CounTess CaTaRaCT

It’s funny, I have had a lot of time to contemplate this past week but no discourses for a bit, I have tried to post videos I am watching so people can be up to speed with things that are in the obscure, a video recently said the Christ was most likely a paranoid schizophrenic haha try telling the world that, it is brutally funny because our whole society is built on this one man, seemingly…..and his delusions of grandeur. I have had some profound meditations this past while and synchronicities that lead me to believe that I am on the right path, and that everything is going as it should be.

So much psyops lately in the mainstream it is unbelievable and you only notice these things when you catch glimpses of what the mainstream is up to like I do, I don’t have a television so I am not hypnotized into that realm, and people would ask ‘what do you do’ I respond, LIVE !!!! hahaha

I think much of these psychological operations are millennia old and tiring operations that go from decade to decade to keep people from finding themselves so they keep coming back time and time again to undergo another prison sentence until they get it.

I have asked myself why was I born where I was and not in some slum or war torn country and I think it has to do with good deeds, and I keep doing them onward as I go so I have full faith that the next life will be opportunistic –however part of me doesn’t want to live another life as a being, I would like to evolve to more higher realms rather than the vulgarity I have witnessed here. I kind of wonder sometimes about all of us being soul harnessed here and imprisoned in this reality and some of us are royalty and celebrities on other planets but our soul was kidnapped and brought here to live out a life of slavery for a few elites, people call my way of life, the way I see past this existence socialism or whatever but I think of a few things when I think of enlightenment, I see meditation as an essential quality in life to constantly bring your nature to the present moment and present second, because everything is in the present, all history and all future, you can shape your destiny and the future destiny of earth and beyond, but what our society is lacking is the people that can say that this is possible

So essentially we have soul fragments all over trapped in illusion never discovering who they really are or asking the right questions, or revolting against an unkind and uncaring society to be in.

Suffering is immense but also beauty is immense as well, and not many people can recognize the beauty in mystery like helping others, or animals that don’t speak our language, and I strongly believe that if your role is to assist others in their very paradoxical life of suffering and sadness that it is amazing that you yourself can bring light and power and beauty into their existence –because there isn’t much of us around.

It’s funny because right now I am thinking of purpose, and I have written about 12 chapters into my third book and it takes so much of my energy to finish another chapter yet I can pen out dozens of these blogposts or discourses in the meantime.

I have not yet figured out why some on earth seemingly get handed a wonderful existence why those that possess the qualities I align with are meant to live destitute and sick in lives of seeming illusion.

I think it has to do with the way the earth is structured and only so many are permitted from each personality type and galaxy and it seems what is rampant is this reptilian hybridic hive mind people that are not very intelligent, vain, materialist, opinionated and obsessed with triviality that have all the power in this dimension.

Our media is vulgar and every 2 minutes there is advertising, GREAT enough time to pee and get a cracker, then back to it. Our movies are not very complex and it really takes some hunting to find something actually agreeable, our shows are rife with hidden messages, coded theory, hypotheticals, and programming. Our social media is filled with people adept at making others feel miserable about themselves, our school system, in fact if you do survive it per se, and not end up like one of the beings I speak of above is a rarity, it is filled with abusers, and weirdos and a virtual prison system for the young.

Our religions are based on books penned seemingly thousands of years ago based on some hippy and talks of realms above the clouds and an old vengeful god that will send you to hell if you touch your anus, or pleasure yourself… god give me a break ! The major religions on the planet will either behead you, suck the blood from an infant circumcision or abuse young ripe preteens and scar them for life.

No wonder we are all heading the way we are, our fundamentals are a tad bit flawed, then on top of it we have, slavery, addictions, sickness, poverty, psyops –on a daily basis!

I have never taken my role in society lightly, I try to shed some normalcy on an otherwise insane place to grow up and live, but I don’t have all the answers, and never will.

I guess in a sense somebody that helps you live another few hours, or have faith in another few days is divine intervention in such darkness.

Look within, tune out, connect with crystals, many years older than you, heal yourself, be kind to all beings and look forward to another day, correcting the last.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Panty Squirrel

Financial freedom is a positive outlook for anybody’s future but the ability to have spare money at a time like this is VERY difficult for anybody, I know this because I am on a pension that places me far below the poverty line, and I have a government that does not have the poor or vulnerable in mind we have 42 billion annually in profits in my province alone and it would take about 400-700 million to raise the rates of my pension to that of the poverty line, but they choose to coddle big pharma and mega corps and resources over their own citizens it is sad.

So I thought, to myself…what can I do to make sure I actually have money to spend, and the obvious but most difficult one for me was to quit smoking, see I don’t get those things and the hold they have over me, but I have been smoking for just over a year and then I went quite a few years not smoking then a few as a smoker, so an easy prospect but to somebody that enjoys the deathstick between contesting and after a meal and after a coffee the prospect is terrifying

Anyways my cash flow as a smoker is to the penny and my cash flow as a non smoker is like a few hundred extra and some money in savings, it is difficult to quit smoking, I can barely afford to smoke let alone the stop smoking products but my province (the same evil province) lol has a program in place where you get 3 months of stop smoking products free in January so total bonus, and I have tried everything but what seems to work is the gum and the patch.

I am motivated financially haha but it makes me think of how difficult it will be to live in the future if things are this bad now the world is going to have to go through massive change and adopt a pseudo socialist structure to support the people because frankly the capitalist system is causing more deaths and suffering than anything, and capitalism has failed.

I am thinking ahead to two outcomes, either we all sort of live in domes and sustainable communities gardening and with a shoebox home or when China takes over the globe and they show us exactly how the communist system works lol

Things have been pretty good lately just started my 3rd book after seeing a movie “Christopher and his kind” on Netflix, it inspired me enough to get back into writing, and I have been battling whether to continue the series or start fresh with a whole new style. And I chose to continue the Zenophobic series with one more book, and I own the copyright to the Zenophobic franchise which is awesome so nobody could copy my idea or use the name of the book and it is all registered with the government of Canada. Kind of a cool wordplay on Xenophobic and I think it will go far, my distributor, booktango has a program where you can put your book in a repository for agencies looking for books for movies, it is one of my goals to take advantage of this program because the movie would be awesome for rave culture.

That is another thing, set goals, If you have none, you will go nowhere, even if you start with 5 simple ones or 10 complex ones- at least it will get you into a goal minded mind. And expect a lot from life, if you expect nothing and wait for whatever to come you shall have nothing. Write your goals out in vivid detail and fantasize and think to yourself if you play the lottery exactly where every dollar will go, and rework and revise those plans, if you have a vivid imagination things like that friend on facebook that needs a new car, or perhaps you want to help your family members retire, or somebody with a student loan or you want to drop off one thousand dollars worth of kibbles at the SPCA for dogs and cats hahaha the possibilities are endless, it is ok to dream and when you start picturing the life you want rather than expect in your mind it all begins to fall into place, I have worked with vision boards and stuff but find it is way more efficient to work with the mind and send images and words back to the subconscious.

Create the life you want and don’t get bothered by the darkness – I have found a lot of darkness and evil the dreamworld in the scenarios that whomever controls the astral dream world can be very cruel and mean proposing things that are just plain evil or twisted or disgusting and I bet this is the case for those that are ‘dreamers’ we dare not say the dream we had last week of some twisted scenario  that really bothered you enough to give you a migraine. As long as in the waking, you focus on all that is good, all that is beautiful, all that is fortunate, compassionate, and loving. You will excel ! 

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Salted fry

The world is a much more calming place out in the forest and you actually get to see things as they are, simple, intuitive nature of the natural harmonies, and this is what many work to achieve but don’t get to, simply because they live in a concrete jungle surrounded by electromagnetic rays constantly.

It was a strange thought, to move into the country and leave much of what I have been indoctrinated to enjoy back in the city, and city people vehemently prop up their structure at all costs and the other way around with country people, while city people are a bit more reliant on the system to transport them and keep them fed and sound.

When I lived in Vancouver I was shocked at how many people were visibly unhappy with their surroundings, and likewise when I moved here to the forest I was shocked at how many people actually take the time to speak to you and not treat you like a number in a lineup

I was meditating on my porch recently and discovered that the Buddha wanted his monks to become enlightened surrounded by nature as it is. Not propped up by illusion. It wouldn’t make sense for a monk to be twenty stories up in a million dollar condominium

I question the nature of god constantly only because I cannot understand myself how something could decide, ok you get to live in Vancouver Canada and be born there, you get to live in north korea you will be born there, you will be born a cow, you will be born a kitten. The knowledge of who holds the keys escapes me constantly and I question the motives of such a creature constantly.

I have thought to myself quietly that there must be a gymnasium full of gods all vying for the domain of your soul and where it should reside, it would seem a blessing to be born in such a rich country but the country is rife with secret societies, so one would think where is the blessing in that? Where you must submit yourself for hidden rituals to obtain any sort of status in the materialist paradise we reside in. and those poorer countries have never heard of things like eastern star, lions club, knights of Columbus, etc because they are propped up by militant religious factions rather than a hidden cult of people professing strange beliefs and rituals to forward the makeup of their society.

I am pretty happy lately to have obtained the highest degree in universal life church. It is quite the accomplishment, kind of ironic to be so poor that I have usually $2 to my name, and still hold the titles of doctor, reverend, Ph.D etc I have been tempted many times by a more materialist existence and have found the illusions in such and just walked the other way, I simply want it to be on my terms not on somebody else’s

I always write in the church as if my followers have read my manifesto in entirety and the people involved a pseudo movie of sorts and a cast of characters that have attempted to ensnare the very nature of my soul. I think about them at times, and where they have rested in my story of a life.

I think of how they would feel seeing me on the national news after I have won a hospital lottery that I have been entering religiously for about 8 years. Fact is to win a lottery of sorts you have to believe stronger than anybody else, and make your case energy wise, you have to meditate constantly on the winning and believe, but also I have come to understand that there may be no other way to have massive amounts of power and authority, I just don’t see myself retiring on the fact that I can put away ten dollars a month so I invest in other ways, and there is a funny concept that names are drawn from a barrel and you win 2 million so it seems a fortunate concept for me personally, you pay $100 and you have a chance to win 2 million and the odds are one in 117,000 vs one in 24 million on the national lotteries, I don’t let the odds stack up against me, like you have a 99.9999% chance to lose, because this is illusion, try telling that to somebody that has won, and you have to believe, you have to attract this wealth to you and you have to imagine yourself of what you would do if you won to bring that to you.

Manifestation itself will work with whatever karma you have to help you achieve what you attain to have, but if it doesn’t work by the time your fifty years old, at least you are carving out your next existence as a wealthy and powerful individual in your next life.

I think money itself is one of the hardest things to come by in life, because its domain is pretty dark.

It is what is being used against us and to trap us, which is why you can’t be subservient to it at all costs.

Me I have realized with the help of psychics that it is coming for me, I just have to attract it and believe, and do my work constantly not to scare it away, it would seem fortuitous for a poor rave reverend to all of a sudden have a million to his name but it is my destiny…do you know yours…this is the nature of life. To figure out your path.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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finchy meat

I received some good news today from the mother church, that I have passed the highest degree in universalism with flying colours, and now the challenge seems to be getting the actual certificate to me haha but that is just the postal service.

I am met with a mixed array of responses, some congratulatory some jealousy, for I have embarked on a path of study that does not require dissertations or thesis’s so some may see it as something that is trivial or just of the net but I am happy that I can forward my credentials to the highest possible point because it gives me a personal sense of satisfaction

I have always tried to strive for the betterment of my disciples, and that is what you are if you are reading these words, some critique my grammar and say well he doesn’t have proper style so whatever and I have some enemies no doubt that read my words but I also have devotees because I write on text what they need to hear at the right time to validate their standing in life, and to prove that you don’t have to do what everyone else is doing to succeed, no doubt I have people of all races, sexualities and faiths that read my blog which I lovingly title the church of techno virtual ministry.

No real worship to follow, just some simple text to put to rest some of the madness, and allowing some beings to continue without haste to their truest most ultimate position but it doesn’t stop there – I know there is some sort of energy exchange at times when people read and idolize my writing and it was proven in the case of Michael Jackson, the poor guy couldn’t sleep because his songs were being played to tiring depths continuously, allowing people to lock onto the very nature of his soul and in a pseudo magic spire a constant barrage of images and scenarios must have fed his astral world, like mine and it is tough to move on, but me personally sleep escapes me most of the time, in the present I am blessed to be on a day schedule but most of the time I am on a night schedule, totally nocturnal !!

And I do need powerful meds to knock me out otherwise I just stay up continuously thanks to my rave days of tons of mind altering substances and banging techno for the entire night

So I am at a pretty good place in life, tucked away in a mountain resort community meditating and giving my disciples the hidden energy and paradoxes they need to continue but also providing enlightened discourse in the made up faith of techno as a church

I don’t view myself as wholly enlightened however, my writing doesn’t pass the grade on a grade 12 english exam but that hasn’t stopped me from getting my word out, and I do reread all discourses to make sure they are at least readable

The point to life is not to hoard everything imaginable like most people are doing but to live to serve others continuously, it may not be your life but this is my own personal enlightenment. Being that being that serves a squirrel a months worth of peanuts or being the being that helps others live their life easier in the form of partnership or being the being that changes cats litter without anger

I am blessed with a life of zero stress, more time imaginable for meditation and creativity and I do enjoy forwarding my own personal growth through enlightenment podcasts and of course I have the church of techno library at my disposal with an ebook reader that I touch to scroll through the pages

I have never been one to regurgitate information and just spew out dialogue I have learnt, I think this is the wrong approach. I think it is easier to relay what you know from your own mind in your own thoughts with your own vocabulary and it is okay to mess things up sometimes.

I seem to be the only faith and religion on the planet that is accepting of all sexualities and fringe esoteric and occult studies and subjects, hence a matrix techno universalist faith

I have placed a donation button on each post, not saying you need to donate to read my words I just look at this as a church and a church runs on donations, hopefully recovering some of the money I have spent on education and other things to forward the look of the virtual ministry, there are some wealthy internet surfers however and the donation button states that I must tell paypal of what I will spend the money on if I get over 10k so I would operate within my own personal structure if I did receive a large donation and possibly feed poor and low income families, if the donation was huge say two million lol I would actually look at the possibility of a physical structure that people could meditate and listen to techno all night for retreats or something while I give some discourses in enlightenment from the records of this virtual ministry or my own pseudo Gnostic ability to just chatter away at this stuff on a dias lol

Anyways it was good to find out I passed the test and will be posting the certificate as soon as I can

Thanks for reading blogbuddies

Take care

Shaun A. Delage

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