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I think living in a time of non-belief is the same as living in a time of complete unquestionable belief in god. So I have found a place of serenity in the middle way. Placing my belief system in that of good and evil. See I lived a paradoxical life that was a mish mash of half good half evil.

When you come from this, you tend not to view a choice as wrong, or criminal per se, but a learning experience. Which places you in a very precarious position within the karmic wheel. If I had not been blessed enough karmically to not find meditation and peace, I would have been locked up most of my adult life. I think of the countless people behind bars sometimes in my meditation, those that don’t have freedom, and then I think of how insanely criminal a government such as HARPERS government or the USA under bush or whatever and I can see how they have pretty much locked up most people that question the system and that alter their consciousness or market the idea of altering consciousness.

I think of how evil the system is locking up the freedom fighters and matrix warriors constantly because I believe there is many millions that should not be confined behind bars this very moment, where we live in a world where choice is governed by karma, and may I say it, another more evil and dark force.

Simply saying that some people can be sent into a rage, or packing across the country with simple neuro linguistics from an initiated person. I believe that the people that are locked up behind bars this very moment and have their freedom taken away is a complete travesty on humanity, the system has failed.

Why, they would want to come out here, and pay rent, taxes, and have to commute etc and deal with real life pressures is beyond me. But these people are locked inside a system that promotes gang culture, rape, survival of the fittest. I am sure there are other equations I am not thinking of when it comes to people behind bars, like the people that definitely deserve to be there like serial murderers and rapists and molesters etc but that is not what I think of when I write this. What I think of is the pot smokers, LSD dealers, mushroom ravers, Guantanamo Bay prisoners, locked inside a prison that is not even in any sort of countries legal system. I think of the US and Canadian soldiers raping on afghani’s and urinating on dead corpses.

You begin to understand that you are right in the middle of something that could totally implode because the people running the show only look out for their own. We have people starving and dying because this system is so cruel and unfair everyday.

These people in prison, these young men, are told there is nothing the authorities can do if they are raped. Excuse me, if you did your job properly and watched these people like you are supposed to do then there would be no prison rape. There would be no horror, people don’t go to prison to be brutalized.

So when I contemplate my government, my continent, the freedoms of western society and what I am involved in, I think of these things. And then my thoughts go to the super elite, to the ones that have it all, an 18,000 square foot mansion, 4 cars, and $16,000,000 in the bank. But what they have to go through to keep or attain that wealth is horror beyond belief-interdimensional magic, and oaths, fraternal hazing, twisted orgies, weird pharmaceuticals…..

Just a painful and incredible insane society we live in all spectrums, so why somebody would want to attain massive wealth is something I know of, but why they would want to attain it the way they do is beyond me. To tell you the truth they are damn desperate to attain wealth and fame they will do anything they can.

When I compare myself to anybody I think it’s wise to research and compare yourself to a Buddhist monk rather than celebrity worship. A Buddhist monk lives simply and without money, a good book to start is the monastic code, a guide to living as a monk or nun, and start listening to one of three thousand discourses listed at the bottom of this ministry.

I think real wealth should come within, it should not be any external force. It may not even happen this lifetime, and that is something nobody wants to hear, so they get increasingly desperate. Especially in a society run by money where people work 5 hours just to afford a scarf.

Anyways I have been on a path of bettering myself, I have remastered and listed quite a few of affirmations and hypnosis and stuff in the audio discourse section of this blog in my links and I have provided quite a treasure trove of stuff you can use in your meditations to achieve real peace.

I have been pondering doing a few more doctorates with the Universal Life Church.

I have quit smoking, on day 5 now, and it is a breeze – I am motivated by money and a long life.

I have been organising my home and living a pretty awesome life out here in the furest

So somewhere karma has rewarded me with a beautiful home and life out here.

If you ever need help with your own life, my best advice is to ALWAYS look within. And not be fearful of yourself or solitude. Enjoy the blessings that come with life, because there are few and they are rare.

-Shaun A. Delage

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I pretty much wholeheartedly believe that gambling is one of my vices that needs to be conquered and money won’t flow until I meet this head on. We all have our vices, I just love the cartoonish slots and the mini wins, but online casinos are such a rip off. I put up an affiliate link on the church a few days ago for one of the best ones online, but after some meditation on how much I struggle with it, I don’t want to hand over the same struggle to one of my readers, so recently I closed my account with a payment service called entropay. I think it takes much more than self-control with something like this, it is a true addiction and something that has ruined many people ten fold.

I am happy though because I am able to address this in me, the craving for more money. And I have surpassed challenges before, my biggest one was marijuana- I love that stuff way too much. In my rave days I could consume copious amounts of party drugs but was never really addicted. Later on I succumbed to 420 because it is just too damn good.

I think I would revisit the issue if it was legalized and perhaps genetically modified to take away the munchies and paranoia. There was a time I was smoking it 12 times in one day and it was definitely a sad time in my life because it really made me quite isolated, and this is something I enjoy a lot lately, living in the country away from people. Anyways I am just glad that more deeper addictions didn’t find me, because I was going through about $60 in one or two nights of 420 and that is just not sustainable lol

Don’t get me wrong, this virtual ministry and the reverend behind it fully argue for the legalization of all substances but there has to be safe guards in place, how isolated the heroin addict must feel having to shy away in an alley to shoot up in their arm with a needle, like that is just purely disgusting in my opinion but there has to be a level of compassion for suffering when you think of people such as this and their struggle, what choices they have made, what abuse they have suffered at the angry hands of their parents, siblings, spouses or bad dates.

I look at my challenges and what I am here to face, and I can say full on that most of my observations come to me after some meditation or after drinking a 6 pack of beer lol, but also they come to me in this acute ability to observe ones own actions and be able to critique them later, most people live oblivious to this concept and blindly go about afflicting harm on others and have no ability to rethink things and think to themselves another course of action.

Internet gambling is sketchy at best too, most online casinos are licensed out of shady Caribbean islands or through the kahnawake mowhawk reserve so good luck getting the $8500 they owe you lol anywayss it was just this that made me think, I was logging into one of my recently favourite casinos called red flush casino and made my deposit and then suddenly I noticed they automatically doubled my deposit in some weird automatic bonus scheme, anyways I played for a bit and won about $130 and went to withdraw and it said I needed to play the bonus which only comes as the last bit of the $130, so essentially you have to play to zero to cash out again, I talked to the customer service who confirmed this for me, and she said “some of our players like this bonus” I was like are you effin kidding me? Who on earth would ‘like’ this scheme. So I told her she lost a loyal player.

Anyways one group of casinos was left the jetbingo,bingoliner, bingocafe, setups. And I observed the amount I put in and found that I end up spending more if I do a withdrawl thinking I will win, anyways the whole thing just stressed me out and I decided with the help of the gods to end this part of me.

I will resume moderate lottery ticket buying with my local government casino which does online gambling but I will set limits for myself, there is a much more easier process going through a legit and regulated scenario rather than something setup in the Netherlands Antilles lol There are people that never question their habits or vices, and it kills them!

I think this is something I personally have to work on, and cannot remain ignorant to it for long, I mean what if my novels hit it big, what if I win in excess of a million dollars, I don’t want to be the person you have heard about that has spent it all in two years and is living in a slum what a travesty

It is sad that some people are born into massive amounts of wealth and don’t have to deal with some of the obstacles the rest of us have to deal with but most really rich people are cokeheads or Satanists anyway so it would just be fortuitous for somebody like me to win or be published or my art to hit mainstream.

I am proud of the fact that I have a loving and supportive partner who understands me, and doesn’t criticize me, I am happy that I have distanced myself and isolated myself in a beautiful forest ashram away from my family and the madness of an insane world and that I get to lead my dream faith to absolute serenity.

-Shaun A. Delage 

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Faith is something you have to believe in. I am always in heaven when I hear people speak about atheism or non belief in spirituality, then you have the other end of the spectrum the people that are blindly devoted to their faith willing to leave their gay and lesbian brothers and sisters alone to die in the fight.

I believe we are all tested on our faith through choice and through thought. Even those that cannot find it within themselves to believe are welcomed into higher realms of existence.

I have always believed in a few gods, a faculty per se of divine beings much like the council in the matrix charged with charting the course of humanity. I have always believed in heaven, a higher power and I have met countless people that are so entwined with satanic instruction I believe in that power too.

A life is a complex array of Satanism and god mixed together.

We live on a beautiful planet only to have things sprayed on us, nuclear plants blow up, people with a detonation switch at their whim, only to be surrounded by a bed of wildflowers with deer feeding on grass just close by.

We have the future of our souls worth to fight for and if you give up halfway through there is no point to fighting if you don’t see any reward. How silly of those that have given up in the struggle because you have to chart your souls future through millennia in the present time. A very difficult process in astrophysics if you think about it haha

I feel sorry for those without any devotion and willing to strike down any religion even if it is something like my faith the church of techno, which is all encompassing and all loving all accepting just simply because I use the title of reverend before my name

On the other end of the spectrum I feel ashamed to call myself reverend with the abuse scandals and the reverend fred phelps of the godhatesfags church.

Which is why I have strived to be as encompassing with my readers because I have no idea who is reading my words, I just want them to know they are accepted and loved, you don’t need to hate to belong to my faith and technically you don’t even need to really belong per se, a blog vs. a church, a man vs. a boy, conspiracy vs. religion, techno vs. preaching

I cant begin to relay my devotion because one has to find that for themselves, if I could relay it, it would be a powerful mix of the best techno possible, 12 caps of xtacy, a huge cigar sized joint, a chocolate covered strawberry, a cigarette, a burger, a suicide attempt, and abusive life, teased, mocked, abused, male art, Warhol, a soulmate, a cello, a few laptops, some men with their shirts off, having $10,000 in cash on you, being able to fly, kissing a cat and rubbing your face on it like a motherkat, a glass of wine, an orgasm, a Ph.D, being basked in sunlight, radiance, rainbow, virtual clothing, first love, a prawn dipped in seafood sauce, and most of all creativity. Happiness amongst a prison structure.

I am not too fearful of what is going to happen in a few weeks, its almost as if it is facing death head on, like putting your mouth up to the barrel and it either goes off in one big bang or you take your mouth away and smile and walk away, a pseudo game of Russian roulette.

I am in a good place, have found my soulmate, get to be a forest hermit with a family of two young daughter cats, get to see deer and frogs and finches. We have a generator in case everything goes dark.

But most of all I have the faith that I have tried my best in this existence and worked with what I have to achieve my souls worth and purpose. I have the devotion to a mysterious array of beings I will never understand. I have touched many peoples lives with my words and my story, my manifesto and my thoughts. No doubt getting a few laughs in the process but I feel ready to face this lil thing called the end of the world head on, because if we all wake up in a light filled room somewhere two galaxies over and somebody saying, no, no everything is free, and this motorcade will take you to your palace. I wont complain haha

This attachment to this vulgar realm is what is so wrong, why are people attached to this place, it mystifies me, mainly because of the materialist nature of this place, and the ability to cast power over others, I believe. In more heavenly realms there would be no debt, no slavery, no rent, no authority, no rules.

Now how could one live without laws and rules, hahaha funny question because only those welcomed into more divine realms, KNOW all the rules, and only instruct their nature to the highest possible outcome, chances are you would be surrounded by the highest evolved beings able to instruct you to make the best possible choice as well, but most of all understand your wrongs.

I only need to look at my own scars on my wrists or the symptoms of old hag syndrome when I am between realities to understand the true nature of where I am housed, but to miss the divine, is seriously missing out. To miss petting my cats beautiful face or crying over a touching movie or laugh about the fact that you found a bone in your chicken pot pie.

It is almost as if life was out of our hands as a choice, much like death, so if the entire world was going to collapse I don’t think they would let any sort of insect in the hive try and alter the outcome.

People imagine it as some scary humanoid octopi things with fangs coming out of the fourteenth dimension and eating everyone alive, I guess that would be the true nature of the rapture.

But it is hell on earth every waking day we are enslaved by things we don’t understand like slavery, children, wives or husbands, business, debt, poverty, wealth, sickness, addiction, etc

Only when one begins to chart their nature and their choices to the most divine outcome can we see real results of our action, only making choices based in the highest possible realm of love, compassion, beauty, happiness, courage, and enlightenment are we truly doing where our soul wants us to go, and if your soul is not leading you there, something could be construed of your souls nature.

If 2012 does happen, I want to say thank you for reading, thank you for listening, thanks for your devotion, I hope I have helped you somewhat, I hope I have guided you through right and wrong and the dimensions of a mentally unstable rave reverend lol I will be there to welcome your battered soul into a more enlightened dimension with my rave robes on.

If it doesn’t happen, I will still be here till my ripe old age typing away, it is my purpose.
- Shaun A. Delage

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People can theorize what is about to happen in this so called meltdown of society, truth is nobody knows what is going to happen in a few months while most people can theorize simply what is going to take place, nobody truly knows the scope of 2012

I only look at the structure in place to understand exactly what could transpire, we have so called elected officials in office that further enchain people into bondage.

At the time of this writing there are 15 states under a form of martial law currently, the presidential election is in a few days and 2012 is just two months away. What a fucking chaotic time to be alive man haha

I was reading more about the Canadian emergency acts like USA ones, and all that is needed is a majority vote in parliament to enact emergency legislation and the charter of rights and freedoms are suspended and likewise in America once the emergency declarations are signed all forms of human rights are suspended as well and even atrocities performed under the martial law declarations are not even arguable before a supreme court.

So here we are.

I know exactly the worlds that surround us being in the astral and my brush with death have me fearless for the last moments, truth is many of us are suffering from health difficulties due to the radiation leaking into the environment.

If nothing happens in 2012 imagine how much time we have left of them plugging out multitudes of ipads. We have almost exhausted our creativity but exactly quite the opposite, all forms of creativity by uninitiated people into secret societies are not financed or marketed or even looked at.

Only that which props up the structure in some way be it forced work for pennies or indoctrination temples, (universities and skools) it is almost stifling to try and imagine what could happen and what may happen but there is always the extermination of the human race at hand, something that leads people into fear but death is not something to be feared.

I question god daily because if you give over your complete belief like many religions you open yourself to being ignorant. But how could a god allow things like nazi camps, north korea or forced work, obesity, murderous vengeful people walking the streets.

I guess one of the secrets of life is to keep your head above water and just live simply as best as karmically fortunate, this life may have been a waste but you have your next and others after it to worry about as well, and what exactly is this force that says you will be born in USA vs Canada vs North Korea vs China vs a human/cow/cat body

They say in muslim countries god willing, or god is with us, it is funny because it almost seems farthest from the truth and we are all meant to be here under the subservience of slave lords and masters whom decide our fate as entire countries and populations.

A world where millionaires can be anything they wish, ambassadors, prime ministers, presidents, kings, queens, CEO’s

But the rest of the populace is expendable of sorts, and cattle to them.

It will be an insane few months I can tell, and we are all alive and kicking to witness it, however death is nothing to be feared, a state where torture and corruption runs rampant is, but we can evolve together.

I just know I have personally achieved all that I wanted this life, and that is what keeps me going everyday. The power within to understand and contemplate my mistakes and circumstances and the power to believe that I was dealt a very unfortunate card in life. There must be an equal exchange of karma in life, otherwise you live and inhabit a prison structure.

Human beings are to be rewarded continuously for their service, not just once or twice in their lives, there must be an equal exchange or you will watch the karma unfold this very moment all around you before your very eyes.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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