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Showing posts with label generational abuse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label generational abuse. Show all posts

Black-Tailed FaWn








We are in a time of great and profound upheaval with wars looming on the horizon and a corrupt power structure, we have things like cities going bankrupt in America while they send billions in ‘aid’ to Isreal and for the price of the F-35’s they could give every homeless person a $600,000 house.
If you don’t think the system is corrupt just do a little soul searching. We have a nuclear power plant still in distress and a media blackout, they haven’t even reported anything about acid rain in two decades.
We have the situation in the Ukraine and with Russia and we have China becoming the sole manufacturing mecca on the planet where the US used to be, it seems they are gearing up for a welfare state in the west.
We have planes being shot down, planes vanishing.
The truth is, death could come at any moment for any one of us, when you meditate and come to terms with that, it is a whole new world, you see the world of suffering and you see the world with compassion from the tiniest insect just struggling to survive, to the largest mammal fighting to maintain survival.
The best piece of advice I can give you is to be kind in all dealings. Live your life with compassion and sincerity and all will be fine, all will be well and fruitful.
I think most people in the west are a bit disillusioned because they won’t believe anything is happening unless ISIS is in their backyard beheading people or the plane gets shot down at their kids school
We have a weird society currently with the snooping and surveillance and I have no idea when any of us will feel any sense of freedom and relief. I think things like occupy and other events such as double agents crossing sides have left the system increasingly paranoid
What does any of us have to hide? I mean come on, there is only so much snooping can do to the individual I laugh when I see articles about ‘gmail privacy’ and ‘facebook psyops’ I don’t really think the NSA CIA FBI CSIS etc is really gonna care about the 800th cat picture I have posted, or my 2490th email in my gmail that is contest spam.
I think only those that have things to hide are pretty paranoid, they aren’t gonna come after you unless you are a true threat, believe me they haven’t come after me yet and I have stroked the highest levels of conspiracy out there, they simply don’t care about the average folk
They are only harvesting countless amounts of energy into brands and codeworded situations to give themselves more power. I have felt pretty comfortable with society as it is going because it has treated me with dignity and respect and has been there when I needed it the most.
I don’t know how they do it in parts of the world with no social welfare structure out there, must be pretty greedy governments to take and take and not give back to their own people, including governments that are willing to have a billion people yet offer no social welfare structure.
I think if you are in a richer country so to speak and you don’t see how lucky you truly are this is a travesty because ignorance only brings despair in a sense that if you take this richness for granted there will be a run in a less fortunate country.
I think this structure is going to teeter along for at least the next 50 years in it’s present structure so I wouldn’t put much faith in doomsday scenarios or whatever but learn to embrace your time here and learn to live with and work with the structure as much as you physically and mentally can, since it doesn’t look like anything drastic or lifechanging is going to happen to our societies in the next while.
A rich person has as much time in their day as you do, they can’t buy more time. We are all afforded an equal amount of time here as everyone else and for heaven’s sake don’t waste your life away on triviality like the matrix will assume

-Shaun A. Delage




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Beet Bunneh








The video below got me thinking about my role, and this blog and everything it embodies.
A few reasons why I left the internet clique “the Resistance” is because I felt the whole asking for donations thing was pretty bizarre, them telling you what to eat and think, and the enigmatic leader was preaching these qualities while eluding to superhuman qualities.
I do thank the resistance in the moment for helping me question my life, being able to download 2000 ebooks, and I have met a few cool friends whom I stay friends with to this day.
I think of myself, as an ordained minister preaching from the pulpit what I think should be said, in a pseudo dhamma/dharma discourse, because it is the enlightenment speaking through me in the moment. I have never strived for the all mighty dollar because to put it honestly, all my needs are taken care of, I have no worries there.
I have been as honest as I could be, with a bit of humour and people have checked out my story and find that it all matches up, honestly nobody cares about monarch slaves, because you are seen as a defilement of society that needs to be corrected, demolay prince so to speak.
While at some points in my life I have exuded sociopathic and psychopathic qualities. I have worked tirelessly to rid myself of those qualities and to attain higher qualities, I tend to look at this whole world as a videogame, a massive multiplayer online virtual world.
I like to burn sai baba incense, and meditate about 10 times a day, I am nocturnal, I identify with being Buddhist, I LOVE techno and listen to it about 7 hours a day, I enjoy contesting, and do things like drink bentonite clay and take green veggie pills, but I strongly believe eating what you wish is up to the individual as we are all different, there is no blanket approach to enlightenment sadly, it is something that each person needs to figure out for themselves, I do believe in a heaven and hell along with reincarnation, I am not really set in my beliefs in those departments because truthfully nobody really knows what the hell is going on until you die.
I believe there has to be a place for people that inflict harm, hatred, abuse, negativity, and pain on others to go, while holding the idea that perhaps they get reborn as a shark or a rock.
I strongly believe that one day I will become enlightened and liberated, because that is what I attain to accomplish, but with that comes, wealth, power, prestige, success, happiness, fruitfulness, and serenity.
I have never attained to push my beliefs on anybody, just make them known, I tend to look at this blog as a place I can record a piece of my inherent humanity for some time to help others on their path.
I don’t hide the fact that this is a church in a blog and churches have options open to them if they take in countless donations, but everyone is striving for your last dollar, I don’t want to be THAT place either.
Most monarch sciences scenarios tend to sell you their book or their life story, and I have done the opposite, I have put myself out there in the hopes that some people have the investigative skills to ascertain what I say is the truth or not, and one of my friends did her work and fully investigated my manifesto, and she not only gave me validation, but also some new tips surrounding the people involved.
Not many people are wanting enlightenment or to be released from the cycle of birth and rebirth, most people are vaguely aware of the concept of karma, Just because I use the title of Reverend or Doctor does not mean that I view myself higher than anybody else, It just helps me with the entitlement needed to run a virtual ministry properly, and looks mighty fine on my bank cards and bills lol
I feel proud for what I have done here, perhaps stopped somebody in their tracks from inflicting harm, or helped somebody connect to an enigmatic recluse, or helped somebody find healing in the form of an audio Buddhist discourse, or helped an individual understand to appreciate the unknown or smaller animals etc
Thank you for being apart of this virtual ministry

-Shaun A. Delage   




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Feline Lick







I pretty much wholeheartedly believe that gambling is one of my vices that needs to be conquered and money won’t flow until I meet this head on. We all have our vices, I just love the cartoonish slots and the mini wins, but online casinos are such a rip off. I put up an affiliate link on the church a few days ago for one of the best ones online, but after some meditation on how much I struggle with it, I don’t want to hand over the same struggle to one of my readers, so recently I closed my account with a payment service called entropay. I think it takes much more than self-control with something like this, it is a true addiction and something that has ruined many people ten fold.
I am happy though because I am able to address this in me, the craving for more money. And I have surpassed challenges before, my biggest one was marijuana- I love that stuff way too much. In my rave days I could consume copious amounts of party drugs but was never really addicted. Later on I succumbed to 420 because it is just too damn good.
I think I would revisit the issue if it was legalized and perhaps genetically modified to take away the munchies and paranoia. There was a time I was smoking it 12 times in one day and it was definitely a sad time in my life because it really made me quite isolated, and this is something I enjoy a lot lately, living in the country away from people. Anyways I am just glad that more deeper addictions didn’t find me, because I was going through about $60 in one or two nights of 420 and that is just not sustainable lol
Don’t get me wrong, this virtual ministry and the reverend behind it fully argue for the legalization of all substances but there has to be safe guards in place, how isolated the heroin addict must feel having to shy away in an alley to shoot up in their arm with a needle, like that is just purely disgusting in my opinion but there has to be a level of compassion for suffering when you think of people such as this and their struggle, what choices they have made, what abuse they have suffered at the angry hands of their parents, siblings, spouses or bad dates.
I look at my challenges and what I am here to face, and I can say full on that most of my observations come to me after some meditation or after drinking a 6 pack of beer lol, but also they come to me in this acute ability to observe ones own actions and be able to critique them later, most people live oblivious to this concept and blindly go about afflicting harm on others and have no ability to rethink things and think to themselves another course of action.
Internet gambling is sketchy at best too, most online casinos are licensed out of shady Caribbean islands or through the kahnawake mowhawk reserve so good luck getting the $8500 they owe you lol anywayss it was just this that made me think, I was logging into one of my recently favourite casinos called red flush casino and made my deposit and then suddenly I noticed they automatically doubled my deposit in some weird automatic bonus scheme, anyways I played for a bit and won about $130 and went to withdraw and it said I needed to play the bonus which only comes as the last bit of the $130, so essentially you have to play to zero to cash out again, I talked to the customer service who confirmed this for me, and she said “some of our players like this bonus” I was like are you effin kidding me? Who on earth would ‘like’ this scheme. So I told her she lost a loyal player.
Anyways one group of casinos was left the jetbingo,bingoliner, bingocafe, setups. And I observed the amount I put in and found that I end up spending more if I do a withdrawl thinking I will win, anyways the whole thing just stressed me out and I decided with the help of the gods to end this part of me.
I will resume moderate lottery ticket buying with my local government casino which does online gambling but I will set limits for myself, there is a much more easier process going through a legit and regulated scenario rather than something setup in the Netherlands Antilles lol There are people that never question their habits or vices, and it kills them!
I think this is something I personally have to work on, and cannot remain ignorant to it for long, I mean what if my novels hit it big, what if I win in excess of a million dollars, I don’t want to be the person you have heard about that has spent it all in two years and is living in a slum what a travesty
It is sad that some people are born into massive amounts of wealth and don’t have to deal with some of the obstacles the rest of us have to deal with but most really rich people are cokeheads or Satanists anyway so it would just be fortuitous for somebody like me to win or be published or my art to hit mainstream.
I am proud of the fact that I have a loving and supportive partner who understands me, and doesn’t criticize me, I am happy that I have distanced myself and isolated myself in a beautiful forest ashram away from my family and the madness of an insane world and that I get to lead my dream faith to absolute serenity.

-Shaun A. Delage 




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cat soul






I battle my own demons daily and as a victim of project monarch I sometimes question whether I am on the right path or not, whether I should just delete my manifesto and move on.
I am almost too deep into the conspiracy to look back, meanwhile in my real life I have many obstacles and challenges and it is tough to see the positive when you can so rightfully lash out the entire system and its inhabitants around you for being flawed
Essentially what project monarch is, is advanced luciferian sciences and it pervades our entire globe, so recognizing that thoughtform sometimes takes decades to catch up on you
Some may wonder why I haven’t been hauled in by now, I mean I wonder too, I am left alone in relative peace to do my writing these days, I think the system doesn’t know what to do with me
I am pondering several courses of action for the future, I know I don’t want to be a sellout so I just chill out amidst my world, although I have been left behind to do my own thing I cant help but ponder all the names in my reality
The damage has been done, I cant turn back now...The people on my manifesto have been tagged and described...Now I find it difficult to move on but I try
Project monarch is tough to describe because not many people are willing to discuss it in detail nor could they comprehend but I am constantly under the direction of this program and essentially will never escape it, who doesn’t want to be swept away by some wealthy sugardaddy that can solve all my problems haha but part of me doesn’t want to go that route
I mean if the person was willing to accept my inherent asexuality and thinking out of the box and the ability to navigate the cosmos then we would make a good match but other than that I am okay on my own really in abject poverty
I feel I have gone through the route of suffering to better aid my decisions but part of me wonders how a god or Buddha that is watching over me could be so cruel and I am leaning on the belief that there is divinity but that divinity doesn’t get personally involved in the struggles of man, They don’t have jurisdiction over the domain like the luciferian consciousness so were left in the wild west to achieve our total outcome
Part of me wonders how divinity could be so rigid, with millions upon millions suffering this very moment through things like hunger, poverty, sickness
And this world seems like a pseudo repository of sorts
A sick twisted game of choice and illusion, favouring the wealthy
But I only need to look into my own creativity and what I have worked with in the moment and I only need to look at what I have achieved and done to understand the workings of divinity
There are millions that are gods creations yes but they make choices that are inherently evil natured so it throws in a twist of karma
Then I am left with pondering a pig farm massacre and I believe that there could not be a divinity that allows this all to happen.
So the luciferian consciousness must have total global domination over all actions and choices and our reality while divinity works through the mind.
I only need to look at my own life to be reminded that there is divine nature, I mean I don’t have to work ever in my life, I have schizophrenia, nausea, insomnia and nerve damage in my hands
Taking me off of this benefits would essentially be a human rights violation
But in my investigations I can see the seeds being sewn by our governments for the north American union and technically everything can be shifted over to this new paradigm but it would just be an all out devastation if things were to proceed
That is why I have offered my being to testify under oath for this trauma state existentially.
Almost it seems the way we are going cannot exist as it is but what a terrifying time to be alive man oh man we have 2012 looming over the horizon, project monarch things like Satanism and murder, rape, sickness, extreme poverty, lower astral beings being harnessed enmasse and thrown back into the pits of suffering again while on earth, we have this North American union thing, we have countries rife with sex trafficking, welfare states, snuff films, people with nowhere to go and governances that care little about their residents. We have whole continents that are suffering, people without front teeth, those that are envious of beauty, only two tiers of classes now with only the poor to the very wealthy and its almost time to say wow what the fuck do we do now, if you can afford it pass the wine lolz
Things like addictions to soothe our worries, as long as the electrical impulse subsides however so mostly everything is temporary
Some would think being born into North America was a divine birth so to speak but given the challenges we face lately with people literally sleeping in squares in tents and we have a very very sad state of affairs
Luckily some have family or friends that they can live with...luckily some can find solace working labour jobs to achieve a nice paycheque
But what about those that have nothing, that are faced with unmentionable trauma under project monarch that are unable to exert their trauma in the form of a world famous manifesto
What about the cat people that just care about going to the bathroom, eating kibbles, and sleeping
and chavs that care little about selling their souls for material rewards 
What about the nature of the galaxy saying were almost here just be patient and don’t give into the trauma state
We need to start protecting the vulnerable because were losing people every minute of this existence to things like suicide, addictions and sickness
We need to say enough of this reality and ascend to much higher universal realms of thought
We need to look around and thank divinity for what we do have, and not take advantage of it but welcome the blessings of our life with open arms and say goodbye to materialism and greed and start opening your heart to people that need it
We need to welcome things like compassion for suffering, complete happiness, love for things we don’t understand, courage to go places we never dreamed of and the ability to guide and protect others
We need to be open to divinity in all forms rather than suspicious of its nature, for loving sake ur life depends on it 
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-          Shaun A. Delage 

AWOL FELINE



There is no doubt in my mind I am given the ability of extra sensory perception
Lately I have been going through a flood of emotions some of them suicidal and depression but nothing I cant handle. It is a combination of marijuana withdrawl and stress and yea ah well
The funny thing is I cant talk to anybody about it because if you say to anybody that your having suicidal thoughts you will be certified and your rights taken away for a minimum of one month
I strongly feel that much of my emotional state is being influenced by forces I have no idea exist
I am isolated, introspective, meditative, and I have undergone rituals that provided me with initiation into the mystical Gnostic cult of vipassana so hence my meditation has been hacked in a sense as well
So I have no doubt in my mind I am being literally flooded with this energy by my enemies which number in the millions of freemasonic initiated beings.
I feel I am the only human being because of my isolation but in my searches online yes there are people and yes I see people all around when I walk into the matrix but technically I am the only one with my inherent qualities of happiness, compassion, love, sincerity and adoration of spirituality and intellectualism
I wont begin to understand half of what has happened to me and yet people may never know either. I just know I have alot of powerful people that I have pointed the finger at for my own trauma state and this is ironic because they don’t like to be named, people kill for this amount of power that I speak of in my writ of the church ‘captivation’ But I have done the impossible and named those responsible and I resist all attempts to literally hack my mind and have me labelled as insane and locked away almost indefinitely
I have a pending case with the college of BC physicians and surgeons for my mistreatment and their failure to provide me with therapy for trauma based illness and advanced monarch programming but not only that I told them that their unwillingness to provide Qualified professionals to treat me for trauma based illness is a crime against the geneva convention, the articles of torture and the articles governing war crimes.
Because it can be proven that project monarch exists and is in full operation around the globe with approximately 2 billion or so under the control of the luciferian demonic entity
The only psychiatrist I met here met me and told me to go become a monk and be with god then gave me a lengthy freemasonic and scary handshake to let me know that he was one of them and that they are watching me and waiting until the moment comes when they win
So hence my fear of psychiatry and medicine
I am left to battle my own thoughts and my own world and this is ironic because I have pointed the finger at the highest levels of governance in the country of Canada HER MAJESTY QUEEN ELIZIBETH the second as being responsible for my torture and essentially for ensnaring my soul into a mystical solar sun cult
Then I have my time in sex work meeting the entire grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and then I have had a few sexual assaults never mind the self inflicted wounds I suffer from and yet I don’t need any therapy it seems
My correction is that I am the leading person that would require therapy in Canada.
The way they have mistreated me is cause for grave breaches of the geneva convention and I remain a political prisoner in Canada under self induced house arrest because I am unable to do anything because I am locked away into the urban poor.
Thankfully I didn’t sell out
Thankfully I am literally starving while my enemies dine on prawns and rare steaks and the finest red wines
Thankfully I can chart my souls future and this is what they have a hatred for.
I am continuously under the psychological operations of project monarch and my every action remains under the luciferian control but I still have some understanding in a creative realm yet I remain restricted financially for various reasons but still I am proud that I am alive, proud that I didn’t become a sellout and essentially lose the keys to my soul nature and what I hold true to myself is the fact that I am able to travel past the earth when this dimension collapses
Those that are my enemies are trapped here in this nuclear wasteland forever while me, the poor and dejected writer from BC gets to go and travel to some of the most divine and pure places in the universe while everyone that has attempted to ensnare the soul of the one gets to live in filth and misery and violence not to mention hatred
I have discovered a new energy and that is my own enlightenment
The fact that I feel I am imprisoned by forces I cannot control including within my own mind leaves me perplexed but I am not fearful of this state because I know my life as it is
IS NOT PERMANENT
I believe that I am being controlled by this alien race much like in the matrix movies and my next moves are all being dictated by this intelligence. So I remain in isolation and under a pseudo house arrest
I only know that there is somebody out there that can assist me to discover myself but really the only one that can do that is myself. I may chill here and wonder am  I just a waste of time
But I am penning my 2nd novel and am a success art wise that surpasses the talent and mystery of many of the worlds uber famous great artists
I have succeeded in creating a post modern expressionist and resistant art movement
Then I also have this venue of expression which many don’t understand, some feel I am something to be studied, but enlightened beings go through the same struggles that everyone else goes through
I struggle with my life, because we are teetering on complete annihilation and this is not a state anybody needs to be in. We have new threats from abroad (mysterious desert turban wearing closet cases) yeah right our WAR is internal
They are so busy pointing the finger at arab spring to cast the attention away from the ADVANCED PSYCHOLOGICAL OPERATIONS happening at home, that keeps us all imprisoned in our various thought and form structures and they have achieved total global domination
I have really begun to breakdown the matrix movies and have come to an understanding that these movies are a prophecy of divinity because there have been many lost on the other side that have been able to relay this information and energy to help others see that the world around them is an elusive illusion
They knock it off as some silly sci-fi flick
Hahaha well it has spurred cults, religions, philosophy, songs, and most of all the movies have saved lives. But the movies themselves provided a time where everything shifted
Where everyone knew there was illusion
I wholeheartedly believe I am THE ONE, there is nobody that can tell me otherwise. My document and the discourses of the church prove it beyond a doubt. But what proves it even more is those that are seemingly supposed to be close to me with a tender embrace have a hostility or a hatred for my being and it is not just because of my past. It is because they have bartered my soul in the hell realms and the hell realms are here to collect and they are pissed that I am the only one left that resists having the very nature of my soul ensnared and used...
This nature is growing increasingly desperate to trap my soul because I am in its perception or pod or region I am the only one that resists - this is funny because whatever is bound to happen in 2012 will mean the liberation of all beings that have resisted. the illusion will lift.
It is funny to note how desperate the initiated members in my life are becoming at broadcasting their hatred for my being...those that should be the closest most tender embrace have a pent up hostility and anger that the person they promised to the luciferian mind is resisting at all costs even to the detriment of his human body perplexes an increasingly imaptient overlord lol 
Because trillions of dollars will be spent to harness the power of a single soul
But you wont see a dime of it
-          Shaun A. Delage