Rain Drop

You never really understand suffering until you come down with a cold or flu and then you realise that there are people that are sicker than you in the world, some with debilitating illnesses

There has been a lot of chaos in society lately but isn’t that always the case lol

I was reading through some blogs lately, and I found the ones that nobody understands gets more hits, like abel danger, I don’t even know what the heck they are talking about on that site and I figure the people behind it are somewhat mentally unstable.

Then I read the illuminatimatrix and the number codes and stuff about the great flood and supper of the gods I am like oh lord, I am glad that I write in the simplest yet most eloquent of terms for my readers not giving multitudes of number sequences and weird codes but I would probably have more hits.

I was looking at able danger awhile back and something doesn’t make me trust the writers of the site because they said they had proof that a bodypart ( a head ) by magnotta the body part killer some years ago had been served to the Queens representative the Governer General when it turned up later on, in a park so I don’t know what they are talking about half the time they seem like a bunch of weird old koots, putting his head between two sticks and putting on a fuzzy hat I dont get it. 

Then you have dumbed down blogs like perez Hilton

My absolute fav’s are world of wonder and aangirfan !!!

We are in a time of great scandal and crime in Canada we have our crime minister embroiled in a huge scandal and a crack mayor of the largest city.

I think people have long given up on politics.

I have been posting my videos from Alan Watts and I prescreen them too so when I am done listening to them I post them up here. I think he has a lot of sound advice and reasoning –and it is tough to find somebody like that in the world or online, online the world of kooks, cracks, koots, weirdos, and beasties lol

My sales have been steady for awhile of my 2000+ ebooks on ebay and they make for some awesome reading too and I just love getting a sale although ebay makes me wait for 22 days to get money that is kind of lame. I will be expanding into parrot toys soon and I sell the ebooks in USB and DVD format –kinda fun, I also designed some zener tarot cards and sell those and my graphics pieces on USB and DVD

It has been fun selling on Ebay –I am also on etsy, links at the bottom of this site

Religious wise I don’t really know if I will obtain any more doctorates, I am unsure, I have four at the moment, seems to be a wise amount lol

So many places on the net and you have found meh, I am truly blessed.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Tempura Tempura

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I went through a bit of the 2012 paranoia myself, a while back, and I meditated on it and thought basically two things, society is too vulnerable to collapse and we are too indebted to the masters for this all to end.

Many civilizations had the threat of apocalypse thrown at them and the mayans were a very cunning society because they did solar rituals when they knew there would be an eclipse and told their followers that only they knew how to bring the sun back.

Much like why trust a culture from thousands of years ago, why trust religions that carry the same lineage, personally I think somebody in the present would have most of the answers rather than somebody that supposedly lived thousands of years ago.

We are at a stage now of awakening and growth and time to tap into your creative centers and live life to the fullest, we have lived through the end of the world a few times since 1990 and we have lived through y2k etc.

It will be an eventful year and now Hillary Clinton wants to run for president in 2016 and she wants to be the first woman president, just the same old lineage of people that are propped up by the culture of finance, and this is characteristic of a society that has failed drastically, for a country with trillions of debt there would be no way to pay off the trillions because there is only billions in circulation so a constant debt slavery. There are a few people on the planet with enough wealth to solve the worlds problems, but they sit on top of their piles of cash and do nothing.

I don’t think the monarchy of England will be worth much in the future the way they are going, they sit atop vast continents of wealth only to further enchain their society more, with things like cutbacks and a surveillance society. If I was king I would have used 75% of the income I have to alleviate my countries suffering and be known as the greatest king to have ever lived, I would setup bread lines and meal carts everywhere in the city, become full partner in hundreds of thousands of businesses, give money upfront for startup costs of small businesses, allow my subjects to smoke marijuana and live a free life, support people by providing training in the trades and sciences if that is the persons faculty. If only.

Now we are at xmas and soon to be 2013 so we are at a beginning of a new adventure, time to clear out the last millennia of heartache and move onto the next millennia, with self driving cars, internet glasses, robotic superhumans…

Just wanted to offer a small discourse and wish everyone a happy holidays

Thanks for your support

Shaun A. Delage

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Persistance in ones spiritual quest takes skill and patience…meanwhile one has many other commitments to take care of while growing spiritually and etherically and one needs patience because time itself is somewhat of an illusion but when the hours tick by and the days slowly tick by we all wonder where we are going.

I would like to meet the individual(s) responsible for this realm, because it seems to favor a giant pyramid scheme and eccentric millionaires rather than the rest of the populace and one could never reach that level when they are so hopelessly involved with the system and its goals

One thing that peaks my interest is interacting with older generations at times I mean you talking to a ninety year old to get their impressions of the world.

But also I wonder of my own higher self and what goals it has for me, and what I am here to do.

I have strived to alleviate boredom by writing novels and such and they may never pay off but publishing is not a matter of if, it is when I get published so I am not too worried

When one has spiritual goals and they are living in a virtual prison state and guarded by forces we cannot begin to understand to forward the future, and the future is currently happening, you yourself are ninety years old this very moment just a bit immature for ninety but I have no doubts I am currently in a realm as well that is trying desperately to have me learn my lessons and form my own opinion of things

Forwarding oneself spiritually amidst so much illusion definitely takes skill, I mean it is almost perplexing for one to try and begin to ask questions…why wasn’t I born a cat, why wasn’t I born in a slum in india etc and these can literally drive a person insane, while I have skater kicks to wear somebody in Africa is using bottles for shoes and one can literally be driven mad trying to figure out why you are so lucky

I am sure some people that made mega money were never dreaming of what they would do with their first million while writing their book, no they were just trying to express themselves and make their story told, and in a way this is what I am on a path to do, it would be nice of my book to sell 17 million copies because this is the nature of the realm we live in exclusive of copyright laws, and a generally restrictive prison populace where nobody really has the time to forward a residual income let alone live pay cheque to pay cheque

I was thinking of the queens wealth and how she could pretty much wipe the USA’s debt clean and in a way she doesn’t have much to do with America but it is unfortunate that power is given in the form of a figurehead rather than a faculty of presidents, kind of like the supreme court because people begin to understand the other spectrum of it when a person like Stephen harper or George bush gets into power and there is literally nothing anybody can do, and no regular chav could become a president or prime minister you have to be financed and have many millions ten times over to bring yourself that much power and this is an unfortunate part of our society

In a way I don’t think I have all the answers but when you begin to ask questions, the world opens up to you.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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The world and its pains, I cant help but ponder Michael Alig’s release date, sometime in 2016 and the striking similarities between his murder case and that of Magnotta’s…they both cut somebody to pieces and this is the desperation of the system around us and its pressures, essentially one cannot be fully blamed for their actions when most of us are lead around by unseen forces for sometimes decades at a time or be it with luciferian forces or whatever …mainly most of us are lead around by ritual, because we have too, we have families that need us, debts that need to be paid, people to feed, and nobody wants to be homeless

It is true that the United states has the most poverty for being the wealthiest nation and by far the most racist and bigoted nation by far, of course we have things being rumored like a total systemic collapse in about 5 months and nobody knows what will happen, if there are kind old thousands years old greys landing to take care of us and nurture us, or if the kill switch will be hit rendering technology useless or if the time will just tick by and nada nothing, same old vibe same old sphere

In a way I don’t want to believe in a systemic collapse, but it would be almost divine if it did happen and we were returned to our ancient roots, and I wonder about divinity constantly and where was divinity in the case of these two gay men, or perhaps the young girl that was left to fend for herself in the rainforest her entire life…Perhaps divinity is an illusion of sorts or a plethora of illusion instituted by the worlds faiths but I only need to look at what I type here for example, or the force that keeps me breathing or my heart beating to understand the true nature of the possibility of god(s)

Or you look around at the material nature of our planet or the infrastructure and understand that we may be in a luciferian domain, if there was a god, they would never make us slave endlessly just to survive and make it. In more ancient cultures doing nothing meant you were living, this tiring need to be doing something with your life… out here in rural life I am left alone in peace and just meditate like a monk and maybe that is my purpose in life…I have accomplished quite a bit in the last few years, enough to last a lifetime…done 1500 pieces of art – have 334 for sale, wrote two novels, done a masters degree, became ordained.

It is only in western society that we have the need to judge others to tiring ends, those that don’t fit the mould and are not propping up the luciferian ethic in any way are judged quite harshly, and how I feel sometimes, when a 20 year old has a $10,000 credit limit and I am 30 and don’t even have a credit card.

This is by choice however, when I paid it off I handed it back-I was pleased to be rid of it in entirety and people look at me like I am an elephant for wanting a $500 credit limit. Now since I handed it back nobody will even grant me that amount in credit so it seems like I am somewhat of an exile.

I am just thankful that I don’t have to be in prison for my actions, because the luciferian master had its hold over my life for almost a decade after some crimes, sex work and a sort of ritual with her majesty but really living life in freedom without having your freedom taken away brutally seems to be the only thing going at the moment.

So many are suffering around the world this very moment and so many beings are trapped here and imprisoned by gravity in this dimension. I believe strongly in parallel realities given my interdimensional travel and dream state so I know that the waking world is somewhat of an illusion and the dreamworld can be construed as somewhat of a reality or vice versa depending on how you see it.

The world can be pain after pain and most are so hopelessly dependent on the system to survive they are almost taxed wondering what will happen in 5 months, here we have older people so dependent on medications, when they see the sites online devoted to 2012, many want to commit suicide, or the obese 700 lb person that is frightened because they cant even walk around the block, or the people so needing employment they are one cheque away from being on the street, or the countless people so traumatized by the system that they need to really muster up enough courage to live day by day

It is a rather unkind system that plays tricks on us and promotes this cruelty in our daily lives, by forcing us to work tiring and exhausting slavery just to survive while the super rich ride around in 12 car motorcades, or just simply waving the possibility of a total systemic collapse in our face has enough people in tears and in fear, just the disregard for poverty and those that lack motivation, it almost seems like its bound to happen and bound not to happen so were at an impasse

I can tell you with one of the only Canadian political manifestos published I may be the first to go, but also may be the first to get a commodore position in the new world order, because I had guts to name the people responsible for my trauma state

We have the future were  gearing up for, and nobody can really tell what the future looks like or holds, it may be a one world government with freedoms, it may be restrictive policies amidst a utopian paradise, it may be to have you work in a communist or socialist environment where people are picked up from the homes and driven to work duty but maybe that is what we need

Part of me being so accepting with the future is basically my dependence on alternative media for a well founded viewpoint of the world. David Icke and Alex Jones, illuminatimatrix are perhaps some of the most racist and homophobic sites I have encountered and this troubles me, because if they are the enlightenment that they broadcast- being able to pronounce the queen a reptoid or reptis or being able to bullhorn the sauris bilderburgers then why cant they have the guts to accept shining sexuality as a gift from the divine, no matter where you look straight people hate gay people and vice versa and this has been going on since the last reset

They will never eradicate sexuality because even animals are gay and lesbian and bisexual

So for some beings to openly preach enlightenment and not even hold enlightenment in their souls is a paradox. Truth is most people without power don’t hate each other, they accept their neighbours and loved ones as just living it out with them side by side in the fight

It must be terrifying to be living in this time, and I know because I am here, the astral world is rife with horrors and there are beings so dark and disgusting that is where they rest torturing us while we sleep and we have literally no control over it, depending if you’re on the god of dreams good side or bad, it seems like I have literally proven myself as an astral warrior in thousands of scenarios laid out before my brain while I sleep yet somehow I cant get it right, I am in line with being an astral thief still, and I have not been able to eradicate this side of me, which makes me think that I have been hardwired to be in my current existence as is, as a karmically unfortunate being that has killed a whole village in my roman or greek time life.

I am changing my life for the better and am happy that I am not able to carry pain or sickness from the astral nature, but in a way when you dive into a pool of moss and mildew and you wake up almost heaving it has transferred itself into your reality

I am changing my being for the better and this divine nature has inspired me because it is very shy and never wants to be seen, but it is in forms of sexuality or a good meal, or some kindness, or a smile somebody gives you. The satanist forces want to be noticed and are in everywhere you can possibly imagine in egotist pursuit. I am not here to play a game so to speak but to keep surviving until the very end, when that will be in 2070 when I pass away or in 2012 from nuclear radiation or 2012 or whatever that is not up to me to decide or perhaps I did choose when I depart, I may never know the answers or it may never be comprehensible until that day when I take my last breath but until then I am going to stay on divinity’s side as an ordained minister of god and divine creativity, the power that keeps you seeing, breathing, thinking and being creative. For what else is there? Evil? I think not, !!

-          An enlightened beings purpose is to help others that are in bondage and suffering and to also give energy and tools to alleviate suffering rather than putting the person down more paths of suffering.

-          Shaun A. Delage      

StruGGLe StRiFe

It’s been awhile since I posted an impersonal discourse and I have been going through a lot in my life and needed some time to rest and recuperate

Welcome to the apocalypse and the police state, everywhere you look unless you’re a staunch conservative or republican you can see waves of discord, trauma state, police state, ignorance and hatred

But one must learn to input this energy well or you become defeated and lead around by the matrix endlessly

Many are suffering and in my country instead of feeding the poor or giving school kids breakfasts they are spending 25 billion on f-35 fighter jets, nowhere near the USA black budget mind you but it seems our dictators have other goals in mind, and it is true that there are NO elected leaders in these so called democracies, they are ‘chosen’ and most likely chosen on their qualities of being cold and calculating and without any shred of compassion of dignity

While our dictators are being shuttled around in 30 car motorcades and eating $100 breakfasts and $16 orange juices the rest of us can barely afford orange juice or breakfast

The time of awakening is now, there doesn’t seem to be any shred of 2012 in the foreseen future but that could all change with a decree or a law being passed initiating military rule

It seems for 2012 we have the conservatives running EVERY country from the Netherlands to the UK to Canada and the USA, of course barack is not a conservative but the policies that have been enacted under his administration including forcible kidnapping and torture of any citizen and shutting down most of the medical marijuana dispensaries have left the west riddled with a populace that is not left with anywhere to go but the underground to make their money

This time is ripe for drug trafficking, human trafficking, and prostitution

It is sad, There also seems to be a controlled migration north to Canada and the only ones with any relative peace, serenity and security are those with a Masonic member of their family that can offer foresight, guidance and protection in a very difficult time.

I don’t want to believe in things like the new world order, military rule or 2012 but the events that are making themselves visible lately in this year have me wondering and have me questioning whether I should devote ¼ of my income to preparation in the next 7 months

If we undergo military rule things will be hard to come by and I have posted my list in a previous post of things you need to get for your own sanity and this is no secret but some items that I have thought deeply about rather than spending most of your income buying an assorted range of deluxe canned veggies who knows, it is really up to the individual

I cannot say what exactly is going to happen because it seems everyone I ask has no clue including psychics but I am working on it

Since moving to a rural area I believe I will be able to survive if need be, the cities would become super max prisons and people would have a shady black market of things like toothpaste and canned beans and smokes and of course liquor

But out here I know I will be able to survive

But on the other shoulder I have my angel telling me that the society we live in is simply too vulnerable to collapse but no empire is safe and what is happening when nobody is putting their money into things anymore the empire goes down

But as well

I wouldn’t believe the propaganda out there that the mainstream media feeds you

I believe the USA is still the richest country on the planet and well now Canada it seems are the new Yankees

The north American union makes sense but only under an enlightened rulership otherwise we will be in just one huge prison.

However this hasn’t stopped me from showing the world my art and I have taken out a run of advertising in the Toronto Xtra West advertising my male and other raver art site at www.2x2.imagekind.com

When Warhol was an artist it was not a very nice time money wise and the climate for art was chaotic but somehow he got his art into the hands of people and virtually started a creative revolution

No doubt they will be talking about this time for ages and we only have to sit back and let divinity show us what we need to see and input the info and use it for our advantage

Never feel threatened mind you

Especially about death or whatever

This is the greatest strangle hold they have over human beings, people can’t fathom what to do without their credit card mortgages or endless plastic items to buy or endless chemicals to douse your body in  

I know I haven’t written in a bit and needed some time but if you’re ever feeling bored I have about 900 discourses up on the site so room to explore

Peace Love Unity and Respect (PLUR)

See ya blogbuddies

-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD>

comparative interests

Inclusion into hyper space reality.
Infusion of belief for ideals.
A safer bet to say you are elite.
When others are more-so than you could ever be.
Can you theory the masses.
Or can you splendour the individual.
Amazing eccentric view.
But theory in tune with a thought of equanimity.
Affection for a spacial love.
Effective for the time of faith.
Direction amused for countless futures.
My own shadow.
Is looking and proud of me and proud enough to smile.
The shadow self infused with ideals.
Protective energy amused within.
Occasional spiteful dialogue.
But sticking to a theory at its best is the ultimate in enlightenment

- Shaun A. Delage

Kat Dander

I cant help but ponder my last living situation and the misery I was going through living with family and a monarch situation where I was endlessly programmed at will

Lately I have been discovering affection, for smaller animals and insects but also my lover

It is a strange feeling having somebody reach across the couch and stroke the back of your head

My life has been void of affection and even as a youngin that affection between family was put in a bizarre sexual context what I would have given for my mother to kiss my forehead or my cheek

To love another it seems, takes some skill….
many are searching out meanings of love or a lover and have no idea what they are getting themselves involved in

My last relationship was void of most affection my upbringing was void of that as well

To actually love another unconditionally is the greatest skill of a human being

I look at my new beautiful and shining baby faced man and I just melt

I told him tonight I won the male lottery finding him haha

Real love takes hard work and takes a kind soul otherwise you will just attract another person like yourself.

Many months ago I felt my life was hopeless and without meaning

I remember going to the beach at 4 am and broke down crying – I didn’t know why love has not found me and why I was stuck in an abode where my life didn’t matter

I was going to jump in the water because I felt I had nothing to exist for and I asked divine nature to please send me somebody that would love me, unconditionally and for my entire life

Now I cant promise how things will turn out but he has the exact qualities I have been seeking in somebody –posting hundreds of craigslist and plenty of fish ads and I finally found him on the website and it was a confusing initial few weeks

I loved him so much and connected tantrically and I wanted him to be mine so I moved in then a few days passed and I cruelly packed my things and moved out and back to a place where I was unloved and not respected

Well the weekends away did help and I finally decided to move back in a few weeks ago

Now I have a shining man close to my age that I love and adore and same goes his attitude towards me and this is what I was looking for – a non materialist, kind, compassionate, smart, cute bloke to call mine

When it hit I walked away from it all and have begun to forgive myself for moving out but change is difficult on any person – thankfully I can move anywhere in my province and still keep my income, something not many people with commitments can do.

Rural existence is beautiful and exactly my original programming and I enjoy living in the peace and quiet of the furest when in the city everything is constantly blaring at you a mile a minute

One of the things that I struggled with was dependency on another – I mean as far as driving or whatever and I couldn’t for the life of me be dependent on another and I struggled with this for quite some time but there is a profound level of respect when you give over your needs to another

Time ticks by and I think of that morning on the beach or my self inflicted suicide attempt and I think how horrible of a world this can be to people and I think about constantly what if? What if I succeeded on my attempt on my life- where would I be right now? Prolly floating away in the astral world

But the Buddhists believe a human birth is very fortunate and takes thousands of years and I see us all here and in this immaculate movie playing out- nobody knows how it’s going to turn out

I can’t help but wonder as well how exactly I am being positioned for 2012

 Without the protection and guidance of my lover I would be still in my taxing living arrangement with family and the constant nattering

I believe those in rural situations will be able to survive in a systemic collapse easily. But those in cities and metropolis’s will struggle and now is not the time to head for the caves god no lol

I have not been a firm believer in 2012 but it is always nice to be prepared

And I cant think of what would happen in a systemic collapse, the light and power go off, internet shuts down, businesses shut their doors, gas prices rise to a $100 a litre

Nobody imagines this, but this is something they have been using as a tool of oppression for many many centuries – the threat of apocalypse be it with the threat of an occupying force or whatever this has been used against us since Egyptian or roman times.

So best to be prepared yet not very paranoid

Blessings blogbuddies

-          Shaun A. Delage

dawg paw

It is true that most of the worlds poverty issues could be solved in an instant with the help of a faculty of divine oriented entities

If anybody has ever watched the movie – they live – you would understand that most of the people that could change the world for the most divine have literally sold their soul and are doing the work on behlf of the extra terrestrials that work to enslave us further

But not only that, there is a certain quota to fulfil as far as people crossing over to the other realms be it mostly hell realms…Much of the qualms I have are living in a greedy slave rat society where those that are slave minded are being given every opportunity to explore the world

While we don’t have many artist communes etc I think this would be an easy way for most of the poor to live effectively in a community where the food and lodging is taken care of

Many of our difficulties as well lay with marijuana being restricted from us. People would see through the programming and psyops and be able to question their reality a bit more ….

This past month has been hectic – severing ties with my mother and cousin because they treat me cruelly, turning thirty, moving homes…into an enchanted forest loft. I have essentially escaped a monarch programming scenario - I felt defeated because there was nowhere else to go
-thankfully I have met a furest prince and beautiful calico cat that adore me, it is tough to fall in love when you dont see yourself as being worthy of being loved, my past has left me with zero self confidence.

The past few days I have been working to get my virtual gallery done – all the behind the scenes work has been incredibly taxing but there is enlightenment in residual income

2x2.imagekind.com

If you want to take a look hehe

Part of my purpose for having a blog is to express myself, challenge the world and provide a safe environment for enlightenment, but it isn’t a dialog really just a simple discourse format and I get dozens of people a week that come back time and time again to read and dozens of newbies that find me through search

This blog allows me a place of a virtual ministry that doesn’t have any mantras or dialect to rehearse and rings to kiss, cassock to wear and the Church of Techno is for those that don’t have a faith either

When I am tempted by evil choice, I only have to remind myself of who I am

I am Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage

And nobody can take that away from me, my entitlements are for life and without cost with no nasty indoctrination to follow

And I am a good leader, The only sole leader of the Church of Techno and this is glorious

I only think back to my ordination in 2002 by Universal Life Church and I think of how cool it was to become ordained online and for life and without cost – it was a sort of novelty and as the years settled in and I began to embark on a spiritual quest – I discovered I can lead, and have the ability to relate my life so that it may aid others in their path

I am not here to cast doubt envy or anger on my enemies

I simply want them to know that they have contributed to a trauma society and give them a chance to right their ways

But I have began to move on and welcome the future

I have just ordered some postcards with my male art and inscribed the website address and I will be marketing my art movement to galleries all over the world I think I would fit well with a post modern or gay or raver or chav gallery – definitely not the more traditional galleries

I did a lot of work about a year ago to expand each piece I did to about 40x 50 inches real life size from a small JPEG so that each graphic could be printed on canvas and framed

It makes sense to market to galleries since I have a full print on demand site and about 300 pieces for sale ….when superstardom hits and the controversial aspects of my art hit the mainstream I know it will be time to shine which is why I have about 1500 pieces in my collection

All I need is one gallery and I am set

So to go the grassroots method of marketing art seems to be the funniest notion to me, I want to be discovered and marketed but part of that discovery lately is that as an artist you should enjoy the process and begin from the ground up

I am thankful that I went into graphic arts and photomanipulation over other forms of art like paintings or sculpture – my disabilities hinder my ability to do art in the more traditional methods.

My art is very chaotic but also very dimensional –some art critics have described it as stolen ripped images but I like to say it is hacked art !!

We live in such a litigious society it is unbelievable – ALL forms of creativity and expression –uniqueness- have all but been eradicated in a system that will sue you for any breach

It would actually be neat to be sued by somebody for my art lol it is the publicity I need lol that is why I laugh when people try and scare me for using ripped images from male beauty blogs

But collage is an artform and if you use only 10 percent of the image or alter it 30% it is yours and it just makes me snicker when somebody treats me brutally for my form of expression or saying ‘you call this art’?

ART=LIFE

Peace out blogbuddies

-          Shaun A. Delage

Beaky wing

Many don’t ponder what it is like to be different, sure the possibilities are endless in society much like a virtual world where anything could happen.

For me personally second life is an avenue that people have been dreaming about for centuries, to hop into an avatar and be somebody else, and be a character in a video game

But what if life were different – What if I was blind perhaps, and could only see darkness around me, or perhaps being born into a body of a cow only to be slaughtered while still alive

Many should be thankful for what they do have

Me my relationship with divinity is bittersweet because I view divine nature as somewhat bitter in it’s reasoning. How could an all loving god make millions suffer while the folks here in the west can get anything they wish to eat if they have ten dollars on them

So to be thankful for what you do have is the ultimate lesson

Many are not gifted with an old soul either, nor spirituality that isn’t jaded with gods to worship and frocks to wear

Ultimately conspiracy may be my religion but I have faith in divine essence

That power that gives me the beauty of sight, the choice to walk down the street with my legs in tact

The power to have an orgasm and the power to smile.

I have come to terms with the earthbound devils in full comprehension and while the luciferian mind is perplexed that it has not won over my soul in entirety

I am very patient

Awaiting the enlightenment of the entire human race.

If it means the destruction of the matrix so that the illuminists will all run into their bunkers and hide then so be it

I don’t want to say my life is entirely illusion

I do believe there is a supreme being but I believe more so that there is a faculty of divine beings charting the course of the cosmos and this being one of millions of the exact same self similar repeating realities

There is not much to lose in apocalypse

Being gifted with not only astral vision but an astral body to have sex with bodybuilders proves wonderful

It not only teaches me that there is much more to reality and my current reality doesn’t really exist as much, some furniture, a few identification cards, a human male body with an enormous penis no I am just kidding haha humble me lol

Um to go on …a few computers and some blankets, no debt thankfully But essentially this and things like my hair and teeth are definitely mine but in losing all touch with this reality there is not much of any of can lose

Being gifted with astral sight also teaches me that there is an expansive journey to be had, and my being confined in this reality Imprisoned like most by lack of money because I haven’t sold my soul proves challenging

Somehow I ended up with the three poorest professions money wise, writer, priest and artist haha

Too funny – But I am incredibly wealthy in spirituality and character

Many don’t thank the divine essence for what they do have and many are oblivious as to what exactly they are gifted with, while it is forcefed down our throats that there is seven billion people here currently that number is illusion when you think of it because really in your individual perception there is only one.

That one, is the nature of the satanic mind trying to encapsulate your soul into its realm

Mind you the hell realms are not so bad, there is still cruise ships and shopping and cities and transport etc but imagine going on a north Korean cruise ship with open pots for toilets or you go to an asian mall and walk by clothing only to find that open pot in the middle of the room and this is where you do not want to reside

Thankfully due to my lifes work I will not be harnessed into these lower realms when the time comes and I can face the supreme deceiver in the face and tell that individual or faculty of satanic individuals how little they mean to me because I am confident that I have done my lifes work tirelessly so that I will attain evolution into the vast buddhic or heavenly dimensions rather than digress because I made a contract in blood oath to sell the nature of my soul

Karma in a way cheated me, so I have that going for me, initiating great suffering in the form of my self inflicted suicide attempt before I went into criminality so in a sense I was robbed of my humanity and my dignity

So angry me, at the force that initiated my almost death through an initiated bloodline hybrid that I went on a years long crime spree then you add in the solar ritual involving the queen and her walkabout and I am left with way more questions than answers about my life, but I am realizing that at the time of that walkabout (and it is all in my trauma manifesto) pope john paul 2 was pope and the world was fruitful and loving

Then everything started to digress into the all out fascist corporate dictatorship we see now in our very presence and many of us are scared right now because nobody knows what is going to happen this year so people are on edge

Psychological operations are in full force and we may never know what exactly is happening overseas or whatever for quite some time, homebound slaves we are being fed state media and there is no avenue for creativity, adoration, expression etc

I feel cursed, not only my choices but my entire life. I am in prison without actually being locked up

In an internal prison only given a few more dollars than I have and this is what most people are going through just trying to keep their head above water because who wants to be eating pie out of the garbage can when you can sit in your ritzy 22^nd floor condo eating lobster

But the western culture is severely flawed because we do not recognize poverty as an art

Poor people are wealthy in character and make very sound decisions with their money

The wealthy are careless and addicted with theirs and they only support fellow wealthy businesses and people in achieving their goals

Just when you are living in a world filled with hatred and a new nazi pope, child sex scandals, monarch slavery, the Satanist mind carefully watching you through millions of sets of eyes including your own, a world riddled with poverty and sickness, racism, class war, and world war three including the end of the world paranoia we have quite the quagmire to ponder and most people just have given up and don’t explore their own mind enough to feel confident

Me the thought hit me….ONE MORE YEAR here

One more year

If this 2012 stuff does happen

My prison sentence is one more year.

I will not be confined further by a fictitious elusive and satanic natured currency, I will not have to answer to anybody but my creator, I will be able to look death square in the eye and say thankfully due to my visions you don’t matter

I will not be stocking up on pales of rice and stuff because I believe if it is my time to go then it is my time to go, I know I will be greeted by thousands on the other side that I have helped, including some handsome astral bodybuilders *wink* I will be welcomed into the real reality because I have gained a sense of composure regarding my soul’s purpose

It would be nice to be wealthy and to have millions of dollars yes but what good is that if you just waste it all on heroin lol

Maybe my life is that of a poor techno monk so be it – I couldn’t ask for anything more supreme because I own my soul, I don’t have to submit myself to insane hazing rituals to get more cash flow or jack one out with a group of old pervs in the lodge to finance my existence or drink blood out of a skull or eat a cake of blood and menstrual fluid

God lol

I am happy living on my rations and being a conduit, (perhaps the only one in my region or awareness) of matrix techno universalism

It almost feels like it is me against the world at this point in my confined reality under virtual house arrest with the seeming freedom to walk the concrete jungle but when I go out on my walks some people can be very mean or nasty with their eyes or for example the other day a guy purposefully set out to scare me by lunging at me while walking

This teaches me that there is no heaven here

We are in a paradoxical purgatory of sorts, perhaps most of us are already dead I don’t know

Perhaps you needed to murder somebody to get into this dimension, hence the almost bitterness of divinity in handing out rations lol

I don’t pretend to have all the answers but I do have faith

Faith in the future, in my essence being transported to a much more enlightened society than this sick and twisted playspace for elites

Would be nice to belong to a culture that resonates with creativity, intellectualism, love, happiness, evolution, ascension, and enlightenment.

Our culture is very much like an orgasm, could you imagine if we had a perpetual orgasm oh my lord life would be fucked haha but no the orgasm is literally 10 seconds long if you’re lucky and laced with that is the possibility of HIV or pregnancy or whatever so paradoxical

Just would be nice to belong to a society that is profoundly in tune with the universal nature rather than just how much material wares you own or how much Tupperware is in ur cupboard

I have faith that the countdown is taking place and my soul will be retrieved and brought back home.

-          Shaun A. Delage   

slave state

I asked the tarot cards what would happen if I should join masonry and the cards revealed that I would undergo financial and material changes, then I asked what is masonry and the cards revealed Heartache and loss.

Something I don’t want to be apart of essentially is heartache and loss. In a constantly ever evolving paradigm they constantly adjust to the trauma state while its members are continuously propped up in a never ending game of cat and mouse with the system using advanced sciences to achieve their total global domination

A total global domination freemasonry has, with everything from the Vatican and the crown being charted by the upper echelons of the cults then you have politics mastered by bilderburg and councils and to go back a bit mostly everything imaginable is owned in totality by the Vatican and the crown everything from major hospitals to the porn circuit

Then you have the lowest most vulgar bottom of the barrel cultists which essentially are the cattle of the cults in the masonry lodges and very very few are privy to higher levels of information and sciences only there in the highest realms of cultist mindset do people just belong to things they don’t understand

Me personally I have never wanted to be a financed corporate entity because essentially once you sell out your meant to live a life of total slavery constantly working to repay the financiers that you belong to and they have projects that could fill a palace to be done

Almost every ounce of everything we envision or intake is somewhat of this financed corporate entities essentially every bit of information we take in is pseudo psychological operations and kind of funny because without this level of stimulation many of us would give up

Pretty much every ounce of media, movies, games, and news is all financed for specific personality types, which is why some of us will watch shows that no others will watch

Everything is recorded these days from your emails to your calls to the shows you watch and everything you see and do in the sen5es

Me I always want to be the one that doesn’t do what everyone else is doing, and everyone else either seems to be a common poor working man common stock or your preferred stock financed corporate entity removed from it all because you are inflicting trauma on others and fulfilling the lowest most vulgar realms of luciferian consciousness

Pretty much everything you think is observed in some form as well by the all powerful realms and interpreted so that you too may become something of nature that will achieve an outcome that is favourable to your programming

Only very very few whom are targeted by these monsters make it out alive or unitiated and you can see why me personally I struggle with the concept of these secret cults when they permeate so much of existence

I just always want to be the one that makes it without these checkerboard floors following me around or gross old perverts talking in riddles I don’t understand. But in little ways people are helped along by these cultists and corporations so you cant really escape them in singular lives

I mean your either unable to perceive them in totality because your simply just another worker bee or you are stalked continuously by them and they will never leave you alone because you oppose them and about 98% of people stalked by these cults through media and other forms of reality never escape them and simply just give up and join them, if you cant beat em join em.

Who wants to live on a monks wage when you can have a gold card with an endless bank account I am even reclusive and I still can escape this checkerboard floor, it is literally in 100% of everything in my reality with subtle subliminal suggestion propped up continuously through a state of affairs that some would call grim and essentially this is what is happening is that there is a financed global meltdown so multitudes will go over to the various factions and submit their soul for this type of hidden sciences

I can see where some are trapped, in a confusing array of addictions and debt that they cannot control so essentially they do the devils work which is unfortunate

They may think they are free building underground cities to run too when in fact the real solace may come with a death while on the surface so that you may return to your proper dimension or reality and live an existence that is timeless and without having to sell the nature of your soul

I always laugh when I see the checkerboard floor everywhere because these people literally sold out for pennies when they are unaware of the actual worth of the soul which is fifty five billion dollars, not the price of being an actor in 10 movies and getting fame and a tidbit of fortune or having your own property company

Pretty much most of the sellouts sold out for sometimes less than a quarter of what the soul is actually worth so you can see the collective wealth forecast and the actual systemology behind the financiers spending sometimes ten times that amount to finance each soul being brought over to the dark side so to speak

I don’t pretend to know the answers or allay that I know it all I just feel I have a Ph.D in conspiracy at this point given what I have been shown and the private psychic consultations I have had. SO I am able to operate as a living Buddha that wants no part in the system and is willing to embark on a lifetime of solace and introversion to achieve enlightenment, but what is enlightenment if you cant share it with others.

I always aimed to do things on my own terms, and maybe this is where I am heading but in a world under seeming rules, policies and directives, not to mention countries and legalities that have been charted thousands of times over in dimensions of the exact same self similar repeating circumstances and I just say enough, my ten thousand other selves may be initiated sellouts but the buck stops here

I will hold out until I am murdered or get very very old and frail, but essentially I will be stalked by this cult my entire life. I just want to chart where I go after this place and I can see the desperation of the system because time is against all of us, but it would be funny for the whole dimension to collapse just because of me, and essentially in each singular consciousness that is what is happening

Ever residual action is made apparent in world affairs and I am ready for what is about to happen but essentially each individual has to have faith in the divine essence

Essentially god is a freemason, so is Buddha there are things playing out we have no idea what the hell is really going on

What is there a war on but individuality, creativity, cat people, real souls, compassion, artists, slackers, poets, anarchists, club kids, happiness, beauty haha get my drift?

SO the only thing you can be true to is your own existence and your own philosophy and not give into the illusions of cults and lies and being lead into avenues you have no idea about

once you are on their blacklist there is no turning back, they will make you pay once won over for the rest of your existence

just be happy you have no part in any of it .

-          Shaun A. Delage 

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