Chicken Tumor

Much of the hidden world operates with the seen world, and things that happen to you in the hidden world depend on your visible reality. This is why neighbourhoods are segregated and income levels stay the way they are because it is done by highly adept planners of society. They make ‘affordable’ housing in it’s own jurisdiction which is why many people never come out of their situation – they are literally surrounded by the energies that keep them weighted to the ocean floor so to speak. This is why ‘rich’ neighbourhoods are all surrounded by likeminded people. There is some exceptions to the rule like islands where super rich and super poor hippies mix but it is a rarity. Another reason why gay people have their own ghettos and why much of what may be acceptable in a gay ghetto is highly frowned upon in a rougher or different place of abode.

If you are surrounded by people with money, you will make money, if you are surrounded by people with a needle in their arm waiting to cut somebodies throat for a dollar… this is the place that will surround you.

Much of what you input into your reality becomes your reality. So even the slightest fray into vampires or horror movies, violent video games or bizarre gore will leave your psyche wanting more of this and have you obsessing over this type of stimuli

So if you watch shows of rich people and the mistakes they make, listen to classical or worldly music, inhale a cigar, and go on a weekend cruise up the coast on a cruise ship –you will only welcome such a class level into your future.

If you eat pizza pockets. Live in a cut throat ghetto with dealers on the street, and live in filth-can’t clean up after yourself and talk like a miscreant –suffice to say that there may be no relative evolution.

There is always room for people and souls whom want to evolve and ascend, and there is always things around the corner for these types –new things to discover, new things to help you evolve.

It’s almost like as if, you eat the same thing everyday –day in, day out and you just stay the same but if you expand your horizons and move away from the pizza pockets and make a halibut with dill sauce or learn how to make gyoza from scratch or if you even have the slightest clue what cilantro is all the power to you lol

I think rich people are very skilled at adaptation, the true wealthy people, because you can have a ton of money and have zero class likewise you can be very poor and have more class than somebody with ten million.

Nature is a very unforgiving place to live, and myself I have been contemplating my existence in my meditations, a life of extreme adversity and pain and sadness but I was able to turn it around and embrace boredom with all encompassing creativity.

It is tough being introverted because chances are there will be no friend to help you out, there will be no opportunity just waiting to be found, there will be no obstacle that a best friend can help you out with, there will be nobody to cheer you on, there will be nobody to tell you about your weaknesses.

I have learnt to embrace my reclusiveness and summon the energy I need from a spiritual level, and learn things that most people couldn’t invest a decade learning, I seek a path of spiritual gain and spiritual power and enlightenment. Of course we all need to make money and exist – but with that out of the way, the fact that I will most likely never be given the opportunity to work again because of my disabilities it is in a way defeating but also empowering in a sense and not many people in my situation could walk out of it all sane, because who wants to be told that the 3650 nights that you are up you will spend it alone with your thoughts with very little human interaction.

Most people would literally go insane, it is almost like a prison cell -4 walls and a ceiling but thankfully I have dipped into my un ending creativity and I have some feline souls to help me through this.

I am doing ok though – I just imagine another person trying to live my life lol it could not be done.

Yet I have very little time in my night to achieve all I need too.

We haven’t even unlocked the secrets of why cats are here, why we sneeze and what happens after this place so my night seems like a triviality

Stay sane in an insane world blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage

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CounTess CaTaRaCT

It’s funny, I have had a lot of time to contemplate this past week but no discourses for a bit, I have tried to post videos I am watching so people can be up to speed with things that are in the obscure, a video recently said the Christ was most likely a paranoid schizophrenic haha try telling the world that, it is brutally funny because our whole society is built on this one man, seemingly…..and his delusions of grandeur. I have had some profound meditations this past while and synchronicities that lead me to believe that I am on the right path, and that everything is going as it should be.

So much psyops lately in the mainstream it is unbelievable and you only notice these things when you catch glimpses of what the mainstream is up to like I do, I don’t have a television so I am not hypnotized into that realm, and people would ask ‘what do you do’ I respond, LIVE !!!! hahaha

I think much of these psychological operations are millennia old and tiring operations that go from decade to decade to keep people from finding themselves so they keep coming back time and time again to undergo another prison sentence until they get it.

I have asked myself why was I born where I was and not in some slum or war torn country and I think it has to do with good deeds, and I keep doing them onward as I go so I have full faith that the next life will be opportunistic –however part of me doesn’t want to live another life as a being, I would like to evolve to more higher realms rather than the vulgarity I have witnessed here. I kind of wonder sometimes about all of us being soul harnessed here and imprisoned in this reality and some of us are royalty and celebrities on other planets but our soul was kidnapped and brought here to live out a life of slavery for a few elites, people call my way of life, the way I see past this existence socialism or whatever but I think of a few things when I think of enlightenment, I see meditation as an essential quality in life to constantly bring your nature to the present moment and present second, because everything is in the present, all history and all future, you can shape your destiny and the future destiny of earth and beyond, but what our society is lacking is the people that can say that this is possible

So essentially we have soul fragments all over trapped in illusion never discovering who they really are or asking the right questions, or revolting against an unkind and uncaring society to be in.

Suffering is immense but also beauty is immense as well, and not many people can recognize the beauty in mystery like helping others, or animals that don’t speak our language, and I strongly believe that if your role is to assist others in their very paradoxical life of suffering and sadness that it is amazing that you yourself can bring light and power and beauty into their existence –because there isn’t much of us around.

It’s funny because right now I am thinking of purpose, and I have written about 12 chapters into my third book and it takes so much of my energy to finish another chapter yet I can pen out dozens of these blogposts or discourses in the meantime.

I have not yet figured out why some on earth seemingly get handed a wonderful existence why those that possess the qualities I align with are meant to live destitute and sick in lives of seeming illusion.

I think it has to do with the way the earth is structured and only so many are permitted from each personality type and galaxy and it seems what is rampant is this reptilian hybridic hive mind people that are not very intelligent, vain, materialist, opinionated and obsessed with triviality that have all the power in this dimension.

Our media is vulgar and every 2 minutes there is advertising, GREAT enough time to pee and get a cracker, then back to it. Our movies are not very complex and it really takes some hunting to find something actually agreeable, our shows are rife with hidden messages, coded theory, hypotheticals, and programming. Our social media is filled with people adept at making others feel miserable about themselves, our school system, in fact if you do survive it per se, and not end up like one of the beings I speak of above is a rarity, it is filled with abusers, and weirdos and a virtual prison system for the young.

Our religions are based on books penned seemingly thousands of years ago based on some hippy and talks of realms above the clouds and an old vengeful god that will send you to hell if you touch your anus, or pleasure yourself… god give me a break ! The major religions on the planet will either behead you, suck the blood from an infant circumcision or abuse young ripe preteens and scar them for life.

No wonder we are all heading the way we are, our fundamentals are a tad bit flawed, then on top of it we have, slavery, addictions, sickness, poverty, psyops –on a daily basis!

I have never taken my role in society lightly, I try to shed some normalcy on an otherwise insane place to grow up and live, but I don’t have all the answers, and never will.

I guess in a sense somebody that helps you live another few hours, or have faith in another few days is divine intervention in such darkness.

Look within, tune out, connect with crystals, many years older than you, heal yourself, be kind to all beings and look forward to another day, correcting the last.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Toddler Picklez

Where I meant to leave off on the last audio discourse was that I am not envious of people passing me by so to speak in life, just because I choose to live a slower existence than most.  I have a tremendous responsibility out here in the forest co-sharing the responsibilities of a household, and caring for small animals, making sure they are fed, and staying sane given my own history of adversity seems to be a path that I can live with.

I always wanted to be a Buddhist monk my whole life since Vipassana and truth is, I cannot become a monk given my own challenges, like medication and insomnia, but on the other hand I see it is a faith that perhaps is ever evolving but is unwilling to make changes that go against the buddhas word.

I always have a sparkle in my eye for something that I could create, in time…being the actual physical Church of Techno where people could come and live my life for a weekend and have meditation, techno, and various other things like candy bead making and crystal therapy

It would be a true godsend where people could do a retreat and just be themselves and have a rave with 3 meals a day and nocturnalism take over.

It is funny how goals can change and adapt in life. People with any ounce of education that have spoken with me on a therapeutic level didn’t really get me as a person, which is why I think I am intrinsically unique and have much to offer those in my life.

I figure unless the Buddha or the Christ is in your life in your presence personally guiding you then what else do you have left, nothing but yourself, and others.

This is why I think that in each of us is the divine, the divine energy and the divine spark, and in each of us holds another piece of the puzzle waiting to be unravelled –answers, theories, stories, knowledge, guidance, advice, and love.

I think one of the greatest pieces of advice I can give for living is to be adaptable and be comfortable with this very moment as it exists, no matter how plain it may seem. So many are wanting to change themselves by altering their diet or doing a cleanse, or whatever, when the best thing you can do is be alone and discover the answers you need, because the divine works in silence and sometimes darkness.

It is okay to be conflicted with your own life yet be so comfortable with it that you just –live.

Having a human body is troubling at times, and needs a lot of work to keep it up and stay healthy. Life is suffering all around, and loss, and if you haven’t discovered those things count yourself lucky but also in a sense start preparing yourself for the time when you do discover those things.

I can’t stress how conflicted I am with my own life and my society that I see, I see individuals with vast amounts of enlightenment and intelligence suffering yet there is a chosen few in the world that have in a sense used cheatcodes on their income to really live above and beyond and in another dimension all together.

This I am conflicted with because everyone should be able to feel nourished, and cared for, and have guidance.

This is a funny concept because a society that simply doesn’t ‘guide’ it’s citizens into new avenues or help them financially or otherwise to attain new skillsets is a pointless society. One that only cares about who can muster up the last few remaining fiat currency bills for a better existence is an illusion.

We may be in the end times, but I don’t believe it, I think essentially this dimension has many years left, but also that we have been fractalized so there is countless dimensions and persona’s to explore after this so called life.

When things like schooling or travel or delicacies are forbidden to most of the populace you know you have an illusion.

I think one has to be concerned with adaptability because you never know when things like war are going to break out or a continent could fall, or a country could take over yours.

I think many put their blind faith in mainstream religions ‘gods’ but fail to realize that you are god, for goodness sake, look at you, you are the finest replica of god there is, the magnificence of your human self, the complexity of your human body, that heals, that dreams, that explores, you are worth 55 billion dollars to today’s standards, start demanding your share of your birthright.

-Shaun A. Delage

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ChEshire KaT

A long time ago I realized I was on my own per se, and this is terrifying to an individual.

I mean, most people have a family member or friend they can depend on, financially or otherwise

But when you are truly alone, only then can you come to terms with reality.

I have seen others operate, most of their houses are furnished by a rich family member, $700 to save you when you accidentally sent the cell phone company money twice, a new car when you turn 16, help with your first down-payment on a house, money for the new baby room, $2000 to help with the student loan underpayment. I realized I was on my own every single dollar, nobody to help with college, nobody to help me edit my book, nobody that would even care and this is a deafening reality to some while growing up some of my boyfriends were getting their private school paid for and were beaking off about how their servants serving their meal did it from the wrong shoulder, or they were getting a new car thanks to rich pop, our society is extremely unfair in it's setup, and most chav families out there you realize you are on your own from an early age, no wonder there is so much crime and adversity. These rich kids and their families gifting was beyond my own interpretation of reality, in a sense comes with more pressure but incredible to think about.

People don’t even know how much they rely on being helped along by their friends or family.

I can say that I have not been helped along other than a relationship. Just to be completely alone in your prospects is almost painful to most they try not to dwell on it too much. 

When you partner with somebody it is wise to be as kind, fair and just as possible.

The level of people that are suffering alone, is most likely immense, and you see these people scattering away in the sidelines, riding their bike down a highway filled with luxury cars, people still wonder why there is crime, and I observed an aged native man recently asking people for a dollar while they fill their luxury cars with food, and every single one was almost programmed to say NO. probably laughing off the old indian with a liquor store bag in his hands. It is just funny to me that we will gladly pay $8 for a box of cereal and can’t even afford to give somebody a dollar. How we are engrained to just shuffle along the streets passing by a dirty person lying with their hand out tears falling to the street. Technically it amounts to what have we become? Of course there has always been much poverty in the ages.  We have an incredible amount of people that are so broken by this structure and have no motivation to keep it going and very few that actually do in effect keep it moving. Being a part of 3 minorities I have a keen understanding of what people go through in life, myself being part native, disabled, and a gay man- I know in my heart what it is like to suffer and to have empathy and compassion. Karmically we live in a very unfortunate set of circumstances, and it is only enveloping as we go farther into strife with the entire world, safe to say about half the world is poverty stricken living in filth soaked slums, while we in the west live in an illusion of wealth.

We live in this illusion of wealth from little things like running, clean, healthy mountain water, to working toilets, food stores where you can buy any sort of munchies, working power and lights, every gadget one could imagine. How vastly different from India or Africa or S. America

Safe to say that somebody that does not recognize and have appreciation for these luxuries will end up living in something they never thought possible.

How easy it is, for a beautiful city to get plummeted with depleted uranium, for the forces that be to attack the water and sewage systems, and essentially collapse and entire city or country in a matter of minutes to hours.

We are surrounded by million dollar buildings and highways, stores that sell $800 jackets and $40 scarves. Yet we have people that are so sad they must shoot up heroin all over their bodies to achieve any sort of happiness.

It’s almost as if this world was built for the naïve and the ignorant materialist to bask in and not even think twice, about the untold suffering and horrible abuses that some of the citizens of earth must endure to live another day.

They say it is a gift from the Christ or the god that you can have this meal, or live in such opulence.

Where is this power present when somebody gets brutally murdered, raped, robbed, beaten.

Where is this power when one chooses to shoot themself, or jump off a cruise ship, or when a stray animal is dirty and wet huddling under a dumpster, where is this god when a prostitute is working the corner in 6 inch heels, where is this god, when abuse happens, and nobody cares, where is this god when the shelters are full and people are turned away –yet on sub zero cold nights we have the compassion to open more. Where is this power when the governments are passing laws that are downright criminally insane, where is the Christ when 12 police officers are beating somebody almost to death, if this god can see all, then why does it let countless masonic temples and fraternities do what they do, and allow nuclear armed submarines to scour the earth.

I am afraid the only divine, that you will find is within, they have long forgotten about this place.

Imprisoned within the body like a pearl, we all await our fate, whatever it may be.

I just am saying, not everyone here, has arranged to be here, nor wants to be here, This structure by far is the most terrifying design I can conceive of, a magnificent superMAX prison for those that have the most money. And literally those that don’t have the motivation to keep this illusion in place suffer with horrible health conditions and extreme poverty, suffering, and abuse.

The point of this discourse is not scare one away or harass their belief system

The point of this teaching is to make you aware of what you do have, the people in your life that guide and assist, the animals that look up to you for every meal, the plants that need your attention and those that you pass in the street, If you truly want lavish miracles to take place, it is imperative that you start performing a few.

-Shaun A. Delage

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