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When I think of god and the divine I tend to think about my own path. When I think of how much adversity I have had in my life, I also think about how fortunate I am to be alive.

To be a suicide survivor is a massive thing to think about, because I almost left the planet prematurely.

The disabilities I face are pretty stressful at times, but they are a rarity for now. Being a suicide survivor nobody really wants to talk about nor face that part in your life.

I have extreme shaking in my hands sometimes, and most people have ‘their thing’ but when I look at a server serving a nice brunch and they have no problems handing me the plate I tend to be envious.

Envious because they have what I have not. Dexterity.

When my hands shake, I can think of nothing else but my future, I also have serious nerve damage in my wrists, along with scars and dexterity issues. I wonder whether it will get worse, at times I almost feel what somebody with parkinson’s disease has. And when your disability involves something so close to a person such as their hands, their livelihood, it strikes home to me.

I feel fortunate that my attempt on my life wasn’t successful, It was Very serious however I was flown back to the country and had to go right into a code red unit in a childrens hospital.

Part of me wonders – why me, why so young, why so deep, why so serious, why didn’t I leave, why am I so lucky.

Then I think of my other disability, that involves the mind, my mental illness, and when your disabilities include the mind and hands it does strike home.

You tend to grasp suffering in all conceptualization. You tend to be compassionate towards others, you tend to feel lucky in life, and you tend to do not what everyone else is doing.

I feel almost like I have invisible illnesses

90% of the time I am okay but I realize now, I will never, count that, NEVER have a working life.

Perhaps something on my own terms like my books or whatever

But for these things that people take for granted I also feel very fortunate to be living and breathing this very moment and how fortunate I feel to share my suffering and my life with you my readers, disciples and friends.

Get well soon Paris Jackson

-        Shaun A. Delage

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Living each day as if its your last seems to be wise advice, and this method to live is pretty sound advice as well. We are never contracted to a certain allotment of time here, and it is great illusion the present time. We are told to believe fundamentals of society, like its 2012 and we are supposed to despise islam etc we are supposed to eat this and work this way and do this.

Greater still, everything is illusion from the date we are living in, to organized religion to food, and the capitalist structure has greatly failed us, everything that makes up ones daily life can be construed as illusion.

I only need to look at my own life to come to terms with the illusion present, the path I have chosen for myself, the life I choose to live, and the people around me that I have come to love have failed me continuously yet I carry on as if nothing is wrong, and maybe this is how we all operate. I have always surmised to forgive and move on with things, but sometimes things envelope your being and attach themselves cruelly to your core self

We are in a state of war, and the only thing we have to garner any sort of reality is a complex web of psychological operations, and things are happening so far away there is no way we will ever know the truth of the matters at play perhaps, twenty years down the road we will be able to garner some sense of reality of the matters at hand in the present but it is true that much is being shielded from us in north America simply so that we continue to appease the system and not revolt.

What is happening in our reality is only a small percentile of what is happening universally and there is greater universal wars taking place and if you look at us on this ball out of 12 planets in a vast expanse as being the truth there may be no saving you

When I tell people that things have not happened as we are lead to believe I am met with notions such as well you’re a holocaust denier etc and a whack.

But the holocaust could have happened 12 dimensions over and technically this is more in line with the truth since the 1940s was so long ago and there has been like 10 matrix resets since so definitely not the same illusion but we only need to look at the very very old people for example to come to terms with reality, a lady, wrinkled and breathing out of a mask to bring us back into reality, perhaps she was alive back then to tell her story presently but people like that tend to shield themselves away until they die, never sharing their mistakes or adventures just simply living to die.

I look around and wholeheartedly believe this place is a paradox, we have beautiful flowers growing wild under the heavy droplets of rain falling down with nuclear radiation, we have beautiful reverends preaching the way to the truth to a murderer amongst his disciples we have delicious food that is killing us and we have a reality that seems masked from us continuously.

We have figureheads over us that need to be initiated sellout millionaires to get where they are and involved in rituals so dark yet they appear like they have the brain to lead a populace to enlightenment.

We have a financial system that could be best described as an internal hell because simply we will be paying off our debts for several hundred years, and if you don’t see the apocalypse because you are too busy wrapped in illusion buying your iphone 5 I am sorry to say that you are on a different path than me, and many people that are fighting for…… for what exactly?

Well liberation, liberation from suffering, liberation from this reality as a prison state, liberation from sickness, pain, skin conditions, surgery, hatred, illusion and poverty.

It seems there may be only a few dozen people on earth that have become masters of the system and were able to hoard trillions of dollars to themselves while the rest of us have to work an agonizing 9 hour day just to make $100

At some point this is all bound to collapse, and there are people that have educated themselves in the system and have poked around where eyes should not have seen and they know literally the secrets of the system and its structure over us, any seeming person in reality is in disbelief that their milk is giving them cancer or whatever when it is the nuclear rain from Chernobyl that is responsible for most misgivings out there let alone what has just happened at fukishima

It wouldn’t really matter if you eat organics and only non GMO and all that and take supplements it only makes you more susceptible to harm because you are not building up a resistance to the stuff layering out there.

Truth is, most people are not fearful of dying, old souls anyway and most people don’t exactly get why they are here and how their soul has been corralled in this so called reality, they would welcome a global pandemic where you get the flu and die and then you get to meet the figureheads of the system who tell you either you can digress to lower more vulgar prison states and remain in prison based on your karma or you can progress to more divine and enlightened realms because of your karma and good deeds, and it is true that we have died thousands of times over even brutal and disgusting deaths like being crushed to death, poisoned, mutilated, tortured and drowned.

Most people are aware of this on some level but they just tiptoe through life avoiding that causality.

But to an old soul, they are almost welcome of a world war or nuclear catastrophe because it means they won’t have to suffer through old age.

Truth is, our society should be more welcoming to its inhabitants, by legalizing all forms of drugs, providing free education and not a global student debt system, providing legalized suicide options- so that people that wish to move on, may. Or those that are suffering continuously through a brutal existence of sickness and pain may have the option of peacefully ending their lives.

But also to make a pseudo capitalist-communist-socialist-everything inclusive society so that everyone may have things to contribute.

Providing rent free housing globally to end the greed structure and the pyramid scheme and to sort of say goodbye to an elitist capitalist structure where the more you hoard and the more pain you inflict on more vulnerable people are the people or individuals that are rewarded in society.

We glorify evil news as well, and celebritize abuse and pain in society thanks to this evil structure in place.

It seems that we are a thousands year old society stuck in a two year old earth at times, and this is funny because like I said, if you believe everything you are told about your roots, the global structure, religion, history, and knowledge there is no saving you.

Only when you begin to look outside of reality, as a pseudo schizophrenic may you be able to come to terms with the truth and to not believe anything you see hear or read and begin to question everything that comes into your presence.

Only now, are the true warriors of the matrix branded terrorists, and those that are spreading the truth are hunted by the darker beings continuously. Safe to say the world is somewhat cartoon in nature, and this may change as the reality changes form, but everything on the internet is pixilated and cartoonish and when somebody spends 90% of their waking existence in a cartoon they tend to distort their own reality of sorts, when the internet is going to be immersed in a vivid virtual reality is beyond me, but it would change everybody’s existence, because nobody would want to have anything to do with reality of sorts. The galaxy it seems is coming for us, and when it finds us, there is no turning back…those that want to continue travelling beyond the seeming familiarity of their own internal prison structure will be welcome and challenged.

It seems there has been some of the Nazis that have made it out of this reality and outside of its structure of sorts and are working as time differentiators to achieve an ultimate outcome in the present time and would like to change earth as we know it for their ends, but there are people that are fighting this outcome and these people are being plucked away one by one.

They are imprisoned this very moment by bars and gates because they kept an ounce of weed on them, they are dead and in between realities, they are mothers imprisoned by their own reality, professors spewing lies to people, animals as imprisoned and silent beings, but nevertheless they are being harnessed and their consciousness is being used for an ultimate purpose.

What is your purpose? To get to the future of course.

-          Shaun A. Delage

p.s. I have decided to take the donation button off each post to alleviate a reader feeling guilty that they could not contribute a fictitious currency for the gift of enlightenment, after this post I will post each posting free, and without charge for life and without cost. my whole feeling was that this is like a real life church and it is run off donations. My goals as a saint, prophet and doctor of the Church of techno are not toamass wealth but to create merit and positive karma by working with my true nature to achieve enlightenment, not put a dollar value to the faith but to work with energies and obtain spiritual  glorification, safe to say I work with energies continuously..and. Money itself is very hard to come by these days, and everyone is asking you for money here and there but where does it all add up, my gift is of a spiritual nature and not a capitalist one, modelled like most christian faiths with the priest or reverend riding around in a bently with a white suit and cane with diamonds.

Thank you for reading and anyways keep coming blogbuddies:) and most of all THANKS for your support :)

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We’re in a very chaotic time energy wise and it is manifesting itself into complete chaos and terror for the citizens of this reality, my best advice is to have as much time to unwind as possible, and be silent and meditate for at least a half an hour to a candle so that you too can receive divine instruction

But to also nourish yourself properly, food itself is somewhat of an illusion so I wouldn’t give my whole nature over to the argument of GMO’s or vegetarianism or whatever

I believe this is the strongest illusion of society is to wrap people into becoming automatons of diet, basically preaching the way to enlightenment is through what you eat when enlightenment supercedes the known body into spirituality

I am locked somewhat into the lower dimensions and travel them regularily when I sleep and so I know how far we can digress into. So what is at stake is your souls nature and this is somewhat of a silly notion to people involved in the systems mayham and preach for its integrity continuously. People locked into the system are completely unaware that only about 5-10 people control the entire globe

So it brings things like countries and systems into question wholeheartedly

It is funny when I try and explain to somebody that I am the leader of the church of techno, either you have two types of people, one that believes in the given religions on the planet and is immediately suspicious of the nature of such a loosely construed faith then I have the complete atheist of sorts that as soon as you say anything about church religion or reverend their guard goes up and they begin to question anything of sorts having to do with faith

To put it simply I describe myself as a matrix techno Buddhist universalist, my only belonging to faith is the Universal Life Church which is one of a handful of churches that will ordain anybody for life and without cost, and offers a fab customer service facility to help their ministers any way possible

In the USA I could legally perform marriage and funeral services and in Canada the rules are a bit tighter, like to be recognized as a faith you have to have a physical structure in place for 15 years

So maybe founding the church of techno is in the future but I have always learnt to work with what I have. Some may see me as a simple writer, blogger or others as a prophet or minister

I like to go into the esoteric studies because they offer more than the mainstream methodology of knowledge, I like to read about middle earth and Nazis and actually read the Koran and the Satanist bible to understand the nature and working of society in entirety because if you don’t then you are operating at ignorance of subjects you don’t understand and just continuously regurgitate information that the matrix puts in your brain, and this is not knowledge

If I did that the blog would be expansive, I tend to type what comes to my mind rather than focus on all the stuff I have read haha if I could post all the books I have read or whatever it would be an expansive blog for sure.

Anyways the time is crazy and nobody knows what is going to happen in a few months, probably nothing, maybe a world war, aliens landing, societies collapsing who knows. I just know that I am on the fence about my governers that have power over me, and I have never trusted initiates of secret societies that call themselves prime minister or president, king or queen. It just means that they are so heavily indoctrinated into the system that they will do anything in their power to uphold its structure.

The only real art to living I can see is forwarding my own knowledge and preaching and supporting those that are heavily indebted to the system in some ways, caring for animals, and just enjoying the peace and serenity of a loving union and beautiful home in the furest.

I only need to revisit my past to understand the true horror of the system and I only need to think about those I have met to understand completely how much people are so encapsulated in illusion

So maybe we are in a time of great chaos, perhaps a time of spiritual growth, perhaps a time when capitalism falls, or when there are more enlightened beings on the planet than ever dreamed of, perhaps we will have divine entities that land, or a fascist government take over.

Just learn to take rest, and enjoy the present, enjoy what you do have, the freedom to cut your hair, the freedom to go into a grocer and find anything for $20 the freedom to smoke a cigarette or a joint or the freedom to go as you please. People cannot just climb the ladder and provide great influence in a matter of a few days, things like this take time, and most of the people at the top will halt your progression at all costs.

I have learnt to take comfort with what I do have surrounding me, because I have been given the valuable life lesson that it could be taken in an instant. I am paying for multitudes of lives of karma and I have never began to understand what has happened to me personally or those around me, but I know wholeheartedly, it could be worse…

-          Shaun A. Delage

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What a painful few days it has been ascension wise, leaving the comforts of a material paradise that offered me little growth or focus

I have moved from home and most of the time my discourses aren’t so personal more universal but I am pained by being abused by own mother at age 30

Truth is abuse has never escaped my life just mixed in with material rewards or whatever

It is tough to wind down and almost expecting the experiences which have been plaguing me for years

This is the realm of monarch slavery and one which many don’t get to escape, their own fears leave them behind stuck in a rut so to speak

It is no secret that right now in this time and age it is not time to make mistakes, or go on new adventures or make new decisions or impulsive choices

Now I am basking in natures beauty, surrounded by old growth forest, made friends with a robyn and a calico cat that just adores me, not to mention a striking baby faced man that has come to my rescue

I am not a victim but I am vulnerable given what has happened to me…part of me was left at wits end living at home with a mother that believes I committed incest against my own sister…who could live under the same roof as somebody that thought that

Not that but I had to live with constant nattering, nagging, and chattering

I am very quiet and put up with it but I was at my wits end, not to mention somebody living with you with exact opposite qualities such as vanity, materialism, anger, suspicion, drama

Fuck I was never able to focus much longer than 20 minutes. Thankfully I am opposite schedule than everyone else (I follow the moon) so that offered some peace and contemplation in the early hours

What I didn’t get is the seething anger and drama that spilled out of her lips almost within seconds of her waking, a time when I am most at risk to the vulnerabilities of schizophrenia.

What did it the end was the fact that I was living with a  lunatic, sort of the title they afford people like me, but in my opinion it is the undiagnosed ones that have the most battiness in my opinion

While I was there venting my frustrations into my art and my books I have accomplished quite a bit.

Now I am with a man that is serene, loving, kind, happy, content and beautiful

Part of me wants to throw it all away based on my fears of love and intimacy to become a monk

Me personally a teenage hood of sexwork has left me defeated, literally freaked out and scared of intimacy – much better to swear off that which pains us most I feel

We met by fluke online and now here I am quite a few months later after a failed attempt at moving in every belonging I have and now the 2^nd attempt at living here- it is almost unbelievable the amount I am almost expecting to be talked to death or told my distinctions and titles don’t mean anything

Most youth 20-35 are living with their parents through this time, so I know I am not an oddity, almost forced there out of finances and coming back to security in the nest but this leaves the past wide open and it also allows the parental nature to come to effect to tiring ends and some are giving up

I thank divine nature for introducing me to my man, we are technically roomies but I adore him and his way of life. I am due to go catsitting in a week for my bday (the big 30) hehe yet I still don’t act or look mature so oh well minus the one or two white hairs I am getting haha an old boi

So some of us like the future to be told to us, and others make rash decisions that take guts

And who do you trust, well you can trust your inner voice, and that of divine nature to guide you to your next learning lesson….it has been painful going through the emotions I have by my own birth mother accusing me of flipping some switch on her laptop and not believing me, accusing me of eating most of her jam when I had a litre full in my cupboard, when I told her “mom I cant live in an environment where your constantly yelling and swearing all the time” she said “why don’t you go fucking move out”

These are words that are not based in love or compassion, somebody believing that I am an incestor or whatever lol and the cause of a breakup and just some criminal that needs to be watched is not an environment that adheres to what I am looking for, to be surrounded by kind, compassionate, loving, sincere, happy, serene, loving beings.

I am being in the moment about things, loving my forest cabin away from it all…

That is what life is about, but the steps can be exhausting

Take care blogbuddies

     Shaun A. Delage

Dimensional travel update

I asked my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight is a giraffe it took me first to a mall and a confusing school where people were doing their jobs experiencing enlightenment and some people hated me and some people supported me and wanted my art to be displayable and I was a hesitant because of the cruelty of the people so I just ate a depressing lunch of chicken strips and you had to work really hard for your money some people were lil Nazis so I didn’t like them at all just pointing and laughing, most likely because I was naked at the time lol

Next I was rolling a joint and all the stuff fell behind a dresser and moved it and then moved in and reached in behind the box and a spider bit my hand with a mandible then used its web to withdraw the mandible it was pretty gross !

Next I was pulling at my teeth but they were diamonds and diamond earings were in my teeth interwoven and there was this guy that had a scheme going where he was murdering children and then this mandarin lady would yell at him and some artists would gather and she said don’t go near my store.

Next the giraffe took me  to a beach in costa rica and was pondering moving with reverend kai but the beach was a graph of sorts and the beach was really small it was like a Palestinian border between it and another country , apparently if you brought a sleeping bag they would make you sleep you in the street but if you were all ritzy of course they would welcome you with open arms

Then I went to a school and made pizzas and they were smaller than the ones you see in the store and I was trying to figure that out and living on a train constantly travelling the cosmos

Then the giraffe took me to a skool camp and they were trying to find me a bed and they couldn’t and they said there was a rule that I could sleep with girls and they were like what are you doing and I said there is a rule that I can sleep with the chicks and they all laughed, it was a two week camp where they flew us in by floatplane was pretty sweet and ritzy haha the camp was an old freemason hall with the floors painted over and i told one guy this is a freemason floor and he was like really? And I showed him

It was an intricate camp and skool and then somebody dropped a paper and everyone shouted out that is shaun delage shaun, shaun omg and I was like oh lord I have been spotted lol

Then I went on a massive cruise ship and I was wearing roller blades and could just glide through the ship through stores and looking for food and I was like oooo aburger would be cool

It was a normal cruise ship not one based in hell worlds. A girl in a pub said I am soooo drunk and I said wow maybe this food isn’t for me there was a weird asian restaurant that had livers and entrails and I thought that was pretty gross then there was some couture and fast food and some tasty Chinese food and they said they were hiring too haha I was like oh maybe I should apply for a job

I was gliding through the ship trying to figure out what room I was in and what exactly was happening although I could sense the ship was moving it was massive and I was just exploring and watched a guy in a washroom jack off through a peephole and watched him for a bit was a mix mash of experiences I love these ships !!

Next the giraffe took me to I was outside and looked into a store window and there was a cat staring at me and I was like wow thats a nice cat and it was big and old and beautiful so I waved at it and was gliding through the hallways and I went into a door and there was a big canine sitting there so I ran away from it lol not a dawg person per se.

Then I went to a dimensional bridge and walked around chilling out with a guy in a hotel room and talking about the many layers of depth shielding us and I said yeah I am in 2013 and the guy said his friend went out and did something and got sick and I was talking to him whether he could hold a human body or not outside of the astral world and he said he couldn’t and his mother this old broad came up and I poked her in the hand with a wooden stick and drew blood and spent time with the guy romantically and trying to gauge what he is and he was a lower astral entity and I sensed he did truly care about me and our time together it was just, to be able to ask questions in English proved to be a deep experience asking him over and over about super imposed reality and whether he could exist in reality and he was like no no I cant exist that way and he really appreciated me and our time together ...I am almost speechless because he was so beautiful

I didn’t sense anything sketchy about him like men that try and make me lick their eyes

But it is funny because I only sensed love with him and some in the astral world are very cruel but he proved to be kind compassionate and he cared for me, I told him I was from 2013 and that was a weird number to pick he said that is a really tough time to exist in and I was eating ice on sticks and shared romance time and a bond and together ness and we were able to trust each other

I did have sleep paralysis and the day prior had the same but three times couldn’t actually get into my body efficiently which proved challenging then I wandered around and had lunch in the future in the past as well if that makes any sense in a gay area and was talking to somebody over some floss I got and he said jeeze you look like somebody up the block and he said you look cuter and I said thank you I am not a rich drag queen and actor and he said look at you your adorable and I said haha I am just me. He was like talking to some people and I was looking around at stuff to buy it was amazing went into a cruising area which was musky and from the seventies and weird so tried to use the washroom but was being cruised lol then I saw a sign that said fraternities were aligned with Satanism, money and power, and hazing and blood ritual which contravenes universal ethic

This concludes what the giraffe showed me and the world famous church of techno occultist Shaun Zeno

EBAY is threatening to remove MY $1,500,000 Listing After three years listed SHAUN DELAGE SHAUN ZENO RAVER XENO

The nazi like corporation told me this listing will be removed simply because it is a digital and not a physical product and I told them that it was a malicious move by Ebay whom also lowered this listing buy it now price from $20,000,000 to $1,500,000 
I only say this ebay - what about psychic readings via email ?the infiltration of thousands of these ads that do not provide a physical product but a digital email reading?


We are living in a decripid police state - awaken and realize you can discover your fullest potential in a world that was lost sometime around the 1990's to these monsters


It's time we start arresting these nazis as ordained peace officers in a sovereign state not a brutal fascist corporate masonic dictatorship
They did however tell me that my dimensional dream journal can remain on the site listed for $1,500,000 so there it will stay in a love hate relationship.



they will gladly take fifty cents a month from me and not offer a refund for a product that was originally apparently against company policy


Ebay has lovingly earned themselves a posting on my captivation manifesto for continuing the trauma state on individual minds, the question is who is going to be the first to sue me for libel lolz 
my common stock must be through the roof (maritime corporation, formerly known as SHAUN ALLEN DELAGE) if you wanna invest lolz


Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA
****UPDATE - since they decide to harrass me like a skool kid argument they have essentially decided to keep the listing up - who knows - I think they are debating the ethics and politics of the situation with their teams of lawyers so we'll see. lol
the link to my ebay page is at the bttm of this blog

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