Taking in Life -

Self of nature,
Self of rhythm,
Self of future,
Self of epitome,
Self of stature,
Being of multiplicity.
One of the greatest romantic, confessional poets of the new millennium.
Community of one.
Community of seven.
Beings of twelve,
Trials of eleven,
Hatred of five,
and the tests of twenty.
Seclusion of seventeen.
Infusion of zero.
Amusement of fifty, Craziness of nine.
Occasional enlightenment of one.
Beings that inhabit your soul, will call out.
Beings that see you as a super imposed reality, will mock.
But who knows what deals they have made?
Those beings that would lock away the masses and throw away the key.
They wear a red sash and call people names without thinking.
They speak out of ignorance.
But mainly out of jurisdictional law.
One would assume that the beings are only in the many.
But the beings inhabit quite so few.
That if we could see them in a room.
Without the guards and the locks, and without the uniform to impose.
But never mind the fact that spilled blood was soaked on their sash and robes.
That hearts were rubbed on the very clothes they wear.
While they sentence you to a few years to be raped and abused.
The most vulnerable in society. It is sickening to think of, but to me...
They would not matter very much.

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JeffyTrix -

Entering the matrix without understanding the matrix,
People placed around you in a more knowing impression.
Nothing to be feared, just something to be cautious of.
I see myself in him at age twenty yet haven’t aged a day.
Now age wise I am an old dinosaur to him,
funny people see us together and imagine us to be in high school.
Preppy meets ray ban.
I want to show him, my ways, my theories, my being.
yet a lot holds me back.
I know he only wants to be enlightened, to not feel lonely when surrounded by people.
More-so to be set free from an internal prison,
people with chaotic looks around you making you feel horrible.
Looking in his eyes I see enlightenment.
I don’t want to freak him out, but I understand why were both here.
Why we both met however odd it was to me... it was beautiful, to him... it was digital.
hoping to find the best of them all,
in some ways I am perfect for him,
in others I could never be.
In some ways I could do whatever I could to make him happy.
But something he needs to understand.
Which many don’t ‘innerstand’ is the need to temper materialistic desires.
Many people cover their own internal pain with beautiful shining things.
It is best to live simply I am sure he understands.
The thoughts surround me of who he will be in five years.
The thoughts enter my soul of what I can make him into.
The thoughts enter my being of what he can teach me.
What he will make me into most of all.
I imagine myself combing his hair, cutting his fingernails, making him dinner, pouring his glass of water, brushing
his teeth for him.
I imagine washing his arms in the bathtub holding him in my arms.
The gazebo by the ocean with fifteen foot, fabric like, flags blowing in the wind.
Slipping the ring on his finger, him slipping one on mine.
Understanding that there is a bond between us.
Being with somebody that is unloving doesn’t work for us, this being I see before me.
An old soul, we have hooked up before.
Both in youth’s bodies.
In some ways he has it better together than I do.
In other ways I am pretty OK too.
I think of us, then I get a pang of worry like what could I offer him.
I only know this, with love anything is possible
I could achieve anything.
I could do anything.
I could be anybody.
I could be with him; of course he has to want it.
I want it.
We both have to be confident.
In some ways I have evolved massively since age twenty in other ways... I am still twenty years old!
I just know....if he was to be with me.
He would never have to cook a day in his life.
I would make it my goal to make sure he doesn’t have to work another day as well.
Love takes time.
Trust takes time.
Bond takes time.
Union takes time.
Enlightenment takes time, but it is everlasting.
Saves the very nature of our being from imploding and self destructing.
I look in his eyes and see much.
I am sure he is aware of me on some level, much will be made apparent.
The choice lies with his soul.
I read through his blogs and imagine.
Some twisted man threesome covered in cake and chocolate.
My mind is pervy.
I am happy not wasting my time on people that don’t matter.
I’m happy making sure I am the most calm person in the world.
So he looks forward to seeing me again and again.
Because that is all he wants is another boy that understands his struggles

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metric life -

I can’t say much that will change his life forever,
but I can be there to offer the most beautiful soul on the planet.
The only true nature of love.
I only trust my guidance from above.
Wanting us both to be mostly free of.
I walk over to him and hand him a kid glove.
He looks at me wondering if it fits and says kind of.
I asked him if I am something to be proud of,
that the world sees me something to be rid of.
Or that my voice is something the matrix is sick of.
I want to slip on his hand a pervy suede glove.
Wondering what is in his mind and what he'll think of.
Naturally figuring out what he will conceive of.
Touching his fingers through the hand and glove.
Never wanting to see the end of.
His beauty enters my soul like true love.
The very being is just the epitome of cute love.
The workings of the boy that will just be the most awesome being to enter my sphere.
I have so much to learn from him. Will he let me?
With each other anything is possible.
Two books finished submitted to publishers with a sense of self, theories collide.
Youthful energetic vibe.
I want to be his bride.
Only to wonder past years why I cried.
Just wanting love to glide.
My nature to guide.
We can just hug and hug and simply hide.
Figuring out naturally born pride.
Weird glances from people knowing they spied.
Watching us walk hand in hand with a confident stride.
Our hands interlaced and completely tied, seeing his face.
I look at the bright side.
Mostly for twenty six years this has been denied,
Soaring through the sky almost paraglide.
Looking somewhat at myself inside.
Watching him hug me by low tide.
Not wanting to lead him away or misguide.
Stroking his long bangs from the north side.
By a tree, outside.
Looking for him wanting to provide.
Smiling I can simply look around needing to take pride.
We can go worldwide, stateside, love tribe.
Just wanting to walk alongside.
Hold his hand, bring him outside.
Showing him that a human can exist without Jekyll and Hyde.
Soaring past the earthen plane great divide.
Just not wanting to be apart and lay to the side.
Scaling cliffs in a love filled with mountain pride.
Wandering the country nationwide.
Careful wanting to stand beside him either side.
Side by side, by the rising tide

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try to spie -


The being that involves me enlightens me.
Stopping in one self to see outer self, requires skill.
Being adept to the true nature of the cause of this madness.
Makes one insane.
But more-so those that have the power to hand out titles.
Are even more insane.
To be in oneself while attempting to halt the infractions on our citizens which goes against the treatment of
prisoners and animals takes a skill.
Because in here you are never human.
You’re only you.
Which you don’t even know what that is.
So how could you accept being given a role, which you don’t even understand.
It is my own faith and becoming that your soul be set free amongst millions.
Because your only soul.
It is the eventual enlightenment of the entire galaxy, and you will be loved for your sacrifice.
To the better good the higher path.
No matter how tough the path is.
Or how many stones cut your hand when you fall.
The haunting souls who reside here yet never die.
The ones I’m in love with need my touch.
Far too precious to lose their lives.
I do the work of insanity to save them.
I can’t believe how many men I will meet on the other side.
Oh my god one boyfriend is not enough, I will have millions.
Going to be hard to keep up but I will manage.
Safety of the feline embrace.
The most divine of all creatures.

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Physical chinese -

The theory of the system is what you make of it.
If you let the system capture the essence of your capitalist craving then you are nothing,
Nothing but spit!
The selfless desire to be something is really nothing if you don’t have any money.
What the heck does the system relay when you’re not given the fruits of slavery.
You are simply a slime covered insect in the grand scheme of things.

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CLaM SoUL

Well the opposite of what I thought would happen with the letter to my mother, in it I corrected many misconceptions of my youth and was able to finally and fully tell my story, which I think is an empowering process. She has left all communication with me, but what did I have to begin with in a sense, she doesn’t make any sort of effort to keep up a relationship with me.

She pretty much just left me on facebook and banned my name and I guess she is too ashamed to accept my version of the truth.

One thing I came to terms with in writing a letter to bring peace and hopefully evolve our relationship is the fact that she did too abuse me as a youngster, she chose the man that would inflict untold amounts of physical and psychological trauma on me. She says she was never there or that she never saw anything so it seems like a cop out and an easy one at best.

Part of the letter included the fact that I forgave her, and she chose to end all ties with me which is her choice.

I can now feel what it feels like for the many people that have had parents fail them. There are countless people in society that their parents have cause irreparable harm to them and this is why many people are addicted and in pain, or in jail. People aren’t as eloquent in describing their pain in a five page letter, but I am a very good writer hehe

I keep my mind on the path, it is heartbreaking to not include somebody that should be so close on it and I am convinced that sometimes the greatest people you can trust are strangers rather than your own family.

I think my cats passing has taught me a tremendous amount about life and the path I want to lead. At such a sad time I was willing to express myself to my mother and she just basically cowered rather than deal with it like an adult.

I keep my mind on positivity however, I have a very beautiful life out here in the forest in my cabin/kuti and I have become a lacto-ovo vegetarian again and I am picking up my writing where I last left off in the third book, I think it will be an epic story to bring to the world, part of me wants to finish this story and it’s sequels harmoniously so that I can start working on other projects, the next book, my fourth- I want to do a sci-fi type book :::)

I strongly believe that techno has the power to heal along with time, and that you can overcome any obstacle with a varying spectrum of techno-meditation-time scenario

The best station I listen to is techno station on DI.FM it is awesome haha

Part of me in writing the letter was to bring closure to an otherwise chaotic childhood, and to be able to finally tell my side of the story-in which nobody has asked for, and my mother chose to close the door to our life and that is not my fault, that is something she needs to come to terms with and if she never does than most likely she will hold onto that pain and her side of events for countless decades. The process however painful and anxiety inducing has allowed me to get my side of the story told and to put closure to the events that surrounded my life and in seeing her cower away most likely because she is ashamed –now I know my route or path in life does not include those that are supposedly so close to me.

I see people close with their family and my heart aches in a sense because I never had that tenderness or affection. But it has not stopped me from being trusting and loving to other people, exactly quite the opposite most likely has happened instead of creating an indebted, cruel, angry person the matrix essentially has created a bright shining indigo Buddha scavenged out of the tears and pain from an abusive past.

The whole world is suffering in one way or another, many people don’t have any idea why they are here, how they could choose this place or what is going to transpire. Essentially you can wait for the answers to come to you or you can make your own reality.

-Shaun A. Delage

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LeMoNaTa

We are living in such a profound time, and it is only present in societal structure and when you begin to contemplate the realities of existence you see through the illusion and the mayhem and open up to the world of the ultimate.

So many are oblivious, spending $900 on a smartphone and $100 a month to keep it up, $75 for a shirt and need I say $3500 for sunglasses or $35,000 for a purse lol If you are so far down the road of illusion that you would spend an entire months rent on a cell phone that is entirely up to you but there is also a class of people that this is out of bounds too, and it includes people in their seventies that have lived through war, and life enough to witness the gradual and sometimes intoxicating change that has hit the world, but it isn’t just seniors that can’t afford some of these luxuries it is also people that are permanently injured or disabled, war veterans, people on welfare can barely afford their month’s rent let alone nourishing themselves.

It is the irony of our times when people spend so frivolously yet have no idea where these things are made and what sort of apparatus you are feeding (black budget enterprises etc) with your continued slavery of these items, like smartphones, cable, $250 shirts etc.

In my province they treat the permanently disabled like prisoners and the people on welfare even worse, let me explain both for a second, people on welfare are given about $550 a month and expected to find rent at $375 a month maximum and they cap the rental income and spending money separately, so that means that somebody on welfare has about $175 left over for EVERYTHING imaginable, so chances are they are not going to buy a shirt with the whole thing or use the money to pay for a smart phone. As well there is virtually zero places that will rent to you for under $400 and you most likely are forced to live in a shelter or with parents or a room mate, how can one afford things like dishes, personal items like soap, mouthwash, hair products, vitamins and such.

It is really a sad state of affairs, because they have layered on legalese and such to rip this meagre income away from anybody that breaks the rules in the slightest.

On disability they are a bit kinder, but not really…. Let me explain, On Permanent disability in British Columbia you get about $900 and about $300 more if you can prove you are ‘wasting away’

They allow $375 for rent and it is capped separately from your stipend, you are allowed to make $800 more a month, but most people are too traumatized or get this….DISABLED to earn that amount so it is a pointless gift from the powers that be. They also don’t allow you to keep over $5000 and you have to put it in a trust and up to $200k they will keep you on. Also if you claim you are in a relationship or married or anything of the sort than they will look at what your partner makes –nevermind debt or obligations and deduct it from YOUR cheque so essentially anybody common law that is on disability and their spouse even works at mcdonalds they will deduct that off the cheque. They haven’t raised the rates in my province since 2001

We are living in a completely abysmal state of affairs in north America and from what I can understand things are far worse in Europe with the social welfare structure with limbless people being told they can work. How is one able to go to work? Well chances are one of the hundred or so illuminati corporations will hire you for $11 an hour. They don’t want to tell you that we are under a global state of emergency since like world war one. That aliens have given certain initiates technology to sell and operate a slave force for, that 99% of north American and European products come from asia, that your very name and social insurance/security are being openly traded on the stock market.

So most people are in a situation where they are so heavily indebted with mortgages, car loans, credit card debt, family responsibilities, or sickness that they will do anything the company tells them to do to your brothers and sisters even if it means draining them of their money, taking their land their family has had for generations, telling them some glitch erased their savings etc and they even have the nerve to tell you on your bill that you will finally have it paid off in the year 2100 lol

Food and every single essential has jumped by like 4000% in the past decade, while solid and incredible employment has fallen, and gone are the days when you can get fat off your pension and live comfortably with 3 houses and a family rich with prosperity.

Most people turn to drugs, alcohol, gambling and smoking to alleviate their symptoms

If you live a life of relative peace, security, stability, honesty and fruitfulness then count yourself incredibly lucky because people are suffering this very moment, this is the paradox of the world we live in, and why we are afforded a singular as opposed to a collective consciousness, while it is easy to say we are all one, would you want to feel the despair when a person dies every second or a new illness is found in someone or another is taken brutally by violence.

We don’t live in a world of enigmas or leaders per se, they are a rarity –VERY RARE!!!

Otherwise there would be thousands of new constructs of the Church of Techno in a multitude of faiths or beliefs and inspirations, we would have millions of new inventions a week, and we would have free thoughtform run rampant.

We are all on a path, and mine includes, compassion-sincerity-understanding-kindness-spirituality-love-music-faith-creativity-fun-adventure-solitude-meditation-and the astral

So finding your path remains your greatest objective, with that you will feel calm amidst the storm, and a guiding search light to call you home.

-Shaun A. Delage

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ChEshire KaT

A long time ago I realized I was on my own per se, and this is terrifying to an individual.

I mean, most people have a family member or friend they can depend on, financially or otherwise

But when you are truly alone, only then can you come to terms with reality.

I have seen others operate, most of their houses are furnished by a rich family member, $700 to save you when you accidentally sent the cell phone company money twice, a new car when you turn 16, help with your first down-payment on a house, money for the new baby room, $2000 to help with the student loan underpayment. I realized I was on my own every single dollar, nobody to help with college, nobody to help me edit my book, nobody that would even care and this is a deafening reality to some while growing up some of my boyfriends were getting their private school paid for and were beaking off about how their servants serving their meal did it from the wrong shoulder, or they were getting a new car thanks to rich pop, our society is extremely unfair in it's setup, and most chav families out there you realize you are on your own from an early age, no wonder there is so much crime and adversity. These rich kids and their families gifting was beyond my own interpretation of reality, in a sense comes with more pressure but incredible to think about.

People don’t even know how much they rely on being helped along by their friends or family.

I can say that I have not been helped along other than a relationship. Just to be completely alone in your prospects is almost painful to most they try not to dwell on it too much. 

When you partner with somebody it is wise to be as kind, fair and just as possible.

The level of people that are suffering alone, is most likely immense, and you see these people scattering away in the sidelines, riding their bike down a highway filled with luxury cars, people still wonder why there is crime, and I observed an aged native man recently asking people for a dollar while they fill their luxury cars with food, and every single one was almost programmed to say NO. probably laughing off the old indian with a liquor store bag in his hands. It is just funny to me that we will gladly pay $8 for a box of cereal and can’t even afford to give somebody a dollar. How we are engrained to just shuffle along the streets passing by a dirty person lying with their hand out tears falling to the street. Technically it amounts to what have we become? Of course there has always been much poverty in the ages.  We have an incredible amount of people that are so broken by this structure and have no motivation to keep it going and very few that actually do in effect keep it moving. Being a part of 3 minorities I have a keen understanding of what people go through in life, myself being part native, disabled, and a gay man- I know in my heart what it is like to suffer and to have empathy and compassion. Karmically we live in a very unfortunate set of circumstances, and it is only enveloping as we go farther into strife with the entire world, safe to say about half the world is poverty stricken living in filth soaked slums, while we in the west live in an illusion of wealth.

We live in this illusion of wealth from little things like running, clean, healthy mountain water, to working toilets, food stores where you can buy any sort of munchies, working power and lights, every gadget one could imagine. How vastly different from India or Africa or S. America

Safe to say that somebody that does not recognize and have appreciation for these luxuries will end up living in something they never thought possible.

How easy it is, for a beautiful city to get plummeted with depleted uranium, for the forces that be to attack the water and sewage systems, and essentially collapse and entire city or country in a matter of minutes to hours.

We are surrounded by million dollar buildings and highways, stores that sell $800 jackets and $40 scarves. Yet we have people that are so sad they must shoot up heroin all over their bodies to achieve any sort of happiness.

It’s almost as if this world was built for the naïve and the ignorant materialist to bask in and not even think twice, about the untold suffering and horrible abuses that some of the citizens of earth must endure to live another day.

They say it is a gift from the Christ or the god that you can have this meal, or live in such opulence.

Where is this power present when somebody gets brutally murdered, raped, robbed, beaten.

Where is this power when one chooses to shoot themself, or jump off a cruise ship, or when a stray animal is dirty and wet huddling under a dumpster, where is this god when a prostitute is working the corner in 6 inch heels, where is this god, when abuse happens, and nobody cares, where is this god when the shelters are full and people are turned away –yet on sub zero cold nights we have the compassion to open more. Where is this power when the governments are passing laws that are downright criminally insane, where is the Christ when 12 police officers are beating somebody almost to death, if this god can see all, then why does it let countless masonic temples and fraternities do what they do, and allow nuclear armed submarines to scour the earth.

I am afraid the only divine, that you will find is within, they have long forgotten about this place.

Imprisoned within the body like a pearl, we all await our fate, whatever it may be.

I just am saying, not everyone here, has arranged to be here, nor wants to be here, This structure by far is the most terrifying design I can conceive of, a magnificent superMAX prison for those that have the most money. And literally those that don’t have the motivation to keep this illusion in place suffer with horrible health conditions and extreme poverty, suffering, and abuse.

The point of this discourse is not scare one away or harass their belief system

The point of this teaching is to make you aware of what you do have, the people in your life that guide and assist, the animals that look up to you for every meal, the plants that need your attention and those that you pass in the street, If you truly want lavish miracles to take place, it is imperative that you start performing a few.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Fir Finch

Greetings blog buddies,

I thought I would do a dispatch since it has been about a week, I feel strongly that everything is going as it should, amidst chaos in the greater world, we have weird stuff happening on this dimension like NSa spying and Egypt and Greece in Chaos, I wonder why I was born in the most fortunate place on earth to be born, a literal zion of souls in an extremely wealthy place to live, with fresh clean water on will and a dozen food places in my area where you can get full for a few dollars, and some people are born into places that take a full day to walk for water and the most you can get is dried fish.

That is why I am not going to be ignorant of where I reside, and with the beauty of life bestowed upon me will try and do my best to guide others as the temporal leader of the Church of Techno. You know, to some it may just be a blog but to others I provide vast amounts of contemplation in a virtual ministry and I take my role very seriously, people are dying because they can’t find people that ‘get’ them.

I do realise too that nature is a very unforgiving place to live, with spiders weaving invisible webs to trap unknowing or ignorant beings and to have every ounce of blood sucked from their being, so in a world where such things happen one always needs to have their senses alert and the ability to constantly learn. Many people don’t go to lengths to learn about their inherent humanity, to understand where they came from and where they are going, to tap into the unknown, like buying incense or psychic tea but that is kind of where I operate, I just found a blessed stone from john of god...

http://www.johnofgodonline.com/blessed-abadiania-crystals.html

And it is true most people would not buy something like this nor would they drink a concoction of psychic herbs, But I have long since discovered that my future rests with the unknown, the hidden, and I have discovered a ton of stuff on the astral world, and almost live there more than here.

I am thankful in a way that I was able to retire at age 23 and go on a pension, because it took away the need to make money, and have all my basic needs taken care of, but for somebody on a limited income you only can make one or a few purchases that really mean something to you a month. This is why I use manifestation meditation to bring to me things that I desire, not just material things but qualities, feelings, adventures, thoughts, perceptions, a literal download of things that I don’t have.

To live in such a dualistic place brings its challenges to a more spiritual person, I think the answers to life come at the most unknown times, for people but most are too busy to take notice, I say even one hour a day of quiet contemplation is an investment in your future, not an hour to stew over negativity, but a time of healing, re-energizing, a time of power, and beauty and a time of forgiveness.

So many out there are so damaged by the system that in the process of life they have disgraced their spirit guides and offended them. Those are the people that continue to be callus, calculating, and angry.

When you honour your spirit guides and give thanks and work on yourself to forgive, and to heal, the greater powers notice the tremendous work you are doing. I have been contemplating on the cast of characters in my life, and I wonder what I did to deserve all the attention, but also most people in my case just end up dead, or diseased or angry and I have done the opposite, and turned adversity into a time of great and powerful forgiveness, and healing.

I question much of what has happened to me, and live each day as if it is just a faint movie I watched and just live in the present, I can’t even really fathom the amount of hurt or negativity or whatever that has been broadcasted at me, but none of it has stuck.

I have tried to explain myself in my manifesto and on here, and chart the course of the rave reverend because many people may not understand exactly why they are here in the moment reading these words.

Mostly people wonder who is the person behind the Church of Techno, and I remain an enigma, because only those closest to me understand me completely, even to my own family I remain a mystery.

I have had to take steps recently to distance myself from a hateful and nasty family, and work slowly to repair whatever we have left as a pseudo friendship, but there are things with my own family that others have crossed the line of being unforgivable and there are countless incursions that just simply make me sad. This is the case with monarch sciences families, they do not understand what exactly the kind of hurt they put on somebody like me, and view my trauma as a triviality, what I would give for members of my own family to recognize my adversity as not a desperate grab at attention but rather look at it with compassion, sincerity and understanding.

That is why I choose to be where I choose to be, in a resort community with a small town centre and tons of private schools tucked away in a forest ashram with a man that understands my path and doesn’t judge but is rather entertained by it all and two daughter cats.

I almost feel as if my cats have human qualities, one cat is the ruffiet and hunts and kills things and would stay up all weekend a few doors down and not even call home and do acid and stay up all night listening to punk music lol and the other one that is into her studies, loves to be relaxed, loves her daddies and is a straight A student and president of the student council and a sax player in her band

So a jaded but rather complex scenario has found me, and it isn’t easy living out here in a rural area, we have things like bears, and dead things on the porch from the above mention feline, wasps, ant armies that invade the kitchen, life isn’t easy for me either, living with a mental illness, and chronic nausea and difficulties with dexterity issues, but I make with what I have and not many people would feel blessed to have such a slow existence, for many gay men their lives center around their smart phone, the club, and their job that literally sucks the life forces from them.

I feel proud that I can offer my intellect and my power to this household, and I believe long ago some sort of divine presence entered my life, in ways I cannot begin to understand, but I do try to eloquently divulge them here, so stay with me blogbuddies, and stay happy and proud.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Bacon Cereal

When I think of divinity I think of most forms of creativity, kind words, smiles, buying something you will enjoy, a nice meal, seeing a deer feed on grass, a smiling cat etc

We live in what can be construed as a paradox, we have things like sickness and death, but also some very beautiful things on our planet, including the human body – a vessel in which we can enjoy the material world in, I have no issues with being spiritual it’s just that I think most beings in the spiritual realms are somewhat envious of our material and physical body and nature

It is quite a profound time to be alive and kicking and probably every soul that wanted to be here for this time has been accounted for, things I don’t understand are horrors such as murders, gangs and sex crimes. I just can’t equate how they can exist.

A spiritual nature is probably one of the more hard to come by traits and so many get locked into religious cults from yogis to Christianity but safe to say most millennium warriors these days are somewhat spiritual in an atheist sense, if some sort of faith came by that was a techno church and swept the world by storm I think many of these people would be comfortable belonging to something they understand.

This is why people are turning to occult and esotericism for their answers, I am currently reading a book by Manly P Hall who I think was a mason and all that, actually it is tough to find an ascended author that isn’t lol

Currently my book is being edited and I am working behind the scenes a few steps ahead to make it a reality, it is going to be awesome, I think the world needs a book about raves, furries, gurus and love.

It has been about a 5 year quest to make it all happen and finally came into some funds lately to make it a reality so my manifestation meditations are working however albeit slowly

I wonder about people’s reactions when they read the book, how it will be received, how people will be able to quantify the concepts.

I really did enjoy writing the books, because it allowed me to jump into a make believe world and live my life through the characters. So now I am plotting to have the first book pay off the second books editing, that is if spontaneity doesn’t hit first

The wheels of life operate ever so slow

But there is also a law in effect that I was made aware of recently, that you are eventually paid for hundreds of hours of work even though you may never see that money or return for a year or two or five etc

I always figure that there is ample amount of time to forward yourself in this world, so better to get started and get a foot in

-        Shaun A. Delage 

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Moroccan Clam

A truly spiritual person is hard to come by these days and I can definitely see why, you have the uber religious born again Christians that are in a pseudo cult and then you have the grotesque Catholics whom are responsible for much of the chaos in the world. Then you have Jewish and islam faiths that only offer different types of segregation, and I have learnt to distrust anything new age so quite a paradox lol

This is one of the reasons why I started the CHURCH OF TECHNO, I wanted to at least get the roots formed for a new millennium faith. Now the key is to get the roots formed within the energy of an ordained minister to provide the theory behind the religion.

Now one can say, my so called faith is only a blog or a website, and rightfully so to many so be it.

The only reasons it is not a physical structure, is one, I don’t have the money to put down for land, and two the land would have to be in operation in my country for 15 years to be recognized as a true religion. Quite the extreme set of circumstances, just like my religious credentials south of the border would be fully recognized to perform weddings and funerals but not here in my own country because of decades upon decades of legalities to unwind.

Fine, my church just exists virtually, and this is the future of everything, including ourselves could be in a virtual world of sorts.

But it just doesn’t take reading the blog every week to belong, and what exactly do I require? Well I will list here because to date I probably have zero true disciples lol

☮To evade and recognize ignorance in all dealings

❤To meditate at least three and half hours per week 30 min. per day

✰To read the manifesto, to understand the rave reverend

★To look into forwarding your own enlightenment- be it by downloading esoteric books or dhamma talks and to chart or navigate, or begin to chart or navigate and take responsibility for the path of your soul
♫To attain the qualities of enlightenment without ignorance, hatred, illusion, negativity etc
✧To listen to techno -one hour per day -7 hours per week

●To bring something to the world, be it art, music, write a book, create things.

○To question their very nature in this existence every moment until the answers are given
☢To be a guiding light for others
☠To not become a new ager and get sucked into some of these ridiculous ritualistic cults, meaning only eating raw food to become enlightened, reciting mantras that you have no idea what you are evoking or to be a follower and not a leader, how glorious it would be to have a hundred new gurus leading their own faith with beliefs and life lessons for the world to come to understand
回To not completely implode their entire reality and to try and mesh with this reality as much as they possibly can without revolting
▓ To live in passive resistance to the whole programming and cult hype of society
♪To take time to be in this reality somewhat by watching TV or buying a new gadget,
-to observe per se

Me personally I have embarked on a decade long quest of isolation, introversion, creativity, solitude and meditation to achieve what I want to achieve but I don’t expect this of people that quest after the goals of the church of techno, nor do I quest after money or donations… like other faiths.

Rightfully so I should be rewarded for my hard work, but it is also given to me in other forms of payment like energy and ideas, creativity, and honours. I strongly believe that if you have a goal in mind, say leading a church of techno and you put years upon years of work into it, with a few hours per week you are bound to be rewarded in ways that I can’t even really fathom.

Working with that and manifestation meditation I can honestly say that it will all fall into place for me one day I believe, and if it doesn’t – I have sewn some incredible energy and power into my next life or lives.

Every day I feel the world is ever so cruel to me, personally. The world is not very nice to a spiritual person that lives as a renunciate of the greater things that most of us take for granted. Even seeing $1000 is a blessing haha but that is not what I am here to do, I believe strongly that those with massive amounts of money are cursed. But, not all, you can see the truly enlightened beings with loads of cash, how they operate and where they put their money –and there probably isn’t many.

It is funny because say 90% of the world is NOT permitted to travel, mainly they can’t get appropriate permissions from the state, due to Islamic or communist law. But for even people in Canada and the USA the money simply isn’t there. It is easy to get swept up in a decade of the same old ritual and never getting to feel the wind in your hair in Quatar or being on a tour bus in New Zealand.

A world cruise is mostly out of the question for most of us, and people just tend to operate within their own quasi structure, never knowing there is a gigantic world with many interdimensional portals out there and the portals being the people you would meet, the people in Pakistan, Nigeria, or the UAE, these beings that their soul would reside on a dimension 4000 star systems over.

Everything is being very tightly controlled, including every dollar and cent and to whom it should go to and when and how it will be spent, but this is essentially the luciferian mind at work over this dimension.

I have been strongly focused on one simple trivial fact lately and it has been that they are preparing individuals for the eventual premier of the microchip. I see it strongly being programmed into our psyche, Most bank cards and credit cards in Canada have a “chip” on it read by a “chip” reader. There are signs at every reader reminding you it is a “chip” reader. All old bankcards pre chip days have been slowly phased out in the name of protecting consumer’s security and PIN

Also there is an advent that I personally see nobody has touched online and it is the introduction and assimilation of the ‘smart phone’ and ‘apps’ and now google glasses.

The truth is we probably have dozens of microchips all around us this very moment, I wonder if they are ultimately gearing up for individual control, but how they will tie it all together I don’t know, maybe calling it a ‘smart-chip’ or a ‘chip app’ or they will give each microchip implant holder $10,000?/$50,000/$100,000? As a signing bonus, initially wiping most inductees debt in an instant, but most people will just spend their savings away and they will make it easy to accrue massive debt load I mean c’mon food has just jumped like 400% in the past few years here because of their whole idea that it costs more to transport via oil and relating it to wars and such which essentially one little tidbit they left out is every major grocery line was bought up at the turn of the century by secret societies allowing them to tweak the price of food to an almost unaffordable amount and then you throw in the quotient that out of hundreds of thousands of cookies, crackers, soda, cereal, bread, cheese, meat, boxed fish, and everything else is all owned by the same 4-12 corporations.

As well I believe that the microchip scenario will be voluntary so as to not invoke clauses in dimensional and universal law, to see how many people will be chipped just look at how many people own and use smartphones in society and the cult that has started it's roots in the minds of our young, me personally I don't operate with any sort of cell phone anymore, nor credit card, and I have seen how alienated I am from society and even those that choose not to have any form of credit are refused quite a bit in society from renting things to hotel stays, even to meals on flights.
They have began this process, all but slightly, it will be interesting to see if there are islands of people who refuse the microchip the true human beings.

I strongly believe the whole societal structure going on currently is an advanced beta test – they are seeing how many people flock to the smartphones, how many people flock to the websites, what emails they send, what they buy on credit cards, who they talk to and what they say because they are gearing up for a friendly and smart new world order, one that most can live in fluently with no real hinderance.

Not saying close down your accounts and live in a mud hut lol no far from it, but this stuff has been happening for longer than we can all fathom perhaps a decade perhaps two perhaps everything from time of inception is controlled and mapped I have no idea, I just know that my own circumstance would have liked me either thrown in jail, infected with HIV, thrown of a yacht in the carribean, or eaten in a secret society ritual. So we’re not playing a ‘game’ here –far from it.

Even though media will force you to see that this is all just a funny little entertaining happy place to live when it is a world controlled by only a few, that control all facets of human interaction.

Another thing that they have found to have worked is tiring repetition even the basic structure of society is set up to repeat and reinforce every single incursion into your psyche from the commercials on TV –the same four that repeat through your favorite show to the monthly bill with the friendly logo on it, to the people you see every day all day at work, to the signs you see everywhere, people are almost excited to the nine when they see something different, something unfamiliar, something unique.

Anyways enough of my rant for today lol I hope this has helped and thank you for your time.

-Shaun  A. Delage

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Cleopatra Earthworm

Not many people have goals of becoming enlightened in focus and not many people on earth are willing to devote even one hour per day to this cause, many are so blind-sighted by fame or materialism to even give a damn or want or need to chart the nature of their souls path.

The secret societies know that we are in a virtual prison here, and if you are not willing to succumb to the rituals on earth, the most basic being getting up at 7 am getting ready and then out the door to your job, and this is a funny concept to a spiritual person like myself because everyone needs employment to become rich and escape this whole bondage structure

Most figure it out early and succumb the nature of their souls to hidden sciences and cults like freemasonry and eastern star because to tell you the truth it is the only way to fame, they have bought up every avenue to build their own structure

Me personally, as a spiritual person, I don’t know how working people do it, I observe and I benefit from it from the people around me that have learnt the hard way that they need to work, and provide, it is pretty much the only way they can live, and I can’t blame a single working person for the ritual they set out on, they have no choice.

In the east they have systems in place for people that wish a more spiritual existence, and only now in 2013 are we beginning to see some of these ancient societies open up to all of us and share their teachings with the rest of the world.

I have always believed strongly that I am meant for a more spiritual purpose which loosely construes of Buddhism, meditation, techno… But most of all, a love for all living beings, a compassionate view of their struggle from a woodbug to a cat to a horse, to a giraffe to a neighbor to a lover and to my family.

I have always believed my struggle that has ensued has been for a purpose. To become fully enlightened and able to lead others into a new millennium and a new faith.

Meditation is a very personal and intimate struggle through emotion, pain, hostility, love, and the future. But not many beings on earth are shown meditation, nor have the ability to really meditate.

Most of all beings are somewhat meditative to pass the time, but unfortunately on the scope of the structure that we all inhabit only humans are able to reach full enlightenment

But humans are the most imprisoned by this structure, and they will usually get us through our vices and were taught the whole way not to do things, when this is advertising on exactly what to do so many try the world of criminality like drug dealing and you can make more in one night than a month of working 8 hours a day at a genuine job.

And what a travesty we have now, it is almost as if the culling has started, we are slowly losing people every moment to cruelty of the system making them believe they are at fault for defaulting on a mortgage and losing their house, their job, their livelihood

It’s almost as if there is many others within this hell world that are fully aware of what they are doing to the people underneath them but they gamble away jobs, and positions like a slot machine.

We have whole nations that have gambled away peoples futures, making an elite world power into a third world country in an instant so being aware of things like this, and working within the moment to understand and appreciate how lucky you are to have what you have is important and imperative to future growth

Me personally I have always looked at Buddhist monks for guidance and a way of life, because they live on very little. One of my greatest achievements this past while was finishing the test to the Doctor of Philosophy in Religion, much of my inner circle was overjoyed, much of my outer circle like family was suspicious because I did not go through the regular ritual of student debt and the ritual of 6 years of schooling, and my Ph.D only cost $100 about $65,000 less than a regular Ph.D haha but Universal Life Church has less restrictions on things like this for their ordained ministers.

I think the people that treated me with hostility were the ones to watch out for, it’s not like I said I was on mars yesterday or whatever lol

Me, as well, I have a checkered past to deal with along with being involved in a monarch sciences family, where most of the older generations have bartered the nature of the future souls for their own freedom or reincarnation.

If I could share my enlightenment with people, and I do, the energy I broadcast. The things I write.

My path, and I have tried with this virtual ministry

If you are ever bored look past on my path in this blog see how I was 2 yrs ago versus these current discourses

An audio discourse is coming, only two people listened to the last one lol so I won’t let that get me down

Ever present 2013, time to at least start enlightenment don’t you think?

Many people have lived before you to try an achieve what I speak about but they are elsewhere, vanished to us, and most likely trying to achieve the same goal -again, and again, until they get it right.

-Shaun A. Delage

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ChUrCh of RaviOLLi

What exactly is the church of techno? One may ask…. Many people enjoy techno music but never envisioned a virtuosity that emblazens the ideals of the culture in one blog.

It just ‘is’ and I definitely don’t use the bible as a reference, all the seeming illusions of it all. It is quite amusing to be a faith yet have little faith.

Truth is, nobody could compare to this whole virtuosity and many would not choose to put themselves out there like I have.

It seems I have to prove myself in a sense while claiming I am a reverend and a doctor. It is funny, because I have proven myself in the discourses of the church over the years, oh how I have evolved in my theory, but to anybody that doesn’t even take the time to read what I have said, they are mainly acting out of ignorance, because society teaches them to be critical of others, especially those that claim the title of Doctor. Hehe

To actually get a solid understanding of where I stand, you would have to read through a few dozen discourses and look at the art I have created to go along with each discourse, and read through my manifesto to understand the reverend behind the virtual ministry, and thankfully those that have returned time and time again have done their research enough to warrant a curiosity with the faith

I would have to say that I come from a universal celestial philosophy, not even of this world, and not even based in reality.

I got ordained by UNIVERSAL LIFE CHURCH around 2002 and then a few years passed by and I was pondering how to better suit my qualifications as an ordained minister rather than just use the ordination for novelty purposes, like most do. Some ordaining pets, and dead grandparents, spouses, their goldfish, virtual world avatars etc it is funny but it is the realms of the internet, mostly everything can be done online, including an instant ordination for life and without cost.

So I started a blog and titled it THE CHURCH OF TECHNO, a virtual ministry where I could define whom I have grown to be, while offering teachings in universalism, void of biblical intrigue, more attaching to conspiracy, liberation, enlightenment, things that come to me while meditating and dreamwork, poetry.

In the early years I started each discourse with form, my art plus a fractal the original picture of the art and the dreamwork I am involved in nightly, the discourse, some poetry, and my tinkertots coloured font and finale.

I found the original form to be taxing to follow and sometimes I felt inspired to write with no dreamwork and no poetry etc.

Now each discourse follows the same bizarre paradigm in form, The male art I have created, a fractal, the original pic, the discourse, the tinkertot and bam we have instruction from a creative centered exile of the system.

Never ever have I wanted to control people, or lead people on, or scare people-ex. My manifesto.

My own nature wanted to put my life story out there so that other more naïve souls could learn from my mistakes and consider them in their own path. I have always wanted to provide spiritual guidance and write examples of how people could live their lives eloquently.

It never dawned on me until a few years after the blog, that I am the leader of a new faith, a virtuosity of form, the future of religion, something nobody could copy if they tried lol

So the LEADER of the Church of Techno was born. An enigma of sorts, and aries people are always sort of egotistical without being egocentric, we tend to go into uncharted waters, some of my family doesn’t understand me when I show up with a few doctorates and a bag of clothes, some almond milk and try and state I am a reverend, haha oh how they must think I am delusional.

But if they can’t take 5 seconds to google me, there is no saving them really, it is funny how I can be more honest with complete strangers, devotees, enemies, and stalkers, internet folk. Over my own family and friends and siblings.

I personally know there is more at play than what is being told to me, I have been shown things and circumstances that no other are welcome too, I am honored to be able to live an enlightened life detached from my stresses and the illusions of those closest to me, the trappings of a materialist society.

To say it simply, I get to live a spiritual life, the life of the exile, the life of the techno rave reverend and I couldn’t be happier

Nobody is forced to read my rantings, take it or leave it

I hope I have helped most of you these years

-          Shaun A. Delage

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tater tot

The world and its pains, I cant help but ponder Michael Alig’s release date, sometime in 2016 and the striking similarities between his murder case and that of Magnotta’s…they both cut somebody to pieces and this is the desperation of the system around us and its pressures, essentially one cannot be fully blamed for their actions when most of us are lead around by unseen forces for sometimes decades at a time or be it with luciferian forces or whatever …mainly most of us are lead around by ritual, because we have too, we have families that need us, debts that need to be paid, people to feed, and nobody wants to be homeless

It is true that the United states has the most poverty for being the wealthiest nation and by far the most racist and bigoted nation by far, of course we have things being rumored like a total systemic collapse in about 5 months and nobody knows what will happen, if there are kind old thousands years old greys landing to take care of us and nurture us, or if the kill switch will be hit rendering technology useless or if the time will just tick by and nada nothing, same old vibe same old sphere

In a way I don’t want to believe in a systemic collapse, but it would be almost divine if it did happen and we were returned to our ancient roots, and I wonder about divinity constantly and where was divinity in the case of these two gay men, or perhaps the young girl that was left to fend for herself in the rainforest her entire life…Perhaps divinity is an illusion of sorts or a plethora of illusion instituted by the worlds faiths but I only need to look at what I type here for example, or the force that keeps me breathing or my heart beating to understand the true nature of the possibility of god(s)

Or you look around at the material nature of our planet or the infrastructure and understand that we may be in a luciferian domain, if there was a god, they would never make us slave endlessly just to survive and make it. In more ancient cultures doing nothing meant you were living, this tiring need to be doing something with your life… out here in rural life I am left alone in peace and just meditate like a monk and maybe that is my purpose in life…I have accomplished quite a bit in the last few years, enough to last a lifetime…done 1500 pieces of art – have 334 for sale, wrote two novels, done a masters degree, became ordained.

It is only in western society that we have the need to judge others to tiring ends, those that don’t fit the mould and are not propping up the luciferian ethic in any way are judged quite harshly, and how I feel sometimes, when a 20 year old has a $10,000 credit limit and I am 30 and don’t even have a credit card.

This is by choice however, when I paid it off I handed it back-I was pleased to be rid of it in entirety and people look at me like I am an elephant for wanting a $500 credit limit. Now since I handed it back nobody will even grant me that amount in credit so it seems like I am somewhat of an exile.

I am just thankful that I don’t have to be in prison for my actions, because the luciferian master had its hold over my life for almost a decade after some crimes, sex work and a sort of ritual with her majesty but really living life in freedom without having your freedom taken away brutally seems to be the only thing going at the moment.

So many are suffering around the world this very moment and so many beings are trapped here and imprisoned by gravity in this dimension. I believe strongly in parallel realities given my interdimensional travel and dream state so I know that the waking world is somewhat of an illusion and the dreamworld can be construed as somewhat of a reality or vice versa depending on how you see it.

The world can be pain after pain and most are so hopelessly dependent on the system to survive they are almost taxed wondering what will happen in 5 months, here we have older people so dependent on medications, when they see the sites online devoted to 2012, many want to commit suicide, or the obese 700 lb person that is frightened because they cant even walk around the block, or the people so needing employment they are one cheque away from being on the street, or the countless people so traumatized by the system that they need to really muster up enough courage to live day by day

It is a rather unkind system that plays tricks on us and promotes this cruelty in our daily lives, by forcing us to work tiring and exhausting slavery just to survive while the super rich ride around in 12 car motorcades, or just simply waving the possibility of a total systemic collapse in our face has enough people in tears and in fear, just the disregard for poverty and those that lack motivation, it almost seems like its bound to happen and bound not to happen so were at an impasse

I can tell you with one of the only Canadian political manifestos published I may be the first to go, but also may be the first to get a commodore position in the new world order, because I had guts to name the people responsible for my trauma state

We have the future were  gearing up for, and nobody can really tell what the future looks like or holds, it may be a one world government with freedoms, it may be restrictive policies amidst a utopian paradise, it may be to have you work in a communist or socialist environment where people are picked up from the homes and driven to work duty but maybe that is what we need

Part of me being so accepting with the future is basically my dependence on alternative media for a well founded viewpoint of the world. David Icke and Alex Jones, illuminatimatrix are perhaps some of the most racist and homophobic sites I have encountered and this troubles me, because if they are the enlightenment that they broadcast- being able to pronounce the queen a reptoid or reptis or being able to bullhorn the sauris bilderburgers then why cant they have the guts to accept shining sexuality as a gift from the divine, no matter where you look straight people hate gay people and vice versa and this has been going on since the last reset

They will never eradicate sexuality because even animals are gay and lesbian and bisexual

So for some beings to openly preach enlightenment and not even hold enlightenment in their souls is a paradox. Truth is most people without power don’t hate each other, they accept their neighbours and loved ones as just living it out with them side by side in the fight

It must be terrifying to be living in this time, and I know because I am here, the astral world is rife with horrors and there are beings so dark and disgusting that is where they rest torturing us while we sleep and we have literally no control over it, depending if you’re on the god of dreams good side or bad, it seems like I have literally proven myself as an astral warrior in thousands of scenarios laid out before my brain while I sleep yet somehow I cant get it right, I am in line with being an astral thief still, and I have not been able to eradicate this side of me, which makes me think that I have been hardwired to be in my current existence as is, as a karmically unfortunate being that has killed a whole village in my roman or greek time life.

I am changing my life for the better and am happy that I am not able to carry pain or sickness from the astral nature, but in a way when you dive into a pool of moss and mildew and you wake up almost heaving it has transferred itself into your reality

I am changing my being for the better and this divine nature has inspired me because it is very shy and never wants to be seen, but it is in forms of sexuality or a good meal, or some kindness, or a smile somebody gives you. The satanist forces want to be noticed and are in everywhere you can possibly imagine in egotist pursuit. I am not here to play a game so to speak but to keep surviving until the very end, when that will be in 2070 when I pass away or in 2012 from nuclear radiation or 2012 or whatever that is not up to me to decide or perhaps I did choose when I depart, I may never know the answers or it may never be comprehensible until that day when I take my last breath but until then I am going to stay on divinity’s side as an ordained minister of god and divine creativity, the power that keeps you seeing, breathing, thinking and being creative. For what else is there? Evil? I think not, !!

-          An enlightened beings purpose is to help others that are in bondage and suffering and to also give energy and tools to alleviate suffering rather than putting the person down more paths of suffering.

-          Shaun A. Delage