mystical trance

Amassing a lifetime of experience is a challenging endeavour

I have been pondering addiction lately since I am in my week of not smoking 420 after a pseudo 2 month 420 blitz

Addiction, hahaha never ending in a satanic paradise

Then you have the elites taking drugs we have no idea about because of their close involvement with the pharmaceutical cartels. I would estimate that there are about 2000 undiscovered drugs on shelves

I was reading an article lately that said we may get drugs for our worst fears or what we lack like motivation, passion, compassion, love etc etc

We are in a new millennia where the illusion doesn’t want to be found.

See I am speaking from experience, I am on a mind altering drug that is called risperidone for my schizophrenia. While I don’t notice any real side effects. The effects of the drug on me, don’t make me feel abnormal in a sense, the drug helps me operate normally

But this is the thing that makes me think of the 2012 illusion/ hoax and why individuals should not fear this coming change because there are so many people hopelessly addicted to substances we will never understand for example look up the chemistry on my drug and the meaning of it, it is really alien lingo and they even have chemistry signatures etc

I have no doubt in my mind that many of the charismatic elites you see are on many different substances, and when their supply is questioned, that is where the real power comes in

Not only that but these pharmaceutical cartels are able to operate in developing countries to literally come out with multitudes of things to keep us addicted.

See I stopped my medication after my breakup a few years ago and I ended up wearing Buddhist robes and walked 10 miles barefoot before i found myself in the hospital for a one night stay. After I had stabilized I was allowed to leave on a trip to a 5 star hotel to whistler so quite the spectrum

So when I think of a 420 addiction and the stress I am going through at the moment I think of the advanced interdimensional drugs that are out there that are actually produced by alien beings to enslave the human race but better than that they only need to get these ruling programs hooked and out comes evil laws and statutes to enslave us further, It is easy to enslave 1,000,000 people.

You only need to go to the person that is literally in control over those million people.

We live in a very intergalactic world. It is ironic that they don’t ever come clean about space tourism on earth and interdimensional travel. In a way movies and film operate as a trademark of writ

They allow legal script to play out in concentrated form allowing the truth to be told in fictional context. Take for example men in black

When you think of your world most are left oblivious to the true world. Nobody in their lives would ever take a wafer from nasa and be able to traverse the dimensions because they were never enlightened to that nature or that world.

There are so many hidden worlds all around. Including those that have the ability to manipulate the visible spectrum apparently we only see about 20% of what is visually present

So  4:20 haha almost worse that heroin in a sense, but I shouldn’t say this because I know that I will prolly smoke a joint again ahahah smoke it if you got it lolz

But just going through withdrawl and bringing bags of dimes to the people that supply it is a funny notion because it makes me think of suffering, that even enlightened beings suffer

We all suffer, the animal kingdom, the elites, plants, existence

When it all comes down to the mind. This mysterious egg like, alien flesh in our heads and safe to say in our bodies exists the entire universe, that is why we are special

We are billions of years old and each part of your body is given by a separate place in the universe that has discovered the true functionality of the system you need to operate

With the highest presence being the egg like flesh in your head, provided by the highest forms of divine alien nature/guidance.  The brain itself cannot be discovered unless operated on but to discover the true workings of the brain one would have to operate on a live person ...something not many are willing to do, but the Nazis succeeded at.

I was pondering the year 2000 in my head. With all of this latest struggle. What I was going through at the time. I was going on 15 day highs with no sleep and no food.  I would explore myself sexually for days and do things like write jibberish

I was never addicted to crystal meth per se. Just a weekend rave thing. But not many people know what it is like to be on day 12 with no sleep and no food. It is hell on earth. It is a concentration camp. Speaking of this crystal meth was formulated by the Japanese in the 1940’s i believe and sold to the Nazis for use on concentration camp victims.

This drug did allow me to connect to the mysterious force that runs the globe but also allowed me to literally traverse the hell realm and come back and live to tell about it and I still have all my teeth and my hair etc and I don’t look like the addicts you see.

It was my rave nature, and independence and being a crazy teen.

I remember this drug in vivid depth, but nothing I want to try again. I believe this drug took away alot from me, including my motivation and my sexual nature. But also allowed me to go into worlds that nobody could describe and open up pathways that not many get to experience.
It was not just that though not just meth I would be one 3 or 4 drugs a night and sometimes 3,4,6,10 caps of E etc and then there is DMT, GHB, 420, shrooms, acid, xtacy, and ketamine.
Not many people are willing to let their conciousness go that far and not many are willing to put their life at stake to discover this part of themselves 

When I tell people I travel interdimensionally when I sleep they look at me confused because to the common person astral travel is beyond their perception but mostly peoples pathways are shut down due to their indoctrination. But also people usually just dream of hypotheticals or only remember the last 30 seconds of their dream. People that are aware of their dimensional state keep it going and nurture it rather than shut it down, It really takes a psychic mind to go into previously unheard of or unseen dimensions. This is why there is such a war on drugs because perception is the quality the elites dont want you to have. The horror stories are the ones you hear about with the missing teeth and the hair falling out, people snorting 20 bags to die etc These are the most heavily marketed while the society ignores the use of drugs by people that MAKE IT like celebs and the super rich . to scare us into submission. To make us live in a life of slavery when in fact it is okay to do mushrooms every day for the rest of your life if you want if you can handle it lol this is what humanity used to be like.
But what is hidden is the use amongst the rich and elite to achieve things the common person is unable to attain.  When in fact there should be 10-20 legal drugs out there to occupy the decades long sentences we have here.
and what are we? nobody knows. We are alien beings. We are being held captive with about a thousand legalities governing your daily breath. 

It is scary and most shut down those pathways by having a scotch or a joint before bed or whatever

Peoples idea of enlightenment is a funny concept because some people would never read into a medicated schizophrenics words on some strange website with male art

But to likeminded hyper intelligent folk that have a fully sound skill at perception become a loyal disciple.

Not many people innerstand what my purpose is. Why do I sit here and write this.

You know I don’t even know. I get about 10 people a day visit the church of techno and I guess that is enough. Not many people come back. But quite a few just fill 5 min reading the latest post because they are fascinated with my mind. It is nice to smoke 420 once and awhile for a month or whatever but mainly because that drug helps me to dissociate from my real self. Which is this interdimensional traveller. Believe me the travels have started up again the past few nights and I will have a posting in a few days regarding what the aminals want me to see.

There are so many people hopelessly addicted, and if you are one of them just realize when you look at obama or harper or merkel or brown and know there are far worse dimensional drugs to be on.

There are far worse situations.

I have no doubt I am monitored by an advanced intelligence as to how I am doing and perceiving things on this drug I am on. But it helps me to live my life normally without the captivation piece and without the danger and the luciferian mind controlling me and my actions.

I was thinking about my first psychotic outburst

It happened on the steps of a Buddhist temple. I had just walked away from home believing my ex bf had fed me human meat in spaghetti lol So I walked to the temple and started to take off my clothes. I sat there naked almost freezing ..I believed that if I took off my clothes they would put robes on me and I would become a monk. well I think it was a nunnery lol so wrong buddhist sect and wrong gender.

I took off my shoe and started to get spasms. It was strange this led me to believe I was being controlled. SO i continued to take off all my clothes and sat completely naked in front of the temple. Of course I was taken to the hospital and certified, where I claim they inserted the nanobots into my knee.

Oh well what can you do. I don’t really mind my nanobots anymore everytime I feel them I just think to myself that it is blood flowing through a vein lol

This nudist Buddhist stuff continued with me going naked at the Indonesian embassy where I found a tap and just sat in running water for about an hour on Indonesian soil until a twink security guard found me nude on the embassy grounds and said hey whats going on. Where I was arrested again.

Then this happened another time at UBC where I took off all my clothes and yeah haha oh man

So, illness, perhaps....or invisible guardians making me do things to put me on lifelong disability assistance who knows. I will never have the answers it seems
It would seem that this is a byproduct of my sexwork from age 15-19 Yes 15 is a young age to be a sexworker...I was being paid about $400 an hour haha far cry from waiting for my cheque for 4 weeks like I do these days. But also at age 15 was when I first started with drug experimentation and funny thing is I think I stopped the aging process in me...it will be funny when I am 40 and people still think I am a boi ...

Everywhere I look for solace like wanting to be a monk they just start piling on rules and policies

I find searching a job is difficult and defeating

The only real comfort I take is in my projects really. I just know one thing that I believe in.

I will have ALOT of power and authority. And a very long life.

The only things keeping me going

-          Shaun A. Delage