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Belief in anything other than mystery and the supernatural
seems to be illusion
Thinking back to my astral travels I can tell they are quite
involved epic sagas
Most aren’t aligned with the astral worlds, which is sad
I don’t know what it is but some have far more superior
blood than the rest or ancient bloodline, or better power animals that they haven’t
offended in the process
I like to say I have a full astral body and not just a
telescope per se because after the fact I remember having relations with many
men
And most just have either a smaller sight realm or simply
the telescope
I find it brutal to know that I cannot control my travels
I like to equate my astral sight to the multitudes of rave
drugs I consumed rendering me fully aware astrally but I did walk a dangerous
path
Which is why I advocate the use of herbs tonics and
substances which will alter your consciousness and perception
Not going out to a street corner to buy smack god no, research
the many herbs that are there to assist your astral sight
And I believe strongly that things like marijuana should be
legalized along with 90% of liberal society
The biggest issue I see with that in the mainstream is that
time would in effect slow down or alter or speed up at whim
Currently because it is illegal there is only traces of that
confounding dilemma available
Smoke it when you’ve got it and smoke it till you’re a hundred
I don’t think big/pig pharma is to blame, I believe that the
labs could offer some strains of marijuana that don’t give you tons of munchies
and also the paranoia
Most people when they smoke, relate that it gives off a lot
of paranoia
But…if you simply look at it as such then you are paranoid
haha
It also gives kudos to realms of creativity, tantric psychic
expression and the ultimate power – to be aligned with universal consciousness
And I don’t doubt it will be legalized in our lifetime
I just don’t want to be 75 yrs old before I can go buy a
pack of herb at the gas/grass station lolz
Many people have their thing, like drinking wine, or smoking
coke on the weekends or clubbing/energy vampirism, rave drugs or whatever or
some are sex addicts some are food addicts so it is funny to be able to relay
any sense of official standing on 420 if you just reach for the double vodka
and juice.
We live in a very confusing time to be alive and much of the
world is setup like this – like a dimensional playground and it seems the only
ones able to enjoy the dimension to the fullest degree are the ones that sell
pieces of their soul continuously or go right out and sell the soul and not
many people know what it takes to sell a soul, my guess is it involves secret
societies, blood, orgies and sacrifice along with some level of mutilation
But when you sell the soul your financed for life
Nobody gets this when they walk around, the system is setup
for these hybridic rich people and not the actual human beings levels of your
phone company or medical records or banking information on an official level
are funny because there is levels to society that we don’t understand and there
are levels that are untouchable
And there is untouchable or people above the law, thanks to
politics people that get a 50 car motorcade when they go into another country
and this is meant to dissuade the regular people into serving these initiated
sellouts
We see fragments of universalism in our waking lives with
major events and other gossip
The universe has a weird way of making amends to the greater
populace
Definitely not a time to give up however
Keep going strong and don’t furget to smile at that cutie
checking you out !
-
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage
ticking life
Well I cant help but feel somewhat nomadic lately, leaving
home, moving into a mysterious and enchanted forest cabin in the woods,
surrounded by birds singing, deer feeding,
Now I am off to Vancouver with a backpack and gonna stay
there for 2 weeks or so
I really like catsitting because cats make me think about
the nature of souls, I question why I wasn’t born a cat but I probably was,
haha
Without cats and dogs humans would die (I am serious- we
would lose many people if we didn’t have these loyal pets as our friends)
They are the soulmate you don’t have to win over, or the
daughter or son you never could have, a shoulder to cry on, something to nuzzle
into and something that loves you unconditionally
Part of me wonders if they are aware of exactly how
expansive the world is, I bet when they walk outside they seem a bit
schizophrenic. Humans humans everywhere they must wonder
I walk my cat in the forest and it seems like the three
souls that needed to unite through a chaotic millennium shift did happen and
needed to happen
I strongly believe my new man has the forecast to be long
term, while I am throwing out titles like roomie and room mate I understand
deep in my heart that he has the qualities I have been longing for and searching
for in a man
Everyone has things they are dealing with but my out of the
blue bursts of schizophrenic and imaginative dialogue has him on his toes, I
see an equal exchange of enlightenment between us and an equal level of
communication and I see him as equal and he sees me
I am going to miss my forest nook, my barn cat/stew cat and
my new mysterious aquarian
He almost gets to witness the madness of an aries world
Welcome to ARIES 2012 haha on top of it all I turn 30
tomorrow
Kind of an epic bday
My last living situation was stable and materialistic
Now I give it more stability more serenity and more
spirituality
I only believe in love above all else, and that makes me an
oddity in the world, I have seen the evils of wealth and it isn’t really much I
want to obtain in that department
It would be nice to be wealthy don’t get me wrong but I
think you have to learn some serious life lessons to effectively handle wealth
and do well with it otherwise you end up some sellout old hybrid reptilian
It is tough to go through the world being out of touch with
reality but I only have searched for things that would bring me enlightenment
Part of me moving to a forest cabin with a beautiful man is
the work of the divine in my opinion
It is the manifestation of my hopes, goals, dreams and
survival in case society goes nuts….but I am not in it for the survival although
having a serene mountain man as my guide would be fortunate
Somebody that knows how to cut down a tree, trap a rabbit,
caulk a gun, plant veggies, pull weeds
Somebody that has made their life as serene as possible is
the most fortunate circumstance
But that is not what I was hoping for. What I have been longing
for is a man to love and respect me that is kind, sincere, honest, happy,
caring, sensitive, and skilled in his own regard
I have no idea how to paint a bathroom or fix a shelf
likewise he may get a few chapters penned the wrong way in his novella but we
each bring enlightenment to each other
My greatest fear it seems is being loved, I have been loved
at times but it was always a different love, a material love, a forgotten love,
a painful love, a strictly sexual love, a poor love
But to find an impressive smile and an immaculate being was
my only goal, honest eyes, caring nature
This is what people sing about
Now I am in Vancouver and I will be here for a few weeks
Expect some more discourses because I will have time on my
hands
Happy spring blogbuddies
-Shaun A. Delage
Pickle DogLeg
The path of letting go is tough, letting go of ego, letting
go of dreams of fame, letting go of love, letting go of a traumatic past
Many are going through insurmountable levels of suffering
this very moment
Which is why it is easier to attach to love and kindness for
all through a difficult time
Already we can see the seeds being sewn for world war 3
So we must be prepared to live an even more difficult
existence
I am not on the extreme left about my visions of this world
war either
I think it would be a setback to have an occupying force in
north America – we just have to be prepared for things like, the draft,
military rule, 1984, famine, sickness, biological warfare and poverty/suffering
The people with the most to lose in essence are those with
everything.
Those with very little have nothing really to worry about
since there is not much to lose
Lately I have been faced with the grieving process in
several forms, an ex cat suffering and going through health difficulties,
putting my wishes to become a Buddhist monk to rest, saying goodbye to the last
30 years and saying goodbye to the world as I have known it and welcoming in
the constant evolution of the age of 2012
Life is never certified as an existence, there is no
contract between you and your country of how long you will live, and we live in
such a capitalist environment with no ancient roots it is easy to not identify
with anything of substance but rather things that are in a sense; superficial.
People it seems are involved in the routes that bring them
the most illusion
Having said goodbye to credit in all forms I feel rather
blessed, to have an income and not be sending ¼ of my money to visa.
This is where I would say 90% of our society is in a slave
world too, and most people are happy being indebted to forces they don’t understand,
be it illusion or aliens or Satanists, truth is we have very little
And we are witnessing a time when most of us are losing
everything we have because we are so indebted in forms of credit and mortgages
and family commitments etc
Hardly a time to be slogging away at the bar thinking about
the next twink that will walk in, hell no…this is time to meditate on your
ultimate reality and to sew the seeds to your next incarnation and to work to
correct some of the wrongs in your life and that of society
To tell you the truth I have stopped working to correct the
wrongs of my society, which includes Satanist rules, child abuse rings,
catholic church abuse scandals, the advent of militarist rule, the possibility
of microchips and the coming age of _____
If I had a choice between being shot in the back of the head
and getting a microchip I couldn’t tell you which one I would choose, but I am
leaning on the shot in the head, it would make more sense for me to terminate
my contract here on this earth out of billions of earths rather than give my
inherent power of choice over to forces that I cannot see or touch.
Most of us are in a prison state, the only ones not
imprisoned by their reality are initiated sellouts whom have the power and
money to just dart of to the Netherlands Antilles in a private jet and eat
prawns out of a martini glass.
I think back to my own personal history and past, some of
the events in my life that stand out are my puberty and awakening as a gay
male, my suicide attempt, false allegations of incest within my family, my drug
abuse- being high for twelve days without food or sleep, my vipassana
meditation experiences, my last relationship of eight years, my ordination as a
priest and prophet of the church of techno and here I am, able to put it all to
rest
This is the most difficult part of life- letting go.
Most people are so hopelessly lost in a cycle of trauma
there is no recovering them, the others that are seemingly above human emotions
have in a sense sold their souls so they have no ability to feel emotion or
understand suffering in the most compassionate terms
I am beginning to let go of my dreams of becoming a Buddhist
monk, it has been pivotal in the discourses recently and maybe this is part of
my illness – to go psychotic over monasticism haha but at least its left there
With the stigma of schizophrenia I have been refused entry
back to vipassana and have disgraced myself there I believe but I don’t believe
I could become a Buddhist monk with the difficulties I live with including
being a medicated schizophrenic having insomnia and nerve damage in my wrists
I have been told I have the ability to develop my psychic
power as well which is comforting, it would be a blessing to be able to guide
others, I have always knew I was psychic since things I say will come up hours
after I say them in a TV show or my dreams have realms of precognitive vision
along with full astral sight
Part of me wants to leave the planet and join my multitudes
of friends in the astral world, but I guess I am needed here, haha needed here
to write my books, lead a virtual ministry, discover myself and live life in
one of the most difficult times in existence
It is all relative illusion however since existence has gone
through multitudes of the same exact self similar repeating circumstance for
all of time
This time we are blessed, with things like human rights and
freedom of speech and action rather than witch burnings in the square –
thankfully the systems in place are there to guide and protect-hopefully.
I have thought deeply about the Buddhist monk thing and have
come to terms with my own enlightenment – I don’t believe I need to shave my
head or eyebrows or swear off orgasms or food to proclaim my enlightenment
I believe I am doing my purpose since I was ordained as a Buddhist
monk of universal life church
And my credentials and certifications are available for
validation – anybody my call and ask about whether my credentials are real or
proven
I posted my credentials on the site ages ago and now I cant
find them lol go the internet haha
I believe my purpose is here and now, if it means being shot
in the head, it wont be a painful long drawn out process, I will welcome it and
this kind of virtue is rare, only because I have faced death head on and
realize how much is at stake but as well if it is my time to go, good riddance,
to a reality that has offered me very little.
I have dreams of publishing my two novels and if it is about
to happen or if I have to wait years upon years than so be it, but the process
has been started already- I believe I am the JK Rowling for gay men !!
I am in like the thousandth edit and the funds to edit them
seem hopeless at this point but if an anonymous source within the Church wishes
to donate say $5000 I wont stop them haha
Not to say I expect anything from these teachings however
They are given freely and for life and without cost to all
that seek that the divine creator has shown them to this site.
-
Shaun A. Delage
intelligent infusion
I kind of feel bad in a way for making people that read my
words question their reality
In essence what is reality but a carefully hacked illusion
of continuous pain
It is in a sense material prosperity and seeming freedoms to
go in a restricted reality anywhere you wish
But we deal with complexities such as debt and Satanism and
illusion playing out all around
I have been pondering god in totality lately and in a sense
I wonder if god itself is an all great entity such as the luciferian consciousness
or perhaps they are closely intermingled in one being
I have been pondering my actions as the Canadian super thief
and temple prostitute
While my actions in the moment may have proved abhorrent
later on after ten years I am able to say wow that was not me, but that
luciferian consciousness working through me to achieve what exactly
Well in essence I wanted enlightenment but not just for me,
for my readers, my devotees and my friends and relations.
These days I don’t think of snatching somebody’s purse and
running or jacking one out with some old goof
Actually I think to myself the karma I carry is quite paradoxical
and I can be brought in at any moment to be imprisoned for my multitudes of
crimes but somehow I stay free and able to go where I please
Now those concerned about my safety I only say this
I am carefully observed, my cell phone has tracking enabled
, every email and phone conversation is carefully logged and tracked and my
whereabouts are tracked via infared 3-D imaging from satellites
Why? and well i am not too worried about the people on my manifesto as they were most likely put under surveillence long ago when I first published my manifesto, watching me is a cheap endeavour since I barely leave the house and only operate at night
What makes me so special
Well I am anomalous and I threatened the destruction of the
matrix which was detailed by my fraternal brother Keanu Reeves
But as well I am not the end
Far greater and more powerful entities will be incarnated as
we speak to replace me in instructing the masses, thankfully because of my
struggles I am set free from a life of slavery so as to not bring further
injury to my hands, tendons, and motor function
What am I but the incarnated Christ consciousness which is
basically just solar energy and there are various methods to understand this
nature out there but what really it comes down to is your own interpretation of
the Christ
Many would say …how could a christ be in a quarter native
gay poor man from Victoria BC
Well there are many incarnations like me, but technically in
my own perception I am the only one on earth. The earth has been waiting
thousands of years for my divine instruction and likewise there are hundreds if
not thousands of the same nature operating on earth
Oh he needs a divine birth and three wise men and a star
Haha I wish it was that easy
ALL births are equal to my divinity and to my nature
Except some choose to stray away from the ultimate power and
go into the ultimate pits of filth and despair and addiction........................................
Where if you remain in absolute beauty, love, happiness,
compassion, enlightenment, honesty and friendliness
This is the ultimate power of divinity my friends
Not materialism, hatred, suspicion, negativity, mean-ness,
pain, trauma, abuse, sadism, and neglect
The most ultimate and impressive creation is around you this
very moment since you are blessed to read these words by somebody with such
injuries sustained learning the truth and thankfully I will be able to type for
decades more since my injuries at this point only include nerve damage not
tendon or whatever
This is the Christ consciousness and you are blessed with it
this very moment
He is damaged, and sad and abused but he continues on and
keeps going
He is loving, happy, beautiful and compassionate to
suffering because unlike his own enemies he has received the ultimate lessons
of creation in the form of torture and trauma
Essentially I brought it on myself to become an enlightened
being but only because I am sick and tired of incarnating into one of countless
dimensions that are the exact self similar repeating circumstance for all of
time
Time for evolution, ascension, enlightenment….
-
Shaun A. Delage
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