have the people that are revolting in their minds, and to some this is enough.

It is funny that our minders hide behind officers with gunz and biological warfare in the form of pepper spray and stuff but these people could easily be thrown out of a job with an act of parliament or congress

We live in one of the most terrible times to be alive

Best to describe it as the dark ages

It is the dark ages because we are witnessing a total systemic collapse in the form of our monetary system going kaput and this system still keeps going on and on without any real misdirection

There are approximately 10,000,000 monarchs in the west and the number could be construed to much higher given the fact that we are all under some level of psychological operations.

That is why I have always never attempted to program people but share my experiences to aid others and possibly have made people aware of such things as schizophrenia, Satanist rule, monarch slavery not to mention the path of enlightenment, ascension, evolution and adoration

People can be sketchy to deal with and unless they broadcast qualities of compassion, enlightenment, kindness, happiness, and a loving nature chances are they were sent to you by the satanic oversight to control or program you further

Most monarchs fear living in abject poverty which is why they continue on in their myriad of lives and situations to be programmed further because the life that they are given is usually comfortable enough to really live in a sense

Challenging an environment is tough but breaking free is even tougher because everything will be thrown from your existence including housing, finances and secrets

And it is true that most monarchs have an absolutely deadly secret that the Satanist mind knows all to well and works to use against you at all costs within the minds of those that oppose

My mother has officially disowned me because I owe her $92     kinda  funny makes me think if I owed her $922 or $9222 She would send somebody to kill me haha

I just thought that I would be disowned for more than that but if that’s all it takes then so be it

I remember taking showers with strange men as young as four and other weird abuses that is never spoken of but of course nobody addresses that within monarch generational abuse families

She thinks my degrees are just some silly online thing and bla la she would never begin to be able to comprehend my life if she tried

Anyways I wanted to leave this post on a positive note so I will state that it isn’t easy being animals either or angels or other beings – their lives are difficult to live and perhaps as complex as ur existence

Take care blogbuddies

-Shaun A. Delage

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