HaWaiian SalaManDeR

The challenge of life gets to people I think, for my own comfort and solace I find refuge in the life of a Buddhist monk, which makes me thankful for the simple luxuries I do have.

It is funny, everyone is striving for wealth it seems, but this is all an illusion, because there is far more wealthy people in the world than you can imagine, if you look at the high rises in a major city, you can’t help but think that somebody must own them, or a few

I think the thing that scares most people is that even if you are supremely wealthy and sophisticated the fact is that you can lose it all. And the notion that keeps people without wealth or power going is that you can go farther than your dreams in this reality.

Something that scares people from all walks of life, is losing the comforts of home. We are very fortunate in the west to live a comfortable and safe existence. But the truth is, it can be taken away in an instant.

The threat of a new world war or a supervirus or a terrorist nuclear bombing or another country collapsing is a reality for all of us.

Truth is, this reality is happening for about a quarter of the world right now, forced to walk for ten days to find refuge or political asylum in a neighbouring country to escape the bloodshed or unimaginable horrors going on that people are running away from.

Religion I hate to say is the main cause of all of this strife, race comes in a close second and money third.

Just an unfathomable amount of pain and sadness and horror in the name of god or (place appropriate divine being here) Which is one reason why I always have a mixed emotion about the titles I carry, one of them being reverend, I wanted to offer a point of view that doesn’t discriminate, that is compassionate, and respects all faiths and includes techno and mystery.

I think if people see at least one reverend that they can click with other than some weird old koot spewing blabber from a book written by god knows how many people purporting to be the word of the almighty, then they can stop saying that “all religion is evil” if everyone made their own belief system instead of blindly following others, or thousands year old weird rituals this world would be a better place.

I think the reason why there isn't as many reverends out there is that they haven’t discovered that they essentially are god. Their mind is god, their beautiful flesh body is god, just the mystery of how your body operates in a sack of skin is something nobody really contemplates and when you discover that there is just so much beauty to your thought process if you refine it, and have the ability to compassionately love every single being no matter what –then the almighty has done its work on you.

 Nobody knows what’s happening next, that is the beauty of this place, however there are some that have the entire timeline at their disposal and can see what is going to happen next and don’t get me started on alien intervention in society.

It seems like the present moment is a manifestation of all historical events past and future so what you can do to make your move, does matter, even if your part is very small.

Simply giving $3 to a cat charity once a month, or sending your insane relative a nice letter, or buying your partner a rose, or smiling at somebody in text online :) saving half your sandwich for the very filthy bag lady outside in the rain, it all matters.

One needs to constantly ask for forgiveness, not in a Christian sense from the Christ or god but you need to forgive others for what they have done to you and most of all you need to forgive yourself for all that you have done to others. It even comes down to a minute level of the insect you stepped on by accident yesterday that lost its life to your shoe. And you have to follow through with this to span across all dimensions, spaces and timelines, only to put you in a fortunate and beautiful place constantly being updated by the divine.

-Shaun A. Delage

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WinTeR KiSS

How do you win at the game, seems to be the ultimate question…. And one that was answered for me by my loving daughter, my cat. You simply can win, at this so called virtual reality by harnessing the unknown, with love, happiness, compassion, sincerity, and a genuine caring nature.

The idea behind living... is that you keep yourself living long enough not to literally kill yourself with poisons, and if you can surpass the boredom of even one hour alone let alone 90,000 hours ...you will find a time in your life when the world comes calling to you.

So many are so trapped in this illusion, be it by satanic oaths, riches beyond belief, dark hell magic, organized religion's gibberish, or they are simply too naïve to understand that the simplest equation amidst all the confusion is the right path...MEDITATION !!

Who would think that by simply devoting ten years to oneself and to introspect... you could surpass the intellect of millions of satan’s army. I have no doubts that beyond this place there is an ultimate reality of love and happiness, but for most that is not enough, they want substance in the now. They want this type of reality on a daily basis. Nobody wants to wait 90 years to be set free. Who on earth would want that?

I think much of the answers in life lays with the unknown so to speak. Which is why I fully advocate for you to make the most bizarre choices to outcomes, and to play the game with skill and cunning inspiration for the nature of your soul. Not an aspect many are willing to play given the obscurities of materialism.

I think that much of humanity either has extreme adversity or unfathomable illusion or if you want to throw in another aspect of it all... then rampant materialism.

What is being done with our money and our energy in the name of our countries and our livelihood is beyond unfathomable, we have to escape things like war, disease and crime and if you hardly get the chance to face either of those, count yourself extremely lucky to be alive.

The revolution will not be what you imagine it to be, they want us to go in mobs burning tires and protesting.... but people, out of their own hatred for everything evil, fail to look at the most simplest of options, rather than protesting against militarized police with interdimensional sound arrays and other types of warfare including sonic and biological weaponry one can spend the time to look inwards and to advance the realms of consciousness to the ability to defeat all by your simple shining presence and faith. You do not need to punch out a cop. All you need to do is spend your time in your home, and look within and you will find all the answers you need to defeat the system.

The world can be a very stark and painful place to live at times, but things get easier after the fact after some weeks have passed from the trauma, sometimes it is tough to see past the present moment. Some don’t look forward to their answers they only give into the present moment pain.

If we didn’t have much of the entertainment we have... people would see this place as a prison. There is no escaping it and capitalism has taught us that you can live in a fantasy world of illusion and live peacefully and happily. Thankfully nobody in the west has to answer to firing squads like in China or whatever and we have a rather enlightened dictatorship of superior beings guarding us.

Quite the paradox I just stated... because the internet is rife with conspiracies and theories of google incinerator barges and fema camps and right wing nuttery... but I have to say that there is systems in place currently that have the future in mind, it is best to work with the system as much as you possibly can without going completely bazerk.

There are caring and loving people all around that seem as powerless as you do. The collective consciousness is immaculate and divinity in all forms is always guiding and assisting you in this virtual reality scenario. The system is increasingly envious of individuals with true talent because talent only comes from the divine, and those that believe in such a power, after everything that has been done to them... to pacify them... and they still believe in such a power, makes the controllers very, very, angry.

Unfortunately there is also paths for the ones that revolt, use violence, or try and cheat the system in any way and they are not as pleasurable as this so called reality. So my best advice is to be able to find things that you enjoy that you can pass hours, if not days, if not weeks, be it, years doing... and you don’t even notice the time fly by, and this agitates the controlling aspect of reality because it is hell bent on having things happen instantaneously and only in the world of the divine does situations take decades to develop.

In all times of being lonely there is always a power observing, take comfort in this possibility for your future depends on it.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Unconditional Love !

It was time to say goodbye to Misstivitz and it was a beautiful ceremony to bring closure, some may see their pets as 'just a cat' for us, she was our baby daughter we couldn't have as a gay couple, she had a soul. We laid her to rest under a huge magnificent cedar tree and dug a deep grave and tucked her in wrapped in a nepalese buddhist robes doused in holy water from the wailing wall and wrote eulogies and scattered tumbled quarts over her and buried her with an amethyst and a clear beautiful John of God blessed quartz we had ohm Shanti mantra playing while the process was under way. We also placed a small 10 inch gold buddha to guide and protect her resting place, it was a time of profound loss and sadness we lost not just a pet but a beautiful member of our family that only inhabited the realms of love, sincerity, compassion, kindness and beauty that is indescribable. Rest forever in peace and now you are flying around the stars guiding and protecting us MissTivitz :)

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This just made my day and made my heart melt 

I have given about $6-$8 in $1 increments 

over the past 6 months...

and to get this in the mail made me so happy :)

$2 can buy a lot of CHOW !!!

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SwAmi RevERend

I feel very blessed to be alive and here now – many people don’t feel a sort of disassociated sense from their body, but I feel very lucky to have a mysterious human body to be experiencing this life currently. So much hidden, so much undiscovered, so much mystery

How it all works, how this whole reality can exist, how we can breathe and be present.

I feel fortunate that I have lived through a certain level of adversity, I am happy to have to not have to work for an existence, I failed at that miserably, but I can see with my path how extremely lucky I am, and how people get thrown away into homelessness or jail so easily.

Wrestlers have to wrestle for a week other meatheads for what I make in a month, people have to labour for two weeks to equal my pension payment.

But it is not time to gloat about how I don’t have to work, far from it. I wish I could meld with society more than I have, have everything that I have missed out on, I feel in a sense I have lost out on so much by not having a working life, like the condo, car, mortgage, high finance job or lawyer job.

LoL

I also feel like I have gained so much, spiritually, I am able to have all the free time I need to meditate and live a spiritual life, and not many Buddhist monks, have a cash flow or a life partner.

I get to live in a beautiful forest ashram, surrounded by grazing deer, hopping bunnies and perky squirrels, my life is almost complete, I feel like I have missed out by not having a more involved existence, but I probably would not have met the man of my dreams, and moved to the country and attained my religious credentials.

So in a way I feel loss, over the fact of what could have been, but extreme extasy over what I have attained, and it can only get better now, you know even the thought of a job interview scares me half to death, the competition of life, I prefer not to compete, I know 60 people are vying for the same position so let them have it why bother lol I feel thankful in a way that however difficult the process is, I have dignity, to have an amusing existence rather than pick through trash for trace metals, I am counting the blessings to be born in an incredibly affluent country that gives it's citizens dignity in the form of welfare or disability pensions, health care, and things like fresh water and healthy food, schooling etc I feel very fortunate despite the hardships that I personally have gone through that I live in a relatively enlightened society that treats it's citizens humanely and with rights.
But I also feel in a sense this reality is somewhat of an illusion, a survival of the fittest, who can make as much money the quickest.

This is one reason why I started writing, and the blog is a less grammar phobe way to express myself, my first book is being edited as we speak, and what a milestone thousands for editing is just brutal to go through so I see why people don’t really write books, but it is how you look at it all that matters, I mean it’s not really a question at this point of –if- I will get published, it is more of a question of –when- and in the meantime I will use my expertise I have gained online to self publish and bring my book to reality.

It is funny to go about life on your own terms, most people have corporations or managers that dictate their existence, I feel fortunate to be able to go into unchartered waters, and this is the nature of the aries, but we get so broken trying to find new paths, it is up to the rest of the zodiac to pick us up and dust us off and show us another way.

I think of the life of many spiritual leaders, and they offered a different perspective, a way of life, imagination, creativity, a new place to find yourself. Many spiritual leaders just get a cult following because they talk about vague concepts that nobody understands, and people just follow because they are simply mystified. I always wanted to be clear in my ministry about how to attain a certain level of enlightenment or bring a nature of prowress to life so that you may live a more eloquent life. In my travels I have began to understand that there is no blanket approach to enlightening your followers, simply because of the hidden, some people are on their first incarnation, some people their last, some are in the middle, some have thousands more lives to live before they begin to address a way of life.

I have come to understand that the way to bring enlightenment to disciples, is provide as much instruction on how to live a serene existence so that they may better experience their life.

Give them something to carry with them for the next thousand lives.

A bizarre story, meditation, techno, art, words, kindness, etc

By showing some of the more naïve beings that there is somebody that meditates, and listens to techno is enough, far better even is an ordained gay reverend that posts half naked twink pictures on his church haha

This is the difference between my ministry and the catholic church and the Baptists etc

I post my half naked teen art because gay men idolize youth culture and young men, but there is a limit, I always say above 17 is my limit art wise or whatever but the other faiths are more secretive and secretly esoteric and preach one thing about sexuality then in the darkness they live another life.

I have no doubt that there are truly enlightened ordained ministers out there in places such as Catholicism or other faiths, me I have nothing to hide, I want people to believe in god and the divine, but I want them not to see it as some anger ridden bearded weird old koot hiding up in the clouds secretly watching everyone to see if they sin or masturbate but, to a more divine faculty of enlightened beings (some not even human) charting the nature of the galaxies to an ultimate outcome.

I hate to say it, but most just deal with the fact that they are forgotten, they are left alone in a room for 12 hours and nobody cares what they do, they could die and nobody would care, I think deep down this really gets to people, the way to make it here, is to make sure you are alive as long as possible, and to make sure you stand out in the crowd, one of the androgynous feline gods, would pick up on energy of you on the universal energy grid and focus on your being for a moment and affect change in your life.
YOU HAVE TO STAND OUT

You have to carve your own reality, you have to learn to be a trendsetter, you have to be one of a kind, the first to discover something, you have to affect change.

For the most part I think that the most absolute quality even in adversity is kindness, and the ability to assist others, a Punjabi housewife that serves her husband her whole life 3 meals a day – cleans the whole house and does not make much noise in social situations, may not seem like much, but nobody knows when she leaves the planet she is reborn as a heavenly deva, because she has served beings that count on her continuously and asked for nothing.

Divinity is mysterious, scared, and doesn’t want to be found, god and the divine are in the most mysterious corners of the earth, it is always time to discover !

-        Shaun A. Delage

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EGG RoLio

What a strange time energy wise, I have always lived through adversity in a rather spectacular sense. Sometimes I feel defeated, not successful enough, non materialist, non conformer, and yes sometimes I do wish I was able to ‘belong’ to the system more.

I guess when you exile yourself for a decade you tend to really understand what you have missed, not a pseudo prison sentence per se but a time of introspection and restriction. You observe in others what qualities you despise and what qualities you admire.

When I feel like this, I like to think of the path of enlightenment but more so what would the path of an enlightened being look like, and I only need to replay a few years at a time in my head of my own life to come to terms with enlightenment and the nature of a very powerful entity on earth, that has nothing.

True at this point I could pack up and leave for another continent with a bag and a few Buddhist statues lol there is also a sense of success with having very little, and people with me are simply shocked that I do not amass material treasures and hold down a stable life.

I find it easier to have a partner, and in finding my compadre in the forest I didn’t want to settle for a man with simple qualities, I knew he would have to be of a strong nature to understand me, and highly intelligent, psychic powers, and a character that can best only be described as somebody you would find on a rainy street in the apocalypse with a smile on his face.

We found each other and then two cats found us, so surrounded by felinis energy.

It helps that he has a life and a place and a home, I was rather lost. By understanding that perhaps I do need somebody brings great power because you can start to manifest what you seek.

I try and come to terms with what kind of a being I am everyday, but everyday that passes by brings new evolution and progress. The loss of a pet recently made me think about the process of grieving, loss, and evolution even more.

Many young people live very fearful of getting old, and wasting away. And being alone.

I think of an enlightened being constantly, are they able to regurgitate information on cue, do they have loads of money, are they beautiful with abs and pecs, do they live in a castle or penthouse condo.

I think of myself when I think of this type, and everyone should, although not many strive for enlightenment in life. It may be a rather egotist pursuit to dream of being enlightened or to see oneself as enlightened, I just think of how close I came to being a Buddhist monk yet have every door shut in my face, truth is I am a pseudo new millennia monk

Inventing ones own faith does bring a sense of satisfaction in life haha I only need to dream of how it would evolve if given the material means to evolve and I am in a world of amazing lucidity

We are in a time of great upheaval, and spiritual awakening, spiritual progression and growth

We have dictatorships all around guiding us in legality and we have a place to live that to some can only be construed as 4 walls and a roof painted white shining so bright it’s hard to close your eyes… jacked into the interhuman superhighway of digitalis, reading other peoples impressions of the world so that you too can garner some sense of reality

That....and the,  inquisitive nature that is guiding us all to the answers, who am I and why the hell am I here now, for this and for what?

We almost feel cheated that santa isn’t being driven around in a motorcade surrounded by bodyguards, almost cheated that we were lied to for most of our infant life of the nature of our most treasured holiday or someone thinks that I cannot for the life of me remember who I was in my past few lives, I have no idea where I am going, or what happened 14 days ago, I have no idea what the next year is going to be like.

Some of us can go to psychics and palm readers and only come out with a multitude of more questions.

Many people feel cheated in a way of what they see and idolize as success isn’t happening to them. These people are almost willing to do anything to have a lil adoration or a camera lense focus on them for some time. Truth is we are losing people every hour to that darkness and the people that cannot live with restraint and that need that constant adoration are being whisked away into dark rituals and things so unfathomable we cannot really speak of them with any light shining on us, it just doesn’t belong.

I figure the way to real truth and real evolution and happiness is to guard the nature of your soul at all times from walking away from it. To truly assist others in their struggle for life as much as sanely possible with no expectation of reward. To live a little haha eat a marinated steak once and while and either despise the process of death for bringing this hunk of meat to your lips or relish in the delight of pure satisfaction that you won’t starve to death, not today. But also to meditate on the nature of your soul, where are you going, and to attach to some people so much that they will remember to advocate on your behalf when they cross over to the other side or be there when you do, to welcome you to another reality.

This is something I struggle with on a daily basis, lol not for the faint of heart but I believe in things like alter realities, other universes, parallel dimensions, heaven and hell, astral, and divine.

It is funny to be a matrix warrior about it all, I mean I have a sense of right and wrong and god and devil but almost guard my attachment to those with my life, so many are putting their blind faith in two words, god or jesus. It fucking mystifies me, that 7 billion people or so believe in this in one form or another, and I feel like shaking people like your effin religion was created by a super secret all male fraternity to hoard wealth under the auspices of black magic and incest.

LoL

I have discovered that even orthodox Buddhism has flaws, and what a strange religion to belong too, but I have tried to belong, and have not gotten anywhere, so out of my own frustration and need for expression I created the church of techno, which might I add is difficult to define with no god, no Buddha, no jesus, no bible, only a pseudo Gnostic meditation rave schizophrenic male art church of virtuosity.

I am thankful that I am able to live in this time of awakening, this time of the pinnacle of humanity, a time to walk into the future and be greeted by some who have been waiting for you this whole time.

Welcome to 2012, but onwards to 2013

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Rest in Peace "Kitty"

You changed many people for the better

You deserved a more peaceful exit from this realm.

May your soul be elevated to the highest possible plane.

Big maine coon