Natural VS Unnatural :)

Natural and unnatural can be construed in many ways, and there is natural methods to thinking and unnatural it seems that in the past decade we have gone into hyperspeed with unnatural methods to thinking being more concerned with wealth and going to the top no matter who we step on, but since roman times we have struggled with a daily schedule that is prescribed to us that is unnatural, this ritual of working day by day and doing the daily ritual goes against our tribal desires.

When we were more in line with the natural harmony the world was easier and more fluid and answered our calls. Plus the natural world can be very unforgiving so perhaps a pre curser into our current lives…

We live in very unnatural surroundings, some of us in cube shoeboxes detached from nature in every form, almost living life on a circuit board of sorts, when you attach to the natural world and its energies you can pretty much get fast tracked into enlightenment.

A place where you are not surrounded by natural elements has its drawbacks and there is evidence in the amounts of psychopaths that live in metropolis’s. I swear where I live if a lawn chair gets knocked over in the wind it makes the front page of the newspaper, and I am shocked at some of the stuff I hear coming out of the major city next to me, being Vancouver, there is some real crazies out there.

Truth is, I am personally very blessed to live in the country, away from the concrete jungle and I write about it a lot on here, and it would be impossible had I not made a few challenging jumps in life that required patience, and courage.

Now I am able to live as a forest monk and have things like out of body experiences and other spiritual phenomena like pre cognition and being completely in tune with the animals that surround me. So for me personally to discover the natural world was a natural step in the course of enlightenment and my path, one that now that I look back, I don’t see it happening any other way, however I always lived in some sort of shoebox apartment surrounded by concrete and the occasional cat but to be surrounded by more tree’s than people brings its advantages, I finally discover the piece and solitude I have sought for a long time.

The natural and unnatural world both have their pros and cons, however if you attracted to concrete, nightclubs, mass transit, shoebox homes, rubber shoes, and streetlights over a cabin in the woods with internet, trees, deer, squirrels, peace and serenity then you will only bring to you what is given in that realm, however don’t let me strike a bad cord it is definitely possible for one to become enlightened in the city, you just have to try a bit harder than most.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Different Types of Buddhism

There are many different types and lineages of Buddhism, they say when you eradicate ignorance you are better serving yourself, so to group all Buddhists under one category is silly.

The one I align myself with is Theravāda and it is supposed to be the most conservative of all lineages and I find it to be the most free, ironically because it has survived almost three millennia in the same doctrine passed down from one master to another.

Truth is I wanted to be a monk my whole life, but later found that I make a better lay monastic due to my challenges and my interest in things like techno and the internet. I find the monastic lifestyle to be incredibly intriguing but also very confining and restrictive, unlike catholic monks, Buddhist monks only eat a meal or two a day and if you are lucky you get a soup with vegetables for dinner instead of tea.

Also unlike monastics of other faiths, Buddhism offers a way to cycle your energy so that it does not hinder your decision making process like in instances of celibacy through various types of meditation practices.

Essentially the groups of Buddhism that I am pretty aware of are Tibetian Bön, Mayahana, Pure Land, Theravāda, Indian Buddhism and of course Zen !!

I think to group it all as a faith too is an understatement because Buddhism is more than a religion it is a way of life, and it teaches you to worship your own inherent desire to attain spiritual and financial liberation.

Essentially all Buddhist lineages teach that there is suffering in the world and that suffering is universal and experienced in lesser or greater degrees on other planes of existence. But they also have a concise understanding that an individual can attain enlightenment and release this need for birth and death and rebirth and be elevated to higher realms of pure energy after a life of sevice where you may continue to assist others or you may embark on the highest pursuits open to somebody that achieves this stature, while some may argue that it lacks in material wealth but has profound spiritual, energetic, and metaphysical properties that are unknown to us in this current incarnation nor are they even fathomable to the common human.

So essentially one does not achieve enlightenment to become fabulously wealthy although to an enlightened person wealth and resources would naturally flow in their direction, they are given that power because they attain to enlighten themselves into the highest possible spiritual attainments, mastery of meditation, forgiveness for their own karma, compassion for all living beings… small and large and visible/invisible. Also people of this aptitude tend to naturally be drawn to help others through teaching the mastery of philosophical pursuits or meditation, and devote their lives to it whether they receive any sort of material reward or not.

Loosely associated with Buddhism is Vipassana meditation and this course which is offered at multitudes of places around the world offers new and experienced meditators alike a non sectarian method to meditation, for me personally it helped me stop in my tracks full force do a 360 degree about face and I finally went ah ha so this is my soul, this is why I have been suffering and I started to forgive myself and others for what has been done to me. I stopped all addictions and criminal pursuits, however I found them amusing at the time, I recognized the need to live a whole and beautiful life. My outlook changed, I started to support charitable causes, saved every disgusting looking insect I found, because they would want and need to live as much as I would, it produces little changes in your heart and mind this level of spirituality that drives to understand why you are here, to water some bushes when it is dry out, to feed animals instead of shooing them away with a nasty grunt and to have compassion for people like criminals, poor or homeless and addicts instead of shunning them like they do not exist.

All in all it doesn’t matter where you choose, you could find comfort in any faith, I am just advocating going with something you believe in, something that you find fun and fascinating, something that you ‘get’ instead of bizarre rituals year after year and most of all something that offers you answers.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Buddhism, Church of TECHNO and the nature of God

Essentially what it comes down to, in Buddhism, is the nature of god can be found within and this goes against every religion. While Christian, muslim, jewish faiths preach to believe in somebody from thousands of years ago and to believe and fear in god and his wrath.

Buddhism has a bit of a misinterpretation of god because people think in Buddhism that you should worship the Buddha from 2500 years ago when this is exactly quite the opposite.

There are many of enlightened beings currently on earth, some share their enlightenment in the written, some the oral, some through art and pop culture, some through making movies or documentaries and some may be those you least expect, the housewife that spends hours making sure her family is fed a nutritious and healthy meal for example.

Buddhism works for me because it tells of a story of a man a long time ago that set out to become enlightened and to see all, to experience true liberation and this can be achieved by anybody that sets their mind to it, it may take several lifetimes but where I differ from the scripture is that it does not take millennia for most, only one lifetime.

I think the strongest aspect that drives Buddhism is that there is suffering in the world and it is immense so for a religion to finally tell the truth is an aspect that I agree with. Parts of the other faiths ‘have the message’ but none really teach you anything except to adore their rituals and customs, and none offer a way out from samsara and the matrix essentially like Buddhism does in teaching you to work with the mind and if you don’t know meditation, then you can just simply work with observing the breath.

Many in existence right now are helping to evolve the planet through a world of atheistic belief and this may seem right but essentially what it comes down to is the fact that the person does not have faith in anything per se and there is much already established that we can believe in, and if none of it works for you then there is always the ability to create your own. But so many believe in nothing because it is a comfort, and this is usually a pretty bad path because it does not allow you the ability to shape your future incarnations through meditation for example or shape your current reality in purpose driven meditation, affirmations, auto suggestion etc

There are people that are successful in ALL faiths and some that are success driven without subscribing to any faiths, but there is also many people that are being indoctrinated and programmed to spread the gospel when that is not the way to salvation, an all loving most high god would not send an ambassador of him to be murdered for the sins of man and to be adored in a disgusting ritual of eating his body and drinking his blood. It seems these faiths have made us all scripted into a gigantic holy war for centuries but if you believe in inter dimensional travel and astral travel then you can believe that there is hundreds if not thousands if not an infinite amount of earths all happening concurrently the next one over just has one less mosquito.

Only the most intelligent and most evolved are attracted to a faith like Buddhism and even simple meditation or yoga because they see the intellect in it all and the ability to spend a lifetime becoming enlightened, so the nature of god remains within, whatever happens ‘out there’ is beautiful and magical and most likely the object of supreme intelligence, not something you have to concern yourself with, what you have to concern yourself with, is releasing yourself from the cycle of birth and rebirth into unfortunate poverty, disease, or karmic stricken lives. Away from this prison apparatus that is reality confined within a module of suffering and pain and into an ultimate beautiful reality where, you matter. Where you are somebody, where you CAN make a difference, not just a cog in a machine or some useless eater or somebody that is detested, in the spiritual realm every one matters, everyone is somebody, and everyone has achieved their purpose.  

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Buddhism and Hell

Many different beliefs in the different aspects of Buddhism about hell, while some strongly believe that there has to be a place for the negative sorta people to go, like murderers and such.

Ranging from the beliefs of cold and hot hells and such and everlasting eternal grace in heaven ….

One of the most sound philosophical judgements I have come across and can agree with is that there is a pseudo levelling of astral worlds after this, depending on your vibration. I think that it can also be construed that samsaric life could be defined as hell, having to pay rent, undergo sickness, and have things like death and poverty plague an individual

The satanic force would be the greatest deceiver in allowing you to live in a free will world and mess things up on your own so that you ‘graduate’ to much darker realms so to speak

I think in a free will universe a lot of things can be taken with a grain of salt, some don’t choose to mesh with the system and revolt only to have further freedoms taken away

Just the literal amount of rules, laws, policy and governance in this reality is mind numbing and could be construed by the most highly evolved as a prison apparatus, a body made of meat that seemingly is imprisoned by gravity.

So, no I don’t place my belief in anything other than myself because you will manifest a reality that is like the one you envision for yourself and there are astral worlds for specific belief systems, but there is much higher places to graduate, if you have attuned yourself to that vibration.

Why place your belief in the most dark and vulgar of places when you can sit in pure beauty and intelligence for all of eternity

There is many faiths and beliefs on earth that are specifically harnessing souls to go to these places and if you just quietly maintain your solitude and your mind you will go far

It basically seems like a waiting game for most of us in this world, kind of waiting for some drastic change or something to shake up our individual reality

So if I take my free will and don’t use it for negativity, harm, nastiness, anger, pain, abuse, sadness, crime, hate etc I will be able to evolve because I have been tested in my abilities for tiring years upon years on end, better to evolve past this place and into one where you don’t feel so confined.

-Shaun A. Delage

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In times such as this, it is easy to give into hype and paranoia but if you can imagine this for a second and think to yourself if you are worried about the collapse of the USA or the dollar for example, think of where the city states are, there are no city states in Russia or China. The power ultimately will rest with these jurisdictions for quite some time in the foreseeable future, most likely the world would have to undergo nuclear war before they can decimate the financial system in entirety.

It seems ebola has taken a back burner for awhile and other things are coming into the forefront.

I have never feared death, and some may totally despise the thought of death because their entire value system would have to be rebuilt and one the world is heavily invested in making you in subservience too. That being materialism, can you imagine, you pass over from this world into the other side and materialism and money are a completely different form, or you have just been jet propelled 1000 years into the astral future, you wouldn’t quite get the complexity of how much things change.

Some of my older readers are aware I almost lost my life to suicide, and rightfully so the experience has helped make me the person I am today, with untold amounts of compassion, sincerity and a spiritual and intellectual side that is powerful and unique. I am pained by that experience my whole waking life because of how close I came, and how much I would have lost in the last 15 years that I am fortunately still alive. Everything I have learnt, the lessons involved in crime and adversity and the power within my smile to keep going are really an un-measurable amount of courage involved.

It is my belief that these things and quite a bit of what I have tried to articulate the past five years in this virtual ministry have lead me into a world of growth in solitude. Techno has healed me to the point of normalcy and the ability to express myself so openly in a world filled with secrets and passwords has left me with an understanding of spirituality and love.

To say I felt discomfort with every religion is an understatement. I strongly believe there has to be a faith for the techno savvy hepcats in solitude with nothing but the safety of being behind a closed door and the internet to be able to shape their belief system. This is a strong quality, the wanting to evolve endlessly. Most faiths out there regurgitate things that you don’t understand and also aim to have you as their agents, try and lure in as much people as you can with the word of Christ or whatever.

The religion I hold close to myself more than any other organized faith is Buddhism, specifically thai Theravada Buddhism. There is some talks that you can listen to in your own home for the next two decades in the link section but it is a search for more that has lead me on my current path, being able to listen to affirmations without boredom and to want attainment of financial freedom, to things like trying various herbs like oil of oregano and searching out things to better my environment like meteorite’s and orgonite, so to say there is a recipe for enlightenment is an understatement, most people will try and attach to a soul group or a genre of society and some may find comfort in that but what if you feel comfortable alone, on the internet drinking tea and listening to techno –surely there has to be a faith that aligns to your belief system in some way and does not discriminate against, gays, the poor, women etc and some of my earlier musings were pretty critical of groups like the freemasons, but in a sense everyone here is learning about themselves and working through karmic issues and more complex issues as well, even freemasons, I just hold close to me that they have lost the direction of their soul by giving into a weird ancient cult.

so I wish you a good week discovering what you need, and finding yourself, you never know when the world will come knocking at your door.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Carry on...

I have now started on a path of renewal and moving on. Of course my history is jaded and bizarre but I can’t for the life of me, move on without well forgiving and letting go of the last 32 years, I want to look forward to the NEXT 32 Years, moving on and well moving on lol

I figure I am doing no good holding onto the past while preaching ascension, and it is time to look on to the future. The past is not you. Although I have been desperately trying to figure it all out and why me, what have I done to attract such obscure characters into my life. I guess the answers may never come to me except that I was put here to live a life of compassion and forgiveness.

I look at all the bad, but it is easy to try and quantify it all as some insane concocted plan to enslave me or perhaps an epic story in monarch slavery but my current life is what is leading me on this path. Life is so awesome that I have to let go, and begin to forget it all.

Quite a bit of bad things happened, but I look at all the good, I am working on my third book, I am in a stable and successful beautiful union to a hard working man that believes in me, I am a father to two daughter cats, I have a very successful virtual world enterprise, a virtual ministry, I have awesome hobbies that include meditation and contesting, and a stable and secure income as a lifeline.

Not many people enslaved by the system are afforded the luxuries I have but I don’t feel bad being on disability per se, I just understand that the working life is not for me, with persistent barriers to employment and life long obstacles so I embrace my life for what it is, embrace the power of nature and the universe, and to move on and forgive and see others roles in my life as compassion.

I just know there is quite a bit planned for my life and without moving on from all this obscurity and beginning, with baby steps to let go, I will never move on. But it’s one hell of a movie when they decide to unearth my zip chip from the nuclear waste 400 years from now !! hahaha I am j/k

Thank you to those that have read the manifesto I created, it is no longer a public document, if you got to read it, all the power to help you, I have also deleted incriminating links from the web and am beginning my path of moving on, essentially the path of the Church of Techno

-Shaun A. Delage  

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CaT FooD BrioChe

To constantly nourish ones soul remains the highest priority, there is so much distraction that people with any skill in meditation can sometimes skip a week or two before they get the chance to meditate.

All I have is time, I am one of the lucky few that has been able to find a calling amidst a life of seeming failure, I have embraced being a funded Buddhist lay monk, I am able to pay all my bills while having copious amounts of time at my disposal, something people that are involved in this whole apparatus lack essentially is time.

I have been taking baby steps to better my intuition because I believe it is a calling for me to be somewhat psychic or intuitive and to be genuine about it. I think many people out here on earth are naturally intuitive but fail to see the characteristics simply because they can’t guess the winning lottery numbers, and it is true that you can be obscenely intuitive with seeming strangers over your own world because if we could simply guess our own lottery numbers nobody would be working as a psychic they would be sitting on a yacht in Monaco sipping Moet.

So I have been taking baby steps and it is tough to rely solely on intuition but when I lack the confidence I simply remind myself of my history and the fact that I have had an extremely bizarre life which affords me the gift of psychic powers, the ability to tell somebody their future and whether their next steps are the right path. So I have opened a mini presence online in the virtual world of SL and in a few places online. Just taking baby steps, what it took me to get to this level is many synchronicities that play out in real life like somebody mentioning something a week prior and it plays out exactly as mentioned or I will think of a song and an hour later I will hear it on CNN of all places lol just when stuff like that adds up it really makes you question whether you have these abilities or not, and I have had precognitive dreams and such and things will automatically pop into my head twenty minutes beforehand.

So syncs…. But I also use quite some many crystals and herbs to help with that development and most psychics find out in their early thirties.

I come from a life of challenge, almost losing it beyond my control, from a life of crime and intrigue to almost taking off on a yacht around the world, meeting a twin of mine in a penthouse that tried to give me HIV, Being taunted on movie sets by satanists related to some powerful actors/aliens to being ‘involved’ with a Canadian ambassador, stuffing thousands of dollars into my pockets and staying up for sometimes weeks on end without food. I have been to hell and back literally, I know what is at stake, and it is our souls, and redemption. So when I doubt my abilities I think of these things and my path and the path of the obscure and enchantment, I think of what great powers I must have picked up along the way, now to only use them.

The simple causality that I have lived through it all and now get to live a life of fortunate circumstances lead me to believe that I have a purpose and a reason why exactly I am here rather than that of a simply anomaly.

People must get mad when they read my writing, all the brazen stuff I did, and most of it illegal, but what helped me is finding an eastern meditation technique that reversed all ignorance.

I feel lucky, lucky to be alive after all of that and yes I think about things that have happened quite a bit, I also think about how many of the multi millionaires I have met have probably died or lost it all in some way and no doubt my presence in this world has affected quite some many people from all walks of life.

Essentially the path of the Buddhist monk, too unfit to be ordained, too crazy to be in a sangha, too many disabilities to become a regular Buddhist monk so I am forced to create my own method to living, a philosophical presence that challenges belief systems and people in authority with a poetic lick.

When I wake I sit on the porch surrounded by tree’s and deer and songbirds and think to myself, wow I have made it, I am finally in my piece of heaven, the meditation has worked, now I can move to the next steps –the next levels, and my meditation will constantly change and define itself.

I give you this discourse so that it may better your day.

-Shaun A. Delage  

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TecHno FinCH

So many are hypnotized by their religions, hate to say it and it is ironic, being a virtual church that I state this, but what it all comes down to is, attachment.  I think the mainstream faiths market themselves to the newer souls. Of course, everything is inverted and upside down, so the most godly faith happens to be the most evil on the planet. Which is why I have found comfort in Buddhism, you can have church in your living room in solitude. Me personally I don’t belong to a sangha in my community (a Buddhist group of people) because of my schedule and my life, but that hasn’t stopped me from exploring the divine in solitude and taking refuge the Buddha. I love listening to the Buddhist discourses and garnering some sense of reality from them. People think all there is to life is working and playing video games or watching movies.
To live a truly adept life takes real skill. I have always been conflicted with my own life for at least the past decade because I am on a disability pension. The government just hands me money and medication and takes care of me, because otherwise I would be in a hospital or end up in prison without medication and when things are that bad you tend to take a viewpoint of yourself as at least a little bit ‘damaged’ I am very very fortunate to be living in a country that takes care of it’s citizens in this regard, but life could be better. It’s almost as if the past ten years due to my income I have been living in a literal apocalypse. A wasteland of very little money and some adversity. But in a sense I have created a very beautiful and touching life that lives way above that, with dignity and class even though I don’t have millions in the bank, I at least think I do.
I think of people that are on my income and have to struggle like I do, but don’t have help, it would be a tough life, to be alone. I have been very fortunate to find a loving mate that helps take care of me and we live a good life, fruitful at best !! When one can create a very pleasant existence despite the circumstances you know you have a good mind on your shoulders.
I have always believed in the unknown and the future, and this is why I can understand why not many people are willing to devote a quiet night to meditation, it doesn’t really give you much, at least not as much stimulation as an xbox or a website or 300 songs on your ipod. The benefits of meditation are unseen, and you are responsible for what you seek and want to get out of it essentially. There are presidents and prime ministers and kings and queens that have not found the Buddha or the meditation.
I strongly believe that Buddhism is for the most evolved souls on the planet. From what I can understand of the nature of meditation is that it simply eradicates all forms of hatred, illusion, negativity and sadness. It in a sense, in a hidden way, makes you into a more compassionate and loving person, but this takes skill on your part to work into your meditation the avenue of sending all the negativity outward, far away from you and welcoming the hidden energies into you that will do their work.
I also have had more trust for wicca and paganism in the past decade and more than the average person would trust in them because they simply view it as Satanism out of ignorance. Some of the most highly evolved concepts, philosophy and psychics I have witnessed that were either wiccan or pagan and actually offer tools to forward yourself in this reality in the form of spells, chants, talismans, sigels, music, scents, and energy. Far much more than the mainstream faith is willing to offer in the form of a 2000 year old 2000 page bible that doesn’t make very much sense.
I have always thought that what comes to you in the moment is your most pressing reality. I had to read some of the bible to pass my Ph.D but it just solidified how insane it all is and what illusion we are all trapped in. I take being able to warp the reality in your favour in the near future in the form of a spell, rather than read the bible and hope and pray for to an old man in the sky any day. But I am not willing to belong to anything like wiccan or pagan or Buddhism simply because I am pretty reclusive and detest any sort of social function.
Also what seems to be in the mainstream these days with our youth and pop culture is a society of atheism, young people that don’t really believe in anything but getting drunk and texting all day. I think if you can find whatever you need to, to stay sane you have done the right thing, but also to just simply ignore the divine, the creative spark that brought you here in the first place in this time and reality would be an absolute travesty. I strongly believe this energy wants to be found, and those that spend every waking moment finding this energy that keeps you breathing, your heart beating and money coming your way and food in front of you is the most pressing goal. I just think that not many are tested on their faith or their lives so they don’t really know or understand what is at stake.

God, Buddha, and the divine are everywhere, helping you live, helping you see, helping you walk and stay fed, this energy keeps you alive and all of us alive, it keeps this whole reality existing and the birds singing in perpetuity, quite a lot of energy needed for that, quite a lot of energy needed for that.

-Shaun A. Delage   

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Panty Squirrel

Financial freedom is a positive outlook for anybody’s future but the ability to have spare money at a time like this is VERY difficult for anybody, I know this because I am on a pension that places me far below the poverty line, and I have a government that does not have the poor or vulnerable in mind we have 42 billion annually in profits in my province alone and it would take about 400-700 million to raise the rates of my pension to that of the poverty line, but they choose to coddle big pharma and mega corps and resources over their own citizens it is sad.

So I thought, to myself…what can I do to make sure I actually have money to spend, and the obvious but most difficult one for me was to quit smoking, see I don’t get those things and the hold they have over me, but I have been smoking for just over a year and then I went quite a few years not smoking then a few as a smoker, so an easy prospect but to somebody that enjoys the deathstick between contesting and after a meal and after a coffee the prospect is terrifying

Anyways my cash flow as a smoker is to the penny and my cash flow as a non smoker is like a few hundred extra and some money in savings, it is difficult to quit smoking, I can barely afford to smoke let alone the stop smoking products but my province (the same evil province) lol has a program in place where you get 3 months of stop smoking products free in January so total bonus, and I have tried everything but what seems to work is the gum and the patch.

I am motivated financially haha but it makes me think of how difficult it will be to live in the future if things are this bad now the world is going to have to go through massive change and adopt a pseudo socialist structure to support the people because frankly the capitalist system is causing more deaths and suffering than anything, and capitalism has failed.

I am thinking ahead to two outcomes, either we all sort of live in domes and sustainable communities gardening and with a shoebox home or when China takes over the globe and they show us exactly how the communist system works lol

Things have been pretty good lately just started my 3rd book after seeing a movie “Christopher and his kind” on Netflix, it inspired me enough to get back into writing, and I have been battling whether to continue the series or start fresh with a whole new style. And I chose to continue the Zenophobic series with one more book, and I own the copyright to the Zenophobic franchise which is awesome so nobody could copy my idea or use the name of the book and it is all registered with the government of Canada. Kind of a cool wordplay on Xenophobic and I think it will go far, my distributor, booktango has a program where you can put your book in a repository for agencies looking for books for movies, it is one of my goals to take advantage of this program because the movie would be awesome for rave culture.

That is another thing, set goals, If you have none, you will go nowhere, even if you start with 5 simple ones or 10 complex ones- at least it will get you into a goal minded mind. And expect a lot from life, if you expect nothing and wait for whatever to come you shall have nothing. Write your goals out in vivid detail and fantasize and think to yourself if you play the lottery exactly where every dollar will go, and rework and revise those plans, if you have a vivid imagination things like that friend on facebook that needs a new car, or perhaps you want to help your family members retire, or somebody with a student loan or you want to drop off one thousand dollars worth of kibbles at the SPCA for dogs and cats hahaha the possibilities are endless, it is ok to dream and when you start picturing the life you want rather than expect in your mind it all begins to fall into place, I have worked with vision boards and stuff but find it is way more efficient to work with the mind and send images and words back to the subconscious.

Create the life you want and don’t get bothered by the darkness – I have found a lot of darkness and evil the dreamworld in the scenarios that whomever controls the astral dream world can be very cruel and mean proposing things that are just plain evil or twisted or disgusting and I bet this is the case for those that are ‘dreamers’ we dare not say the dream we had last week of some twisted scenario  that really bothered you enough to give you a migraine. As long as in the waking, you focus on all that is good, all that is beautiful, all that is fortunate, compassionate, and loving. You will excel ! 

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CranBerry Paw

Religion and sexuality are touchy subjects for most lol and it is funny how many people I come across online that profess a belief in the bible and jesus and exemplify their hatred of gay and lesbian people.

This is funny, because I want to say “Even the pope doesn’t have a problem with gays, why should you” haha another reason I found Buddhism, and believe in it. And another reason why yours truly started his own virtual ministry.

I wanted this ministry because of the power to tell you the truth, the power to shove it in their face that I have a virtual ministry and am gay myself.

Especially in conspiracy circles people tend to be really closed minded, which astounds me, because if you are seeking answers and enlightenment and secrets to be unravelled you have to have the right disposition. The ability to overcome prejudice and hatred.

See many people would think I hate the people on my manifesto, but I don’t. I simply believe that by naming and picturing them I can provide a record for all of time of the issues that an individual has gone through, and I have tried to seek help only to come across quackery.

It is funny because people in my situation would feel pretty defeated and many give in and take their lives, but I feel I have much much more to offer every single minute I am alive longer.

I have found a unique healing concept, a virtual ministry, a virtual world, my novels, TECHNO, meditation and of course living in the furest.

I have gone down my own path without going into wiccanism which is tempting, because of the acceptance but I don’t believe people should be invoking things like deities or gods or whatever without fully comprehending what they are doing. Also I don’t think people should essentially do rituals they have no understanding or grasp of. Issue is people are so hungry to bend reality they will do whatever they can first and foremost to do it.

I am here to say that it takes a VERY long time, but whatever you will to do, it will happen.

I get small psychic incursions kind of like a pre cognition and it is small things like a few days before something I will say some key words or explain a concept and then I will see those words, the scenario or concept materialize in the form of a movie or webpage in reality.

This leads me to believe that my manifestation is working, that I can bring whatever  I need to myself and it is funny because there are still people that believe if you look within you are a Satanist or whatever –no saving them I guess, they are under the direction of forces beyond me.

I have always wanted to be in control of my destiny and my own future and my fate. Not left up to some powerful magical entity that requires your constant adoration for your future success.

Truth is, 90% of the world has no fucking clue!

They believe in 2000 year old books, old men in the sky, and that all gay men want operations to become women lol

I have seen and battled the illusions from all end of the spectrum, including from within my own community, having relations with men and having them try and barter my soul or having drag queens sexually assault you. Having parents beat you or having friends try and kill you.

The illusion and the magic is so far reaching I don’t even know where to begin. I just know, I am a proud gay guy, a Buddhist, I love techno, I love the net, I love cats and chillen in the forest, I love virtual stuff and reading and am very fond of meditation.

So as long as I can embrace that core belief and not self destruct in anyway I personally have a tool to get me through endless weeks and months in this matrix.

Then I am at the other end of the spectrum and the nuclear plant and radiation leaking and I am in a sense in a rush to get my words to the eyes of the people that need them the most.

So in a sense I have all the time in the world, yet may not have another day lol

It is a very confusing time to be alive, and only the intellects question everything, one can figure out a lot in isolation.

But the essential key is to know your core self and nurture those qualities to absolute success. Because we’re all born differently. 

-Shaun A. Delage  

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It’s pretty hot here in BC lately, It is beyond me how people in more third world countries survive with + 40 Celsius weather, but I guess when you are born into it –you never know any different.

I am grateful that I personally exude qualities such as happiness, compassion, love, enlightenment, renunciation, friendliness, and a caring composition. I have met many people in my 31 years and I can say the qualities I speak of are rare in a human being given the nature of the programming we are all under.

We have a plethora of programs out there to shape minds, and our youth are a reflection of where we are headed, and they watch shows that teach them to hate women, gays, other races, and poor people. This is a travesty because if the billions that went into entertainment could be used to really change people’s attitudes and help them enlighten themselves then we would be all set as a world.

It seems the days of the comfy job, pension, picket fence, and two dogs and three kids are over. These days both parents have to work, people are living in condos, watching reality TV etc

But the scenario that I think of now, is the fact that the checkerboard floor is the most marketed concept to the keener, they see it in about 96% of media, and think to themselves that this floor and it’s secret society are the only way to wealth, and I am beginning to think in the affirmative on the subject, if you don’t want to join a secret society then you can suffer along with the rest of them, because they support their own, only.

It is true that many people have tried to decode what this checkerboard floor means, and the truth is nobody will ever know unless you become initiated, my guess is it involves some level of humiliation, sacrifice, incest, hazing scenario or something grotesque of the sort to tie the two to the movie, I can say I have watched thousands of shows and movies and everything and can say with full confidence that the white and black floor is in EVERYTHING, but if you are not aware you will never pick up.

I have heard people try and define it as a loose interpretation of the dualistic forces that are in control or humanities struggle between good and evil, but I believe it is more than that, much more.

I will never know, because I am unitiated and oppose secret societies.

It just makes me wonder how you will watch a movie and then in the last few scenes or whatever they show somebody standing on the black and white floor, idiots try and play it off as a ‘diner floor’ or a widely used concept.

I think it is much more than that, something much more evil and sinister, and they flash it to either invoke something, use it as a hiring mechanism, or use it to remind initiates of their place and everytime they see it, it would open up something, and if it is being played in 600,000 places on earth every moment... then there would be some level of magic, and with a secret society that relies on subliminals and symbology it is very odd everytime I see it because you think if you can go watch a movie without it, you are wrong because it is in at least one scene on every movie, even in commercials and music videos.

And 100% of all media is owned by a few puppeteers so the only way you are going to get a shot at fame by being in a movie or show or anything is by having the right lineage in apostolic succession of initiated freemasons. I was pondering how many con men operate and I wondered how somebody could deceive wealthy people out of millions, it is because they knew the right handshake and codes to allow the person to give them their full trust and hand over millions.

The only media I find that are void of this floor scenario are independent movies and documentaries.

Anyways I am on the right path lately, my copyright has been approved for my novel, the novel itself will be ready in a couple weeks from it’s editing stage.

I am obtaining my 3^rd and 4^th doctorates from the mother church, the Doctor of Metaphysics, and the Doctor of the Universe. So I am quite happy to be learning and forwarding myself in this regard, and the Universal Life Church HQ ordains anybody for life and without cost.

Peace Love Unity and Respect

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Tinkertot Lurv 

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I look at you in my mind’s eye and see your being.

I know you’re somewhat lost,

yet have it all together.

I know I love you.

But you’re out there.

Perhaps not even on earth.

Which is a choice I am facing.

I see you.

I see me.

I don’t see anything else.

Perhaps I am greedy.

Perhaps I need you.

Or perhaps we need each other.

Because why go through life without your mate?

I know if the choice comes I will evolve.

That is all I have ever done.

Evolved with the best intentions.

To not even hurt those that would gladly blood let me in open forum.

I see the suffering and I know he will be there.

He will amaze me.

He will make me cry with his stories.

I see so much of myself in the world.

But I belong to ME according to universal,

notwithstanding legal based society.

There is no earthbound government or being that can sway, trap, imprison, or kill me.

If it does happen.

I may fade away.

Or I may become a part of every living being on earth.

So it is in their best interests to sustain my being.

Because they are scared.

And it will happen.

But I am going to be here for a very long time.

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DVC 

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Perfection in forehead and brow.

Piercing eyes.

Nose with a small bead on end.

Softened lips reddish/pink.

Bright white teeth peering out,

ever so coy.

Heightened yet masculine cheekbones.

Bit of hair above the lips.

Boyish yet manly face.

Smaller ears.

Darkened hair.

Blue, yet changes colour weekly.

Fake piercings, candy bracelets.

Broad shoulders.

Hazed-tanned skin.

Huge arms, long too.

Small but defined Pecs.

Perfect guyish nipples.

Contour of chest.

Abs cast in marble-like oceanic, could slide or glide off into celestial.

Smaller belly button.

Extremely toned waist.

Thin yet bulky.

Instituting a body that is built to please.

Hair above a manly rod-cut, yet perfect.

Long and thin.

Perfectly ordained to give a lasting pleasure.

Root chakra skin so tempting.

Back cheeks so round, muscles–inviting and tempting-bits of hair.

Long legs with bigger thighs.

To fuel a long run in the woods.

Smaller feet-definitely do not reflect the manly equipment.

Toenails perfect.

Lip curled up, top lip bigger than bottom.

Piercing eyes. Softened tone-with deadly eyes.

I run my hand across his forehead and know how close I came to death.

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Body stalk 

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Character composition of a brotherly bodybuilder.

One arm as big as both of mine.

This beauty must need loads and loads of protein.

I imagine his hairy yet waxed body in certain places.

Lust.

But pure intrigue.

Singled out as a higher self.

I would ride him.

Show him who is boss.

I would at once, put on his huge giant clothes.

Pretend to be his higher self and walk with pride.

Casually tripping over my own massive feet.

I could afford anything to buy him.

I could say I love him, and he knows it I could wear his outfits and get sweaty and hard.

I would run in his boxer briefs.

To feel where he is most comfortable.

Slide on his socks .

Lick them before they grace my feet.

Taste the mans core.

A place so worked,

yet none would admire.

I would explore pieces of my fringe alter ego.

Definitely dress him up like a ken doll.

Hold his hand until dripping or leaking sweat.

Knowing nobody would dare say a word about us, to a man his size.

A sensitivity in his very seductive glance.

Tender, loving touch, traces pyramids in my wrist.

A knowledge of hey bud, I love you.

Thank you. I know.

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STEALTH poweR 

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Secretive powerful entities entrap my energy.

The master trickster.

Being that is sold.

That is traded

one self.

That is odd yet very complex.

Figurative natural sound.

A poetic prose.

A state of being...

colour wheel, rainbow love.

Life entwined,

places unheard of.

A state of wonder

-but placement into an alter of corrupted thought

-a stealth by nature.

A virtual western suicide bomber

-not fashioned in weaponry

-or chemicals but

energy.

A process of thought

deceived at every turn.

A great mind loving the inherited.

Knowledge.

The wisdom that cannot be bought or traded or sold.

Or even stolen.

You must be invited to express yourself

and your beautiful singular mind.

Thoughts of everything as digital repatriation.

Would single one out for targeted sense.

A knowing unheard of.

First of its kind artistically speaking.

An incarnate of many that cannot articulate nor comprehend.

The magnanimity of the situation at play.

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Scruffalog

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Beauty to me.

Beauty to you.

A self of many.

Yet led totally raver astray.

Seduced by colour so fictional.

In place.

Seems rather trivial to me.

Wonder of a thought out of place.

Vibe out of self.

A video game.

Crazy and perverse realities.

Playing out in hyper duality.

Springing into action.

Per second.

No spectrum.

Only shaded illusion of the colour wheel.

Buy me, buy this,

I will sell a soul of my senseless self.

Much like a homeless guy on a street corner

collecting coins with peoples fingerprints on them.

For various intelligence agencies.

I don’t understand my very nature of being

Why sell out so early,

Systematic corruptive stare.

Amusement for beings trapped in infinite market wisdom.

Singles out a being as being intolerant.

My soul is far more beautiful and precious then ever thought possible.

I would never give into gradual dismay.

Or loss of singular reflective self.

To be part of elusive illusion.

Always super imposing scattered delusion.

Just be us for every part of life.

You still get you.

But you also get me.

What is there not to love.

I think I’ll stick with me only.

Thanks so much.

You keep you.

I keep me.

I stay I.

Ours is no more but never ending thought form of fringe reflective bliss.

Natural being-solid matter.

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kow

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The cow of a woman was my wife,

And after some real lumberjack women love-in.

I had a fear that there would be no worry, nor doubt.

The cow was really myself, after ten years of not wanting to face my past.

However I felt in this skin, skin, skin.

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Stella Bella

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Almost four weeks old.

Beautiful,

sleeping.

Never stares.

Just looks a few times.

Meets your sight.

More-so the registration of an auric field is enough.

Sleeping calmly in my arms.

Tiny hands grasp onto my index finger.

Other hand,

My pinky.

Long darkened auburn hair shields a soft spot.

Flows around the ears.

Keeps tiny head warm.

Small breaths.

Waking every half hour or so to stretch.

Let out a cry or mumble of a cry.

Trying to cry.

Nothing to cry about,

I guess.

Sleeping in my left arm,

I prop it up on the leather sofa.

I fear of dropping the baby or perhaps its neck is too much to one side.

Perhaps she is saying in some manner that...

I’m doing ok!

If I had an angry or unforgiving energy my belief.

Is she couldn’t stand to be in my arms.

She would cry at once.

Eyes open slightly to meet yours.

Too tired to really notice.

Incredible deep eyes.

Sort of a future being looking at you.

Perhaps a princess from another galaxy.

Feeling of calmness and a soul.

Shuts them to wander off to dream of colours, shapes, fuzzy animals.

Rabbit yellow jumper.

Almost matching yellow layabout pillow.

Mostly etheric energy.

Of course a nice sensation of being carefully watched by an unknown power animal.

Is funny indeed, nothing really earthen, more of a fantasy creature.

Children dream that they exist.

The belief that they do.

Fourteen year old coon-cat fuzzy wants to meet her.

What a sight!

The things to take pleasure in seeing on this earth.

Sitting in a meadow with an eight week old babe,

a fuzzy cooncat,

surrounded by yellow and purple petals.

Greenish spring fresh cut grass.

Some fresh water on hand.

Baby food, some snacks for the adults.

Baby milk, baby case, toys, extra jumper.

She looks off but needs you for years.

Sensitive paternal and maternal instinct shines brightly and beautifully.

Baby bed with five blankets covering her tiny soul.

Sensitivity abound with the natural philosophy of soul incarnation.

A viewpoint that would remind one that we are never forgotten.

That new lives are coming into focus.

That will guide and protect us when we can’t do it for ourselves.

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Boiled egg - Shaun Delage

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Battling the inner divinity.

Intrigued by certain philosophy.

Either ignoring my prince to be.

Or submitting to his kiss.

The trauma of being in love.

The enlightenment in choosing nothing at all.

Wanting to be his art piece.

Wanting to be choosing neither.

A pet or a broadcast being.

Where is the enlightenment not being able to choose anything.

How should I ignore those I love to being salvation.

Being a personal guru to many.

Wanting to find a nirvana state of mind.

Is there such a nirvana in not doing anything.

Or shall I find the choice of making it all on my own Huddling by a tree.

Not wanting to be a part of much, but the development of my bloody egg like flesh in my head

Perceptive skills of the future.

What good is the skillset if I cannot help others.

Choosing the recluse.

Wonderment of the ages.

Renouncil of technology.

Of the being I adore most.

Of the flesh I care to taste daily.

Of the eyes I wish to stare into for ages.

Of the person I want to call my lover.

If he believes in me I shall give him my time in belief.

I want to be his intensity.

I want to serve his needs.

I want to kiss his ear.

I want to bathe him.

I want to run my tongue down his arm.

But I wonder if the path of the enlightened ones, is simply another ism.

Meant to lead us away from the path.

I know my purpose.

My purpose is him.

My purpose is to be inspired by him.

His love, his radiating energy and his beautiful soul.

I simply cannot wait.

Until he appears.

If he doesn’t.

I will gladly choose the path.

Of the enlightened ones

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Saucy

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Scent of a man,

licking his pits,

unknowing to himself...

worked all day.

Scent of a tigerthat

has just feasted...

bloody cat snout,

Although it’s natural.

Illustrious nature of those that govern.

Infusion of beliefs into our culture by Intravenous drip.

A placement above the rest.

A desire to create abundance.

Amusement of those that are the ultimate key holders.

A poet in one of hundreds of styles.

But not in alien language.

My own selfless figure eight.

That awakes and takes shape.

Every day, I sit like a virtual inmate.

Most just say, pour some sauce on life it

is easier to digest.

The force of being held quite close.

The stare of those that have nothing on the inside but everything on the outside.

The hurt of those that have nothing on the outside but much to give inside.

One story to tell amongst millions.

One order shouted quietly in your ear to make some toast with butter on it.

To follow for a short time,

then forget.

Be my exclusive club.

Just let me suck on your flesh.

Oh done.

Were done.

Goodbye

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Tigger buzz

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Comfort in illusion yet solace in disillusion of faith.

Solace in comfort yet faith in empowerment.

Infusion directly of belief.

In order of perpetuity.

No struggle unless time bound.

Other than that restricted in inclusion.

Or thought up of encouraging extroversion.

Mindset of interaction.

But more-so timing of self depending on ability.

A sensitivity of mending of souls.

Other selves and other beings in a spacial reality.

Theories abound of selves.

So small they almost are nonexistent.

The writer writes until they break it all down.

Or simply discover the reasoning being the man with the pen.

Either run or fly high through a self so mused with impressionism.

Of an artistic faith.

Or movement,

Most would hardly believe and individual could hack into the collective code.

Time be to unknowing.

Selfless figure in amazement.

Involvement in evolution.

Perhaps you are not made aware of the fact.

The intrigue of the being.

The hatred and secret war on those that resist.

Live for one.

Live for many.

Why does one persist?

To revolt against all this madness?

It is simply a belief in a thought.

Or belief in an ideal.

To live for a second self.

Of only three more times, to go.

Intuition of sanity, and helpless thoughts become one soul.

For the many that are trapped, passionately...wanting to be released.

Cognitive philosophy.

Generalised theory of a self.

Perhaps an automatic writer sent from divinity.

Oneness with ones higher being.

careful not to tread on those that help us along.

But a more-so beautiful smile given to,

those that would happily take our last breath.

Born into bondage, of course one hundred million crimes may be committed.

On the next one you pay a brutal and bloody figurative death, everyone gives up and submits.

That they know of not one being has made it.

Theoretically, given a full faculty of knowing a path.

Discovering a self, beyond that and exuding confidence over seven billion souls

Me, to find my soulbud amidst so much hatred for independence,

will always be difficult.

Considering what they will blackmail him with,

the poor guy.

I will help.

I may never get to lick his lips,

in this lifetime.

But I will make magic while I am here.

My own theory will pervade this occultic matrix,

until this being is found,

and he will be released from hostility.

He will be released from his sins.

He will be forgiven with all of the powers of creation.

There is nothing that can be done to stop this progression.

It is already in place for one soul to meet one being.

Then reunite that being to his soul.

Only time can spit on us, but I will wait for endless centuries to pass.

I will find you.

When your heart meets mine.

You will see that love exists without pain and hatred.

Without sexual slavery, and sadness.

For feeling so empty that love exists without having to explain or simply put, confess...

your inner most secret thoughts

that the solitude you have lived will never be alive again

when solitude feels threatened the mind begins to make angst.

Two beings cannot be alone for existence.

It is painful to the system

and they will take everything down with their pain.

Love knows no hate.

One journey,

no matter how painful,

Can all be healed

and forgiven from.

He is mine, I am his faithfully.

We are not sick.

We are love.

We are not illusion.

We are love.

We are not false love.

We just simply exist as love and then fade away, gracefully.

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Ultimate Lurv

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I am ultimately and incredibly psychic.

I want nothing more than to find my hot sidekick.

I would at once point to something more cyclic.

Given a dash of pure ultimate nitric.

My life for you is seismic.

I am ultimately the writer.

I want nothing more than to find my own survivor.

I would at once point to something more like a spider.

My life for you is to basically be your subscriber.

I am ultimately and incredibly credible.

I want nothing more than to find my temporal.

I would at once point to something more legible.

My life for you is presentable.

I am ultimately and incredibly weaning.

I want nothing more than to find my unseeing

I would at once point to something more nonspeaking.

My life for you is believing.

I am ultimately and incredibly jaded.

I want nothing more than to find my sacred.

I would at once point to something more antiquated.

My life for you is x-rated.

I am ultimately and incredibly tactful.

I want nothing more than to find my powerful.

I would at once point to something more youthful.

My life for you is fateful.

I am ultimately and incredibly essential.

I want nothing more than to find my central.

I would at once point to something more elemental.

My life for you is evidential.

I am ultimately and incredibly epic.

I want nothing more than to find my prophetic.

I would at once point to something more symmetric.

My life for you is empathetic

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Boi vs Man

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I go about in my outfit fit for a schoolboy.

I walk around with the bulge of a playboy.

I look at you with the eyes of a cowboy.

I seduce you with the touch of a rent-boy.

I ride you with the vigour of a stable-boy.

I take pride in being a masculine lady-boy.

I saunter in and out of your life like a toy-boy.

I wear five star outfits like a bellboy.

I will always be your pride and joy.

I hold your hand like a devoted houseboy.

I guard you like I am a butch viceroy.

My life is uniquely and intrinsically urban.

The old theatre curtain, Swings down on the German.

The priest replaces the spiel with a sermon.

The man looks at me with the gaze a surgeon.

He says my look is somewhat Persian.

I told him, he is somewhat of a perversion.

The beings swarm around me like some black incursion.

I want to fly through the water in a blue filled immersion.

Swimming to the point of complete exertion.

Hoping to sway my mind in a little diversion.

Occupying my thoughts away from the supreme chairperson.

Swimming in my Speedo like a cool-cat sportsperson.

Somewhere I don’t want to be in a state of overburden.

It would be nice to dabble in extroversion.

actually come to think of it, I find solace in introversion.

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SyStyMs 

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I lay my head on your powerful shoulder for just one kiss.

I want to be taken into your thoughts of pure bliss.

I would travel with you into a most colourful spectrum abyss.

Loving you like you display that you’re simply my nemesis.

I strike the blows from my face as a simple hit and miss.

Simply taken as you’re being rather prejudice.

I hold your hand through this twisted and lonely metropolis.

Many will try and form a certain degree hypothesis.

My wings are starting to display and it is a beautiful metamorphosis.

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Conception

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I look around and wonder at all the pain and oppression.

Seems the going intellectual notation is suppression.

Fuelled by ignorance and aggression.

Wanting more in this society and a natural progression.

I make it my beautiful little obsession.

Otherwise collectively we will all die of depression.

Wanting to creatively alter my own expression.

Facing this darkened deception.

Only wanting in the process my own redemption.

Having a deeper love for affection.

While others focus on their own perfection.

Let us all be characters in our own ascension.

Blasting out of this realm into the other dimension

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Aristocratic trends in fashion 

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The lace and ruffles of the spirit

entwined in nature of the most natural and present realms known to exist

in our most glorious century of pacifism.

so casually seated on her horse and carriage

she is a sight to be beheld in beauty,

for the being is understandable at most,

to a more inclined stature of self.

The informative life of inclusion of love

I look at her breast

and I look at her neck

then my eyes drift to scan her beautiful self as a whole being of life

energy and upliftment to all in a needing society

for wondrous involvement of a life I once knew without her.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

FeRRet guRu

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Enmorph me into my next vibe.

Entrance me into my next situation.

Allure of the ones that govern.

I want to be like them.

I think not.

A life of emptiness.

No happiness.

Your face turns ugly.

At least with me I can trance somebody in a single look.

Why age.

Why defeat.

Why abuse.

When you can be free?

The game would have one believe.

That with so much money you will be free.

Like a cheat code in any virtual game.

It gets very boring after about three weeks.

When you have four hundred and ninety million virtual dollars,

And only about four hundred things to buy.

You have options open, to torture, to fetish, to hurt.

I like my life... Simple, to the point, exploratory.

I am not hoodwinked.

I am not haunted by paralysis.

I am not of a collective mindset.

I don’t live in a prison,

I have a guarded yet sincere personality.

I offer my smile willingly to those deserving.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

TickyPan

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I swim past the oceanic green hue in Cannes.

Working on a hawt and seductive natural tan.

Boyishly cute my next endeavour is in Milan.

I fly through the day and night like a sort of batman.

But, still stuck around people on the level of a caveman.

I look into my eyes in the mirror and see an iridescent cyan.

Outrunning and outgunning the ugliness of a corrupted lawman.

I still take time to ride him, like a stuntman.

I hear of, in the distance a sort of paranoia about the Taliban.

Thinking all in all... it is all about the man to man.

I know I am going to be a self made super span.

Wearing the tights of the super sexy and elite Spiderman.

I walk through the earth like a supersized shy lamb.

I know deep down inside I am just another angry young man.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

1 that is Mated

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My theory sometimes goes into the sphere of being faded.

I walk with two feet and two arms, somewhat jaded.

I believe in my heart to my being,

Being somewhat sacred.

Knowing full well what those that govern us have a full hatred,

A society so degraded,

A flesh being so x-rated,

An ego so deflated.

I walk my path so incredibly animated,

I look at you and know in one look if you are dedicated.

You look at me and know with two glances that I am liberated,

Somewhat elevated,

Usually pixilated.

Where one soul would meet another to become integrated.

Then choose to be completely isolated,

Our lives are intrinsically complicated.

Living in delusion of being mutilated,

The power structures can evolve exaggerated.

Living in a filth realm of being decapitated,

Slowly eradicated, humiliated, contaminated.

Those that guide us will always be illuminated, unsophisticated, under populated.

Please guide me away from this simulated game theory,

And into my own evolution, as a real human being.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

ClockWerK

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My speech hails from another life.

My being is present yet unaware.

Your life is far more shaded than I.

The only life I know is mine.

I would never try and unlock your heart.

I want people to know we will all be enlightened.

Those that want to be it will attain it.

You already are enlightened.

So am I, so are your neighbours, so is that person you know.

Make some time to say I love you to somebody today.

Or at the very least send a smile to somebody, it is a gift that cannot be misunderstood.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

DawgHound

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Lying on this planet I feel somewhat bound,

My heart is searching and wandering waiting to be found.

My feet walk a billion steps in a night endlessly on the ground.

Wondering what sort of thing I will hear next, perhaps a sound.

Tying my hand up then going three sixty and unbound.

I look away and know that I fully well astound.

Somewhat of a linguistic that is incredibly profound.

Astutely recognized and many would simply want it around.

Without my energy in their life they are bordering on unsound.

Playing in your mind like you’re used to on the playground.

Or in the fairground.

Or on the greyhound.

Or on the rebound...Winks

Many look through life as if they are ice-bound.

Spell bound.

Earthbound.

I want to have the energy level of a bloodhound.

Homebound.

Saved the day.

Earth is my showground.

Passing by a cute wolf hound.

Escaping with my spirit completely over to the underground.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Fantastik

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I look and stare at awe at my skills for the graphic.

I wander around able to lock on as an empathic.

I sign my name with heavily pronounced calligraphic.

My world around me is subconsciously pornographic.

People take snapshots of my life ever so photographic.

I see the world as being completely and one hundred percent psychopathic.

I see his eyes ever so romantic.

He sees me ever so stigmatic.

He laughs at my deeper quality of being nomadic.

I smile at his flair for the dramatic.

I find him completely cinematic.

I know it will take some skill to find him, and not to mention, tactic.

I know in the future the world will find our union problematic.

But only to the system.

I would love to sail away with him on a voyage seemingly transatlantic.

I only see our union as something that could best be described as intergalactic.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

NicNic

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

My own being (and nobody else) is my own critic.

I sit around with those that love me at a beautiful picnic.

I look around at a beautiful man and want to mimic.

I walk every step insanely rhythmic.

I know people all around are unjustly cynic.

Seeing past the madness and illusion of the ritual Olympic.

Looking at the moon somewhat ecliptic.

Feeling the pleasure in people’s eyes is somewhat sadistic.

I write with a flair and original style for the artistic.

I know in my heart I am better off and more sophistic.

Looking around it is hard to ignore most of the horrific.

But I see a lot in that around me that is somewhat terrific.

I live way on the cool breezy pacific.

Wanting to be somewhat puristic, ignoring the holistic, and trying to be prolific.

Yet desiring in others for them to be specific.

I walk with a stride somewhat intrinsic.

I ignore the more practical nature and look into being more analytic.

Seeing that ninety percent of others out there crave, that, in the masochistic.

I smile and flash my teeth in the fashion of being somewhat voyeuristic.

I want him to be a bit egotistic, idealistic, modernistic.

Walking in and out of the system is somewhat surrealistic.

Perhaps my dreaming self is somewhat over optimistic

It is somewhat of a distasteful sickening acidic

They bounce that title on me but I know deep down inside, I am simply.

Telepathic.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

EyE EyE

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

I look at myself and see you.

I see him and look at myself.

I look at us and see him.

I look at her and see us.

I look at us and see her.

I look around and see us.

I look up and I see them.

I look over you and I see us.

I look about and see a lot.

I intensely shine a beautiful energy.

One not to be mistaken with pure bliss.

Not jaded by what most would surround themselves with.

I write with a viewpoint that distances myself from the words

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Enigma

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Involved yet amused.

Simply but eccentric.

Courageous yet scared.

Tough yet hurt.

Intuitive but unknowing.

Selfless encouragement but self hatred.

Oblivion embracing familiarity.

Obsession built on common love.

Instil a believing spirit in an emotionally withdrawn person.

A true avatar, a true guru, a true mystic, a true evolved being.

Always careful, knowing, all too powerful.

Never wanting that power to be interpreted as arrogance.

Never wanting to let anybody know of the most awesome supreme power of the divine.

My thoughts are my own my confessional romanticism

An incredible shining belief one where no other faith, dogma, ism, or cult could ever penetrate.

A dimensional prophet.

A dimensional mystic.

The sight into the unknown.

What most are scared to see.

Because most cannot and will not comprehend.

I am careful not to judge another culture.

I am sure they can be just as weirded out by me as I them.

How could he see. Without being given the key to travel?

Without the vehicle.

It is unsurpassed and cannot be copied.

It is rare.

I know others are out there.

Usually told they are an oddity or distasteful to the general status quo.

Why stay earthbound.

But better yet...why give over your own psychic code?

For the ability to travel, when you can perceive the most amazing and immaculate concepts of the universe on

your own, many are scared of this ability.

They believe it is unworthy of attention.

Or hell based like a portal has been opened.

I say only this, the only thing hell based is a perceptive skill limited to our own earth based systems of

comprehension.

I know this as well. that most academics are taught and moulded to be the super computer they are yet lack one

essential quality... the intellect.

Infusion of a more combined status of the avatar.

I don’t want to be known.

I don’t want money or attention.

I just want to be able to relate what is shown to me, what is gifted as sight.

I can’t tell you if you’re getting married in ten years, to a person with blonde hair or if you will win the lottery in

about twelve years and get a blue car in four.

Perhaps I can, but in some ways I need human contact to be able to tell you.

Lock onto your aura.

I am one.

one in seven billion, an actual being with a quality of evolution in mind.

To me that is the only way to live life, Locked into a core belief that doesn’t belong to me is the definition of

insanity.

One piece of advice, there is truth in mental illnesses.

Some illnesses are closely intertwined with the divine nature of being.

The ability to hear other realms, and perceive that which is out of this reality.

The uber intellects and psychiatrists know this, but better yet.

They also know that there is a diagnosis to fall back on for every faction of society.

Quickly judged, sentenced and killed off without understanding the true nature of the being.

Nothing has to be this way and I can assure you...

That the people that are akin to the evolved beliefs will rise up again and manage this planet in the most beautiful

ages of enlightenment, with some help from establishment.

No drastic revolution is needed. No blood spilled. No signs to wave. No rocks thrown at windows

There will always be discord.

But what we need is evolution running the show.

Not death bound individuals with no possible perception of evolution.

Nor the desire for enlightenment.

Or the ability to help others succeed.

Foresight of knowledge.

In safe design for melding of souls.

I can’t escape u, nor can you escape me.

I love you as you have always imagined.

Yet I live for theories, design and making things happen.

I love this self that I inhabit.

There is no more that needs to be done.

The enlightened self, of two, maybe three.

One being in a thousand. Billions follow his every move.

Because they have failed in some way.

Or left the scene, they remember you.

They remember who you were.

They will guide and protect you.

Because they are in a place that cannot be described.

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Taking in Life

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Self of nature,

Self of rhythm,

Self of future,

Self of epitome,

Self of stature,

Being of multiplicity.

One of the greatest romantic, confessional poets of the new millennium.

Community of one.

Community of seven.

Beings of twelve,

Trials of eleven,

Hatred of five,

and the tests of twenty.

Seclusion of seventeen.

Infusion of zero.

Amusement of fifty, Craziness of nine.

Occasional enlightenment of one.

Beings that inhabit your soul, will call out.

Beings that see you as a super imposed reality, will mock.

But who knows what deals they have made?

Those beings that would lock away the masses and throw away the key.

They wear a red sash and call people names without thinking.

They speak out of ignorance.

But mainly out of jurisdictional law.

One would assume that the beings are only in the many.

But the beings inhabit quite so few.

That if we could see them in a room.

Without the guards and the locks, and without the uniform to impose.

But never mind the fact that spilled blood was soaked on their sash and robes.

That hearts were rubbed on the very clothes they wear.

While they sentence you to a few years to be raped and abused.

The most vulnerable in society. It is sickening to think of, but to me...

They would not matter very much.
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JeffyTrix

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Entering the matrix without understanding the matrix,

People placed around you in a more knowing impression.

Nothing to be feared, just something to be cautious of.

I see myself in him at age twenty yet haven’t aged a day.

Now age wise I am an old dinosaur to him,

funny people see us together and imagine us to be in high school.

Preppy meets ray ban.

I want to show him, my ways, my theories, my being.

yet a lot holds me back.

I know he only wants to be enlightened, to not feel lonely when surrounded by people.

More-so to be set free from an internal prison,

people with chaotic looks around you making you feel horrible.

Looking in his eyes I see enlightenment.

I don’t want to freak him out, but I understand why were both here.

Why we both met however odd it was to me... it was beautiful, to him... it was digital.

hoping to find the best of them all,

in some ways I am perfect for him,

in others I could never be.

In some ways I could do whatever I could to make him happy.

But something he needs to understand.

Which many don’t ‘innerstand’ is the need to temper materialistic desires.

Many people cover their own internal pain with beautiful shining things.

It is best to live simply I am sure he understands.

The thoughts surround me of who he will be in five years.

The thoughts enter my soul of what I can make him into.

The thoughts enter my being of what he can teach me.

What he will make me into most of all.

I imagine myself combing his hair, cutting his fingernails, making him dinner, pouring his glass of water, brushing

his teeth for him.

I imagine washing his arms in the bathtub holding him in my arms.

The gazebo by the ocean with fifteen foot, fabric like, flags blowing in the wind.

Slipping the ring on his finger, him slipping one on mine.

Understanding that there is a bond between us.

Being with somebody that is unloving doesn’t work for us, this being I see before me.

An old soul, we have hooked up before.

Both in youth’s bodies.

In some ways he has it better together than I do.

In other ways I am pretty OK too.

I think of us, then I get a pang of worry like what could I offer him.

I only know this, with love anything is possible

I could achieve anything.

I could do anything.

I could be anybody.

I could be with him; of course he has to want it.

I want it.

We both have to be confident.

In some ways I have evolved massively since age twenty in other ways... I am still twenty years old!

I just know....if he was to be with me.

He would never have to cook a day in his life.

I would make it my goal to make sure he doesn’t have to work another day as well.

Love takes time.

Trust takes time.

Bond takes time.

Union takes time.

Enlightenment takes time, but it is everlasting.

Saves the very nature of our being from imploding and self destructing.

I look in his eyes and see much.

I am sure he is aware of me on some level, much will be made apparent.

The choice lies with his soul.

I read through his blogs and imagine.

Some twisted man threesome covered in cake and chocolate.

My mind is pervy.

I am happy not wasting my time on people that don’t matter.

I’m happy making sure I am the most calm person in the world.

So he looks forward to seeing me again and again.

Because that is all he wants is another boy that understands his struggles.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Metric life

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

I can’t say much that will change his life forever,

but I can be there to offer the most beautiful soul on the planet.

The only true nature of love.

I only trust my guidance from above.

Wanting us both to be mostly free of.

I walk over to him and hand him a kid glove.

He looks at me wondering if it fits and says kind of.

I asked him if I am something to be proud of,

that the world sees me something to be rid of.

Or that my voice is something the matrix is sick of.

I want to slip on his hand a pervy suede glove.

Wondering what is in his mind and what he'll think of.

Naturally figuring out what he will conceive of.

Touching his fingers through the hand and glove.

Never wanting to see the end of.

His beauty enters my soul like true love.

The very being is just the epitome of cute love.

The workings of the boy that will just be the most awesome being to enter my sphere.

I have so much to learn from him. Will he let me?

With each other anything is possible.

Two books finished submitted to publishers with a sense of self, theories collide.

Youthful energetic vibe.

I want to be his bride.

Only to wonder past years why I cried.

Just wanting love to glide.

My nature to guide.

We can just hug and hug and simply hide.

Figuring out naturally born pride.

Weird glances from people knowing they spied.

Watching us walk hand in hand with a confident stride.

Our hands interlaced and completely tied, seeing his face.

I look at the bright side.

Mostly for twenty six years this has been denied,

Soaring through the sky almost paraglide.

Looking somewhat at myself inside.

Watching him hug me by low tide.

Not wanting to lead him away or misguide.

Stroking his long bangs from the north side.

By a tree, outside.

Looking for him wanting to provide.

Smiling I can simply look around needing to take pride.

We can go worldwide, stateside, love tribe.

Just wanting to walk alongside.

Hold his hand, bring him outside.

Showing him that a human can exist without Jekyll and Hyde.

Soaring past the earthen plane great divide.

Just not wanting to be apart and lay to the side.

Scaling cliffs in a love filled with mountain pride.

Wandering the country nationwide.

Careful wanting to stand beside him either side.

Side by side, by the rising tide

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Try to spie

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

The being that involves me enlightens me.

Stopping in one self to see outer self, requires skill.

Being adept to the true nature of the cause of this madness.

Makes one insane.

But more-so those that have the power to hand out titles.

Are even more insane.

To be in oneself while attempting to halt the infractions on our citizens which goes against the treatment of

prisoners and animals takes a skill.

Because in here you are never human.

You’re only you.

Which you don’t even know what that is.

So how could you accept being given a role, which you don’t even understand.

It is my own faith and becoming that your soul be set free amongst millions.

Because your only soul.

It is the eventual enlightenment of the entire galaxy, and you will be loved for your sacrifice.

To the better good the higher path.

No matter how tough the path is.

Or how many stones cut your hand when you fall.

The haunting souls who reside here yet never die.

The ones I’m in love with need my touch.

Far too precious to lose their lives.

I do the work of insanity to save them.

I can’t believe how many men I will meet on the other side.

Oh my god one boyfriend is not enough, I will have millions.

Going to be hard to keep up but I will manage.

Safety of the feline embrace.

The most divine of all creatures.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Physical chinese

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

The theory of the system is what you make of it.

If you let the system capture the essence of your capitalist craving then you are nothing,

Nothing but spit!

The selfless desire to be something is really nothing if you don’t have any money.

What the heck does the system relay when you’re not given the fruits of slavery.

You are simply a slime covered insect in the grand scheme of things.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

SuPremE one (1) 

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Until I find him.

This whole illusion will fall, and I don’t mind taking the karmic tow.

My own internal illusion will fall.

The external 3-D illusion.

Nothing will ever progress.

With so much sadness.

In the most sacred of beings heart.

Solace for the future.

The love is traumatic, until you find the right soul.

For me it is a guy, a beautiful one in spirit.

I know he would know me instantly.

It is a funny notion to arrange to meet.

After all of this time.

He would love me instantly.

I would not have to stress or worry.

In ways I wouldn’t need much.

Just to be able to meet his lips and kiss.

Something he has been training for.

I guess in a way he would have everything taken care of.

Even if he doesn’t it would be fun to try together.

Laying in his arms and figuring out a path together.

Subliminated ideology goes out the window.

When you speak in the language of love.

I just hope he enjoys every bite of divinity...

In its truest and most complete immaculate form.

Because that is what I am here for.

My most supreme and highest love.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Tigger station

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

To be in renunciation, to train in the depths of poverty.

Yet remain in a self that has evolved class wise above most others.

Yet not much to relay in speech.

Comfort in written word.

Timeless nature of self.

The future looks upon me with orgasmic love.

Finality to a being yet substance without safety.

Song of the heart.

Whispers of the soul.

Thoughts of the most evolved.

The most passionate bold love that would hit this dimension,

Would take over by the blazen figurative ideology of both beings.

The dark hair unites and the smiles just can’t stop.

A force that is unstoppable.

Being kept apart for so long would have both alone and literally dying inside.

An illusory world filled with so much hate.

Our kiss would make each other feel complete

And would vibrate into every force of our beings.

But not just that – a kiss with the tongue.

Surrounded by a hundred candles, some fresh flowers and some oils in warm water.

To massage his gleaming back.

To feel every bit of him under my hands.

To kiss him, and help him understand that this took a lot of effort.

But the first meeting and most nerve racking interaction would happen once and be a bliss moment.

But there is always the notion that it can happen every single day of our lives together.

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2 more VocAb

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Anything is possible.

However the suffering without each other is immense.

The radiated eyes of belief.

The soul of passion.

The force of self.

The being of life.

I want to see him.

I want to unite.

I want to taste his bicep, if he doesn’t have one a lick will suffice.

Timeless theories of self.

Thoughts of more beings on earth.

Feelings of only the few.

Thoughts of many.

Timeless sense of being.

Thoughts of one.

Feelings of desire.

Thoughts of chaos.

Timeless desire of independence.

Thoughts if intrigue.

feelings of elusive reality.

Theorizing of inclusion of mind.

Tranced into belief of spectrum.

Yet mindful of the process of protection.

Those that see you and I are nothing in a sense.

Until I look at them and fully see their soul.

The elemental is never beyond touch.

But more-so those that govern have only... One shaded self.

No spectrum.

No elemental.

My world is run on mystery.

Yet revealing the greater war on humanity, and independent thought.

Why my beautiful soul remains here to witness this.

Is made apparent each day I live.

Only to live a life with purpose.

A life of humane treatment and dignity.

A life of calm thought-form.

A life of solitude and bliss.

In the eternal wisdom of the enlightened ones.

May you attach yourself.

Feel their living energy for the natural and loving progression, of your beautiful and meaningful soul. Amazing most

splendid theory.

Of corrupted self amidst theory.

Or self inclined to theory, or being of natural symbiance to theory.

Self amidst trauma yet trauma exists only within.

Having faith in a higher power which only comes from within.

Being gracious amidst the people that will gladly see you fall.

I find many others have faithful interludes with independence.

Beauty and love. Amidst madness and chaos

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Comparitive interests

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She wonders why I am so akin to her.

When the only thing I want is to feel her emotions

The intergenerational love affair

Before this old lady was my inherent need for a desire so strong

And with that I felt love but it was nothing.

Until I found the young woman of my dreams

Whom I love to this day

And she loves me with complete and utter ambivalence

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Waking earth

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Obsessive love to natural theory.

Quite insanity when somebody proposes a new idea.

Articulating speculation.

Foresight into oblivion.

Against all natural bound law.

Obsessive theory of natural existence.

While many sit strangely looking for nothing.

Waking in a world of sleeping people.

Awakening bright eyed after thousands of years in slumber.

Time only as an essence.

But a more figurative philosophy.

Beauty only to those with infusion of ideals.

The actual obsession with growth and the ideology of growth.

Encouraging free thought in others,

Amidst societal intrigue to the opposite.

Power thoughts.

Infused organisation.

Opulent desire.

Quagmire of belief systems.

Paradoxical never ending humanity.

Many selves ago I was defeated.

Many selves in the future I desperately tried to hold on.

But the need to come back and save my soul.

Save my soul from what I did wrong.

So here I sit.

With the encouraging need to direct your focus.

I hope you stay with me

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Working werld 

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Inclusion into hyper space reality.

Infusion of belief for ideals.

A safer bet to say you are elite.

When others are more-so than you could ever be.

Can you theory the masses.

Or can you splendour the individual.

Amazing eccentric view.

But theory in tune with a thought of equanimity.

Affection for a spacial love.

Effective for the time of faith.

Direction amused for countless futures.

My own shadow.

Is looking and proud of me and proud enough to smile.

The shadow self infused with ideals.

Protective energy amused within.

Occasional spiteful dialogue.

But sticking to a theory at its best is the ultimate in enlightenment.

Figuring out soul theory

Yet a blind face to it all.

Inclusion into a sub base thought form that is here.

Direction into a formidable solution based focus.

Crazed ideology into a sub aero infusion of energy.

Directive stare into thought-form glare and in-like flare.

Beauty amassed to full inclination of thought-field taste the theory...

For the theory is tasting you.

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Brown Cow

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Loving the way I used to be.

I sell my soul to myself every day,

and realise how fortunate I am each hour that Click’s by.

Simply to say that life is useful is one thing.

Another to say life is boring at times.

When the future is all around us.

The future is beyond me and you

and working with you.

Of course you cannot ignore your own dreams and impulse, so be you.

Theory abounds of night-less day’s theory abound of day-less nights.

The only duality of the soul is within your own split self.

The duality of the being, takes over to shine brighter.

Because without duality.

There would be nothing.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

NuM Num'z

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Incredible bliss of encouragement of the masses.

Many countries love to be in tune with you.

Yet you try and travel and quick to say get out.

Safer to say you are illusion.

but better to be illusion than solidity.

In a world of illusion.

If both were real than you could be whole.

There would be no reason for secrets.

No lies.

No pain.

No hurt.

You would be whole,

and like a tasty vitamin.

Yum yum.

So slick.

Need some water.

Wash that pill with twenty four essentials down my slick ass throat.

Yum yum.

Wondering where the stars take me next.

Yet I evolve so casually abound in a time.

The time is not my own and has no relevance.

Yet I have an obsession with it.

But not so much so.

Because if I did like everyone else.

I would age like everyone else.

So better to not keep track of the day or month or year.

I don’t get old like the rest for the common style.

Make sure I live to be two hundred and eight years old.

Yum yum.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Uno one numero 1

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Awareness of self.

But needing awareness of others.

Meanwhile attaining to be you, and thinking of many selves prior.

Thinking slowly and surely.

Of your most awesome being.

In other places, and wanting to discover the highest point you can achieve.

Your most high, your highest self, your supreme entity.

The one that has dominion over all omni-presences.

The one that can affect change and theorize to your future.

The one that matters.

The one that is like you.

The one that understands you

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Stay tight

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

One slave amongst thousands of kings, queen’s princes, and princesses.

One slave with no money up against those that have a hundred million.

One slave that resists cannibalism, sex torture, sex sacrifice, sex games, abuse, trauma, hell.

One slave up against the Canadian house of Saud.

One slave up against one billion members of the western regional elite.

One slave to beat the massed cavalry.

One slave with no ivy league.

One slave with more class than all those pigs in one room.

One slave amongst the super elite that drink blood and smoke cocaine to further the magic.

One slave enlightens people like me to the ritual trauma at play.

One slave marks the beginning of the apocalypse,

but it has been in effect for two decades possibly longer.

One slave beats illusion.

One slave has angels amongst enemies.

One slave becomes the most powerful being in Canada.

One slave shielded by the protection and guidance of mother earth who knows their sins as well.

When you remind me of my sins what about the greater sins of the status quo.

That is the true causality to the situation.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Pure bliss

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Finality to theories.

Encouraged to hunt.

Yet crazed to ignore.

Beings left to amuse and converse and behind lock and key.

Theory of independence above all else.

The inclusion of freedom for every soul.

Gay society has flaws.

Canadian society has flaws.

Governance has flaws.

But the magic is... That flaws can always be reversed and fixed.

The sickness instituted on the masses is an oddity for we are the last deserving of it.

I am the supreme regional royalty of the west coast.

The poet that while neurally can set you free.

I can also liberate continents.

Worlds.

Species, and galaxies.

Because that is my ultimate power of love and freedom,

for too much blood has been spilled in their fight.

Hands literally coated with plasma and tears.

Lets discuss freedom and love...

It’s the only things we have left.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

zenophile

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I look in my intensity of a mind’s eye for your very presence

but the only thing I found was evasive feelings of not belonging.

My myth or reality it seems

does not include a life with so much pain and neglect

but here it is.

The world as we know it is simply too hard to take without him, without his energy.

I don’t even know how I did it all.

How did he come into my life was the most ultimate and pressing matter.

Living in a world of abject poverty.

Satanism and divinity intermingled like two atoms meeting and nesting

then splitting apart in a violent burst.

The world without him was almost unbearable.

The one I know sits near me, and holds my hand ever so slightly and ever so intelligently.

I wake with his eyes to meet mine, everyday.

In such a cruel world to live.

A world where love and sex are marketed to the masses but the world takes no part in.

Cruel, senseless, trivial.

The beings that pervade all thought are the ones with senseless desire to make it.

The ones that make their impression clear on the masses

are the ones that take effect in the greater good.

More people wanting, needing, reflecting.

Theories of self, Theories of being.

Theories.

Simple as that.

Confusion for a greater whole.

Confusion for the masses, but individually I am not confused.

Individually I am in love, and this union escapes people for the most part.

Oh how much can change in twenty four hours.

Oh how much people can change.

Oh how much I can change.

I work to attain a spirituality that is evasive,

but not present because the spirituality is too busy to take notice of me.

The weaker one.

The one that cries.

The one that tries, the one that dies.

Simply say it’s so much as the one that needs.

The one that needs him, endlessly.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

nowhere

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Where does causality take you.

For most it takes you nowhere.

But a world of neglect and the realisation.

That there is no path.

Essentially it is those with an actual path,

that many are deathly envious of.

The fact that your consciousness is no longer decided by you alone,

but a full on faculty of the smartest minds in the universe.

Fascinating life.

Where one is many.

But two is a no show.

Where would three ever fit in.

But one with you and one without.

Fascinating it would be to live a different life.

But would you want to?

Most would say yes, paradoxically.

Tempting fate.

Yet looking my enemies square in the face.

Wanting to ascend but having to talk to people that killed saints.

You see these types all over and they will gladly sell their souls,

to remain fattened for one more week.

Rather than go with the uncomfortable notion of hunger.

Nobody will bring you enlightenment.

You have to find it for yourself.

In this very moment I hope I enlighten you, for what else is there ?

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

TY 

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

A certain level of advocating,

Then I think I would be rather aggravating

and alienating.

Trying to be more animating in speech and song and every thing annihilating.

Certain level feel to anticipating

why don’t I try approximating.

Where one could cast off arbitrating in armor plating.

just endless assassinating on behalf of certain level assimilation.

We don’t know where one persists but one where lower level associating

on one level initiating.

There is only one brutality and that is a methodical world.

Thank you Very much

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Grandpa Ferret

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I wish for nothing more than to be your special adversary.

In a sense a solution such as airy fairy.

Simply put those before me were somewhat arbitrary.

Tend to look at them as a half canary.

I hold his hand on the way into the gleaming confectionary.

We in a sense are very into the abated and flavourful culinary.

Looking on and on he is somewhat extraordinary.

Then I look at him like a small fae or simple faerie.

Then soon enough it is February

and if you don’t settle down with somebody you will freeze to death.

Or need to take lots of hot baths...

thinking somewhat in a sense fragmentary, functionary, hereditary

is the true nature of societal structure

when in a sense all you need is your being to expend its wisdom in all forms.

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ChaV RaWk

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Where in the world is this

and where in the world does one want to go

in a sea of contempt and desire.

Chillen in a fortress of hatred,

just thinking how many can be witches

then I just think naturally they are bitches.

Just flailing as I drive my pickup past the ditches.

Thinking now to the natural path enriches.

Past my days where all I would do was hitches

a ride but just simply hikes.

Everyone around him just itches

insane.

Either pitches or catches and chills and flips.

It doesn’t matter as long as it’s chav style.

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Maximus - Shaun Delage

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I think of a romantic mountain man that is uber sexy

that is loving and cute and being and beautiful.

One would say hey great I love you and fab.

Fabulous that we connect so well on this sphere of reality

and a world of possibility and trying.

There exists a place and a world of complete desire

and a world of realism and infusion of belief.

There exists a place that is unique and amazing

but one you have to quest over to find.

The mountain man would offer you an elixir

and you would essentially choose to drink it

but if you didn’t how would you ever know

what you would become that night.

Essentially it would make you walk farther away from yourself.

Essentially there would be more to life

than an existence without realism and cubism.

But morphism and virtuism

a digitally enhanced playspace that you can become half animalistic

in your need to express your most inner desire.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Crave

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I remember the first day I saw love,

it was the day before I asked whether they cleaned their autoclave.

Now one would say you nasty little thing just behave.

But I exists in a world of only the willing and the brave.

I think all the way back to the seeming beginning of creation at home by the fire in their cave.

I take one look at my man and only think one thing, he something I utterly crave.

Just glad his name isn’t Dave

I think of when I first thought of my job here as a simple galley slave.

But my inner most turmoil and depression I will take to my grave.

We have nice treats here that I can simply microwave.

More and more every day that passes I simply want to misbehave.

My world lately makes me cry in this complete world and a new wave.

I ponder the thoughts that somehow over everyone I simply just happened to outbrave.

Pave my way to the rave.

The way men simply just endlessly shave.

Some days I feel like a painful slave.

Just want to say onto my next piece with a little wave.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Fishy face

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The eagle is one of the most pleasurable beings on earth.

If I were an eagle I would want to feel the contour of my own beak

for endless amounts of time.

Being me I think that I would in essence obsess about my own beak.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Poet guru

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Wandering the space realms of theory.

Wandering through a past life.

And wandering into your most interdimensional self.

Wandering past illusion.

And wandering into a world of elusive enlightenment.

Because not everyone seeks what you seek.

Not everyone has the goals of enlightenment in focus.

And will do everything to stop your course of enlightenment from taking aim.

Wandering the matrix of thought and believing in the belief of one.

Yet resisting the life of the one or the path of the many.

Yet wandering away from the one, which is the self,

yet mixed with love and being and a thought of sanity.

but what is sanity but a dose of madness,

in a world of theories and selfless service to others...

where does one rest.

That, lays in your choices and your life,

essentially is to keep growing.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Time is ticking 

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Chillen and flippen.

But wanting to chill and trip.

Yet wandering through chill yet slick.

And finding my way past flipping and chill.

Where the world will you find me,

and where in the world will I show up next.

Only funny to imagine the possibilities.

Trippen and flippen.

Stylin and divin.

Whackin and chattin.

Lovin and much love.

Watchin and talkin.

Stuffies and marinade.

Chillen and trippen.

Chillen and flippen.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Flip out

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Mainly those around you hold a singular piece of the puzzle.

Thankfully divinity has brought you too me.

Most likely want to kiss you back.

Wanting a more timely existence where no theory is involved.

Wanting a theory where no existence is timely.

Wanting a timely existence where involved the theory is.

Involved in a theory of my own timely existence.

Theory of existence is a timely endeavour.

Wanting theory of existence is the only path.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Stasis

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

Trying to impress the masses.

When all I want to do is impress myself.

And it doesn’t take much,

Just simply a miracle of events, and causality.

When one speaks of enlightenment.

No others can predict what will come out of an enlightened mouth.

Simply spectrum for your new millennium soul.

Spectrum and beauty is only something that is paradoxical to the viewpoint addressing beauty.

One may see beauty in criminality.

Others may see beauty in animalistic impulse.

You may see beauty in a tongue action hot erotic kiss.

They may see beauty in your head being cut off in the square.

She may see beauty in your eyes as you cry about what you have seen.

He may see beauty in a dogs face walking by him on the path to nowhere.

Others may look at beauty as a paradoxical twist of fate but where is beauty but in the self.

【ツ】••*:•○●♫♪*¨¨*:•○●♫♪ $回▓ ☺·•°°*¨¨*:ॐ【ツ】

ALL By Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage :)
ALL By Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage :)
ALL By Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage :)

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