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Well the attracting wealth meditation is working, this past year I have won in contests, $1200 for a grocery store, ski passes which I sold for $120, an ipad mini sold that for $260, wallpaper worth $400 sold for $60, another ipad, and the year before that $1200 at a sporting store. I have won quite a bit contesting including an all expenses paid trip to Montreal, and a year of phone service and it’s nice to get the random present of a stuffed panda, Korean fan, cordless phone, moonshoes, spice grinders, etc

When you contest and play the lottery you have to think out of the box, what can I do that nobody else is doing to attract this type of good karma, and it is superbly funny to be a Buddhist yet strive for untold amounts of wealth. I think it has to do with my upbringing and my criminal life, in my childhood there wasn’t much money to go around, so I would sneak into movie theatres and started my life of crime as early as about 7 years old, I was always a kid to take risks, and I received countless pocketfulls of hundred dollar bills when most kids are just aiming to pass midterms.

I think that stuff combined along with having what you know nothing about makes me want this type of karma, because I believe I have learnt my lessons with karma and negativity like crime.

If vipassana meditation had not found me when it did, I would have been in jail by now. It makes me think of the countless people locked up right now, or locked into a prison structure, they have no ability to forward their goals because they are in a never ending cycle of negativity.

I strongly believe that vipassana should find itself in the hearts of criminals, drug dealers, prostitutes, addicts, abuse victims, and even up to the executive branches of government.

I had a paradoxical experience with Vipassana, and it will forever guide me because that is where I learned the essence to my being, and freedom of choice, the freedom to choose differently and it started a process of meditation that I was able to foster into my complex meditation these days.

For many people, playing the lottery is a waste of time and money, but for some people they have no choice, they see no other way out of their prison structure than to dream, and to dream can take you far.

I think many people would look at what I do, I enter contests every day for 45 minutes and maybe win something every few months when they could work for 2 or 3 days to buy the same item, but essentially the item that they bought does not matter as much as the item I have won, because I work very hard to win these things.

My life has been a pleasant array of change lately, with getting a credit card again, and getting my book published, I have been working to get my book out there as an ebook while shopping it to various literary agencies, I think going into places where nobody else would think of going, nor has the time for is essential to an aries guy like me.

But most of my life has quite a bit of blockage, being disabled I don’t have much open to me as far as employment so I have gone and followed my dreams, and also have quite a bit of time to live in pure bliss, meditating my life away, you could ask me if I want something different for myself, when I think of that, I think I have all that I need.

So, I think the attraction meditation is working, and constantly working through parts of my mind that need to be fixed through quiet contemplation. Because we are hardly this physical being that is present, there is much more to each soul than that.

I think it is a difficult time to contest, manifest or dream, because our energy is constantly being sapped into the war horse, or through a working life or spending your life in perpetual schooling.

I think one of the greatest feats of my life has been to spend the last 3,650 Days in relative solitude, meditating and working on my projects, and not feel bored or go absolutely bonkers haha

The past year I have been without a television, mind you I stream stuff from the net, Netflix and a few other shows like amazing race and real housewives, but for the most part feel quite content not giving my energy over to the television. Creatively finding other avenues for your entertainment is the greatest gift you can give yourself.

Just the past few days I downloaded some ‘hemisync’ meditations from 4 shared, it is pretty unusual and pretty cool to listen too, I am only in the first meditation but already have both halves of my brain synced hehe

I have been trying to reverse some negative qualities in myself, like quitting smoking, and stop gambling, but gambling is apart of my nature, I enjoy it. I think I am going to have to speed along with temperance however.

I have quit smoking marijuana completely for about the past year and a half, and it is nice, it easily aggravates my mental illness, even though they are talking about legalization lately, I think if it was easily available I would consider smoking it once and awhile, just this whole prohibition thing lately has been vicious.

We are at a level too that all forms of marijuana can be cultivated by medical patients everything from 420 butter to chapstick to drinks. So I think we are at a pinnacle, and the government will stop torturing us at some point. I strongly believe too that the dimension will be very shaken up by most of the inhabitants smoking pot, because time will slow down and speed up all around us, people will be more reclusive and wont even come out of the apartment in a fire, and there will be more obesity with people feeding their munchies constantly.

I think though that they should legalize, marijuana, mushrooms, xtacy, acid, DMT, and other tribal hallucinogens.

For most people it does not make one ounce of sense that you can go buy three thousand types of liquor and smokes yet cant enjoy a weed or a mushroom cap. It is by far one of the greatest travesties of our age.

Anyways I will head out now, but wanted to send an update and wish all my blogbuddies a good morning, day or night depending on where you are on the globe.

-Shaun A. Delage

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BaTTLe MoTh

All that matters is the present moment, how much beauty, compassion and eloquence you exude not only to others but to yourself, many people feel they are not worthy of special attention given the cattle like programming we are all under daily.

Much of my own personal salvation came being humiliated and being an outcast within the gay community. Puss boys laughing at my originality or my 'walk' and I only found my future within the rave scene, which was way more welcoming than the gay scene, I find the gay scene to be extremely narcissistic and psychopathic. I remember going into gay clubs only to be humiliated by drag queens a few times, and people just acting like everyone they meet is strictly a sex toy.

In the rave scene I found, peace, love, unity and respect! I found a community where I could express my inner child, my animal side, my carnal nature being and most of all use the auditory sounds to achieve a certain level of evolution. I strongly believe that techno is a route to profound enlightenment. But to each their own, I like to fill my day with compassionate discourses on the way of life, techno, contesting, meditation, obscure conspiracy or esoteric teachings, reading, blogging, writing, forwarding my empire etc hehe

I have not been employed for over a decade but have never really been bored, you would think somebody in my position would be staring at the walls. I have found a certain level of comfort with my existence. The ability to forward projects such as my books and other philisophical paths.

I observe people out in the world and feel nothing but compassion for others paths, Most of us have it pretty tough. For me personally, I think somebody would have major issues just jumping into my existence for a week without the nature of my being present - what I mean is that the person would have to have the intellectual capacity to take on some of my endeavours, and I find my existence very challenging at times, part of me feels loss over not being able to mesh with society more but in a way I am society, I belong and I am here, which is what I think of...I may be alone in the forest with a beautiful man and two cats and not see a soul for a month but that is what I enjoy, my solitary reclusive nature, and rightfully so, I do not need other peoples energy to keep me going, this is the strongest thing in society -people need others for their own sanity, however I live strictly on the energy of the buddhic or the energy of nature and the spiritual hidden worlds. This many people would never understand.

We are in a very energy sucking inclusive environment and most people are being indoctrinated into alien forms of living, it seems we have lost our inherent humanity, our more deeper spiritual nature, our true selves, our ancient purpose. But nothing to fear, I just can't relay in a single teaching how important it is to sit calmly in the middle of the night and focus on bringing your desires to you, otherwise your inherent humanity will be dictated by forces you cannot control.

So the only thing that matters is the present moment, where you reside right now, where you are going is coming but does not have to worry you. I have always feared my past, so many questions...and my future oh man nothing more fearful than that. But I have always felt that the present moment scenario holds a certain level of magnanimity because hours can fly by, days fly by, weeks fly by and you don't even notice it.

I think the biggest illusion in society is the time illusion, we are imbedded to constantly be aware of time itself and the illusion of constant ritual.

Anyways, enough of my speech for today, blessings

-          Shaun A. Delage

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People can theorize what is about to happen in this so called meltdown of society, truth is nobody knows what is going to happen in a few months while most people can theorize simply what is going to take place, nobody truly knows the scope of 2012

I only look at the structure in place to understand exactly what could transpire, we have so called elected officials in office that further enchain people into bondage.

At the time of this writing there are 15 states under a form of martial law currently, the presidential election is in a few days and 2012 is just two months away. What a fucking chaotic time to be alive man haha

I was reading more about the Canadian emergency acts like USA ones, and all that is needed is a majority vote in parliament to enact emergency legislation and the charter of rights and freedoms are suspended and likewise in America once the emergency declarations are signed all forms of human rights are suspended as well and even atrocities performed under the martial law declarations are not even arguable before a supreme court.

So here we are.

I know exactly the worlds that surround us being in the astral and my brush with death have me fearless for the last moments, truth is many of us are suffering from health difficulties due to the radiation leaking into the environment.

If nothing happens in 2012 imagine how much time we have left of them plugging out multitudes of ipads. We have almost exhausted our creativity but exactly quite the opposite, all forms of creativity by uninitiated people into secret societies are not financed or marketed or even looked at.

Only that which props up the structure in some way be it forced work for pennies or indoctrination temples, (universities and skools) it is almost stifling to try and imagine what could happen and what may happen but there is always the extermination of the human race at hand, something that leads people into fear but death is not something to be feared.

I question god daily because if you give over your complete belief like many religions you open yourself to being ignorant. But how could a god allow things like nazi camps, north korea or forced work, obesity, murderous vengeful people walking the streets.

I guess one of the secrets of life is to keep your head above water and just live simply as best as karmically fortunate, this life may have been a waste but you have your next and others after it to worry about as well, and what exactly is this force that says you will be born in USA vs Canada vs North Korea vs China vs a human/cow/cat body

They say in muslim countries god willing, or god is with us, it is funny because it almost seems farthest from the truth and we are all meant to be here under the subservience of slave lords and masters whom decide our fate as entire countries and populations.

A world where millionaires can be anything they wish, ambassadors, prime ministers, presidents, kings, queens, CEO’s

But the rest of the populace is expendable of sorts, and cattle to them.

It will be an insane few months I can tell, and we are all alive and kicking to witness it, however death is nothing to be feared, a state where torture and corruption runs rampant is, but we can evolve together.

I just know I have personally achieved all that I wanted this life, and that is what keeps me going everyday. The power within to understand and contemplate my mistakes and circumstances and the power to believe that I was dealt a very unfortunate card in life. There must be an equal exchange of karma in life, otherwise you live and inhabit a prison structure.

Human beings are to be rewarded continuously for their service, not just once or twice in their lives, there must be an equal exchange or you will watch the karma unfold this very moment all around you before your very eyes.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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ticking life

Well I cant help but feel somewhat nomadic lately, leaving home, moving into a mysterious and enchanted forest cabin in the woods, surrounded by birds singing, deer feeding,

Now I am off to Vancouver with a backpack and gonna stay there for 2 weeks or so

I really like catsitting because cats make me think about the nature of souls, I question why I wasn’t born a cat but I probably was, haha

Without cats and dogs humans would die (I am serious- we would lose many people if we didn’t have these loyal pets as our friends)

They are the soulmate you don’t have to win over, or the daughter or son you never could have, a shoulder to cry on, something to nuzzle into and something that loves you unconditionally

Part of me wonders if they are aware of exactly how expansive the world is, I bet when they walk outside they seem a bit schizophrenic. Humans humans everywhere they must wonder

I walk my cat in the forest and it seems like the three souls that needed to unite through a chaotic millennium shift did happen and needed to happen

I strongly believe my new man has the forecast to be long term, while I am throwing out titles like roomie and room mate I understand deep in my heart that he has the qualities I have been longing for and searching for in a man

Everyone has things they are dealing with but my out of the blue bursts of schizophrenic and imaginative dialogue has him on his toes, I see an equal exchange of enlightenment between us and an equal level of communication and I see him as equal and he sees me

I am going to miss my forest nook, my barn cat/stew cat and my new mysterious aquarian

He almost gets to witness the madness of an aries world

Welcome to ARIES 2012 haha on top of it all I turn 30 tomorrow

Kind of an epic bday

My last living situation was stable and materialistic

Now I give it more stability more serenity and more spirituality

I only believe in love above all else, and that makes me an oddity in the world, I have seen the evils of wealth and it isn’t really much I want to obtain in that department

It would be nice to be wealthy don’t get me wrong but I think you have to learn some serious life lessons to effectively handle wealth and do well with it otherwise you end up some sellout old hybrid reptilian

It is tough to go through the world being out of touch with reality but I only have searched for things that would bring me enlightenment

Part of me moving to a forest cabin with a beautiful man is the work of the divine in my opinion

It is the manifestation of my hopes, goals, dreams and survival in case society goes nuts….but I am not in it for the survival although having a serene mountain man as my guide would be fortunate

Somebody that knows how to cut down a tree, trap a rabbit, caulk a gun, plant veggies, pull weeds

Somebody that has made their life as serene as possible is the most fortunate circumstance

But that is not what I was hoping for. What I have been longing for is a man to love and respect me that is kind, sincere, honest, happy, caring, sensitive, and skilled in his own regard

I have no idea how to paint a bathroom or fix a shelf likewise he may get a few chapters penned the wrong way in his novella but we each bring enlightenment to each other

My greatest fear it seems is being loved, I have been loved at times but it was always a different love, a material love, a forgotten love, a painful love, a strictly sexual love, a poor love

But to find an impressive smile and an immaculate being was my only goal, honest eyes, caring nature

This is what people sing about

Now I am in Vancouver and I will be here for a few weeks

Expect some more discourses because I will have time on my hands

Happy spring blogbuddies

-Shaun A. Delage

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