Church of Techno, Buddhism, Suffering

Each day that goes by, each one of us gets closer to the truth, and truth is there is immense suffering on the planet, but each individual is apart of a complex matrix of suffering designed to illicit the greatest amount of energy to the system.

My own struggle has been one of immense suffering amidst a world of chaos, and the truth is now that I am able to reflect on things I understand that suffering is universal and suffering is personal and the world we live in is made of many many choices which bring an ultimate world of causalities

No matter what mindfuck the world or its residents puts you under you always have the present to take refuge in, that you are happy, that you are healthy and that you are alive, and each day that goes by you are getting closer to enlightenment and the truth, and ultimately your ascension!

Ascension in a world of secrets seems futile but some of us are granted this on a spiritual level because this is our path. My world has developed from a world of abuse and trauma and I could have the choice to stay in that world, or I could evolve and not let any of it bother me.

Truth is, most of us are under a massive level of psychological operations but nobody wants to talk about it, the same rulers exhibiting their power over us for millennia, choices, challenges, heartache.

Some of us, that are within the realms of monarch sciences will never escape it, but you can give yourself the power to overcome it with your decision making skills. A society that is ever so cruel and all it cares about is money, bosses that are psychopaths, friends and family leading us further in illusion but the thing is that each of us has to find in a world of illusion is a way out, and for some that way out is in intellect, or music, or through marijuana or through actual human beings that are willing to help those around them out of this mess.

I used to think that I would be set free from sharing so much online in the form of my manifesto or my blog but it has only led me down more paths in my own mind that I find tough to visit, but essentially any type of creative will is a gift from the divine, and many may wonder why I keep typing and this is my main belief is that I am uniquely helping others in little ways, and this is all apart of my own path of enlightenment and forgiveness, and a path that is unique and to be studied lol

How I escaped suffering is very simple, I found somebody that believes in me, and that loves me unconditionally and I can say the same for him, and with that I have found that I can overcome any obstacle or any part of my past that seems unfathomable. Having somebody as a soulmate has helped me counsel myself into a world of sanity and beauty.

Because it is beautiful being a forest monk with all the trappings of a regular person, not having to give up holding money or giving up eating after noon or give up media and internet and music, because essentially these things are important for me, but I have learned that I too like the Buddha can become enlightened on my own terms, any path of suffering I have left behind me or that this matrix of sorts has contrived is up to that system to figure out and not my own self, I have surpassed individual suffering to the point where things don’t really get to me as much as they used to, for example the mysteries and paradigms that I personally have gone through, people can spend decades trying to figure out a coded sentence from an illuminati master and it will literally drive them nuts.

I think the best advice for suffering in modern times remains with two essential keys, live in the present, and choose the middleground.

These things can be meditated on for decades with no solution, but one of grace. A world of choices comes about when you think very little of the past, or what you are not doing, or whether you should go to one extreme or another, I think people are more willing to save homeless in Bhutan than to help themselves in the moment and in the present lol

Keep evolving blogbuddies, it’s the only thing we have left, so many are so hurt by the past or fearful of the future that they never evolve, the world is filled with these types, and to be the one out of billions that made it so to speak seems to be the wisest option.

-Shaun A. Delage

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GraPeFruit RaVe

Well here is the first blog post/discourse of 2015

It has been a great year, when I hear the sound of fireworks and shotguns at midnight on new years eve I couldn’t help but be overcome with emotion, emotion because I have lived another year and because I personally have made it this far, we have lost countless people in the past year and for each and every one of us to make it another one marks a beautiful renewal that touches each and every one of us even for just a millisecond when the clock strikes midnight

Many of us are slowly making our way in this structure to keep ourselves alive, well and healthy. But there are people that do not need to work so that they can live to survive. I have been taken care of relatively well the past decade and I am fortunate to be able to be a monk in real life and follow my spiritual pursuits out in the forest and after a decade of practice I can say that there is not one set methodology to enlightenment because it is different for each and every one of us, while I may be striving for wealth another may be striving to excel in magic or another as a pillar of their community while another just wants their family to be okay or another wants to excel in education.

So for any religion to teach a set path to absolute enlightenment would be an illusion, essentially a religion that can provide the path to a way of thinking proves to be the most just cause, and I have heard countless times that ALL RELIGION IS EVIL and just imagine hearing this when you call yourself a reverend, hahaha it makes you ashamed at that title. I think the issue with people saying all religion is pointless and not valid to current times, have simply said that out of ignorance because there is many many paths one can take, and heck if you can’t find the right one, then take pieces of it and form your own faith if this is what you think the world needs, for heaven’s sake don’t waste your life away in ignorance when there is thousands of Buddhist discourses waiting to be heard or millions of wiccan ebooks waiting to be studied or masters in meditation or reiki just waiting to teach !

Scientifically all religion may sound like an illusion per se, but you must ask yourself, where can I find the power to release myself from countless mindless rebirths, where can I ultimately place my trust to lead me to absolute and full enlightenment, and where can I spend decades practicing and not get bored.

For me, these questions found me in my early twenties, I was at a really difficult time in my life – I was facing 7 criminal charges including assault on another being with a weapon and I was addicted to various substances and living a karmically unfortunate existence where one day I was simply walking down a path in Vancouver and came across a discourse being taught by S.N. Goenka and that is how the enlightenment, Buddhism, and meditation found me.

I was finally able to unite with my soul, I was able to see that I was inflicting harm on others, and I also saw what I was doing to myself, and had the ability to see what would have happened should I have stayed on my path and there were two ends, prison or death.

So I faced everything head on and battled my demons and kept up with the practice and it found me when I needed it the most, now these days my meditation has evolved into a new level of meditation – of course a waking awareness type with no distracting thoughts which I find absolutely wonderful- only because I see people in real life so to speak that just race from one thought to another

And my meditation has evolved into directed and various different types I have invented or discovered and it is only unique to me, what I have discovered however I still laugh at the thought that if I won say $50,000,000 in the lottery –I think people would want to ‘understand’ my meditation technique lol

We need distractions yes to operate but when your whole life is set up with distractions what kind of life are you leading? You come home after ten hours at work –working for somebody else’s goals, turn on the television and watch another 4 or 5 hours of illuminated programming and go on the computer for an hour and then go to bed off to another dimension….where do you find YOU?

I have always thought that of course you need to zone out and give yourself a rest but at least give yourself an hour of meditation and then way later in the day another hour when you have forgotten about the first hour, then some affirmations then some books to help you on your path then you will be able to figure out your true path, why you are here and where you are going after

I definitely want to have control over where I go after this place, that is my #1 task

Happy New Year Blogbuddies

Have a good start to 2015

-          Shaun A. Delage

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EnLighTeniNG PaiN

I have been in a time of profound and complete change and ascension. With my Cat’s passing I have found a new way of life, a life that is incredibly short and meaningful so I am going to carve a canoe out of my own life, and it is going to be beautiful.

Part of it is going back into the vegetarian world, I think I have the ability to make it a life long happy decision, and I have been a week without meat and I am still alive lol before this place I live in now I only had a grasp of basic culinary knowledge. One of the gifts my partner has bestowed on me is a love of food, and making things from recipes and from scratch. So I also like renunciated eating so to speak, just have some rice and lentils instead of an elaborate meal. So I am aligning all my foodie nature and just experimenting with various styles the next few weeks. I am looking forward to a slow cooker slow roasted vegetable stew or soup, in it I am putting potato, celery, kale, spinach, Portobello, tomato, and probably cut up a tofu sausage along with barley and lentils.

So when you begin to believe that what goes between your teeth is medicine you can have a more solid understanding of yourself.

I have been addicted to freshly squeezed lemonaides too, so yummy and manna bread hehe

Apart of my whole thing lately is a path of ascension and I sent off a sincere and forgiving letter to my mom correcting everything that has been wrong in my life and apologizing for some things I did as a teen. I think most people don’t know how to communicate ‘everything’ in a letter but I have done a good job, I also think that much of society is unable to say I am sorry, and unable to articulate their pain so they continue without ever putting closure, and most people would say ‘oh just forget the past’ but that is not how you do it, this is why there is so many addicts out there and people suffering.

My whole take on the honesty letter is that it is my side of the story, and nobody has cared to ask me what my side is, and in our country there is presumed innocence and some of it involved chargeable offences in which I was branded a deviant and that is wrong, and most of all it is wrong for a mother to have this sickened view of her own son.

So needless to say I have been brought up in one of the two million monarch sciences families in the west and this is how I have been identifying myself for the past few years, a monarch slave.

Now I have a new definition of myself that is more empowering, I am an indigo child.

Indigo’s choose to incarnate into difficult families because they have no families most likely after they have gone through childhood they become disowned or move on spiritually and indigos have incarnated to lay the seed for the crystal children to do their work next.

Nobody knows where indigo’s come from, some speculate another dimension entirely

Which brings me to my next thoughts, I am now experiencing total OOBE (out of body experiences)

It began with old hag sleep paralysis then started developing into a total separation of soul/spirit/astral from physical. From what I can understand it is a rare thing to have happen to people, and most people only discover this type of sensation when they have a near death experience or going through surgery etc and only may happen about five or six times in their life.

I have had 5 total experiences this month, mostly just floating around the room but it has evolved into going into a sort of void and then having a sexual experience lol and also I have started actually opening my astral eyes and when I do I tend to see a different house where I am currently and last night I saw a hand with about 20 fingers on each hand, which I tried to kiss, I know yuck right lol

I have approached this part of me with no fear, and ultimate happiness as it must be spiritual evolution and what most occultists aim to achieve, I don’t know if it is a by product of my rave days drug use, my meditation or the fact that I am the present temporal leader of the Virtual Church of Techno, I have no idea but It may be a combination of a multitude of things, one which I would like to develop.

I also take herbs to aid in dreaming including dream herb and mugwort –I buy them in loose bulk form and cap them myself in clear gelatin capsules

So who knows, perhaps the path of the rave reverend

PEACE LOVE UNITY AND RESPECT

-Shaun A. Delage

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“Say to yourself first thing in the morning: today I might meet with people who are meddling, ungrateful, aggressive, treacherous, malicious and unsocial. All this has afflicted them through their ignorance of true good and evil. But I have seen that the nature of good is what is right, and the nature of evil what is wrong; and I have reflected that the nature of the offender himself is akin to my own - not a kinship of blood or seed, but a sharing in the same mind, the samefragment of divinity. Therefore I cannot be harmed by any of them, as none will infect me with their wrong. Not can I be angry with my fellow human being or hate him. We were born for cooperation, like feet, like hands, like eyelids, like the rows of upper and lower teeth. So to work in opposition to one another is against nature: and anger or rejection is opposition.”

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Marcus Aurelius, Meditations

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Canine Jaw

Well it has been awhile since I have written but I have been recovering from a nasty bug kinda fun !!

I have been non stop into my meditation, I love meditation because it calms the mind totally, and I use it to manifest things, I have been VERY lucky manifesting more things than nature allows.

Manifestation works very slowly and you have to be able to allow it to attract what you need over a gradual amount of time, and it may take several lifetimes. But the sooner you start the better off you will be, not everyone has goals of manifesting great wealth.

Most just use meditation to calm the mind and still racing thoughts and come to some sense of healing in the present. I am somewhat greedy lol after my psychic reading ages ago I came to terms with the fact that I am VERY lucky and to always put myself in positions of life changing decisions.

I think the main thing about manifesting things is, people don’t understand exactly how they will get what they seek, and this should not even be considered. It will happen.

We are in a very chaotic time to be alive, quite a bit has been happening in my country and North America and beyond.

Soon we will get into the Olympics hype again which is one reason I am fortunate to not have a television, and what does one do without TV? Meditate, read, net, dream, listen to music, write, focus, attain and live!

I have been shocked to see that about 4 out of 5 movies I see on Netflix (and shows) have the masonic checkerboard floor on them. It is funny because nobody knows unless you are initiated what it means, but it is everywhere and it is scary. I do also believe that we are in a New world order scenario but it is a soft or friendly new world order. 

I think as the generations progress much of the things we are scared about like microchips and world government and stuff will become mainstream.

It also seems as though we have averted a world war with the Syria thing, but we also have that looming overhead most of the time, and we have the fukishima disaster looming and anything could happen but it is best not to give into the fear based programming and live each day as if it is a gift, only when you have gone down the route of suffering by stocking up on barter supplies and building a fallout shelter do you discover that you yourself are involved in some sort of illusion.

We are always at a precipice of annihilation but that is why you treat every day as a gift that you are alive and breathing as a gift from the divine for your good deeds and you are able to give the gift of your presence to your loved ones for just another day.

Personally I think the end of the world thing died out in 2012, but there are new catastrophes to look out for and new challenges and we all have to stay calm and focused on the ultimate goal, to liberate all beings from suffering and to ascend as an individual, but most of all to personally assist others in their lives to make things easier.

It isn’t easy being human, with sickness, disease, poverty, hunger, suffering, pain, sadness, etc

I am happy that I get to serve my present company, and bring in a new holiday season.

I have had my book on various realms, and nothing no sales, and I do hold the copyright certificate just so you know, I am battling writing more books and getting into that vibe again, I think I was born to write books,  It would be funny for somebody to tell me I am not a writer when I have ten books written lol

Yes so sickness wise, I got a nasty bug and it felt like I was going to die for a few days, and it made me connect with my inherent humanity, so the only thing that kept me alive was buckleys lol

It is quite cold where I am right now, it just chilled across the entire environment, which makes me feel compassion for beings that are not surrounded by warmth like us, like squirrels and deer, that have to live in the cold the whole season.

I put out some pumpkin seeds for our neighbourhood squirrels- I figure it helps them out a bit more.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Mainstream ANTHEM art !!

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piece by peace

My life lately has been a sad evolution, after living with my mother for almost 4 years after a breakup of 9 years I have decided to leave home and move to a lake beside Victoria named Shawnigan lake hehe named after meh.

Evolution and change it seems are very hard to do, somebody told me after venting some frustrations of living with family –you can move, were all given the same chance in life.

Sadly because of finances and such I felt trapped. Most youth these days are living at home as well and the ones that are not are living in a painful plethora and confusing array of slavery, social obligations and servicing debt

While I view moving in with a trusted and amazing friend a beautiful miracle, that I am permitted to live a rural existence, I am pained by my last attempt to move to the lake, I wanted out but when I got here the isolation and everything got to me

While I also identify as being non sexual with a partner it is easier to say hey bud lets just be roomies hehe

I am rather defeated by love it seems, not being able to identify into a sexual role per se but a technological sexuality

My life it seems must go through stages of letting go for me to move onto enlightenment

My end goals are a Buddhist hermitage on Denman island at the moment and it is a glorious miracle as well that I am able to handle money even as a monk, the kagyu lineage is not particularily conservative and it is a monastery that I will be working to build from the ground up- they have a yurt for meditations an RV and some cabin style accommodations

It has been my focus to ordain as a Buddhist monk since taking two 10 day retreats in the Vipassana meditation centres and while those doors are shut to me there is the ability to possibly ordain in an ancient tibetian lineage rather than the conservative thai therevada lineage

I would have to save up money to go to Nepal to be ordained but would eventually come back as a full fledged Buddhist monk and this remains my focus and my goal

While Buddhism is a rather odd faith to believe in, it is also rather reclusive and  offers things like shaving hair, celibacy, no eating after noon etc which to the common laity seems a bit of an extreme measure but one many nuns, monks and llamas undertake

It has been painful the past couple days almost severing ties to my old life and welcoming and adapting to change, this was my greatest fear- 2012 seems to be a time of not undertaking grave adventures or making undue risks but maybe this is the propaganda at work who knows, just sit back and watch the world go by because it is going to end haha

What I find most appealing about monastic living is being around beings of my own kind, evolved, smart, happy, compassionate, sincere, sensitive old souls striving for enlightenment and it is a life long commitment

The lord Buddha instituted the monastic order to alleviate the suffering of the householding life.

While I also identify with being a lay hermit it seems that this hermitage would fit considering I would have a lifelong income afforded to me due to my illness but I understand it would be a lot for the monastery to take on, a medicated insomniac schizophrenic gay guy but monks and nuns are never perfect

Mostly nobody sees any shreds of mental illness in me, thanks to my medication I am on and it is prevalent in times of stress

It is very terrifying to make rash choices in life and deal with the outcome

But I believe I am being protected and guided by forces none of us can understand

My life was an internal prison structure and I need an evolved step to bring me to my most ultimate purpose. Life deals out choices like this

Most likely if I am refused in the denman island place I will look at moving back to Vancouver or choose to stay here in shaunigan lake hehe

Hold onto enlightenment, it acts swift

    Shaun A. Delage

kai style

I wanted to showcase how Rev. Kai has affected my conciousness and how much i appreciate his presence in my life. These comics were made for him the greatest pop art i have ever made...I will make more in the future they are fun :)