Greetings blog buddies,
I thought I would do a dispatch since it has been about a
week, I feel strongly that everything is going as it should, amidst chaos in
the greater world, we have weird stuff happening on this dimension like NSa
spying and Egypt and Greece in Chaos, I wonder why I was born in the most
fortunate place on earth to be born, a literal zion of souls in an extremely
wealthy place to live, with fresh clean water on will and a dozen food places
in my area where you can get full for a few dollars, and some people are born
into places that take a full day to walk for water and the most you can get is
dried fish.
That is why I am not going to be ignorant of where I reside,
and with the beauty of life bestowed upon me will try and do my best to guide
others as the temporal leader of the Church of Techno. You know, to some it may
just be a blog but to others I provide vast amounts of contemplation in a
virtual ministry and I take my role very seriously, people are dying because
they can’t find people that ‘get’ them.
I do realise too that nature is a very unforgiving place to
live, with spiders weaving invisible webs to trap unknowing or ignorant beings
and to have every ounce of blood sucked from their being, so in a world where
such things happen one always needs to have their senses alert and the ability
to constantly learn. Many people don’t go to lengths to learn about their
inherent humanity, to understand where they came from and where they are going,
to tap into the unknown, like buying incense or psychic tea but that is kind of
where I operate, I just found a blessed stone from john of god...
And it is true most people would not buy something like this
nor would they drink a concoction of psychic herbs, But I have long since
discovered that my future rests with the unknown, the hidden, and I have
discovered a ton of stuff on the astral world, and almost live there more than
here.
I am thankful in a way that I was able to retire at age 23
and go on a pension, because it took away the need to make money, and have all
my basic needs taken care of, but for somebody on a limited income you only can
make one or a few purchases that really mean something to you a month. This is
why I use manifestation meditation to bring to me things that I desire, not
just material things but qualities, feelings, adventures, thoughts,
perceptions, a literal download of things that I don’t have.
To live in such a dualistic place brings its challenges to a
more spiritual person, I think the answers to life come at the most unknown
times, for people but most are too busy to take notice, I say even one hour a day
of quiet contemplation is an investment in your future, not an hour to stew
over negativity, but a time of healing, re-energizing, a time of power, and
beauty and a time of forgiveness.
So many out there are so damaged by the system that in the
process of life they have disgraced their spirit guides and offended them.
Those are the people that continue to be callus, calculating, and angry.
When you honour your spirit guides and give thanks and work
on yourself to forgive, and to heal, the greater powers notice the tremendous
work you are doing. I have been contemplating on the cast of characters in my
life, and I wonder what I did to deserve all the attention, but also most
people in my case just end up dead, or diseased or angry and I have done the
opposite, and turned adversity into a time of great and powerful forgiveness,
and healing.
I question much of what has happened to me, and live each
day as if it is just a faint movie I watched and just live in the present, I can’t
even really fathom the amount of hurt or negativity or whatever that has been
broadcasted at me, but none of it has stuck.
I have tried to explain myself in my manifesto and on here,
and chart the course of the rave reverend because many people may not
understand exactly why they are here in the moment reading these words.
Mostly people wonder who is the person behind the Church of
Techno, and I remain an enigma, because only those closest to me understand me
completely, even to my own family I remain a mystery.
I have had to take steps recently to distance myself from a
hateful and nasty family, and work slowly to repair whatever we have left as a
pseudo friendship, but there are things with my own family that others have
crossed the line of being unforgivable and there are countless incursions that
just simply make me sad. This is the case with monarch sciences families, they
do not understand what exactly the kind of hurt they put on somebody like me,
and view my trauma as a triviality, what I would give for members of my own family
to recognize my adversity as not a desperate grab at attention but rather look
at it with compassion, sincerity and understanding.
That is why I choose to be where I choose to be, in a resort
community with a small town centre and tons of private schools tucked away in a
forest ashram with a man that understands my path and doesn’t judge but is
rather entertained by it all and two daughter cats.
I almost feel as if my cats have human qualities, one cat is
the ruffiet and hunts and kills things and would stay up all weekend a few
doors down and not even call home and do acid and stay up all night listening
to punk music lol and the other one that is into her studies, loves to be
relaxed, loves her daddies and is a straight A student and president of the
student council and a sax player in her band
So a jaded but rather complex scenario has found me, and it isn’t
easy living out here in a rural area, we have things like bears, and dead
things on the porch from the above mention feline, wasps, ant armies that
invade the kitchen, life isn’t easy for me either, living with a mental
illness, and chronic nausea and difficulties with dexterity issues, but I make
with what I have and not many people would feel blessed to have such a slow
existence, for many gay men their lives center around their smart phone, the
club, and their job that literally sucks the life forces from them.
I feel proud that I can offer my intellect and my power to
this household, and I believe long ago some sort of divine presence entered my
life, in ways I cannot begin to understand, but I do try to eloquently divulge
them here, so stay with me blogbuddies, and stay happy and proud.
-Shaun A. Delage
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