AppLe LollYpoP

My path is vastly different from every other persons on earth, but my ability to relay some of my lessons better help and aid others I feel. Lately I have had the fortune of reuniting with some of my rave family from 18 years ago, and I think to myself, god that was eighteen years ago, and I think of the illusions of time and I have been flooded with memories of that time recently.

I was in a time of ignorance at that point, I was only selfishly driven through teenage ignorance and pretty damn vain, and the greatest lesson we all learn is that we all lose some of our youth as time goes on. So we can’t always rely on what we see in the mirror.

The greatest Buddhist lessons include that everything is in the mind. This would seem silly to a teenager whom is trying solely to alter their reality.

Well that time ago was chaos, and quite a bit of mystery in life, while some circumstances were solely related to the mysteries of life. I can say now that my future is a bit more predictable now that I am working with the mind to train it and to guide it in the direction I feel is best for me and my family.

When you are that young you don’t worry about things like retirement, vet bills or even your credit rating. You go about life burning bridges and laughing it off, and only begin to reflect on the harm you caused decades later.

One of the greatest manifestations I live by these days in reflection of my teenagehood and young adult hood is the process of asking for forgiveness. I don’t ask people to forgive me, unless it is needed but I ask the universe for forgiveness and I also ask the universe that I may begin to forgive myself. I think this is a very strong process and I feel there were quite a few dozen times where I needed to BEG for forgiveness, and only one of those times will need a lifetime of asking for forgiveness for the harm I have done.

I strongly believe I wasn’t bad per se but I needed to go through the process of crime or addiction to better understand the process of forgiving myself, and ultimately letting the universe dictate whom I will receive ultimate forgiveness from. I don’t want to go heavily into my stories and such but some of it was just pure insanity like stuffing 10k in my pocket that didn’t belong to me x5 or selling drugs at raves or hurting a friend and even kissing a girl while I was so fucking high I didn’t have a clue what I was doing lol but when you work with the mind you begin to understand that life is not paying for your mistakes but what you can learn from them.

My path of crime leaves me battered and torn and ashamed because I was so good at it, and I wanted desperately what I was void of, that being wealth and prestige. So the harm I inflicted on others was shared in the same sense because the universe was very very cunning to allow me an equal dose directed my way probably times a thousand (x1000) so I was not equipped to face some of the challenges that came my way at times because of how naïve I was.

I swear some of these old pensioners living on $800 a month must chuckle as a hybrid 19 year old walks by with a 20k credit limit on their visa cards sitting in their back pocket, with a designer $400 dye job and Vuitton sidebag.

Thankfully Buddhism found me when I was most suffering, and it allowed me to calm my racing thoughts, take care and control of my destiny and allow me an ultimately free and ever reaching tool to enlightenment being meditation, because I have probably spent countless lifetimes dealing with all this nonsense and no tools to stop it. What used to amuse me when I was 19 was a $400 buffet breakfast with 4 hot guys (two being twins) lol and now the funny things amuse me the most like finding out an old friend is doing well and is in a fortunate existence away from harm, or taking care of a cat and feeding it medicine, or giving squirrels some seeds and cranberries.

To say that I have come 360 degrees is an understatement because it involves a fractalized sacred geometrical 4-D shift in thought and grace. A life void of illusion is a beautiful life indeed.

18 years seems like a long time, but when you think of it, the memories and events are virtually timeless and I only want to shape the next 18 years into something woven into a gay fairytale

-Shaun A. Delage

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Taking in Life -

Self of nature,
Self of rhythm,
Self of future,
Self of epitome,
Self of stature,
Being of multiplicity.
One of the greatest romantic, confessional poets of the new millennium.
Community of one.
Community of seven.
Beings of twelve,
Trials of eleven,
Hatred of five,
and the tests of twenty.
Seclusion of seventeen.
Infusion of zero.
Amusement of fifty, Craziness of nine.
Occasional enlightenment of one.
Beings that inhabit your soul, will call out.
Beings that see you as a super imposed reality, will mock.
But who knows what deals they have made?
Those beings that would lock away the masses and throw away the key.
They wear a red sash and call people names without thinking.
They speak out of ignorance.
But mainly out of jurisdictional law.
One would assume that the beings are only in the many.
But the beings inhabit quite so few.
That if we could see them in a room.
Without the guards and the locks, and without the uniform to impose.
But never mind the fact that spilled blood was soaked on their sash and robes.
That hearts were rubbed on the very clothes they wear.
While they sentence you to a few years to be raped and abused.
The most vulnerable in society. It is sickening to think of, but to me...
They would not matter very much.

-


JeffyTrix -

Entering the matrix without understanding the matrix,
People placed around you in a more knowing impression.
Nothing to be feared, just something to be cautious of.
I see myself in him at age twenty yet haven’t aged a day.
Now age wise I am an old dinosaur to him,
funny people see us together and imagine us to be in high school.
Preppy meets ray ban.
I want to show him, my ways, my theories, my being.
yet a lot holds me back.
I know he only wants to be enlightened, to not feel lonely when surrounded by people.
More-so to be set free from an internal prison,
people with chaotic looks around you making you feel horrible.
Looking in his eyes I see enlightenment.
I don’t want to freak him out, but I understand why were both here.
Why we both met however odd it was to me... it was beautiful, to him... it was digital.
hoping to find the best of them all,
in some ways I am perfect for him,
in others I could never be.
In some ways I could do whatever I could to make him happy.
But something he needs to understand.
Which many don’t ‘innerstand’ is the need to temper materialistic desires.
Many people cover their own internal pain with beautiful shining things.
It is best to live simply I am sure he understands.
The thoughts surround me of who he will be in five years.
The thoughts enter my soul of what I can make him into.
The thoughts enter my being of what he can teach me.
What he will make me into most of all.
I imagine myself combing his hair, cutting his fingernails, making him dinner, pouring his glass of water, brushing
his teeth for him.
I imagine washing his arms in the bathtub holding him in my arms.
The gazebo by the ocean with fifteen foot, fabric like, flags blowing in the wind.
Slipping the ring on his finger, him slipping one on mine.
Understanding that there is a bond between us.
Being with somebody that is unloving doesn’t work for us, this being I see before me.
An old soul, we have hooked up before.
Both in youth’s bodies.
In some ways he has it better together than I do.
In other ways I am pretty OK too.
I think of us, then I get a pang of worry like what could I offer him.
I only know this, with love anything is possible
I could achieve anything.
I could do anything.
I could be anybody.
I could be with him; of course he has to want it.
I want it.
We both have to be confident.
In some ways I have evolved massively since age twenty in other ways... I am still twenty years old!
I just know....if he was to be with me.
He would never have to cook a day in his life.
I would make it my goal to make sure he doesn’t have to work another day as well.
Love takes time.
Trust takes time.
Bond takes time.
Union takes time.
Enlightenment takes time, but it is everlasting.
Saves the very nature of our being from imploding and self destructing.
I look in his eyes and see much.
I am sure he is aware of me on some level, much will be made apparent.
The choice lies with his soul.
I read through his blogs and imagine.
Some twisted man threesome covered in cake and chocolate.
My mind is pervy.
I am happy not wasting my time on people that don’t matter.
I’m happy making sure I am the most calm person in the world.
So he looks forward to seeing me again and again.
Because that is all he wants is another boy that understands his struggles

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metric life -

I can’t say much that will change his life forever,
but I can be there to offer the most beautiful soul on the planet.
The only true nature of love.
I only trust my guidance from above.
Wanting us both to be mostly free of.
I walk over to him and hand him a kid glove.
He looks at me wondering if it fits and says kind of.
I asked him if I am something to be proud of,
that the world sees me something to be rid of.
Or that my voice is something the matrix is sick of.
I want to slip on his hand a pervy suede glove.
Wondering what is in his mind and what he'll think of.
Naturally figuring out what he will conceive of.
Touching his fingers through the hand and glove.
Never wanting to see the end of.
His beauty enters my soul like true love.
The very being is just the epitome of cute love.
The workings of the boy that will just be the most awesome being to enter my sphere.
I have so much to learn from him. Will he let me?
With each other anything is possible.
Two books finished submitted to publishers with a sense of self, theories collide.
Youthful energetic vibe.
I want to be his bride.
Only to wonder past years why I cried.
Just wanting love to glide.
My nature to guide.
We can just hug and hug and simply hide.
Figuring out naturally born pride.
Weird glances from people knowing they spied.
Watching us walk hand in hand with a confident stride.
Our hands interlaced and completely tied, seeing his face.
I look at the bright side.
Mostly for twenty six years this has been denied,
Soaring through the sky almost paraglide.
Looking somewhat at myself inside.
Watching him hug me by low tide.
Not wanting to lead him away or misguide.
Stroking his long bangs from the north side.
By a tree, outside.
Looking for him wanting to provide.
Smiling I can simply look around needing to take pride.
We can go worldwide, stateside, love tribe.
Just wanting to walk alongside.
Hold his hand, bring him outside.
Showing him that a human can exist without Jekyll and Hyde.
Soaring past the earthen plane great divide.
Just not wanting to be apart and lay to the side.
Scaling cliffs in a love filled with mountain pride.
Wandering the country nationwide.
Careful wanting to stand beside him either side.
Side by side, by the rising tide

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try to spie -


The being that involves me enlightens me.
Stopping in one self to see outer self, requires skill.
Being adept to the true nature of the cause of this madness.
Makes one insane.
But more-so those that have the power to hand out titles.
Are even more insane.
To be in oneself while attempting to halt the infractions on our citizens which goes against the treatment of
prisoners and animals takes a skill.
Because in here you are never human.
You’re only you.
Which you don’t even know what that is.
So how could you accept being given a role, which you don’t even understand.
It is my own faith and becoming that your soul be set free amongst millions.
Because your only soul.
It is the eventual enlightenment of the entire galaxy, and you will be loved for your sacrifice.
To the better good the higher path.
No matter how tough the path is.
Or how many stones cut your hand when you fall.
The haunting souls who reside here yet never die.
The ones I’m in love with need my touch.
Far too precious to lose their lives.
I do the work of insanity to save them.
I can’t believe how many men I will meet on the other side.
Oh my god one boyfriend is not enough, I will have millions.
Going to be hard to keep up but I will manage.
Safety of the feline embrace.
The most divine of all creatures.

-

Physical chinese -

The theory of the system is what you make of it.
If you let the system capture the essence of your capitalist craving then you are nothing,
Nothing but spit!
The selfless desire to be something is really nothing if you don’t have any money.
What the heck does the system relay when you’re not given the fruits of slavery.
You are simply a slime covered insect in the grand scheme of things.

-


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Financial freedom is a positive outlook for anybody’s future but the ability to have spare money at a time like this is VERY difficult for anybody, I know this because I am on a pension that places me far below the poverty line, and I have a government that does not have the poor or vulnerable in mind we have 42 billion annually in profits in my province alone and it would take about 400-700 million to raise the rates of my pension to that of the poverty line, but they choose to coddle big pharma and mega corps and resources over their own citizens it is sad.

So I thought, to myself…what can I do to make sure I actually have money to spend, and the obvious but most difficult one for me was to quit smoking, see I don’t get those things and the hold they have over me, but I have been smoking for just over a year and then I went quite a few years not smoking then a few as a smoker, so an easy prospect but to somebody that enjoys the deathstick between contesting and after a meal and after a coffee the prospect is terrifying

Anyways my cash flow as a smoker is to the penny and my cash flow as a non smoker is like a few hundred extra and some money in savings, it is difficult to quit smoking, I can barely afford to smoke let alone the stop smoking products but my province (the same evil province) lol has a program in place where you get 3 months of stop smoking products free in January so total bonus, and I have tried everything but what seems to work is the gum and the patch.

I am motivated financially haha but it makes me think of how difficult it will be to live in the future if things are this bad now the world is going to have to go through massive change and adopt a pseudo socialist structure to support the people because frankly the capitalist system is causing more deaths and suffering than anything, and capitalism has failed.

I am thinking ahead to two outcomes, either we all sort of live in domes and sustainable communities gardening and with a shoebox home or when China takes over the globe and they show us exactly how the communist system works lol

Things have been pretty good lately just started my 3rd book after seeing a movie “Christopher and his kind” on Netflix, it inspired me enough to get back into writing, and I have been battling whether to continue the series or start fresh with a whole new style. And I chose to continue the Zenophobic series with one more book, and I own the copyright to the Zenophobic franchise which is awesome so nobody could copy my idea or use the name of the book and it is all registered with the government of Canada. Kind of a cool wordplay on Xenophobic and I think it will go far, my distributor, booktango has a program where you can put your book in a repository for agencies looking for books for movies, it is one of my goals to take advantage of this program because the movie would be awesome for rave culture.

That is another thing, set goals, If you have none, you will go nowhere, even if you start with 5 simple ones or 10 complex ones- at least it will get you into a goal minded mind. And expect a lot from life, if you expect nothing and wait for whatever to come you shall have nothing. Write your goals out in vivid detail and fantasize and think to yourself if you play the lottery exactly where every dollar will go, and rework and revise those plans, if you have a vivid imagination things like that friend on facebook that needs a new car, or perhaps you want to help your family members retire, or somebody with a student loan or you want to drop off one thousand dollars worth of kibbles at the SPCA for dogs and cats hahaha the possibilities are endless, it is ok to dream and when you start picturing the life you want rather than expect in your mind it all begins to fall into place, I have worked with vision boards and stuff but find it is way more efficient to work with the mind and send images and words back to the subconscious.

Create the life you want and don’t get bothered by the darkness – I have found a lot of darkness and evil the dreamworld in the scenarios that whomever controls the astral dream world can be very cruel and mean proposing things that are just plain evil or twisted or disgusting and I bet this is the case for those that are ‘dreamers’ we dare not say the dream we had last week of some twisted scenario  that really bothered you enough to give you a migraine. As long as in the waking, you focus on all that is good, all that is beautiful, all that is fortunate, compassionate, and loving. You will excel ! 

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I don't get why the media changes names on deposed dictators all the time maybe to confuse the masses, mursi=morsi the egyptian president and they also did it with Gadhaffi =kadhafi

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Canadian government is unelected and illegitimate

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PUBLIC NOTICE

Thursday, March 7, 2013

CANADA IS DISSOLVED

A Legal Notice to all Agents of the so-called Crown of England and Elizabeth

Windsor, and to all Canadians

Issued by the Governing Council of The International Tribunal into Crimes of Church and

State

This PUBLIC NOTICE is issued to the Members of the Parliament of Canada, the

Canadian judiciary, the governmental civil service, and the active serving

members of all Canadian police and military forces, as well as to all citizens of

Canada:

1. On February 25, 2013, a lawfully constituted Common Law Court of Justice found Elizabeth

Windsor, Queen of England and Head of State of Canada and its churches, guilty as charged of

Crimes against Humanity in Canada and of engaging in a Criminal Conspiracy to conceal

Genocide. The same verdict found Canadian Prime Minister Stephen Harper guilty of the

same offenses.

2. This verdict was based on irrefutable evidence, including eyewitness accounts of Elizabeth

Windsor's personal involvement in the forcible abduction and disappearance of ten children

from the Kamloops Indian Residential School on October 10, 1964, while on a state visit to

Canada. Ms. Windsor has never denied or refuted this charge or evidence, nor did she respond

to a Public Summons issued by the Court.

3. The Court's verdict rests upon the Nuremberg Legal Statutes of 1950 which allow any head

of state to be tried for Crimes against Humanity, as well as the right under Canadian law to

hold the Crown liable for tort offenses committed in Canada.

4. Elizabeth Windsor therefore stands condemned as a convicted felon. As a fugitive from

justice, she is now liable for arrest and imprisonment under the terms of the Court verdict. A

Citizens Arrest Warrant for the detention of Elizabeth Windsor was in fact issued by the Court

on March 5, 2013, and Ms. Windsor has evaded this Warrant.

5. a) Each of you has taken a public oath of allegiance to Elizabeth Windsor as the Queen of

England. Your oath now constitutes a criminal act under international law, including Section

25 of the Rome Statute of the International Criminal Court, which obligates all citizens to

refrain from colluding with authorities engaged in or convicted of criminal acts.

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Right wing nutball harper

Bridgette you rock!

fringes of admirality and harpers lawyer as GG

                                                                  baphomet  el diablo hand sign

strawberry picnic

Many of us have pasts that we are hopelessly trying to recover from, be it abusive backgrounds and then the state or government failing to protect us in such matters or with me personally it is an abusive upbringing in a monarch family then them attempting to create imprints in my psyche that would render me a person that would continue abuse on others

With me personally the strongest has to be a false sexual abuse allegation made when I was like 11 or 12 against my own sister, and this lead to my own attempt on my life I believe, nobody could recover being beaten with a wooden spoon for lies, I cant say how it all happened throw in the brainwashing by an abusive father to his toddler daughter and we have ourselves an imprint.

I am not here to make sense of life, well perhaps I am but given my experiences in my manifesto I am lead to believe I am simply a trauma abuse asset that was lead around by Satanist forces to further market my own self and establish myself in the trauma abuse realm to further abuse others I have no idea, but I changed myself for the good and for the better of society by obtaining compassion, love and happiness

Nobody I don’t think could recover from that or about 1000 crimes of theft that I initiated on the matrix and the guilt that goes along with that is brutal or the fact that I was in sex work from as young as 14

Just a horrible existence not to mention being shuttled from new home to new home dozens of times.

Growing up in a chav family is difficult and stressing because we are not given multitudes of wealth like other families, but I have learnt to adapt and move on

Who could recover from trauma of this sort nobody, most end up dying, and we have lost many in the struggle because of this invisible force leading people unbeknown like a puppet or by people that should have some level of guidance in our lives end up using that power for evil

So here I am, a broken soul, but I am constantly working towards good and the more divine side, without giving into things like religion which is generally Satanist in nature.

It seems to me when you begin to deprogram yourself and work to enhance your being beyond the status quo you embark on a painful quest for righteousness and faith.

My faith rests in divinity – a faculty of divine entities guiding the structure around us as we know it.

I only have to look at my own creativity to find that nature

And I am in a good place. I get to watch hummingbirds drink sugar water and see deer eating long stemmed greens, I get to enjoy the company of a partner who loves me unconditionally

And this is what I have always been searching for, but never found.

I get to enjoy life finally without feeling defeated and I get to escape from inner turmoil and hopefully recover but many of us are so broken and so sad there is no rescuing some but if one finds their inner peace their inner beauty and their inner soul anything can happen

I am in the process of marketing my art site to galleries, clubs and salons, gay community centres etc

I like the idea of being self employed and I am almost done my final edit to my first book then onto the second one.

I am going places but the only person that can find that path is me, the matrix cannot tell you who you are

I have many things holding me back like the past I speak of, and various disabilities not to mention being nocturnal kinda seperates you from everything but I go on, I am worthy of a fortunate future, and I am worthy of redemption and love

I feel proud at all I have accomplished these past few years and haha I am glad that I am simply ‘alive’ given my travels. Most in my situation are dumped nude with slash marks across their body in a shopping cart.

But the blessed forces see me as something worthy of life, worthy of a beautiful existence and a charming male interpretation of a fairy tale

Life can be very beautiful if you let it but understand that spiritual leaders are broken as well

Only trying their best to overcome this realities harsh circumstances

It is a very difficult time to be alive and awakening

Keep your heads up tigers

The future is beautiful.

There is no other words that can describe it.

Shaun A. Delage

current status psychic reading

hi i just purchased a reading from you


my name is Shaun A. Delage




my questions


1) I want to know about the kagyu mediation hermitage - whether I will be accepted as a monk.


2) i would like to know about when I will die, how, and if it is preventable


3) I would like to know about 2012 if there is a total systemic collapse so that I may begin to prepare...I only see a shift of rule of sorts to a more tribal or regional governance but I wonder if I should stock up on things like tea lights matches food and whatever


thank you


I know these are pivotal questions but I thank you sincerely for your divine instruction


shaun


Hi Shaun, I hope I will be helpful, I am going to work through your questions starting with the last. I feel totally that there will be a systematic collapse this year but I do not feel it will last more than a few a weeks, I have myself stockpiled candles, wooden matches, drygoods, bottled water etc.. I hope I am wrong in this aspect. Sorry Shaun but your body will eventually die, I cannot predict how this will happen. but your soul cannot die and will move on to a new beginning. The hermitage foundation you speak of is a learning facility essentially. Although new solid members are occasionally accepted. Their criteria for acceptance is solid and unbending but with perserverance I can see you being an accepted member of their community. Life as a monk can be very fulfilling but also frustrating. Please consider all options before continueing (The diffrent script means nothing other than I have a new computer and cannot figure how to change it back) Back to your last question, I forsee at least government upheaval, social turmoil, claustrophic natural events, fear mongering, lack of medical care worldwide etc.. But only short lived before the feared new world order whatever that consists of comes into effect. (we will have no say in the matter)

Good luck and God Bless,

T. 

we live in Canada, under an unelected bilderburg fasicst masonic corporate dictatorship

Pride flag

This past week has been insane travels on this realm, based in a reality that is entirely schizophrenic

See when people are labeled as insane it provides the enigmatic nature of the individual either ur a genius or ur locked up.

To be within the confines of several disabilities proves challenging and my reality has many comforts and vices which are nice but working within the realms of addiction and saying no to 4:20 and moving to all out wine fests prove to be fun

Contacting JK rowling proved to be the wrong approach since her agents said they would like her creative process to remain guarded in a sense and I understand completely as she is a millionairess now dining on prawns for breakfast

In a way it is nice to have somebody to look up too and compare myself too in the writing process which proves to be a completely defeating process but I have faith that the proper outcome will be achieved if I pour my heart and talent into my novels so that one day I too can travel the world as a rich author dining on lox and eggs for breakfast on my 140 day cruise around the world.

The biggest issue I have at the moment is not really the cost of editing, that is beyond me, but it would have been nice to have somebody that is a superior writer read my works

Not something to be taken personally

That and I have been in a flame war with EBAY over my millions ads, and technically one of them is a many billions ad and they have acted all out maliciously to abuse me for my artistic performance art, something that makes me laugh but is rather stressful at the moment having SUSPENDED written in Huge letters that take up most of the page in my email

Challenging the meaning of art in essence and challenging the restrictive litigious corporate fascist society we live in

Then I was going through the human meat cult and pig farm roasted prostitute drama and youtube videos relating everyone from the RCMP to the fraternities of UBC and SFU and the worshipful group of skinners and meat cutters and the world I inhabit is technically pretty insane

I mean my reality

When you also contact the national enquirer and David Icke about your life story and I know I will be ignored further because essentially every single domain imaginable is owned by sellouts

The church of techno sits on googles servers where it cannot be removed

So in essence I lead an existence outside of reality and in reality I struggle quite a bit but in the astral worlds I go places and am constantly going places

In this reality my greatest possessions are some candy raver buddhas and my certifications in universal ethic

I see myself as the next prime minister of Kanata the sole new republic after we make notice to the crown that they have been ousted for crimes against humanity against the native population to literally exterminate them through avenues such as the residential schools concentration camps and things like shoving the natives onto reserves where they are forced to live in abject poverty

I have sent my detailed 83 page manifesto to the hiddenfromhistory.org site owners so that I may better serve their campaign to formerly expel the country of Canada as we know it and replace it with a sole republic built on creativity, expression, protection and guidance by the natives whom are the sole owners of the land we occupy

Hiddenfromhistory and Kevin Annet are participating in Geneva convention proceedings against the Freemasonic Canadian government and the hopes are in the directives of the manifesto placing me as an individual that can testify under oath over my participation in the Elite MK ULTRA program and the fact that I was tortured in a foreign country and are continuously under psychological operations including sexual relations with some very powerful entities in the country

This places me in a position of power in a sense and also if it was one hundred years ago I would be hanged alongside Louis Riel whom was hung by the RCMP

Then you have allegations of abuse by all levels of governance and policing and you have a country rife with psychological operations and sex abuse, a trauma state, and a police state including a welfare state and we have a huge mess that needs to be addressed and not lead farther into illusion

By myself providing testimony to allegations of geneva convention violations in Canada including forcible biological experimentation at the hospital, sexual services to one of the highest ranking native leaders, a conspiracy involving twins and 36 degree masons that is a vice president of the largest bank in Canada. The countries health system continuously denying me the proper therapy for extreme torture and rape by the elites and other events and in no way to I want to bring vengeance but rather shine light on this state of affairs and work to reverse it in my own little ways

While my life may be in danger, I am relatively safe. I am surrounded by people involved in the illusion but I can sense that they essentially do care for me, which is something that lacked in my perception in the years prior

To some I am a loner, schizophrenic, Indian, thief, a conspiracy nutter

To others I am a spiritual leader, the next prime minister, sai baba or rich author, essentially an enlightened being because I have undergone the path of suffering to better understand how to aid others

To some I matter and have affected severe change in their conciousness

To hybrids; they want nothing to do with me or my energy

Me personally I think I would be the leading person for a level of protection and guidance but essentially I am left alone to rest and rejuvenate which is good in itself

The timing has to be right for me to break out, while it is taxing knowing that I have a novel written but can do nothing to bring it to the world at this point I just simply am working on finishing the sequel

So not an average week in a singular slaves life, my life is abnormal – that of an anomaly

The existence is a tough role in society and I feel strongly that there are people around me that care about the progression of my soul which helps me live each day understanding that one day I will be liberated completely and this is glorious

It is the work of the divine, not some old koot with a beard and a big bible but universal consciousness and universal power

Rather than do what everyone else is doing

I go my own path and don’t need the approval of others at all

I am working to elevate my soul to another level all together and this takes time and effort or you can be like everyone else and slave endlessly away at a paradigm you don’t fully understand

Or you can work to take on sometimes decades long, lonely quests of creative drive and personal development and guidance

I have always been a believer in residual income over employment but I am realizing if I put my mind to it that I too can be a part time slave and in essence the greatest wish of my being is to slave away for 3 days a week in the middle of the night cleaning floors so I too can work from beginning to finish and take the steps needed to break free from the system itself which is a police state, apocalypse, and world war three involving the regional royalty western caste system

It is ironic to be fortunate to be born into the place I am and the vessel I am inhabited inside

Only to do that which is right seems the best advice so we all keep going

In less than a few weeks it will be 2012

Don’t fret the world is not going to end until dec 21^st 2012 (almost 2013) so don’t give up

I strongly believe universal consciousness will return and take revenge on such a restrictive Masonic and secret society ridden world, the land will return to the native peoples and the world will be changed and altered for good again, not just simply a world for initiated sellouts to enjoy

But for each individual to enjoy the world to the fullest realms possible for their entire lives, not just once or twice in their lifetime.

-          Shaun A. Delage  

ANTHEM EXHIBIT - SHAUN ZENO

orca talk

I have been realizing how much of a dark angel I actually am

Nevermind the fact that I was filmed on the pilot episode of DARK ANGEL with Jessica alba which also resulted in a crime on her movie set then being hunted by her personally and her showing up to sen5es bakery where I underwent monarch training

It is tough to understand how to conceptualize a Masonic conspiracy when EVERYONE you know is involved and they simply label me as paranoid in the system when 100% of the system is involved in the trauma state

It almost feels like the entire world was working against me and yet I am still here

So what exactly leads to an ego like mine well you only need to research my manifesto to realize how much my ego maniacal behavior is characterized in an embodiment of truth

Many would say I deserve my treatment and to be literally hunted and butchered alive by the earth based and sin based justice league

On behalf of that which is just but funny thing is these knights are going around meticulously hunting people simply for their wrong deeds in the trauma state and the trauma state is to blame for most of the laws being broken and sins committed on behalf of the traumatized

Technically the earth itself is one huge dimensional matrix

My life is dimensionally different from yours likewise queens and presidents are operating at almost alien and hybrid frequencies not to mention alien and hybrid realities co existing with your own existence which most likely doesn’t have that much power wealth or substance other than a simple reality based on the sen5es and appeasing slave lords

There is no doubt in my mind that we have been under emergency rule since the 1930’s

But as well I feel the people rising up against the state is only going to bring more restrictions

So technically I am heralding the new world order

And the police state

But I wrote in my previous blog that we are in world war three and under extreme propaganda and psychological operations

The secret to my existence is that I don’t matter and that I am just some poor mendicant in  Canada that is a literal exile and forgotten but the truth of the matter is currently I am one of the most famous Canadians in existence according to my captivation manifesto

Oh the ego

LoL

But, guess who will be the first to be executed when we undergo military rule

I guess most are so subservient that they never ask questions of their reality and reality if you think about it in individual circumstances is a very very small world

I believe strongly that echelon (the global computer grid/intelligence)

Employs hundreds of thousands of intelligent programs to interact with human beings online to achieve the illusion of a vast world

Mind you when you walk outside there are countless beings but they are not real if you ponder them in ultimate reality

Technically even those close to you are illusion and as well you should never concern yourself with what is happening thousands of miles away

The only awareness you need to focus on is in your presence

That is where the truth rests

If you are being ridiculed, abused, harassed, critiqued etc

Then you have to bring your presence to some place where you experience freedom enlightenment ascension and evolution
I have had some time with a very cute cat and a very cute man whom I adore

Almost rescued me from my internal trauma state and technically if most of my manifesto was ages ago I beg to differ that there is no time, that much of the experiences I relay are operating in sub realities operating concurrently along our own

My only goals most likely in incarnation were to be an enlightened being and inherent to my spiritual programming I am most likely a guru of sorts but that is not an illustrious position to hold unless you are financed and promoted in a world with so much illusion

Now many wonder what the fuck am I and how did I come to play on earth and the answer is simple

My last incarnation was a female mason in the eastern star cult where I welcomed the highest and most advanced rituals of the Cleopatra consciousness into my soul now this gets tricky because my death came suddenly and without explanation and essentially one of my goals was to meticulously reenact the trauma state and prove it simply because most incarnations are too naïve to perceive individual trauma states

There is an all out war to make you believe in this reality as being your reality in a sense making you believe you are nothing when in fact your creation is the most impressive in the galaxy 

your simply not allowed to objectify yourself as divine natured or beautiful even and your simply not allowed to go into uncharted waters anymore it seems with most of the world being shut down under maritime jurisdiction and the entire world wide web is a police state currently - kind of a reflection of the earth 

So yes probably submitted to dimensional magic and welcomed a whole lot of mystical sexual magic into my life and ritual and attracted a lot of attention my way

Not saying that I am Cleopatra  or christ or a godhead god no its just when you partake in sex magic and black magic including death magic with the highest forms of satanic beings including royalty and celebrities in your past life you tend to attract a lot of attention as a simple being of divine nature that is willing to say thanks but no thanks

And thanks most of all for trying to awaken the mason inside with your sadistic handshakes and also thanks for literally trying to trick, con, and force your twisted initiation on me, again lol
I simply know too much and I can alter the course of humanity with my intellect and boi they are threatened because most initiates never return

But I am happy living with my soul

They are trying to chart each one of our souls

They are hungry for yours and mine and will stop at nothing to get it – even using their army to hunt and program you endlessly until you just give up

I don’t mind them controlling or imprisoning my body and stuff with supposed confined systematic structures in place but when they attempt to take my soul by force I have grounds to accuse most of those involved with crimes against humanity

Because we are in a state of war against the people and our individual minds

Technically countries as you know them do not exist either, they are simply a distraction meant to provide the illusion of a massive supremacy

There will never be one hundred enlightened beings in the same room , it is simply not allowed ...these beings essentially are scattered throughout the globe and surrounded and literally infested with psychological operations

I have no doubt in my mind everyone I know has been targeted and initiated

And technically in my own perception I am the only human soul remaining on earth but thankfully I have met a kindred soul that is able to calm down my nature to the point where I recognize my own humanity and my own character as being worthy of existing rather than a disposable asset

The people that could affect change are so hopelessly traumatized or possessed for example the native populations of Canada are shoved away on reserves and stigmatized as being a lower  echelon than the rest of the people.

I was on about a dozen bingo sites recently haha I know my weakness is gambling but fun 

never theless

Anyways I was surprised to find that 92% of these sites are owned by the same individual or corporation and it makes sense that the crown would have a plethora of business interests

Now mind you one of the sponsors of the church is partycasino but only because I have won quite a bit from them including some gold rings. So enough of a reason to have them on the site

It is funny to notice the illusion in the structure around us

But most don’t go into hidden realms like I do

Anyways there isn’t really a point to this discourse but to rant a bit haha and to post some more tasty art up so not really trying to make you do or think anything today just expressing myself as best as I could

PEACE LOVE UNITY RESPECT
-Shaun A. Delage