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Showing posts with label illusion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label illusion. Show all posts

LeZZie BaRk






There is an equation in all of this irrefutable madness, and that is that it keeps on going perpetually. I am always highly suspicious when somebody brings up history, because I strongly believe the earth and its time and reality have been fractalized countless times, so we end up with a pseudo reality in which to live.
What makes me suspicious? Well the simple causality that most of our governers or leaders per se are secret society initiates with some sort of understanding how this reality is operating, and with that understanding you would know that we are somewhat adjudicated by a higher universal power, the infinite, but also that you look at society how it is structured currently and you understand that we are under a sort of negative hypnosis, a concurrent reality that masks itself and literally parades itself as the normal way of reality.
I hardly think in the realm of the infinite, that we would have to pay tax, pay rent, eat, slave, undergo health difficulties and deal with things such as poverty, rape, murder, and war.
There is a lot of good to this middle way reality however there is quite a bit of evil as well, and we are so organized that only a select few professionz with the above mentioned initiates gets to concern themselves with the mysteries of humanity, the rest are fed mainstream media and video games and nobody thinks to themselves about the people in the jobs such as a paramedic that has saved a heart attack patient, somebody with an impaled lung, and an amputee all in one day.
I am not too concerned with worldly events lately simply because I am not permitted to travel freely like most people, mostly due to finances and other obligations but unless you are in the Ukraine or Africa or China, currently there is no way to garner any sense of the truth, likewise, nazi Germany, 9-11 or bikini atoll for example.
It is not a position based out of ignorance it is simply an intellectual hypothesis for living your life with a sense of independence from the structure. The system is very aware of things happening presently but works to halt all sense of presence in the present moment for its inhabitants on earth.
Most people are trapped in a nether region of no time and space, simply entertaining themselves and that is the greatest illusion being played, it is ironic too that most of our reality shows and such are taped up to a year prior.
There is a literal psychotic obsession with fine tuning your thought form, and it comes with news stories of cancers –CANCERS – CANCERS !! and it goes on to about 50,000 of these typical stories a year when you factor in things like diseases, vitamins, carbs. Etc. I’m sorry in the days of our grandparents they did not worry about carbs or proteins they called it…..FOOD!
They have literally made it so that each person on earth is a terrified, self policing, self medicating, hypnotized and part of a flock. Almost ready to point out any sort of fray from normalcy in the spectrum.
I have run into this countless times online, with trolls and such just policing an unregulated wild west being the internet, and what do we have to fall back on? Well billions of words of legalese that runs the world and runs the internet rampant with subjects such as copyrights and hindering creativity to the point that people don’t really ‘create’ anything anymore, they simply regurgitate things over and over that are based within the confines of normalized American societal structure. Any sort of grey area in art is generally shut down quite quickly or any sense of creative will is usually silenced with threats of copyright infringement or lawsuit.
The only ones permitted to bring new and glorious inventions digitally are individuals that are aligned with the secret society apparatus, because what we have currently going on is a set path, and it is a set path into the future, and any sort of anomaly would threaten the system as a whole.
This is one reason why I went against the grain so to speak as an internet activist, blowing wide open the structure used to enslave me, and I continue to advocate for the freedom of marginalized beings, because nobody else can understand what it is like to be a drug addict, a thief, or a prostitute, simply because people have lived such privileged lives away from any sort of issues a matrix warrior goes through.  They lack the comprehension of such darkness along with the compassion to work with their nature to understand the madness and help others escape this cycle we are all on.
There are quite a few anomalies working in the present now, but it is a tough issue because they have their own lives challenges to deal with along with understanding that they are attacking the very idea of the future, and working to change it to their benefit.

-Shaun A. Delage




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Wish Bone







I think monarch slavery and sciences is more rampant than we all think, I think it is one of the only tools to pacify society and we are all victim of some sort of programming. And it takes a very adept individual to see things outside of the realm of normalcy and to reawaken a centuries old intellect that stirs inside.
Most media, television, videos and music  inhabit subliminal suggestion and use these subliminals in the form of visual or auditory signals. There is some great evil in the world, running things, but this evil has no power over individual thought, but if you think of it, it is winning, it has won over probably 80% of society into the domain of the evil intent darkness.
Only things like class and grace are afforded to people who seek these qualities. I think intelligence is a shady area because it can be bought and traded but also people can be very intelligent in one aspect of employment yet lack essential qualities such as compassion or to be void of ignorance which is essential to a very learned person that spend thousands forwarding their intellect.
Because what it all comes down too, is the post secondary and all education are gearing you up to make a clear concise decision when it is needed, however they don’t actually prepare you with essential qualities needed for survival such as compassion, love, happiness, and the unknown.
We are very jaded living in a Christian society as opposed to Buddhist or Islamic but we are also the smartest in a sense because we are not living in mudhuts. If you ask me I think the people that designed the west over the last 50 or so years invested in the right things for societal success. When you have an ancient and much smarter culture like in Africa and they can’t even pave their roads.
At some point the overlords are going to come to collect on their investment, however.
I strongly believe people can get what they want by working hard for it, but also this type of life is closed to many people which is why we have suffering in the world. And a capitalist system that forgets about those that don’t have confidence in that specific system.
Most people are suffering to one degree or another, but most don’t have the ability to heal from that, so they seek employment in aspects that contribute to the detriment of society. As well I was thinking whether joining the military gives you a license to commit legal murder, of course it does.
Halloween is approaching, so I have a little project for my readers, in which you can get ready now if you wish and then on Halloween perform this Church of Techno ritual I made up.
On a piece of paper put all your hopes and dreams, millions of dollars, goals, a budget for how you are going to spend millions of dollars, a plan, your first chapter of your book, a way to make money, a method to chart your next year, and print out whatever may inhabit that paper, remember the USA was formed on paper, so very powerful.
Fold the paper, and tie it with string or cord and let it rest till Halloween and place a small crystal or rock on top of your package, it can even be a pebble from your back yard if you don’t have quartz or whatever lol
When Halloween hits from 10pm to about 4am go to somewhere there is dirt and bury your little paper, cord and rock and ask the universe to make your dream come true, it would even help to have an incense or to spray it with essential oils. You have a wish to be made come true, and so be it, if your intent is great enough.

-Shaun A. Delage



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Tempura Tempura







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I went through a bit of the 2012 paranoia myself, a while back, and I meditated on it and thought basically two things, society is too vulnerable to collapse and we are too indebted to the masters for this all to end.
Many civilizations had the threat of apocalypse thrown at them and the mayans were a very cunning society because they did solar rituals when they knew there would be an eclipse and told their followers that only they knew how to bring the sun back.
Much like why trust a culture from thousands of years ago, why trust religions that carry the same lineage, personally I think somebody in the present would have most of the answers rather than somebody that supposedly lived thousands of years ago.
We are at a stage now of awakening and growth and time to tap into your creative centers and live life to the fullest, we have lived through the end of the world a few times since 1990 and we have lived through y2k etc.
It will be an eventful year and now Hillary Clinton wants to run for president in 2016 and she wants to be the first woman president, just the same old lineage of people that are propped up by the culture of finance, and this is characteristic of a society that has failed drastically, for a country with trillions of debt there would be no way to pay off the trillions because there is only billions in circulation so a constant debt slavery. There are a few people on the planet with enough wealth to solve the worlds problems, but they sit on top of their piles of cash and do nothing.
I don’t think the monarchy of England will be worth much in the future the way they are going, they sit atop vast continents of wealth only to further enchain their society more, with things like cutbacks and a surveillance society. If I was king I would have used 75% of the income I have to alleviate my countries suffering and be known as the greatest king to have ever lived, I would setup bread lines and meal carts everywhere in the city, become full partner in hundreds of thousands of businesses, give money upfront for startup costs of small businesses, allow my subjects to smoke marijuana and live a free life, support people by providing training in the trades and sciences if that is the persons faculty. If only.
Now we are at xmas and soon to be 2013 so we are at a beginning of a new adventure, time to clear out the last millennia of heartache and move onto the next millennia, with self driving cars, internet glasses, robotic superhumans…
Just wanted to offer a small discourse and wish everyone a happy holidays
Thanks for your support
Shaun A. Delage





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StruGGLe StRiFe






It’s been awhile since I posted an impersonal discourse and I have been going through a lot in my life and needed some time to rest and recuperate
Welcome to the apocalypse and the police state, everywhere you look unless you’re a staunch conservative or republican you can see waves of discord, trauma state, police state, ignorance and hatred
But one must learn to input this energy well or you become defeated and lead around by the matrix endlessly
Many are suffering and in my country instead of feeding the poor or giving school kids breakfasts they are spending 25 billion on f-35 fighter jets, nowhere near the USA black budget mind you but it seems our dictators have other goals in mind, and it is true that there are NO elected leaders in these so called democracies, they are ‘chosen’ and most likely chosen on their qualities of being cold and calculating and without any shred of compassion of dignity
While our dictators are being shuttled around in 30 car motorcades and eating $100 breakfasts and $16 orange juices the rest of us can barely afford orange juice or breakfast
The time of awakening is now, there doesn’t seem to be any shred of 2012 in the foreseen future but that could all change with a decree or a law being passed initiating military rule
It seems for 2012 we have the conservatives running EVERY country from the Netherlands to the UK to Canada and the USA, of course barack is not a conservative but the policies that have been enacted under his administration including forcible kidnapping and torture of any citizen and shutting down most of the medical marijuana dispensaries have left the west riddled with a populace that is not left with anywhere to go but the underground to make their money
This time is ripe for drug trafficking, human trafficking, and prostitution
It is sad, There also seems to be a controlled migration north to Canada and the only ones with any relative peace, serenity and security are those with a Masonic member of their family that can offer foresight, guidance and protection in a very difficult time.
I don’t want to believe in things like the new world order, military rule or 2012 but the events that are making themselves visible lately in this year have me wondering and have me questioning whether I should devote ¼ of my income to preparation in the next 7 months
If we undergo military rule things will be hard to come by and I have posted my list in a previous post of things you need to get for your own sanity and this is no secret but some items that I have thought deeply about rather than spending most of your income buying an assorted range of deluxe canned veggies who knows, it is really up to the individual
I cannot say what exactly is going to happen because it seems everyone I ask has no clue including psychics but I am working on it
Since moving to a rural area I believe I will be able to survive if need be, the cities would become super max prisons and people would have a shady black market of things like toothpaste and canned beans and smokes and of course liquor
But out here I know I will be able to survive
But on the other shoulder I have my angel telling me that the society we live in is simply too vulnerable to collapse but no empire is safe and what is happening when nobody is putting their money into things anymore the empire goes down
But as well
I wouldn’t believe the propaganda out there that the mainstream media feeds you
I believe the USA is still the richest country on the planet and well now Canada it seems are the new Yankees
The north American union makes sense but only under an enlightened rulership otherwise we will be in just one huge prison.
However this hasn’t stopped me from showing the world my art and I have taken out a run of advertising in the Toronto Xtra West advertising my male and other raver art site at www.2x2.imagekind.com
When Warhol was an artist it was not a very nice time money wise and the climate for art was chaotic but somehow he got his art into the hands of people and virtually started a creative revolution
No doubt they will be talking about this time for ages and we only have to sit back and let divinity show us what we need to see and input the info and use it for our advantage
Never feel threatened mind you
Especially about death or whatever
This is the greatest strangle hold they have over human beings, people can’t fathom what to do without their credit card mortgages or endless plastic items to buy or endless chemicals to douse your body in  
I know I haven’t written in a bit and needed some time but if you’re ever feeling bored I have about 900 discourses up on the site so room to explore
Peace Love Unity and Respect (PLUR)
See ya blogbuddies
-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD>





mystical trance


Amassing a lifetime of experience is a challenging endeavour
I have been pondering addiction lately since I am in my week of not smoking 420 after a pseudo 2 month 420 blitz
Addiction, hahaha never ending in a satanic paradise
Then you have the elites taking drugs we have no idea about because of their close involvement with the pharmaceutical cartels. I would estimate that there are about 2000 undiscovered drugs on shelves
I was reading an article lately that said we may get drugs for our worst fears or what we lack like motivation, passion, compassion, love etc etc
We are in a new millennia where the illusion doesn’t want to be found.
See I am speaking from experience, I am on a mind altering drug that is called risperidone for my schizophrenia. While I don’t notice any real side effects. The effects of the drug on me, don’t make me feel abnormal in a sense, the drug helps me operate normally
But this is the thing that makes me think of the 2012 illusion/ hoax and why individuals should not fear this coming change because there are so many people hopelessly addicted to substances we will never understand for example look up the chemistry on my drug and the meaning of it, it is really alien lingo and they even have chemistry signatures etc
I have no doubt in my mind that many of the charismatic elites you see are on many different substances, and when their supply is questioned, that is where the real power comes in
Not only that but these pharmaceutical cartels are able to operate in developing countries to literally come out with multitudes of things to keep us addicted.
See I stopped my medication after my breakup a few years ago and I ended up wearing Buddhist robes and walked 10 miles barefoot before i found myself in the hospital for a one night stay. After I had stabilized I was allowed to leave on a trip to a 5 star hotel to whistler so quite the spectrum
So when I think of a 420 addiction and the stress I am going through at the moment I think of the advanced interdimensional drugs that are out there that are actually produced by alien beings to enslave the human race but better than that they only need to get these ruling programs hooked and out comes evil laws and statutes to enslave us further, It is easy to enslave 1,000,000 people.
You only need to go to the person that is literally in control over those million people.
We live in a very intergalactic world. It is ironic that they don’t ever come clean about space tourism on earth and interdimensional travel. In a way movies and film operate as a trademark of writ
They allow legal script to play out in concentrated form allowing the truth to be told in fictional context. Take for example men in black
When you think of your world most are left oblivious to the true world. Nobody in their lives would ever take a wafer from nasa and be able to traverse the dimensions because they were never enlightened to that nature or that world.
There are so many hidden worlds all around. Including those that have the ability to manipulate the visible spectrum apparently we only see about 20% of what is visually present
So  4:20 haha almost worse that heroin in a sense, but I shouldn’t say this because I know that I will prolly smoke a joint again ahahah smoke it if you got it lolz
But just going through withdrawl and bringing bags of dimes to the people that supply it is a funny notion because it makes me think of suffering, that even enlightened beings suffer
We all suffer, the animal kingdom, the elites, plants, existence
When it all comes down to the mind. This mysterious egg like, alien flesh in our heads and safe to say in our bodies exists the entire universe, that is why we are special
We are billions of years old and each part of your body is given by a separate place in the universe that has discovered the true functionality of the system you need to operate
With the highest presence being the egg like flesh in your head, provided by the highest forms of divine alien nature/guidance.  The brain itself cannot be discovered unless operated on but to discover the true workings of the brain one would have to operate on a live person ...something not many are willing to do, but the Nazis succeeded at.
I was pondering the year 2000 in my head. With all of this latest struggle. What I was going through at the time. I was going on 15 day highs with no sleep and no food.  I would explore myself sexually for days and do things like write jibberish
I was never addicted to crystal meth per se. Just a weekend rave thing. But not many people know what it is like to be on day 12 with no sleep and no food. It is hell on earth. It is a concentration camp. Speaking of this crystal meth was formulated by the Japanese in the 1940’s i believe and sold to the Nazis for use on concentration camp victims.
This drug did allow me to connect to the mysterious force that runs the globe but also allowed me to literally traverse the hell realm and come back and live to tell about it and I still have all my teeth and my hair etc and I don’t look like the addicts you see.
It was my rave nature, and independence and being a crazy teen.
I remember this drug in vivid depth, but nothing I want to try again. I believe this drug took away alot from me, including my motivation and my sexual nature. But also allowed me to go into worlds that nobody could describe and open up pathways that not many get to experience.
It was not just that though not just meth I would be one 3 or 4 drugs a night and sometimes 3,4,6,10 caps of E etc and then there is DMT, GHB, 420, shrooms, acid, xtacy, and ketamine.
Not many people are willing to let their conciousness go that far and not many are willing to put their life at stake to discover this part of themselves 
When I tell people I travel interdimensionally when I sleep they look at me confused because to the common person astral travel is beyond their perception but mostly peoples pathways are shut down due to their indoctrination. But also people usually just dream of hypotheticals or only remember the last 30 seconds of their dream. People that are aware of their dimensional state keep it going and nurture it rather than shut it down, It really takes a psychic mind to go into previously unheard of or unseen dimensions. This is why there is such a war on drugs because perception is the quality the elites dont want you to have. The horror stories are the ones you hear about with the missing teeth and the hair falling out, people snorting 20 bags to die etc These are the most heavily marketed while the society ignores the use of drugs by people that MAKE IT like celebs and the super rich . to scare us into submission. To make us live in a life of slavery when in fact it is okay to do mushrooms every day for the rest of your life if you want if you can handle it lol this is what humanity used to be like.
But what is hidden is the use amongst the rich and elite to achieve things the common person is unable to attain.  When in fact there should be 10-20 legal drugs out there to occupy the decades long sentences we have here.
and what are we? nobody knows. We are alien beings. We are being held captive with about a thousand legalities governing your daily breath. 
It is scary and most shut down those pathways by having a scotch or a joint before bed or whatever
Peoples idea of enlightenment is a funny concept because some people would never read into a medicated schizophrenics words on some strange website with male art
But to likeminded hyper intelligent folk that have a fully sound skill at perception become a loyal disciple.
Not many people innerstand what my purpose is. Why do I sit here and write this.
You know I don’t even know. I get about 10 people a day visit the church of techno and I guess that is enough. Not many people come back. But quite a few just fill 5 min reading the latest post because they are fascinated with my mind. It is nice to smoke 420 once and awhile for a month or whatever but mainly because that drug helps me to dissociate from my real self. Which is this interdimensional traveller. Believe me the travels have started up again the past few nights and I will have a posting in a few days regarding what the aminals want me to see.
There are so many people hopelessly addicted, and if you are one of them just realize when you look at obama or harper or merkel or brown and know there are far worse dimensional drugs to be on.
There are far worse situations.
I have no doubt I am monitored by an advanced intelligence as to how I am doing and perceiving things on this drug I am on. But it helps me to live my life normally without the captivation piece and without the danger and the luciferian mind controlling me and my actions.
I was thinking about my first psychotic outburst
It happened on the steps of a Buddhist temple. I had just walked away from home believing my ex bf had fed me human meat in spaghetti lol So I walked to the temple and started to take off my clothes. I sat there naked almost freezing ..I believed that if I took off my clothes they would put robes on me and I would become a monk. well I think it was a nunnery lol so wrong buddhist sect and wrong gender.
I took off my shoe and started to get spasms. It was strange this led me to believe I was being controlled. SO i continued to take off all my clothes and sat completely naked in front of the temple. Of course I was taken to the hospital and certified, where I claim they inserted the nanobots into my knee.
Oh well what can you do. I don’t really mind my nanobots anymore everytime I feel them I just think to myself that it is blood flowing through a vein lol
This nudist Buddhist stuff continued with me going naked at the Indonesian embassy where I found a tap and just sat in running water for about an hour on Indonesian soil until a twink security guard found me nude on the embassy grounds and said hey whats going on. Where I was arrested again.
Then this happened another time at UBC where I took off all my clothes and yeah haha oh man
So, illness, perhaps....or invisible guardians making me do things to put me on lifelong disability assistance who knows. I will never have the answers it seems
It would seem that this is a byproduct of my sexwork from age 15-19 Yes 15 is a young age to be a sexworker...I was being paid about $400 an hour haha far cry from waiting for my cheque for 4 weeks like I do these days. But also at age 15 was when I first started with drug experimentation and funny thing is I think I stopped the aging process in me...it will be funny when I am 40 and people still think I am a boi ...
Everywhere I look for solace like wanting to be a monk they just start piling on rules and policies
I find searching a job is difficult and defeating
The only real comfort I take is in my projects really. I just know one thing that I believe in.

I will have ALOT of power and authority. And a very long life.
The only things keeping me going
-          Shaun A. Delage

dogleg


Seperation of oneself from the past seems to be societies greatest struggle …but more than that it is the individual humans struggle as well with things like addiction to drugs and alcohol to cover up the pain of a life.
What is life but a pseudo prison sentence with freedoms. Constant barrage of information regarding your pseudo captivity is hidden from you at all times while being masked in the aura of free market enterprise and capitalism
In a world with almost infinite things to buy it is tough for one not to be materialist
In my gay community materialism seems to be the leading characteristic amongst gay people along with the addiction to sex and alcohol
I don’t attempt to vilify sex or alcohol either while funny to be seen as a conservative raver in my discourses it is ok to drink it is ok to have sex and shoot a load it is ok to buy a $1000 jacket on your visa
But what I am saying is that when materialism runs your life that is all you become
You only become the $400 jacket you bought that was regular $1000
It seems people have lost their spiritual and ancient purpose so they mask it in their slavery and materialism – it seems to be a catch all for those that have no direction or abilities
I have always blogged that people that are inherent slave minded do anything they can to prop up their innermost slave state while ignoring the greater societal issues, simply because they are too busy slaving away to take notice. Then when they are not slaving away it is this endless chase for sex and booze and drugs to mask their pain and injuries sustained while slaving
Slavery is something we all have to live with but what would life be like without slavery
Well people would not have so many burdens like mortgages, endless and tiring debt, addictions etc
When one begins to strip away the layers of illusion in their life it is amusing to note those that scatter around you like locusts trying to repopulate the ideology that you so despise.
Stripping away layers of illusion is tiring and exhaustive work in the mind because you can literally feel when your being stepped on and most don’t do anything about it
Then you have people and like I spoke of materialism I also want to go into social life a bit more
It seems those without an active social life are vilified as psychotics and funny thing is when you practice isolation that is one of the only methods you have to experience peace and enlightenment and ascension and a world without illusion
You are simply left with the self. Most people cannot handle their being. Their presence. They find themselves boring or whatever But funny thing is too that those that block ascension in all avenues in their lives seem to be the most bored. Those that welcome ascension and evolution are constantly welcoming new experiences in their presence
I have really been questioning my place in the world lately
I have been pondering the Buddhist monastic life in depth
I have been relating society to me
Tirelessly searching for a purpose, a reason for being here, a career …anything
Seems to be the hobbies I have besides my enlightenment is the gym and meditation lol quite the life
This reminds me of my anomalous state
That I am here to oppose the structure in place with a Christ consciousness
I have qualms with god and divinity but nothing that cant be solved without some ascension
I question my beings role here and how much of an oppositional force I am in the system
It is a setback , you feel defeated, injured etc
Somebody said to me you have the same chance here as everyone else
I seriously question that because not many average folk have had what I went through on my captivation document and live to tell about it
While the document scares away people that are not likeminded it allows me the power to enter likeminded souls lives and make an impression
I don’t believe that my going public I am going to change people
But the goals of this virtual ministry to is to help others ascend and liberate the written word and do that which is right
Not many gay, Buddhist, raver, perpetual teen, reverends out there lol
Time to make it last I say
-          Shaun A. Delage



I will add a post script to this posting which is rare indeed for my blog while most posts follow the same artistic code it is funny because most may wonder about the graphics on here and most of em are all created by meh and who am I well here is a recent pic of me in my bathroom mirror with the camera phone. hottie or cutie well I will let you decide lolz I was just talking to afriend about how I get mistaken for 16/17 all the time but funny I am not an egotist mainly because I used to be 300 lbs... not anymore I am proud of how far I have come. so cutie or studbuddy you decide but haha I know I wont be single for much longer trying to smile at some hawties :) sorry is kinda blurry lolz cant do much about that :P not many reverends that look like me I figure and they lie, they touch themselves... they just dont want to say they do lol priests
fav hoodie (now worn out/faded so rare pic zomg)
still have an aura that is tripped, messed , slick, whacked
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA
Matrix Techno Universalist



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Nazis control technology

No better way to celebrate a new day then with a new discourse and the discourses have shifted to visual for the past while I have been focusing on input rather than output
My whole computer underwent a full system restore and I lost years worth of stuff but is all relative because my art folder and my writing from about a month ago is safe.
What I did lose was about 9000 books quite the setback but also my music except 90hrs worth of blindspot techno di.fm
Well, it has been personally and technologically apocalyptic I don’t really mind. I mean the thoughts did register to at least download my whole computer to an external harddrive. This all made me think of what is going on on a larger scale and exactly how it affects each and every one of us. But by this I also mean that the red lettering on your birth certifcate may also serve as a depository of karmic obstacle by the state.
Nobody would imagine their being trading on the human stock market of the people that live below ground in underground networks as opposed to above ground in our reality. The only saving grace rests with a simple causality to make yourself known every chance you get and leave a paper trail etc but funny thing too the internet acts as its own psuedo depository of information where we are the original trailblazers in our future time everything we know on the net and intellectually will be able to fit on a zip chip
Not saying that a person can be completely wiped from the system in a few strokes. There are many corporate entities out there likewise with the greater slave programs working alongside other procrument clones. To achive what we call this reality in front of us. The only way one can see the actual workings of reality is to detach oneself from the reality as much as possible. Then you begin to see exactly how it all fits into place. Being a digital hermit or whatever may seem a bit odd. Another thing I have been in thought about is the buddhist monk thing. This is something that I see as a reality for me since I despise everything about the system and its workings and its inhabitants at the moment so it would make sense to shed everything and just move into a hut in the forest
I mean I have quit smoking, quit drugs, quit alcohol, am debt free, intelligent, aware, awake, hold a valid passport, don’t need therapy at this point (imagine that lol, guess it would suck to talk to somebody in depth about my captivation document-the captivated piece is like a cult in itself the document has its own stock ticker lol)
So personal apocalypse aside people are generally wading the storm In my travels I have found there are some horribly debt ridden people that are miserable and just use food to cover up their pain when in fact they could provide a life for themselves if they dared to expand their mind more or for that matter profess a belief in some sort of divine entity that keeps everything at peace so you may exist.
Writing itself is a very intimate encounter not to say it should be in some sex shop or in a xxx theatre but it is almost as intimate in form because it is logged for perpetuity. In writing I have always never feared any information I release. I have never questioned my perceptive ability to relay information. When you see some of the intricacies of the matrix float together in some dream like appartus you have to have faith. Not many people in life are ordained into gnostic buddhist meditation. This is something you know you inhabit not to say the least.
While it is ok to renounce it all and move to the forest it takes some time. You don’t just say Hi I am moving in you just come on your own accord at your own free will which could be decided in decades of meditation
The only thing holding me back at the moment is my need to medicate, excersise, and my love for men, my hair, and eating after noon. I actually don’t mind eating a few banana chips or whatever at midnight who knows maybe I was destined to form my own meditation centre called the Church of techno !
I kinda like it being virtual at this point !
Anyways I am all typed out catcha later blogbuddiez
-          Shaun A. Delage