ScReamiNG ClaM

Well we just passed the second of the four blood moons, and if you are putting two and two together we are entering a very precarious time where nothing is certain, meanwhile we all just keep tinkering on, knowing there is much, much wrong with the world.

The Olympics of 2012 featured a massive visual display enacting ghouls and children on hospital beds, while the queen looked on, and the Nelson Mandela funeral was a pseudo psy ops where there was subliminal suggestion of what was to happen in Africa.

Now we are not only fighting terrorism we are fighting ebola, which for the most part they assure us, it isn’t airborne. Only now are we beginning to see the revolution and the truth come out about 9-11 and so many years after, so we can begin to surmise that we won’t really come to any truth about what is happening currently for a decade or so, that is how efficient the satanic forces are, but there is divinity working in the present as well. This chaos has been happening infinitely - and what is happening on earth right now is but a small ripple effect of what is happening universally.
I am not going to sit here and type that you should prepare for the end of the world type paranoia but I am going to state that you must work on yourself in the time being and tend to ignore the stuff the mainstream media and structure puts out because everything imaginable is meant to be a pseudo distraction for the world to be mesmerized with. The truth is, each and every one of us is fighting things like ignorance and laziness, and other more complex issues such as addiction, poverty and sickness.

There are a few on your side that will fight for your soul, but essentially if it comes down to it, say when your very sick…the only one that can save you, is you. Nobody can wave their hand and make you better.

So amidst all the madness, we have copious amounts of time to work on our own mind, our own path and our own future. I can’t tell you the exact potion for achieving what you need, because it would be VERY complex and something only you can manifest. Me personally, I want to achieve financial liberation and full liberation would be nice, but my aries side wants money! So I work in my meditations to say power words and visualize exactly what I seek, and I listen to hours upon hours a week of affirmations that I have found, I also use auto suggestion techniques like putting a small paper with my goals where I will see it the most and I don’t read it half the time because the other half is subconscious.  I also buy crazy things like different types of crystals to attract what I need, and four/five leaf clovers, spell vials. But most of all I have to be sure I am ready by making simple choices that show the universe I can handle wealth, by not gambling all my money away, or by paying my credit card down and paying my overdraft down, instead of frittering that much needed debt reduction money away. Also things like not spending $60 every three days on pot-420 will do wonders, and making very wise choices with my money while finding time to bring fortunate merit into my life by giving a few dollars to charities whenever I can afford it, I swear I usually give when I can feel the cats that are hungry for chow at the cat charity or the scruffy dude that needs to eat turkey at the salvation army.

The best thing despite all of this effort that you can do is to bring merit into your life, by saving every single insect you see from being stepped on or killed or squashed…. no matter how disgustingly scary it looks as well. That small being would want to live as much as you or I.

When the world comes knocking with your millions of dollars in the raffle or your millions in a book deal it is wise to remain humble and give as much as you can in as many ways that you can think of to people that need it. If you squander wealth to yourself and hoard your millions or billions that will not create merit and you may find your soul on a very lonely path for the next millennia, because now is the time to create your future life.

Have you thought about what power it is that gave you this body, in this country, in this house or apartment, and what your future will look like beyond this earth? Have you thought about how many people have been affected by your presence? Have you thought about what you are going to do when you are very old? Have you thought about how exactly you are here breathing this very moment to read these words? Have you thought about how much illusion and chaos magic is in the world? Have you thought about the elements that control our very waking existence?

The answers may come to the willing, it is time to reflect and ask questions.

PLUR

-Shaun A. Delage

☮❤【ツ♬★☢ ♬★☢•✰ You can spread merit by sharing this post- ●♫♪

PROJECT X MAGAZINE ARCHIVE

PaNTy FeRReT

I have experimented with various options for the blog this past few weeks and have done a good deed in making it look more streamlined and readable and I wanted to post my facebook photos but it just wasn’t feasible so I will stick to the originality of this virtual ministry and post only my discourses and the occasional video from youtube

I have had quite a good month this past month, just been trying to keep my schedule normal and normal to me is waking at dinner time and going to bed at breakfast time and it is what keeps me the most sane and the most productive and reflective

Safe to say at this point I am like 90% of a virtuosity lol

The past week I have been setting up my stores again in Second life and week before that was getting the ebook up on amazon so it has been a busy time

I have had some time to read news and such online, and I see a lot of blogs suffer blogger burnout and this is unfortunate, it should be a creative output as well but most bloggers are looking to make money or whatever and I have shifted my focus on this blog away from pop culture and into the vices of a Buddhist ministry and no subject is too scorching for a Buddhist. This is why my ministry is not just another blog, it is elevated way beyond that. A new way of faith, of believing. 

I like to call myself spiritual but not in a Christian sense and this is like a ton of blogs online that will regurgitate info from the bible and not listen to any current adaptation. I like to operate within the confines of a Buddhist virtual raver ministry and not many like me around so it offers a unique perspective on events. 
I get pretty mad when people diss religion because I am religious in a sense that I personally have offered a solution to religion, if you don't like what you hear from big churches or beliefs damn it, do the work and create your own. and stop bitching about how all religions are evil and how athiest you are.

I have thought long and hard about how to approach this subject but it must be written because it falls under the realm of a techno church, this past week Michael Alig was released from prison after about 20 some odd years in the slammer for a brutal murder. He rose to fame in the early 90’s as a representation of young ravers, the scene was skyrocketing and the xtacy was blasting people off to space. He was in an infamous magazine called project X and was simply known as the NYC clubkids whom were being paid appearance fees just for being present at events. Long story short, he is gay and was a hot twink and he used his striking looks to forward the rave culture and techno music in a show of post modern performance art.

This was when the rave scene was quite something. And then he got into a catfight with a dealer and another raver in the pits of despair-k hole, heroin hole, b hole. They were arguing over a drug debt and the dealer pushed Michael into some glass and seeing the horror about to ensue the other raver hit the dealer over the head with a hammer and killed him. In the pits of a drug induced paranoia and frenzied sketchiness they put the body in the bath tub where it sat for a week rotting.

After some time they decided to saw off the legs and haul the body to the river where it was dumped and found many weeks later. There is a movie about all of this, it is called partymonster.

So after he was busted the police offered him a plea deal of like this many years in exchange to testify against the former club owner of Alig’s crazy parties. And here he is, out and free, I think it is brutal to have something like this weighing on your consciousness, even more brutal is 20 years in jail amidst gangs, rapes, and fights. It is just a travesty all around if you think about it and the poor guy that got murdered but I have met people like him in the rave scene.There is A LOT of darkness in a scene that ultimately preaches unity and love.

I can say I am happy and proud that this did not happen to me, in fact it could have happened to any raver – anything can happen after you have been up for 3 days snorting lines.

It got to the point where I was taking trains up to whistler and hearing voices and scratching my arms in the hot tub with thousands of scratches or realizing all of a sudden that you have been kissing a pig nosed girl for the past hour when you are gay.

I seriously think the rave scene has messed with a lot of people, Satanism ran rampant through the 90’s in underground drug dens and warehouses and people are just starting to recover

Help and assist as much as possible and do not judge, it could have happened to you just as easily, help others recover in such a traumatic place to live. You may find at the end, the faculty, the gods, the buddhas, the court or whatever that decides where you go next will allow Michael Alig a pass into evolution because he has done his work and lived out a complexity of the universal and you or somebody you know will have to come back around again a thousand times.
Ascension is reserved for the highest evolved beingz :) 

-Shaun A. Delage

☮❤【ツ♬★☢ ♬★☢•✰ You can spread merit by sharing this post- ●♫♪

Paws 4 a MoMenT

I think one of the secrets to life is to live it as sanely as possible amidst an insane world. Everyone is allowed to make mistakes and get swept up in hype, I figure when common sense hits that is when you can begin to right the wrong.

Me personally I have a hard time not going insane with the process of writing a book, it is funny because a good book needs time to develop, if I am to be quick and feisty about it, it would be poorly put together, kind of a funny notion to an impulsive aries.

Much of the world is happening at a million miles a minute and the chances you get to slow down and calm down and put it to rest you begin to understand true enlightenment. Everyone else is caught up in four or five reality shows and asks you what you think of them and you quietly state, oh I don’t have cable TV –just to see their look would be priceless because they would look at you like you’re an alien.

I tend to think of the structure of this reality quite a bit, and not only can you begin to ponder it when you are out of touch with reality, but better yet place yourself outside of the scope of reality on your own doing.

Much of society resembles a prison structure, if you think about it, chow, gym, work, bars shut-tv and sleep

It is funny because no prisoner would be accepting of a prison structure if they did not put themselves there, which is why me personally, I would like to attain the knowledge that the average person overlooks, in their speedy life.

I tend to ponder the diversity of the universe constantly, with things like slugs going a few inches a minute to a leopard that can dash that in .4 of a second.

Which means there are parts of the universe that are operating so slowly you would need to pull up a chair and wait in line to get any sort of acceptance.

I have always adhered to the old adage- slow and steady wins the race.

I think about humanity constantly, I think about how much each of us has to suffer while alive, but most don’t think about things like this, they are simply too busy.

The going philosophy is to suffer constantly and you either do it with some wealth or without, haha have to be more resourceful without wealth. I think about how things are vastly different between us in Canada and our neighbours down south America, we differ vastly in realms of population and health care, crime, race, class, power, things like that.

And that’s just looking at my neighbor, try looking one thousand miles away at a vastly different continent for example to see what you take for granted, like going to the doctor, having access to clean, fresh and pure drinking water, having your meds paid for by the government, a system of welfare for its citizens, dentistry, education, a food store that you can walk into and buy anything imaginable with $20

It almost is a curse to not really ponder how lucky in effect each and every one of us are to live in such a wealthy and positive home and country. I think stuff like this just plain could stifle the mind of a Buddhist monk for a decade and still not come to any conclusions.

I ponder how quick I get access to information, information online, and it brings great many hours invested if  the information is not grounded in a sense, much like my investigation into the one peoples public trust. There are a great number, unfathomable amounts of things online that one can subscribe too, literary cults of sorts just waiting for your eyes to come onto the information, much like what has made you come here, the ultimate question, how did you come to read these words, how do you perceive them, can you use the information.

I have always strived to be somewhat grounded and intelligent in my approach, literary wise I can be perceived as a spiritual leader, but that is just with a few rounds of intense editing process.

Essentially all spiritual leaders are human, we make mistakes, and essentially those that can admit their mistakes are the ones that can lead others, those that cannot admit any wrong doing therefore not learning from that wrong doing in my opinion should not be trusted. But not everyone is attaining to be a spiritual leader. Essentially what anybody is looking for is answers, to abide by universal laws governing their actions, to waste an hour away in what seems like millions upon millions of hours here.

So many are trapped by the materialist, it is shocking to ponder but that is why these souls keep returning over and over again to a materialist structure, and there is a war on between more ancient cultures with beliefs so complex there hasn’t been any English words invented that could describe it.

Snuff out those ancient cultures, they are babbling on and on and replace that jungle with a strip mall lol

I think there is a great war on also between most of the people and the people that hold the keys to this reality, there is a war on between people that are opposed wholeheartedly to this structure and the confines in which they reside. Those that make all the choices for them and the magic is almost to unfathomable to explain, and nobody can really wrap their heads around the magnanimity of the situation we are all involved in so we just continue, a pseudo lazy resistance.

It is funny because if you were to tear away the veil that is holding us all it would be far more simpler than one could imagine, the fact is nobody really is aware of their ancient or tribal roots, we have lost our celestial purpose amongst decades upon decades and layers upon layers or multi tiered programming.

We wouldn’t know what to do if everything fell, most of us would jump off a bridge because there isn’t signs everywhere and people dictating policy what to do next where to go what to say.

Which leads me to believe that everything is happening as it should, we are being lead slowly to the future, and when we get there, the beauty of it will be far more than is explainable.

Try to belong and involve yourself as much as possible, the world needs you to make an impression and heal, you matter-even if you are simply meditating on ultimate reality.

-          Shaun A. Delage

☮❤【ツ♬★☢ ♬★☢•✰ You can spread merit by sharing this post- ●♫♪

Pickle Calico

What a creative time to be alive, and the reality is manifesting itself as quite a peculiarity lately

Mostly in the news we have things like bodyparts killers, cannibals, austerity and Greece collapsing

For the most part there seems to be a sexuality war on with straights pitted against gays, the religious against the non etc.  I truly believe that we are given many freedoms here and an almost trickery of the gods that run this realm is that if one individual is given many freedoms their mind goes nutz and soon enough you have things like molestation, and murder running rampant

Which is why I theorize that this is a pseudo repository or purgatory of sorts where you are judged and sent off to the lower hell realms or the very very few that are lucky and have divine natured souls, compassion, happiness, etc and have done their lives work get to ascend into the more divine realms

I always question how a god or divinity could allow such atrocities to take place which is why I think that this matrix we are all housed in is this pseudo judging station where everything you do is watched be it by interdimensional orbs or aliens or angels, and you are critiqued based on your actions whether you are fit to ascend or like most who have sold out and contributed trauma and abuse on loved ones and strangers you get to descend to lower more vulgar realms where you belong

Not saying that everyone is going because some youth and teens and kids etc do some pretty stupid things but there comes a time when you are pretty much meant to learn your lessons and move on and if you don’t and continue trauma then of course your soul will not gain entrance into more divine realms where like minded souls exist to perpetuate enlightenment in their existence

It must be brutal to be the one that says descend/ascend but without that authority there would be dimensional chaos and the whole reality or realities would be cast into the hell realms forever more

And most people dream of heaven and a better place where you have a castle and endless money and jewels and love and futurist trains to visit your loved ones

I have no doubt the future is watching us in the present to be able to choose who gets to join them in their enlightened realms but as well the more shady realms and vulgar realms also requisite the nasties into their realms as well which is why we have the spectrum of the black and white squares on the checkerboard floor

Me, I have made mistakes but also around 2005 worked to attain absolution of my sins for perpetuity so that I may feel more content with my existence and this is the glorious work of the divine

Much of life is learning from your mistakes and many of those surrounding me don’t get me, I am pretty simple minded and simple things please me, definitely not materialism

Mind you if I had one hundred million in my savings account I think I would go pretty nuts but most people have to do disgusting things to get that amount of blood money

I strongly feel that I am doing my life’s work by marketing my art movement, however bizarre male art with collage impressions may seem in the moment and writing my novels etc and I know god or divinity laughs at my silly attempts at stardom but at some point the negativity is going to have to lift and I am able to ascend into full liberation

In meditation I always strongly focus on the following words to aid my growth

I ask for power, authority, happiness, wealth, liberation, enlightenment, intelligence, art and love for all beings

I tend to repeat that as a mantra while welcoming those words energy then stop to cycle the earth a few times then move onto metta meditation which is sending your energy out and I do two things,

I send energy to all my relations, no matter whom then close my aura and protect it

Then I also send out things like, negativity, hatred, sickness, anger, suffering, trauma and abuse back to the earth that gave it to me in a grounding cord of sorts to the middle of the earth so that it may utilize that energy for good and to reverse some of the negativity in my being, since I am imprisoned here by gravity and forces I cannot control I feel in essence it is a smart thing to do – to return that negativity to the source that gave it to me and say, no thanks

I am just thankful that my own psychosis manifested itself in the form of nudist Buddhism and not complete grizzly murderous rage and this is a rare thing to be diagnosed with schizophrenia it only affects about 1% of the population of earth but it also carries a scary stigma associated with it. I was horrified when I found out that the greyhound bus head eating murderer was diagnosed with schizophrenia – I was like fuck I would never do that that is disgusting but there are many forms of schizophrenia and there is no cure

I strongly believe that each individual forwards their own enlightenment if they should so choose, if they watch horrors, play disgusting video games and just work as a slave there is no saving them

Thankfully I am stable and sound and have learnt from my mistakes, received proper therapy and catscans and time to reflect in a hospital several times, to me taking my clothes off at an embassy or a Buddhist nunnery seemed normal at the time but it took several hospitalizations and very awesome Canadian care to help me to understand that I have a life long condition and that awareness is sublime

Not to mention I get a lifelong pension for it haha but that is a whole other story all together – but it isn’t easy living on what I live on, it may be a free income but I am left with very little choices or entertainments which is why I take on projects like art or novels or meditation because creativity and expression are free

I am doing things I enjoy and living life on my terms, not having to submit myself for endless indoctrination or exams or whatever and am living in an enlightened state now with no stress and a kind and loving gentle man that loves me as much as I adore him

Peace and beauty seems to be my driving force

-          Shaun A. Delage

Men and Boys in trouble with conspiracy the #1 jailer

 FREE MARC EMERY

FREE COLTON HARRIS-MOORE

FREE MICHAEL ALIG

FREE BRADLEY MANNING

FREE JULIAN ASSANGE

This remains their jailer