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I have experimented with various options for the blog this past few weeks and have done a good deed in making it look more streamlined and readable and I wanted to post my facebook photos but it just wasn’t feasible so I will stick to the originality of this virtual ministry and post only my discourses and the occasional video from youtube
I have had quite a good month this past month, just been trying to keep my schedule normal and normal to me is waking at dinner time and going to bed at breakfast time and it is what keeps me the most sane and the most productive and reflective
Safe to say at this point I am like 90% of a virtuosity lol
The past week I have been setting up my stores again in Second life and week before that was getting the ebook up on amazon so it has been a busy time
I have had some time to read news and such online, and I see a lot of blogs suffer blogger burnout and this is unfortunate, it should be a creative output as well but most bloggers are looking to make money or whatever and I have shifted my focus on this blog away from pop culture and into the vices of a Buddhist ministry and no subject is too scorching for a Buddhist. This is why my ministry is not just another blog, it is elevated way beyond that. A new way of faith, of believing. 
I like to call myself spiritual but not in a Christian sense and this is like a ton of blogs online that will regurgitate info from the bible and not listen to any current adaptation. I like to operate within the confines of a Buddhist virtual raver ministry and not many like me around so it offers a unique perspective on events. 
I get pretty mad when people diss religion because I am religious in a sense that I personally have offered a solution to religion, if you don't like what you hear from big churches or beliefs damn it, do the work and create your own. and stop bitching about how all religions are evil and how athiest you are.
I have thought long and hard about how to approach this subject but it must be written because it falls under the realm of a techno church, this past week Michael Alig was released from prison after about 20 some odd years in the slammer for a brutal murder. He rose to fame in the early 90’s as a representation of young ravers, the scene was skyrocketing and the xtacy was blasting people off to space. He was in an infamous magazine called project X and was simply known as the NYC clubkids whom were being paid appearance fees just for being present at events. Long story short, he is gay and was a hot twink and he used his striking looks to forward the rave culture and techno music in a show of post modern performance art.
This was when the rave scene was quite something. And then he got into a catfight with a dealer and another raver in the pits of despair-k hole, heroin hole, b hole. They were arguing over a drug debt and the dealer pushed Michael into some glass and seeing the horror about to ensue the other raver hit the dealer over the head with a hammer and killed him. In the pits of a drug induced paranoia and frenzied sketchiness they put the body in the bath tub where it sat for a week rotting.
After some time they decided to saw off the legs and haul the body to the river where it was dumped and found many weeks later. There is a movie about all of this, it is called partymonster.
So after he was busted the police offered him a plea deal of like this many years in exchange to testify against the former club owner of Alig’s crazy parties. And here he is, out and free, I think it is brutal to have something like this weighing on your consciousness, even more brutal is 20 years in jail amidst gangs, rapes, and fights. It is just a travesty all around if you think about it and the poor guy that got murdered but I have met people like him in the rave scene.There is A LOT of darkness in a scene that ultimately preaches unity and love.
I can say I am happy and proud that this did not happen to me, in fact it could have happened to any raver – anything can happen after you have been up for 3 days snorting lines.
It got to the point where I was taking trains up to whistler and hearing voices and scratching my arms in the hot tub with thousands of scratches or realizing all of a sudden that you have been kissing a pig nosed girl for the past hour when you are gay.
I seriously think the rave scene has messed with a lot of people, Satanism ran rampant through the 90’s in underground drug dens and warehouses and people are just starting to recover
Help and assist as much as possible and do not judge, it could have happened to you just as easily, help others recover in such a traumatic place to live. You may find at the end, the faculty, the gods, the buddhas, the court or whatever that decides where you go next will allow Michael Alig a pass into evolution because he has done his work and lived out a complexity of the universal and you or somebody you know will have to come back around again a thousand times.
Ascension is reserved for the highest evolved beingz :) 

-Shaun A. Delage




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